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Aslinn
04-14-2014, 11:30 AM
I hate when I meet handsome men who are my type in the club. On the bright side its exactly what I needed I haven't felt wanted by someone I want in a while.

whirlerz
04-14-2014, 02:53 PM
I confess I randomly saw someone today who has ripped myself & others off for lots, not to mention other trouble caused..& would like to see them die a slow, excruciating death.
I paid again, as my blood pressure skyrocketed, despite my having a phone convo about it w/ a friend..now I have heartburn. Also, going on cam is prob. not the best idea either.
Going to lie down & veg out with fashion mags.

lynn2009
04-17-2014, 09:39 AM
I don't want to go home for Easter after finding out my sister will be there.

Vackra
04-17-2014, 01:42 PM
Most of my friends are not good people and I don't really like them.

tuesdaymarie
04-17-2014, 07:07 PM
It has been a year, and I still can't find it in me to forgive my sister long enough to actually try to help her with her eating disorder. It makes me feel like a bad person. I am just filled with so much anger towards her that I am still not capable of doing for her what she could never be bothered to do for me. fjd;fksafd.

Kaii
04-17-2014, 07:54 PM
I'm a bitch.

Aniela
04-17-2014, 10:16 PM
I have put together an Easter basket every yr for as far back as I can remember, even as an adult.

This yr I have really wondered whether I can stomach it, since this holiday is linked for me w/ several ppl who were very important to me but have passed. I do not really find much happiness in Easter anymore but I am still going to get eggs & candy & the whole nine tomor, since sm how I think I will feel even worse for breaking the tradition.

chanzep
04-20-2014, 05:06 AM
I was such a bitch last night at work ugh hormones.

Kellydancer
04-21-2014, 07:31 PM
There are a lot of two faced assholes out there.

Aniela
04-22-2014, 12:31 PM
Easter depression + first two days of my period = me spending most of the last two days in bed. I am pretty ashamed of myself but can't seem to be arsed to do anything abt it. 'That is what tomor is for'

charlie61
04-22-2014, 01:19 PM
Easter depression + first two days of my period = me spending most of the last two days in bed. I am pretty ashamed of myself but can't seem to be arsed to do anything abt it. 'That is what tomor is for'

Be kind to yourself. :)

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charlie61
04-25-2014, 05:04 PM
Confession: I've never been to a bar as a customer before. My friend's birthday is tonight, and we're celebrating at, *gasp*, a bar! And I'm super nervous!

How can I seriously be nervous about this?! I worked in a strip club for 4+ years, for fuck's sake!

misssincere
04-26-2014, 04:12 AM
I'm not happy in my relationship. I'm tired of dancing. I'm somewhat weak. I have a small prescription drug problem and eating disorder. Andddddd no one knows this but all of u.

Vackra
04-26-2014, 04:58 PM
I really have a hard time leaving my husband at night. When I come home, I always sneak into bed, hug him, tell him how much I love him (even though he's sound asleep) and kiss his head. I work 5 days a week, and every one of those 5 days it's hard for me to force myself to go to work. Going to bed together 2 days a week sucks.

Kellydancer
04-27-2014, 06:21 PM
Someone (a male) has made my life hell the last week on Facebook. I wasn't going to say this but will now. I posted an opinion something and someone took it upon themselves to attack me. What made it worse was several people I know in real life unfriended me because this asshole took it upon himself to email them. The sad thing is I have become aware that this person originally friended me on Facebook with the idea to see what I looked like so he could copy my photo and email it to other posters. What a sick fuck. However the good thing is I have seen how two faced several people I know in person are if they belong this asshole.

DonaDiabla
04-29-2014, 12:40 PM
Over this weekend, I had withdraw from my university because they wanted to hold up my academic career when one professor complaint about my beliefs. But really, this bitch had a problem with me being an phone sex operator. The dumb woman asked me to write a report about hacking issues in the adult industry. Then gave me an C- because she stated the paper did not have any academic value. She was out to get me from the get go and she filed a report against me. When the Dean of Students told me that he was going to hold up my registration behind this bitch's claims. Then my academic advisors stop taking my phone calls and emails.They left me with no choice but to find another school. Before the university accepted me and most of professors(mainly men) had no problem with my career choices because it had nothing to do with my university work. However, one jealous and overly emotional bitch have a problem with me....the university wants to throw the book at me. They tried to crush my great academic record over some of my beliefs. I withdraw from the school and slapped them with a department of education complaint. No one fucks with my academic career and getting my real estate development degree.

ScarletKitten
05-03-2014, 01:31 AM
misssincere, I feel ya girl.

Sometimes, I feel like the ONLY things that get me through this life are weed and music. Seriously, without weed and music, I'd just rather be dead.

I fear that love is not really real. I know love exists, but it's so fleeting...that scares me.

curvydancer25
05-03-2014, 02:42 AM
I ended a 10 year friendship with a girl because she's a fucking idiot. When we were younger, we had fun, because of course, that's what you do right? Now at 27, we're both mothers and life is different. Yet she's still fucking every tom dick larry and harry in town thinking nobody will find out. The town is small and everyone knows everyone, so her rep is out there. I can't associate myself with that kind of person. She told me she caught chlamydia from a guy and was taking medicine for it. Then she tells me she had sex again with him, unprotected of course. At what point will she grow up?? When we were younger she would copy the way I dressed, how I did my hair, everything. Even now she always tries to compare our lives when there's really nothing to compare because we are on two different levels. So I stopped talking to her for awhile because her stupidity was intolerable anymore. She asked me on facebook why I haven't talked to her and I told her, it's nothing against you but I want a certain kind of people in my life and you're not up to par with that, and were just not compatible to be friends anymore. She said I was hating on her. Bitch please. You're not a good mom and you bring all kinds of men around your kids like a 7/11. I'm not perfect but I know what kind of people I want in my life and she's not it. There was always some kind of jealousy there too with rude comments she would make that I would brush off because were suppose to be "best friends"...Yeah fucking right.
Anyway...;)

Aniela
05-03-2014, 03:51 AM
I want to smack my landlords upside the head right now. They are not bad ppl at all but as I have ranted abt them b4, I sm times strongly doubt they really thought thru getting their puppy. I know they wouldn't dream of leaving their toddler or newborn to cry alone in the crib for 15+ min but that is exactly what they have a habit of leaving the puppy to do in his crate.

Given the hr, I would bet a lapdance that he needs to go outside. He literally just quieted as I am typing this, Idk if it is bc sm1 finally got up to see what he needs but I did not hear any1.

This really frustrates me bc it is a recurring thing. We(I & my guy when he is here) use the back entrance & the door to upstairs is usually locked from their side, so when the dog gets going I can't get up there to check on him or take him out or whatever he needs. Then I get to choose between leaving the house altogether or sitting & listening to him fuss.

Kaii
05-03-2014, 05:44 PM
I've done NOTHING today and I WON'T regret it.

TransdimensionalPrincess
05-03-2014, 07:19 PM
removed

Aslinn
05-04-2014, 11:36 PM
I just realised my divorce is the first time I have ever been dumped. Also I realised that im. Actually more upset about it then I thought and im filling up my free time by either working or screwing around with guys not even up to par with what I know I can pull looks wise. Except for this hot male stripper who keeps blowing me off.

DonaDiabla
05-05-2014, 03:38 AM
Curvydancer25, I remember when I broke up with all of my good ladies friends before my 21st birthday because all of those bitches were just stupid and fucking idiots as well. They became either Preppy posers, boy-crazy, or judgemental assholes after our junior year of high school. I loved them like sisters yet they put stupid guys in front of our friendships. I dumped many of them or they dumped me because they did not want a free spirit around. I am glad you made the right decision in life because bad friends will make your life hell.


I ended a 10 year friendship with a girl because she's a fucking idiot. When we were younger, we had fun, because of course, that's what you do right? Now at 27, we're both mothers and life is different. Yet she's still fucking every tom dick larry and harry in town thinking nobody will find out. The town is small and everyone knows everyone, so her rep is out there. I can't associate myself with that kind of person. She told me she caught chlamydia from a guy and was taking medicine for it. Then she tells me she had sex again with him, unprotected of course. At what point will she grow up?? When we were younger she would copy the way I dressed, how I did my hair, everything. Even now she always tries to compare our lives when there's really nothing to compare because we are on two different levels. So I stopped talking to her for awhile because her stupidity was intolerable anymore. She asked me on facebook why I haven't talked to her and I told her, it's nothing against you but I want a certain kind of people in my life and you're not up to par with that, and were just not compatible to be friends anymore. She said I was hating on her. Bitch please. You're not a good mom and you bring all kinds of men around your kids like a 7/11. I'm not perfect but I know what kind of people I want in my life and she's not it. There was always some kind of jealousy there too with rude comments she would make that I would brush off because were suppose to be "best friends"...Yeah fucking right.
Anyway...;)

ava$
05-05-2014, 08:31 AM
This girl at work is always talking about how young she is, everytime we work together she brings up her age, one day shes 19 the next shes 22 and then I hear her talking to a floor host and shes like "Im 21 now!!" then she always asks me how old I am, I told her like 5 times now, Im 25 and shes like "u dont look like it at all, u look so young!" ok, I am over your obsession with your age! I get maybe customers eat it up for a girl to be so young but y talk to all of us about it all the time? whatever..

whirlerz
05-05-2014, 08:49 AM
Over this weekend, I had withdraw from my university because they wanted to hold up my academic career when one professor complaint about my beliefs. But really, this bitch had a problem with me being an phone sex operator. The dumb woman asked me to write a report about hacking issues in the adult industry. Then gave me an C- because she stated the paper did not have any academic value. She was out to get me from the get go and she filed a report against me. When the Dean of Students told me that he was going to hold up my registration behind this bitch's claims. Then my academic advisors stop taking my phone calls and emails.They left me with no choice but to find another school. Before the university accepted me and most of professors(mainly men) had no problem with my career choices because it had nothing to do with my university work. However, one jealous and overly emotional bitch have a problem with me....the university wants to throw the book at me. They tried to crush my great academic record over some of my beliefs. I withdraw from the school and slapped them with a department of education complaint. No one fucks with my academic career and getting my real estate development degree.

Wow, how shitty of them! Wish I would've known about that complaint proces, I had some probs in a school

AlenaRoza
05-06-2014, 01:53 AM
Men are not attractive to me. No one is, really. I usually never say never but I'm 99.9% sure I will never fall in love... And I don't care. Just never felt love for anything but family and pets. People are like "wow that's sad". No, it's not lol. I start hating sex after like the 3rd time with any one person. I desperately want to break up with my bf. I wanna be alone.

I don't wanna hang out with anyone, I just wanna like.. Buy things and be hot and single and watch movies. My cats are all I need, I just hate human interaction unless I'm paid for it!

Also I can't stop eating!!! Why does my body force me into the kitchen and spoon cake into my face? My mouth has a mind of its own.. I have no willpower :( r.i.p summer body hopes and dreams

ava$
05-06-2014, 07:28 AM
^^lol, I hate human interaction unless I am paid for it!- I feel u!

charlie61
05-06-2014, 02:57 PM
Men are not attractive to me. No one is, really. I usually never say never but I'm 99.9% sure I will never fall in love... And I don't care. Just never felt love for anything but family and pets. People are like "wow that's sad". No, it's not lol. I start hating sex after like the 3rd time with any one person. I desperately want to break up with my bf. I wanna be alone.


You sound like (potentially) an aromantic asexual. No desire for romantic or sexual partnerships...I think that's hella convenient! :)

AlenaRoza
05-06-2014, 05:51 PM
You sound like (potentially) an aromantic asexual. No desire for romantic or sexual partnerships...I think that's hella convenient! :)

I'm starting to think so, too. All my life I've wondered if maybe I was gay, but now I'm realizing I really don't like most people. I don't have the "feelings" like other people do. I never understand why people say "I'm lonely" or "I hate being alone". I absolutely love it.

ava$
05-06-2014, 09:15 PM
^^Me too, I feel like I need my alone time to unwind from dealing with people and if I get too much people time and not enough alone time, I get crabby.lol. Like after dancing I just cant wait to get home just to be alone, its the best feeling ever!

Aniela
05-07-2014, 02:39 AM
When my landlady comes downstairs to do laundry, she almost always leaves the laundry room/kitchen door open. I have no idea why the hell this pisses me off so much, it is such a tiny thing, but God does it get on my nerves.

DonaDiabla
05-07-2014, 06:09 PM
Whirlerz, I had some problems at school before and found department of education complaint process by accident. They helped me out before with these frat boys causing problems for me. I never thought I would have to used them again....but I would not get pushed around again. This time it is a bit different because I never had a female professor hate on me before. I was at the school for a year in half and they wanted to throw the book at me.


Wow, how shitty of them! Wish I would've known about that complaint proces, I had some probs in a school

ava$
05-07-2014, 09:40 PM
Last time I worked, I went up to a customer, and attempted to talk to him and his friend to see if they wanted a dance and as soon as I walked up he put his hand up my skirt and grabbed my vag! Oh, I was pissed, I hit him in the head as hard as I could and I had one of those big metal bracelets like a cuff sized one and it ended up smacking him so hard, LMAO! I just love how we can do wtf we want to in this job, if this happened at a 9-5 job I probably couldn't have done this.I hate cheap ass pervs!!!

AlenaRoza
05-08-2014, 04:51 PM
I just saw the manager pull in with a dancer and now they're going inside together. They didn't see me. I don't want to assume anything but.......

lynn2009
05-08-2014, 06:37 PM
Sometimes I feel like I must be the most bitter person on the planet >.<

Twinkle Toes
05-10-2014, 04:50 AM
He deserved it!

Aniela
05-11-2014, 07:40 PM
I very nearly walked out on my visit w/ my sister this evening & am prepared to get flamed for this post.

One of my family's dogs died ystrdy. I found out today & told her when I got to her place. Her own dog is 15, blind, deaf, cantankerous & on a laundry list of pricey puppy meds. At sm point in the convo sm1 got her talking abt the expense of her dog's meds & she concluded by saying she wishes the dog would just die already, bc she needs the $$ she's spending on the meds for Pampers.

She has an 18mo/old & is due to deliver baby#2 nxt month, which(whom?) she got pregnant w/ intentionally even tho they pretty much live paycheck to paycheck & the dog's health has been declining since long b4 this 2nd pregnancy started. She has also complained abt the extra costs from both pregnancies for prenatal testing bc she is in her very late 30s. I just feel like, Wow, you seriously didn't take shit like this into consideration?

charlie61
05-11-2014, 08:16 PM
I very nearly walked out on my visit w/ my sister this evening & am prepared to get flamed for this post.

One of my family's dogs died ystrdy. I found out today & told her when I got to her place. Her own dog is 15, blind, deaf, cantankerous & on a laundry list of pricey puppy meds. At sm point in the convo sm1 got her talking abt the expense of her dog's meds & she concluded by saying she wishes the dog would just die already, bc she needs the $$ she's spending on the meds for Pampers.

She has an 18mo/old & is due to deliver baby#2 nxt month, which(whom?) she got pregnant w/ intentionally even tho they pretty much live paycheck to paycheck & the dog's health has been declining since long b4 this 2nd pregnancy started. She has also complained abt the extra costs from both pregnancies for prenatal testing bc she is in her very late 30s. I just feel like, Wow, you seriously didn't take shit like this into consideration?

People will do anything to keep their pets alive; they rarely take quality of life into consideration. In the wild, nature delivers death mercifully - if an animal gets sick, it gets eaten or quickly perishes. But people have such a hard time letting their pets go (due to our own issues with death), that they'll string their pets along for years. I mean, animals don't fear death like people do, and they certainly don't dread it...they accept it. Many of them communicate their acceptance by trying to hide when they know it's time to go. It's one thing if you buy a puppy and refuse to spend any money at all on it when it gets sick or breaks a limb. It's another thing if the dog has clearly reached its time and has no way to end its own life. We are responsible for our pets, and it is our sad but important responsibility to decide (as 'parents') when it's an animal's time to go.

So I'm on your side, Aniela!

Aniela
05-11-2014, 08:58 PM
The dog has no quality of life. She is constantly foraging or begging for food, is underfoot/bumping into shit bc she cańt see or hear & refuses to be touched. I see what you are saying charlie but I can't help feeling furious at the way she said this. I thought of our dad having to make this decision for our other dog ystrdy & almost told her to have sm1 push the dog into traffic & be done w/ it.

Aslinn
05-11-2014, 10:12 PM
I can't get laid. Im 22, 5'8, 135lbs and nobody will have sex with me. Last guy I tried with couldn't get it up. Wtf am I doing wrong? I just spent $70 on a rabbit so I can die alone atleast getting off. The guy I really want im not even sure wants me. Sure were both incredibly busy but I feel like he should be asking me out and all he ever says is be patient ....no don't want to be patient I want some god damn dick!

TransdimensionalPrincess
05-11-2014, 10:27 PM
^^^ Just tell the guy to put out or get out, I'm serious - and i've seriously done it to guys before. Honey, men use women as sex objects so why don't more women choose to use men for the only thing they are good for (their juicy cocks)?

Aslinn
05-12-2014, 11:36 AM
^^^ Just tell the guy to put out or get out, I'm serious - and i've seriously done it to guys before. Honey, men use women as sex objects so why don't more women choose to use men for the only thing they are good for (their juicy cocks)?

Bahahahha, like im so open to being used for sex at this point. Im sure he would put out again if he would just except my booty calls lol. Ill bluntly say it like that and see what happens cuz he's single and 23 and amazingly hot so I feel like he should be horny all day long.

charlie61
05-12-2014, 12:05 PM
The dog has no quality of life. She is constantly foraging or begging for food, is underfoot/bumping into shit bc she cańt see or hear & refuses to be touched. I see what you are saying charlie but I can't help feeling furious at the way she said this. I thought of our dad having to make this decision for our other dog ystrdy & almost told her to have sm1 push the dog into traffic & be done w/ it.

I'm fairly certain I was agreeing with you, unless I completely misunderstood your post. :)

Anyway, back to confessions!

hellkitty
05-12-2014, 07:31 PM
So stripping's not a career? Atleast I'm not wasting money on a useless liberal arts degree. So don't tell me shit about life.

* should've prob posted this in the petty annoyances thread. Woops.

tempest666
05-13-2014, 01:55 AM
I've discovered my weight problem haunts me like my former cocaine habit. :/ I'm not fat anymore but some things still hit the trigger.

DonaDiabla
05-13-2014, 09:09 AM
I've discovered that my stressful eating habits was linked to my experiences at school. Since last week, I have went on a very strict diet and working out two hours a day. I feel so much better.

SweetJulia
05-13-2014, 10:26 AM
DX'd myself with Carpral Tunnel and think it's from masturbating.

smeca
05-13-2014, 01:00 PM
I'm mega crushing on someone from twitter lol. Technically we flirt when goofing off on there but i dunno if that's just the kind of chat that's going on or it's really going on, I like it now. Don't currently live anywhere near each other but I want to go for a drink. *scratches head*

charlie61
05-13-2014, 04:10 PM
DX'd myself with Carpral Tunnel and think it's from masturbating.

Also research thoracic outlet syndrome. Many people have problems with numbness and whatnot from being stressed - we hunch our shoulders, which causes muscles to contract constantly that can cut off nerves and the flow of blood (many people with cold hands can attribute some of that quality indirectly to stress).

michele11
05-13-2014, 05:54 PM
I confess I'm a compulsive weirdo. I ordered 2 Gucci purses today. I almost ordered 3 but I'm only going to keep one. I want to see them and try them and decide. I got 2 day shipping I can't wait!