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audrey_k
10-20-2014, 09:41 AM
When you are in a serious relationship things like this happen and someone can get REALLY pissed. If you apologize and are honest with your partner, it doesn't have to mean so much. Even if it's terrible now, I bet you guys will get over it.

We're fine now, it was just awkward because we were talking via text so you can't really tell how upset someone is but he ignored me for a while so I knew he was mad. But I apologized and told him he had every right to be upset with me and he seems OK now, I'm sure he's still not super happy but he still wants me to come over tonight so he can't be that mad now. His response was a little odd though, I almost felt like I was being chastised by my dad or something-- it was basically "take it down now and don't put it up again. do you understand why I don't want you to do that?" Really was not the time to criticize him, but it just felt a bit like I was being yelled at by a parent.

Elektra Luxx
10-20-2014, 11:45 AM
...so I changed the # to my personal number-- my bf has told me before when I forgot my phone not to do that and it would really upset him as he wants to keep that part as separate as possible and also doesn't want my personal # exposed online, but I changed it anyway this time as I didn't want to miss my calls for the day.

In my case, I do this kind of thing in my relationships, when a guy is getting too close and thinks he's going to control me. They either back off or I break it off with them. I have a thing about someone trying to control me. I've been called "I'm 120 pounds of C4 with a hair trigger". Still waiting for a guy who can figure me out.

audrey_k
10-20-2014, 05:13 PM
^I think a part of me is having trouble adjusting to not being able to whatever the fuck I want whenever the fuck I want. I miss that about being single but my boyfriend is more than worth it.

Aniela
10-20-2014, 11:27 PM
I am feeling so pissed off & so guilty at the same time I don't even know where to start.

Guess I'll start w/ the pissed off: my ex called ystrdy & was in town on short notice. He called & wanted to see me. I went & we had it out abt the things he had been hiding from me. Sm of what he said sounded like bs but I shelved it mentally bc I was upset & didn't want to look for things that weren't there. Considering it later when I was calmer it still didn't add up so I went back & talked to him tonite, bc I WANTED to believe him, which resulted in an ugly argument bc he doesn't like the fact that I don't completely trust him. I made mistakes & admitted it & apologised, but I'm a cunt bc I'm not settling for his 'waltz back in & make nice like nothing ever happened' attitude.

Now for the guilt: I rang his cousin tonite b4 going to talk to him, bc his cousin was there during the event in question & I was hoping for an impartial account of what happened. I rang him bc I was looking for ANY misunderstanding on my part of what my ex had told me. The cousin wasn't of much help but that's neither here nor there, I feel bad bc I feel like I put him in the middle & that wasn't my intention at all.

Guilt Pt II: I forgave my ex, that was relatively easy bc I love him -- but I don't trust him after how dodgy he's been. We talked last nite abt how we had started to build a life together. I still want that w/ him, I want so badly for this to be fixable, but Idk how to start trusting him again.

Pissed off + guilt: he said he would pretty much write me off if I betrayed his trust, depending on how repentant he thought I was. During the talk w/ his cousin earlier, I mentioned that he's getting kicked out of the military bc he peed positive -- I honestly thought his cousin knew since my ex had said his family knew, & those two are really close. Turns out he didn't. But it was ok for my ex to out me abt my job last fall, w/o my permission! Now I am afraid I will hear abt having told his cousin, & he won't believe that it was an honest mistake.

wednesday86
10-21-2014, 08:39 PM
Super confession time...I've been working on a novel for years now, but haven't touched it in months. Every time I go back to it, I start groaning at how horrible the writing is. Tried editing yesterday and I was just like "How is it possible that I suck this bad?" I know I'm my worst critic but I can't stand to let anyone else read it. I am way more insecure about my writing than my artwork. My husband doesn't even know it exists.

Sometimes I worry that I'll die and he'll find it when he goes through my laptop. How embarrassing.

amberlly
10-22-2014, 03:24 AM
Sometimes I want to get an out of town sugar daddy purely to stay in super expensive hotels and resorts and go the day spa. Even better if they had a sense of humour. But not enough to have to deal with them every day.

Aniela
10-23-2014, 12:32 AM
I am back to working on the quilt project I have going for my now-ex, bc I don't know what else to do w/ myself or it. Not sure how healthy that is, since he & our problems are on my mind, but since they would be anyway I might as well be productive at the same time. On sm lvl I guess I'm hoping the effort I'm putting into the quilt will sm how magically transfer into fixing our relationship, like he will open the box when I send it to him at xmas & have an epiphany & want to help me fix things between us.

Those are the main reasons I am working so hard on it right now. The other reason is that I quit for abt 5wks bc I was working on another project for his sister, & now I really wish I could just workWork WORK straight thru to finish the damn thing bc I'm tired of looking at it. Between the size, the complexity & the hand-sewing it will probably take me the nxt two months to finish :sigh:

Tonite I was feeling a bit like I did when the guy I dated b4 him died suddenly last summer, that feeling of him being gone forever & I will nvr get to talk to him again, even tho he (current, recent ex) is still alive. I still love him, but we are not on speaking terms & I feel like we will nvr move past this. The problem is that he doesn't want to work on his shit & doesn't want to let me fix/make up for the mistakes I made over the last couple days, even tho he seems happy to hold them against me. He likely feels similar bc he was bitching & yelling at me for not trusting him, but even tho I recognise that possibility as both plausible & sm what deserved, it was his choices that damaged my trust in him.

audrey_k
10-23-2014, 06:28 AM
I keep picking fights with my boyfriend and I don't know why.... I threw a fit last Friday because he got drunk with his friend before we met up to go out and had another drink at the club we went to, I was full on screaming at him in the club and the bouncers came up to me and asked if he was bothering me. Then on Tuesday I threw a fit and stormed out of bed and made a scene about sleeping on the couch because he wanted to go to sleep at 2am after we had sex because he has to be up at 7, he had to come out and beg me to come back to bed. Then yesterday I was just a general bitch, snapping at him about every little thing.

I don't know why I'm sabotaging my relationship with him. I have been super stressed about money because my calls and are like a 5th of what they were pre boob job, I don't know what's going on, I have searched everywhere online for a negative review and can't find anything... I'm lucky to get two bookings a day right now. So I don't know if it's that or if it's that I'm not used to being in a relationship without drama. My bf is super relaxed, doesn't play games, and is sweet and emotionally supportive and sometimes I don't know what to do with it.

ImmoralAllure
10-23-2014, 06:54 AM
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wednesday86
10-23-2014, 07:08 AM
^I wouldn't be okay with my boyfriend having female friends either. What he can't find another guy to study with? I mean my husband has female friends but they don't hang out alone together or anything. We only see them when we go out in groups and stuff. Maybe I'm just crazy though.

TransdimensionalPrincess
10-23-2014, 11:50 AM
I hate how I'm so "matter of fact" or "blunt", or whatever, when I talk sometimes, or maybe its just in my head. God, i'm such a raging bitch, thats my confession.

SweetJulia
10-23-2014, 12:33 PM
I really don't think women commit less crimes than men, I just think we get away with it more cuz we're smarter, which is why it doesn't make it to the news channels.

audrey_k
10-23-2014, 12:45 PM
My bf has made a new female friend at college. Something about her really messes with my insecurities. I know they have a lot in common (something I'm not so interested in). She has the same name as me. He made the mistake he was telling me he was going to hang out with "the other *myname*". Now I always think of her as "the other *myname*". He had a study date with her from 5pm til 11pm tonight. He didn't text me once. I totally stayed home and ate chocolate (raw, vegan, sugar free) and freaked out a bit. Tried to keep my cool when he called and not be the jealous girlfriend.... But Aunt Flo is here and my emotions are everywhere. Ended up telling him why I was "being funny". So embarrassed. He's taking me on a weekend retreat tomorrow. I'm so silly.

One of my boyfriend's best friends is a girl and I fucking hate it, he's hanging out at her place right now as they watch this tv show together. The ways in which is pissed me off that he's doing that I cannot even explain, but they've been friends for almost 18 years and nothing has ever happened, so I feel like I just have to get over it. But yes, I find it weird and it makes me very uncomfortable-- the only reason I said OK was that I've met her and they don't look or act like people that have any sexual attraction to each other, he's coming to mind right after, and I'm about 4 levels hotter than she is, yes I'm a shallow bitch. But I feel like it would't be the same if I was like "so I'm gonna go watch tv at this guy's house"!

Aniela
10-23-2014, 12:56 PM
These last couple posts kinda make me uneasy bc my best friend is a guy. We have known each other since uni, 10 yrs now. He knew my bf at the time from high school, who was a piece of crap & wanted us to sleep together but neither of us was having any of that horseshit. I love him to bits, but we have always been platonic. He is more like a brother to me than anything. He has a fiancée now, they have been together for a few yrs & from what he's told me of her, she is a great girl & I am happy for them. It would absolutely kill me if we had to end a deep decade-long friendship bc of her insecurity.

charlie61
10-23-2014, 01:10 PM
I confess that I've been watching Gilmore Girls on Netflix for self-calming purposes. :)

wednesday86
10-23-2014, 02:04 PM
Last night I ate half a can of peanuts by myself and cried myself to sleep. No idea why. I feel fine today.

Elektra Luxx
10-23-2014, 02:45 PM
...I don't know why I'm sabotaging my relationship with him....My bf is super relaxed, doesn't play games, and is sweet and emotionally supportive and sometimes I don't know what to do with it.

I can totally see myself in this post. I've sabotaged all the serious relationships I've had by acting this way. So please take this for what's it's worth. In my case, I have lots of trouble with change. I have problems trusting people when they say they care about me. Your bf sounds like a really great guy.

simone87
10-23-2014, 05:43 PM
i'm seething with jealousy right now..i confess it..one of my stripper friends hasn't had to work in months and months because she has ( what sounds like) the best sugar daddy ever. he gives her a grand to 2 grand per week in cash just to "hang out with him" as well as getting her anything she wants..groceries, jewelry, food, paint for her house, whatever. she says his dick doesn't work and he needs surgery, so she never has to worry about that. why can't i find a guy like that? my potential indian sugar daddy fell though when he brought up wanting to "meet up after work" for a thousand bucks..like i could ever do that, even if i WAS an escort. he's physically repulsive and dirty. *sigh*

whirlerz
10-23-2014, 06:11 PM
I bought 3 pair of undies last night, so I could avoid doing laundry..:)

fishielicious
10-23-2014, 06:15 PM
I have to admit I've been seriously considering an offer I got to have sex with this guy for $2k. I have never considered escorting before, not seriously, anyway, but the other day this guy dropped over $600 on me like it was nothing, then said he really wanted to meet up with me again and made the offer. He didn't pressure me for my number or anything, but he gave me his. I haven't texted him yet, but I'm tempted.

I'm also nervous about going into my home club now because an old regular is starting to creep me out. I made the mistake a long time ago of telling him I was moving into a new apartment and now he won't leave me alone about when I'm moving in and when he can come over. I've been moved in for a while now but I've been lying to him and telling him there was a problem with the apartment (I think I blamed it on mold haha). I did well enough at the new club I tried that I was kind of considering just avoiding my old club for a while until he moved on, but my friend I always dance with wants to go back to our old club tomorrow. And I feel bad cause the DJ, with whom I'm friends, has also been asking where I am and when I'm coming back. Ughhhh. I know he calls like every day and asks if I'm there or not. I kind of want to tell the door girl to lie and say I'm not there, but I bet he'd come in anyway. And honestly, if he would pay me to meet me OTC I'd be fine with it because I know enough about him and am confident that he wouldn't actually do anything to hurt me, but he always talks about how he won't pay girls OTC and like, why the fuck would I want to hang out with you if you weren't going to pay me??? I'm not just in this for kicks.

fishielicious
10-23-2014, 06:22 PM
These last couple posts kinda make me uneasy bc my best friend is a guy. We have known each other since uni, 10 yrs now. He knew my bf at the time from high school, who was a piece of crap & wanted us to sleep together but neither of us was having any of that horseshit. I love him to bits, but we have always been platonic. He is more like a brother to me than anything. He has a fiancée now, they have been together for a few yrs & from what he's told me of her, she is a great girl & I am happy for them. It would absolutely kill me if we had to end a deep decade-long friendship bc of her insecurity.
Yeah I have plenty of great friends who are male and with whom I would never consider doing anything sexual. But then again... there are those male friends whom I have wanted to get with. I had to turn down one of my male friends a few months ago who, in his drunkenness, tried to make a move on me despite being engaged. And that was hard, because I have always had a thing for him. Honestly, a lot of my male friends are serial cheaters so maybe that's why I wouldn't have anything to do with them romantically or sexually. But I would be heartbroken if one of my guy friends' girlfriends said he couldn't hang out with me anymore. I mean, I guess I'd understand, but I'm not the one the girlfriends need to be worried about in these situations.

Maybe this is another reason why I just don't date monogamously anymore, though. I can't handle the ins and outs of jealousy. I know I would have very limited patience for a bf and his insecurities about me dancing or me having male friends or anything like that. And I don't want to become jealous myself. So, it's probably better I just avoid monogamous relationships.

Aniela
10-23-2014, 07:36 PM
Yeah I have plenty of great friends who are male and with whom I would never consider doing anything sexual. But then again... there are those male friends whom I have wanted to get with. I had to turn down one of my male friends a few months ago who, in his drunkenness, tried to make a move on me despite being engaged. And that was hard, because I have always had a thing for him. Honestly, a lot of my male friends are serial cheaters so maybe that's why I wouldn't have anything to do with them romantically or sexually. But I would be heartbroken if one of my guy friends' girlfriends said he couldn't hang out with me anymore. I mean, I guess I'd understand, but I'm not the one the girlfriends need to be worried about in these situations.

Maybe this is another reason why I just don't date monogamously anymore, though. I can't handle the ins and outs of jealousy. I know I would have very limited patience for a bf and his insecurities about me dancing or me having male friends or anything like that. And I don't want to become jealous myself. So, it's probably better I just avoid monogamous relationships.

What I didn't think to add to that post of mine that you quoted, is that he & I haven't lived in the same town for I think 8yrs now. We talk on the phone semi-regularly & meet up whenever I am passing thru but that's only been a handful of times over the yrs.

All the same it does get under my skin to hear girls going on w/ this 'You can't hang out w/ her or even talk to her just bc she's a girl & that's all the reason I need to dislike her'

fishielicious
10-23-2014, 08:13 PM
What I didn't think to add to that post of mine that you quoted, is that he & I haven't lived in the same town for I think 8yrs now. We talk on the phone semi-regularly & meet up whenever I am passing thru but that's only been a handful of times over the yrs.

All the same it does get under my skin to hear girls going on w/ this 'You can't hang out w/ her or even talk to her just bc she's a girl & that's all the reason I need to dislike her'
My reply got kind of unfocused there, but basically, I agree with you. I've always had a mix of friends, both guys and girls, and I would hate to not be friends with some of my guy friends anymore because of a girlfriend's insecurities. I was just thinking that, on the other hand, I might understand the insecurities of a girl who's dated some of my guy friends--because I know they're cheaters (and that's why I'd never date them!).

But in general, I think you're right. Guys and girls can be friends without anything weird happening.

charlie61
10-23-2014, 08:52 PM
All right, kiddies, back to the confessions! :)

LaurenAus
10-23-2014, 09:49 PM
i'm seething with jealousy right now..i confess it..one of my stripper friends hasn't had to work in months and months because she has ( what sounds like) the best sugar daddy ever. he gives her a grand to 2 grand per week in cash just to "hang out with him" as well as getting her anything she wants..groceries, jewelry, food, paint for her house, whatever. she says his dick doesn't work and he needs surgery, so she never has to worry about that. why can't i find a guy like that? my potential indian sugar daddy fell though when he brought up wanting to "meet up after work" for a thousand bucks..like i could ever do that, even if i WAS an escort. he's physically repulsive and dirty. *sigh*

wow I'm jealous for you..some people have all the luck..

audrey_k
10-24-2014, 01:51 AM
These last couple posts kinda make me uneasy bc my best friend is a guy. We have known each other since uni, 10 yrs now. He knew my bf at the time from high school, who was a piece of crap & wanted us to sleep together but neither of us was having any of that horseshit. I love him to bits, but we have always been platonic. He is more like a brother to me than anything. He has a fiancée now, they have been together for a few yrs & from what he's told me of her, she is a great girl & I am happy for them. It would absolutely kill me if we had to end a deep decade-long friendship bc of her insecurity.

I think it just depends on the situation. I just don't really like the idea of my boyfriend sitting on a couch watching TV alone with some chick I barely know and I don't think most girls would really be down with that idea. If I knew her better and had spent time with her I would probably be OK with it, though not wild about it because quite frankly I would prefer he was watching TV on a couch with me. My ex had a model-hot female bff who he hung out with all the time alone and I could have cared less, but I knew her really well and trusted him implicitly, I mean he could have said "honey I'm going to a brothel tonight" and I would have said "ok have fun! text when you're on your way home" because I knew he would never do anything. But it took me a while to get there and I'm not there with my present boyfriend. I get seeing someone who's a friend of the opposite sex occasionally, but it's another thing to be repeatedly hanging out with them alone. If he was to bring her along with us or even meet up with her without me with other friends, I would have no issue. But I think as I get to know her better I'll probably feel a bit more comfortable about the situation. I've had tons of my exs cheat on me so it's an issue for me. I've also had maybe one male friend is almost 25 years who has ever NOT tried to get with me.

That said, I would never tell my bf "you can't hang out with so-and-so because she has a vagina and I'm insecure." To me that would be the epitome of selfishness and prove I don't give a shit about him and his personal happiness and it's all about me. But I would also hope he would be respectful of my feelings. Which he is. He very rarely sees her alone and when he does he texts me throughout the evening, and we have talked about how uncomfortable it makes me and he is understanding about it. He tries to set up occasions for me to get to know her a bit better and also to make the times when they do hangout make it public.

Anyway; I bought an entire platter of potato wedges for like, 4 people yesterday and thought I would eat them throughout the week, be very healthy and put olive oil on them and eat them with vegetables and beans... then I realized I had sour cream, green onions, and cheddar cheese and I could grill them and make potato skins. All of the wedges are gone now. I'm such a pig! Way to flush my diet down the toilet for the week.

ava$
10-24-2014, 11:48 AM
I don't even remember guys faces/names from the club I talk to unless they at least spend 300$ on me. I literally see $$ when I look at them and talk, no person, no face, and I don't give a f**k.

fishielicious
10-24-2014, 12:21 PM
Anyway; I bought an entire platter of potato wedges for like, 4 people yesterday and thought I would eat them throughout the week, be very healthy and put olive oil on them and eat them with vegetables and beans... then I realized I had sour cream, green onions, and cheddar cheese and I could grill them and make potato skins. All of the wedges are gone now. I'm such a pig! Way to flush my diet down the toilet for the week.
I feel you, girl. That has been me today... and last night. I was supposed to go into work today but I had so much school work I decided to play hooky. So all day I've been eating potato chips and grading papers. I better stop eating or I'm not gonna fit into my new Poison Ivy bikini that just came in today!

LaurenAus
10-24-2014, 02:37 PM
I found a guy off SA whose into fetish and who I don't have to have sex with which is great. But he's so incredibly annoying and fugly so it's hard to be "sensual" with him--he's always giving me suggestions that veer towards things that cross boundaries and I have to constantly remind him it's not happening and when we first met we decided on xyz stop trying to change shit up. And then he'll be like oh no no that's not what I meant, we don't have to do that blah blah...five minutes later same shit.

The first time we met I made clear that because he's married I won't be kissing or fucking him. Now he's saying "I wish you didn't know about my marital status so you can look at me more romantically". Dude married or not you are fugly and delusional so I'd never have sex with you.

I have a lot of respect for dommes because fetish dudes are needy and incredibly annoying--I'm sure there's some great ones but I can't wait to finish my education and not have to rely on idiot unbelievably annoying low lifes for side cash.

This confession thread is a great stress reliever, thanks for letting me vent

TransdimensionalPrincess
10-25-2014, 10:09 AM
I confess I am really bothered by guys who keep asking my height and weight all of a sudden, when I used to never get this... I just don't understand...

wednesday86
10-25-2014, 10:25 AM
I went out with my husband and a few friends last night. I got hit on SO much even though I was there with him. As soon as we sat down at one bar, the bartender tries talking to me. I kept grabbing my husband and kissing him to let everyone know that WE'RE A COUPLE. White people never think we're together, I guess because he's Asian? It's so annoying. No he isn't my friend or my sidekick, he's my husband. Also one of his friends was staring at me all night...It was so creepy. I know I'm cute but you could be a little more subtle dude.

SweetJulia
10-25-2014, 11:07 PM
Not to sound like a moron, but what's SA?
I found a guy off SA whose into fetish and who I don't have to have sex with which is great. But he's so incredibly annoying and fugly so it's hard to be "sensual" with him--he's always giving me suggestions that veer towards things that cross boundaries and I have to constantly remind him it's not happening and when we first met we decided on xyz stop trying to change shit up. And then he'll be like oh no no that's not what I meant, we don't have to do that blah blah...five minutes later same shit.

The first time we met I made clear that because he's married I won't be kissing or fucking him. Now he's saying "I wish you didn't know about my marital status so you can look at me more romantically". Dude married or not you are fugly and delusional so I'd never have sex with you.

I have a lot of respect for dommes because fetish dudes are needy and incredibly annoying--I'm sure there's some great ones but I can't wait to finish my education and not have to rely on idiot unbelievably annoying low lifes for side cash.

This confession thread is a great stress reliever, thanks for letting me vent

wish
10-25-2014, 11:16 PM
Seeking arrangement

simone87
10-26-2014, 10:51 AM
went to ihop last night..big mistake. after weeks/months of super clean eating my stomach was like " wtf is this shit??" ..went to bed with a horrible stomach ache, and now i still have one! never again...

wednesday86
10-26-2014, 11:32 AM
went to ihop last night..big mistake. after weeks/months of super clean eating my stomach was like " wtf is this shit??" ..went to bed with a horrible stomach ache, and now i still have one! never again...

Girl, I ate a fast food burger for the first time in months the other day, and it made me so sick! Plus I broke out the very next day and I never get zits. I haven't been "trying" to eat clean, but my in laws make home made Filipino food every day which mostly just consists of meat, veggies and rice with different seasoning. I've been eating super healthily without even thinking about it. I can't believe I used to eat fast food and pizza and shit all the time!...ugghhh

wednesday86
10-26-2014, 11:38 AM
I confess that I am a super dork. One of the reasons I'm going blonde-other than work-is so that I can cosplay as my blood elf at Blizzcon next year, and cosply as Misa from Death Note and Daenarys from Game of Thrones at C2E2 and Comic Con...Like I said, super dork!

charlie61
10-26-2014, 11:54 AM
Girl, I ate a fast food burger for the first time in months the other day, and it made me so sick! Plus I broke out the very next day and I never get zits. I haven't been "trying" to eat clean, but my in laws make home made Filipino food every day which mostly just consists of meat, veggies and rice with different seasoning. I've been eating super healthily without even thinking about it. I can't believe I used to eat fast food and pizza and shit all the time!...ugghhh

Seriously. People are always asking me how I eat so healthily all of the time... Once you've switched over to healthy eating, you almost can't go back to eating unhealthily! And that's okay with me! :)

michele11
10-26-2014, 12:59 PM
I'm not an advocate for marijuana. Haven't smoked it in 20 years. So my mom and sister call me when I get up today and I'm obsessing how I still don't have feeling where they did the block on me( i knew this would happen) I hear my mom in the back ground say "have a few glasses of wine and smoke some marijuana and you'll be fine". LMFAO!!! I'm like the hell mother tells ther kid that?!? Why not snort some cocaine too. My mom never would of said this 20 or 10 years ago. I'm like"no you guys are bad influences. lmfao. I may try and see just for myself since I'm not for ammendment 2 here. Hahha.

fishielicious
10-26-2014, 01:46 PM
Auuuugh I'm so jealous of y'all talking about eating healthy... I confess I eat like shit all the time. I'm eating tortilla chips and spinach dip right now. I console myself by thinking, "Spinach is good for you!" even though the dip is mostly sour cream and mayo. ::) One day I'm sure eating as badly as I do is going to catch up to me one day, but I'm going to enjoy it until then... At least I don't each very much!

lol1337a
10-26-2014, 05:03 PM
Speaking of diets, I confess I didn't work for two weeks because I'd gained 10lbs and saw unflattering pictures of myself on FB. I mostly stayed home, took Bronkaid (ephedra), tweaked out and wasted away. I called it my fatbattical. I lost 8 of the 10 and went back to work yesterday, but fatbattical just reminded me of how much I love staying home for weeks (and also how much I hate uppers).

TransdimensionalPrincess
10-26-2014, 09:47 PM
I confess with you girls, I have lost 15 pounds recently, and ate sooo much last night, soo much regrets. No one should eat one whole box of captain crunch to themselves (out of the box mind you), but I did... and I do regrets it. I probably gonna gain like 3 pounds back after all I ate last night... god damn man.

ScarletKitten
10-26-2014, 10:08 PM
All I want to do is eat. I should be exercising instead of eating. But what do I do? Go in the kitchen to find some chips or chocolate or something else I shouldn't be eating...reading about the food in this thread is making me want to eat again. LOL But seriously the only thing that stops me from eating is thinking about how much it costs to eat so much. So the Grinch in me is the only thing keeping me relatively slim. Wow, thank fuck I'm tight with money then??

TransdimensionalPrincess
10-26-2014, 10:31 PM
All I want to do is eat. I should be exercising instead of eating. But what do I do? Go in the kitchen to find some chips or chocolate or something else I shouldn't be eating...reading about the food in this thread is making me want to eat again. LOL But seriously the only thing that stops me from eating is thinking about how much it costs to eat so much. So the Grinch in me is the only thing keeping me relatively slim. Wow, thank fuck I'm tight with money then??

Actually money is a very good weight loss tool. If you are only eating expensive stuff you will sure eat a lot less of it, and enjoy each bite even more.

ava$
10-27-2014, 01:05 AM
Im heart broken and feel like such a fool, I should have known better. I really think I have a problem, always putting myself in positions where I know Ill get hurt. IDK whats wrong with me but Im hurting like i never have before.

xStacey
10-27-2014, 04:34 AM
I am watching Gilmore Girls.

ImmoralAllure
10-27-2014, 02:39 PM
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SimoneGray
10-28-2014, 03:29 AM
Far out, this post just reminds me how BADLY I want to eat something naughty! I had a green smoothie for breakfast and half a litre of water with lemon - off to a good start. Now I remember I have that fruit toast in the freezer that would go awesome with this red gum honey I bought from the yoga ashram on the weekend...

I confess: I am constantly trying to have the best diet - but I am truly a fatty at heart. I LOVE food and it takes every cell in my body to stick to my regime.

OMG ME TOO!! I am such a fatty at heart and it is so hard for me to eat healthy. Blah. I'm super ashamed of it even.

wednesday86
10-28-2014, 11:34 AM
Lately I've been constantly worrying about what I will do when I (eventually) quit stripping. It causes so much anxiety for me and I wish I could stop thinking about it. I'm a Planner and I always want to have a Plan A, B, C and D. Ever since my financial aid was cut off and I had to drop out of school I am so lost about what's "next." I may be doing the tattoo apprenticeship starting in January but now I'm having second thoughts. In my heart I really want to move to my old town, not Wisconsin. I'm 28 years old and still don't know what I want to be when I grow up.

michele11
10-28-2014, 04:27 PM
Im heart broken and feel like such a fool, I should have known better. I really think I have a problem, always putting myself in positions where I know Ill get hurt. IDK whats wrong with me but Im hurting like i never have before.

What's wrong? Sorry I just went on about my arm the other day. Call me!

amberlly
10-28-2014, 08:51 PM
I hate it when other girls tell me their real name and stage name and bang on about being facebook buddies.

Geez do I really have to explain I'm selling a fantasy to you as well?!!