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michele11
04-18-2015, 03:20 PM
I do not want to get ready. I love to talk but I'm sick of the same ritual every night. Usually weekends are so easy. I just walk up and go to vip. No I even had a guy I got up there grab another girl and says" I want her instead". Really?!? After i spent 20 min selling you. Fuck!
whirlerz
04-18-2015, 03:24 PM
I think you've just had it w/everything there, you worked hard all that time you've been there!^
Me" getting allergies again, must take a Benedryl :(
michele11
04-18-2015, 05:11 PM
Yep. One night is like 3 at any other club.
xStacey
04-18-2015, 05:46 PM
Sometimes, I find stripping so much easier than dating. You lightly touch the guy's arms, thighs, gently run your nails over his back, breath into his ears, show him boobies and he's happy. Why can't dating be this simple?
4everresolutions
04-18-2015, 07:39 PM
I'm not telling girls here where I travel to anymore! I saw one grab a guys dick at the bar standing last night. Really?!? And he didn't even do a dance or vip and my friends seen her do worse. Oh maybe she'll read this!
Confession - I worked with a handful of girls I know from here who would do extras, and I've always been tempted to "out" them on SW....but I know it'll cause WWIII, so I'd never.
I feel you though, it's irritating.
Selina M
04-18-2015, 08:57 PM
^ I WANT TO KNOW SO BAD
I have my theories, as do others... I've always wondered if some of the loudest braggers on here are in fact extras girls.
Aniela
04-18-2015, 10:22 PM
I told myself two hrs ago, 'That's it, this is your last YouTube video, then you're going to sleep!'
…… and here I am. Curse my pole/AWOLNation/StudioAccantus binge. :banghead:
Prying myself away from the iPad, leaving it tangled in my sewing project. I swear to God ladies, I am going to :sleep: now. Swear to God.
Selina M
04-18-2015, 10:32 PM
I'm taking my horse to a gymkhana (event where they do the barrels plus a few other patterns) tomorrow. He hasn't had to share an arena with other horses or be in that kind of busy environment in over a year.
I'm really nervous that he's going to go full-Arab, lose his shit and be completely out of hand. They don't shut the gate, so I'm terrified that when we run home after the last barrel he'll just keep going. I think I might just trot all the patterns and keep him on a tight rein. Making a fast time be damned, I just don't want anything bad to happen.
whirlerz
04-18-2015, 10:36 PM
Well, good luck!^ I love horses.
I keep trying on & trying to break in my strippa shoes, I love 'em.
wednesday86
04-19-2015, 07:57 AM
^ I WANT TO KNOW SO BAD
I have my theories, as do others... I've always wondered if some of the loudest braggers on here are in fact extras girls.
I've found that to be verrryy true in the club not just on SW. A lot of them lie too to make you uneasy and mess up your hustle. I'm ashamed to admit it's worked on me in the past. I start thinking "what's wrong with me? why is she making so much more?" Now I just assume they're doing extras (which is usually the case) and shrug it off. I don't want any girls in the club knowing how much I make..seems like it would make me a target.
lynn2009
04-19-2015, 08:17 AM
I've also worked with girls who adamantly claimed they were clean dancers making bank, which might have been technically true but they would approach guys by grabbing their crotch and imply extras without being explicit and then not delivering.
Serena-Shields
04-19-2015, 10:55 AM
I'm taking my horse to a gymkhana (event where they do the barrels plus a few other patterns) tomorrow. He hasn't had to share an arena with other horses or be in that kind of busy environment in over a year.
I'm really nervous that he's going to go full-Arab, lose his shit and be completely out of hand. They don't shut the gate, so I'm terrified that when we run home after the last barrel he'll just keep going. I think I might just trot all the patterns and keep him on a tight rein. Making a fast time be damned, I just don't want anything bad to happen.
Good luck Selina! My first horse was an Arab and he was SUPER nervous all the time. And he was older, so it was twice as hard to waterbreak/tiebreak/trailer him. But damn, his lope! I missed that.
I never did barrels with him so I can't say too much, but maybe you could go early and get him used to the arena before the other horses show up? I know when I took mine cow sorting (lol-right), I couldn't get him within two feet of a cow. I was heralded as the ''Girl with the dumb grey horse'' LOL But yeah, focusing more on keeping him comfy (and yourself safe) sounds better than focusing on a fast pattern.
Selina M
04-19-2015, 03:33 PM
^ Thanks girl! He was a bit of an ass about the trailer, but he was shockingly well behaved at the arena. He was a little confused with the non-traditional barrel patterns and didn't want to do a few obstacles, but he trotted them all clean and even got 5th place in one, haha. There were like 30 riders so he was just SO bored standing around in between; we had to walk him the 2 miles home, and then he gets there and just takes off kicking up his heels, like "See mom? I wanted to RUN" I'm very pleased with him :)
Selina M
04-19-2015, 03:46 PM
Oh my God. I just got an email that my shithead cousin, who's literally Derek Zoolander, is gonna be on Dr. Phil... for his drug/alcohol problems and anger issues, and they're confronting his enabling parents who let him get this way.
Edit to add: my other cousin ruined the surprise of his "other issue" they are "exposing"... apparently he's a gay prostitute as well. Wow.
Normally I would be like "Aw how sad" and know that drugs make people do crazy things... but this shit has been going on since he was 17. He was an assclown long before the drugs. Several years ago, he texted me at 5 am calling me a redneck cunt because I told his ex that she deserved better (because he had lied to her, cheated on her, and dumped her and kicked her out of their house a week before Christmas). He's told his own brother that his wife is a whore and the kids probably aren't his. The list goes on and on. So yeah, I have little sympathy for him and I think karma is biting him in the ass.
michele11
04-19-2015, 06:37 PM
I love when girls here can't get hired at a club so they cut it down or make jabs at others who could...
michele11
04-19-2015, 06:43 PM
^ I WANT TO KNOW SO BAD
I have my theories, as do others... I've always wondered if some of the loudest braggers on here are in fact extras girls.
You wouldn't know her. She barely posts. But I've worked with about 10 girls from here who can vouch that I'm an amazing hustler and old school and am a top earner basically sitting and talking. My bouncer even said last night. I wish 90% of the girls danced like you so I wouldn't have to constantly moniter their dances. That's what you get when you hire trash that can't converse with customers. hence why I'm starting my training business.
xStacey
04-19-2015, 09:24 PM
I've been seeing the same guy for over a year now and the sex is still so boring. He's a very nice guy and he's really good looking but sex is so so boring. It's not horrible, it's okay, he doesn't ejaculate after 30 secs like some guys do, but it's boring. I just kinda realized how much I am missing out on today when a girl at work kept telling me about how amazing the guy she's sleeping with is in bed and how crazy the sex is.
Ugh. I am so lazy to go out and meet new guys though. I hate wasting my time and trying them out to see if they're good in bed.
xStacey
04-19-2015, 09:33 PM
I WANT to have mind-blowing sex!!!!!
... I am going to masturbate to the thought of my cognitive psychology teacher with the big arms eating me out while my legs are wrapped around his neck. Grr I want to sleep with my teacher so bad.
Vyanka
04-19-2015, 10:03 PM
Confession - Sadly, I can't sleep with my Italian Stallion monster cock pretty man toy any more. His penis did some serious damage inside me. :-/ This is probably the biggest dick I ever had in my life. Anyway. . We got so rough that now I have a really bad uti. My urine is a bit bloody. I'm scared. Seeing my dr tomorrow.
It's time to go celibate for a long time again. Not worth it. Although, it was a lot of fun. *sigh*
amberlly
04-19-2015, 10:27 PM
^^Ouch. Good luck for the doctor.
miss.a.p1600
04-20-2015, 02:16 AM
I WANT to have mind-blowing sex!!!!!
... I am going to masturbate to the thought of my cognitive psychology teacher with the big arms eating me out while my legs are wrapped around his neck. Grr I want to sleep with my teacher so bad.
I feel your pain. I so want to test out my manager. I've already came - in my fantasy - several times and I wonder if he really is a good lover. Then he had the audacity to wear a shortsleeve shirt and I couldn't help but think about him using his strong muscles to put together some furniture for me. I swear this motherfucker is slick flirting with me but its like damn am I reading too much into it or is he really flirting with me? I can't quite put my finger on it and it's driving me crazy. Ugh!
Elektra Luxx
04-20-2015, 06:05 AM
The bf told me this morning that I was laughing really hard in my sleep. I remembered I was laughing, but I can't remember what my dream was about.
Confession - I can't help but feel that my bf thinks he's sleeping with a nut job.
sexsells
04-20-2015, 06:57 AM
i need to get laid
BarbieNYC
04-20-2015, 11:46 AM
I love when girls here can't get hired at a club so they cut it down or make jabs at others who could...
Lol yes. I saw a post awhile back about some girls who went to audition at my old urban club saying they didn't understand why they didn't get hired when the girls were looking pretty busted.
I chuckled when I read that because I remember them coming in to audition at 8pm when girls came early because the house fees were outrageous at that club. And nobody was even ready
But if they had seen the girls coming in after 11 who have no trouble paying $150 to work, they would've definitely thought differently.
Aurora_Sunset
04-20-2015, 12:32 PM
My parents just left after a nice weekend visit helping me paint my apartment. Every time they leave, I feel like shit. I miss them, I hate lying to them about my job, and I know that if I lived any farther away than where I am, we couldn't justify weekend-long trips and I would see them way less which makes me never want to move even though I'm sick of this town. After seeing them, I get all depressed about my life and don't know where to go from here.
Tsepmet1
04-20-2015, 12:36 PM
I confess that I miss my husband's good paying job. I love living in a warmer area and having more free time together, but God, do I miss those pay checks and benefits.
SimoneGray
04-20-2015, 01:47 PM
I confess that I am starting to get a bit scared that I will end up alone. Someone that I know who is not really that desirable just landed up in a relationship and it made me realise that I am pretty much the only one I know that isn't with someone and hasn't been in ages. Yikes. I mean, I'm still young and everything, but I wonder...
Elektra Luxx
04-20-2015, 02:31 PM
i need to get laid
Me too. I've had stressful day. I texted the bf to come straight over here, don't go to your apartment to change clothes, won't need any. I'm going to jump his bones. I need a good, hard, stress relieving orgasm and then I'm taking a long nap.
zoezoebelle
04-20-2015, 03:35 PM
I just printed some shitty business cards for my real business which I've never made much money from and is now serving as my cover-up for stripping. It feels kind of depressing to realise this. Like, wow, my cover up is my failed attempt at having a real job and pursuing my dreams. :(
baer45
04-20-2015, 03:37 PM
I still haven't changed my facebook status to single yet...
carmen_b
04-20-2015, 05:37 PM
^ been there too. My vanilla job is often fine ( meeting weekly money goals ) but some weeks are not. This weak is lean and I'll have to go to town and massage creeps. I did have a nice one this morning though which made working today easier. :/
xStacey
04-20-2015, 05:46 PM
Wow I kinda want to sleep with Marilyn Manson after reading Jenna Jameson's book lol. She described his cock as massively endowed, he was tender and loving, he suggested they take a bath together and he ate her out for an entire hour. They had slow intercourse and he'd always pull out when she was about to come and to keep himself from coming. After they were done she wanted to leave and he asked why she doesn't stay and cuddle. Awww, so not what I was expecting. :heartbeat
JessaJade
04-20-2015, 05:54 PM
I'm feeling a bit like my crazy is hanging out now I'm off meds. I can't bear being on meds that hardly work and make me feel ill and give me insomnia though. It could be time to just fully embrace and allow my inner crazy lady to be out in the open without giving too many fucks anymore.
Also, I have a serious binge eating issue. No one takes it seriously if I mention it because I'm not overweight, but it's out of control. It's like my way of self-soothing now I don't drink or do drugs or other unhealthy outlets anymore, but I need to rein it in and learn to have mini treats instead of feasts.
Selina M
04-20-2015, 06:01 PM
We built a "nest" in the living room out of comforters and pillows (so we could watch TV and fall asleep, we don't have a couch). Been having a very hard time getting out of it the last few days... like, not even when I'm super hungry. Think I might have starved by now if bf didn't bring me food.
michele11
04-20-2015, 06:15 PM
I'm feeling a bit like my crazy is hanging out now I'm off meds. I can't bear being on meds that hardly work and make me feel ill and give me insomnia though. It could be time to just fully embrace and allow my inner crazy lady to be out in the open without giving too many fucks anymore.
Also, I have a serious binge eating issue. No one takes it seriously if I mention it because I'm not overweight, but it's out of control. It's like my way of self-soothing now I don't drink or do drugs or other unhealthy outlets anymore, but I need to rein it in and learn to have mini treats instead of feasts.
You sound a lot like me. lol.
Tsepmet1
04-20-2015, 06:50 PM
Just realized that I'm depressed and have been for months*.
Fuck.
Aurora_Sunset
04-20-2015, 07:32 PM
I self-sabotage and I don't know why. It drives me crazy. Weight-loss, jobs, relationships... I don't know what my problem is.
Elektra Luxx
04-20-2015, 07:39 PM
I self-sabotage and I don't know why. It drives me crazy. Weight-loss, jobs, relationships... I don't know what my problem is.
You are definitely not alone. Hello my name is Ava and I'm a self-sabotager.
miss.a.p1600
04-21-2015, 02:11 AM
Had kinda a rough day at the work place.
Customers were cheap. And my time was wasted.
Grrrr!
JessaJade
04-21-2015, 02:55 AM
Just realized that I'm depressed and have been for weeks.
Fuck.
:-( Yeah, every few months I wake up to the fact I'm still an absolute textbook depression case despite all my efforts to get better.
JessaJade
04-21-2015, 03:07 AM
I'm not sure if this is an appropriate place to put this but I keep wondering if scarletkitten is OK, she posted in this section recently...has anyone heard from her?
Vyanka
04-21-2015, 06:03 AM
I'm not sure if this is an appropriate place to put this but I keep wondering if scarletkitten is OK, she posted in this section recently...has anyone heard from her?
I was wondering the same.... :-/
SimoneGray
04-21-2015, 12:33 PM
I confess that for the last two hours I have either been looking at sparkly Pleaser heels online or chair dancing/twerking to Truffle Butter. It would seem my inner stripper is alive and well today.
Serena-Shields
04-21-2015, 01:45 PM
One of my clients got me these HUGE stilettos and it's going to take days to walk in them without looking crippled! They're gorgeous but that rounded bottom makes me feel like a rocking horse!
Tsepmet1
04-21-2015, 02:41 PM
Today I was leaning against the front wall of a CVS in the middle of downtown watching the traffic. I was waiting for my anti-depressants to be ready. I got cat-called twice. I felt the sun on my face and wondered if any of it was real.
I also found a nickel on the ground.
Laylalust
04-21-2015, 03:01 PM
I would get a full sleeve of tattoos if I wasn't still so terrified of my mother's disapproval of everything. I've got mommy issues.
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-21-2015, 05:30 PM
Wow I kinda want to sleep with Marilyn Manson after reading Jenna Jameson's book lol. She described his cock as massively endowed, he was tender and loving, he suggested they take a bath together and he ate her out for an entire hour. They had slow intercourse and he'd always pull out when she was about to come and to keep himself from coming. After they were done she wanted to leave and he asked why she doesn't stay and cuddle. Awww, so not what I was expecting. :heartbeat
This is interesting b/c he described her as not his type of female (like her look) and that he was really high and freaking out when they were hanging out together. I do recall this b/c I read his book way back when I was getting into stripping & was amused he shared a story about boinking one of the most famous adult movie stars of all time.
It might all be true but I swear he didn't seem to be quite as nice when he mentioned his time with her.
OK my confession- I cleaned all day & it still wasn't enough to catch up with everything I needed to do. My day job makes me lazy, it just zaps me of energy. I really regret years of dancing helped me be lazy about focusing on finishing tasks & setting goals. I'm working on that NOW but it's like Life Purpose boot camp.
whirlerz
04-21-2015, 05:47 PM
There's a little gas station I go to on a regular (weekly) basis to get gas. The owner there looks a lot like my ex, one day I was bored so I told him this & flirted a little..now every time I go there, he comes running out to talk to me..:-[
Vyanka
04-21-2015, 08:44 PM
I'm late with taxes this year. Yes, i got lazy but started sorting my shit out today. I can't wait to pay it off so that I can blow money on beauty stuff. I needz a make ova and want to do it before my bday.
xStacey
04-21-2015, 09:03 PM
I want to learn how to knit!
I want to make a bob-omb. It'll take me forever just to master the basics.
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