fluffypenguin
05-08-2008, 08:41 PM
This is really bizarre, but I started so that I could conquer my fears and improve my social skills. Thinking about it now, it was a really, really stupid idea for self therapy, luckily it has paid off!!!!
I had been through some dramas where my self esteem was destroyed to the point that I'd shit myself when someone spoke to me because I would have to say something back. I realised that if I didn't do something drastic I'd end up being one of those people too scared to step outside, even to get the mail from the letterbox. I was too broke to get help from a professional so I decided that if I got a job where I talk to people I would HAVE to do it. Like it or not.
Stripping was the only job I could find that fitted a bill and didn't need me to talk to someone at an interview first.
I just concentrated on chatting to people and I never even tried to get dances at all. Actually I still don't (ha ha, it's actually become my hustle) I have improved heaps and can chat fairly well but I am still too nervous to ask for money and I get anxious when the club is packed. I still do pretty good considering. Strangely enough getting naked doesn't worry me a bit, and I really love doing this job.:D
I had been through some dramas where my self esteem was destroyed to the point that I'd shit myself when someone spoke to me because I would have to say something back. I realised that if I didn't do something drastic I'd end up being one of those people too scared to step outside, even to get the mail from the letterbox. I was too broke to get help from a professional so I decided that if I got a job where I talk to people I would HAVE to do it. Like it or not.
Stripping was the only job I could find that fitted a bill and didn't need me to talk to someone at an interview first.
I just concentrated on chatting to people and I never even tried to get dances at all. Actually I still don't (ha ha, it's actually become my hustle) I have improved heaps and can chat fairly well but I am still too nervous to ask for money and I get anxious when the club is packed. I still do pretty good considering. Strangely enough getting naked doesn't worry me a bit, and I really love doing this job.:D