I'm here with Gothic Alien and we are having a blast. We have been fucking like there is no tomorrow. He has such a gorgeous cock and he has given me orgasm after orgasm. We also have fun just cuddling and talking. Ok, he's home. We're gonna go fuck now. Buh bye.

Damn this Insanity workout is killing me! I know its gonna be worth it in the end. I started the plyometric cardio today.

God, I am a nervous wreck. I left home to come to Tampa. God only knows I hate Missouri. I wanted a challenge. I wanted to venture out into the unknown and see for myself if I had what it took to come out here. I hear all this its attitude, personality, lalala. Yeah to a certain extent it is, but fuck personality ain't shit when a 34DD 5'10 105 llbs blonde with zero intellectual capacity is on the roster. It's like trying to assault a fucking Bradley tank with a slingshot. It just can't be done....

Ugh, I am guessing that my 4 month hiatus is drawing to a close. I decided to take a break from dancing after my failure to make any dinero in Missouri. I know that I shouldn't base my self esteem on how much money I made, but when you go from making $200 on a Monday to walking out with less than $75 on a Friday, it tends to rattle the foundations of your confidence levels. People can't believe that I haven't made any money, which does tend to get me a bit snippy. Anyways I think I'm going to try...