View Full Version : Confessions Thread!
Elvia
07-22-2010, 07:08 PM
lately I've been fantasizing about working at an upscale brothel in Australia.
charlie61
07-22-2010, 07:12 PM
^ Hot!!
sananeko
07-23-2010, 02:06 AM
lol I think I need to work on my english more. A cop asked for my greencard today cause I don't look or sound american. This is not the first time this has happen to me...
Jessie_tinydancer
07-23-2010, 02:56 AM
lately I've been fantasizing about working at an upscale brothel in Australia.
Do it! Theres one around the corner from my house. http://stiletto-brothel.com.au/sydney/
Its affectionately called "the boot" so my friend who visits there tells me haha.
malayataylor
07-23-2010, 03:45 AM
lately I've been fantasizing about working at an upscale brothel in Australia.
OMG! I support you! Well duhhhhh you know I do but yes yes yes go for it!
pixierocksonthepole
07-23-2010, 05:01 AM
So this morning I decided that it was in my nerves best interest to block a close friend and his gf. I blocked their numbers, their profiles and what not. I don't think of him as not a friend anymore. He always will be a friend it is just that being associated to him with his gf around she assumes that every girl he talks to or knows is messing around with him. She even had the nerve to accuse me of doing it and uh yea no that has never happened, even when we were both single and in high school. It is just too much bull shit and drama. The girl stole my number from his phone as she does with every person he talks to. I have a major issue with people abusing my personal number and information. It is the biggest pet peeve I have ever.
And then she tells me all this crap about their issues like I really want to or need to know. I don't. I don't boast about my personal life or problems with most people, especially with someone I barely know. I can understand being protective of your SO but honestly don't go psycho on everyone. I haven't been one part of any of their problems and I would love for it to stay that way. I removed myself from the situation.
And hopefully it just stays nice and quiet. I have a huge exam coming up on Monday and I need to stay relaxed.
Glamgirl
07-23-2010, 05:30 AM
I am going paintballing tomorrow and a bit scared!! For one thing i hate driving to unknown places as i worry that i will mess up.
My mum is in hospital again and due to her weight i feel a bit embarassed and feel that the nurses look at me and think im going to be like that or that its our fault. I am just sad that she is like it and she is waiting a long time for her gastric bypass, if i were earning more i would pay for her to go private. But its like everytime shes ill i worry we will lose her :(
charlie61
07-23-2010, 08:15 AM
Do it! Theres one around the corner from my house. http://stiletto-brothel.com.au/sydney/
Its affectionately called "the boot" so my friend who visits there tells me haha.
Woah, it says on there that they only cost $350/hour? And I'm assuming the house gets a hefty chunk o' that. Yikes!
malayataylor
07-23-2010, 09:23 AM
^Agreed! Whywork in an Austrailian brothel when you could just become a High end escort there ? It's still legal isn't it?
charlie61
07-23-2010, 10:42 AM
^Exactly! I mean, that's less than a 1 hour champagne room in my dive, no-contact strip club. No way could I justify that to myself...
_Avery_
07-23-2010, 12:57 PM
I walk around in my stilettos and hoochie outfits with the curtains open. I'm sure my neighbors love me...lol ::)
malayataylor
07-23-2010, 01:16 PM
I'm very intrigued with Elvia's fantasy and I thought I'd post links of highend Australian escorts :). Please if you decide live out your fantasy Elvia, I'd love to know... EVERYTHING! ;D;D;D
ericacharles.com
isabelleconte.com/
sydneycompanion.com/rates.php
karenthompson.com.au/
_Avery_
07-23-2010, 03:28 PM
It's been an awesome day on cam today! Sooo excited and happy. :D
malayataylor
07-23-2010, 03:32 PM
It's been an awesome day on cam today! Sooo excited and happy. :D
Same for me too! I made almost half of my goal in an hour! Sending good vibes your way and wishing you lots of $$$$$$!
_Avery_
07-23-2010, 03:34 PM
THANK YOU! <3 Doing the same for you! :)
I'm trying to get ONE more show, then I'm done for the night. :P
fuzzypurple9
07-23-2010, 04:51 PM
My confession is that although I live a very comfortable life in a pretty rural area I want to throw it to the wind and live in some 180 sq. ft. shit apartment and be crazy and wild and do drugs and fit the kinda crazy city girl stereotype and I have NO clue why....
Jessie_tinydancer
07-23-2010, 06:56 PM
^Agreed! Whywork in an Austrailian brothel when you could just become a High end escort there ? It's still legal isn't it?
Yeah escorts make wayyy more. I believe the girls just work in brothels for added security and they are more likely to be booked most of their entire 8 hour shift. I met a girl who worked in them and honestly I think she just wasnt confident enough yet to do the escort thing. I think its intimidating for some. Id rather escort for sure if it was me, just cause I couldnt imagine meeting up to 5 customers a day.
Charlie - funny my club is not far away and its $360/hour for table dancing, we have lots of brothels nearby that are probably cheaper.
Firewall
07-23-2010, 06:58 PM
I'm very intrigued with Elvia's fantasy and I thought I'd post links of highend Australian escorts :). Please if you decide live out your fantasy Elvia, I'd love to know... EVERYTHING!
ericacharles.com
isabelleconte.com/
sydneycompanion.com/rates.php
karenthompson.com.au/
Guh. Reading the descriptions and rates makes me :O. It sounds so appealing! And Isabelle is only 21!! Bahh! Confession if I was good enough at being nonchalant / discrete / informed on escorting and was single ;) it sounds awesome!
charlie61
07-23-2010, 07:11 PM
Yeah escorts make wayyy more. I believe the girls just work in brothels for added security and they are more likely to be booked most of their entire 8 hour shift. I met a girl who worked in them and honestly I think she just wasnt confident enough yet to do the escort thing. I think its intimidating for some. Id rather escort for sure if it was me, just cause I couldnt imagine meeting up to 5 customers a day.
Charlie - funny my club is not far away and its $360/hour for table dancing, we have lots of brothels nearby that are probably cheaper.
Yeah, I guess the security would be nice. It'd also be nice being able to get familiar with your environment...whereas with outcall you never quite know what you're walking into. The steady stream of customers would also be an advantage. Shrugs.
Sorry to threadjack. Escorting and whatnot has always fascinated me way more than it should. (says the asexual)
jennsweet
07-23-2010, 07:53 PM
boy you can work asexual into just about any thread :) lol
charlie61
07-23-2010, 08:15 PM
boy you can work asexual into just about any thread :) lol
You're so right...I've been way too verbal about it. It's just that it has been a big part of my life lately since I just discovered the term, so I've probably been really maniacal about it. Sorry!
Part of it is that I keep noticing the different ways my sexuality structures my life...especially on this site. It all makes so much sense to me now. I'll try to stop commenting about it constantly though.
malayataylor
07-23-2010, 08:28 PM
Yeah escorts make wayyy more. I believe the girls just work in brothels for added security and they are more likely to be booked most of their entire 8 hour shift. I met a girl who worked in them and honestly I think she just wasnt confident enough yet to do the escort thing. I think its intimidating for some. Id rather escort for sure if it was me, just cause I couldnt imagine meeting up to 5 customers a day.
Charlie - funny my club is not far away and its $360/hour for table dancing, we have lots of brothels nearby that are probably cheaper.
YOu are correct Jessie. Most girls fear for their safety thinking brothels will protect them. Well even with escorting not being legal here in the united states, I'd never work for a brothel. I see no more than 2 clients a day and I'm midrange to highend ($450 an hour). Highend escorts see one a day..However even if I was at 2k an hour i'd still see 2. ;D 5 a day? That's for the backpage girls..
Guh. Reading the descriptions and rates makes me :O. It sounds so appealing! And Isabelle is only 21!! Bahh! Confession if I was good enough at being nonchalant / discrete / informed on escorting and was single ;) it sounds awesome!
It is appealing. I'm only 21 lol! To each their own but this is one kick ass job. It takes a very smart lady to do it and do it safely. I'm pretty sure you could.
Yeah, I guess the security would be nice. It'd also be nice being able to get familiar with your environment...whereas with outcall you never quite know what you're walking into. The steady stream of customers would also be an advantage. Shrugs.
Sorry to threadjack. Escorting and whatnot has always fascinated me way more than it should. (says the asexual)
Outcalls are very easy .. very very easy to screen. As long as one masters screening then it becomes a piece of cake. I honestly don't think (even after graduation) that I'd delete my work account. The money is just too good. :-\ Nothing wrong with being asexual Charlie. It's just one of those things that fascinate me, I don't know If I could make it in that world.
Firewall
07-23-2010, 08:33 PM
^ If I were single and had different boundaries I totally would! Sounds awesome to build up a near-empire like you're doing Malaya :) Confession the rest of my world would be shocked to hear me even considering it :P
malayataylor
07-23-2010, 08:40 PM
^They would be shocked if they found out I was actually doing it. No one in my personal life knows except for my offline sw friends ;D and it's pretty awesome that way!
_Avery_
07-24-2010, 12:17 PM
Delete.
Harleigh HellKat
07-24-2010, 01:24 PM
I totally flogged the hell out of a guy and spat on him while he wore clothes pins on his nipples yesterday. That is all.
pixierocksonthepole
07-24-2010, 01:26 PM
^^^ I need to be apart of one of these days you have. They all seem to be very adventurous.
Harleigh HellKat
07-24-2010, 01:31 PM
My confession is that although I live a very comfortable life in a pretty rural area I want to throw it to the wind and live in some 180 sq. ft. shit apartment and be crazy and wild and do drugs and fit the kinda crazy city girl stereotype and I have NO clue why....
Oh shit me too. I get a party girl hair up my ass every now and then. I love the city and hate that it's not just outside my door. I used to live in a loft with 30 foot ceilings and drank every night. I did hair at the time and fell into the partying lifestyle that it promotes. I miss it a lot some days. But I think city living is what I miss more than anything. I like nice things, culture, good food, (NOT bbq slop, yuck!) and nightlife. The country has none of this. I hate bugs, critters, Walmart-culture, redneck lifestyle, and ignorance. The country has plenty of this. :(
Harleigh HellKat
07-24-2010, 01:33 PM
^^^ I need to be apart of one of these days you have. They all seem to be very adventurous.
Yes, they are! Never a dull moment lol.
Kellydancer
07-24-2010, 01:37 PM
Today is my family reunion and I didn't go. I told them I had the flu, but the reality is I didn't want to see my relatives because I am ashamed of my life now. I love a guy who's dealing with issues and I don't know when or if (I think when) he'll be ready to get serious. Most of my relatives (including all my younger cousins) are all married and have been for many years and think bad of me because I am 39 and single (though I pray every night that I marry this guy in a year or two). Also, right now I am unemployed and my relatives have told me I should work at McDonald's (though they'd never hire me) because "it's a job". I did interview for a great job last week and I pray I get that too. I just want my life to get back on track and all I ask is for me to get a decent job and for the one I love to finally be ready to get serious (and eventually married). Is this too much to ask for when many others have everything I want?
Harleigh HellKat
07-24-2010, 01:41 PM
Ugh I hate the 'it's a job' attitude. I think you should hold out for something that is worth your time if you can. You have a degree right? I thought I have heard you talk about having one.
Just curious... why wouldn't McDonald's hire you? Are you overqualified or are they just not hiring because of the economy?
_Avery_
07-24-2010, 01:46 PM
Delete.
Kellydancer
07-24-2010, 01:48 PM
Ugh I hate the 'it's a job' attitude. I think you should hold out for something that is worth your time if you can. You have a degree right? I thought I have heard you talk about having one.
Just curious... why wouldn't McDonald's hire you? Are you overqualified or are they just not hiring because of the economy?
Yeah I have two degrees (bachelors and masters) and when I've applied to those jobs in desperation they have told me they don't hire college grads. Besides, I know I would hate having a job I had at 16. I really hope I get the one job I interviewed for last week because the salary was terrific and so were the benefits.
princessjas
07-24-2010, 01:48 PM
It was so farkin hot today that I kept getting huge bowls full of ice and dumping it in the pool. It's just a tiny kiddie pool, but it still didn't help! Arrgg, I wish this heat would just let up!
Harleigh HellKat
07-24-2010, 09:28 PM
Wow... I know you don't want to work at McDonald's and I wouldn't even recommend it, but it IS messed up they won't hire college grads at a time like this. I know college grads want something better for themselves but it's messed up for two reasons... the first being how extremely hard it is to get a job these days, even with a degree or multiple degrees, and the second reason being college grads are more likely (I think anyways.) to give better customer service, seeing as they have a higher maturity level than most 16 year olds.
Meh, end rant.
Harleigh HellKat
07-24-2010, 09:33 PM
^Oh ans yes, the heat is INSANE here down south. It's been flirting with 100 degrees all week, and we don't have air in the car. I go-go danced at a club last night that was literally the hottest night club I've ever been in. After my last set I took my shoes off (HUGE blisters!) and sat on the couch in the corner for two hours until last call. I had a decent wine buzz earlier that evening, but had to stop drinking due to just how flippin hot it was. Went outside several times, but it was the same temp out there as in the building.
Oh and I will NEVER again do a TF (unpaid) photoshoot in the heat of the day in the middle of a botanical garden during this weather.
malayataylor
07-24-2010, 09:43 PM
I'm having oral surgery tommorrow and I'm scared as hell but very happy I'm finally getting this procedure done. I have never gotten a tooth pulled so tommorrow will a very new experience for me. I can't wait to get this tooth out of my head. It's been hurting me for a LONG time. I felt not being able to play with my daughter today because I was in so much pain. 12 noon can't come any faster!
#2: I said I wouldn't go to work this week but I'm just now getting in from an appointment. Ah I was not about to pass up on 1K especially with the procedure I'm having done tomorrow.
My regular is one of the nicest people I've ever met.
Kellydancer
07-24-2010, 11:00 PM
Wow... I know you don't want to work at McDonald's and I wouldn't even recommend it, but it IS messed up they won't hire college grads at a time like this. I know college grads want something better for themselves but it's messed up for two reasons... the first being how extremely hard it is to get a job these days, even with a degree or multiple degrees, and the second reason being college grads are more likely (I think anyways.) to give better customer service, seeing as they have a higher maturity level than most 16 year olds.
Meh, end rant.
Yeah it's really messed up but these places know that people like me won't stay so why bother? Of course teens often don't stay either, but I guess they think they are easier to control.
Harleigh HellKat
07-24-2010, 11:09 PM
This is very true. Teens grow up, go to college or trade school and find something better. The problem is also that they tend to have worse attitudes and work ethic. They slop food together, (see Wanderlust's WTF McDonald's? thread!) are rude at drive thrus, and just don't have the same maturity adults have... so what is the lesser of the two evil's? I swear if I had a business!!
carmen_b
07-24-2010, 11:11 PM
I just feel gross. Exhausting weekend traveling to dance ... And I fell short of my goal. I can't even really put my finger on it, but the travel and being tired and just having it be hard this time did me in. I've given myself permission to take a full week off and pretend I never danced and never ever will again.
charlie61
07-25-2010, 12:08 AM
^ That's pretty much what I'm doing currently.
KS_Stevia
07-25-2010, 01:02 PM
My confession of the day: I don't like working out around other people. I literally almost can't do it. Why? Because I was made fun of all through high school/elementary for being awkward or running funny or being bad at sports. I literally STILL have issues from playground bullies. Bullies are the reason I dropped out of high school. I seriously have very little memories of high school because I blocked everything out. The fact that I can act on camera or dance on stage is a miracle... add to that the fact that my mom thought modeling was perverted and evil and threw away my modeling outfits, and the fact that I had an abusive ex who was so jealous of my modeling he literally made me destroy my portfolio, and I'm lucky to be a model/dancer at all.
You are incredible and a survivor!!
sananeko
07-25-2010, 06:40 PM
I went to a family get together yesterday... My sister wants to dance now.. at the club thats been wanting me to come work for them.. and shes trying to drag my little cuz into it.. shes 16 and willing to do anything to get away from her mother.. I know I told myself I would not put myself into this again but I really am going to make my sis's life hell.. I don't see anyway around it.. All my life she tried to one up me and bring everyone down with her so she can have someone to throw to the sharks. I know that if she tries to work there it will ruin any chance for me to even have/keep a dancing job in iowa.
Its not even jealousy.. I know what kind of person she is.. Shes not 21 but she will dance and promise sex for beer and drugs and cigs.. she will not be discreet and con some dancer to hold them for her, if not she will try to hide it in others people stuff.. she steals.. and lies.. and will tell everyone everything to make herself look better.. oh and the cops have to keep tabs on her so cause shes on probation for stealing... she says it to get out of here faster but thats the excuse shes been using for years now.. I don't need more stalkers cause of her..
But one at a time.. first cuz..
malayataylor
07-26-2010, 05:05 AM
^ That is HORRIBLE!!!
malayataylor
07-26-2010, 05:10 AM
My confession today is ... I REALLY miss my ex boyfriend. Even though he was such a asshole to me I still think about the good times we had together and wish he could go back to be the amazing person that he once was. He's been in Monrovia, Liberia for a week now and he's been texting me everyday how much he loves me. He sent me a text this morning saying "Good morning. How did you sleep? I miss you so much" I didn't respond I just don't want him to think he can "have" me again but I think I'm falling for it.
I dunno though.. I dunno If it's him I miss or the crazy wild circus sex we used to have. *sigh* I think it's both.
Harleigh HellKat
07-26-2010, 09:41 AM
I hate having roommates. I just want to live alone, or at least alone with my bf. We always end up with roommates because he's too nice though. And said roommate put Mexican cheese in my Italian spaghetti... like ALL of the speghetti so now it's ruined. It's a little insulting. Oh, and also I did some line work for a tattoo and he tattooed it... it looks like crap but I didn't say anything. It really makes me mad when tattoo artists ruin my flash. (Has happened on multiple occasions.) I take it very personally because it's MY art and if you can't tattoo worth a damn, I don't want my name on it.
End rant.
Kat w
07-26-2010, 10:46 AM
I love rocking out in my car to get me hype for a good money night at work but more often than not I'm rockin' out to ... SHOWTUNES!
Kellydancer
07-26-2010, 12:07 PM
I really really hate how things are going for me right now. :( I feel so down and can't get back up.
I hate how guys say all of these amazing and wonderfully heartfelt things in the beginning of a relationship and they SINCERELY mean them too. But then as time passes (2yr relationship), they don't give a shit anymore. It's truly heartbreaking how things change for the worse...
I don't understand how men can just change their minds and their feelings like that. :/ Maybe it's just me, but when I love someone, I plan on loving them unconditionally and forever.
...FML!!!
I can relate. When I finally reconnected with the guy I love sparks flew. We couldn't stop touching (not sexual, things like holding hands) and he asked me to date only him. Then a few weeks later he told me "he changed his mind" because romance is painful. Then a few months later (after I was starting to accept he was gone, though it hurt) he called me and told me how he was feeling conflicted, and wanted to marry, etc. We spoke over 3 hours where he confided in me about everything, including his feelings for me. However, I feel he's still avoiding me because he's afraid that once we start seeing each other again he'll want to marry soon after and "marriage is bad because women nag". I've told him I would never nag, or control him but not sure what he thinks now. At least he's gotten over his issue of women use him (most women have used him). So instead of being so happy, I cry often because I don't know what I should do. I love him, know he loves me, but can he overcome his issues or will he be like this forever and I am wasting my time? People have told me to give him time, because they went through the same thing (their now husband was EXACTLY the same way and it turned out perfectly). Others have told me to try looking for someone else, but finding a never married guy without kids who shares my values and interests and is around my age (I am 39, he's 43) is extremely hard. As it turns out I can't get serious now anyway (financially) so I keep thinking there is a reason this is happening, to slow us down from wanting to marry soon.
_Avery_
07-26-2010, 01:33 PM
Delete.
Zinaida
07-26-2010, 06:40 PM
Confession: J.D. is kicking my fucking ass in the gym. Owwwwwwwwchies!!