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xStacey
04-24-2015, 09:28 PM
... The sex tonight was so bad. :(

MyButter
04-25-2015, 06:07 AM
I'd really love to know whos dick Christina Cindrich is sucking. I can't believe she won an Emmy for one of her shows, wow.

JessaJade
04-25-2015, 10:00 AM
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SimoneGray
04-25-2015, 10:54 AM
^^ all the love and hugs to you hun! I've been here before so I know what its like. XOXO

JessaJade
04-25-2015, 11:14 AM
Thankyou x

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-25-2015, 01:47 PM
My best friend from uni & I go back over 10yrs now & he knows me better than probably any1. We have periods where we don't talk much, just bc we are both busy, him esp w/ work & a fiancée. But it's been ages since he called, & while I def get 'having a full plate' it feels like I'm usually the one to make the effort to call. After the nasty things my ex said b4 I left for bootcamp -- 'I'm not saying I dated you out of pity, but you were stuck stripping, couldn't hold a normal job & still grieving over your dead ex & your dead little boy' -- basically saying he had no respect for me & just dated me as a charity case -- my ex knew me almost as well, & it's made me fear deep down if my best friend has really just been distancing himself for the same reasons, & I'm afraid to pick up the phone.

You won't know until you ask. I do know this pain, my first boyfriend was very emotionally & verbally abusive (he basically viewed me as a charity case, this was before I was a stripper. I was a broke college student with a dysfunctional family)...I was bitter for years that he treated me that way. BUT luckily now I never think of him.

"People come into our lives for a reason and a season" sometimes old friendships have to fall by the wayside. You will survive if you have to move on from the friendship- you can make new friends...

zoezoebelle
04-26-2015, 12:42 AM
The couch room always has random candy and/or mints sitting at the desk in a little tray, and I've started really hoarding them. I don't think they're even supposed to be for us but nobody cares enough to reprimand me so I just keep stuffing them in my bag. Came home tonight with a mini kitkat, mini reeses cup and a blow pop. After eating two mints between dances and a donut from the house mom.

xStacey
04-26-2015, 01:19 AM
Woooow I just had the hottest body rub customer ever. He plays hockey, works out every day, he has suuuch a hot body and a handsome face too! He says he's a doctor and gave me his number to contact him if I ever visit NYC. I can't believe I was paid to touch him lol I would've slept with him for free.

miss.a.p1600
04-26-2015, 10:06 AM
Money really is like a drug...
Totally is. I feel sad depressed and pitiful when I don't have money that I want. Then when I have money especially when I get a lot of it fast, then I feel really good like a high.

I'm really horny and I wish I could get some really good dick. Well i could get some but the easy access dick probably won't be as good. Ugh! #sexuallyfrustrated

hamdinger
04-26-2015, 01:02 PM
I just started dancing, and two of my customers were really fucking sexy. I keep thinking about them, and that's probably bad...

xStacey
04-26-2015, 08:15 PM
Ugh I keep insisting on the importance of using night cream to my FB. I forgot my jar at his place on Friday and he just texted me to let me know he tried out my cream -_-. It has a super girly citrus scent too, he says he smells like a princess.

lynn2009
04-26-2015, 08:20 PM
I insisted on paying for dinner last night since the guy I've been dating has paid for everything so far (he's very gentlemanly). In any case on top of already knowing he's quite well off (family money and business) I just found out he drives his dads old lexus. So I'm a little inclined to let him pay for all the food again. Jesus Christ.

BarbieNYC
04-26-2015, 10:33 PM
I'm finally getting a pitbull! I've been wanting one for the longest time here in ny because my parents wont let me take mine from california. They love her too much

I live in one of the rare super pitbull/big dog friendly buildings in nyc. And with nycs large overpopulation problem with big dogs in shelters because of the housing laws, ive always wanted to help. But my stupid ex always shot down the idea. Thats not a problem anymore. I know who I want already. A sweet, black 9 year old pitbull who looks exactly like my dog back home.

Also the organic corner store opened up and for the paat week ive been eating salads and drinking fresh juices and feel so good. Yay for lifestyle change

lynn2009
04-27-2015, 05:11 AM
^my sister and her boyfriend adopted a pit bull a couple years ago and he is the sweetest thing ever! And the best cuddler out of the 5 dogs that congregate when my siblings and I are all home.

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-27-2015, 05:56 AM
Normally I don't do GoFundMe donations but I just did one b/c when I heard about the story (drunk driver killed 3 people, the donation was for the funerals) I felt nauseated, like I was going to throw up my breakfast. Also my brother & I are helping out a younger relative of ours who needs help partially due to the actions of a drunk driver (the accident happened a decade ago.)

Just sharing. I used to have a low-grade rage against cops who cruise for DUI arrests but after seeing this current case, I can deal with that now.

Tsepmet1
04-27-2015, 06:40 AM
I'm sitting on my patio with my coffee and just cannot get over how green the grass looks. Has it always been this green? Have the birds always been so chirpy?

I think the meds are working. I feel tears in my eyes. It's so beautiful.

wednesday86
04-27-2015, 07:17 AM
I wore a sexy costume to comic-con and put pasties over my nipples in case of a nip slip situation. Well I looked through the pictures later and the pasties made it look like I had hard nipples all day..........UGGHHH! No wonder so many guys wanted my picture! lol! I know it's weird since I used to strip full nude, but I'm super embarrassed about it.

amberlly
04-28-2015, 04:30 AM
#firstworld problems

ava$
04-28-2015, 08:13 AM
There's a group of girls on this other forum I've been lurking on that are the bitchiest maniacs I've ever encountered. They fucking thrive on destroying anyone who doesn't suck up to them, and resort to tearing down one another when there's not enough fresh meat coming in. Their behavior is astonishing.

They frequently post pictures, and I know it makes me sound like a horrible person... but they are some of the most unfortunate looking women I think I've ever seen, and I find that extremely satisfying.

Some ugly women are just the biggest haters! I was just talking about this the other day with my friends, I think they are just mad at the world and want to make others just as miserable as they are.

ava$
04-28-2015, 08:16 AM
My confession: I am so bored with my life, IDK what direction to go, I am so lost. This is ongoing by the way and I get so overwhelmed sometimes I just say "fuck it" and go shopping on the internet or just watch tv, like I have time for that shit. I really don't, IDK what wrong with me, I used to be so together

Aurora_Sunset
04-28-2015, 11:48 AM
I'm spending a lazy afternoon with both kitties curled up on the same couch (for the first time ever), drinking a good beer, and with the balcony door open because it's finally over 60 degrees. I wanted to instagram/facebook a picture of my perfect afternoon... I literally took 39 shots with my phone to get the "natural" picture right.

charlie61
04-28-2015, 12:40 PM
I confess that 99.9% of the time, when I tell someone I dance, I end up regretting it. Not because anything bad happens, but just because they have no understanding of the reality of the job, and it takes far too much effort to explain. I often end up investing myself emotionally in correcting their misconceptions, which takes a ton of energy.

I'm so open about what I do (I have no shame issues) that it's hard to keep my mouth shut. I'm working on it!

michele11
04-28-2015, 12:50 PM
Like seriously I'm going to kill this woman that owes me a kitten. Before I left n this trip ( she lives 3 hours away). I was going to come spend the night and ick out another kitten. Tge whole time I've been gone everyone she posts a pic of I like " oh that's taken'. Oh then she's leaving her husband and going to be gone ( convieniently when I get back). Now Ii'm not allowed at her house. Her husband says I'm a liar and he doesn't like I dance. I told her fuck him. Does he know I can take you guys to court and get all my money back and a kitten? I'm so sick of this bitch. Every message. I still wanna be friends and go to shows. how are we going to be friends if I'm not allowed at your house and i don't want to be your friend. They act like it's my fault they sod me a cat with eye ulcers and took money which is illegal in florida without a health cert. Ugh. I told her I'm getting a lawyer. Now it's if we draw up a contract bobby will be more at ease and let you over. It pissed the hell out of me when she said her husband said strippers are always trying to get something out of someone. Really. i spent 600 on kittens eye a week after i bought her!

carmen_b
04-28-2015, 02:13 PM
Same! Since no one looks at it like I do ( a convenient way to get money fast ), it seemed easier to just not say anything at all. I hated lying to friends but I felt like it was either total fascination ( omg you must make so much, take me with you ) or just not " getting it " at all ( such as assuming I must weird underlying issues ).
I confess that 99.9% of the time, when I tell someone I dance, I end up regretting it. Not because anything bad happens, but just because they have no understanding of the reality of the job, and it takes far too much effort to explain. I often end up investing myself emotionally in correcting their misconceptions, which takes a ton of energy.

I'm so open about what I do (I have no shame issues) that it's hard to keep my mouth shut. I'm working on it!

amberlly
04-28-2015, 02:18 PM
She is playing games and full of it!! A lawyer sounds great idea. Id say its them that can't be trusted!

I'm meant to apply for an internship but I keep putting it off. I'm scared to send in an application in case I don't get it. Which is stupid

michele11
04-28-2015, 02:27 PM
She is playing games and full of it!! A lawyer sounds great idea. Id say its them that can't be trusted!

I'm meant to apply for an internship but I keep putting it off. I'm scared to send in an application in case I don't get it. Which is stupid

Is that for me? I said the same thing. I told her my friends think she's shady. because duh I'm here with someone like I'm not going to show her the messages and she hasn't heard phone convos. Ha, she tried to turn it around and say I'm showing my true colors talking about her. I said call now. She did and I said " ok now I'm saying it to your face! Unbelievalbe. I really think it's her asshole husband. Does she not realize I have all her messages on facebook and texts?!? She's an idiot! I'm about ready to contact this breeder I know she had a falling out with. I don't care at this point. I'd like to know why.

ava$
04-28-2015, 06:55 PM
Like seriously I'm going to kill this woman that owes me a kitten. Before I left n this trip ( she lives 3 hours away). I was going to come spend the night and ick out another kitten. Tge whole time I've been gone everyone she posts a pic of I like " oh that's taken'. Oh then she's leaving her husband and going to be gone ( convieniently when I get back). Now Ii'm not allowed at her house. Her husband says I'm a liar and he doesn't like I dance. I told her fuck him. Does he know I can take you guys to court and get all my money back and a kitten? I'm so sick of this bitch. Every message. I still wanna be friends and go to shows. how are we going to be friends if I'm not allowed at your house and i don't want to be your friend. They act like it's my fault they sod me a cat with eye ulcers and took money which is illegal in florida without a health cert. Ugh. I told her I'm getting a lawyer. Now it's if we draw up a contract bobby will be more at ease and let you over. It pissed the hell out of me when she said her husband said strippers are always trying to get something out of someone. Really. i spent 600 on kittens eye a week after i bought her!

This is bs, strippers are always trying to get shit outta ppl, this is why I don't tell ppl what I do, always a judgement to be made and legitimate concerns are brushed off cause hey were strippers..blah

ava$
04-28-2015, 07:08 PM
Like seriously I'm going to kill this woman that owes me a kitten. Before I left n this trip ( she lives 3 hours away). I was going to come spend the night and ick out another kitten. Tge whole time I've been gone everyone she posts a pic of I like " oh that's taken'. Oh then she's leaving her husband and going to be gone ( convieniently when I get back). Now Ii'm not allowed at her house. Her husband says I'm a liar and he doesn't like I dance. I told her fuck him. Does he know I can take you guys to court and get all my money back and a kitten? I'm so sick of this bitch. Every message. I still wanna be friends and go to shows. how are we going to be friends if I'm not allowed at your house and i don't want to be your friend. They act like it's my fault they sod me a cat with eye ulcers and took money which is illegal in florida without a health cert. Ugh. I told her I'm getting a lawyer. Now it's if we draw up a contract bobby will be more at ease and let you over. It pissed the hell out of me when she said her husband said strippers are always trying to get something out of someone. Really. i spent 600 on kittens eye a week after i bought her!

This is bs, strippers are always trying to get shit outta ppl, this is why I don't tell ppl what I do, always a judgement to be made and legitimate concerns are brushed off cause hey were strippers..blah

ava$
04-28-2015, 07:09 PM
I ment to add a ? mark after ''strippers are always trying to get shit outta ppl"

wednesday86
04-28-2015, 07:42 PM
^Also sounds like cat lady's husband has a secret hardon for strippers. He doth protest too much imo!

My confession: I do not care about sex anymore...Like I don't dislike it, but I never think about it anymore. I could take it or leave it.

whirlerz
04-28-2015, 08:51 PM
Saw such a cute pic of a kitty in a mag, sleeping, w/feet up, he had big ol' feet for a baby! & big back feet w/pink bean like pads.

amberlly
04-28-2015, 09:01 PM
Yup meant for you Michelle! Her behaviour is really low. People trying to belittle others because of their job is disgusting.


Ignore the remarks about you. She sounds like she cant accept responsibility for stuffing up and being a bitch. So its your fault instead.

tempest666
04-28-2015, 11:30 PM
My friend OD'd and I'm really trying not to hate her for lying to me. I would have helped her. I never judged her, ever. She knew my ear was always open. Now I'm left wondering why and what if.

Laylalust
04-29-2015, 01:00 AM
I can't have boundaries if I want to make money here. That's just what I've decided it comes down to.

zoezoebelle
04-29-2015, 01:25 AM
I've been eating so much fast food and junk food lately, and every so often I let rip a totally disgusting fart on the job. I'm never quite sure what to do with them... Sometimes I'll let one go right as I walk past a group of asshole college students who aren't tipping. Occasionally I'll accidentally fart while trying to hustle a guy, and awkwardly try to blow air downward to prevent it from traveling up into his face. So far nobody has seemed to notice.

amberlly
04-29-2015, 05:12 AM
@Tempest - Im really sorry about your friend. I hope she is ok.

amberlly
04-29-2015, 05:16 AM
I try to avoid talking to anyone in my housing complex. Except I made an exception for this super hot guy earlier today. Super hot and friendly! Too bad he is an exchange student.. whose name I don't know

xStacey
04-29-2015, 06:47 AM
I try to avoid talking to anyone in my housing complex. Except I made an exception for this super hot guy earlier today. Super hot and friendly! Too bad he is an exchange student.. whose name I don't know

Get him before he's gone! :P

MyButter
04-29-2015, 08:33 AM
My friend OD'd and I'm really trying not to hate her for lying to me. I would have helped her. I never judged her, ever. She knew my ear was always open. Now I'm left wondering why and what if.


I'm so sorry, Tempest.

Aurora_Sunset
04-29-2015, 09:33 AM
Sometimes, in between the random scheduling of volunteer shifts, appointments, misc. day-to-day shit, and occasionally just wanting a full day off to regroup myself, trying to schedule all my friends in for hang-out time consistently just feels like a chore. There's maybe 2 or 3 people that I want to make that level of effort for, and everyone else, I don't really care if I don't see them for a couple months or so... I get annoyed that people want to take my "free time" or ruin my diet with going out to eat or drink, or I get shitty if I make plans and then have to blow off a last-minute escort appointment because of it. Makes me feel so antisocial and like a shitty friend.

xStacey
04-29-2015, 12:48 PM
I love eating alone lol

michele11
04-29-2015, 01:15 PM
I wish I never became friendly with this girl at work. I saw her at the grocery and she went on and on how she makes 2000 a night at a club in north carolina. Then last night she says" I made 1000 last night". That's good for a monday right. Lol. My friend talks to her friend she stays with and said they made nothing. Then she'd follow me around," how much are you making". I don't tell strangers that. And she's already invited herself with me to my summer club and her friend says she's a druggie. I guess I just need to ignore her the rest of the time I'm here.

michele11
04-29-2015, 01:17 PM
Oh and she bad mouths her friend to me. Not cool.

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-29-2015, 01:58 PM
My friend OD'd and I'm really trying not to hate her for lying to me. I would have helped her. I never judged her, ever. She knew my ear was always open. Now I'm left wondering why and what if.

Sometimes an OD can be as easy as a new packet or falling alseep face down on the pillow. That's why people tend to harsh on drug use. I am sorry for your loss. As I have grown I now understand what pushes people to use & I hate myself for being so mean & hard about addiction issues in the past.

I'm happy she had good times with you and she contributed happy memories.

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-29-2015, 02:00 PM
I wish I never became friendly with this girl at work. I saw her at the grocery and she went on and on how she makes 2000 a night at a club in north carolina. Then last night she says" I made 1000 last night". That's good for a monday right. Lol. My friend talks to her friend she stays with and said they made nothing. Then she'd follow me around," how much are you making". I don't tell strangers that. And she's already invited herself with me to my summer club and her friend says she's a druggie. I guess I just need to ignore her the rest of the time I'm here.

I knew a girl like this. She would say she made a grand but wouldn't buy a car for herself or wear shoes at work. LOL Yes some people live in DelusionLand.

Might she be selling drugs in VIP? I've seen it done (not in front of me but the club fired the girl for doing it.)

JessaJade
04-29-2015, 02:50 PM
I fantasise about doing violent things to my landlord who I hate. He's made one too many rape 'jokes' and other weird comments. He lives next door. I despise him and can barely contain my hate but I'm trying to play smart and let him think his weirdness has gone unnoticed so he will slip up. I keep notes on him and am planning to do some more serious detective work, we think he might be a paedophile.

SimoneGray
04-29-2015, 02:58 PM
I confess that today I ate a jar of marshmallow fluff. Something I will never ever do again. ever since switching to clean eating, I feel so terrible putting anything sugary and processed into my body. I ate it because I saw it at my local supermarket (didn't think they would stock it) and bought it for the novelty value. I am also super proud of myself that despite this happening I have no desire to return to my old ways of terrible eating.

michele11
04-29-2015, 03:08 PM
I knew a girl like this. She would say she made a grand but wouldn't buy a car for herself or wear shoes at work. LOL Yes some people live in DelusionLand.

Might she be selling drugs in VIP? I've seen it done (not in front of me but the club fired the girl for doing it.)

No. They search our bags and I never see her in vip.

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-29-2015, 04:31 PM
OK funny confession- I watched the entire movie of "Valley Of The Dolls" last night. The movie was BAD but amusing. I really really enjoyed Sharon Tate's character. (She was reportedly based on Marilyn Monroe.)

ava$
04-29-2015, 05:13 PM
I had my post medication abortion follow-up ultrasound just now. I'm officially no longer pregnant. I already went through the emotional cycles of fear, sadness, and relief before today so it was just a confirmation of what I already knew. As I left the clinic some women protesters tried to talk to me. "Are you thinking of getting an abortion, hon? We'd like to talk to you." I just said "No, thank you" because I'm too polite for my own good. I really wanted to say "Been there , done that! Better pray for my murderous soul!"
Ugh, this brings back memories for me, it effected me mildly at first then worse a year or so later and now Ive accepted it. The memory makes me sad tho :( I don't think anyone likes to do this