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SimoneGray
05-08-2015, 12:21 PM
I confess that my new guilty pleasure is RHOA. I'm not really one for reality shows, but for some reason I can't stop watching these women.

michele11
05-08-2015, 12:34 PM
I'll make this a confession since we are going to get infractions for doing above. Xstacy writes way better in english and probably speaks it better than one of my best friends who is also French Canadian. Au Revior.

whirlerz
05-08-2015, 12:38 PM
I went waaay out of my way today, to buy a cheap (but cute) dress that makes my boobs/waist look good. Their stuff runs small, so I have to buy an XL. Years ago I had a similar dress but by Liz Claiborne

charlie61
05-08-2015, 01:09 PM
Whenever I get back into dancing (where I use a lot of sweet-smelling body stuff), I gravitate towards the opposite in my personal life. I start buying neutral chapstick instead of the sweet-smelling chapsticks, etc. Just an observation.

Elektra Luxx
05-08-2015, 01:34 PM
I can be very outgoing and friendly if I'm not attracted a guy. But if I'm attracted to the guy or the guy is attracted to me. I get nervous, quiet , I start to stutter, I can't think of anything to say. I have a guy friend at work. He's quiet, shy, socially awkward, has no sense of style but is extremely smart. I made friends with him because he reminds me of my little brother. I liked to talk to him because I didn't feel any pressure to put on an act. I could be myself. Well, since I started dating the bf, he's been increasingly distant. So today I invited him to lunch so I can catch up with what's going on with him. Just as a way of letting him know that I still want to be friends. I think it could have gone better.

Confession: I wish guys wouldn't make things so complicated. Men have this built in thing that will not allow them to be friends with a women without sex always in the background. The guys I work with are completely incapable of thinking of me as just one of the guys.

lynn2009
05-08-2015, 01:39 PM
The guys I work with are completely incapable of thinking of me as just one of the guys.

It's because you are stunning! But I understand your frustration.

MyButter
05-08-2015, 02:45 PM
As members of the generation where those ginormous backyard trampolines were all the rage, my husband and I walked into the trampoline park like we were a couple of bad asses. After all, we were doing triple back flips on those monstrosities when we were like 9, so we're basically pros.

An hour and a half later we hobbled out of there prematurely, all hunched over in agony.

Trampoline park-1
Us-0

Selina M
05-08-2015, 04:49 PM
So... the stupid cunt ex-best friend I posted about in Annoyances... is apparently getting divorced. She's 23 years old and gets to say she's already a divorcee. I'm 90% sure she'll have to move back in with her parents, she's still in school and hasn't had a job since a 3 month stint at Dennys in high school.
This makes me SO happy it's not even funny. Makes me believe in karma again!

(Please karma, don't bite me in the ass for being happy for her misery)

amberlly
05-08-2015, 06:23 PM
One mgr at work is totally cray cray.

DonaDiabla
05-08-2015, 06:34 PM
My college graduation is coming up in August. I thought about wearing the most outrageous thing for my college graduation.

I will be wearing a long-sleeve leopard-print gown with Pleaser Sliver satin rhinestone heels. However, these heels make me over 6'2 :)

michele11
05-08-2015, 06:48 PM
I'm loving this new show after the tank. Shark tank is my absolute favorite show. I watch it for hours and wish I could be an investor on there. I alwys was interested to know how the businesses do after the deal is done i'm loving this! Ha, That's the entrepreneur in me. And I see some products I'd like to try.

Aurora_Sunset
05-08-2015, 06:54 PM
A friend was supposed to be home at 4 today and help me with my car. He wasn't getting ahold of me and I assumed he was working late - which is what it was. But when he called around 7 and said that he totally forgot he was even supposed to help me today until he got home, for some reason, it really hurt my feelings. We're not super good friends or anything, but really? He can't even remember he was supposed to help me and send me a text to let me know he's running late? It felt really shitty to know I was forgotten.

Elektra Luxx
05-08-2015, 07:41 PM
I physically need a release. I'm like crazed fiend looking for a victim to cross my path. Buahhaahahah. Wait!, what's that sound? I hear a stirring. Someone at my door? Could it be! A key in the lock and a door opening. *evil snicker* My victim approaches. I attack with superhuman speed and forcefully subdue him and give him no choice, but to give me his essence and remove the demon that lurks within me. Ahhh, sweet release! It's like Jekyll and Hyde thing. Enough with the dramatics, the bf is watching TV and I'm on SW. We just woke up from a nap.

Confession: Around this time of the month I always feel very amorous.

SimoneGray
05-08-2015, 07:44 PM
I confess that right now the "bob's burgers" theme song makes me unbearably jolly. No idea why.

charlie61
05-08-2015, 08:37 PM
Life just gets really confusing and scary for a few days when frequent posters change their profile pics.

KikiGem
05-08-2015, 08:38 PM
I confess that right now the "bob's burgers" theme song makes me unbearably jolly. No idea why.

I LOVE Bob's burgers, that show just makes me happy. I feel like I relate to Tina so much lol.

My confession: even though I'm not supposed to, I'm going to go out for some drinks with friends this weekend. I need to relax!

zoezoebelle
05-08-2015, 09:02 PM
Sometimes I completely break character and probably lose money from it, but I just can't help being a smart ass. I have to always be right and it's a terrible habit when dealing with strip club regulars. xD I got into an argument with a guy the other night, because he asked, "Why do you girls always feel more comfortable touching other girls than us guys? Girls can be totally crazy and possessive too. They rip each other's hair out." I gave him a serious look and said, "I've never been sexually assaulted by a girl." There was a long silence.

I've also argued with customers over which programming languages are most relevant (his job basically, lol), theology, and quite a lot of other subjects. This is mostly an issue when I'm having an "off" day. It's going to take quite a lot of practice in patience and humility for me to learn how to shut the hell up. xD Even during that 90% of the time when I do manage to shut up and nod, I don't make an exceptional effort most of the time to hide the fact in my body language that I think they're full of shit.

Elektra Luxx
05-08-2015, 10:16 PM
Sometimes I completely break character and probably lose money from it, but I just can't help being a smart ass. I have to always be right and it's a terrible habit when dealing with strip club regulars. xD I got into an argument with a guy the other night, because he asked, "Why do you girls always feel more comfortable touching other girls than us guys? Girls can be totally crazy and possessive too. They rip each other's hair out." I gave him a serious look and said, "I've never been sexually assaulted by a girl." There was a long silence.

I've also argued with customers over which programming languages are most relevant (his job basically, lol), theology, and quite a lot of other subjects. This is mostly an issue when I'm having an "off" day. It's going to take quite a lot of practice in patience and humility for me to learn how to shut the hell up. xD Even during that 90% of the time when I do manage to shut up and nod, I don't make an exceptional effort most of the time to hide the fact in my body language that I think they're full of shit.

Where's the "Thanks, you got that 100% right" button?

ScarletKitten
05-08-2015, 10:43 PM
I've always felt inclined to love psychopaths. It's like I want to "save" them with my love. I've always wanted to transform monsters by loving them. I call it "beauty and the beast" syndrome.

Another part of this confession is that I am a hybristophiliac. I have sexual attraction to killers. I would watch Unsolved Mysteries when I was a child and sometimes would feel aroused or feel romantic feelings thinking about being with a killer. The type of killer who goes mad because of lack of love or being neglected as a child. I can't help it. I know it's a heartbreaking way to live, to have deep feelings for psychopaths, and I hate it about myself. But I can't change it no matter how hard I try.

My bf has killed many men in the war, and although it bothers him and sometimes he can't sleep at night because of the bad memories, it makes me love him that much more.

I'm fucked up, I know. :/

zoezoebelle
05-08-2015, 11:30 PM
I've always felt inclined to love psychopaths. It's like I want to "save" them with my love. I've always wanted to transform monsters by loving them. I call it "beauty and the beast" syndrome.

Another part of this confession is that I am a hybristophiliac. I have sexual attraction to killers. I would watch Unsolved Mysteries when I was a child and sometimes would feel aroused or feel romantic feelings thinking about being with a killer. The type of killer who goes mad because of lack of love or being neglected as a child. I can't help it. I know it's a heartbreaking way to live, to have deep feelings for psychopaths, and I hate it about myself. But I can't change it no matter how hard I try.

My bf has killed many men in the war, and although it bothers him and sometimes he can't sleep at night because of the bad memories, it makes me love him that much more.

I'm fucked up, I know. :/

Aarg I relate too much to your posts sometimes. xD All of you girls... it's like strippers have this weird psychological profile that I never realised others shared. I have the exact same interests. I hate it about myself and have made great efforts to stop being attracted to psychopaths, after I ended up moving in with one when I was 18 and he abused the shit out of me for a year. But even though I've had such an experience and I avoid them in general now, I still find serial killers incredibly arousing. I masturbate to American Psycho and other torture-heavy films. Somehow even after being psychologically and physically tortured, it's like I want more. Like I want to push my own mental endurance to the limit. And I never did get over that desire to go to deeply troubled/depressed men and try to love them in their despair. xP

amberlly
05-09-2015, 03:56 AM
I am totally scared of one of my ex regulars. I am always keeping an eye to see if he pops up. Never said or did anything nasty to me. He moved on to see other girls etc. But there was just this vibe at our last session. He made a couple of strange comments and it set me on edge. The next time he saw me, he was heading to VIP with a co-worker. Stopped to say hello and looked upset he had already booked her. I was sooo relieved and made a speedy exit.

Its crazy because I don't work the day he always comes in and it was months ago!! That being said gut instinct - im staying well away.

hf487
05-09-2015, 04:48 AM
My best friend since I was in 7th grade has been obviously blowing me off for the last couple months, I think she may be jealous (although I hate saying that about ppl because so many people just use it as a jab) but I think shes mad that I get to use my looks for a great income. She started acting funny right after I shared some pictures with her that I did at a photo shoot, she used to always want to see my work. Then when I asked why shes been so distant her response "my life is boring and I don't have much going on" *I call bullshit* she's texted me randomly a few times, when we used to talk everyday and I honestly don't care to have a relationship with her anymore, what's the point? To send a stupid text once every other week to say "hey how r u" just bullshit- I thought we were close and our bond was unbreakable, she through me for a loop. She was really the only person I trusted other than my mom. But she's proven me right, people suck! I want to tell her I don't see the point n this but I'm just gna let it go and be a phony bitch and act like nothing is wrong like she does, the next time she texts

michele11
05-09-2015, 12:45 PM
I've only left the house once since I've been home. I couldn't find my lexapro for 5 days and I feel weird. I justgot up an hour ago. I hope this goes away before my next trip which isn't for a month. Also I haven't drank coffee or tea sine I've been home and I made some and the creamer is bad and I'm drinking it anyways because I don't wanna leave the house. And tomorrow I need to go to a loud busy place for mothers day. This is gonna be fun. It was last year but I didn't feel like this.

michele11
05-09-2015, 12:46 PM
Oh and I haven't taken a shower in a week.

baer45
05-09-2015, 03:32 PM
Oh and I haven't taken a shower in a week.

I hope you are kidding. Are you depressed? Go take a shower and find a park with lots of trees to walk around.

michele11
05-09-2015, 04:44 PM
^ No I'm not. And obviously if i'm on lexapro that should tell you something. Lol. Thanks doc.

charlie61
05-09-2015, 04:46 PM
I hope you are kidding. Are you depressed? Go take a shower and find a park with lots of trees to walk around.

Before things get uncomfortable in here, yes, I believe michele11 struggles with depression (hence her mentioning of lexapro), and likely some anxiety as well (not leaving the house).

This is a confessions thread, so please keep your judgments to a minimum in the future. (I mean really, we just had someone confess to being sexually attracted to psychopaths, and you instead chose to comment on another user's hygiene?)

Moving on.

baer45
05-09-2015, 05:29 PM
Rgiht , confession thread. my bad

amberlly
05-09-2015, 05:34 PM
Why can't ppl just admit cam girls are really hot and they want their attention. Throw the money at them. Instead of trying to stalk them for free attention and being a good citizen. Customer convo thread. Ugh just admit you want attention and pay for it.

Its that easy.

michele11
05-09-2015, 08:44 PM
can we please just ship all the girl off to an island who come here with under 20 posts and just start threads wanting info and then just complain when you give it to the. I just realized one who's complaining I helped out and she never even came back to the thread or thanked me. lol. But she surely does her homework. I'm only helping out girls who've actually contributed from now on or who are smart enough to do thier homework and pm me.

MyButter
05-09-2015, 11:22 PM
God damn trampoline park. Forgot to mention this in my last post, but nothing really says "you have a HUGE vagina!" like peeing all over yourself uncontrollably while you're jumping.

I'm sitting here at 2 am doing kegals furiously because I'm determined not to wear depends next time I go, lol.

I've read that this is pretty common amongst women who've gone through childbirth, but geez louise it still makes me think my vagina is abysmal.

xStacey
05-10-2015, 03:53 AM
It's the first time I strip full-time, without vanilla work or school on the side. I decided not to take summer classes and enjoy my 4 months off school. I've been working 4 days per week, Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday and Sunday, I really love my schedule because I always get a day off after a day of work lol (except during the week-end). I'm thinking of maybe adding another night (Friday) later on, but working Thursday to Sunday seems rough.

Right now I am really enjoying my days off. I started going back to the gym regularly and spend most of my free time reading a lot of interesting novels, magazines, newspapers and watching tons of movies to have more stuff to talk about with customers. Ah life is good.

Aniela
05-10-2015, 07:12 AM
I just shut the door for good on my ex earlier this wk, then last nite had a dream that we were preparing to get married. I saw my best friend & several of my friends from basic all helping me w/ wedding day-of preparations, going to the church, getting dressed, all these requirements being fulfilled, but noticing that I wasn't even fully aware who the groom was until I saw Ex's dad who handed me a card w/ Ex's name on it … I thought, This is good, finally we are going to start building our life together … & then as I was getting ready to go out & start the walk down the aisle I was told that Ex called it off. I wasn't told why.

Still feeling so fkng confused & sad over it.

kaninchen
05-10-2015, 03:46 PM
I love nachos so much.

lynn2009
05-10-2015, 04:04 PM
There's only one club left I am willing to work and I should really go for at least a quick run to get back in shape so in a few weeks I can finally go in. But I don't want to, it's pretty outside finally (for a city) and I think I'm going to go sit outside for an hour or so until I lose the last of daylight and read.

michele11
05-11-2015, 12:00 AM
I just went over and fucked my neighbor. Oh boy what was I thinking???? His ex wife and I are goog friends. I just went over and he was working in his garage. Oh this is sooo not good.

OliveJardin
05-11-2015, 05:48 AM
I just drank some banana liqueur and walked my cat-he's not a very good dog :(.

ava$
05-11-2015, 06:29 AM
I feel I need to get rid of my bf for good, we been on and off for like 8 years now and I really love him cause all we been through but he's just not maturing with me, he is 14 years older than me btw so its really a shame! He is always playing games and I just feel he holds a grudge against me cause of a lot thats happened while we were together, I was only 20 when we got together and so ya I did dumb shit at first but Ive not done anything in years. For years I have been a great women to him, even if its on and off, were only off cause of him and his games. I am not an ugly girl and not on drugs, I am educated, I feel I could get a much better guy who actually deserves me but any time I am single I never find one and all I do is think of him and how much I love him and he's the only one I really know. Like when I get with a new guy its awkward and we don't know each other and I just feel so much more comfortable with the guy Ive been with so long so I always end up going back to him when I get vulnerable and something happens with a new guy or I get turned off by the new guy. I get so easily turned off by guys who say or do the wrong shit so it happens all the time. IDK what to do, Im so confused and Im only getting older, I feel Ive wasted most of my young years already and still don't know what to do with my career either, all I know is I want my own business, I don't wanna work for nobody else.

ava$
05-11-2015, 06:32 AM
Another confession: Mother's day always makes me feel so bad cause of the abortion I had. I regret it so much and would take it back if I could.

amberlly
05-11-2015, 07:31 AM
I painted my nails sparkly pink and I'm going to start yoga.

michele11
05-11-2015, 09:26 AM
My 2800 purse is gone! I had all my money from my last week in it. I wanna kill myself! I tracked all pics from the night and I had it. I worked for 3 hours at my old club and then they told me to take my sister home. I know I did not bring it with me because I've known the manager 20 years and the neighbor says I didn't have it. Even drunk I have the pics of that purse on me. I cling to that tihng because it had almost 5000 in there. I'm gonna die!

michele11
05-11-2015, 09:29 AM
And my work watch which was sentimental to me. I went and got cigs and a cookie ( only smoke when I drink) and they looked at the video and said I didn't have it. I know I left it because my sister left her purse on my seat when I dropped her off. So either the neighbor is lying or it's in my house somewhere but I laways put it on my dresser and that's where I put it when I came and got my dance bag.

Nyla19
05-11-2015, 09:56 AM
I've been very lazy and good for nothing the past 2 wks. That's boring and uneventful compared to everyone elso. I'm sorry Michelle. I hope you find your money. Its an awful feeling when you bust your butt in the club and money is lost and or stolen.

whirlerz
05-11-2015, 10:11 AM
Damn, girl I sure hope you find it in ur house!^

Me: tired / achy today

ava$
05-11-2015, 12:18 PM
I just went over and fucked my neighbor. Oh boy what was I thinking???? His ex wife and I are goog friends. I just went over and he was working in his garage. Oh this is sooo not good.

LMAOOOO, michele!!

ava$
05-11-2015, 12:18 PM
I just went over and fucked my neighbor. Oh boy what was I thinking???? His ex wife and I are goog friends. I just went over and he was working in his garage. Oh this is sooo not good.

LMAOOOO, michele!!

KikiGem
05-11-2015, 12:31 PM
I secretly kinda hate doctors. Not ER drs or surgeons but you know, the ones who work out of offices, family drs I guess. They keep trying to reinvent the wheel with me by giving me 'alternative' anxiety meds (read: ineffective) They hate prescribing anything with any potential for dependency. Well duh, that's how you know something is good if it carries that risk! Yet they keep trying to prescribe me crap and it's honestly like giving children's aspirin to a junkie. And I know that they only do it to cover their asses, cause if they aren't stingy with their scripts then the Feds will come busting in.

I don't care if I'm 'addicted' to benzos for the rest of my life. Really, I don't. It's either that or I have no life at all because I'll be too busy being a sweating anxious ball of fear.

Prettyglitter
05-11-2015, 12:40 PM
So bummed that my strip trip got pushed back. I'm missing out on so much money. :(

michele11
05-11-2015, 12:56 PM
I just went over and fucked my neighbor. Oh boy what was I thinking???? His ex wife and I are goog friends. I just went over and he was working in his garage. Oh this is sooo not good.

I have to quote this. My mom is in the emergency room and my neighbors ex wife who is my good friend is treating her. I called her estatic I found my purse. I hid it in my drunken stupor and forgot. I laid back down after and something told me not to be upset. I got up and searched my room. Omg the money I must leave behind on trips. I hope my sister does blurt anything out when she goes back up there. Omg. Fun evening but. I'm so relieved. And my mom always falls and she split her head open. In case anyone was wondering. Thank god nothing really serious.

michele11
05-11-2015, 01:02 PM
LMAOOOO, michele!!

Call me I saw I missed your call and we always play phone tag. Ha. Another confession, we dragged my mom in the strip club. That's how zi saw my old manager from my very first ever club I worked and we got pics of her dancing on the pole. Lol.