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MyButter
02-14-2015, 10:55 AM
I think we should raise an army to go over there and fight the loggers & whoever else is destroying the environment. The indigenous people deserve to be respected & left alone! I am dead serious about this. One day I plan on living in South America anyway.

Allegedly this is exactly what they had to do for the Awa Indians last year! How rewarding it must be working for FUNAI<3

wednesday86
02-14-2015, 10:56 AM
confession: I hate going to the salon to get my roots done, eyebrows done and I especially hate getting my nails done. my nails are all grown out and I'm writing this as I procrastinate going to the salon. I only do this shit for work. I am NOT a girly girl on the inside..at all. I would much rather stay home and play diablo 3.

Elektra Luxx
02-14-2015, 02:21 PM
...I would much rather stay home and play diablo 3.

I love to play Diablo 3!!! It's such a fun game. My character is a Demon Hunter. Have you made a hardcore character yet?

wednesday86
02-14-2015, 02:23 PM
haha yes! my husband & I play together on hardcore mode. I play demon hunter and witch doctor. that game is addictive :)

ScarletKitten
02-15-2015, 07:56 AM
My sex drive is back. :) I want to fuck Ryan Gosling, like so fucking bad.

charlie61
02-15-2015, 10:52 PM
It's the worst when you're on a SW binge, you've replied to every thread on this damn website, and no one else is on Cuz it's a fucking Sunday night. So you're just this crazed SW freak who's obsessively checking to see if any threads have updated in the last thirty seconds...

whirlerz
02-15-2015, 11:37 PM
It's the worst when you're on a SW binge, you've replied to every thread on this damn website, and no one else is on Cuz it's a fucking Sunday night. So you're just this crazed SW freak who's obsessively checking to see if any threads have updated in the last thirty seconds...

Lol. I thought I was the only one!^

Vyanka
02-16-2015, 02:03 AM
I seriously still cannot believe and stop thinking, how this girl I was sort of friends with went to prison over some crazy shit!! Was so shocking to find out. Her place was filled with tons of drugs, half a million in cash, bombs and guns. Wtf!! Dude. & no...i never had a clue! Explains why I haven't heard from her in over a year.

smeca
02-16-2015, 06:24 AM
Yeah I read that when I was a teen (25 now) and I think that put me off even thinking about it. But it happened once with my ex and it was so good to share it... we were in love and really comfortable together so let go enough definitely... was a fluke though, and not a very intense one.

Okay I'll start a thread in Ladies Only.

SnuffleUffleGrass
02-16-2015, 12:31 PM
I seriously still cannot believe and stop thinking, how this girl I was sort of friends with went to prison over some crazy shit!! Was so shocking to find out. Her place was filled with tons of drugs, half a million in cash, bombs and guns. Wtf!! Dude. & no...i never had a clue! Explains why I haven't heard from her in over a year.

Lol....it happens. Life is pretty crazy..

Vyanka
02-16-2015, 01:18 PM
Lol....it happens. Life is pretty crazy..

This was out of pure greed and also love for a an asshole who associated himself to a mafia. Dumb as fuck too.

michele11
02-16-2015, 01:43 PM
seriously! That damn lady from New Jersey who I think hit me calls me 4 days later now saying the license is cracked and it's 150. lmao. I found the same one on amazon for 12 dollars. I messaged her and she's all I don't believe that and I had a bad experience with them and I'm not shopping around for the wrong thing. It's a fucken plate that says mercedez on it. No one made a report. i'm not paying 150 for a fucken plate made out of titanium she can get for 12 on amazon!

michele11
02-16-2015, 01:52 PM
Omg. woman is threatening me now saying the guy in the wheelchair saw me hit her. I said the lady at the groomers saw you hit me. She said she's going to file a report. Funny, I asked her if she wanted to call the police and she didn't say anything and my car had some scratches and her car had no marks just the license was bent. What will the cops do?

wednesday86
02-16-2015, 02:30 PM
I am going back to my home town for the first time in 5 years. I am debating whether or not to go visit my mom's side of the family who all live 3 hours from there. it would involve me renting a car, driving up there to see people I never even talk to anymore. I'm really thinking about just not visiting them or even telling them I'm in the state. They're always in and out of Vegas and LA but have never visited me, never call, never even talk to me on facebook. What's the point?

amberlly
02-16-2015, 03:13 PM
^^Only reason I can think to visit would be to put any ghosts to rest. Then move on. :)

One of my friends keeps whinging about how much she hates her boyfriend and then telling me how great he is the next. This has been going on since they got together years ago. FML. Im over hearing about.

OliveJardin
02-16-2015, 03:16 PM
I am going back to my home town for the first time in 5 years. I am debating whether or not to go visit my mom's side of the family who all live 3 hours from there. it would involve me renting a car, driving up there to see people I never even talk to anymore. I'm really thinking about just not visiting them or even telling them I'm in the state. They're always in and out of Vegas and LA but have never visited me, never call, never even talk to me on facebook. What's the point?

^I have family like that, eventually I stopped going out of my way to visit them (as they didn't appreciate it anyway, which is hurtful). If you have limited time with family, spend it with the people who matter most or propose a family road trip with a parent or sibling so you don't have to face it alone.

whirlerz
02-16-2015, 05:29 PM
Omg. woman is threatening me now saying the guy in the wheelchair saw me hit her. I said the lady at the groomers saw you hit me. She said she's going to file a report. Funny, I asked her if she wanted to call the police and she didn't say anything and my car had some scratches and her car had no marks just the license was bent. What will the cops do?

Prob. not mch. They won't come out, she'll have to go in & fill out a report. It's all her word/your word, & since it's a minor accident..sounds like maybe she wanted to throw in some scare value?

I am excited, I looked @ my credit reports, & they are not as bad as I thought. I have a firm helping me now, they helped me before.:)

michele11
02-16-2015, 05:51 PM
Prob. not mch. They won't come out, she'll have to go in & fill out a report. It's all her word/your word, & since it's a minor accident..sounds like maybe she wanted to throw in some scare value?

I am excited, I looked @ my credit reports, & they are not as bad as I thought. I have a firm helping me now, they helped me before.:)

She messaged me are you going to pay? I ignored her. Then she messaged "what happened". I ignored her. Then she messaged my insurance company is going to be in contact and they don't deal with amazon. Like I said should i call the police and she ignored me. I wonder if i should call my insurance and tell them? I'm not talking yo hers if they call that's not how it works! stupid. I was scared she was going to come here because stupid me gave her my license info cuz she was all scary.

whirlerz
02-16-2015, 06:09 PM
Yea you should let your insurance co. know. Let them handle it, it's best.

My confession I'm on a clean diet, due to health reason.

Aurora_Sunset
02-16-2015, 07:38 PM
Confession: I wish wish WISH I could be a gold-digger. Or at least a woman who uses guys who worship me just to get stuff and a nice life.

I could list 3 guys off the top of my head who are so into me that they would find a way to get me the fucking moon if I asked for it. I know I could have whatever life I wanted and get them to do anything for me... if I would be with them. But I just can't pretend to like someone that I don't or be with someone that I don't actually like.

Sometimes, I just really really hate having a conscience and being so empathetic and automatically thinking about how what I'm doing is affecting other people and picturing how they feel. Some days, I just want to not give a shit. I don't want the title of the "nicest sex worker whose clients all think I'm their fucking friend" - I just want stuff. And money. And someone to do all the things for me without caring that I "owe" them anything, even affection.

I know being nice is NICE, and I'll never be able to change that about myself, and that's ultimately not a bad thing.... But sometimes I just want to be a greedy, selfish bitch. I really do. :-\

kaninchen
02-16-2015, 07:54 PM
I think we should raise an army to go over there and fight the loggers & whoever else is destroying the environment. The indigenous people deserve to be respected & left alone! I am dead serious about this. One day I plan on living in South America anyway.

I'm in! Where do I sign up?

My confession: being an ecoterrorist sounds a lot better than my real life right now.

wednesday86
02-16-2015, 09:27 PM
I just applied to a 2 week field school in Ireland this summer, to do an excavation on a friary from the 1300s. Only my husband knows..It's going to cost a little bit especially with airfare. I'll have to move some money around but I think it'll be worth it. I am so excited but I'm not telling anyone until I get accepted and pay for it. Eeeeeeeeeee!

Kellydancer
02-16-2015, 10:51 PM
Confession: I wish wish WISH I could be a gold-digger. Or at least a woman who uses guys who worship me just to get stuff and a nice life.

I could list 3 guys off the top of my head who are so into me that they would find a way to get me the fucking moon if I asked for it. I know I could have whatever life I wanted and get them to do anything for me... if I would be with them. But I just can't pretend to like someone that I don't or be with someone that I don't actually like.

Sometimes, I just really really hate having a conscience and being so empathetic and automatically thinking about how what I'm doing is affecting other people and picturing how they feel. Some days, I just want to not give a shit. I don't want the title of the "nicest sex worker whose clients all think I'm their fucking friend" - I just want stuff. And money. And someone to do all the things for me without caring that I "owe" them anything, even affection.

I know being nice is NICE, and I'll never be able to change that about myself, and that's ultimately not a bad thing.... But sometimes I just want to be a greedy, selfish bitch. I really do. :-\

Yeah, I have seen these women who get stuff by taking advantage and I really wish I could be like that. I even put up a profile with that thought and couldn't go through with it because it was wrong. I can't even go on a first date with a guy I don't like.

SimoneGray
02-17-2015, 01:30 AM
I confess that I feel like a child who needs a babysitter to get things done. All my life I was pushed hard by everyone around me and I was a chronic people pleaser meaning that I did things for other people. Then I graduated, moved out, started working vanilla jobs, then became a camgirl. Now that everything I do is for myself its like I have no idea how to do anything. I am bad at keeping to schedules, committing to work hours, its awful because I wonder if I will ever be able to do stuff like that without someone harassing me to get it done.

Elektra Luxx
02-17-2015, 08:52 AM
I confess that I feel like a child who needs a babysitter to get things done....Now that everything I do is for myself its like I have no idea how to do anything. I am bad at keeping to schedules, committing to work hours, its awful because I wonder if I will ever be able to do stuff like that without someone harassing me to get it done.

I really love my independence and I will not easily give it up. That said, I know I need someone to help me get my shit together. I don’t always do what I need to do without a push. I’m single because once a guy gets to know what a crazy mess I am, they leave. My older sister told me once that I need a guy with a strong personality, one that’s not afraid to stand up to me, loves me and understands me despite my crazy mood swings.

Confession: My older sister is coming to town for a visit. Mostly to see my grandpa who has been recovering from heart surgery, but also visit everyone. I really love my sister, I talk to her at least once a week and we really get along, but I have always felt like I live in her shadow. She's prettier, smarter, more successful and I know she's my parents favorite girl. They are always saying "DD did this or DD did that" and it's like they're saying why can't you be more like DD. And i'm saying "Hey look at me, I'm doing okay". It's hard to live up to her high standards.

SweetJulia
02-17-2015, 11:29 AM
She messaged me are you going to pay? I ignored her. Then she messaged "what happened". I ignored her. Then she messaged my insurance company is going to be in contact and they don't deal with amazon. Like I said should i call the police and she ignored me. I wonder if i should call my insurance and tell them? I'm not talking yo hers if they call that's not how it works! stupid. I was scared she was going to come here because stupid me gave her my license info cuz she was all scary.

As long as you exchanged info,you're in the clear. Save the texts in case she is dumb enough to file a report. I had something similar happen recently. I called the guys' bluff. Surprise, surprise-no accident report.

Nina_
02-17-2015, 12:44 PM
I have class in an hour and 15 mins and I'm drunk. :O

Trying to sober up...

SweetJulia
02-17-2015, 12:46 PM
I have class in an hour and 15 mins and I'm drunk. :O

Trying to sober up...

<Had class this morning high, no judgement :)

charlie61
02-17-2015, 12:52 PM
I am an insatiable, obnoxious flirt. And most of the time I'm only doing it for fun, or to feel validated.

michele11
02-17-2015, 12:57 PM
As long as you exchanged info,you're in the clear. Save the texts in case she is dumb enough to file a report. I had something similar happen recently. I called the guys' bluff. Surprise, surprise-no accident report.
The last message I got was report filed. My insurance will be contacting you and they don't deal with amazon. That was like 3 pm yesterday and I haven't heard anything.

Nina_
02-17-2015, 01:04 PM
<Had class this morning high, no judgement :)

Lol. I also smoked a blunt before I left for class... haha

SweetJulia
02-17-2015, 01:16 PM
@Michelle11 I know you're super busy, but I'd check online with the PD in the city it happened in to see if she's full of shit. I admit, if I knew how annoying the guy I got into this situation was gonna be, I would have done more damage. I sound horrible lol.

SweetJulia
02-17-2015, 01:19 PM
Lol. I also smoked a blunt before I left for class... haha

You're doing well in that class, aren't you? Whatever works :) Unfortunately, the core classes for my major are on campus. I so miss online classes. People bring in breakfasts containing more food than I eat all day, bathe in perfume, etc..-when it's so early and I'm always nauseous and moody in the morning. So, I wore no makeup and sweats to retaliate. God, I can't wait for this shit over with. I'm sure once I'm at the masters' level, my classmates will be more intelligent, but it just feels like I lose iq points every second I listen to them talk.

Selina M
02-17-2015, 01:31 PM
I'm supposed to be going to a "wedding shower" (wtf is that even, I can't keep track of all the parties and showers you're supposed to throw before a wedding) on Saturday... I'm a bridesmaid... and instead I scheduled a massage.

audrey_k
02-17-2015, 02:12 PM
I was supposed to spend the day working on my personal statement for graduate school that's due in like 2 or 3 weeks... and instead I spent most of the day watching TV and playing the Sims. I used to play the Sims when I was in middle school/elementary and I found out they have an app, now I'm obsessed. Like I will go online to make sure I know how to get the quests done in time to get the prizes. I may have to delete it from my phone.

charlie61
02-17-2015, 06:18 PM
This newer male user is driving me nuts. He doesn't go to strip clubs or use cam sites or do anything related to the sex industry (I PM'd him to ask). Grown-ass man with a job is on SW for hours out of every day and posts more often than even the most voracious club junkies. He knows nothing about our world. So why is he here? What the fuck?

It shouldn't bother me. But when I see this guy posting advice in thread after thread, it really starts to irk me.

charlie61
02-17-2015, 10:40 PM
Unfortunately there are no ban categories for "irrelevant," "clingy," "needy," or "desperate for attention."...

ScarletKitten
02-18-2015, 12:41 AM
^^Is this the same user by the name that sounds like a child molester? :/

OliveJardin
02-18-2015, 02:09 AM
I just spent $666 (ironic, 6 for the therapy and 66 for the in call fee) on therapy for my cat :(.

MyButter
02-18-2015, 05:25 AM
Can somebody please explain to me why non-sexworkers insist on using the word "John" to refer to customers/clients?

I just don't think I've ever heard an actual sexworker use that term before?

audrey_k
02-18-2015, 08:58 AM
I'm so frustrated right now. I have been applying to job after jobs for weeks now and haven't even gotten pulled in for an interview. I don't get it, I have a BA, gradated with honours from one of the top 25 universities in the USA, and my CV isn't even spotty from dancing as I've managed to fill in the gaps. I'm applying for like, basic jobs with shit salaries and can't get anything.

I know from speaking to friends that getting a job in this city with no relevant work experience or references is just really really difficult, but come on... I should be able to get an interview to be a receptionist.

I'm working with two recruitment agencies right now and have two family friends helping me, but if something doesn't pan out in the next few weeks with either of them, I'm done and having a talk with my boyfriend that I'm going back to dancing. I am beyond sick of spending hours on applications just to receive a letter saying "we regret to inform you that you have not been shortlisted... good lucky with your future career." I am so broke at this point that I can't even go grocery shopping without asking my boyfriend to reimburse me, he's paying for 90% of my expenses at this point so I can keep the tiny savings I do have.

I really don't want to go back to dancing here because I hated it when I was dancing, just don't like the clubs here, and I don't really like the idea of travel dancing since I feel like I'll basically never see my boyfriend, but I can't take not having money anymore and being bored out of my goddamn mind sitting around all day. And a part of me is like, why am I putting myself through all this stress? Hopefully I'm gonna be in graduate school next fall so it won't even matter then since I won't be able to keep the kind of jobs I'm applying for anyway.

UGH. I really thought transitioning to vanilla job would be easier. And didn't think finding a job would be an impossible mission. I found a nanny job almost instantly and has basically no experience doing that, I thought finding a job in something I've got experience in would be much easier.

wednesday86
02-18-2015, 09:28 AM
^I went through the exact same thing when I tried to re-enter the workforce after dancing and having the baby. I did finally get a job in fast food but I only lasted 3 weeks before I wanted to kill myself. I saw my first paycheck and cried. In a week I made what would be considered "a shit shift" dancing. I honestly don't know how anyone lives on those wages. Anyway my husband got over me dancing again and I'm sure your boyfriend can too.

audrey_k
02-18-2015, 10:07 AM
^it's less my boyfriend and more the way dancing is in London. My boyfriend just wants me to be happy at this point, he can see how miserable I am being home alone all day, and it's driving him a little crazy as well since I have no one to speak to all day and if he's tired and wants to have an early night I go through the roof. But he also saw how miserable I was escorting when I used to come home crying once every couple weeks. If I went to him and said "I love being a stripper and I love dancing in London" he would say OK fine go for it. If we were in the States it would be a no-brainer and I would have been back to dancing months ago. But I HATED dancing in this city and quit it long before I met him and started escorting (which I can't deal with being with him, it's too difficult). I could deal with travel dancing, but it's really only worth it with expenses to go on the weekend, and my boyfriend works 12 hour days with his commute so we only see each other for 3 or 4 hours during the evening, going travel dancing every weekend would pretty much mean I never see him and that's what would upset him and me too. I honestly don't know if I could deal with that for more than a couple months.

I know the money will not be anything like stripping but as long I'm making £400 a week or so I'm happy, which is what most receptionist jobs pay around here. I'd honestly be over the moon if someone offered me a receptionist job tomorrow and could deal with having to work regular hours, fixed schedule, low pay, just to be around new people and be doing something to move forward as everyone has told me I just need to get that first job here and then doors will begin to open. But I just feel like for my mental health I can't sit around waiting for more than a few more weeks.

wednesday86
02-18-2015, 03:57 PM
my confession: I wish my husband would shave his face. he has a mustache/goatee thing going on and it looks okay but he looks 10x hotter shaved. One reason I like Asian men is because they usually AREN'T hairy. I don't like how it looks or especially how it feels. I'm not going to say anything because it's his face and he never tells me how to do my hair, makeup or clothes so I don't want to be "that wife."

ScarletKitten
02-18-2015, 09:21 PM
Unfortunately there are no ban categories for "irrelevant," "clingy," "needy," or "desperate for attention."...

I've been trying to give this male member the benefit of the doubt. I thought maybe he would visit a strip club one day. But if he doesn't plan on ever going to a strip club or a cam site as a PAYING CUSTOMER, then he is a TROLL here on this site. Plain and simple. I admit, I've had post exchanges with him on this board, and some of his posts are good and well-intentioned. But he has been getting creepier and creepier on this board. I'm not going to humor him anymore. I'm mostly going to stick to "Ladies Only" from now on. I'm going to completely ignore him. But he is bordering on troll status, seriously.

michele11
02-18-2015, 10:50 PM
^ are you guys talking about uncle know it all? Lol.

whirlerz
02-18-2015, 11:12 PM
Maybe he doesn't have much to do..idk

charlie61
02-18-2015, 11:21 PM
I'm sorry I've been monopolizing this thread with my complaints about he-who-must-not-be-named. I confess that I had a glass of wine and told him to back the fuck off of our community. We'll see if the rest of the mod team reprimands me for it.

Moving right along to real confessions.

I confess...that I'm a total couch loser these days. Stuff is coming up on the near horizon, but it isn't happening right now. It's incredible how much of life involves waiting for life to happen. (Yeah, yeah, "go out and grab that life by the balls, Charlie!" but no.. Just, no.)

michele11
02-18-2015, 11:31 PM
Maybe he doesn't have much to do..idk

He's married and posts from work. Wth.

whirlerz
02-18-2015, 11:31 PM
Moving right along to real confessions.

I confess...that I'm a total couch loser these days. Stuff is coming up on the near horizon, but it isn't happening right now. It's incredible how much of life involves waiting for life to happen. (Yeah, yeah, "go out and grab that life by the balls, Charlie!" but no.. Just, no.)

I hear ya.^ I need to do stuff/make decisions soon/move it along.. I'm just waiting for the deep freeze here to abate, a little..