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SnuffleUffleGrass
03-29-2015, 05:47 PM
I was looking through some old selfies and I realized that I've inverted my hair and skin color. I used to be salamander-pale with mouse-blonde hair, now I'm super tan with bright blonde hair. That's stripperification for you, I guess!
lol this is awesome
BarbieNYC
03-29-2015, 05:54 PM
Boyfriend woke me up with a foot massage today which was sweet buttt.....
his massages are the worst. His foot massages are too painful and his back massages make Swedish massages look like deep tissue Thai massages. I feel like an ungrateful bitch for complaining, but he's just not getting the hint when I try to steer him in the right direction.
wish he'd just fucked me and made me waffles like the lucky poster a few posts up.
I ran outta gas on the way home from work this morning, had to wait 2 hours for the roadside assistance to get there, I was so mad. I was like under a minute away from a gas station driving distance but too far to walk. I thought I could make it but no. I saw dennis rodman at the club n kinda blew him off cuz I hate celebrities attitudes n then kinda regretting blowing him off cuz y he was not rude to me, lol. So I googled his net worth and he's worth negative 1 million dollars so that made me feel better.lbs
I been doing so good on my diet I even ordered a chicken ceaser salad last night while drunk which is usually the time I eat whatever I want (I justify eating shitty while drunk cuz hey I'm drunk like the calories don't do the same thing when drunk or sober)lol. But tonight is the first night on my period and I just couldn't resist a hot brownie fudge sunday at brusters, freakin love that place!
this guy wanted me to role play with him in the dance room so I did and it actually turned me on last night.lol. Um customers don't usually turn me on but it was kinda hot and he paid me like 200 dollars more, loved it! I am full of confessions today
carmen_b
03-29-2015, 10:21 PM
same !
Now I've reversed back!
I was looking through some old selfies and I realized that I've inverted my hair and skin color. I used to be salamander-pale with mouse-blonde hair, now I'm super tan with bright blonde hair. That's stripperification for you, I guess!
Vyanka
03-29-2015, 10:24 PM
I ran outta gas on the way home from work this morning, had to wait 2 hours for the roadside assistance to get there, I was so mad. I was like under a minute away from a gas station driving distance but too far to walk. I thought I could make it but no. I saw dennis rodman at the club n kinda blew him off cuz I hate celebrities attitudes n then kinda regretting blowing him off cuz y he was not rude to me, lol. So I googled his net worth and he's worth negative 1 million dollars so that made me feel better.lbs
Don't feel bad. He's not a spender. He use to come one of my clubs a lot.
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-30-2015, 05:33 AM
I ran outta gas on the way home from work this morning, had to wait 2 hours for the roadside assistance to get there, I was so mad. I was like under a minute away from a gas station driving distance but too far to walk. I thought I could make it but no. I saw dennis rodman at the club n kinda blew him off cuz I hate celebrities attitudes n then kinda regretting blowing him off cuz y he was not rude to me, lol. So I googled his net worth and he's worth negative 1 million dollars so that made me feel better.lbs
IMO Dennis is pretty crazy. It's best to avoid that kind of guy, period.
SweetJulia
03-30-2015, 09:19 AM
I came so close to hitting a car parking yesterday.
Laylalust
03-30-2015, 01:45 PM
I'm pregnant and I'm not proceeding with it. I just found out on Saturday and I've been in shock until today. I made the appointment for a medication abortion for Friday and now that that's done I'm feeling really sad. I still feel sort of detached from the situation. I didn't think I could get pregnant, so there's a tiny part of me that is happy that I'm capable. But now is not the right time. I just moved to a new city a month ago, my boyfriend just started an amazing job that will allow him to pay off his student loans rapidly, and I still don't know what I want to do yet but it's definitely not raise a child. I feel depressed because I'm 28 and that is a perfectly acceptable age to start having kids, and so many of my peers are getting married and having children, and I still just don't even know what I want for my life. I know I want a career and to find personal fulfillment in accomplishing goals that I set up for myself. I wasn't using birth control because I was getting frustrated with the side effects, and I feel like a moron now. Even worse irony is that I used to work for Planned Parenthood. Ha! Life is having a laugh at me right now. I do want a baby one day, but I want to wait 'til my early thirties. I hope I'm still able to have one then--I was told by my nurse practitioner that it would be difficult for me to get pregnant, especially after thirty. I hope that she just doesn't know what she's talking about. I was off birth control for eight months before this happened.
I just feel kind of worthless today.
Elektra Luxx
03-30-2015, 03:13 PM
There is this guy in my complex who rides a crotch rocket who is annoying as hell. When ever he and his little friends enter the complex they rev up their bikes and burn out. Today, I stopped to get my mail and I'm heading back to my car and he's revving he's bike as he's driving by my car.
Plllllleeeesseee!!! Get over yourself, that might work on little 14 year old. Over compensating much?
michele11
03-30-2015, 07:00 PM
lol this is awesome
I just wanted to comment on your quote. I met Henry when I worked at Hustler Baltimore. he was a mess. me and an stripperwebbber wh doesn't post got pics with him. lol.
michele11
03-30-2015, 07:02 PM
I ran outta gas on the way home from work this morning, had to wait 2 hours for the roadside assistance to get there, I was so mad. I was like under a minute away from a gas station driving distance but too far to walk. I thought I could make it but no. I saw dennis rodman at the club n kinda blew him off cuz I hate celebrities attitudes n then kinda regretting blowing him off cuz y he was not rude to me, lol. So I googled his net worth and he's worth negative 1 million dollars so that made me feel better.lbs
Haha. When he had money he and Carmen use to take me to vip for hours at vip Chicago. Lol.
michele11
03-30-2015, 07:05 PM
Don't feel bad. He's not a spender. He use to come one of my clubs a lot.
He sure as shit was when he was with the bulls. I got 6000 in a few hours out of him and carmen Electra in the late 90's close to 2000.
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-30-2015, 07:11 PM
He sure as shit was when he was with the bulls. I got 6000 in a few hours out of him and carmen Electra in the late 90's close to 2000.
Oh cool was Carmen as nice as she seems?
michele11
03-30-2015, 07:33 PM
^ Yes. Tiny and so cute.
Vyanka
03-31-2015, 02:20 AM
He sure as shit was when he was with the bulls. I got 6000 in a few hours out of him and carmen Electra in the late 90's close to 2000.
That's great. You got him when he was good then. He'd come in to my club and other clubs around here(from what I heard), & just sit there not wanting to spend jack shit. He even turned down a vip that was gonna be paid for by someone else.
I love CE!
Vyanka
03-31-2015, 02:32 AM
I'm pregnant and I'm not proceeding with it. I just found out on Saturday and I've been in shock until today. I made the appointment for a medication abortion for Friday and now that that's done I'm feeling really sad. I still feel sort of detached from the situation. I didn't think I could get pregnant, so there's a tiny part of me that is happy that I'm capable. But now is not the right time. I just moved to a new city a month ago, my boyfriend just started an amazing job that will allow him to pay off his student loans rapidly, and I still don't know what I want to do yet but it's definitely not raise a child. I feel depressed because I'm 28 and that is a perfectly acceptable age to start having kids, and so many of my peers are getting married and having children, and I still just don't even know what I want for my life. I know I want a career and to find personal fulfillment in accomplishing goals that I set up for myself. I wasn't using birth control because I was getting frustrated with the side effects, and I feel like a moron now. Even worse irony is that I used to work for Planned Parenthood. Ha! Life is having a laugh at me right now. I do want a baby one day, but I want to wait 'til my early thirties. I hope I'm still able to have one then--I was told by my nurse practitioner that it would be difficult for me to get pregnant, especially after thirty. I hope that she just doesn't know what she's talking about. I was off birth control for eight months before this happened.
I just feel kind of worthless today.
My landlord had her one and only child at 44. The child is 16 now, & perfectly healthy too.
Hope you feel better. You did what was best for you.
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-31-2015, 05:44 AM
I'm pregnant and I'm not proceeding with it. I just found out on Saturday and I've been in shock until today. I made the appointment for a medication abortion for Friday and now that that's done I'm feeling really sad. I still feel sort of detached from the situation. I didn't think I could get pregnant, so there's a tiny part of me that is happy that I'm capable. But now is not the right time. I just moved to a new city a month ago, my boyfriend just started an amazing job that will allow him to pay off his student loans rapidly, and I still don't know what I want to do yet but it's definitely not raise a child. I feel depressed because I'm 28 and that is a perfectly acceptable age to start having kids, and so many of my peers are getting married and having children, and I still just don't even know what I want for my life. I know I want a career and to find personal fulfillment in accomplishing goals that I set up for myself. I wasn't using birth control because I was getting frustrated with the side effects, and I feel like a moron now. Even worse irony is that I used to work for Planned Parenthood. Ha! Life is having a laugh at me right now. I do want a baby one day, but I want to wait 'til my early thirties. I hope I'm still able to have one then--I was told by my nurse practitioner that it would be difficult for me to get pregnant, especially after thirty. I hope that she just doesn't know what she's talking about. I was off birth control for eight months before this happened.
I just feel kind of worthless today.
My mom had her last kid in her late 30s and he is currently a rich successful family man. Biology actually isn't always the last word when it comes to how good a kid turns out to be.....
If you wanna PM me feel free...
ScarletKitten
03-31-2015, 06:33 AM
I want to exit the sex industry completely now. I am so miserably burned out and done and just sick to my soul from all the BS.
I am now fantasizing about marrying a rich man and just being a house wife. I just want to clean the house, cook, bake, sew, garden, do all the chores, and just be this 50's housewife character. All this female progress in the world, and I just want to revert back to being a housewife who lives in heels and an apron.
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-31-2015, 06:38 AM
I want to exit the sex industry completely now. I am so miserably burned out and done and just sick to my soul from all the BS.
I am now fantasizing about marrying a rich man and just being a house wife. I just want to clean the house, cook, bake, sew, garden, do all the chores, and just be this 50's housewife character. All this female progress in the world, and I just want to revert back to being a housewife who lives in heels and an apron.
I'm living this reality & it's not always as good as it seems...definitely a "grass is greener" thing.
I miss the money, excitement and thrill of the adult industry. Security can bore a person to death!!!
charlie61
03-31-2015, 09:27 AM
I'm pregnant and I'm not proceeding with it. I just found out on Saturday and I've been in shock until today. I made the appointment for a medication abortion for Friday and now that that's done I'm feeling really sad. I still feel sort of detached from the situation. I didn't think I could get pregnant, so there's a tiny part of me that is happy that I'm capable. But now is not the right time.
Oh, sweetie. Many of us have been there. Even when it's clearly the right choice, it's still an incredibly difficult decision. We have a couple of good threads about it on SW...
michele11
03-31-2015, 12:50 PM
That's great. You got him when he was good then. He'd come in to my club and other clubs around here(from what I heard), & just sit there not wanting to spend jack shit. He even turned down a vip that was gonna be paid for by someone else.
I love CE!
Yeah he became a alch. I saw him years later and he didn't remember me. Celebrity rehab. Lol.
baer45
03-31-2015, 03:20 PM
When I first decided to become a stripper, my therapist told me not to. She got very cross and said, "It's going to trigger so much! You won't be able to be mentally stable. You'll lose your boyfriend because of this job." The first week made almost everything she said seem like the truth. But since then I've been doing great. I confess that I get this gleam of joy every time I prove my various doctors wrong. I've always been a survivor. I don't need your damn medication and I'm not broken. Just hurt.
Sadness.
kaninchen
03-31-2015, 03:22 PM
First day of the new quarter and I'm already cutting class.
Whoooops. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
baer45
03-31-2015, 03:23 PM
There were a few times in the past when I was with some asshole clients, I just wanted to pull out my pistol and shoot the bastards in the head. Then I thought they might be some poor kids' dad, or someone's son. So I just stopped the thought.
michele11
03-31-2015, 05:24 PM
I'm not even going to tell girls "do a search anymore". If their too stupid to see the 20 other NY or Miami thread below them asking then they shouldn't be traveling. Most just come here for info any never give any anyways, now the ones smart enough to find me and pm me I help.
charlie61
03-31-2015, 06:58 PM
When it comes to self love, I'm hella lazy.
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carmen_b
03-31-2015, 08:20 PM
^ hahaha
Kellydancer
03-31-2015, 11:55 PM
Confession, I think one of my exes is extremely ugly. I only dated him because I was desperate. Anyway just found put his girlfriend or wife (not clear what she is) and all I can think is not surprised because he's even uglier than he was years ago.
amberlly
04-01-2015, 04:45 AM
Im doing a group project with this really bitchy girl. She is really loud and obnoxious. Hates me.
Yet the jokes on her. The rest of the team apologises and justifies her behaviour as she is just mental and can't help it. Or no one likes her really.
Id love to show her on a screen just what she really looks like and people say. But short of that laughing at her expense after meetings is fun. I know im a total passive aggressive cow but I don't mind. :)
xStacey
04-01-2015, 12:02 PM
I regret my username. When I first created my account on SW I wasn't planning on staying and now I don't think it's possible to change it anymore :(
Elektra Luxx
04-01-2015, 12:50 PM
My sweetie has been under a lot of stress lately. That said, the last few nights, sex has been awesome. He just attacks me and we have fast, hard, push your face into the pillow sex, but 10 minutes later he's asleep. My poor honey bun, I did my toes while he slept.
baer45
04-01-2015, 02:41 PM
I did my toes while he slept.
Love this.
Elektra Luxx
04-01-2015, 02:53 PM
I regret my username. When I first created my account on SW I wasn't planning on staying and now I don't think it's possible to change it anymore :(
Me too. I got my name from the movie "Women in Trouble". I thought I looked like Carla Gugino. I didn't know it's a vacuum cleaner.
michele11
04-01-2015, 03:08 PM
^ Haha. It sounds like a good porn star name though.
Selina M
04-01-2015, 06:36 PM
I almost cried twice today, driving my new manual car home in rush hour traffic. I had to switch seats with bf and let him bail me out.
I know how to drive stick, but it's been a couple years so I'm a little rusty. I was doing great until we were in standstill traffic on a freeway with inclines... People are just so rude here about tailgating and stopping right on your bumper, that there's no room for ANY mistakes and I freaked out that I was gonna roll backwards into someone and panicked. I felt SO stupid having to get out and switch seats with him, with people passing on each side, probably thinking "silly girl, bought a brand new car she can't even drive".
I'm afraid to drive all the way to work alone and glad I still have my POS automatic car for that.
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-01-2015, 06:50 PM
I know how to drive stick, but it's been a couple years so I'm a little rusty. I was doing great until we were in standstill traffic on a freeway with inclines... People are just so rude here about tailgating and stopping right on your bumper, that there's no room for ANY mistakes and I freaked out that I was gonna roll backwards into someone and panicked. I felt SO stupid having to get out and switch seats with him, with people passing on each side, probably thinking "silly girl, bought a brand new car she can't even drive".
I am a left handed person & totally failed driving stick. ugh. I still have the shame from pissing my dad off while he was trying to teach me. ugh ugh ugh. If you're right handed you're way ahead of the curve on that lol....
Selina M
04-01-2015, 07:11 PM
^ I don't even want to think about having THAT roadblock. Bf keeps telling me that I'm actually doing great and how the clutch is brand new so it's way harder than normal and blah blah blah, but I still feel ridiculous when I forget to do something and stall out.
baer45
04-01-2015, 07:18 PM
I almost cried twice today, driving my new manual car home in rush hour traffic. I had to switch seats with bf and let him bail me out.
I know how to drive stick, but it's been a couple years so I'm a little rusty. I was doing great until we were in standstill traffic on a freeway with inclines... People are just so rude here about tailgating and stopping right on your bumper, that there's no room for ANY mistakes and I freaked out that I was gonna roll backwards into someone and panicked. I felt SO stupid having to get out and switch seats with him, with people passing on each side, probably thinking "silly girl, bought a brand new car she can't even drive".
I'm afraid to drive all the way to work alone and glad I still have my POS automatic car for that.
Screw them. Everybody needs some practice for handling a stick shift car.
baer45
04-01-2015, 07:21 PM
The worst is when you have to restart the engine while you stop on a 60 degree uphill. Stupid people will conveniently park right behind you.
Elektra Luxx
04-01-2015, 08:49 PM
I'm starting to think that my bf doesn't have a jealous bone in his body. It's like he could walk in on me having sex with 3 guys and say something like "Oh sorry, I didn't know you were busy".
Confession: I feel a little uncomfortable with the thought of my bf working in close contact with other women. I know it's just my insecurities, I don't want him to think that I mistrust him. I hate that about myself.
Elektra Luxx
04-01-2015, 08:55 PM
I almost cried twice today, driving my new manual car home in rush hour traffic. I had to switch seats with bf and let him bail me out.
Hang in there. Hugs.
charlie61
04-01-2015, 09:04 PM
Thinking about getting a fourth rescue kitty...
It's addicting business, this rescuing stuff.
charlie61
04-01-2015, 09:32 PM
^Plus, adding a cat to a home is SO easy. Adding a cat (as opposed to a dog or horse) is, like...nothing. It's a half-cup of extra food a day. They're super low-maintenance animals.
There are soooo many animals out there that need rescuing, and as long as you have the financial means and the space (I wouldn't have more than 4 cats in our current apartment), then what's the harm? We've only had positive experiences with rescues. They tend to be very solid, healthy animals because the ones with major behavioral problems are euthanized (since they wouldn't make good pets).
/PSA
charlie61
04-01-2015, 10:07 PM
Do you ever get the urge to feel someone's boobs? Like, not even necessarily in a sexual way. Just because, boobs.
miss.a.p1600
04-01-2015, 10:18 PM
Do you ever get the urge to feel someone's boobs? Like, not even necessarily in a sexual way. Just because, boobs.
Yeah. And if i dont feel them I have the urge to stare.
This one dancer was changing in the dressing room right beside me. This broad is buck naked (now I know we all get naked at some point in the dressing room) but she is prancing around ass naked, smiling and talking and what not. Then next thing I know she props her leg up and basically puts her pussy up in the air. Im like WTF?!?!? Her naked body and her pussy is right in my peripheral vision and I feel like staring - and laughing because who does that? - yet, oddly I feel slightly aroused. Anyway snap out of it and I leave the dressing room. Back to my hustle.
pinkpvc
04-01-2015, 10:26 PM
Do you ever get the urge to feel someone's boobs? Like, not even necessarily in a sexual way. Just because, boobs.
Yes! And it's even the same for me if someone has an interesting face e.g big lips or eyes then I have to check myself and think, did I actually just fondle their face or was I imagining it?
charlie61
04-01-2015, 10:28 PM
Charlie, shut the fuck up and start your own thread on boobies and rescue kitties.
Mods are the fuckin' worst, amirite?
Elektra Luxx
04-01-2015, 10:34 PM
Charlie, shut the fuck up and start your own thread on boobies and rescue kitties.
Mods are the fuckin' worst, amirite?
I'd subscribe to those threads, Charlie.