glitzy
08-22-2008, 10:50 PM
tonight i talked with my parents & we came to the mutual agreement that things aren't working out for me well living on my own. i can barely getting by in school & so tired from working all the time trying to pay the rent that i'm severly depressed.
so i'm moving home. i haven't lived with them since i was 18, & didn't move out on good terms. now that three years have gone by everything is pretty patched up, but FUCK! i still want to dance to make some fast cash to get by. it sucked throwing all my money away for rent & bills, now i have an opportunity to really enjoy the money i make dancing.
i'm thinking about working one night a week (as opposed to working three nights, like i do now), & just saying i work for a promotor (my current lie). i only work at a bikini bar, but my parents would still probably flip their shit.
i'm nervous.
so i'm moving home. i haven't lived with them since i was 18, & didn't move out on good terms. now that three years have gone by everything is pretty patched up, but FUCK! i still want to dance to make some fast cash to get by. it sucked throwing all my money away for rent & bills, now i have an opportunity to really enjoy the money i make dancing.
i'm thinking about working one night a week (as opposed to working three nights, like i do now), & just saying i work for a promotor (my current lie). i only work at a bikini bar, but my parents would still probably flip their shit.
i'm nervous.