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wednesday86
05-20-2015, 10:13 AM
Seriously girl, you make me want to start scouring thrift shops and selling stuff...
I remember my ex cleaning out his house, selling all this random shit like Lego sets and whatnot, and it was amazing how easy it was to sell it all on Ebay. I, on the other hand, was in charge of furniture, and Craiglist was a colossal pain in my ass.
Amber, do you maybe have a FB group called "swip swap" or something similar? We have them for some of the suburbs out here and it's pretty easy to deal with!
There's also some app called "offer up" everyone keeps telling me about. haven't tried it yet though. The only thing about ebay is that you dont get your money right away. It can take up to 21 days for funds to be available in paypal. I have several hundred still pending right now...sort of aggravating
wednesday86
05-20-2015, 10:16 AM
My 2 year old is such a klutz. He's always climbing, running and falling down. He's covered in scrapes and bruises from playing outside. Today he fell on some cement stairs and scraped up the side of his face. I don't like taking him out in public with me because I worry people think I beat him. Kids!!
Selina M
05-20-2015, 10:27 AM
My 2 year old is such a klutz. He's always climbing, running and falling down. He's covered in scrapes and bruises from playing outside. Today he fell on some cement stairs and scraped up the side of his face. I don't like taking him out in public with me because I worry people think I beat him. Kids!!
I think it's sad that nowadays we have to be worried about if strangers are going to accuse us of beating our kids/partner.
He's a kid, they fall down, they get scraped. The CPS shit has gone way too far.
zoezoebelle
05-20-2015, 01:34 PM
I think it's sad that nowadays we have to be worried about if strangers are going to accuse us of beating our kids/partner.
He's a kid, they fall down, they get scraped. The CPS shit has gone way too far.
I remember being in high school and my mom left me with my 12 year old brother in the car for 5 minutes to run and get toilet paper. Some jackass who watches too much Fox news was banging on the windows and asking where our parents were, and refused to leave until she came back. >.> I'm a teenager you dumbass, I know how to open a door.
zoezoebelle
05-20-2015, 04:37 PM
Confession: Today is laundry day to the max. Yesterday I had to be every jackass's fantasy girl. Tomorrow I have to go out, shave my crotch and do it all over again. This weekend I have to wear a dress and heels and makeup and be a lady. So today, I got out of bed at 1:30pm. I didn't shower. My hair looks like the zombie apocalypse hit. I am openly wearing acne scars that are bright red from product. I'm wearing shitty old jeans, a bland t-shirt and a hoodie with buttons. I'm not even bothering to fasten my bra or pants as I walk around the house with a deadpan face. I ate a footlong sub, chips and a chocolate croissant and I'm probably going to have canned soup and some form of alcohol later at the dive bar down the street. And no, I don't plan on fixing my hair or skin before then. People stare at me as I walk down the street with conflicted emotions, and I give them an exhausted scowl like an old homeless woman.
michele11
05-20-2015, 04:40 PM
Does anyone else like to listen to sad songs and cry? I find it oddly therapuetic. I don't do it all the time maybe twice a year.
zoezoebelle
05-20-2015, 04:44 PM
Does anyone else like to listen to sad songs and cry? I find it oddly therapuetic. I don't do it all the time maybe twice a year.
I keep a playlist of songs that make me cry because I have a hard time crying on my own. I also have all my playlists organised by mood, like "angry," "happy," "somber," "kick ass," "chill," etc. Sometimes it's hard for me to connect to my own emotions consciously and I get very confused or overwhelmed by my thoughts. The music resonates with what I'm feeling and helps me to understand and express it.
amberlly
05-20-2015, 08:03 PM
Every time my group member touches our report it gets significantly dumber. Its due in 24 hours and I had to stay up all night deleting their shit and correcting it. Or putting the much more cohesive and smart stuff someone else in the group wrote previously. Or just plain re-writing. And its still not done.
We have a class together later on said project. THis group member is super sensitive and needs constant praise. I have already snapped at her a couple of times. I need to be careful. She runs straight to the tutor to bad mouth me when it happens.
Its my last subject. I need to get through. I have to smile at the annoying one for 2 hours and just suck it up
Aniela
05-20-2015, 09:13 PM
Every time my group member touches our report it gets significantly dumber. Its due in 24 hours and I had to stay up all night deleting their shit and correcting it. Or putting the much more cohesive and smart stuff someone else in the group wrote previously. Or just plain re-writing. And its still not done.
We have a class together later on said project. THis group member is super sensitive and needs constant praise. I have already snapped at her a couple of times. I need to be careful. She runs straight to the tutor to bad mouth me when it happens.
Its my last subject. I need to get through. I have to smile at the annoying one for 2 hours and just suck it up
^^^^ My road trip home to KW begins early tomor a.m. If you happen to be located ANYWHERE in FL, PM me & I will make a special detour just to :rip: this eggs-for-brains pansy for you :devil:
My new confession -- the wedding went great, nothing that I was freaking myself out over materialised … isn't that usually how it works … but the one person that I knew, other than the groom, was another friend from uni that I've seen maybe twice in the last 10yrs & the only other person from that time in my life that I kept in contact w/. We went out for a beer together to catch up after the wedding, & while he didn't overstep any boundaries, sm of the things he said have me wondering if he had the hots for me then, or any time since. He very subtly suggested 'Maybe the nxt guy you find will be waiting just round the corner … often it's sm1 we went to school w/, esp at our age … ' then dropped the subj when I didn't bite. I feel bad that altho I love him to bits as a friend, I would not want to get involved romantically w/ him, largely bc he has a kid. I have nothing against the kid, or him for having him, & based on what he's told me over the last few yrs he sounds like a great dad, but after my previous experiences I just can't go the 'kids' route again, even if they are not biologically mine.
amberlly
05-21-2015, 05:30 AM
I wish I was in Florida! That would be the perfect solution.
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wednesday86
05-21-2015, 08:06 AM
my confession: i've become addicted to reading the camming connection corner of the site. I really want to try camming out when i move in 2 weeks. I've even been having dreams about it
amberlly
05-21-2015, 08:50 AM
@Wednesday86 your ebay success is making me want an ebay store!! Im just trying to work out what I could sell!
wednesday86
05-21-2015, 09:46 AM
@Wednesday86 your ebay success is making me want an ebay store!! Im just trying to work out what I could sell!
I did a ton of research and have made a lot of mistakes over the last couple months when I started. I'm just starting to get the hang of it and seeing profit. I would say your best bet is to start with clothes or electronics you don't want/use. I also sell a lot of kids toys I pick up for cheap in thrift stores. You should definitely try it out. If nothing else to make a little part time side money...Just don't buy things without researching them (like I did) and for gods sake don't start with amazon fba! Their fees are ridiculous. I wish I'd never gone with that platform.
SimoneGray
05-21-2015, 11:02 AM
my confession: i've become addicted to reading the camming connection corner of the site. I really want to try camming out when i move in 2 weeks. I've even been having dreams about it
Do it!! Camming is pretty awesome a lot of the time :)
my confession is that I found out this morning that two of my closest friends are potentially leaving my city. Normally I'm the one with wanderlust that moves around a lot, but I've been stationery for a while because I kinda enjoyed having my people close to me. Now I kinda wonder if I should just give into the wanderlust and just go somewhere new too.
baer45
05-21-2015, 11:43 AM
Got an offer to work home remotely for an insurance company. It pays $75k a year but I am not ready to retire from sex work yet.
MyButter
05-21-2015, 12:39 PM
I confess that I'm having a day full of self-loathing, which is being further exacerbated by a painful period along with nausea and a migraine to boot. I'm going to curl up in a ball and cry and hope that tomorrow comes sooner than anticipated.
ScarletKitten
05-21-2015, 02:16 PM
I have phone anxiety. I just can't talk on the phone to anyone most of the time. It took me forever just to call my credit union to renew my debit card. It was literally like a one-minute phone call. But I had to breathe, collect myself, and just pick up the phone and do it. I still haven't called my apartment about my lease. What is wrong with me?
kaninchen
05-21-2015, 02:38 PM
^ Girl. I feel you. I've been doing the same thing trying to compose an e-mail for the past hour. Human contact is really hard. *weeps*
michele11
05-21-2015, 05:40 PM
Omg. I went to order my signature scent of 7 years. marshmallow fluff from body bakery and the sites gone!?! I make soooo much money because of this stuff. Guys just want to smell me, girls always ask what I have on. Idk what i'm going to do! I don't wear regualr perfume and it took me 3 years and like 500 dollars on shit stuff to find this. I know this is going to sound weird but I don't even want to go on my trip. I swear that was one of the reasons I make so much besides my looks, charm and awesome hustling skills. But I had to work without it once and it was aweful.:(
michele11
05-21-2015, 05:44 PM
And now I had the first nice converstaion with my ex last night. fter i screamed and hung up on him on my trip I decided to call. We had nice conversation besides him" I have breast cancer. "my ankles messed up". " My muscles are atrophying', I relaized he's just me but more of a bitch and I always knew that. I remember the time he called and i just started having panic attacks and said he had cancer. Anyways. He didn't beg me back or anything. I even said nice talking to you when we hing up. Now he's calling again!!!!
whirlerz
05-21-2015, 06:52 PM
Omg. I went to order my signature scent of 7 years. marshmallow fluff from body bakery and the sites gone!?! I make soooo much money because of this stuff. Guys just want to smell me, girls always ask what I have on. Idk what i'm going to do! I don't wear regualr perfume and it took me 3 years and like 500 dollars on shit stuff to find this. I know this is going to sound weird but I don't even want to go on my trip. I swear that was one of the reasons I make so much besides my looks, charm and awesome hustling skills. But I had to work without it once and it was aweful.:(
There's a lady, called the Perfume Detective, she finds rare/discontinued scents..there's more than her, I can't think of what the other ones are called. They find them for you..or, if you have any left, you can have a lab duplicate it for you. I went to the Rennassonce (sp) fair, & a place there said they could duplicate a scent I had..I'm sure you could find somewhere that'd do it, google/bing around
Ok..this's petty, but when I'm going to leave a store, & a man's coming in @ the same time, I find it annoying/rude AF when HE expects me to open the door 1st..that's petty huh.
michele11
05-21-2015, 07:04 PM
^ When they disontinued body shops original vanilla I ordered it in other countries until it was dicontinued there. I tried to find a chemist to replicate it but they said they would have to make so much it wouldn't be worth it. Also the lady made these special order so they won't be found anywhere. But the site that replicates might work. i'll check into that. I'll confess your much better at finding old threads than me. I use to order off mmu cosmetics they moved from canada to australia and I can't find them. A girl posted there new info about 3 years ago or so and i can't find it.....
michele11
05-21-2015, 07:12 PM
I googled and blogs say it's impossible to do. I confess I'm going to cry. i'm that attatched to this scent. Why did i change carriers. I would have gotten an email saying they were going out of business. Everything was half off!!! UGH!
KikiGem
05-21-2015, 08:16 PM
I haven't gone to school all week. My sleep schedule is all fucked up and hard as I try I just can't/subconsciously don't wake up early anymore. I'm going tomorrow, though. But I found out I only have 650 hours out of 1500 and I swear, I really thought I had much more. Thought I was at least halfway through.
I'm just in a "fuck it all" mood lately. Don't care about anything right now. It really sucks feeling like this. Just a few weeks ago everything was fine. Now I'm, I guess, depressed, IDK what to call it.
OliveJardin
05-22-2015, 03:18 AM
I confess that I am enjoying a red wine with my dinner before work, while browsing Hustle Hut for motivation and inspiration. My "energy" is sooo off atm, I'm not having bad nights, but nothing is coming easily either-I confess that I have accepted, acknowledged my burn-out and I'm going to go home, to seek shelter in front of my parent's wood fire (if I can fight the cat for it!), walk along the beach with my family's dogs, for a week of recovery.
amberlly
05-22-2015, 05:17 AM
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xStacey
05-22-2015, 11:06 AM
There's a customer I am really considering meeting OTC. I have never done that before in 3 and a half years dancing, except once a long time ago but I only met the guy for dinner at a steakhouse, not at his hotel, it really stresses me out.
Elektra Luxx
05-22-2015, 02:08 PM
There's a customer I am really considering meeting OTC. I have never done that before in 3 and a half years dancing, except once a long time ago but I only met the guy for dinner at a steakhouse, not at his hotel, it really stresses me out.
If you feel uncomfortable, don't do it, but if you do, whether it's personal or business, make sure you tell someone where you are going to be and with who. Be safe.
charlie61
05-22-2015, 02:18 PM
I confess that five hours of dancing makes me feel like an eighty-year-old woman afterwards. I exercise, stretch, eat super well, take supplements, don't drink, get plenty of sleep, and yet I still feel like I've been run over by a truck after a single shift. I literally have no idea how some of you 35+ ladies do it. Respect!!!
Elektra Luxx
05-22-2015, 02:29 PM
I confess that five hours of dancing makes me feel like an eighty-year-old woman afterwards. I exercise, stretch, eat super well, take supplements, don't drink, get plenty of sleep, and yet I still feel like I've been run over by a truck after a single shift. I literally have no idea how some of you 35+ ladies do it. Respect!!!
Sounds like someone needs a thorough body massage. Really work all those tired muscles.
Aurora_Sunset
05-22-2015, 02:35 PM
I've had a really short fuse lately in regards to how much I'll put up with from people - mostly men - before I Just dismiss them. In my mind I feel totally justified, and try to tell myself I'm just developing higher "standards" for what I'll deal with, but then the other part of me completely acknowledges that I feel burnt out, useless, and stuck, and I wish I had someone following me around all day that I could turn to and get a normal perspective from to tell me if I'm overreacting.
michele11
05-22-2015, 03:43 PM
I confess...I probably should be nicer( never happen). I was at the store and just wanted to look at the phones ( where the verizon guy is sometimes trying to sell you the packages). I went through it with one guy for an hour 8 months ago and just decided to get the brighthouse package. So he yells to me. I didn't even turn my head just said" yeah, not interested in your spiel". He walks over to were I'm at and i hear him say "spiel" huh. or some shit. I said yeah I'm in sales no thanks. As I walk away I turn and look and he's freaken model hot! I never see hot guys and it's a weekend. I'm stupid even flirting would of been fun since i've onlt been out of the house 3 times in almost 3 weeks!
wednesday86
05-22-2015, 06:28 PM
i confess i've eaten nothing but CRAP for the last 2 days! Ugh.........hot dogs, pizza, onion rings, even a mcdonalds burger.........i'm so ashamed........and i feel like crap. oy
charlie61
05-22-2015, 07:52 PM
Sounds like someone needs a thorough body massage. Really work all those tired muscles.
Only if I can return the favor... :shy:
I confess that I have suicidal thoughts alllll of the time. No intent, no plan, and no means, but the thoughts just flow through my head all of the time. Especially during the second half of my monthly cycle, which is kind of interesting. I don't find the thoughts disturbing, and I have them regardless of my mood. They're just...there.
amberlly
05-22-2015, 08:18 PM
I love that the industry has given me such a great bs detector. I defs didn't have going in.
Elektra Luxx
05-22-2015, 09:10 PM
Only if I can return the favor... :shy:
Of course, I would insist on it. I'm having some problems with my lower back, legs, calves and shoulders.
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xStacey
05-22-2015, 09:44 PM
If you feel uncomfortable, don't do it, but if you do, whether it's personal or business, make sure you tell someone where you are going to be and with who. Be safe.
Wow I cannot believe this, this is a reply but also a confession!!
The guy is good looking, cultivated, and rich! He said he lives at the Ritz (didn't even know that was possible) and asked me repeatedly if I could come over for private dancing at his residence. He visited me at work earlier this week and texted me this morning to ask me if I would be free tonight, I made up excuses about having plans and stayed home all day being bored. He also asked me if I were free this week-end, I said I was working, he asked if I could come before work and I also made excuses.
Since I was so bored tonight, I decided to google his number. Not only did he give me his personal phone number but also his real name. I can't believe it, his family name appears in the list of the most fortunate families of the province, with a net worth of $650 million!!!!!! :eye-poppi :eye-poppi There's also pictures and it's actually him. I knew he had money but did not expect him to be this wealthy!
Whoa I am really thinking of taking up his offer. Last time I saw him he said he would like to propose an arrangement and said he takes care of women well and for a long period of time.
I am nervous though, with this amount of money he can probably afford any high-end escorts he wants that must be way prettier and better in bed than me.
Edit : with more stalking, just found out he graduated from Harvard with distinction before coming back here. No wonder he sounded educated.
Elektra Luxx
05-22-2015, 11:06 PM
I am nervous though, with this amount of money he can probably afford any high-end escorts he wants that must be way prettier and better in bed than me.
Prettier than you, no way, he's interested in you. It's good that your research confirmed his identity. He sounds like a nice guy. Stay safe.
Selina M
05-22-2015, 11:52 PM
Only if I can return the favor... :shy:
Ok I confess that I want in on this exchange! :blush:
Actual confession: I legit measured a dick today. I didn't think anyone ever actually did that. It was hilarious.
Aurora_Sunset
05-23-2015, 08:18 AM
I agreed to go camping with some friends tomorrow night for Memorial Day weekend, and I really don't want to go now. I initially agreed because I had been wanting to go camping. But, honestly, not with them. They're people I hung out with my junior/senior year of college, but I can't really stand them anymore. Immature, misogynistic guys, who perpetually try to recreate the college party years. They don't accept that some of us have not aged well in regards to how we handle alcohol or have other responsibilities the next day that we don't want to be hungover for and act like dicks about pressuring me to drink. One of them also constantly brings up "feminism" and "rape culture" as things to mock and say rape culture doesn't exist and everything that used to just be "normal drunken flirting" is being policed nowadays - basically whining about how his borderline rapist tendencies and majorly dickish pressuring of girls to have sex with him is now actually being called out and he's unhappy with the concept that women can say no to him and he has to just deal with it...
Anyway, I don't want to hang out and drink with these people. I have no patience for them anymore and know I won't have fun. Plus, being out of town all weekend, I just want my regular "Sunday off" to reset for the week. But I've blown them off so often, I'd feel like a ass to the one girl who I do like if I cancelled again... boo
carmen_b
05-23-2015, 08:20 AM
^ Maybe skip it but ask her to lunch later if it's just one person you want to see ...
OliveJardin
05-23-2015, 11:32 AM
For the first time in 7 years, there is a girl is dancing under my real name and I confess that I have a brain fart and twitch every time I hear the DJ announce it!
baer45
05-23-2015, 11:40 AM
One of my teeth crown fell off yesterday. I went to see my old dentist this morning. Surprisingly, the old dentist sold his clinic to a young couple. They are all fresh out of dental school and very professional. The husband is handsome and wife's pretty. Their life looks like dream. I am so jealous right now. God damn it, I should have a life like that.
kaninchen
05-23-2015, 01:12 PM
Wow I cannot believe this, this is a reply but also a confession!!
The guy is good looking, cultivated, and rich! He said he lives at the Ritz (didn't even know that was possible) and asked me repeatedly if I could come over for private dancing at his residence. He visited me at work earlier this week and texted me this morning to ask me if I would be free tonight, I made up excuses about having plans and stayed home all day being bored. He also asked me if I were free this week-end, I said I was working, he asked if I could come before work and I also made excuses.
Since I was so bored tonight, I decided to google his number. Not only did he give me his personal phone number but also his real name. I can't believe it, his family name appears in the list of the most fortunate families of the province, with a net worth of $650 million!!!!!! :eye-poppi :eye-poppi There's also pictures and it's actually him. I knew he had money but did not expect him to be this wealthy!
Whoa I am really thinking of taking up his offer. Last time I saw him he said he would like to propose an arrangement and said he takes care of women well and for a long period of time.
I am nervous though, with this amount of money he can probably afford any high-end escorts he wants that must be way prettier and better in bed than me.
Edit : with more stalking, just found out he graduated from Harvard with distinction before coming back here. No wonder he sounded educated.
You should go for it! Just be safe and maybe meet him in a public place first. It should help you scope him out and get a feel for if it's a good idea to pursue him. If you are ever alone with him, trust your gut 100% and never ever let your guard down.
I had a customer like this once and I let him slip away. He gave me the name of his yacht and when I googled it I found his name, business news articles with his picture, home & garden websites featuring his $30 million mansion in Malibu... Ugh.
Get money girl! But stay safe. Have you ever taken any self-defense classes?
baer45
05-23-2015, 01:30 PM
Don't let his family fortune blind your eyes. You should always look out for yourself in a sugar daddy situation. Is it safe? Do you feel comfortable with him? How much can you get for real? PS. high end escort is BS. I worked with a girl that associated with a "famous" agency that charged rich clients $3000 a night before. Before she worked for the agency, she charged only $200 per visit. and frankly, she looked better before.
charlie61
05-23-2015, 05:22 PM
If you like using oil-blotting sheets, try using toilet paper or paper towels instead. They're so much cheaper and are just as effective IMO. Plus, they're constantly available. I blot my nose and forehead whenever I use the restroom. Convenient!
This isn't really a confession. It's just a good tip for frugal folks. But whatevsies.
xStacey
05-23-2015, 05:23 PM
You should go for it! Just be safe and maybe meet him in a public place first. It should help you scope him out and get a feel for if it's a good idea to pursue him. If you are ever alone with him, trust your gut 100% and never ever let your guard down.
I had a customer like this once and I let him slip away. He gave me the name of his yacht and when I googled it I found his name, business news articles with his picture, home & garden websites featuring his $30 million mansion in Malibu... Ugh.
Get money girl! But stay safe. Have you ever taken any self-defense classes?
I have not... But I do feel comfortable around him and I think the probability of me getting killed at the Ritz is slim. I will definitely let someone know where I am, never met any customer in private before but it shouldn't be any riskier than a regular escort appointment...
I read more articles about him, he's hotter than his brother and is the one taking over his dad's business, been CEO for the last 10 years of numerous multinational media companies and he's only... 35!!! It could be worse... Lol
miss.a.p1600
05-23-2015, 06:55 PM
I confess that five hours of dancing makes me feel like an eighty-year-old woman afterwards. I exercise, stretch, eat super well, take supplements, don't drink, get plenty of sleep, and yet I still feel like I've been run over by a truck after a single shift. I literally have no idea how some of you 35+ ladies do it. Respect!!!
I know the feeling. This is why I have the hardest time working shifts consecutively for more than 3 days at a time. I feel like I've been shagged backwards. My knees get all bruised and sore from floor work. I get out of breath from pole work (although I love pole so I don't mind that bit of cardio). But at the end of the night I realized stripping is effing manual labor.
Confession: I wish someone could save me from this dude I had a child with. Ugh! This douchelord is getting on my last nerve and I would pay any amount of money to see a real pimp with pinky rings and ring on each finger willing to pimp slap him real good true pimp style while I sit back with 3d glasses and popcorn. He has got to be bipolar or something. Or maybe just annoying AF.
Confession #2: Im getting my dream family and I can't wait until the day I tell his hating ass Im married so he can back off
Confession #3: I faked an engagement so his hating ass would back off - and it worked for a while - until I had to ditch that dude for not being up to par.
Elektra Luxx
05-23-2015, 10:21 PM
Ok I confess that I want in on this exchange! :blush:
We can take turns. Two of us massaging the third. It sounds so hhh....relaxing. Is it just me or is it getting hot around here. }:D}:D;D;D
charlie61
05-23-2015, 10:25 PM
I confess that I just finished watching Grace and Frankie on Netflix...it's a show about old people. It was relaxing, cute, had its funny moments, and I thoroughly enjoyed it. Don't judge me. >_<