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OliveJardin
02-01-2014, 12:43 AM
This is kinda odd but... I hate nausea/upset stomach so much that I am incredibly paranoid about food. I feel bad because I'm sure it drives my bf nuts that I'm constantly going "Are you SURE that chicken is cooked through?" and refusing to drink/eat anything past it's sell-by date....

^I can relate 100% to this. It's a pity to waste good food, but, you have to trust your instincts. After all, it's better to be safe than sorry! If I know I'm working that day or the next day, I often avoid eating out (I have A LOT of allergies) and eating seafood, chicken, spicy foods etc. Don't feel guilty for being careful, especially if you have had bad experiences in the past (if you haven't had food poisoning, hopefully your caution will keep it that way :)).

OliveJardin
02-01-2014, 12:48 AM
After finally sleeping with my sexy bf after a month apart (due to holidays), I confess that I KNEW by the way he was fucking me that he had been watching A LOT of porn during that time ::) (it was a pity, he's very good in bed and doesn't need to be picking up any film worthy bad habbits gr lol!).

Aniela
02-01-2014, 01:20 AM
Confession: I haven't strip yet, and I honestly don't know if I would ever do it. Stripping could solve so many financial problems in my life, yet, I'm scare someone from my school might find out.

I've been saving money to strip in another state, but I have to stay here since I will be taking summer classes and I don't have a car. I really don't know want to do. I feel like this could change a lot of things in my life, but I don't know if it would be for better or for worst.

And the thing is, I was very determined to start, until someone made a comment that really hurt me. He said people who strip to pay for college are really desperate. And I'm indeed desperate.

Tell him that's a lovely silver spoon he's got there, offer him sm extra virgin olive oil & tell him to find a creative place to stick it.

LaPatrona
02-01-2014, 02:21 AM
He's a nerd prude and I'm sure he never had a girlfriend before. Just like simone87 signature says, it takes a lot of strength to get out there.

"Kid, it takes more than desperation to get out there on that stage. You either got it or you don't, baby.
You have to be a warrior. A soldier. Fearless. Uninhibited. A stripper with a take-no-prisoners, raw, survival instinct. "

-Kat, zombie strippers

I wish I could grow a thicker skin, I wish I could stop giving a fuck.

Nina_
02-02-2014, 09:02 AM
Over 3 yrs ago my boyfriend at the time did something really bad, and I was there, and refused to snitch on him so I was charged with being an accessory after the felony and given 3 years probation. The probation I was given is for youths (I was almost 20 at the time) who have clean records but are pleading guilty to a felony... when they give you that probation, a felony conviction is never entered on your record and if you complete your probation your criminal record remains clean.

I called in to report yesterday (1st of the month, as always) and found out - I'M OFF PROBATION!!! 3 years and now I'm done. It's a huge weight off my shoulders. I'm so happy! :D

LaurenAus
02-02-2014, 11:34 AM
welp we finally have roaches because of my nasty ass roommate. Siiiigh roommates....::paging Whirlerz::

michele11
02-02-2014, 11:44 AM
(I danced for this really good looking Mexican guy last night(I thought he was german) lol because he had blondeish hair and green eyes. I was dancing and he kept saying "wow" you so beautiful. I turned around and leaned back and he said I like you're large legs? Lol. I said "what?!? He says, you know and made his hands high. I said you mean long. Lol. He said yes sorry ,some of my words in English aren't good. Lol!

whirlerz
02-02-2014, 12:20 PM
welp we finally have roaches because of my nasty ass roommate. Siiiigh roommates....::paging Whirlerz::

O, NOooo!^ ok, someone told me boric acid, & also try baking soda, put it down all around the areas where you see them, ugh sorry love!

Ok, for me: Idk why the fuck I bother camming, I mean I have the new cam, my internet's very good..but can't run the encoder
I also can't do clips right now (I don't want to explain why) & dancing well, I can try but most places arent hiring I am gonna give it a shot again though

smeca
02-04-2014, 06:05 AM
ugh where are the men that will put some time into making me come? i've only come during sex/with a guy once and that was me touching myself when it just felt right to do so at the moment- ever since then i've just been too focussed on it so havent managed. But i can't relax when a guy is down there because i can tell they're getting bored or I worry they're begrudging it taking so long, so it's never going to happen! ffs!

michele11
02-05-2014, 02:36 PM
Seriously! Why do I sometimes respond to my ex fiancé? Then he never leaves me the fuck alone. He's called me 3 times in the last 4 hours! I use to like it for a few years" oh someones so in love, obsessed with me" Now I'm kinda sick of it. He's hot as hell but so annoying that he's just a fucken turn off! The guy I dated after him said I have more balls than him. Lol.

michele11
02-05-2014, 02:41 PM
WTF? I couldn't edit my post. Then I go through all the trouble to listen to his non messages! There just dead air or him walking up the fucken steps bitching about something. Makes me not like him more!

OliveJardin
02-05-2014, 04:36 PM
I like you're large legs? Lol. I said "what?!? He says, you know and made his hands high. I said you mean long. Lol. He said yes sorry ,some of my words in English aren't good. Lol!

^Aw, that's cute. Broken English can be funny sometimes.

A customer said that to me the other week, followed by, "How much do you lift/squat". I'd forgotten about it until I read your post and I have to confess that I was REALLY flattered because I had recently upped my weights :-[ lol.

misssincere
02-09-2014, 05:40 PM
Started birth control today. Both curious and worried about how my body will react to it o_O

Selina M
02-12-2014, 02:18 PM
I really don't like being rude to people, but when I do snap and be a bitch, it gets shit done. And then I'm all shaky and wound up for 20 minutes after x_X

(Chase's online system fucked up my payments and they tried to charge me a fee, so I called to get it reversed. The guy was so condescending that I snapped and told him to stop talking to me in that tone, and just reverse the damn late fee. He complied just to get me off the phone.)

misssincere
02-12-2014, 08:05 PM
This birth control pill is the devil.

tempest666
02-12-2014, 10:18 PM
Got my ticket for NOLA!!!! Hope I don't come back weighing 200llbs and having to buy 2 seats!!!!!!!

michele11
02-13-2014, 06:32 PM
My daughter thinks she's slick. Bawahaha. She stays up late then doesn't go to school because se doesn't need to study to get good grades and I'm sick of it. I can't get up with her everyday like I did for 8 years and make sure she's up. She wanted me to take her after I ran my errands to get her bf a valentine gift like candy or something. I really wanted to just rest and she didn't go to school but I went to the grocery store and they had these cool heart shaped cookies and I was like ok I'll get this. It's chocolate chip and says xoxo on it. I get home and she's gone! She leaves me a note saying her bf walked over( ok this kid never even comes here because she says he doesn't like me, he's scared of me) and they went to go eat. All this kid does is buy her stuff and ( she likes to eat out like me). So I didn't wanna throw him out and have him more scared of me( though I should have driven him home). But I'm just going to eat his gift while they hang out in her room and ignore me. If she asks me to take her tomorrow to get him one I'll show her the empty or half eaten cookie heart and say this was his gift!

michele11
02-13-2014, 06:42 PM
HAHA! She just came out of her cave and asked if I can take her after he left to get him something. I said he had something but I ate it! She's begging and pleading, saying I can't not get him something. I said draw him something( that's what she usually does) she's an incredibly talented artist. She gets all drama queen crying and saying she hates me. Well now she can learn her lesson. I'm going to eat his gift in front of her when he leaves and se can throw a temper tantrum. She didn't do it when she was 2-3 but does it at 17.

ScarletKitten
02-20-2014, 02:01 AM
I often fantasize about the world coming to an end, by either a large asteroid impact, or the Yellowstone volcano exploding and covering the world in ash.

I also fantasize about the entire world all tripping on shrooms together, and evolving completely into a type 1 civilization overnight.

I think I'm attracted to serial killers. Dexter turns me on, even though he's just a character in a show. The thought of having rough, kinky, amazing mind-blowing sex with a killer takes my breath away. lmfao

What is wrong with me? I need therapy.

SweetJulia
02-20-2014, 07:05 AM
I want everyone with with a mullet to be shipped off to an island in the middle of nowhere. Also, everyone I've fucked who was awful in bed should be forced to have sex with each other so they can all, collectively, figure out why I never called them back.

Vyanka
02-22-2014, 07:09 AM
Ugh. Note to self... never peek on the blue side again. The cheapskatiness/sex hunter comments in there made my eyes bleed.

SweetJulia
02-22-2014, 08:10 AM
Ugh. Note to self... never peek on the blue side again. The cheapskatiness/sex hunter comments in there made my eyes bleed.
Yeah, don't waste the energy-you get enough cheapassness at work. Don't let it invade your personal time and computer. Yes, I know cheapassness isn't a word, but I've decided, after having danced in Cleveland, that it should be.

smeca
02-22-2014, 10:25 AM
I often fantasize about the world coming to an end, by either a large asteroid impact, or the Yellowstone volcano exploding and covering the world in ash.

I also fantasize about the entire world all tripping on shrooms together, and evolving completely into a type 1 civilization overnight.

I think I'm attracted to serial killers. Dexter turns me on, even though he's just a character in a show. The thought of having rough, kinky, amazing mind-blowing sex with a killer takes my breath away. lmfao

What is wrong with me? I need therapy.

I totally get you on the killer thing :/

carolina6
02-22-2014, 10:30 AM
I have an agreement with my bf to only work days and not downtown. He is out of town so I auditioned at worked last night at a club downtown.

Vyanka
02-22-2014, 01:28 PM
Yeah, don't waste the energy-you get enough cheapassness at work. Don't let it invade your personal time and computer. Yes, I know cheapassness isn't a word, but I've decided, after having danced in Cleveland, that it should be.

You are absolutely right about that. Luckily, not all customers are like that. Yes, there are a lot of scumbags out there too. I love how they think bc economy is in the shitter, vip isn't worth it unless there is some sort of extra. Wrong. These are the types that will fuck up naive newbies psychologically quick by testing boundaries. Assholes. https://www.stripperweb.com/forum/showthread.php?189252-Would-you-like-this-in-the-Champagne-Room&p=2596178#post2596178

Not me. I'm a real fkn bitch. Lol. I've been doing this for a couple years now. I have my burn out moments but recover Quick and learned quickly to avoid situations.



I wish hustle hut was private too. Grrrr.

smeca
02-25-2014, 03:15 PM
I would love to meet 2 people I have on twitter, I agree with most of what htey say and they make me laugh so much, it would be so fun to cause mischief in real life

lynn2009
02-26-2014, 01:25 PM
I want to skip out of a volunteer orientation I have scheduled tonight so that I can stay home and get drunk instead.

Selina M
03-01-2014, 08:37 PM
I have a friend who is a recovering heroin junkie, who just relapsed due to another friend's death, AND lost his job, and I'm taking it extremely personally that he isn't returning my calls. It makes me feel selfish cause I'm sure with all the uproar his family is doing over it and processing the whole death/unemployment situation and probably physical withdrawals, that he doesn't want to talk to ANYONE. But no, here I sit getting my feelings hurt over it.

... But dammit, I've also been worried he was gonna turn up dead in a ditch all week, and have been answering 90 million questions from people wanting to know where he is/how he's doing. A simple "I'm alive" would be nice. Especially since he was just on Facebook 10 minutes ago. Grrr.

Aniela
03-02-2014, 12:14 AM
I have a friend who is a recovering heroin junkie, who just relapsed due to another friend's death, AND lost his job, and I'm taking it extremely personally that he isn't returning my calls. It makes me feel selfish cause I'm sure with all the uproar his family is doing over it and processing the whole death/unemployment situation and probably physical withdrawals, that he doesn't want to talk to ANYONE. But no, here I sit getting my feelings hurt over it.

... But dammit, I've also been worried he was gonna turn up dead in a ditch all week, and have been answering 90 million questions from people wanting to know where he is/how he's doing. A simple "I'm alive" would be nice. Especially since he was just on Facebook 10 minutes ago. Grrr.

I am in total agreement w/ you. He knows you know how he gets & that you would be concerned. It would mean a lot just to hear from him that he is alive.

Selina M
03-02-2014, 10:17 AM
^ Thanks, girl. I needed someone to back me up, haha.

I get how he's probably feeling... and especially having liked me for a long time and me being a big sobriety cheerleader, visiting him in rehab and such, I know he's not gonna be rushing to call me and admit how he went on a bender and stole from people and got fired.
Then again, his phone has been wonky with texts, and I wouldn't be surprised if his mom took it away and changed his number. That's probably the first thing I'd do if he was my kid.

Ok, done. Thanks for letting me vent. I just hate being worried about someone and pretty much powerless.

Spinnerette
03-03-2014, 11:19 AM
...I hate men. I really do. This thing they do where they talk crazy and then try to flip it back on you and try to make it seem like you're the one not making sense? Fuck that. Fucking cowards.

krystal.s
03-03-2014, 11:34 AM
My husband has wanted a baby for 5 years now and we've been 'trying' the entire time. I secretly don't want kids EVER. I love my life style and don't want it to change. I'm don't feel bad for being so selfish.

LexyNYC
03-03-2014, 11:43 AM
I've been saving up for a used but new-ish Benz for about a month and a half. I've wanted this car more than anything in the world for quite some time. Now that I have the money and I'm a week away from actually buying it, I suddenly don't want it that much. I mean I do, but I just keep thinking about all of the money it will cost me in the future (mainly due to insurance because when I was young and dumb, I racked up tickets like they were going out of style). I could travel the world with the money I've saved, or buy this car... that will only continue to cost me money. Although I really need a car, but I could buy a cheap used one rather than an expensive used one. The main reason I want this particular car is so I can drive around my hometown and show off in front of all the people that looked down on me for stripping. Is that a bad reason? I know it is, but the looks on their faces will be worth every penny that I spend. My ego is already huge and I don't need this car to make my head any bigger, but still, the validation it would give me is alluring to say the least. Idk, I guess I'm just getting cold feet before I make the biggest financial leap of my life. I've never had this much money in my entire life. I'm proud of my self though and I'll be even more proud when I drive off the lot. But still, ahhhh I'm nervous and I like having all this money. I feel like I'm not ready, even though I've planned this purchase for months and calculated every little thing and I've worked for the sole purpose of saving for the car.

chanzep
03-03-2014, 02:01 PM
I think you should buy the car, then save for your next goal.

Aniela
03-03-2014, 03:31 PM
@LexyNYC Maybe wait until you have saved half again as much $$ as you would need for the car then see how you feel, instead of making it a 'now or nvr' deal. I agree w/ Genoveve that there may be a deeper reason for your hesitation. Taking the time to save a bit more will let you keep the $$ towards that original goal at least partially intact in case smtg does come up that requires you to dip into that stash.

charlie61
03-03-2014, 10:12 PM
DON'T BUY IT. There have been a few times in my life where I was planning on spending a lot of money on something and then for whatever reason when the time came to buy it I just didn't feel like doing it. Even though I had all the money and had wanted it so badly for so long, for some reason just couldn't bring myself to close the deal. And each time that that happened I ended up being SO glad that I didn't do it either because what I wanted turned out to be a bust or because I ended up needing the money that I would have spent on it on something way more important. I think your hesitation is your gut telling you NO

Super weird that you say that. I've had the same experience multiple times.

LexyNYC
03-03-2014, 10:59 PM
Thank you all for your input. I wanted $6000 for the car. I have 8k and I'll probably make another 2k this weekend. I do want the car, but I also want the money of course. Ultimately, I've been on the subway for a year now and it is driving me absolutely insane. I can't go grocery shopping because I live in a high rise by myself so without a car, I have to only buy what I can carry in one trip. So I order delivery just about every day and that's $30-50. I pay a good amount of money on metro cards and cabs. I leave work at 4am and don't get home till about 6 if I'm lucky, 7:30 if I'm unlucky due to the trains. I do not live far from the clubs I work in, I would be home in 25 minutes by car. A car would drastically improve my life for a million reasons. Any car would help me but I've chosen a nice/expensive one. I could buy a cheaper car but I've done that in the past and paid a bunch in fixing it only to have it break down later. I want a nice car.

I wrote my other post at 1:43. At like 3 o'clock, the dealership I contacted emailed me and I'll be going to see/buy the car on my birthday which is Monday. It feels surreal and I won't believe any of this until I actually have the car but it will be money well spent. Once I have the car, I will make more money because then I'll be able to get to work and get back home 1000x easier. I''ll also start drinking less at work cause I'm not going to drink and drive. The pros definitely outweigh the cons, it's just that this money looks nice sitting on my bedroom floor and I'll miss it when it's gone. But when it's gone, I'll have the car to fill the void.

krystal.s
03-03-2014, 11:04 PM
^It sounds like it would improve your life, so why not invest it in a car. You'll be getting extra sleep instead of riding the subway, it's safer. It's a better birthday present than a couple shoes.

Cashmere Star
03-03-2014, 11:13 PM
Cars are worth it if it's a good value and not just for the status. :)

Nina_
03-04-2014, 03:27 PM
I'm really not proud of this at all... my ex, who has been trying to get back with me and gain my trust and prove he wants to be with me again, decided to betray me and do something that would deliberately hurt me... so I broke his Macbook Pro :(

I honestly feel terrible. I didn't know it would shatter the first time I threw it. I don't want criticism... I really do feel awful.

lynn2009
03-04-2014, 04:28 PM
I'm really not proud of this at all... my ex, who has been trying to get back with me and gain my trust and prove he wants to be with me again, decided to betray me and do something that would deliberately hurt me... so I broke his Macbook Pro :(

I honestly feel terrible. I didn't know it would shatter the first time I threw it. I don't want criticism... I really do feel awful.

......

ava$
03-05-2014, 12:05 AM
I'm really not proud of this at all... my ex, who has been trying to get back with me and gain my trust and prove he wants to be with me again, decided to betray me and do something that would deliberately hurt me... so I broke his Macbook Pro :(

I honestly feel terrible. I didn't know it would shatter the first time I threw it. I don't want criticism... I really do feel awful.

Lol, he deserved it!

ava$
03-05-2014, 12:06 AM
I'm really not proud of this at all... my ex, who has been trying to get back with me and gain my trust and prove he wants to be with me again, decided to betray me and do something that would deliberately hurt me... so I broke his Macbook Pro :(

I honestly feel terrible. I didn't know it would shatter the first time I threw it. I don't want criticism... I really do feel awful.

Lol, he deserved it! }:D

smeca
03-05-2014, 10:54 AM
Am I horrible for being disappointed with the small cocks I'm getting as a single girl?? I know size doesn't mean they'll be any good and other way round but just... damn feeling totally filled is so great. my ex really spoiled me, he was massive and lasted ages. i feel bad..!

SweetJulia
03-05-2014, 01:30 PM
Am I horrible for being disappointed with the small cocks I'm getting as a single girl?? I know size doesn't mean they'll be any good and other way round but just... damn feeling totally filled is so great. my ex really spoiled me, he was massive and lasted ages. i feel bad..!
Nah, you're allowed your preferences. I'm the same way, but rather anatomically small, so small guys think I prefer them. I attract them. FML.

ava$
03-05-2014, 08:45 PM
Am I horrible for being disappointed with the small cocks I'm getting as a single girl?? I know size doesn't mean they'll be any good and other way round but just... damn feeling totally filled is so great. my ex really spoiled me, he was massive and lasted ages. i feel bad..!

I never realized how hard it can be to find a great sex guy when your newly single, ugh

ava$
03-05-2014, 08:46 PM
Am I horrible for being disappointed with the small cocks I'm getting as a single girl?? I know size doesn't mean they'll be any good and other way round but just... damn feeling totally filled is so great. my ex really spoiled me, he was massive and lasted ages. i feel bad..!

I never realized how hard it can be to find a great sex guy when your newly single, ugh

GlamourRouge
03-06-2014, 12:53 AM
I often fantasize about the world coming to an end, by either a large asteroid impact, or the Yellowstone volcano exploding and covering the world in ash.

I also fantasize about the entire world all tripping on shrooms together, and evolving completely into a type 1 civilization overnight.

I think I'm attracted to serial killers. Dexter turns me on, even though he's just a character in a show. The thought of having rough, kinky, amazing mind-blowing sex with a killer takes my breath away. lmfao

What is wrong with me? I need therapy.

This is often the way in which my brain thinks, lol

AlenaRoza
03-06-2014, 10:47 AM
I haven't been working my scheduled hours. I've been taking days off, but for legitimate reasons (snow storm, just cannot physically do it 3 days in a row) but like, I only go in once a week now. The manager calls non stop when I don't show but I'm terrified of phone calls so I don't pick up. Omg he just called me after I wrote that lol and I actually picked up. At least im not in trouble.

I went out with an old co worker who I've always had a thing for and he's always had one for me and just recently got in contact again. Had so much fun. Problem is, he's engaged. She stalks him. I mean we're not doing anything (right now...), but he texts me things she would be upset with, not to mention we've started hanging out. Honestly I don't feel guilty and I don't care. Sounds bad but no, I don't. Have to admit its fun having someone sneak to see you.

smeca
03-07-2014, 10:43 AM
Not at all. Your preferences are your preferences and physical attraction and sex are major parts of a relationship. I couldn't be with a guy if his peepee was inadequate.

......

I confess that I am feeling doubtful over the guy I have been seeing because he is not musically oriented. My father was a musician and I am so attracted to musicians. I pretty much live and breathe music and I just don't know if I can be totally satisfied with a guy who doesn't. :-/

I'll send the guys I'm getting online your way then! I gt turned off straight away when they list me their 372 favourite bands and have that indie boy hair :/

Well I'm just casually dating fitties, but it's a bit of penis gamble really :(