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Glamourmilf
07-05-2015, 12:14 PM
I confess that I wish I could escort full time. It's so much easier than sitting on cam for endless hours at a time, only to make 1/4 of what I do with escorting.
I'm new at it, and too chicken shit to run my own escort ads. I've been relying on another escort who has an established clientele to call me when she has doubles.
She takes 40% off of each client, and is greedy as hell.
I can't help of thinking about the $$$$$ I have to always give her, which could have been mine.>:(

Elektra Luxx
07-05-2015, 12:48 PM
Never expect to repeat a great time you have had in the past, it never works out and it leaves you disappointed and fucks up the whole weekend.

BarbieNYC
07-05-2015, 01:12 PM
I think my pitbull is dying of a terminal illness :( I'm heartbroken knowing she is suffering in the little apartment by herself in ny while im here in la for a month. I looked up flights but all the flights are $600 one way and I need to be in LA next monday for an event. I would rather save the money for her vet bills.

Also probably going to break up with my boyfriend because on his one day off he left her alone in the house all day to go see his family. His bum ass family that just leaches off of him and does nothing for him. Meanwhile my little puppy who gives nothing but unconditional love is stuck sick 11 hours out of the day by herself because he works.

I feel like crying. I don't know what to do. If she dies whilr im in la I dont know what ill do.

I wish there was someone I could call in ny to check up on her. My only friend who could probably do it has a child too small to be around a pitbull

kaninchen
07-05-2015, 01:28 PM
^ Noo! Your pitbull! I'm so sorry, girl. :hug:

Vyanka
07-05-2015, 01:33 PM
I think my pitbull is dying of a terminal illness :( I'm heartbroken knowing she is suffering in the little apartment by herself in ny while im here in la for a month. I looked up flights but all the flights are $600 one way and I need to be in LA next monday for an event. I would rather save the money for her vet bills.

Also probably going to break up with my boyfriend because on his one day off he left her alone in the house all day to go see his family. His bum ass family that just leaches off of him and does nothing for him. Meanwhile my little puppy who gives nothing but unconditional love is stuck sick 11 hours out of the day by herself because he works.

I feel like crying. I don't know what to do. If she dies whilr im in la I dont know what ill do.

I wish there was someone I could call in ny to check up on her. My only friend who could probably do it has a child too small to be around a pitbull

Did you check up on any doggy day cares? Your dog was probably better off in one, instead of your BF.

Sorry. I hope she'll be ok.

BarbieNYC
07-05-2015, 01:48 PM
Thanks guys. The doggie daycare by my place keeps giving me the runaround when I request a private room for her. I got a vibe from the owner when I met her that she doesnt like pitbulls.

I just realized my cleaning/laundry lady lives close by. Im gonna call her and see if she can stay with her a couple hours of the day.

amberlly
07-06-2015, 04:31 AM
I wish I could just tell people what I really think instead of faking nice all the time. I really really admire those upfront people - even when its blunt and I disagree. I just nod like its in fashion and roll my eyes on the inside.

OliveJardin
07-06-2015, 07:27 AM
I confess that I feel this way about SW so often lol
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wednesday86
07-06-2015, 10:43 AM
my confession: I met a customer at work who is actually really cool and I wish we could be friends. I'm not attracted to him like that but I legit had fun hanging out with him at the club and I wish we could hang out for real. But I met him at the club and I'm married so of course it will never happen. I wish I could meet a lady friend with a laid back/mellow/low energy like me. Most of my coworkers are nice but are way too....loud.....for me. One girl I really wanted to hang with lives 2 hours away :( I need friends damnit!!

22lligm
07-06-2015, 10:45 AM
I have never felt so confused about my life before and it's getting really frustrating. I almost just want someone to tell me what to do lol. I'm conflicted about where I should move, should I go to grad school, should I stay with my bf, should I be single, should I move now or save... This weekend I was in this whole 'I'm independent and living my life!' thing and I ended up cheating on my bf with this extremely hot tall half black half white guy and now I just feel really guilty. That definitely didn't help anything. I almost just want to get up and move to a new city one day and just go from there. All this planning and all my options are stressing me out and making me a little depressed. I'm just afraid I will get to a new city and be extremely lonely but then I get annoyed with myself that I can't be more independent. IDK I feel like I'm having a mid-life crisis at 23 lol.

culitos
07-06-2015, 12:41 PM
Just had some money looking type guy honk and smile at me while Im wearing my frizzy pony tail up and no makeup on. What is life lol.

Prettyglitter
07-06-2015, 01:32 PM
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xStacey
07-06-2015, 04:13 PM
Upgraded to Sephora VIB Rouge for the first time today :)

Selina M
07-06-2015, 04:48 PM
I don't want to do anything.

Nothing. At all. Except maybe go to work or play WoW.

Think about making adult-y decisions? Noooooo.

Genoveve
07-06-2015, 04:54 PM
I went to Subway and got 2 footlongs.

whirlerz
07-06-2015, 05:00 PM
Upgraded to Sephora VIB Rouge for the first time today :)

I'm almost there^, gotta spend like 50. more..

SimoneGray
07-06-2015, 05:05 PM
So the guy i've kinda been crushing on, the one I though I was totally mentally done with? Not even close. Sigh. Problem is he's the nicest, kindest man I have met in a while and he's into pretty much all the weird shit I'm into. Only problem is that he is brilliantly intelligent and I literally don't think I'm in his league. I've had an arrogant, self absorbed man destroy my sense of self and intellect before, but what saved me was knowing that he wasn't really better than me. it would kill me if this guy did that cos he really is.

I confess that I wish he would either just kiss me or some shit so i could figure it out or my stupid feelings for him could stop.

Selina M
07-06-2015, 05:05 PM
You guys, I really think I'm becoming incapable of dealing with the rest of the world. Like, every time anybody does anything even mildly stupid, I have a hard time not either going into full Rage Mode or retreating to my bed.

You'd think my tolerance for stupid would have gone UP, being a stripper and forced to deal with the ilk of the general public that goes to strip clubs... or maybe it's just that I'm too tired of it after work so I can't handle the additional amount that normal people do.

Prettyglitter
07-06-2015, 07:11 PM
I miss stripping so much. I get on here every day, counting down the days until August comes because I'm not working slow season.

Glamourmilf
07-06-2015, 08:48 PM
I confess that I hate my brother's cooking.:'(
I barely got through his Memorial Day, and 4th of July bbq's.
Now he's talking about preparing my favorite meal from when we were kids. I don't have the heart to tell him that he can't cook.:-\

OliveJardin
07-07-2015, 01:30 AM
I confess that I spent too much money today! Sales are evil, I confess that if the items weren't on sale they would have stayed in the shop lol! I bought 2 throw rugs, 3 Calvin Klein jackets and gym tights lol.

amberlly
07-07-2015, 04:39 AM
I'm hiding from everyone in my room. My family is being too loud. And the dog is convinced I'm trying to steal his bone and growling at me.

sweetcrush
07-07-2015, 07:35 AM
Another day fighting the urge to just take off. But I can't do that to him. I've been making imaginary plans, trying not to leave a paper trail. I think he may have seen me on here a few times. I try to hide it and think about what bad things could happen or better times if I stick around. Im still young and hot so I know I can make money. Whyyyy did I jump in this relationship so soon? I don't want to break his heart but I want to dance so bad and jumpstart my life....at the risk of being alone. But being alone doesn't bother me that much if it means doing something that I may fall in love with. In the words of the great lelu Dallas... Plas halp ugh.

Aniela
07-07-2015, 07:52 AM
Ex's cousin has been flirting back&forth w/ me for sm time. He's hot as hell & I've had an off&on crush on him, which I've mentioned here previously. We talk abt meeting up for cuddles & other activities being implied, & while I have explicitly forbidden him to send me any dick pics he did send me a pic of himself this a.m., starkers, w/ his junk dutifully covered. Oh my ever-loving goodness :drool: I have been putting off sending him anything in return, just me in sm nice knickers that don't give away too much, bc I've been burnt by letting an SO have 'compromising' pics of me & he is not even an SO.

Also, as much as I like the pic he sent, I really want to delete it bc I am almost as nuts abt other ppl's privacy as I am abt my own. I wouldn't ever show it to any1 of course, but I feel kinda awkward having it. Like it would be found if I lent my phone to a friend so they could look smtg up for exqmple. I just haven't quite been able to bring myself to do it yet. :drool: :drool: :drool:

-- Don't judge me, I'm coming up on 13mo w/o sex here lol

ava$
07-07-2015, 08:10 AM
The bf and I went to a sporting event yesterday and sitting down the row from us was a group of girls. There were 6 girls and they looked like they were just out of high school. No guys, they weren't even talking to guys. The bf and his friends were talking and included me too, but I couldn't stop looking at in the group of girls direction. They were talking, laughing and having fun. They looked 18 or 19 years old. I kept thinking, I really wish I had a group of good girl friends with common interests so we could hang out. I have a lot guy friends, but even guy friends always have sex in the back of their small little minds. I had a couple of good friends in high school, but we lost touch. I've tried to make friends at work, but I always get the cold shoulder. I'm hardly ever invited to female events like bridal showers or baby showers. It hurts my feelings. I think girl friends that work in the sex industry would get me and accept me.
I feel exactly the same way, I loved having close high school girlfriends but even then there were only a few. Its much different then guy friends cuz like u said there always thinking about sex at one point or another and there not into the stuff were into. I think women who aren't in the sex industry just feel intimidated by us like they don't get y we do what we do and therefore were always a threat to them and the men in their lives so they'd like to keep us as far away from there life as possible.

baer45
07-07-2015, 08:14 AM
-- Don't judge me, I'm coming up on 13mo w/o sex here lol

This made me re-read your post. :) , that is an outstanding issue sistah!

ava$
07-07-2015, 10:03 AM
I hate this club Ive been at lately, I swear they make up fines to give me just for the fuck of it. I don't wanna get fired and Im a lil drunk when I'm checking out so I don't say shit but when I get home n look at the receipt I notice all this bs like didn't get naked for a dance $10 fine times 3, didn't get naked on stage 15$ fine, late to stage 10$ times 2, didn't participate in feature 15$. WTF and I get naked during the dance, the rest may be true but it doesn't happen as often as they say. I wonder if I tip the dance counter guy would he stop this bs? I really miss my old club where they made sure none of this shit went on, thats probably the only club in the USA where they give a fuck about not cheating u but they also took more $$ at the end of the night.

wednesday86
07-07-2015, 12:22 PM
I hate this club Ive been at lately, I swear they make up fines to give me just for the fuck of it. I don't wanna get fired and Im a lil drunk when I'm checking out so I don't say shit but when I get home n look at the receipt I notice all this bs like didn't get naked for a dance $10 fine times 3, didn't get naked on stage 15$ fine, late to stage 10$ times 2, didn't participate in feature 15$. WTF and I get naked during the dance, the rest may be true but it doesn't happen as often as they say. I wonder if I tip the dance counter guy would he stop this bs? I really miss my old club where they made sure none of this shit went on, thats probably the only club in the USA where they give a fuck about not cheating u but they also took more $$ at the end of the night.

yeah definitely cozy up to the bouncer or whoever is giving out fines, make friends with them and tip them. I accidentally broke some rules during a 2 for 1 but luckily I had made good friends with the bouncer and tip him every night so he just let it go. he even gives me leads to VIPs.

my confession: I have become obsessed with watching social dynamics/pick up artist videos on youtube. Some of it is really interesting but most of these guys are so stupid and don't understand how women work at all...they're basically just getting lucky with drunk girls and calling it "game". I'm thinking of making my own youtube channel to help men meet women in a real way. It just makes me sad that all these lonely guys fall for pick up artist bullshit, even pay thousands of dollars for their seminars and I know that shit would never work on me.

SnuffleUffleGrass
07-07-2015, 12:25 PM
my confession: I have become obsessed with watching social dynamics/pick up artist videos on youtube. Some of it is really interesting but most of these guys are so stupid and don't understand how women work at all...they're basically just getting lucky with drunk girls and calling it "game". I'm thinking of making my own youtube channel to help men meet women in a real way. It just makes me sad that all these lonely guys fall for pick up artist bullshit, even pay thousands of dollars for their seminars and I know that shit would never work on me.

What's really gross is these kinds of "pick up artist" seminars have been around for a while. Men are tragically frightened of rejection, and then the crazy ones are willing to make like a wrecking ball to get some pussy. Nothing funnier than a crazy dude getting called out on his bullshit.

Aniela
07-07-2015, 12:27 PM
I love the goofy musics on the Sims.

Genoveve
07-07-2015, 01:31 PM
my confession: I have become obsessed with watching social dynamics/pick up artist videos on youtube. Some of it is really interesting but most of these guys are so stupid and don't understand how women work at all...they're basically just getting lucky with drunk girls and calling it "game". I'm thinking of making my own youtube channel to help men meet women in a real way. It just makes me sad that all these lonely guys fall for pick up artist bullshit, even pay thousands of dollars for their seminars and I know that shit would never work on me.

I know exactly what you mean. There's a pick-up guy called RSD Tyler and I love his videos on work ethic and discipline and stuff like that, but I don't watch any of his actual pick-up videos because it's like what you said; it's him going out partying and landing drunk chicks. I feel like he bases a lot of his generalizations about women off of these party girls that he's always around and so his generalizations are very skewed. If guys like party girls that's fine but don't think that women are deep-down all the same and that something's gotta be wrong with the ones who aren't party girls.

Selina M
07-07-2015, 05:47 PM
Apologies in advance for posting about this so many times. It's just really stressing me out :(

I have cried numerous times over this stupid job decision... I'm having a very hard time letting go of dancing and its perks, but I know I probably won't be happy if I keep doing it full time... the schedule is so whacked out that it basically consumes my life, and I think it's starting to do a number on my knees.

I'm having a problem with teaching because of my tendency to fight the system on everything. People are like "Just go with it!" but doing that feels like I'm going against my fundamental being almost. I hate HR being in near constant communication. I hate all the cert programs being snotty because I ask questions pertaining to how much weekly time/financial commitment it is, like they think I'm subpar because I don't want to just throw $$ at them to pursue a "dream". I hate the idea of being mandated to sit and talk with a 'mentor' every week. I even hate the automatic withdrawal of 11% from my paycheck for the 'retirement system'.

I keep thinking I've made a decision, when I haven't, and the closer I wait the more likely it is they'll try to hit me with a penalty fee for 'abandoning a contract' or whatever. I wish I could just make decisions and not go through everything negative in my head first.

lynn2009
07-07-2015, 06:05 PM
I have cried numerous times over this stupid job decision... I'm having a very hard time letting go of dancing and its perks, but I know I probably won't be happy if I keep doing it full time... the schedule is so whacked out that it basically consumes my life, and I think it's starting to do a number on my knees.



I never stripped full-time but I totally get this...I was so upset and torn when I took a vanilla job that moved me hours away from a decent club. I seriously mourned stripping. I absolutely loved dancing in 2013 and the club I was at, the money. In my case I ended up quitting that a year later (there were problems with that job, soooo political, everyone hated my managers and thus was constantly fucking me over in a 'de facto' kind of way) but I would be lying if I said part of my quitting was I desperately wanted to start dancing again. But now things have gotten so much worse in just two years I am always second guessing myself.

I'm sorry this isn't really helpful but I definitely empathize!

whirlerz
07-07-2015, 06:07 PM
Ok, I hate my sd..yea he helps me, but he annoys me w/petty arguments, after asking my opinion, & then if I try to talk about something, he just says, "Oh, that's just how it is".::)
He rolls his eyes, acts shocked & makes a fuss when I tell him (repeatedly) how much my hotel is..& it's not exactly a 5 star place::) He gives me the bare minimum so he can make another time to see me
My arm's been in a lot of pain, I went thru a lot moving in & out of places the past week, the 4th was hell, plus organizing my storage so I really just don't need his crap right now.
Yea, I've been harping on this too, but i've no one to talk to about it. I was thinking while sitting w/him how great it w/be to gtf away from him for good.

Genoveve
07-07-2015, 06:16 PM
I confess that I just ordered a decoy mallard duck and glow-in-the-dark paint. Yes I will be painting the duck with it.

Selina M
07-07-2015, 06:35 PM
I'm sorry this isn't really helpful but I definitely empathize!

It is helpful, I don't feel like a loony so much now!
Like, the financial aspect overall would not make any sense whatsoever IF I had any motivation to work the amount of time needed to make that $$ in the club... but to be honest, I don't... so the salaried thing is appealing... blargh.

lynn2009
07-07-2015, 06:53 PM
It is helpful, I don't feel like a loony so much now!
Like, the financial aspect overall would not make any sense whatsoever IF I had any motivation to work the amount of time needed to make that $$ in the club... but to be honest, I don't... so the salaried thing is appealing... blargh.

Only thing I would add is remember there is value to your benefits, usually ~25% of your salary...esp as part of a non-profit you'll likely get way better health insurance than most vanilla employees (if you're still on a parents plan this obviously is negligible). I really don't get the 11% automatic to retirement. Is this a teachers union? Sounds like it is to subsidize group pensions, which is fine but I would check to see if you still get anything at retirement if you're only there a year.

I like what I do which is mostly work weekends at a club (even though if I could I way prefer weeknights) but I realize that doesn't work for everyone.

22lligm
07-07-2015, 07:58 PM
I think I'm figuring out my 23-yr-old-midlife crisis and just packing my stuff and moving when summer school is over in August! And despite everyones helpful advice regarding Colorado I think I will end up in Texas. Idk what it is but Texas is just calling me more than Colorado. I just get a weird feeling when I think of living in Denver but that feeling goes away when I picture myself in Texas! So hopefully my instinct is right. I also told my bf I am leaving in August/September and he assumed he was going as well. I told him I need to live my damn life and be independent for once and he told me then be single. I don't feel like dealing with the drama that comes with breaking up with him so if he wants to end things with me when I leave then so be it. I've been with him going on 4 years now and I sure as hell am NOT wasting all my young years being tied down to someone. I need some serious 'me time'. I feel like moving to a new city with a bf will defeat the purpose. I need to be on my own for a bit. It's getting me all excited planning it!

miss.a.p1600
07-07-2015, 08:52 PM
My womb cried when a dude I was dating told me he had a vasectomy. I couldn't help but think of a mangled penis and no pretty babies that I wanted. My insta-lust fizzled out quickly.

Selina M
07-07-2015, 09:07 PM
Only thing I would add is remember there is value to your benefits, usually ~25% of your salary...esp as part of a non-profit you'll likely get way better health insurance than most vanilla employees (if you're still on a parents plan this obviously is negligible). I really don't get the 11% automatic to retirement. Is this a teachers union? Sounds like it is to subsidize group pensions, which is fine but I would check to see if you still get anything at retirement if you're only there a year.



The benefits are eh, all I got was a $30k life insurance policy and health insurance that's like 15-30% coinsurance on pretty much anything major :/ The 11% is the 'state retirement system' and it's BS. They pull from your gross pay, you can't touch it for anything unless you retire or quit, in which case you can have it minus penalty fees. Your employer is supposed to match it but you have to stay at least 5 years to get any of that. It's stupid. It was part of my salary in the first place so it's hardly a benefit.

kaninchen
07-07-2015, 09:18 PM
Finally got laid again by this hot blond surfer dude. My confession is that there's something about sex I enjoy more than the act itself. It happens all the time at work, too. I love that moment when you take your clothes off and men just stare at you, stunned, totally in awe of your body. It's really addicting. I undressed and this guy was speechless for a second and then he was like, "Oh my god, wow... you're amazing. Just amazing." It goes straight to my head and makes me feel like Aphrodite or the Hope Diamond or something.

OliveJardin
07-07-2015, 11:26 PM
I confess that I feel like I just lived an episode of Sex in the City that I caught on tv recently-the one where Miranda is in the lift and the kid wants to press the buttons. I felt like such a meanie, but I was in a hurry and didn't want to visit erry floor :P!

Aniela
07-08-2015, 07:54 AM
I have spent the whole morning hiding in my bed, dreaming naughty dreams abt my ex's aforementioned cousin :banghead: :banghead:

The subj of meeting halfway via flights came up again this morning & he is sounding almost like he is seriously considering it. Good bc it's mainly been his idea to meet up, but mine to meet in the middle. I have played w/ dates/destinations but didn't look too hard bc he didn't seem serious abt it. Maybe that's shifting now tho.

My other confession on the subj is that I have a slight fear that I would book the flt to the agreed-on halfway point, & only arrive to learn that he pulled a 'j/k, nvm!' That's how cynical I've become. I can't even fully enjoy the idea of a sexy mini-vacation w/o fearing I'll just end up getting jerked around again :irked:

xStacey
07-08-2015, 09:12 AM
Dinner date with the CEO tonight in a few hours, so nervous ahhhh!!!! Have been sick since Sunday, I feel better today but still not 100%. I decided not to cancel, hopefully it turns out well. I am so aroused just thinking about him lol.

whirlerz
07-08-2015, 09:43 AM
Dinner date with the CEO tonight in a few hours, so nervous ahhhh!!!! Have been sick since Sunday, I feel better today but still not 100%. I decided not to cancel, hopefully it turns out well. I am so aroused just thinking about him lol.

Keep udating, pls!

Well, I just looked on s/a & I had 6 f'n mssgs..& a date @ a cool restaurant tomorrow that I love! So excited! I know I should'nt be, though, right off that bat..so many disappointments..
But, I'm so sick of my current stale-ass sd, esp. w/the shit he's been pulling, constantly cancelling/changing dates, leaving me stranded, being super negative, the list goes on.

xStacey
07-08-2015, 10:54 AM
Arg I am so nervous. I'm afraid I won't be as sexy, funny or interesting as usual since I am sick but I don't want to cancel I hate people who cancel on me and we've planned a long time in advance, he's been talking about it for days! I wasted three entire days laying in my bed so don't really feel like doing that today. I don't want to regret it, who knows when he'll be available again since he travels 3-4 times a week. But I can't stop imagining the worse, what if I faint at the restaurant!!

baer45
07-08-2015, 10:58 AM
Dinner date with the CEO tonight in a few hours, so nervous ahhhh!!!! Have been sick since Sunday, I feel better today but still not 100%. I decided not to cancel, hopefully it turns out well. I am so aroused just thinking about him lol.

Just relax and listen to what he has to say. good luck!

wednesday86
07-08-2015, 12:19 PM
Ever since I read through that "post pictures of money" thread last night, I've been obsessed with shopping online for a new handbag. I already have several I don't even use. I go through these phases where I want to acquire bags and shoes that I end up not even using/wearing more than once....Oh, woman brain.....

Vyanka
07-08-2015, 12:24 PM
Arg I am so nervous. I'm afraid I won't be as sexy, funny or interesting as usual since I am sick but I don't want to cancel I hate people who cancel on me and we've planned a long time in advance, he's been talking about it for days! I wasted three entire days laying in my bed so don't really feel like doing that today. I don't want to regret it, who knows when he'll be available again since he travels 3-4 times a week. But I can't stop imagining the worse, what if I faint at the restaurant!!

If you faint, at least he knows you weren't bullshitting him. Lol. :-P

Good luck and keep us posted.

Aniela
07-08-2015, 12:37 PM
Flirting is seguing into sexting w/ ex's cousin while I'm torturing ex's effigy on the Sims. Feels kinda twisted. Oh well, what ex's cousin doesn't know ...