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Sophia_Ashley
06-12-2008, 05:32 PM
Thank you girls! What's funny (and not like for real ha ha funny) is the ones of you that responded to that were those I liked a lot when i posted here before so thank you thank you for the kind words.

I'm on tour now, not at home so it's a bit easier. But I keep almost bursting into tears over it. Last night was awful sleeping without her.

A friend that use to post here sent me the rainbow poem and I lost it. But it's wonderful.

Thank you guys. I feel sorta silly crying over a cat but I was only like this over one other animal and that was my dog that I had in my youth. She (bella) was my cat in adult hood...whom I got when I moved to chicago and felt alone. She was many nights of comfort. The person I knew that would be waiting behind the door on rough nights after work. Who I wiped my tears onto when i cried over being diagnosed with lupus, fought personal demons and had flghts with my boyfriend. I told her all my secrets and fears and told her I loved her when I felt I couldn't tell anyone else I loved them.

Okay I gotta quit ..I'm sitting in a coffee shop while the bf does his thing and I'm literally tearing up

seraya
06-12-2008, 05:36 PM
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....



I'm really sorry to about hear your bella bean :hugs:

Sophia_Ashley
06-12-2008, 06:09 PM
^ Seraya your photos (avatars) get hotter and hotter lady!

seraya
06-12-2008, 06:31 PM
^ Seraya your photos (avatars) get hotter and hotter lady!Coming from you I take that as a HUGE compliment, Thank you :)

britt244
06-12-2008, 06:44 PM
gfdgjeyrutieyrjsfbsdktyhwur4eygthsdbkjewsytsgefbsh dgked


>:( >:( >:( >:( >:(

FUCK YOU.

VenusGoddess
06-12-2008, 07:34 PM
^ If it's who I think it's about...I totally agree. LOL

All Good Things
06-12-2008, 09:13 PM
^ If it's who I think it's about, I PM'd you! ;D

It's really important that some things get out. Perception and reality have gotten way, way out of whack. Just in that thread, I pointed out that I wasn't the reason for locking in three out of the four cases where it was claimed that I was!

I am happy to discuss whatever you want by PM. I would have replied on the board if the thread hadn't been locked. I just think Pryce finally locked it because it had just become a bunch of arguments and a cool-down period was in order.

Please PM me if you have any concerns. I mean that quite sincerely. I'll do my best to answer you as quickly as I can. :)

Thank you.

Sophia_Ashley
06-12-2008, 09:19 PM
shit I need a place to crash in tacoma and the spots along the way

Kthxbai

la429
06-12-2008, 10:40 PM
My boyfriend got two teeth pulled today so I decided to act like the model girlfriend. I went to the dentist office with him to hold his hand and babied him when he got home. Went out to the grocery store to buy him some soup and jello. Made sure he took his medicine and had a ice pack on. Basically shit that I didn't have to do on MY DAY OFF! Then he got all pissy with me and gave me an attitude. I don't give a shit if they pulled out every single tooth out of your head you don't have the right to be a prick!!!!!!!!!!!!

punkpixie001
06-12-2008, 11:11 PM
I don't fucking work for free

britt244
06-13-2008, 12:35 PM
^ If it's who I think it's about, I PM'd you! ;D

It's really important that some things get out. Perception and reality have gotten way, way out of whack. Just in that thread, I pointed out that I wasn't the reason for locking in three out of the four cases where it was claimed that I was!

I am happy to discuss whatever you want by PM. I would have replied on the board if the thread hadn't been locked. I just think Pryce finally locked it because it had just become a bunch of arguments and a cool-down period was in order.

Please PM me if you have any concerns. I mean that quite sincerely. I'll do my best to answer you as quickly as I can. :)

Thank you.

please stop doing this to every thread. it would be nice if they didn't all get closed.

GoldCoastGirl
06-13-2008, 04:24 PM
Thank you guys. I feel sorta silly crying over a cat but I was only like this over one other animal and that was my dog that I had in my youth. She (bella) was my cat in adult hood...whom I got when I moved to chicago and felt alone. She was many nights of comfort. The person I knew that would be waiting behind the door on rough nights after work. Who I wiped my tears onto when i cried over being diagnosed with lupus, fought personal demons and had flghts with my boyfriend. I told her all my secrets and fears and told her I loved her when I felt I couldn't tell anyone else I loved them.


I had the same sort of really close bond with Bibs. She was the cat that I had through-out my young adult life. She went through A LOT with me in her lifetime... she was 14 when I had to help her transition. All I can say it does get easier with time however you will never forget her. I will never ever forget Bibs.

I made the following page in memorial to her
http://www.geocities.com/ms_vee/BIBS/

( you may want to do the same? as I found it a great way to help the grief )

and also used it as a way to get thru my grieving time. it's not silly. once again, if anyone says it is stupid for you to grieve over a cat please send them my way.. i would love to kick their ass :)

Peanut_Butter
06-13-2008, 09:12 PM
my feelings are hurt. I wish I knew what I did wrong.

that is all.

Samba
06-13-2008, 09:31 PM
dear kind sirs who cut down trees for a lving,

8 am is too early for all that racket, especially when I don't get to sleep until 3:30

cease and desist.

Jeska
06-14-2008, 01:46 PM
my boyfriend is freaking crazy. He doesn't like me going out without him because he doesn't trust me, but he won't come hang out with me because he doesn't want to hang out with people he doesn't know. I love him but he's very young and needs to grow up, I don't know how much longer I can handle this.

CKXXX
06-14-2008, 01:48 PM
my boyfriend is freaking crazy. He doesn't like me having friends and going out because he doesn't trust me, when I'm not even doing anything bad. I love him but he's very young and needs to grow up, I don't know how much longer I can handle this.
Thats the textbook beginning signs of an abuser honey..separating you from your support network and cutting you off. 'd get out now if I were you.

Jeska
06-14-2008, 01:52 PM
^well he doesn't physically abuse, we both verbally abuse each other from time to time. It sucks because we've been together so long and kinda rely on each other at the moment, so there's nothing I can really do until I save up enough money to get out on my own. Also I'm scared of being on my own again because I lost touch with a lot of friends.

CKXXX
06-14-2008, 02:17 PM
^well he doesn't physically abuse, we both verbally abuse each other from time to time. It sucks because we've been together so long and kinda rely on each other at the moment, so there's nothing I can really do until I save up enough money to get out on my own. Also I'm scared of being on my own again because I lost touch with a lot of friends.

He doesnt abuse YET. But separating you from any support and friends you have is the first step in that direction. When you add in the verbal abuse its almost a given. Get back in touch with your friends. Build your support system back up and as soon as you can get out while you still can.I've seen this play out 100 times. Sorry,but I'm worried about you. These things can escalate very quickly.

RoseLeigh
06-14-2008, 03:22 PM
WHY do I keep missing Saturdays? I'm either sick or now, my freaking toe is swelling up. DAMNIT I wanna go to WORK!

Lexi
06-14-2008, 10:12 PM
Little bitch.

I dont know you, yet I cant stand you. Everyone knows the shit you are pulling.

$$$magnet
06-16-2008, 08:03 AM
take you fingers out of your girlfriend's vagina. seriously. leave that shit at home. pervert.

Peanut_Butter
06-17-2008, 07:38 PM
goddamnmotherfuckingcocksuckingsonofabitchwhoremon gercumdumptstersnotflingergarbageeaterpoopyhead.

gingerlee
06-17-2008, 09:24 PM
Fuckin' a. Why the fuck do things happen to me in 3's? Can I just have 1 thing go wrong instead of 3? Fuck. I hate people.

Peanut_Butter
06-17-2008, 09:49 PM
goddamnmotherfuckingcocksuckingsonofabitchwhoremon gercumdumptstersnotflingergarbageeaterpoopyhead.


I'm calmer now. FUCK bank of america. Fuck them with a wooden spoon. I hope they get splinters up their ass.
They fucking allowed me to deposit my school tuition refund, I paid out my bills..then they decided not to accept the check. The mutherfuckers bounced all my bills, charged me a million dollars in overdrafts...and then they actually fucking mailed my endorsed check back to me.
They never told me any of this. I just checked my bank account and wondered why I was negative over a thousand dollars. That's when I found out.

What fuckign moron mails an endorsed check??? Anyone who see's my mail contains a check and decides to open it JACKPOT a signed check! This is las fuckign vegas. it aint hard to get a check cashed. Any casino in the city cashes checks. and now I have a signed check for over a grand floating around the us mail system.

If I ever see my money again...it's to late my then to pay my bills. they were all very late. My car is getting repoed next week. My gas and electric had shut off notices. And now they all have been returned to the bank and bounced. fucking motherfucking cock suckers.

Why did they decide not to allow my deposit?? I don't know. I actually withrdrew money out of the atm before they changed their mind and decided not to take the check. They wont take responsibility for anything. they wont explain anything. they wont refund the over drafts. they fucked me over so fuckign hard, they'll never know or even give two shits.

well. my account is now closed. fuck them to hell. I will neve rgive b of a another fuckign dime.

of course...now I have all those goddamn over drafts to contend with.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrgrrrrrrrrraargggggggggggggfuckersfuc kfuck.


from now on. I cash checks at a casino and deposit only cash. Or maybe deal in cash from now forever. is our money not safe at a bank???

ellebelle
06-18-2008, 04:15 AM
My car has been gone a month. A MONTH. It spent weeks at the panel shop, finally looked perfect, then started making some weird shaking please dont drive me any more noise. So I got it serviced and got the steering column fixed. Then they said y'know your tyres arn't safe. So I got new 20" mags and good tyres.

Then a month later I get it back. And I get a flat tyre. Oh the tyre fitter fucked up. GREAT. Oh I can't put my spare tyre on it. FUCK YOU RACQ. Thanks for the pump of air! YEAH THANK YOU.

Then on the way to the tyre shop I run into a ute because I was all flustered. Three panel scrape on my car. God knows on the other.

So a month later, my car now needs to go back to the panel shop, I have to pay for someone elses car AND I still have to get a new tyre.

Square one here I come.

GoldCoastGirl
06-18-2008, 05:36 AM
ellebelle - just remember you are probably going to end up paying a lot less than I am :)

I paid $670 ish for my car and am still paying (two more payments to go at the time of this post)... $2302 for the other person's car (and yes that is the cheapest quote).

I want to be a walking advertisement for budget direct car insurance ;D :laughing:

As soon as I pay off what I owe for smash repairs to the other person, you can bet your last dollar that I'm going to get that 3rd party insurance I required so I wouldn't have to pay so damn much! It's 3rd party fire and theft or some such.

Plus as soon as I finish paying that off.. I'm taking her in for a service (oh no!) and she needs a new fuel gauge thingy and temp. thingy. yeah, i'm so mechanically minded... not!

CKXXX
06-18-2008, 06:38 AM
Stupid asswipe valet fucked up hubbys car at the Eddie Izzard show. The tire on the front passanger side is shredded and the rim in all scraped up. (tire isnt flat,but hte outer treads are shredded...) He OBVIOUSLY ran over a curb or something. But since the tire wasnt flat we just noticed it yesterday..show was Sat. I mean..who goes over their car with a fine tooth comb after ever valet(and you have to valet everywhere here..even the mall has valet..and a lot of places you HAVE to valet..there is no self park)

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

CKXXX
06-18-2008, 08:23 AM
AHHHH..AND my fav massage therapist isnt working at my place anymore. She was the only one who could work the knots out of my neck and shoulders. And did what I asked..if I said my neck and shoulders were really bad, she'd spend 45 min of the hour on that...not just go through her routine like a robot no matter what is actually hurt. And she shuts up. Nothing is worse then a therapist who blah blah blahs through the whole damn massage.

Ugh. Cant I get ONE TINY LITTLE break??? Just ONE??? This is prob the last massage I can get for awhile because I cant afford to renew my membership. Is that too much to ask? Duh...apparently so...

ellebelle
06-18-2008, 12:54 PM
Uhm.. no I've spent like over $5000 on my car this month BEFORE all this.. and that was just for parts and sponsership rates on everything (my ex is a race driver so stuff is cheaper than wholesale). All labour was free.

And I have insurance, but my license expired. And even though the guy in the ute drove off on me (probably drunk) he reported ME to the cops, so im denying I drove my car because the police are after me for driving unlicensed. Oh and he told them I drove off on him. Blah!

I'm hoping they'll just put it in the too hard basket and never call me again. i did fuckall damage to his car. Probably barely a scratch.

Sophia_Ashley
06-18-2008, 04:46 PM
So I'm going to dance in AZ in a few days...then possibly after that somewhere in FL. I have no fucking idea what I'm going to do.

I'm tired, bitchy (onset of PMS and traveling) I need to fill my xanax and well...have sex enough to get off.

God.

Peanut_Butter
06-18-2008, 08:12 PM
fucking men. he refuses to do the sidhes cause its "my job"

when I pointed out that I am in school every single fucking day and wake up at 4am and come home and do homework all night until bed and he only works 3 days a week..he says that I didt do the dishes before i was in school and didnt work for months so it's still my job to get done. Why cant he just help me out? cause he says he does everything else? like what? he cant even take out the trash without my help. everything i ask him to do he makes me help. but he wont help me. if im lucky i'll get him to dry the dishes while i wash. he has washed the dishes maybe 4 times in 6 years.

i know we dont have any fuckign clean dishes. i can't do anythgin about it right now. I'm exausted when I come home. i just want a little help. 'm sorry i didnt do it when i wasnt working. i was depressed and didnt do anything.

CKXXX
06-19-2008, 10:17 PM
fucking men. he refuses to do the sidhes cause its "my job"

when I pointed out that I am in school every single fucking day and wake up at 4am and come home and do homework all night until bed and he only works 3 days a week..he says that I didt do the dishes before i was in school and didnt work for months so it's still my job to get done. Why cant he just help me out? cause he says he does everything else? like what? he cant even take out the trash without my help. everything i ask him to do he makes me help. but he wont help me. if im lucky i'll get him to dry the dishes while i wash. he has washed the dishes maybe 4 times in 6 years.

i know we dont have any fuckign clean dishes. i can't do anythgin about it right now. I'm exausted when I come home. i just want a little help. 'm sorry i didnt do it when i wasnt working. i was depressed and didnt do anything.


So now that you are getting things together and coming out of your depression he wont support and help you? does he WANT to throw you back into that??

They're fucking dishes.Throw em in the dishwasher,add soap,turn on. Takes 5 minutes.

Douche.

Peanut_Butter
06-20-2008, 06:18 PM
fuck the fucking gas prices!!!

$58.61 in gas oly gave me 13 gallons??

I PROTEST

gingerlee
06-20-2008, 06:42 PM
Dear housekeep who stole all my makeup....

You suck. You took more than 600 worth of MAC makeup and then tried to deny that it was ever in my room and you couldn't find it. Really? If I had it when I left and it was gone when I came back...where did it go? Thank goodness I didn't have anything else out in the open. You probably would have jacked that shit too.

You are the reason I don't let the maids in to clean my room when I'm in a hotel. Bitch.

madmaxine
06-20-2008, 07:00 PM
Dear housekeep who stole all my makeup....


You are the reason I don't let the maids in to clean my room when I'm in a hotel. Bitch.


;D I do that too..no one can come into my room during my stay...My sugardaddy made fun of me for that but I still do it!

CKXXX
06-20-2008, 07:51 PM
^^Yep..I never let housekeeping in either.

Perry
06-20-2008, 10:31 PM
I've never killed anyone, sold drugs, raped children, abused animals, given info to terrorists...nothing. I made one very stupid mistake. But that doesn't make me a bad person, and I'm not going to let your cultist bullshit make me feel like I'm one.

I'd rather gtfo of a place that's all about spreading desease than hang out. Just let me go.

11 more months!!!

madmaxine
06-21-2008, 03:49 PM
My endo is hurting me. I am eating Aleve and rum....Thank You God ***sarcasm*****What a month!!!!!

gingerlee
06-21-2008, 04:50 PM
No, you may not have a lapdance in VIP for a dollar. How do you even have the balls to ask me such a bullshit question? I don't care if it's your birthday-it's always somebody's birthday. You're not special, so don't be all pissy when I tell you no. I could have been a bitch about it...but I wasn't. So shut the fuck up and run along.

CKXXX
06-21-2008, 06:48 PM
No, you may not have a lapdance in VIP for a dollar. How do you even have the balls to ask me such a bullshit question? I don't care if it's your birthday-it's always somebody's birthday. You're not special, so don't be all pissy when I tell you no. I could have been a bitch about it...but I wasn't. So shut the fuck up and run along.
OMFG!! Why doesnt that surprise me? Imagine though...you're the FEATURE...what was he offering house dancers? A quarter??

Yeah..VIP for a dollar,sure..but there IS a mandatory $100 tip.

gingerlee
06-21-2008, 07:27 PM
OMFG!! Why doesnt that surprise me? Imagine though...you're the FEATURE...what was he offering house dancers? A quarter??

Yeah..VIP for a dollar,sure..but there IS a mandatory $100 tip.

He wasn't even asking the house girls. His thing was, 'you're the feature and I know you're rich, so you can do a dance for a dollar'. I told him that gas is $4 fucking dollars a gallon, so unless he was going to contribute enough money to move the needle when I try to put some gas in my car, I wasn't giving him a dance.

I *did* find 2 dimes in my dressing room, so technically I could have gotten a $1 cheeseburger after work if I did his dollar dance. I'm so upset about missing out on that.

ellebelle
06-21-2008, 10:48 PM
I fucking hate my ex so much!!!

How could I have been in love with such a selfish CUNT. Usually I can just chalk things up to bad judgement, a learnign experience etc etc. But I honestly wish I had never met him.

I'm not a spiteful person, but FUCK! He.. just...


ahh no words to describe how much I hate him right now. I honeslt hope I never ever see him again.

gingerlee
06-22-2008, 03:04 AM
Not wanting to sleep with you does not make me a lesbian. I happen to like having sex with guys, just not you. So take that bullshit somewhere else.

Dixie_Vancouver
06-22-2008, 05:01 AM
THERE ARE SO MANY FUCKING SPIDERS IN MY APARTMENT I AM FREAKING OUT.
And an ANT CRAWLED ON MY SHOULDER TODAY so now I am PETRIFIED that there are ANTS AND ANT BABIES IN MY HAIR
fuck i hate bugs. :( and i cant stop thinking of thread in body business about what ants like to eat and am therefore wearing the thickest, most coverage-y panties i own. no ants in THESE pants, please.

Lexi
06-22-2008, 07:48 AM
I hate bugs too.

I have a serious phobia of worms, esp maggots. My skin is seriously crawling as I type this.

madmaxine
06-22-2008, 05:04 PM
I fucking hate my ex so much!!!

How could I have been in love with such a selfish CUNT. Usually I can just chalk things up to bad judgement, a learnign experience etc etc. But I honestly wish I had never met him.

I'm not a spiteful person, but FUCK! He.. just...


ahh no words to describe how much I hate him right now. I honeslt hope I never ever see him again.

:hug: :yes: I feel you.

loveandluxury
06-23-2008, 08:44 AM
Please do not hang out your fucking car window and yell "hey girl" or "hey baby" at me. You had no chance of ever sleeping with me, but yelling at me is not helping your situation any.

CKXXX
06-23-2008, 10:17 AM
Not wanting to sleep with you does not make me a lesbian.

Aww...rats. I was hoping...:'(

TheTempest
06-23-2008, 11:18 AM
Saying "I love you" twelve times in two days doesn't make me feel better about the fucking hickey on your chest that I DIDN'T PUT THERE.

Why am I mad at you? LOOK DOWN, ASSHOLE. I hurt your feelings? We're even.

britt244
06-23-2008, 11:28 AM
i'm 22 years old, spending MY money on my boobs, and it is MY body. so it makes sense, obviously, that my parents would be the ones making my decisions for me. i specifically told my mother i did not want my dad to go. sorry, that might sound selfish and mean but i am NOT COMFORTABLE WITH IT. too bad, SHE wants him to go. SHE is nervous. it's MY fucking life and MY fucking surgery. this is what i get for asking her to do something for me. i should've gotten a friend to take me.