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Vyanka
06-05-2015, 12:26 PM
i'm actually watching the old early 90s beverly hills 90210..yeah pretty embarrassing haha. but it cracks me up SO bad when they start in on "the economy is really bad right now brenda, not a lot of jobs available" i just wanna pat them on their little feathery, crunchy-from-hairspray 90s heads and say " oh you aint seen nothin yet. enjoy the best economy the US has probably ever known".
Lol. I remember watching that show as a kid and wanting their lifestyle. Spoiled brats.
kaninchen
06-05-2015, 12:37 PM
I was way too exhausted to shave my legs and other parts on Wednesday night after the big break-up, so I didn't get to fuck Sexy French Classmate like I planned on Thursday. (I'm a psycho and I can't enjoy sex unless I look flawless.) Now I have too much stuff to do and I won't be back by campus until Tuesday. But I need rebound sex with hot accented young men now!
The thirst of a newly single lady is real, y'all.
baer45
06-05-2015, 01:15 PM
I was way too exhausted to shave my legs and other parts on Wednesday night after the big break-up, so I didn't get to fuck Sexy French Classmate like I planned on Thursday. (I'm a psycho and I can't enjoy sex unless I look flawless.) Now I have too much stuff to do and I won't be back by campus until Tuesday. But I need rebound sex with hot accented young men now!
The thirst of a newly single lady is real, y'all.
I would not hook up with a classmate if it's just a short time/one time deal. I never needed rebound sex either, but I am a part time escort and a merciless contract killer (in my dream).
OliveJardin
06-05-2015, 01:34 PM
...sometimes I decide not to put the heater on....so that my cat is forced to love me for warmth. It's mean, but I get cuddles :).
charlie61
06-05-2015, 03:42 PM
I have a mini stripper crush. She isn't spectacularly beautiful or anything like that, and I've never spoken to her (I don't want a club friend - they weigh me down, dammit!).
But seriously, this girl knows how to dance. Super sexy pole work AND she moves extremely well (it's rare for girls to have both). I couldn't keep my eyes off of her on stage! Have you seen that kind of dancer before? Maybe you are one of them. They don't make a ton of money, they tend to be softer-spoken, and they have these lithe, pale bodies with little bubble butts and long torsos. They don't seem to care whether or not anyone is tipping them...they're in their own little worlds up there. They just stripper swag around the stage, moving like fucking goddesses, busting out fluid pole moves like it's nothing.
SWOON!
SimoneGray
06-05-2015, 04:05 PM
I confess that I have just started watching Nashville and I'm hooked! Never been that much of a fan of country music, but damn, these songs and this show are so good.
HoolaTwister
06-05-2015, 04:16 PM
I confess that I have just started watching Nashville and I'm hooked! Never been that much of a fan of country music, but damn, these songs and this show are so good.
Me too!! I love that show!
whirlerz
06-05-2015, 05:07 PM
I have a mini stripper crush. She isn't spectacularly beautiful or anything like that, and I've never spoken to her (I don't want a club friend - they weigh me down, dammit!).
But seriously, this girl knows how to dance. Super sexy pole work AND she moves extremely well (it's rare for girls to have both). I couldn't keep my eyes off of her on stage! Have you seen that kind of dancer before? Maybe you are one of them. They don't make a ton of money, they tend to be softer-spoken, and they have these lithe, pale bodies with little bubble butts and long torsos. They don't seem to care whether or not anyone is tipping them...they're in their own little worlds up there. They just stripper swag around the stage, moving like fucking goddesses, busting out fluid pole moves like it's nothing.
SWOON!
I worked briefly w/a Philipino girl that was AMAZING on the pole, (Cirq du Solei amazing) I can't remember how she danced, but wow! I have a vid from that era, but she isn't on it.
Elektra Luxx
06-05-2015, 05:35 PM
In the past I never had a problem escorting and not telling the guy I was going with at the time. We've had a total reversal in our relationship. I totally love him more than he loves me. We argue back and forth about who loves who more and I know I love him more. So I bring this up because this afternoon I turned down a really good offer from a potential SD (one of the guys asking for a 3-way). In return I get my own furnished condo all bills paid, new car (my choice), spending money, the works. In return I would be available once or twice a week for overnights according on my schedule. I told him I can't because I have a boyfriend and I really care for him. Another reason which I didn't mention is that I just didn't want to feel like I'm obligated to spend time with him because he pays for everything. He did say if things don't work out to look him up it's an open offer. When the hell did I develop a conscious?
baer45
06-05-2015, 06:20 PM
In the past I never had a problem escorting and not telling the guy I was going with at the time. We've had a total reversal in our relationship. I totally love him more than he loves me. We argue back and forth about who loves who more and I know I love him more. So I bring this up because this afternoon I turned down a really good offer from a potential SD (one of the guys asking for a 3-way). In return I get my own furnished condo all bills paid, new car (my choice), spending money, the works. In return I would be available once or twice a week for overnights according on my schedule. I told him I can't because I have a boyfriend and I really care for him. Another reason which I didn't mention is that I just didn't want to feel like I'm obligated to spend time with him because he pays for everything. He did say if things don't work out to look him up it's an open offer. When the hell did I develop a conscious?
Well at some point, , you will have to draw the line, between your relationship and work. I did that with my ex. He stayed out of my way and I only saw a few regulars. It sucks because I always felt guilty that I was sleeping with other men for money. But I am glad that I did not quit the job because of him. You have to be financially independent in this case. sadly, An escort will never have a normal relationship unless u quit. My ex was not happy about what I was doing. He had never taken a cent from me even when he's been out of work for so long. Love is sweet, love is wonderful, but at the end, your bank account is what picks you up pieces by pieces after the hard break up.
HoolaTwister
06-05-2015, 06:32 PM
My crazy ex friend called me a whore today and I totally felt this pride about being called that. This pathetic nobody borderline who sleeps with anything and the guys tell her NOT TO TELL ANYONE (lol) called me a whore! And I liked it :)
xStacey
06-05-2015, 07:20 PM
I'm so bored. I hate Fridays, I never have anything to do. I am tired of watching movies & tv shows and reading, been doing that for the last month. Maybe I should make some friends. I am excited to go to the gym tomorrow and work all week-end.
Elektra Luxx
06-05-2015, 07:25 PM
Well at some point, , you will have to draw the line, between your relationship and work.
I stopped escorting for him maybe, but really for myself. It just got to be too much. I miss the money for sure. I was working part time and making great money, but I just couldn't stand seeing clients anymore. I find myself being more conservative. I was a real wild child, but now I just want to stay home and watch TV or play on the computer.
zoezoebelle
06-05-2015, 09:37 PM
I have no idea what to do about this one customer. ._. He's extremely obsessed with me and he has the money to do pretty much anything he wants, plus I feel like he's a borderline sociopath. He kept leaving messages for me through my managers, other dancers and bartenders, having them tell me that he was looking for me. He even admitted to me that he had tried to bribe my manager to give him my phone number. So I gave him my number, because I was afraid of letting him get it some other way.
He tried to bribe me to be his girlfriend, and I said no. Then he tried to bribe me to go out on a date with him for money. When that didn't work he outright tried to bribe me for sex. Finally he said, "I'm going on a six week trip. I'll text you while I'm there, and I hope that when I come back you might change your mind." He gave me a $300 tip on his way out, after spending several hundred on dances. So I honestly just put off dealing with this for the past few weeks, because I did not want to think about it. He sent me a few texts. In one of his recent texts he said "You should consider going out with me when I get back." I responded with, "Sorry but I love my boyfriend." He said, "I understand. I hope you'll still allow me to visit you in the club." I panicked a bit. I wanted to tell him not to come see me. Everyone I've talked to about it said to just stop talking to him and avoid him. But I've had stalkers before and that's never how to deal with them. This guy has more money and more power than everybody else I've come into contact with in my life combined. I hate to admit it, but he terrifies me.
I don't know what to do. I keep hoping that if I drag this out and continue disappointing him he'll eventually dislike me and move on. Maybe I should just let him get to know me, since our values are starkly different and I secretly despise him on many levels. Getting to know a person's flaws tends to be the best way to get over an obsession. I hope.
whirlerz
06-05-2015, 09:46 PM
I know! I'm bored too, w/reading & watching stuff. Now it's too late to go out to a bar too. :(Come in chatzy, please!!! http://us23.chatzy.com/47212387239676
ScarletKitten
06-06-2015, 03:44 AM
I met a Korean guy online 3 nights ago. He's really amazing, and I can't stop thinking about him. Oh god, what have I gotten myself into?
wednesday86
06-06-2015, 07:23 AM
I met a Korean guy online 3 nights ago. He's really amazing, and I can't stop thinking about him. Oh god, what have I gotten myself into?
yellow fever strikes again! Haha! I was just coming here to confess that my husband who is Filipino/Japanese has grown his hair out and puts it back in a "man bun." I used to hate it when his hair was longer but for some reason the man bun turns me on!! I don't know..He looks like a hot samurai or something. It's so sexy
Aniela
06-06-2015, 07:24 AM
I have no idea what to do about this one customer. ._. He's extremely obsessed with me and he has the money to do pretty much anything he wants, plus I feel like he's a borderline sociopath. He kept leaving messages for me through my managers, other dancers and bartenders, having them tell me that he was looking for me. He even admitted to me that he had tried to bribe my manager to give him my phone number. So I gave him my number, because I was afraid of letting him get it some other way.
He tried to bribe me to be his girlfriend, and I said no. Then he tried to bribe me to go out on a date with him for money. When that didn't work he outright tried to bribe me for sex. Finally he said, "I'm going on a six week trip. I'll text you while I'm there, and I hope that when I come back you might change your mind." He gave me a $300 tip on his way out, after spending several hundred on dances. So I honestly just put off dealing with this for the past few weeks, because I did not want to think about it. He sent me a few texts. In one of his recent texts he said "You should consider going out with me when I get back." I responded with, "Sorry but I love my boyfriend." He said, "I understand. I hope you'll still allow me to visit you in the club." I panicked a bit. I wanted to tell him not to come see me. Everyone I've talked to about it said to just stop talking to him and avoid him. But I've had stalkers before and that's never how to deal with them. This guy has more money and more power than everybody else I've come into contact with in my life combined. I hate to admit it, but he terrifies me.
I don't know what to do. I keep hoping that if I drag this out and continue disappointing him he'll eventually dislike me and move on. Maybe I should just let him get to know me, since our values are starkly different and I secretly despise him on many levels. Getting to know a person's flaws tends to be the best way to get over an obsession. I hope.
Document everything, have your mgmt document his attempts to get to you thru them, & take it to the police. If you think this guy has sociopathic tendencies, rolling over in hopes of shaking him is probably not going to work. He will keep looking for ways to get his hooks in deeper until you take sm action to shut him down.
My confession: I still hold grudges against dead ppl. Driving home last nite in a nasty patch of heavy rain, like only a few meters of visibility, I was thinking of my ex who died in a car accident 2yrs ago. His accident wasn't caused by bad weather but I still think of him a lot when I am driving in bad conditions. Then I remembered how, the wk after my little boy died, he told me I had to 'fake it' around his family bc my 'obvious grieving' was making everybody uncomfortable. You asshole, your aunt saw me in a restaurant & basically said I looked like shit bc I hadn't been sleeping, & all I said was that I'd just had a death in my family. I wasn't saying anything to anybody abt details bc it's none of their fkng business. Further, forget HIS family, no one was seeing much of me during that time bc my 'obvious grieving' had me non-functional & holed-up in my apt. That's what I should have said but I was so shocked that he would say smtg like that, that I was speechless. It will be 2yrs nxt month since my ex died & I am still furious over that comment.
Prettyglitter
06-06-2015, 07:53 AM
I love money.
ScarletKitten
06-06-2015, 12:08 PM
yellow fever strikes again! Haha! I was just coming here to confess that my husband who is Filipino/Japanese has grown his hair out and puts it back in a "man bun." I used to hate it when his hair was longer but for some reason the man bun turns me on!! I don't know..He looks like a hot samurai or something. It's so sexy
Oh my god, yellow fever!!! LMFAO! It's so true, though. I just got off the phone from this man. He's already madly in love with me, and I'm afraid I am too.
kaninchen
06-06-2015, 12:24 PM
My confession: I still hold grudges against dead ppl. Driving home last nite in a nasty patch of heavy rain, like only a few meters of visibility, I was thinking of my ex who died in a car accident 2yrs ago. His accident wasn't caused by bad weather but I still think of him a lot when I am driving in bad conditions. Then I remembered how, the wk after my little boy died, he told me I had to 'fake it' around his family bc my 'obvious grieving' was making everybody uncomfortable. You asshole, your aunt saw me in a restaurant & basically said I looked like shit bc I hadn't been sleeping, & all I said was that I'd just had a death in my family. I wasn't saying anything to anybody abt details bc it's none of their fkng business. Further, forget HIS family, no one was seeing much of me during that time bc my 'obvious grieving' had me non-functional & holed-up in my apt. That's what I should have said but I was so shocked that he would say smtg like that, that I was speechless. It will be 2yrs nxt month since my ex died & I am still furious over that comment.
Oh. My. GOD! Why are people so nasty and cruel?! *hugs* Fuck that. Fuck ALL of that. I'm so sorry that anyone would treat you that way. I'm going to stop myself there before I start speaking ill of the dead.
ScarletKitten
06-06-2015, 12:40 PM
I feel like I'm madly in love with the entire planet. I love everyone. I love you all. I want to pick you all up and kiss your souls.
zoezoebelle
06-06-2015, 02:43 PM
@Aniela
What are the police going to do? He hasn't done anything illegal and he hasn't threatened me. They wouldn't even let me file a report. I've dealt with this kind of thing several times before, and cops don't care at all about stalkers, even the ones who do break the law. Although I think he has sociopathic tendencies, I don't think he would risk doing anything that might harm his reputation like physically hurting me. I'm just worried he might interfere with my life in some way, or that if I tell him blatantly to piss off he'll just keep coming in the club and trying to bribe me or my coworkers. He just creeps me out. Like, there's no doubt in my mind that if I were passed out in front of him he would date rape me, and I'm sure he would love to try to get me into that situation. But he's a manipulative opportunist, not a serial killer. I guess I'm just worried that he might try to get me fired or something, which I shouldn't be afraid of. I don't even know what I'm afraid of. He just scares me a lot, to the point where I can't stand the thought of losing whatever leverage I have by trying to block him. Maybe he really got into my head after all. God, I think this is what he wanted. The months worth of eerily dropping hints, the super creepy seduction act, the way he kept trying to choke me in the VIP very painfully. Maybe he wants me to be terrified of him so that I don't take action. I'm so paranoid right now.
HoolaTwister
06-06-2015, 04:10 PM
I confess I'm really jealous of the people I know who uses "unusual" things in their life as a means to get ahead. Like this girl who was adopted from China. She's an "artist". Her entire persona and story is about this and she's milked it and is still milking it to this day. She's written extensively about it to get grants, scholarships etc etc. Wow, what a tragedy! To be adopted from poverty and to loving and rich parents in the United States! She plays totally into it and has even changed her name to something Chinese. Once I asked her, during a wine session, what it was all about and she just smirked and said "Hey if white liberals want to throw money at me for this, I'm gonna keep taking it."
Meanwhile, my childhood was hell, I've been to 18 different schools, I've had so many things happen to me but it never even occurred to me to take advantage of it.....
amberlly
06-06-2015, 04:41 PM
C...............
amberlly
06-06-2015, 06:32 PM
I deleted her on Facebook earlier than planned.
Selina M
06-06-2015, 06:55 PM
I am faaaaaar too rational to the point of being insensitive. Friend is missing my bday dinner because her sister has been in labor for the past 36 hours... my response: "You know that the entire family camping out in the waiting room does nothing, right?"
... I mean, it DOESN'T.
I get the whole "it's my sister!" thing but c'mon.
baer45
06-06-2015, 08:04 PM
I went to the bank to deposit some cash tonight. Some guy followed me for a few blocks. I went to CVS to get my prescription and he was waiting outside. So when he followed me again, I pulled my gun on him. I told him to back the fuck off and he called me crazy bitch. Anyway, the dude looked like a desperate junkie. If he did not walk away I would have fucking killed him.
Aniela
06-06-2015, 08:23 PM
@Aniela
What are the police going to do? He hasn't done anything illegal and he hasn't threatened me. They wouldn't even let me file a report. I've dealt with this kind of thing several times before, and cops don't care at all about stalkers, even the ones who do break the law. Although I think he has sociopathic tendencies, I don't think he would risk doing anything that might harm his reputation like physically hurting me. I'm just worried he might interfere with my life in some way, or that if I tell him blatantly to piss off he'll just keep coming in the club and trying to bribe me or my coworkers. He just creeps me out. Like, there's no doubt in my mind that if I were passed out in front of him he would date rape me, and I'm sure he would love to try to get me into that situation. But he's a manipulative opportunist, not a serial killer. I guess I'm just worried that he might try to get me fired or something, which I shouldn't be afraid of. I don't even know what I'm afraid of. He just scares me a lot, to the point where I can't stand the thought of losing whatever leverage I have by trying to block him. Maybe he really got into my head after all. God, I think this is what he wanted. The months worth of eerily dropping hints, the super creepy seduction act, the way he kept trying to choke me in the VIP very painfully. Maybe he wants me to be terrified of him so that I don't take action. I'm so paranoid right now.
I don't want to jack the thread so I will just say to this ^^^^ PM me.
@ Kaninchen I understand not wanting to speak ill of the dead. It just feels wrong to still be pissed off abt it, & abt a lot of the shit that he did. That's why I've nvr spoken of the above until now. Maybe part of why I hold on so long to bad shit is bc it feels like 'letting them get away w/ it' if I let it go … like 'letting it go' = 'letting it slide'
My other confession involves him, & his brother too. No dirty seduction stories unfortunately, this is pretty sad. This ex had severe emotional/anxiety/addiction problems -- I say this not to rag on him postmortem but to explain what I'm abt to say. One nite he had an explosive meltdown, broke a window, ran outside to escape to God knows where, & his brother had to literally go out & tackle him. It was ugly & I thought he should be committed, but of course it wasn't my place to say. Later that nite after the dust settled, he was talking to me & describing just how bad he had been feeling, suicidal, all of it. He even said he had been planning to crash his motorcycle that very nite after work, intending to kill himself -- but smtg at work had upset him to the point of forgetting abt it. I relayed all of this to his brother after he fell asleep & said I was really worried abt him, but his brother didn't take it seriously -- said his Army training had taught him what to look for in ppl who were 'really' suicidal.
A few months later my ex had his fatal car accident, & three months following the accident I moved states. Tried to stay in contact but his brother nvr returned my calls, until the wk b4 I shipped for bootcamp. He wanted my address so he could send smtg of my ex's that I had wanted to have back. He refused a catchup phonecall bc, essentially, he said I reminded him of things he didn't want to remember. I have wondered many times if my ex's accident wasn't really an accident, but to be told that, makes me think that maybe his brother didn't believe it was an accident either, & what I make him think of is being told that Ex needed help but he didn't listen.
xStacey
06-06-2015, 11:52 PM
I went to the bank to deposit some cash tonight. Some guy followed me for a few blocks. I went to CVS to get my prescription and he was waiting outside. So when he followed me again, I pulled my gun on him. I told him to back the fuck off and he called me crazy bitch. Anyway, the dude looked like a desperate junkie. If he did not walk away I would have fucking killed him.
Wish I could do that too. Too bad we cannot carry a gun in Canada.
OliveJardin
06-07-2015, 02:36 AM
I confess that I am excited about working with Flickdreams tonight :D.
amberlly
06-07-2015, 05:52 AM
Better avoid.
Aniela
06-07-2015, 07:22 AM
My recent ex's cousin txted me this a.m. @ 0130, he was out w/ his mates getting tanked up & being silly. We have maintained a friendship even after my nasty breakup w/ his cousin & there is a lot of flirting back&forth. This is the cousin I have previously confessed to having a crush on. In one of his txts he called me mami, & even tho I knew he was just being goofy & dialling up the Latino charm (we were joking abt naked pics), his cousin used to call me that when we were together, & it made me realise how much I miss having a guy call me that w/ real affection.
audrey_k
06-07-2015, 08:09 AM
I can't stand my bf's father, and I've never met him. He lives in another country and this is the second time he's come to visit and has asked that he go out to dinner with my boyfriend alone. He comes to the UK about three times a year and has only been here twice since we started dating. My boyfriend is 36 years old and he has never lived with a woman before...I can't quite fathom why he has no interest in meeting the woman who come the closest to being the one his son settles down with?
My boyfriend's family are very upper-class, conservative, old-fashioned British people and I always feel very awkward around them since I come from a very relaxed, liberal middle-class family. But I've put so much effort into getting him mum to like me that despite the fact it's a little mind-numbing to be around her as the conversation consists of entirely G-rated small talk, she's a really nice woman who always does what she can to make me feel included, I'm always invited over when she has family over or wants to see my boyfriend, and she's always asking me about what's going on in my life. His father's (who is remarried and has two kids) side of the family makes me feel like I'm a speck of dirt on their shoes. When I'm with his half-siblings and stepmother I feel like a fly on the wall, barely anyone speaks to me, and the woman he was dating before me (who slightly overlapped with me and whom he left to be with me) is constantly brought up, as apparently she's the first girlfriend they've ever liked.
One of my boyfriend's ex girlfriends (from uni) is a good friend of his and I've become pretty close with her over the past 4/5 months. She's told me his father is class-obsessed and was rude to her when they were dating because she comes from a poor background, and has hated every girlfriend my boyfriend's ever had for one reason or another, which my boyfriend doesn't dispute. He has a bug up his ass about what all his girlfriend do for work, despite the fact that he's married to a woman who never went to university or held a job. I've never met a woman so adverse to dating, let alone marriage, as his mum is, he must have been one hell of a husband.
I've always gotten on really well with my boyfriend's dads but when he told me today that he still doesn't want me to come out with them I was flooded with this mix of relief that I don't have to meet him and hurt that he doesn't want to meet me, definitely not sadness that I won't get to meet him.
baer45
06-07-2015, 08:16 AM
Haha. When he had money Lol.
When was that? 1996? Lol.
HoolaTwister
06-07-2015, 08:46 AM
I can't stand my bf's father, and I've never met him. He lives in another country and this is the second time he's come to visit and has asked that he go out to dinner with my boyfriend alone. He comes to the UK about three times a year and has only been here twice since we started dating. My boyfriend is 36 years old and he has never lived with a woman before...I can't quite fathom why he has no interest in meeting the woman who come the closest to being the one his son settles down with?
My boyfriend's family are very upper-class, conservative, old-fashioned British people and I always feel very awkward around them since I come from a very relaxed, liberal middle-class family. But I've put so much effort into getting him mum to like me that despite the fact it's a little mind-numbing to be around her as the conversation consists of entirely G-rated small talk, she's a really nice woman who always does what she can to make me feel included, I'm always invited over when she has family over or wants to see my boyfriend, and she's always asking me about what's going on in my life. His father's (who is remarried and has two kids) side of the family makes me feel like I'm a speck of dirt on their shoes. When I'm with his half-siblings and stepmother I feel like a fly on the wall, barely anyone speaks to me, and the woman he was dating before me (who slightly overlapped with me and whom he left to be with me) is constantly brought up, as apparently she's the first girlfriend they've ever liked.
One of my boyfriend's ex girlfriends (from uni) is a good friend of his and I've become pretty close with her over the past 4/5 months. She's told me his father is class-obsessed and was rude to her when they were dating because she comes from a poor background, and has hated every girlfriend my boyfriend's ever had for one reason or another, which my boyfriend doesn't dispute. He has a bug up his ass about what all his girlfriend do for work, despite the fact that he's married to a woman who never went to university or held a job. I've never met a woman so adverse to dating, let alone marriage, as his mum is, he must have been one hell of a husband.
I've always gotten on really well with my boyfriend's dads but when he told me today that he still doesn't want me to come out with them I was flooded with this mix of relief that I don't have to meet him and hurt that he doesn't want to meet me, definitely not sadness that I won't get to meet him.
I know exactly what you're going through!! My ex's family is ultra wealthy, old money, stiff upper lip etc. I come from dirt poor hillbillies :) So even though I am well read, I'm not stupid, I take care of myself, they never accepted me. My ex pretended he was different from his family and he didn't care about stuff like that but it eventually drove us apart. The worst was having to sit though a dinner with them or being stuck on a boat for the afternoon with them,....ugh. I felt like they were really uncomfortable with me and just wished he was with CeCe or Buffy from the Yacht Club and not this gal. Little did they realize I was the first non junkie, white trash girl he's ever been with. In fact, I think he's dating a meth head from Tampa now lol
baer45
06-07-2015, 11:23 AM
Wish I could do that too. Too bad we cannot carry a gun in Canada.
That's too bad. But, you know, it's not just the law. You have to know how to use it, and are trained for the situation. When you really pull a gun on someone, you'd better mean to kill. That's something you might not be ready for. I grew up with guns, my dad was a Vietnam veteran. The hell I went to Sig Sauer academy for tactical self-defense course. I swear to god if there was only one person could walk out alive yesterday, it'd better be me. Nevertheless, I haven't killed anyone yet. When I worked regularly at Strip club, there were a few times came pretty close to yesterday :)
Aurora_Sunset
06-07-2015, 11:37 AM
I hate being such a spaz around people I actually want to like me. I rehearse conversations in my head over and over before seeing them, not remember to say any of the things I wanted to say, and then look back and criticize my awkward hyperactivity. No wonder these people never actually like me. I must come off as so high-strung and desperate.
kaninchen
06-07-2015, 08:23 PM
I cannot handle my own thirst right now. I don't know how I'm going to make it the next 24-48 hours without having sex. Is this what it feels like to be a man?
xStacey
06-07-2015, 09:33 PM
Some days I love my boobs, others I wish I hadn't gotten them done. I wonder if I would have made as much money without them though.
Vyanka
06-07-2015, 09:57 PM
I have such a serious attachment to my family's dog. He's really my sister's(she adopted him), but she lives with my parents still so he belongs to everyone.
I'll take a whole entire day with him playing, walking outside, and watching tv while cuddling on the couch. One day is not enough. He's a clingy little sweet focker and so am I. I miss him terribly all of the time, when I don't that sweet face. I hate the sad face he gives me when I'm about to go home. Ugh.
Once I move again, I'm going to make sure the place is pet friendly. I want to be his part time gaurdian. Rescue a pet that he will get along with, so he doesn't get lonely.
I love him so much to the point where i don't think it's normal. Lol. I'm like that actress Amanda Seyfried with her dog obsession.
whirlerz
06-07-2015, 10:18 PM
Aww, no. I luv animals too, right now I can't have one..my bunny, she was with me day & night so sweet.
michele11
06-07-2015, 10:27 PM
When was that? 1996? Lol.
This is confessions thread. I find it rude you continually bring up my posts for no reason. I believe it was 99-2000 when I use to get about 4 g to sit with Carmen and him for a few hours is you really must now...
amberlly
06-07-2015, 10:27 PM
I'm watching tv and online shopping.
michele11
06-07-2015, 10:30 PM
I think we have a few dudes posting in here. I'm fairly certain!
baer45
06-07-2015, 10:35 PM
This is confessions thread. I find it rude you continually bring up my posts for no reason. I believe it was 99-2000 when I use to get about 4 g to sit with Carmen and him for a few hours is you really must now...
my comment was more towards to dennis rodman but sure I will ignore your post from now on.
charlie61
06-07-2015, 10:38 PM
Feeling super resentful of my sister's wedding right now. It's during the summer, so flights are starting at like $600 just for me to take red-eye flights on shitty airlines. I'm going to end up paying around $1k for this whole wedding (including flight, hotel, car, wedding present, dress for the event, food, gas, etc.). I'm super, super frugal. I HATE this kind of shit. Why does she have to have her wedding during peak vacation season?! Why not wait until September or some shit? FUCK.
Vyanka
06-07-2015, 10:52 PM
Aww, no. I luv animals too, right now I can't have one..my bunny, she was with me day & night so sweet.
He's my first animal wuv. Love him like a child.
I hate humans. Lol
Vyanka
06-07-2015, 10:55 PM
Feeling super resentful of my sister's wedding right now. It's during the summer, so flights are starting at like $600 just for me to take red-eye flights on shitty airlines. I'm going to end up paying around $1k for this whole wedding (including flight, hotel, car, wedding present, dress for the event, food, gas, etc.). I'm super, super frugal. I HATE this kind of shit. Why does she have to have her wedding during peak vacation season?! Why not wait until September or some shit? FUCK.
The worse is when a wedding is done on MDW, LDW, or 4th of July. The long holiday wknds. I hate that.
Aniela
06-08-2015, 03:26 AM
Ex's cousin txted me again last nite, woke me up (this has got to stop grrrr) this time talking abt cuddles. I think he was a bit drunk but eh, at least he's not an asshole. Two wks will mark my one yr w/o sex, I haven't even had any kind of cuddles except w/ my dog, & she is not the cuddly type, too insecure. She only tolerates cuddles. GAH I WANT GUY CUDDLES! He's in MD, I am in FL, & I am at the point where I would probably seriously consider it if he suggested meeting smwhere in the middle, for just a day or two, just for sm freakin' cuddles.