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carmen_b
04-15-2015, 02:05 PM
^ haha
Done it a few times in my crazier days but I probably wouldn't try it now just because it's uncomfy to multi task.
whirlerz
04-15-2015, 04:37 PM
I'm a severe stripper clothes hoarder! Seriously I buy truckloads of stripper gear from yandy for "when i dance/cam again" and it's just going to sit in the back of my wardrobe for a year or more til i get in shape to actually wear the damn things.
When I was dancing I had bagloads of gear to wear too, but i ended up changing into the same dress every night anyway lol.
The bf doesn't get to see any of it either.
HELP MEEEE!
^ Me too. I have stuff with tags on it. I was thinking of opening a consignment shop for dancers. I could fill the store with the stuff I have and my neighbor was going to do custom stuff. Haha. If I had it you could send it to me.
Sell 'em on Ebay..if you list in the adult section, men love to buy the stuff too!
I bought some stuff Fri, & it's still sitting in its bag on the floor..:(
baer45
04-15-2015, 04:48 PM
I probably wouldn't try it now just because it's uncomfy to multi task.
Lol, are you giving bj and driving the same time? That's some acrobat shit you can only imagine.
Aurora_Sunset
04-15-2015, 08:27 PM
The other day I went really out of my way for a friend. She said something about how she felt bad because I'm such a good friend and she feels like she's never really done anything for me. I didn't say anything back, because I sat there racking my brain for something to be like "Ohhh no! You've done xyz for me!" and I came up with nothing...
I feel bad, but... it is kinda true. Which made me seriously rethink "Why are we even friends?" because she is completely self-centered and unreliable and really just makes my life harder. And then having that thought makes me feel like a terrible person.
xStacey
04-15-2015, 08:43 PM
I'm going to see a doctor tomorrow. My stomach has been hurting for weeks, every day, pretty much all day. I thought it would go away by itself but the pain is just getting worse, it hurts everytime I finish eating, whether it's an apple or a full meal. I hope it's nothing serious, I eat healthy, don't drink, don't smoke and don't take drugs... :(
HoolaTwister
04-15-2015, 08:45 PM
I'm going to see a doctor tomorrow. My stomach has been hurting for weeks, every day, pretty much all day. I thought it would go away by itself but the pain is just getting worse, it hurts everytime I finish eating, whether it's an apple or a full meal. I hope it's nothing serious, I eat healthy, don't drink, don't smoke and don't take drugs... :(
Wow, good luck at the Dr's!! Crossing my finger that it's nothing serious xx
JessaJade
04-16-2015, 09:50 AM
I feel guilty that I don't care enough about politics although I gather I'm supposed to as an adult. It's all just a big pissing contest.
xStacey
04-16-2015, 09:55 AM
Wow, good luck at the Dr's!! Crossing my finger that it's nothing serious xx
Saw the doctor today after a wait of 3 hours... I have to get a radiography and a follow-up in a week :( meanwhile she prescribed some medication that should help until then...
Vyanka
04-16-2015, 10:01 AM
Saw the doctor today after a wait of 3 hours... I have to get a radiography and a follow-up in a week :( meanwhile she prescribed some medication that should help until then...
I hope it's nothing too serious. Keep us updated. Have you done a food allergy test?
Aniela
04-16-2015, 10:10 AM
Saw the doctor today after a wait of 3 hours... I have to get a radiography and a follow-up in a week :( meanwhile she prescribed some medication that should help until then...
Wishing the best for you love, hope you feel better soon! :hug:
HoolaTwister
04-16-2015, 12:36 PM
Saw the doctor today after a wait of 3 hours... I have to get a radiography and a follow-up in a week :( meanwhile she prescribed some medication that should help until then...
I'm really hoping it's nothing serious! Please keep us updated <3
Aurora_Sunset
04-16-2015, 01:37 PM
Saw the doctor today after a wait of 3 hours... I have to get a radiography and a follow-up in a week :( meanwhile she prescribed some medication that should help until then...
Best of luck for the followup! Hopefully it's something easily taken care of. :( Take care of yourself and rest lots in the meantime.
xStacey
04-16-2015, 01:43 PM
Thank you so much for the kind words :)
:grouphug:
I love SW! You're all so awesome <3
Aniela
04-16-2015, 02:50 PM
I am so jonesing for sm pole time lately, it's mad. I've had a few really persistent earworms the last couple wks, so I've been music-binging on YouTube & it's just feeding my pole madness. I esp dream of cranking out wicked freestyles on a spinning pole to Ghost by Ella Henderson & Kill Your Heroes by AWOLNation.
Elektra Luxx
04-16-2015, 09:45 PM
I like being at my apartment with the bf rather than being at the his place. The bf's roommate and his gf are always there. They seem like a nice couple. We're are always at my place anyway, but I don't want him to give up his place because I need time away from the bf sometimes.
miss.a.p1600
04-16-2015, 10:58 PM
I can't sleep!
whirlerz
04-16-2015, 11:03 PM
I can't sleep!
Ugh, me too!
Tsepmet1
04-17-2015, 07:09 AM
Today I thought about going on a strip trip.
I then thought about how much I'd miss my kids.
I then realized that my "kids" are my two cats, and that I'm a sad person. Lol
whirlerz
04-17-2015, 07:55 AM
Today I thought about going on a strip trip.
I then thought about how much I'd miss my kids.
I then realized that my "kids" are my two cats, and that I'm a sad person. Lol
No. When I had my lil' bunny I never considered leaving her, although she'd be easy to 'hide' in hotels, (& I have)..I'd just miss her too much.
My confession: I have been thinking of a ST, but a bit too sick atm..:(
xStacey
04-17-2015, 08:27 AM
Sometimes I write stuff and hesitate to press Post...
xStacey
04-17-2015, 09:32 AM
Sometimes I write stuff and hesitate to press Post...
Ok I'm really pissed. The meds my doc prescribed are making me go to the bathroom non-stop. I've been awake for 5 hours and been 8 times already =_="
Laylalust
04-17-2015, 09:37 AM
I had my post medication abortion follow-up ultrasound just now. I'm officially no longer pregnant. I already went through the emotional cycles of fear, sadness, and relief before today so it was just a confirmation of what I already knew. As I left the clinic some women protesters tried to talk to me. "Are you thinking of getting an abortion, hon? We'd like to talk to you." I just said "No, thank you" because I'm too polite for my own good. I really wanted to say "Been there , done that! Better pray for my murderous soul!"
simone87
04-17-2015, 09:58 AM
i used to laugh at people who thought of their pets as children or as part of the family, but now I'm absolutely like that with my cat. my ex suggested that i just trade him in for a new kitten, and my blood was boiling at the thought. as if. i got him as a kitten, i'm all he's ever known, i would never just trade him in for a newer model like some used car
Aniela
04-17-2015, 10:34 AM
i used to laugh at people who thought of their pets as children or as part of the family, but now I'm absolutely like that with my cat. my ex suggested that i just trade him in for a new kitten, and my blood was boiling at the thought. as if. i got him as a kitten, i'm all he's ever known, i would never just trade him in for a newer model like some used car
Glad that wanker's your ex then! Have you found an appropriate newer model to replace him yet? :)
OliveJardin
04-17-2015, 11:02 AM
I was browsing am food options for my friend and I confess that I accidentally ordered something...not sure what, I guess I will find out in 45 minutes lol-ops.
Aniela
04-17-2015, 12:32 PM
Scanning online job notifications & there are several posts abt a sales-rep position at a local high-end jewellery store. They require 3-5yrs sales experience. I would so love to get to that part of the interview & smilingly answer the 'So what were you selling?' question w/ 'Lapdances!' … but I don't think it would go over well. Honestly my heart sank a bit when it specified *retail* sales experience.
baer45
04-17-2015, 12:53 PM
I haven't had any pet in the past 5 years. I am thinking about getting a dog.
michele11
04-17-2015, 01:04 PM
I can't sleep!
Haha. Me either. I got home at 5:30 and was still awake at 9:45. I don't know how the hell I'm going to survive the rest of this trip. This has been over a month of this.
carmen_b
04-17-2015, 02:33 PM
You could probably lie about it / forward a friends cell phone to " vouch ".
These gigs practically require a polished / perfect look. If you have a stripper look that's half of it ! I'd go in person and fluff your experience if you really want it !
Scanning online job notifications & there are several posts abt a sales-rep position at a local high-end jewellery store. They require 3-5yrs sales experience. I would so love to get to that part of the interview & smilingly answer the 'So what were you selling?' question w/ 'Lapdances!' … but I don't think it would go over well. Honestly my heart sank a bit when it specified *retail* sales experience.
amberlly
04-17-2015, 03:33 PM
I went on another VS shopping spree for work.
I hate the mgt at my club. They are so obsessed with witch hunting anyone who does well.
lynn2009
04-17-2015, 04:05 PM
I haven't worked regularly since November and not at all since February. I've used up my cash supply and even if I can afford it having to use plastic to buy shit kills my soul.
Tsepmet1
04-17-2015, 04:06 PM
I haven't worked regularly since November and not at all since February. I've used up my cash supply and even if I can afford it having to use plastic to buy shit kills my soul.
Girl, I am in the same damn boat.
charlie61
04-17-2015, 04:55 PM
I haven't worked regularly since November and not at all since February. I've used up my cash supply and even if I can afford it having to use plastic to buy shit kills my soul.
Girl, I am in the same damn boat.
I started a thread for us. :)
https://www.stripperweb.com/forum/showthread.php?199975-The-Excuses-Thread
whirlerz
04-17-2015, 05:12 PM
Thanks, Charlie!
Confession: I would've loved to punch in the face today, this guy that hit on me..started in talking on his 'skills'>:(
Aurora_Sunset
04-17-2015, 05:15 PM
I really like writing to-do lists and planning things more than actually executing them. It's really not productive.
Serena-Shields
04-17-2015, 05:52 PM
I really want to tell my mother to STFU about her boyfriend around me, because it's the only thing she talks about, but then I would feel like I was alienating her since I'm the only person she can talk to about her deep problems.
But secretly when she was telling me about his post-rehab conversion to Christianity, I wanted to tape her mouth shut and walk away. I'm a bad person.
amberlly
04-17-2015, 07:44 PM
I want a boyfriend. I just don't want to go out and socialise to find one. Or tell them about my job. Just you know someone to randomly appear and be good at cuddling.
Vackra
04-17-2015, 08:07 PM
I make my husband say tongue twisters in his native language because I think it's sexy.
wednesday86
04-17-2015, 08:29 PM
I've been waffling about whether to dance on the side again right now or not...On the one hand, I'm sick of it, on the other, $$$. Now there are all these other job opportunities around me...One friend offered me an $11/hour job, but that money seems so low to me now lol. There's an opening for waitresses at my karaoke bar and I'm pretty sure they would hire me, but I think "schedules?.....bosses?.....taking orders? is it even worth it?" gawd dancing has spoiled me!!!!!!
Selina M
04-17-2015, 10:11 PM
Tried to be social and go out. I'm half a beer in, remembering that drinking makes me feel like shit, sitting in a corner typing this, and counting how many songs this band has gotten through so I can go home to dogs and bf. Fail.
kaninchen
04-17-2015, 10:53 PM
I've been waffling about whether to dance on the side again right now or not...On the one hand, I'm sick of it, on the other, $$$. Now there are all these other job opportunities around me...One friend offered me an $11/hour job, but that money seems so low to me now lol. There's an opening for waitresses at my karaoke bar and I'm pretty sure they would hire me, but I think "schedules?.....bosses?.....taking orders? is it even worth it?" gawd dancing has spoiled me!!!!!!
I considered a side job at Hooters for funsies until I realized that I would have to be there at certain times on certain days instead of at my whim, that I couldn't slap annoying customers, that someone else would decide when I could take a break, that I would actually have to .. do things.
Basically real jobs are awful.
JessaJade
04-18-2015, 05:54 AM
I also haven't worked for over a month. I will probably be adding to the excuses thread later on as I don't think I'm up to working tonight either. Lethargy is winning lately.
Aniela
04-18-2015, 07:08 AM
I made the mistake of calling my ex while I was in bootcamp, not bc I really thought we would have any 'make up & get back together' talks but bc I hoped he was straightening himself out from the drugs & drinking. I won't detail the conversation but I came away from it so angry I was crying.
His coworker, whom I'd been writing to & basically talked into doing an intervention for him b4 I left, said the phone call from me had been the push Ex needed to stop avoiding his txts & calls. There was a conversation there that he didn't detail nearly enough for my satisfaction, but he ended his last letter to me pretty much saying it's time to cut my losses w/ this guy.
By the time I received that letter I had pretty much given up already, between what was said during my convo w/ Ex & the fact that he nvr once wrote even after receiving my address. Logically, I have absolutely given up, but I can't quite bring myself to fully shut the door on it. I still have no faith that he'll contact me, but I'm giving him until the last day of the month & if I don't hear from him, that will truly be it.
During my phone call w/ him he talked abt a show he had watched, that showed a woman in AA talking abt how she needed to make amends for all the ppl she'd hurt bc of her addiciton. He said he thought of me when he saw that bc he knew he'd really hurt me, but he'd just been too much of a coward to even send an email or a letter to my home address. What hurts the most is that he doesn't even seem to care enough to try.
lilylilylily
04-18-2015, 07:55 AM
I want a boyfriend. I just don't want to go out and socialise to find one. Or tell them about my job. Just you know someone to randomly appear and be good at cuddling.
Same here!
wednesday86
04-18-2015, 08:03 AM
I have been literally starving for the past 4-5 days because I spent my last dollars paying the IRS my fucking tax bill. Now I'm too broke to buy food, I feel like I'm fucking starving to death. I can't even try to go on cam, I'm too weak to do anything.
Thanks IRS. I am starving because I had to pay you corrupt assholes. Now I'm fantasizing about suicide, because dying of starvation is extremely painful. A gun to my head, or jumping off a building sounds pretty fucking good right now.
*stomach growls*
Omg girl! go get a link card!!!! if you tell them they will probably put it in your hand at the dhs office.
wednesday86
04-18-2015, 11:55 AM
I don't know where else to talk about this...Two girls from my old club have died in the last two weeks from heroine overdose. One I didn't know that well, the other I was friends with ITC and was always super sweet to me. Both of them younger than me and absolutely gorgeous. Just so sad. I can't believe it.
michele11
04-18-2015, 02:10 PM
I'm not telling girls here where I travel to anymore! I saw one grab a guys dick at the bar standing last night. Really?!? And he didn't even do a dance or vip and my friends seen her do worse. Oh maybe she'll read this!
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-18-2015, 02:21 PM
Good confession- I'm ten lbs. overweight and not freaking over it. Bad confession- I do have to lose this weight b/c my work uniform looks snug on me now. Thank God it's spring, it's easier to lose weight when it's hotter out.
(& NO way in hell am I using weight loss pills this time...they never work for me. lol Total waste of $20)
whirlerz
04-18-2015, 03:00 PM
I'm not telling girls here where I travel to anymore! I saw one grab a guys dick at the bar standing last night. Really?!? And he didn't even do a dance or vip and my friends seen her do worse. Oh maybe she'll read this!
UGH!^ I'd never act that way..disgusting! I'd be more worried myself about being grabbed, but c'mon>:(
Confession: eating like a pig right now, I worked hard organizing my storage rm..
Also, I'm really irked that my Dr. called me in for an appt...why? All he did was tell me I'd be on meds later..he couldn't tell me that over the phone?>:( Not to mention, $60. co-pay, & day basically wasted:(
michele11
04-18-2015, 03:18 PM
^ I know. I wish I knew how to organize but my mother didn't teach us crap. Cooking, laundry, cleaning. She just did it all.