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lynn2009
04-10-2015, 01:40 PM
I'm supposed to meet a guy for drinks tonight and I want to cancel so badly. These things just never go anywhere and on the handful of occasions that they have it's always blown up horribly like 3 months later. Don't wanna.

simone87
04-10-2015, 01:48 PM
i feel like i'm turning into a sex addict or something. if i don't have sex every night i will feel anxious, fidgety, and restless. i love orgasms, but even if i'm not turned on or in the mood, i have this compulsion to do it or i don't feel "right". which probably isn't surprising because i'm an addict to the core and after giving up all drugs, drinking, cigarettes, and junk food i dont have much left. i just exchange one addiction for another.

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-10-2015, 02:15 PM
There's a group of girls on this other forum I've been lurking on that are the bitchiest maniacs I've ever encountered. They fucking thrive on destroying anyone who doesn't suck up to them, and resort to tearing down one another when there's not enough fresh meat coming in. Their behavior is astonishing.

They frequently post pictures, and I know it makes me sound like a horrible person... but they are some of the most unfortunate looking women I think I've ever seen, and I find that extremely satisfying.

LOL is this a military spouses forum? I quit posting on one of the more popular ones due to the ...uh retarded ass drama.

My confession- I found out I've been messing up something at my day job since i started but I think it's okay. I really lucked out, I know other bosses I've had would have flipped out over this type of thing. I confess tho I don't really care if I keep this job or not...I can replace it easily with an equivalent job.

MyButter
04-10-2015, 03:00 PM
LOL is this a military spouses forum? I quit posting on one of the more popular ones due to the ...uh retarded ass drama.



Yes! Omg, their hostility over the most trivial shit is beyond crazy!

baer45
04-10-2015, 03:14 PM
Job interview went amazing! I really hope I get this job. It's a lot more professional than I thought it was going to be but the benefits and pay are soo good. I really hope I get it. I will keep my fingers crossed.

Boyfriend is coming over today to talk things out. I dont know whats wrong with him. Today he texted me like nothing was out of the ordinary. Wtf. Thats not healthy.

Im running on 2 hrs of sleep. I dont wanna deal with this.

Also I need ti stop call ing him my bf and start calling him my ex.

Good luck with the job. My guy is coming tomorrow and he wants to talk but I know it's basically to make the break up as smooth as possible. He is a nice person, smart and sweet. Sometimes that gets me angry, how can you be so smart but not landing another job? I am having a hard time to believe that he has tried hard.

smeca
04-10-2015, 04:18 PM
I started camming the other day. Was completely tame for a few nights. I just played with my butt plug to the exquisite sounds of lovely dinner party music ban Pink Martini. I am amused.

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-10-2015, 04:24 PM
Yes! Omg, their hostility over the most trivial shit is beyond crazy!

Ugh, so not surprised.

My confession on that topic- I skipped being a military wife b/c I couldn't deal with the low pay they guys made. I figured my income as a dancer exceeded whatever I would get as a military wife so I just dated guys in the service. Not knocking military wife-dom.....just saying it wasn't for me..

I've noticed some women invest their whole lives into being a military spouse & if it ends badly for them of course they are very upset. It's the "all the eggs in one basket" scenario that happens to all kinds of people in different life paths. I figure this kind of stress is what fuels some of the women on that board. (I've also worked with really vunerable women who hook up with the unstable guys in the service- those guys usually get kicked out, leaving the wife with very little but debts and kids.)

xStacey
04-10-2015, 06:23 PM
I feel so ignorant when it comes to taxes. I am planning on taking all the tax law classes my uni has to offer. Unfortunately I will have to wait until the 2nd and 3rd year of my degree, during the first year I don't get to choose any of my classes and have to take all the same mandatory classes as every entering student of my year :(

michele11
04-11-2015, 01:30 PM
Sometimes, when I get a wine buzz on, I create online dating profiles just to mess with guys for awhile (nothing cruel or anything), and then when I sober up in the morning, I get bored and delete them.

My sister does this. Haha. We had a great time on christmas on plenty of fish cracking up at these idiots with their pics with fish, the messages they send and the hillarious , yes, no maybe.

Selina M
04-11-2015, 02:07 PM
I feel so ignorant when it comes to taxes. I am planning on taking all the tax law classes my uni has to offer. Unfortunately I will have to wait until the 2nd and 3rd year of my degree, during the first year I don't get to choose any of my classes and have to take all the same mandatory classes as every entering student of my year :(

Girl, as if we weren't already confused enough trying to do things the right way... I asked another veteran dancer last night what she does, and she said she writes off EVERYTHING, gym fees, manicures, mileage.... It made me want to scream "But StripperWeb says no!"


My confession: I think I fall way into being a stripper sometimes, and it gets kinda lonely. Like, it's Saturday afternoon and I'm kinda thinking of going in again just to go because it's usually at least semi-fun, and for the social interaction with the other girls, even though I don't need to be there today.

All my friends live 40+ miles away and have kids/fiances/full-time jobs, so it's really hard to see them. My mom knows, and my dad thinks I'm a bartender so I can still pretend I'm talking about "one of the dancers", but it's like there's only so many funny stories I have and then my other things are online school (which is nothing to talk about) and my horse (which I'm just legging back up for competition in the summer.... so nothing to talk about). I don't know, maybe it's just being an adult that's boring. Everyone does the same shit of going to work and coming home.

NightGoddess
04-11-2015, 02:08 PM
I hate men so much right now, I can't even bring myself to make money at my job because I am so irritated by the fact that they do not immediately bow down and worship me for simply being in the same room as them. Pissants do not deserve to breathe the same air as me, let alone be graced with the luxury of my time and attention. I got to slap a guy in the LD area the other day and it was so satisfying I am considering becoming a domme.

NightGoddess
04-11-2015, 02:10 PM
I think I need a vacation.

baer45
04-11-2015, 03:12 PM
I broke up with my ex bf today. We've been together for 392 days and it's sad things did not work.

Serena-Shields
04-11-2015, 05:19 PM
I have a problem, a shopping problem. I make good enough money to take care of myself and the house that I share with my brother, but I NEVER put money in savings for too long. I've been very conscious about shopping, the last few times I went to the store I only got essentials and I've been hesitant to buy anything but that's going to be completely overshadowed after I spend half of my next paycheck on something that I already made a commitment to buy (and I'm not walking away from it, I want it)

I think I'm slowly growing up and I try to console myself by remember that this IS my first job, my first act of true financial independence and I'm just getting that excitement out. But I need a car and if I keep buying shit, I won't have one and then I won't be able to buy a horse (ending a shopping obsession only to buy a money-eating monster- LOL)

curvydancer25
04-11-2015, 09:32 PM
My boyfriend wanted to have phone sex and my allergies have been fucking with me all day. So I agreed...while he was beating his meat I was on the computer looking at clothes making fake moans lol. He couldn't tell and he got to cum and I didn't have to do anything I wasn't in the mood for.;)

amberlly
04-12-2015, 12:03 AM
Sometimes at work I feel totally divorced from my body and the customers. Its just all autopilot. Its been a relief not to have to feel anything or really care.

kaninchen
04-12-2015, 08:30 AM
My boyfriend spent $190 on dinner for the two of us last night. I took most of mine home but I don't even want to finish it now, I want to throw it out so I can clean my refrigerator and defrost my freezer. Is that terribly evil?

HoolaTwister
04-12-2015, 09:10 AM
I woke up sooooooo angry and mad at my ex boyfriend. What he did to me was so cruel and most days I don't think of him or that time at all but some days it's all I can think about and can't concentrate on anything else. I think I have PTSD from that relationship.

baer45
04-12-2015, 12:18 PM
The break up hit me hard today as the feelings were real. Like someone you planned to spend your life with...I am going to take some time off.

carmen_b
04-12-2015, 12:51 PM
Was it not good? I'd eat it! Why waste it ? Then clean the fridge.
My boyfriend spent $190 on dinner for the two of us last night. I took most of mine home but I don't even want to finish it now, I want to throw it out so I can clean my refrigerator and defrost my freezer. Is that terribly evil?

carmen_b
04-12-2015, 12:53 PM
I can't remember what it was other than low libido ? Take care of yourself! You will find a better match ! I've been there and I did!

I woke up sooooooo angry and mad at my ex boyfriend. What he did to me was so cruel and most days I don't think of him or that time at all but some days it's all I can think about and can't concentrate on anything else. I think I have PTSD from that relationship.

kaninchen
04-12-2015, 01:12 PM
Was it not good? I'd eat it! Why waste it ? Then clean the fridge.

Oh, no, it was cioppino with lobster, very delicious! It's just that there's a lot of it and I'd have to have it for breakfast, lunch, and dinner to get through it today.

First world problems: Waaahhhhh, too much lobster to eat in one meal!

HoolaTwister
04-12-2015, 01:19 PM
I can't remember what it was other than low libido ? Take care of yourself! You will find a better match ! I've been there and I did!

Oh no, no, that's not the guy. This is my evil, totally sociopathic ex who used me for an entire year while he was obsessed with another woman. Like, they were not together for two years at that point, she left because he abused her, but he was not over her and took it all out on me. I was so confused, didn't know what was going on at all until I found a box filled with her pictures, letters etc. I found her info, contacted her and she told me everything. It was a shock. And I'm being totally superficial idiot here but this girl is in her 30's and I legit thought she was 50+ years old from her photos!! I was like, why is he obsessed with this old lady?????? I'm younger, take care of myself so well, a top earner at my club, etc. We even dated longer, they were only together for 4 MONTHS. Yeah. Crazy story that messed with my mind completely. Then I run into the low libido guy. Ugh! But now I have a nice boyfriend, though I keep him at a distance so I won't get hurt.

4everresolutions
04-12-2015, 04:42 PM
I'm such a stress eater. And I'm under so much stress.

BarbieNYC
04-12-2015, 05:18 PM
Ex and I tried to have a sunday out in the city full of doing fun touristy things and enjoying a nice dinner.

Instead it ended with me crying at the bus stop because he was being such an emotionally distant douche. He gave me a kiss on the cheek goodbye and left without saying much.

Ugh good riddance. I dont need that type of negativity in my life.

baer45
04-12-2015, 08:01 PM
what in the world did you do that? You just got yourself hurt more.

wednesday86
04-12-2015, 08:06 PM
Confession A) I haven't on stripperweb in weeks because I've been on vacation, then working my butt off building an amazon/ebay store so I can quit dancing for good soon.

Confession B) Although I have been working very hard and I am making money online, I'm not making it fast enough so it looks like I'll have to dust off the stilettos again soon until things take off..Booo!

Confession C) My dancer friend who (almost) always outearns me admitted today that she does handjobs in VIP. I was surprised I was surprised. I really thought she was just a great hustler. I'm still so naive....on the other hand I felt quite proud of myself that I made close to what she does, sometimes more, just doing clean dances and talking. Maybe I'm the better hustler after all? Hmm

Confession D) I really missed my internet lady friends on here <3

Aurora_Sunset
04-12-2015, 08:11 PM
I ran into the best friend of the guy I've had a crush on for ages last night. We were at a beer festival, and I got schwasted and went through a myriad of embarrassing confessions about how much I like his friend. I don't even know everything I said toward the end of the evening when we were really getting into it... The thing is, I know the dude I like isn't into me enough to do anything besides be my friend and hang out occasionally, and I thought I'd finally gotten to the point where I was fine with that and things were normal between us. Now I'm terrified that his friend is gonna tell him everything I said and he's gonna be all awkward and want to avoid me now...

I wish I could keep my mouth shut.

miss.a.p1600
04-12-2015, 08:23 PM
Confession C) My dancer friend who (almost) always outearns me admitted today that she does handjobs in VIP. I was surprised I was surprised. I really thought she was just a great hustler. I'm still so naive....on the other hand I felt quite proud of myself that I made close to what she does, sometimes more, just doing clean dances and talking. Maybe I'm the better hustler after all? Hmm


[email protected]! That's messed up.

This is why I always question these broads giving me stares always trying to one up me and compete with me in the club. Like I am not competing with those scallywags especially the ones making dirty money.

Selina M
04-12-2015, 08:37 PM
Confession C) My dancer friend who (almost) always outearns me admitted today that she does handjobs in VIP. I was surprised I was surprised. I really thought she was just a great hustler. I'm still so naive....on the other hand I felt quite proud of myself that I made close to what she does, sometimes more, just doing clean dances and talking. Maybe I'm the better hustler after all? Hmm

Confession D) I really missed my internet lady friends on here <3

Hi Wednesday :D Missed your posts!

And I totally had that happen too! I thought my friend was this dynamite hustler, then I see her in VIP kissing the customers on the mouth and letting them touch her pussy. She only makes $100ish more than me most shifts... so not worth getting gross customer germs.

wednesday86
04-12-2015, 10:39 PM
Hi Wednesday :D Missed your posts!

And I totally had that happen too! I thought my friend was this dynamite hustler, then I see her in VIP kissing the customers on the mouth and letting them touch her pussy. She only makes $100ish more than me most shifts... so not worth getting gross customer germs.

Hiiiii!!

Ugh I know right? This is actually the second time a girl I thought was clean has admitted to me that she does hj's. Then they go on to put down the "dirty" girls who do "more than hjs" in their next breath...and i'm just over here like "I let this guy rub my back and pretended to enjoy it" lol! Well at least now I know her "stripper secret" and can stop comparing myself to her.

xStacey
04-12-2015, 10:57 PM
Hi Wednesday :D Missed your posts!

And I totally had that happen too! I thought my friend was this dynamite hustler, then I see her in VIP kissing the customers on the mouth and letting them touch her pussy. She only makes $100ish more than me most shifts... so not worth getting gross customer germs.

Same happened to me once... There was this girl I worked with for over a year, she was always the top earner at my previous club. People we're bitching and talking behind her back all the time, suspecting she does full-service with customers. I defended her, she had a great personality and have been working for 15 years in the industry, I thought it was normal she always make more money than everybody else since she has so much experience and is so fun to talk to! She expressed so much disgust whenever she hears about girls doing extras, letting customers finger them or eat them out I thought she was probably the cleanest dancer ever.

Later on when we became close she admitted she lets customers touch her down there because otherwise she won't make money since "everybody" does it. I still don't know if the rumors about bjs and intercourse were true about her but anyway to each their own business and I no longer work with her.

MyButter
04-13-2015, 05:55 PM
I went to go pick up my contacts at the eye doctor today and the receptionist was this drop dead gorgeous angelic being who took my breath away. I wanted so badly to tell her how beautiful I thought she was, but I was skurred it would come across as creepy or borderline perverted, and I didn't want to make her uncomfortable by just staring at her with my mouth agape so I tried to distract myself with my contact boxes.

I became so absorbed in the process of stacking, unstacking, and shuffling my contacts around that I lost track of time I guess because she eventually asked me, "What are you doing?"

Lol, wth self?! I swear, every time I see a beautiful civilian woman I go into awkward creep mode.

simone87
04-13-2015, 06:07 PM
a year or so ago, one of my stripper coworkers was selling these shirts/skirts/outfits and she said i could have it and pay her back later ( she was such a sweet heart), but never got a chance to pay her because she drowned to death in a weird accident :( i finally gave the shirt to goodwill this past week, i really couldn't picture wearing it without thinking about all that and it was just awkwardly sitting there in my dresser. kind of put me in a weird mood

xStacey
04-13-2015, 06:09 PM
I went to go pick up my contacts at the eye doctor today and the receptionist was this drop dead gorgeous angelic being who took my breath away. I wanted so badly to tell her how beautiful I thought she was, but I was skurred it would come across as creepy or borderline perverted, and I didn't want to make her uncomfortable by just staring at her with my mouth agape so I tried to distract myself with my contact boxes.

I became so absorbed in the process of stacking, unstacking, and shuffling my contacts around that I lost track of time I guess because she eventually asked me, "What are you doing?"

Lol, wth self?! I swear, every time I see a beautiful civilian woman I go into awkward creep mode.

Me too!! Omg a couple years ago I took the subway and there was this beautiful girl with really long black hair it almost touches her bum, she was wearing a gorgeous sun dress, she was tiny and had big boobs, I could tell she had implants even though they looked natural!! I kept glancing at her from the corner I felt like such a perv lol

Funny thing is not too long after, I saw her at the club I was working at the time on her first shift lol. I told her about that time I saw her and how I thought she was so good looking and she was like ooooh THAT dress... I now have her number :slaphappy

wednesday86
04-13-2015, 06:37 PM
sometimes i'm really jealous of drug addicts and people who have given up on life. it's like they just let it go and don't give a fuck anymore. I feel like i'm always struggling to make my life better always hustling, always planning my next move sometimes i wish i could just stop caring, become an alcoholic or something and let everyone else take care of me.

Spinnerette
04-14-2015, 02:00 AM
I posted a thread here a few years back asking for advice on something that was pretty fucking serious and I still feel angry and hurt when I think about some of the responses I received. They weren't fair to me. None of what was happening was my fault. I need therapy because of that shit.

It's OK to say no. It doesn't make you a bad person.

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-14-2015, 08:05 AM
I posted a thread here a few years back asking for advice on something that was pretty fucking serious and I still feel angry and hurt when I think about some of the responses I received. They weren't fair to me. None of what was happening was my fault. I need therapy because of that shit.

It's OK to say no. It doesn't make you a bad person.

I hope I wasn't one of the offensive posts. I used to say really harsh things about drug abuse & then I changed my tune when I befriended someone who had serious addiction issues for a decade.

In my lifetime I had to learn to "selectively hear" some people's opinions...I have a lot of family members who are narrow minded and I care for them, but get annoyed with their attitudes. In short you have to dismiss their thoughts as a "live and let live" scenario.

Re- the OP who had to give away the garment that belonged to a deceased friend- I feel you. I gave away a gift I got from an old friend b/c it reminded me too much of the old friend. A long time ago I used to not understand "energy" attached to possessions but now I do.

pinkpvc
04-14-2015, 08:19 AM
I'm a severe stripper clothes hoarder! Seriously I buy truckloads of stripper gear from yandy for "when i dance/cam again" and it's just going to sit in the back of my wardrobe for a year or more til i get in shape to actually wear the damn things.
When I was dancing I had bagloads of gear to wear too, but i ended up changing into the same dress every night anyway lol.
The bf doesn't get to see any of it either.
HELP MEEEE!

michele11
04-14-2015, 12:35 PM
^ Me too. I have stuff with tags on it. I was thinking of opening a consignment shop for dancers. I could fill the store with the stuff I have and my neighbor was going to do custom stuff. Haha. If I had it you could send it to me.

Spinnerette
04-14-2015, 04:26 PM
I hope I wasn't one of the offensive posts. I used to say really harsh things about drug abuse & then I changed my tune when I befriended someone who had serious addiction issues for a decade.


Oh no, you weren't one of the people. Most of them have been banned (as a testament to them having shitty attitudes in general, but their words still cut me pretty deep because they echoed everything I was already being incorrectly told). Everyone else chimed in and helped how they could to the best of their knowledge, and while it still wasn't correct, they didn't know any better. I didn't either, at the time, hence me turning to a bunch of internet strangers for support.

I tend to get in my feelings around dawn. I took myself out to eat and saw a movie so I feel much better now. :)

SweetJulia
04-14-2015, 04:35 PM
I have a UTI from hell cuz I don't pee after sex and don't drink enough water.

xStacey
04-14-2015, 05:55 PM
I find it really weird when people I haven't spoke to in literally years suddenly message me. I have trouble being all oooh ahhh I am so happy to talk to you again!

If we lost touch for so long, there is usually a good reason and I just wonder what they want from me.

xStacey
04-14-2015, 05:59 PM
I have a UTI from hell cuz I don't pee after sex and don't drink enough water.

:hug: hope you get better soon

Selina M
04-14-2015, 09:01 PM
I find it really weird when people I haven't spoke to in literally years suddenly message me. I have trouble being all oooh ahhh I am so happy to talk to you again!

If we lost touch for so long, there is usually a good reason and I just wonder what they want from me.


Right? Me too. Guy friend I hadn't really spoken to in literally 3-4 years suddenly was all gung-ho to hang out... bc he lost all his friends dating his controlling gf and now needed some. Like, sorry dude, not interested in trying to reconnect after 4 years and having to make something up about what I've been doing.

amberlly
04-14-2015, 11:16 PM
Some guys seem to have this attitude if they pay the entertainer the bare minimum they should be flooded with girls and attention. Gratitude. And get mad if girls turn them down - like how dare they?

They annoy me at work. Or I waited for you. So? I'm worth waiting for.

OliveJardin
04-15-2015, 05:47 AM
I saw an ex (I haven't seen him since I was 18 ) today-I confess that he looked really good *le sigh*.

baer45
04-15-2015, 01:13 PM
I had given a bj to a guy while he was driving back in college time. It's fun and risky. I ran into him this morning and he's still sweet. He's in his uniform though, he's a cop now.

kaninchen
04-15-2015, 01:20 PM
The local fire department works out at my gym. I was watching them lift today while I did my workout. OMG, they looked so good!

Now I'm vaguely excited that my oven is so finicky and prone to setting off the smoke alarm.

MyButter
04-15-2015, 01:59 PM
I had given a bj to a guy while he was driving back in college time.

Lol, I tried this once with my bf in highschool----aaaaannd he drove right into a tree! Wow, I had forgotten all about that until I read your post.