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Aslinn
02-19-2015, 01:34 AM
So the guy I have been seeing finally brought me to my limit, we had one fight which yes I started It with by being a bitch but he dismissed my feelings of being unwanted and his fb flirting and made it all about me making him feel like shit. So its been two weeks of him blowing off my text and calls, we have hung out twice and he hardly talked to me and won't touch me and acts like I'm a huge burden. After the last time I went over and he just treated me like a one night stand he wanted to leave my feelings had been hurt enough. So I went on a date with a British guy I found on tinder. He was sweet, respectful, funny, and was totally unfazed that I was a stripper. Part of me feels bad because I don't know what's going on with my other situation, but the logical part of me says I asked him if we were together and if so if he could try and work on how iv been feeling and he said idk I need time to think
that was almost two weeks ago, all I want to do is be happy he's a great guy but I can't repeat waiting on him for 2 months while he dangles the carrot in front of my face and has sex/relationship with someone else. Idk today was the first time in a while I felt like idk like me again and not a sad puppy dog that keeps coming back for more beatings.

SweetJulia
02-19-2015, 08:59 AM
^it's less my boyfriend and more the way dancing is in London. My boyfriend just wants me to be happy at this point, he can see how miserable I am being home alone all day, and it's driving him a little crazy as well since I have no one to speak to all day and if he's tired and wants to have an early night I go through the roof. But he also saw how miserable I was escorting when I used to come home crying once every couple weeks. If I went to him and said "I love being a stripper and I love dancing in London" he would say OK fine go for it. If we were in the States it would be a no-brainer and I would have been back to dancing months ago. But I HATED dancing in this city and quit it long before I met him and started escorting (which I can't deal with being with him, it's too difficult). I could deal with travel dancing, but it's really only worth it with expenses to go on the weekend, and my boyfriend works 12 hour days with his commute so we only see each other for 3 or 4 hours during the evening, going travel dancing every weekend would pretty much mean I never see him and that's what would upset him and me too. I honestly don't know if I could deal with that for more than a couple months.

I know the money will not be anything like stripping but as long I'm making £400 a week or so I'm happy, which is what most receptionist jobs pay around here. I'd honestly be over the moon if someone offered me a receptionist job tomorrow and could deal with having to work regular hours, fixed schedule, low pay, just to be around new people and be doing something to move forward as everyone has told me I just need to get that first job here and then doors will begin to open. But I just feel like for my mental health I can't sit around waiting for more than a few more weeks.

Have you thought of being a booker? I had a terrible experience with it and am still owed money, but it was an unprofessional company and I had no back bone.

SweetJulia
02-19-2015, 09:05 AM
Can somebody please explain to me why non-sexworkers insist on using the word "John" to refer to customers/clients?

I just don't think I've ever heard an actual sexworker use that term before?

Same reason anyone in adult work gets called a hooker. Camgirls, strippers, escorts, even the guy who does web page designs for escorts. People take pride in putting themselves above others, it makes them feel better.

SnuffleUffleGrass
02-19-2015, 02:11 PM
Funny confession- I'm having a facebook arguement with a girl who rents a basement room from my brother and works as a Buffalo Wild Wings waitress. The topic is pay scale for FBI agents etc....I do know some about that world & even more about military life so I get amused when I have to argue with people who have no real knowledge of certain things. This girl told me off online for having a "money is everything" atttiude. Um if you live in a basement & depend on the goodwill of my kid brother....YOU should start caring more about money, honey! lol

On another super funny note, one of my exes was a Marine (sniper) so I know lots about that ......area of life but have kept my mouth shut always. (He yelled at me one time because I drunkenly shared a sniper story of his & he was never supposed to tell anyone. So since then I never talk about his past.)

TL ; DR - arguing with people who just don't understand is annoying...

charlie61
02-19-2015, 02:32 PM
Confession: I can't believe we live in a world where just any old guy can walk into a club and buy a dance from someone who looks like selina m for ten measly dollars. Now that's just wrong!

Kellydancer
02-19-2015, 02:53 PM
Speaking of male posters I am tired of the trolls. There's one guy who keeps posting insane threads like "how to become a stripper" and another one keeps posting threads about how to chat with camgirls for free. At least the troll posting about sex tapes has finally been banned.

I just picked up another marketing campaign. Who hoo! My name is getting out there and this of course means more money.

xStacey
02-19-2015, 03:02 PM
I was supposed to spend the day working on my personal statement for graduate school that's due in like 2 or 3 weeks... and instead I spent most of the day watching TV and playing the Sims. I used to play the Sims when I was in middle school/elementary and I found out they have an app, now I'm obsessed. Like I will go online to make sure I know how to get the quests done in time to get the prizes. I may have to delete it from my phone.

Sims free play?! Lmao I was obsessed with it too last year when I first discovered it. I was making sure nobody noticed when I was completing missions and planting vegetables in class.

charlie61
02-19-2015, 03:10 PM
My new phone has this "beauty face" filter on it to help improve the appearance of selfies. I literally cannot stop making ugly faces at it just to watch it fail to make me look attractive.

Selina M
02-19-2015, 03:25 PM
Confession: I can't believe we live in a world where just any old guy can walk into a club and buy a dance from someone who looks like selina m for ten measly dollars. Now that's just wrong!

Oh my God Charlie, I'm sitting in my club full of broke young guys and their ilk, and that literally made my day.

I love this community.

michele11
02-19-2015, 04:02 PM
^ I would tell you to go to that other club because no one does 10 dances and there is money but after what happened I would never recommend it!

Selina M
02-19-2015, 04:19 PM
They may have just been fucking with you cause you're an out of towner. I'm considering Vegas soon though

michele11
02-19-2015, 06:33 PM
My little kitty must know I'm not my normal self she is laying with half her little body on my lap purring away. I don't wanna move because Im afraid she'll leave.i was so wxited when I first brought her home and she did this( i've never had a lap cat). But she only does it like once a week. So even though I wanna get up I won't.

amberlly
02-19-2015, 07:25 PM
Mgt keeps pushing the talk to everyone and be nice coz one day they ll spend on you hustle.


Yup I'm over that. It works once I'm a blue moon. But makes me look desperate the rest. I'm focusing on exercising when it's dead or furniture wait for their atf.

ScarletKitten
02-19-2015, 10:31 PM
They may have just been fucking with you cause you're an out of towner. I'm considering Vegas soon though

Good for you girl! You deserve sooooo much more than $10/dance. Vegas sounds like a fun place to live too! I just wish you didn't have to pay for an expensive license to dance there. But I heard the money to be made there more than makes up for it. :)

wednesday86
02-20-2015, 01:23 PM
I cannot summon the enthusiasm to go to work today. I have to leave in 2 hours and all I want to do is sleep and play WoW. Just the thought of talking to people right now makes me sick. I don't even want to talk to my husband or my bff. I just want everyone to leave me the fuck alone.

JenniKat
02-20-2015, 01:50 PM
After years of working a regular job I just went back to dancing after getting laid off. I hate every second of it but I need the money. I don't understand how I ever did it before.

whirlerz
02-20-2015, 07:34 PM
My little kitty must know I'm not my normal self she is laying with half her little body on my lap purring away. I don't wanna move because Im afraid she'll leave.i was so wxited when I first brought her home and she did this( i've never had a lap cat). But she only does it like once a week. So even though I wanna get up I won't.

Aww. My bunnies always were sensitive to my moods. &, they were very quiet/gentle around my mom, who was ill.

Today, I couldn't get a phone card for my phone @ target, so I ran in this liquor store nearby, I get lottery tickets from there sometimes.
There is a SUPER HOT young guy working there, & I asked him about the phone cards, they just had the ones you used for regular calls. So I got a lottery ticket, & he hands it to me & says, "good luck" in a hot, sexy, melting voice.:heartbeat:hyper:

SweetJulia
02-20-2015, 08:15 PM
I wish they made leopard print dildos to match my outfits.

charlie61
02-20-2015, 09:57 PM
I confess that I hate how often girls feel they need to defend their earnings on here, or caveat their shift notes with twelve disclaimers explaining why they didn't make more money. It just sucks to see how many newbies and veterans alike feel the need to say things like "I know this doesn't seem like a lot of money to most of you, but I made ____." I know this site is chock-full of overachievers, and it's fantastic that we're always pushing each other to improve our hustles, our personas, our appearances, and our lives. It just sucks that one side effect of SW's culture is that so many of our users feel embarrassed about their earnings. For every post on here where a girl makes $500+ in a shift, there are 20 other girls who made $100+ during their shifts (but, of course, don't post about it).

It doesn't matter if you're a career dancer and you've made $100/shift for the last ten years you've worked, or if you're a working student who's making $300/shift and hates every second of it, or if you only work once a month and haven't broken $150 yet but have a blast every time you go in, or if you make $50 every time you work and have no interest in improving your hustle, or if you're a travel dancer who's making $2k/shift.

This is a community, and we're here to support each other no matter what.

#deletedisclaimers2015

Selina M
02-20-2015, 11:40 PM
^ thank you Charlie! I am one of them unfortunately. I have to remind myself a lot that most girls are working with $20 base dances and are night shift, because if I don't I start feeling inferior. Sometimes this site can be like a locker room with people exaggerating earnings or trying to make themselves feel superior at the expense of other dancers. There's too many variables at any given time to say why anyone made x amount.

Bottom line, if you are enjoying dancing, affording whatever lifestyle you want, and not contributing to the extras/undercutting prices issue, you're good and don't have to defend your earnings.

amberlly
02-21-2015, 03:18 AM
Sweetjulia - custom designed dildos - for an extra fee have yours trialed by the creator herself

SweetJulia
02-21-2015, 05:30 AM
Sweetjulia - custom designed dildos - for an extra fee have yours trialed by the creator herself

I have a light yellow one I kinda drew spots when I got bored earlier......................Fuck, I need help. I so haven't been tanning, I've been horrible but it's been so cold. AT LEAST a sunless one by Sunday.

wednesday86
02-21-2015, 06:21 AM
I quit my club last night. I wasn't planning on it. It was extremely dead and after 4 hours I had only done one topless dance...but I was tipsy from old perverts buying me drinks (and then feeling entitled to feel up on me.) I ended up grabbing this old man by the dick and pinching it really hard because he pinched my nipple and it pissed me off. Yes it hurt him and fuck that guy. He's lucky I didn't break his neck. Then I sat down by myself after getting rejected by all 5 guys in the room and I just couldn't stay there another second. I realized that for the last month I haven't been able to work without getting drunk. I made good money last weekend but felt disgusted and traumatized because my last customer licked my nipple. WHY CAN'T THEY LEAVE MY NIPPLES ALONE??!! Now I can't even stand for my husband to touch my boobs. Anyway I am completely burnt out and just never want to see that club again. It wasn't the worst club in the world but I'm sick of it. I cleaned out my locker and walked out. The manager yelled and asked where I was going and I just kept walking, didn't answer. I have no idea what I'm going to do now other than take a nice long break.

newb2
02-21-2015, 07:26 AM
I confess that I hate how often girls feel they need to defend their earnings on here, or caveat their shift notes with twelve disclaimers explaining why they didn't make more money. It just sucks to see how many newbies and veterans alike feel the need to say things like "I know this doesn't seem like a lot of money to most of you, but I made ____." I know this site is chock-full of overachievers, and it's fantastic that we're always pushing each other to improve our hustles, our personas, our appearances, and our lives. It just sucks that one side effect of SW's culture is that so many of our users feel embarrassed about their earnings. For every post on here where a girl makes $500+ in a shift, there are 20 other girls who made $100+ during their shifts (but, of course, don't post about it).

It doesn't matter if you're a career dancer and you've made $100/shift for the last ten years you've worked, or if you're a working student who's making $300/shift and hates every second of it, or if you only work once a month and haven't broken $150 yet but have a blast every time you go in, or if you make $50 every time you work and have no interest in improving your hustle, or if you're a travel dancer who's making $2k/shift.

This is a community, and we're here to support each other no matter what.

#deletedisclaimers2015

lol i did this in my last post
i'm sorry!
i promise not to do it again!

charlie61
02-21-2015, 08:25 AM
lol i did this in my last post
i'm sorry!
i promise not to do it again!

It's not your fault! I totally understand why girls do that on here. I would, too! It just sucks that that's how things are around here.

michele11
02-21-2015, 10:49 AM
If someone asks me what to expect about an area I travel to I will say, well I made between this and this. I don't post in the worked last night thread. I couldn't stand it on another site and I stay away. I don't even tell the girl I travel with what I make every night. if they ask but like I said before about " hot spots" just because one girl makes a 1000 a night there doesn't mean you will. That's why I'm going to start training girls. So they can make up to " their" potential and not everyone is the same.

whirlerz
02-21-2015, 10:50 AM
I quit my club last night. I wasn't planning on it. It was extremely dead and after 4 hours I had only done one topless dance...but I was tipsy from old perverts buying me drinks (and then feeling entitled to feel up on me.) I ended up grabbing this old man by the dick and pinching it really hard because he pinched my nipple and it pissed me off. Yes it hurt him and fuck that guy. He's lucky I didn't break his neck. Then I sat down by myself after getting rejected by all 5 guys in the room and I just couldn't stay there another second.

Oooh, I'm so sorry that happened to you..but cripes I laughed my ass off^ @ that! Well take a nice break for yourself. Also, I loved how you just walked out the door w/o a word, w/mgr yelling. Ugh, I can't stand my nips touched,>:((let alone pinched) I can barely touch them myself.

Me: I plan on not doing mch today, my elbow's killing me. Prob. order a pizza later for my lazy ass.

wednesday86
02-21-2015, 10:58 AM
Oooh, I'm so sorry that happened to you..but cripes I laughed my ass off^ @ that! Well take a nice break for yourself. Also, I loved how you just walked out the door w/o a word, w/mgr yelling. Ugh, I can't stand my nips touched,>:((let alone pinched) I can barely touch them myself.

Me: I plan on not doing mch today, my elbow's killing me. Prob. order a pizza later for my lazy ass.

I'm glad you got a laugh out of it. It was pretty funny...and if/when I do go back to dancing that's going to be the punishment for nipple touching. :D Sorry about your elbow, love :(

Selina M
02-21-2015, 06:41 PM
If someone asks me what to expect about an area I travel to I will say, well I made between this and this. I don't post in the worked last night thread. I couldn't stand it on another site and I stay away. I don't even tell the girl I travel with what I make every night. if they ask but like I said before about " hot spots" just because one girl makes a 1000 a night there doesn't mean you will. That's why I'm going to start training girls. So they can make up to " their" potential and not everyone is the same.

Michele, I would never tell you what I make... I would feel judged purely because you are a money-making machine :D

zoezoebelle
02-21-2015, 06:54 PM
My vagina has been smelling terrible for over a month now. I tried everything I normally would (garlic, drinking lots of water, yeast infection meds, eating yogurt) and even went to the clinic, and they said I seem fine. I started taking probiotic pills which help a little but it's still getting gradually worse. So yesterday I opened one of the pills, emptied it in water, soaked a tampon in it and stuffed it up there. I think it helped. But this morning the smell is still somewhat there, sob. I don't know how much more of this I can take. My boyfriend has been very patient but very grossed out by it. ._. Thank God none of the customers have noticed, but the bartender did when I was on stage and was plugging her nose, FML.

SweetJulia
02-21-2015, 06:58 PM
My vagina has been smelling terrible for over a month now. I tried everything I normally would (garlic, drinking lots of water, yeast infection meds, eating yogurt) and even went to the clinic, and they said I seem fine. I started taking probiotic pills which help a little but it's still getting gradually worse. So yesterday I opened one of the pills, emptied it in water, soaked a tampon in it and stuffed it up there. I think it helped. But this morning the smell is still somewhat there, sob. I don't know how much more of this I can take. My boyfriend has been very patient but very grossed out by it. ._. Thank God none of the customers have noticed, but the bartender did when I was on stage and was plugging her nose, FML.

Sorry :( Certain medications can cause this, I'd inventory all meds you're on and see if any cause that in a small population.It won't be under common side effects,but rare ones. There's nothing more frustrating than not knowing what's happening to your body,I feel your pain.

zoezoebelle
02-21-2015, 07:02 PM
Sorry :( Certain medications can cause this, I'd inventory all meds you're on and see if any cause that in a small population.It won't be under common side effects,but rare ones. There's nothing more frustrating than not knowing what's happening to your body,I feel your pain.

I'm not on any meds, but I do have a copper IUD which I've had in for 3 years now. It's a somewhat common thing that can happen with IUDs from what I've read, and might mean I have an infection all the way in my uterus. :/ But I haven't read much on how to cure it. I'm thinking of finding a doctor and just asking for some general antibiotics, see if they'll prescribe me some.

simone87
02-21-2015, 07:46 PM
try putting lots of coconut oil up there? whenever i get a yeast infection, that's what i do and it clear it up within 24 hours, no matter how bad it is!! its antibacterial/antimicrobial as well as soothing. also completely clean your diet up, that helps a TON.

charlie61
02-21-2015, 08:15 PM
My vagina has been smelling terrible for over a month now. I tried everything I normally would (garlic, drinking lots of water, yeast infection meds, eating yogurt) and even went to the clinic, and they said I seem fine. I started taking probiotic pills which help a little but it's still getting gradually worse. So yesterday I opened one of the pills, emptied it in water, soaked a tampon in it and stuffed it up there. I think it helped. But this morning the smell is still somewhat there, sob. I don't know how much more of this I can take. My boyfriend has been very patient but very grossed out by it. ._. Thank God none of the customers have noticed, but the bartender did when I was on stage and was plugging her nose, FML.

How is your boyfriend's, er, oral hygiene? If you catch my drift...

Spinnerette
02-21-2015, 09:25 PM
My vagina has been smelling terrible for over a month now. I tried everything I normally would (garlic, drinking lots of water, yeast infection meds, eating yogurt) and even went to the clinic, and they said I seem fine. I started taking probiotic pills which help a little but it's still getting gradually worse. So yesterday I opened one of the pills, emptied it in water, soaked a tampon in it and stuffed it up there. I think it helped. But this morning the smell is still somewhat there, sob. I don't know how much more of this I can take. My boyfriend has been very patient but very grossed out by it. ._. Thank God none of the customers have noticed, but the bartender did when I was on stage and was plugging her nose, FML.

I had this problem back in January and the bad part was that I had a yeast infection at the same time. :( It was all pretty gross and I felt disgusting. I was freaking out thinking I somehow had gonorrhea instead because it didn't smell "fishy", like what bv is supposed to, but it was very...pungent and the burning from the yeast/discharge was there too. A couple of days of miconazole cleared up the yeast just fine though and I hoped the smell would go with it, but it was still there. Tooled around online and came across a suggestion in a thread saying to vaginally insert a vitamin c pill. Ascorbic acid is apparently toxic to the bad bacteria causing all the odor but will leave the good stuff intact. Annnnd that's what worked for me. Helluva lot cheaper than the treatments from Australia I was considering ordering. I used a Nature Made 500 MG pill. I'm moving back home in a couple of weeks and will be able to be naked all the time so these weird vag problems should go back to being non-existent for me.

Spinnerette
02-21-2015, 09:32 PM
Oh, and what I was in this thread to confess anyway: was trying to facilitate a threesome with two bi guys. The main one has been all up my ass trying to meet IMMEDIATELY, so I ignored his first two pushy texts because there was nothing to talk about and I responded to the third, a simple "hi" in response to his bland-ass "hi" and he has the gall to ignore me! I confess that I'm offended!

...it's all good though. I'm going to go get fucked, proper like, by someone I trust to do it right very soon so I need to wait and stop scraping the bottom of the barrel for illicit hookups. I'm just very horny and it's impeding my judgement, as usual.

Aurora_Sunset
02-21-2015, 09:48 PM
Honestly: at this point, I want to stay single for the rest of my life just to spite the people who question me on why I'm single. I want to point and laugh and judge them for giving up any semblance of freedom to be with a SO, and make remarks about how silly it is to tie yourself to another person that sound just as shitty as their high-and-mighty remarks on my single status.

I will seriously never understand why, just because someone else isn't single anymore, they feel this palpable, desperate need to "fix" their single friends - as though they think they have LIFE all figured out now and need to save your "poor single soul." God-fucking-damn, it's annoying.

kaninchen
02-21-2015, 10:07 PM
My sister, who has four adorable cats, got a book on how to upgrade her home on how to be more cat-friendly. She cares for her Feline-Americans (she has the best names for them!) really well and indulges them non-stop already, but the book is full of pictures of real people's homes that have entire furniture sets dedicated to their cats: cat trees, a stripper pole wrapped with sisal for them to climb, special boxes and shelving integrated into the furniture and ceiling so they can hide comfortably, etc.

I confess that I find this book totally heart-warming and adorable. It's dorky, sure, but it just makes me really happy that there are all these people taking such good care of their pets!

Selina M
02-21-2015, 10:26 PM
We are trying to plan a trip to NOLA next month, and I am having entirely too much anxiety about leaving the dogs.
We could leave them with bf's dad, but I am paranoid he'll leave them unattended in the yard, and I don't know if either are jumpers/diggers, and last time I left Nately alone in a yard he ate a dead bird and gave himself food poisoning. We could leave them here and have a friend housesit, but they are super rambunctious at walk time and I'd be afraid they'd pull her down the stairs and get loose. We could board them, but there's at least one horror story of starved/traumatized dogs from every facility in town.

I feel like a crazy person that may never take a vacation sans dogs again.

zoezoebelle
02-21-2015, 11:20 PM
How is your boyfriend's, er, oral hygiene? If you catch my drift...

He's extremely hygienic, if that's what you mean? And very good at oral haha. It's been very frustrating for both of us!

charlie61
02-22-2015, 02:38 AM
Insomnia. It's what's for dinner.

SweetJulia
02-22-2015, 02:42 AM
Insomnia. It's what's for dinner.

Me too :( Wisdom tooth is killing me, PMSing, and oh yeah, it's about three degrees.

michele11
02-22-2015, 09:38 AM
Michele, I would never tell you what I make... I would feel judged purely because you are a money-making machine :D
Lol. Thanks. I don't judge girls. I know some don't have the potential for whatever reason and some do they just need to learn. If I ever worked with you I'd give you advise.

SnuffleUffleGrass
02-22-2015, 10:01 AM
I'm cracking the f*ck up at an "NCIS" episode that involves a fake diamond ring as a huge plot point (the stone was glass and not a diamond.) When I was a teenager my boyfriend told me a lot of his friends would give their girls fake diamond rings in a scam to make her think a marriage was for sure...in reality it was a scummy way to keep the girl from messing around/leaving for a long time until the guy was ready to dump her for someone else. My late uncle warned his daughters about this kind of thing when they were young, apparently the "fake diamond ring" thing has been around for many many decades.

Tl ; DR People are assholes...

wednesday86
02-22-2015, 10:27 AM
my confession: I cannot relate to 99% of other women and I don't know how to talk to them. I hate small talk. Gossip is boring. If there's nothing interesting to say I don't say anything. This was especially torturous when I went out with my husband and his friends (both male and female) last night. I only connected with one woman who I found out later is a 'butch' lesbian, (so I'm guessing her brain is wired a bit more like a man's.) I don't know how much truth there is to those MyersBriggs personality tests but I'm a textbook INTJ.

whirlerz
02-22-2015, 10:54 AM
Me too :( Wisdom tooth is killing me, PMSing, and oh yeah, it's about three degrees.

Aww. It's the damn weather too, making pain worse.

Ow, my arm big time. I'm buying an elbow support thing, & 2 natural carpal tunnel supports

Aurora_Sunset
02-22-2015, 04:18 PM
I am getting super burned out this month, and I honestly don't know if it's true burnout or just the normal "February blues" that I always get. February is always my worst month financially, and, for some godforsaken reason, in the past 2-3 months, people have really started that "give them an inch, try to take a mile" bullshit. I know it's my own damn fault for being so lax with my "GFE boundaries" in the first place, but in almost 2 years of escorting, this is really the first time people have been trying this left and right, en masse. To really top it off, while I'm already sitting here hating all my clients, I proceed to get an email today from a guy who emailed me over a year ago, acting like he never contacted me before. I recognized this douche's email address instantly because I was so offended by his rude remarks on my pricing that I have that initial email saved from last January in my "shit list" folder.... why the FUCK is he contacting me again? Idiot.

I also always start hating my city in February and going into a depressive rage about how I keep choosing to stay. I tell myself this is it, and start planning trips to check out other areas and get out. But, of course, with it being the worst money time of year for me, I can' t actually go anywhere now, and my feelings always change during the beautiful, sunny, happy summer lol

I really really want to stress eat, but I've been doing so well with my diet and exercise and losing weight lately, that I know I'll just hate myself if I do. :( I would also love to drown my sorrows in gin and tonics, but I let a friend finish my gin earlier this week, and FRIKIN' INDIANA insists on keeping it's nonsense "no alcohol sales on Sunday" law.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DAhNTDgs0OE

simone87
02-22-2015, 04:22 PM
i really cannot take this winter anymore! everyone up here is going fucking insane, i've never fought so much with my bf before..everybody is in a cabin fever rage. my neighbors got into so bad they cracked the ceiling of the woman downstairs. i just want to punch somebody in the face, its like I'm looking for a fight at this point..so i've tried to avoid social media because there's nothing i hate more than ppl who take their anger out on strangers online.

Kellydancer
02-22-2015, 04:59 PM
Honestly: at this point, I want to stay single for the rest of my life just to spite the people who question me on why I'm single. I want to point and laugh and judge them for giving up any semblance of freedom to be with a SO, and make remarks about how silly it is to tie yourself to another person that sound just as shitty as their high-and-mighty remarks on my single status.

I will seriously never understand why, just because someone else isn't single anymore, they feel this palpable, desperate need to "fix" their single friends - as though they think they have LIFE all figured out now and need to save your "poor single soul." God-fucking-damn, it's annoying.

This is one of my pet peeve too. People would rather see me with a poor choice of a mate than be single. They don't get it that I prefer single hood to a man I don't want.

Elektra Luxx
02-22-2015, 06:09 PM
...I really really want to stress eat, but I've been doing so well with my diet and exercise and losing weight lately, that I know I'll just hate myself if I do. :(

I was stress eating for weeks after my grandpa had his heart attack. In those first weeks before he started feeling better I was eating burgers and fries and drinking sodas and I just didn't care. Now that he is feeling better, I'm eating better and I'm regularly using my elliptical machine again. But I paid the price this weekend, first, my older sister told me I look heavier and then my little brother told me "your butt is getting so big it's starting bend light" in front of several people too. It hurt my feelings, I'm already self-conscious. That's it strict diet starts tomorrow!