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Genoveve
07-18-2015, 07:15 PM
^^Exactly. I would pay a couple hundred bucks because it is a novelty but I'm not spending the better part of a G on it when it's the same size and made out of the same materials as a $75 one.
I also confess that I am extremely lazy lately. Like I get nothing done. Although perhaps that's because I have hardly anything to do. I really just want some cream of wheat and a good movie.
kaninchen
07-18-2015, 07:31 PM
http://www.catsplay.com/roswell-perch That's the one that stole my heart but they have a few alien ones: http://www.catsplay.com/index.php?route=product/search&filter_name=roswell
I actually bet my handyman could make it, but I would have to figure out how to do the faces.
You could embroider the faces with yarn. Cat trees aren't too hard to make/customize. I reupholstered mine with a faux fur coat I got at Goodwill. It was fun! Not gonna lie though, I reeeeeeally wanna spring for one of the heart-shaped ones. They do custom colors!!! Gah!
Genoveve
07-18-2015, 07:49 PM
^^I loved the heart ones too and the rose ones.....purple and blue roses.......:shy::shy::shy:
ImmoralAllure
07-18-2015, 09:38 PM
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Cashmere Star
07-18-2015, 10:23 PM
I think I am addicted to watching cam girls.
Watched this girl make over 80k tokens because it's her birthday.
That's it I am trying camming out.
omg I would totally do it if it wasn't for the chance that someone can record it and have it float around the internet forever. :(
ScarletKitten
07-18-2015, 10:53 PM
I have a bunch of significant other drama I really wish I could vent about on here... like, I'm really close to ending the whole relationship... but every time I post a thread in Life Support it attracts people who get all high and mighty and make me wish I'd never posted it.
I don't want to talk to my friends in real life about it because if I DON'T decide to end it, and we carry on and fix shit and do get married later on, they'll all have it in the back of their heads, "Remember that time when, Oh my God i can't believe she stayed"
Ugh.
This is exactly why I keep my SO drama to myself on here. I vented a few weeks back about him, and then someone got high and mighty about it, so, lesson learned. That is why I am not the judgmental type. I can't stand judgmental people. ugh. No relationship is perfect. PM me if you want, Selina. I promise I will not judge. If you wanna vent, I'm good to vent to. :)
Confession time: I can't wait to move to Canada!!! It is happening soon!!! My SO finally established a support network, so we have help in regards to moving there. I just have to sell more things on ebay, get a rabies shot for my cat, get my car fixed, and get our passports. Then, we are going to the Great White North!!! I can barely contain my excitement!!! Bye-bye America. I'm going to miss it here, but it's time to move on.
carmen_b
07-19-2015, 04:03 AM
^ I'm jealous ! I want to live outside the USA too! :)
Sounds fun!
xStacey
07-19-2015, 04:07 AM
I should start reading Shakespeare, greek tragedies, history for the next rich guys I meet, and learn about paintings and antics. But I have absolutely no interest in those subjects!
carmen_b
07-19-2015, 04:13 AM
^ A nice cheating strategy may just be to grab your local weekly paper and look for the plays / art shows coming up. You can talk about those to show you are " in the loop "
( I have artsy interests and my SD was always impressed by me knowing the details of upcoming events and I'm sure you could cheat your way through just by expressing interests in these events )
SimoneGray
07-19-2015, 06:54 AM
I confess I have the urge to cross-stitch and sew again. Sometimes I think I'm an 80year old person in a 20 something year old's body.
tuesdaymarie
07-19-2015, 09:30 AM
I'm considering going to get Chipotle for the second day in a row. I have a problem. My perfect bowl: black beans, veggies, barbacoa, mild and hot, sour cream, cheese, guacamole, and lettuce. Comes out to around 800 calories and feeds me throughout the day... Yeah, it's decided. I'm going.
SimoneGray
07-19-2015, 10:02 AM
I confess I am procrastinating so badly right now...my ass needs to get off the net and onto cam.
Likethis
07-19-2015, 12:01 PM
It makes me a bit annoyed when pole dancers just edit tricks together in a video instead of dancing the whole choreography.
Vyanka
07-19-2015, 01:30 PM
I'm considering going to get Chipotle for the second day in a row. I have a problem. My perfect bowl: black beans, veggies, barbacoa, mild and hot, sour cream, cheese, guacamole, and lettuce. Comes out to around 800 calories and feeds me throughout the day... Yeah, it's decided. I'm going.
I'm addicted to their tacos with softitas, pinto beans, veggies, and guac on top. Yum.
simone87
07-19-2015, 02:25 PM
……...
tuesdaymarie
07-19-2015, 11:11 PM
I spend way too much money on my appearance, but I genuinely feel as though moments of physical beauty are living art. When people talk about rating the attractiveness of others on that 1-10 scale, I can't help but feel that 10 is just a moment of existence. If you're a 7+, great. But even a "2" can have a moment where her body and clothes and environment and circumstances come together to be really beautiful.
Selina M
07-20-2015, 12:35 AM
Annnnd my semi-ex (we dated very briefly in high school but have always had this dramatic, ongoing 'soulmate' thing with lots of tension, despite respective SOs) joined my WoW guild. And we keep getting left on together. And now he's talking to me. And it's obvious he's def carrying a torch.
No no no no no no no no.
I need to walk away... but it's kind of fun... and this timing is so horrible... Shit.
amberlly
07-20-2015, 04:18 AM
Tomorrow I am playing tour guide with someone who refuses to make a definite plan. I want a plan and a timetable so I can home when its over.
SimoneGray
07-20-2015, 06:17 AM
I confess that where I am it is lunch time but instead of being an adult I am eating Jelly Tots and Rascals.
Cashmere Star
07-20-2015, 12:29 PM
lolol why the hell was I snuggling with my past friend (a guy) I haven't seen or talked to for 4 years in my dream last night? And in my dream I was thinking in my head "____, you're the only fucking decent guy I know"
NO I am not going to contact him on facebook but I woke up feeling sooooo good :) :)
SimoneGray
07-20-2015, 01:41 PM
So, today is clearly bad food Monday. I confess that I basically inhaled a medium thin crust pizza. The demon hunger is strong with me today
carmen_b
07-20-2015, 02:41 PM
Id tell them exactly when you have open! I can relate to this so much from being in a heavily visited area with tons of vacationers. I used to be such a free spirit too ( when I was new here ) but now I need precise time lines too!
If you are just guiding it's ok to not do everything with your guests ! I'll often drive and drop people at places but then go do my own thing while they are at an attraction .
Tomorrow I am playing tour guide with someone who refuses to make a definite plan. I want a plan and a timetable so I can home when its over.
sexsells
07-20-2015, 06:09 PM
I confess that ive got mad cravings for pastis, might go buy a bottle but it doesn't feel warm enough weather to be drinking it....
charlie61
07-20-2015, 07:34 PM
Why is it so difficult to find a yoga studio that offers a variety of classes in the evenings? I want to be able to choose between relaxing styles and more intense styles depending on the day. But it seems like every studio is either 100% intense (like, bikram-level) or super super gentle. Argh! I hate the predictability of classes that use the same series of poses every time...
Back when I lived in WI, I had the perfect studio, and it was my first yoga experience, so I didn't realize how lucky I was! They had everything from power flows to candlelit yin complete with lavender-scented hot towels for those chilly northern nights. >_<
OliveJardin
07-21-2015, 03:10 AM
I confess that I have decided that when I hang up my heels I am going to get an small, olive branch tattoo along my rib cage as a tribute to dancing. It sounds tacky, but it's been consistent part of my adult life and I would like to have a reminder of it-a symbol of gratitude in a way.
HoolaTwister
07-21-2015, 08:02 AM
I confess that I have decided that when I hang up my heels I am going to get an small, olive branch tattoo along my rib cage as a tribute to dancing. It sounds tacky, but it's been consistent part of my adult life and I would like to have a reminder of it-a symbol of gratitude in a way.
I think that's super cute, doesn't sound tacky at all.
My confession: I really want a huge breakfast with eggs, bacon *and* sausage. Soo hungry.
BarbieNYC
07-21-2015, 08:37 AM
I'm going back to ny tomorrow. Im sad and depressed and don't want to go back to my apt or see my ex. I think I will cry walking in without having my little doggie there to greet me.
But the realitt of my situation is as much as I love my family, I'm not saving any money out here and even though LA money was good, it's not travel dance good and I'm living rent free in ny because my "bf" pays the $1500 rent.
As soon as I go back I'm just throwing myself into work. Ill work double shifts and ill never be home. I hate myself for having to go back but my friend put it to me realistically and said I need to prioritize and use this guy for his money now that he's working a lot again.
I lost all my school money holding down this apartment so he could have surgery. I held down a year of him not working and lost everything. I'm not comin back to california without nothing. I'm going to build back up and leave his ass in ny and never come back.
Also olivejardin the olive branch is beautiful and classic. I believe olive means peace so it's like you're at peace with retiring dancing. Im getting one on my wrist when I get back to ny in memory of my baby. That was hr name
miss.a.p1600
07-21-2015, 09:27 AM
I don't think I'll be talking to the mom in law much anymore. I wish I never would have trusted this hoe.
culitos
07-21-2015, 09:31 AM
It is really upsetting when you look at your reflection and you see your first wrinkle. And it is from scrunching my brows all these years, from getting upset. Ugh. :( I guess time for some botox.
baer45
07-21-2015, 10:23 AM
I confess I liked the movie "Best of me".
audrey_k
07-21-2015, 11:23 AM
My ex boyfriend posted something on FB today I looked at his profile... I don't what I ever saw in him. He's still the same loser pothead he was 5 years ago and now he's lost all his hair and put on like fifty pounds. Gross.
The thing is I'm usually sort of horrified when I look back at ex boyfriend. My boyfriend now to me seems completely different than anyone I've ever dated, but sometimes I worry I just have terrible taste in men and can't trust myself.
And I've eaten so many gummy bear and sour strips this afternoon I have a tummy ache.
Selina M
07-21-2015, 11:57 AM
I panic too easily... I get an 88% on one exam and I freak the fuck out that (all in one breath) what if I bomb the final and then get a B in the class, then it'd be a total waste of time/money since I'm only taking this to get a high post-bac GPA and fuck it I might just go to the damn Carib schools and ARGH *Googles "GPA is bullshit" to reassure self that it is, in fact, a big bullshit game. (end breath)
-___-
I have a 94% in the class. I need a 79% on the final to get an A. The lowest grade I've gotten on a test has been this 88. The others were 93-94. COME ON panic brain.
Edit: Audrey, I tried to PM you back but your box is full :(
SimoneGray
07-21-2015, 12:05 PM
I confess that I realised today that the reason why my anxiety and SAD has been so bad over the last 3 years is because I was keeping a toxic person around and allowing his energy and propaganda and perception of me to ruin my life.
This winter (its winter where I live) I have not had an anxiety attack and I have been able to get out of bed every day and log on to cam and function. Yes there have been days where I have had twinges of sadness etc, but for the most part I have been ok and functioning. I also have not really seen or talked to this person in about 2 months. I really thought I was rudderless without this person to guide me through life but actually they have been the source of pretty much every single severe emotional issue I have had. I realize that they essentially block my strength and power and that I "wilt" in their presence, but somehow they totally managed to convince me that that was happening because I wasn't living right etc. I am so incredibly grateful that I have realized this and that I am not some broken person who is beyond repair and will never be strong. Fuck that, I am strong, have been strong and am very capable of doing this Living thing myself.
tuesdaymarie
07-21-2015, 12:45 PM
I am strongly considering buying myself this $600 leather jacket even though it's 100+ degrees where I am right now. The style has been discontinued, and I am afraid I won't be able to get it if I wait till fall. Someone tell me that's totally logical, and that quality jackets last a long time, so this is a smart decision.
SimoneGray
07-21-2015, 01:00 PM
^^ Get it!! Those jackets are indestructible and in Winter when everyone is sad they don't have that style and you are super warm and cosy you can be very happy that you got it when it was available. Also it seems like one of those "once off" things and that is the time when a so called "silly buy" is ALWAYS allowed.
simone87
07-21-2015, 03:15 PM
my littlest sister is applying at my old club tonight and i've been showing her moves, and giving her tips and letting her borrow my clothes and heels. really wish i could had that starting out, i was really embarrassing for a long time.
but i gotta confess this is all getting me excited to go back..watching all these youtube videos of these hot girls dancing and seeing all my pretty clothes again. bring on the black lights and thongs!
audrey_k
07-21-2015, 03:53 PM
Edit: Audrey, I tried to PM you back but your box is full :(
Just deleted some msgs x
xStacey
07-21-2015, 04:28 PM
I've been researching about rhinoplasty. There's a couple local surgeons who seem pretty good and some surgeons in the US I am interested in who charge ridiculous amount of money (12-20k for a rhino!!!).
I started reading about plastic surgery in South Korea it's so much cheaper than in America and heard their technology is much more advanced, like 12 years ahead, before/after pictures are impressive (unless they have been photoshopped)... They also have more experience with asian features and rhinoplasty but I am so scared of having to travel to a foreign country for plastic surgery, although with the plane ticket it would cost less than half of what I would pay here or in the US. So much researching left to do.
Aniela
07-21-2015, 04:34 PM
I am strongly considering buying myself this $600 leather jacket even though it's 100+ degrees where I am right now. The style has been discontinued, and I am afraid I won't be able to get it if I wait till fall. Someone tell me that's totally logical, and that quality jackets last a long time, so this is a smart decision.
Def get that jacket!! I have had my leather jacket for 5+yrs now & it's still in splendid condition. Needs a bit of repair work on one pocket after getting bit by a pitbull a few yrs ago that had a leather trigger … but I am rough on my leather/wool/denim clothes & this thing is damn near pristine apart from the one small tear. A truly worthwhile investment.
My confession is that I have nvr in my life had, or even been eligible for, a straight-job promotion, & now I have an interview for a retail-supervisor spot this wk. Nvr stayed long enough in a vanilla job, & I guess the promotional equivalent for stripping is upseling from a particular customer's 'floor dance girl' to 'hr-room girl'. I have no idea how I am going to go abt it & been struggling w/ smtg like Selina's GPA-spazzed brain. :cheers: Selina :drunk:
simone87
07-21-2015, 08:36 PM
so my sister went to apply and they old her come back in a few weeks and she basically said she just wanted to audition to "Get the experience" and "write about it". I'm not sure what I'm feeling..hurt..condescended to..irritated..like she tricked me or something. i did her hair, taught her moves, gave her my clothes and shoes to borrow, drove her there and waited for 40 minutes so she could write about it like some hipster kid slumming it with the sluts for a night?? like i said, i'm seriously PMSing right now so maybe I'm not seeing this clearly and have no right to be upset.
but stripping isn't a game for shits and giggles to me, its not a joke, and i would have killed to have somebody give me ANY advice or give me jack shit when i was a newbie and just what the fuck, why did i waste my time
Prettyglitter
07-21-2015, 08:57 PM
^thats lame. If that was her intention she should have been upfront.
charlie61
07-21-2015, 09:31 PM
so my sister went to apply and they old her come back in a few weeks and she basically said she just wanted to audition to "Get the experience" and "write about it". I'm not sure what I'm feeling..hurt..condescended to..irritated..like she tricked me or something. i did her hair, taught her moves, gave her my clothes and shoes to borrow, drove her there and waited for 40 minutes so she could write about it like some hipster kid slumming it with the sluts for a night?? like i said, i'm seriously PMSing right now so maybe I'm not seeing this clearly and have no right to be upset.
but stripping isn't a game for shits and giggles to me, its not a joke, and i would have killed to have somebody give me ANY advice or give me jack shit when i was a newbie and just what the fuck, why did i waste my time
That's super fucked up IMO. I'd totally feel used and deceived, too. If she just wanted to slum for a night, she didn't need to drag you into it. Not cool.
kaninchen
07-21-2015, 09:37 PM
so my sister went to apply and they old her come back in a few weeks and she basically said she just wanted to audition to "Get the experience" and "write about it". I'm not sure what I'm feeling..hurt..condescended to..irritated..like she tricked me or something. i did her hair, taught her moves, gave her my clothes and shoes to borrow, drove her there and waited for 40 minutes so she could write about it like some hipster kid slumming it with the sluts for a night?? like i said, i'm seriously PMSing right now so maybe I'm not seeing this clearly and have no right to be upset.
but stripping isn't a game for shits and giggles to me, its not a joke, and i would have killed to have somebody give me ANY advice or give me jack shit when i was a newbie and just what the fuck, why did i waste my time
Your feelings are 100% valid. I would be livid if someone did this to me.
miss.a.p1600
07-21-2015, 09:37 PM
I feel like such a dork because I lust after the manager and the couple girls I have asked said they thought he is not cute and the staff members don't like him. Just when I think I am not attracted to him, he gives me a look or says something totally p*ssy tease worthy. Maybe I am just horny? Do I have lust goggles? I bet if I met him, and got to know him in real life I'd probably be turned off. I am thinking he is only one night stand material.
And simone87 I think another point of view is maybe your sisters ego is bruised cause they kind of slick rejected her and to make herself feel better she had to claim she wasn't that serious about it anyway.
xStacey
07-21-2015, 10:58 PM
I miss my ex. We haven't been together for already 3 years and I haven't seen him in a long time... But whenever I talk to him, it's like talking to an old friend. He knows what to say to make me feel better, always makes me smile and laugh so hard. His girlfriend is very lucky to have him.
Elektra Luxx
07-21-2015, 11:59 PM
For last couple of days I've been so hungry. I mean ravenous hungry. Today I was driving home from work and I was feeling weak from hunger. The bf called to ask if he should pickup something for dinner and I told him "How bout chicken strips." I was craving chicken strips something bad for some reason. I ate 4 chicken strips, white cream gravy, fries and 2 rolls. I couldn't get it down fast enough. I mouth was stuffed and I'm breathing heavy through my nose and bf is looking at me like "What's up with you?" I shrug and keep eating. It's almost 2 o'clock in the morning and I think I'm going to have leftovers because I'm starving again. Maybe my body is changing.
Cashmere Star
07-22-2015, 02:06 AM
I've been researching about rhinoplasty. There's a couple local surgeons who seem pretty good and some surgeons in the US I am interested in who charge ridiculous amount of money (12-20k for a rhino!!!).
I started reading about plastic surgery in South Korea it's so much cheaper than in America and heard their technology is much more advanced, like 12 years ahead, before/after pictures are impressive (unless they have been photoshopped)... They also have more experience with asian features and rhinoplasty but I am so scared of having to travel to a foreign country for plastic surgery, although with the plane ticket it would cost less than half of what I would pay here or in the US. So much researching left to do.
If you're Asian, yes definitely go to S. Korea to get it done. These ladies are pretty knowledgeable about travelling for surgery: http://forum.purseblog.com/asian-plastic-surgery-and-cosmetic-procedures/
Etain_
07-22-2015, 03:57 AM
so my sister went to apply and they old her come back in a few weeks and she basically said she just wanted to audition to "Get the experience" and "write about it". I'm not sure what I'm feeling..hurt..condescended to..irritated..like she tricked me or something. i did her hair, taught her moves, gave her my clothes and shoes to borrow, drove her there and waited for 40 minutes so she could write about it like some hipster kid slumming it with the sluts for a night?? like i said, i'm seriously PMSing right now so maybe I'm not seeing this clearly and have no right to be upset.
but stripping isn't a game for shits and giggles to me, its not a joke, and i would have killed to have somebody give me ANY advice or give me jack shit when i was a newbie and just what the fuck, why did i waste my time
I really think she said that stuff after they turned her down. She was angry that she couldn't get the job even with all your help, so she was like, "you don't want me? Well I never really wanted you anyway!" If she couldn't handle this rejection, she could never hack it dancing anyway...
baer45
07-22-2015, 08:01 AM
And this is exactly why i carry everyday.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3170752/Is-Chillicothe-serial-killer-dead-Man-killed-prostitute-West-Virginia-brutal-assault-linked-unsolved-murders-disappearances-six-women-Ohio.html
xStacey
07-22-2015, 08:22 AM
If you're Asian, yes definitely go to S. Korea to get it done. These ladies are pretty knowledgeable about travelling for surgery: http://forum.purseblog.com/asian-plastic-surgery-and-cosmetic-procedures/
Yes! This is the forum I've been reading :) There's a 671 pages thread I am planning to read in full lol.