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amberlly
04-02-2015, 01:34 AM
Fine - Id rather be hated.
BambiCutieSlimePrincess
04-02-2015, 01:37 AM
(Confession) I purposely farted as a child to run off two little punk kids hogging the swings..was so mad, lol! They tripped over each other to get away from my special powers..
4everresolutions
04-02-2015, 01:54 AM
Alcohol has never made me want to party. Alcohol makes me want to nap. Hoping this red wine will do the trick. It's almost 3AM.
Blood of Christ! Bottoms up!
Selina M
04-02-2015, 10:31 AM
^Plus, adding a cat to a home is SO easy. Adding a cat (as opposed to a dog or horse) is, like...nothing. It's a half-cup of extra food a day. They're super low-maintenance animals.
It's a slippery slope to crazy cat lady... :P
Elektra Luxx
04-02-2015, 11:40 AM
Do you ever get the urge to feel someone's boobs? Like, not even necessarily in a sexual way. Just because, boobs.
Or give them a smack (or bite) on their butt.
kaninchen
04-02-2015, 01:14 PM
I'm planning on going back to work tomorrow after three months off and I have butterflies in my stomach. I don't know why I let myself get so nervous about work when it's the easiest thing ever. Why am I such a dweeb?! Jeez.
kaninchen
04-02-2015, 01:16 PM
Charlie, shut the fuck up and start your own thread on boobies and rescue kitties.
Mods are the fuckin' worst, amirite?
Please start a thread on rescue kitties and post a bajillion pictures. Cat pictures forever!
culitos
04-02-2015, 02:42 PM
So I took one of those online quizzes from one of those psych websites to determine if I have depression. Figuring Id get mildly depressed at best, I took it only to get major depression as the result. I know i can't really say for sure until I see a doctor if I indeed do have major depression, but I can't help feel that it's right. Now I need to find a therapist, but I'm scared to reach out to one.
I never thought I was truly depressed, I've always been this way as long as I can remember - apathetic for the most part and never really excited for much. I thought it was just my personality.
It even feels weird posting this here, as Im so used to internalizing everything.
michele11
04-02-2015, 02:45 PM
^Plus, adding a cat to a home is SO easy. Adding a cat (as opposed to a dog or horse) is, like...nothing. It's a half-cup of extra food a day. They're super low-maintenance animals.
There are soooo many animals out there that need rescuing, and as long as you have the financial means and the space (I wouldn't have more than 4 cats in our current apartment), then what's the harm? We've only had positive experiences with rescues. They tend to be very solid, healthy animals because the ones with major behavioral problems are euthanized (since they wouldn't make good pets).
/PSA
I don't know. I never had more than one ( have 2 right now and it's been a chore). Maybe because I don't have jason helping ( to try to get my old persian) to favor him. My good friend wants to give me a show cat and I was so gung ho about it for a few months. She's had 9 kittens and I get my pick but I don't know if I can deal with all the drama and maintenance. Lol Persians are drama to me. Lolol.
SweetJulia
04-02-2015, 03:35 PM
I don't know. I never had more than one ( have 2 right now and it's been a chore). Maybe because I don't have jason helping ( to try to get my old persian) to favor him. My good friend wants to give me a show cat and I was so gung ho about it for a few months. She's had 9 kittens and I get my pick but I don't know if I can deal with all the drama and maintenance. Lol Persians are drama to me. Lolol.
That's their charm lol.
xStacey
04-02-2015, 05:09 PM
Recently finished my Accutane treatment... Went to Sephora and splurged on expensive skin products, new day cream, night cream, exfoliator, mask... Lol
I never really spent much on skin products and was using cheap face wash, moisturizer and apricot scrub from Walmart (until I read on here that it's really bad!). I figured what's the point with the acne that I have... But now that I no longer have pimples I want to pamper my skin :)
Especially after $150 monthly dermatologist visits, monthly blood test costing $350-500 each and $200 monthly for Accutane (so glad I have insurance that fully covered the blood tests and medication), spending $60 on a small jar of moisturizer doesn't seem so bad afterall...
xStacey
04-02-2015, 05:20 PM
Oh and my date is waiting for me, it's been an hour but I am still slowly getting ready while reading and posting on SW... ;)
baer45
04-02-2015, 05:31 PM
Today I have seen a client who looked like, sounded like my grandfather. I feel sick now. I love my grandpa.
michele11
04-02-2015, 05:43 PM
That's their charm lol.
Now she wants to chose what she thinks is show for me. I was told I could pick any one I wanted oh now the torti is gone. Her husband gave it to his sister while she was at a show last week. she may breed and show todays persians but I like the old lines. They are show quality too. i showed before her. just because she knows what does good. Well I don't want the black she's pushing on me. I already have a black and white and they have the same dad so they look a like. See persian drama. I want the torti! I just think she sold it!
HoolaTwister
04-02-2015, 09:43 PM
My ex boyfriend is crazy. And by that I mean batshit, certifiable, scary crazy. I sometimes shudder just thinking of him.....
charlie61
04-02-2015, 11:03 PM
So I'm going in tomorrow to see a cat and hopefully adopt.
The confession? I'm lying about my living situation on the paperwork. I live in an apartment complex that only allows two animals per unit, and we already have three cats (this will be our fourth). I can't list my real address, because they'll call the property owners, and our application will be denied. We easily have the space and finances for another cat - and plenty of love to share - so I don't feel guilty for lying. I'm just worried I'll get caught.
I'm super paranoid that they're going to perform some kind of black magic to find out that I don't actually own a home and don't actually live in the address I'm listing. I'm additionally paranoid because my driver's license is still listed as an Arizona address even though I now live in the PNW. I have no idea if this won't even hit their radar, or if they're going to question every detail on the application. And I'm driving 2.5 hours (each way) just to get there, so it would really suck to drive such a long way and be called out for lying!
Selina M
04-02-2015, 11:46 PM
I'm super paranoid that they're going to perform some kind of black magic to find out that I don't actually own a home and don't actually live in the address I'm listing. I'm additionally paranoid because my driver's license is still listed as an Arizona address even though I now live in the PNW.
I've done the saaaaame thing multiple times. I got one dog from an adjacent county shelter, but I was SO paranoid they were going to link to my actual county and find out that I hadn't registered my other dog in 5+ years, and deny me. Then when we got bf's dog, we already had 3 other animals in a 2 pet unit, and I spent 2 months hissing at bf "You can't walk him right now! The neighbors will see!" and staying out of eye-shot of the office. Hilariously enough, nobody ever caught on except the immediate neighbors; both dogs are black and tan, so everybody else thought he was my dog who had just lost a leg... :rotfl:
carmen_b
04-03-2015, 12:12 AM
I'm feeling pouty about my partners attitude today. We just did not gel today. I woke up and wanted to seize the day ( my only day off in 7 days and won't get another for 7 ). I felt like I was pulling teeth to get company at coffee ( our usual ultra pleasurable time in a.m. ). I felt like the day just declined from there. Everything we did was My effort ( I cooked breakfast / drove to town / drove to happy hour ) .
I seriously feel like we should have just done separate days but we try to dedicate Thursday each week.
I think I'm pmsing but I feel so disconnected today and just sad about the lack of effort .
( it should be noted that this is not a trend ... Just an odd day )
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-03-2015, 03:19 PM
So I'm going in tomorrow to see a cat and hopefully adopt.
The confession? I'm lying about my living situation on the paperwork. I live in an apartment complex that only allows two animals per unit, and we already have three cats (this will be our fourth). I can't list my real address, because they'll call the property owners, and our application will be denied. We easily have the space and finances for another cat - and plenty of love to share - so I don't feel guilty for lying. I'm just worried I'll get caught.
I'm super paranoid that they're going to perform some kind of black magic to find out that I don't actually own a home and don't actually live in the address I'm listing. I'm additionally paranoid because my driver's license is still listed as an Arizona address even though I now live in the PNW. I have no idea if this won't even hit their radar, or if they're going to question every detail on the application. And I'm driving 2.5 hours (each way) just to get there, so it would really suck to drive such a long way and be called out for lying!
Naw there will be no problem. Our rescue shelter makes a huge deal about possible visits and other requirements...but apparently they don't follow up.
amberlly
04-03-2015, 10:28 PM
...............
pinkpvc
04-04-2015, 02:15 AM
I've come to realise that not only do I not want children, I HATE them too. They disgust me. My friend put a pic of her toddler on fb with slobbery chocolate all over his face and I was like, seriously? What's endearing about that. They are just little balls of puke,slobber and shit. And that makes me feel really mean! Good for you if you have them but they aren't for me.
amberlly
04-04-2015, 04:45 AM
I had a string of bookings with hot guys and then my fat/old/ugly manager tells me how fat and ugly I am.
I don't get the negging thing. Why would I want to hear something like that? Its like ewww NEXT. Or sometimes like today I just straight up tell them to f off as I walk away
ScarletKitten
04-04-2015, 04:02 PM
I just went off on an anti-religious rant, and now my stomach is in knots thinking about all the abuse I went through as a kid. I also feel sick because I really dont like talking about religion and would rather just let it go.....but I kind of snapped. I'll end up deleting my post probably, but I just couldn't continue to sit in silence anymore. This shit needs to come out of me. 30 years of fury and sadness and anger all bottled up. I just think its really fucking stupid to believe in something just because millions of other nitwits believe in it. I am so glad I learned to think for myself.
whirlerz
04-04-2015, 04:21 PM
Now she wants to chose what she thinks is show for me. I was told I could pick any one I wanted oh now the torti is gone. Her husband gave it to his sister while she was at a show last week. she may breed and show todays persians but I like the old lines. They are show quality too. i showed before her. just because she knows what does good. Well I don't want the black she's pushing on me. I already have a black and white and they have the same dad so they look a like. See persian drama. I want the torti! I just think she sold it!
Well you should get the one you want, not the one she wants to give you..
I have to make another return to yandy, this'll be like 3rd one..their search function sucks couldn't find what I wanted, I called & online chatted. I'm getting a one-time refund (it was supposed to be final sale cause of the prev. return)
Meanwhile, I found what I want (I hope) on Snaz, free shipping too.
lilylilylily
04-04-2015, 05:19 PM
I think my cat prefers my roomate to me. I'm so jealous when she goes to him for affection. We had a big argument about it last night, he doesn't see it. Wish I could get another cat that only adored me.lol
simone87
04-04-2015, 06:08 PM
i had a dream last night that i was at the club and going up to groups of guys and going " ok, who has the biggest dick here?? you look like you would be huge, whoever has the biggest one is coming out back with me!". i would probably sooner die than say that in real life, but in my dream it was working like a charm and i was getting dance after dance and CRs up the ass.
Vyanka
04-04-2015, 11:34 PM
I think my cat prefers my roomate to me. I'm so jealous when she goes to him for affection. We had a big argument about it last night, he doesn't see it. Wish I could get another cat that only adored me.lol
Funny you say that. My bff(roommate) has a cat that prefers me and she is also jealous about it. lol. But pushes me to adopt her. I tried to bond with the cat, but she has an attitude I don't like. I don't like being pushed into something I don't want, so I never grew that love she deserves.
Plus I want my silver chinchilla Persian in the future.
smeca
04-05-2015, 05:41 AM
Sometimes I feel lonely, like no one really thinks about me and bothers to see if I want to meet up. I feel bad because I know it's not true and there are people really with no family. I just would like someone to make some effort once in a while you know.
I'm a bit bummed lately, I'm working on it.
SimoneGray
04-05-2015, 06:01 AM
I confess that I am being totally useless today. I started the day off with a migraine and that threw off everything else. Meh.
xStacey
04-05-2015, 09:32 AM
Sometimes I feel lonely, like no one really thinks about me and bothers to see if I want to meet up. I feel bad because I know it's not true and there are people really with no family. I just would like someone to make some effort once in a while you know.
I'm a bit bummed lately, I'm working on it.
:hug:
I understand the feeling... As someone who spends all her holidays working (Christmas, New Year, Thanksgiving, Easter) so she wouldn't have to stay home alone and ruminate while everyone's with their family.
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-05-2015, 09:38 AM
Im in a really weird place. I have climbed the ladder at work. Lost weight, new clothes and tighter hustle. Bigger earnings to match. Now I have a load of haters and the higher earners are way more friendly.
Theoretically I knew it had to happen but its really isolating. Just wanted to share that. I just need to toughen up and keep going.
"Success has enemies."
Congrats on doing well! I personally am not a hater.
Tsepmet1
04-05-2015, 09:39 AM
I confess that although health insurance is stupidly expensive, I'm glad that my brain disorder no longer disqualifies me. :)
michele11
04-05-2015, 09:51 AM
"Success has enemies."
Congrats on doing well! I personally am not a hater.
Right. An intelligent person joins forces with other successful ones...
michele11
04-05-2015, 09:53 AM
I confess that although health insurance is stupidly expensive, I'm glad that my brain disorder no longer disqualifies me. :)
get it on the market place. I'm paying half of what I was with humanna and it saved me 900 in taxes this year. Plus my wrist surgery was 19,000. Imagine if i didn't have it...
michele11
04-05-2015, 09:55 AM
And it's a Humanna plan.
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-05-2015, 11:16 AM
Health insurance is a Godsend. I had to go to the ER a few weeks ago & it was the first time I could relax and not worry about the bill.
whirlerz
04-05-2015, 11:37 AM
Health insurance is a Godsend. I had to go to the ER a few weeks ago & it was the first time I could relax and not worry about the bill.
I know!^ Same here, I got my statement from insurance, (no co-pay bill yet)..I was shocked! For a test, blood work, & something else, came to 6k! :O My portion is around 2k, but the good news is, I've almost met 1/2 my deductible for the yr, by half:)
xStacey
04-05-2015, 12:03 PM
I know!^ Same here, I got my statement from insurance, (no co-pay bill yet)..I was shocked! For a test, blood work, & something else, came to 6k! :O My portion is around 2k, but the good news is, I've almost met 1/2 my deductible for the yr, by half:)
Blood tests are so ridiculously expensive...
xStacey
04-05-2015, 12:04 PM
I know!^ Same here, I got my statement from insurance, (no co-pay bill yet)..I was shocked! For a test, blood work, & something else, came to 6k! :O My portion is around 2k, but the good news is, I've almost met 1/2 my deductible for the yr, by half:)
Blood tests are so ridiculously expensive...
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-05-2015, 02:22 PM
Sad confession- reflecting on some of the cruel things my mom said to me when I was a kid.....these memories are making me feel sick. Part of my low self esteem as a teen was that my own mom thought I was ugly & "too sensitive".....ugh. I have partially chosen to be childfree out of the fear that I would have a child that would turn out like HER- a cruel lazy bitch.
I'm not going to cry about all this right now but when I have some private time I will cry for myself. Thank God I found another mom in my best friend's mom.....
Elektra Luxx
04-05-2015, 02:52 PM
I'm in my bf's parents bathroom. I needed a fucking break from pretending everything thing is ok. Why in the fuck would his ex visit today!!! Or at all!!! I'm fucking pissed-off to the extreme, I fucking can't see fucking straight.
michele11
04-05-2015, 03:32 PM
I can't wait to watch" let there be thorns'. I was really impressed with the first two of the series even though lifetime movies. Ha. last week at work I was getting ready to do a dance with a guy and stood up and took off my out fit and he yells" omg it's roller girl from boogie nights. Lmao. I hadn't watched that movie in 10 years( loved it) ad it came on right before I left for that trip. Heather is excellent in the series.
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-05-2015, 03:38 PM
I can't wait to watch" let there be thorns'. I was really impressed with the first two of the series even though lifetime movies. Ha. last week at work I was getting ready to do a dance with a guy and stood up and took off my out fit and he yells" omg it's roller girl from boogie nights. Lmao. I hadn't watched that movie in 10 years( loved it) ad it came on right before I left for that trip. Heather is excellent in the series.
That is one funny customer lol...I loved loved "Boogie Nights"
Kellydancer
04-05-2015, 03:38 PM
I can't wait to watch" let there be thorns'. I was really impressed with the first two of the series even though lifetime movies. Ha. last week at work I was getting ready to do a dance with a guy and stood up and took off my out fit and he yells" omg it's roller girl from boogie nights. Lmao. I hadn't watched that movie in 10 years( loved it) ad it came on right before I left for that trip. Heather is excellent in the series.
Me too! I've been watching all of these movies. Tonight is the best night of television because there are some many great things on tonight.
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-05-2015, 03:40 PM
BTW "Boogie Nights" is based on some true things that happened in the LA porn scene. Looking back on it now it's not a perfect movie but it really showed empathy towards the characters & God knows people in the adult biz don't get the love they really deserve....
michele11
04-05-2015, 04:00 PM
Mark whalberg was excellent as a naive guy turned big porn star. The cast was fantastic!
kaninchen
04-05-2015, 04:09 PM
BTW "Boogie Nights" is based on some true things that happened in the LA porn scene. Looking back on it now it's not a perfect movie but it really showed empathy towards the characters & God knows people in the adult biz don't get the love they really deserve....
I could never look at Sherman Way the same way again after watching Boogie Nights.
My confession is that I was just throwing cat treats with one hand and eating M&Ms with the other and, rather predictably in hindsight, wound up eating a cat treat. OMFG it was so salty. Is that much salt even good for a cat?!
xStacey
04-05-2015, 04:14 PM
All this cat talk is making me want to get a cat!
Kellydancer
04-05-2015, 04:15 PM
Get one. I have a cat and love him.
xStacey
04-05-2015, 04:22 PM
I always wanted a dog ever since I was a kid but my parents didn't want one... With uni and work I don't think it's the right moment to get one. I have friends with cats and was surprised some of them are soo affectionate. They seem so low-maintenance too compared to a dog.