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SnuffleUffleGrass
07-22-2015, 12:26 PM
And this is exactly why i carry everyday.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3170752/Is-Chillicothe-serial-killer-dead-Man-killed-prostitute-West-Virginia-brutal-assault-linked-unsolved-murders-disappearances-six-women-Ohio.html


I was almost tearful when I saw this news. Thank God she survived.

SimoneGray
07-22-2015, 12:31 PM
I confess that today I am in full on weeping, meltdown mode. Sigh.

kaninchen
07-22-2015, 12:48 PM
I want to buy all the stripper heels. Sometimes it feels like I strip just to make money to spend on gorgeous rhinestone stripper stuff!

baer45
07-22-2015, 01:08 PM
https://pbs.twimg.com/media/CKEwwsqWUAAIuzD.jpg

I confess I thought this was funny.

baer45
07-22-2015, 01:12 PM
I was almost tearful when I saw this news. Thank God she survived.

Last time I was in Boston, some girl got murdered in a hotel in a similar fashion. This career is a lot more dangerous than people think.

Aurora_Sunset
07-22-2015, 01:37 PM
I realized today that I've never actually had a boyfriend that was crazy about me. My first boyfriend was an emotionally abusive and manipulative twat, my second boyfriend never seemed serious about me (I constantly question why he even made things official), and my last boyfriend was always so much more invested in keeping his psycho ex happy than me and would never go out of his way to make me even the tiniest bit happy, even if I specifically told him something small would mean the world to me.

There are guys who have had a thing for me and would be the kind to go above and beyond for me, but even then, it always feels like they're just doing it for "points" to win me over, rather than simply doing it because they like to see me happy. And the second they realize they're never going to get in my pants, they "mysteriously" stop doing jack shit for me, if they even speak to me at all. Like they're mad that all of their "good deeds" didn't result in the reward they wanted, so I don't even want shit from guys who act this way anymore.

This realization really depressed me, especially when I think about how invested I was in all of them until I couldn't take their non-reciprocity anymore or they ended things.

SnuffleUffleGrass
07-22-2015, 01:40 PM
Last time I was in Boston, some girl got murdered in a hotel in a similar fashion. This career is a lot more dangerous than people think.

Years ago I saw a segment of a cop reality show that featured the murder of a call girl in Florida (the killer pushed her off a balcony.) The detective who went to the scene started crying after he processed the scene & called his daughter to say hi to her b/c he was so shook up.

I count my lucky stars I never faced a scenario like the one the woman in the article dealt with....I worked for really responsible agents when I started so I learned the ropes & how to spot trouble. But at the end of it all.....I realize how lucky I am....

baer45
07-22-2015, 02:13 PM
Years ago I saw a segment of a cop reality show that featured the murder of a call girl in Florida (the killer pushed her off a balcony.) The detective who went to the scene started crying after he processed the scene & called his daughter to say hi to her b/c he was so shook up.

I count my lucky stars I never faced a scenario like the one the woman in the article dealt with....I worked for really responsible agents when I started so I learned the ropes & how to spot trouble. But at the end of it all.....I realize how lucky I am....

Yes, we are all lucky to be safe so far. In my earlier years, I have encountered some risky scenarios. I once had a customer tried to grab my arms and rob me, I was lucky to get out of there with just some bruise. I work almost independently through my social network these days. It's just too risky to deal with backpage or crappy agents. I've got some generous regulers. Some of them even know I carry. They don't mind and think it's responsible of me to do so.

Nikki_Fox once sent me a link :http://www.thehomesecuritysuperstore.com/self-defense-stun-guns-cell-phone-stun-guns-sub=39
It's very helpful, and probably more practical for the ladies here who have concerns about their safety.

Prettyglitter
07-22-2015, 04:40 PM
Idk how to feel about dancing. I'm tired of traveling so far just so no one sees me. I'm honestly thinking about dancing near my home. The city I want to dance in has a lot of potential but it's also more likely I'll run into family members or classmates. But honestly, I'm getting to the point that I don't think I'm going to care. I'm just imagining my grandpa or uncle or dad finding out and confronting me. I'm not sure what I'd say. I'm juggling behind the poor me story: "I didn't have any money or support. I just wanted to make money on my own" or being like "yeah. So? I'm an adult and this is a legal and profitable way for me to make money". Then proceeding to be an extremely successful, well educated, and well rounded person that just so happened to strip once upon a time. I mean, it would be nice to rub it in their faces LOL. But I'm also thinking about how potentially awkward it would be w d wondering if they actually disown me for this? Idk. Idk. It's a lot to think about but at the end of th day, it's my life. And this feels right even though I'm terrified.

Prettyglitter
07-22-2015, 04:44 PM
I want to buy all the stripper heels. Sometimes it feels like I strip just to make money to spend on gorgeous rhinestone stripper stuff!
This is so me!!!!!! I want all the bejeweled pleasers!!

carmen_b
07-22-2015, 04:45 PM
It's hard! I always travel danced for discretion but it can be a pain for sure!

Maybe some sort of hybrid like travel when you want 2-4 shifts in a row but local ( wig ) for just the occasional night?

SimoneGray
07-22-2015, 04:49 PM
Idk how to feel about dancing. I'm tired of traveling so far just so no one sees me. I'm honestly thinking about dancing near my home. The city I want to dance in has a lot of potential but it's also more likely I'll run into family members or classmates. But honestly, I'm getting to the point that I don't think I'm going to care. I'm just imagining my grandpa or uncle or dad finding out and confronting me. I'm not sure what I'd say. I'm juggling behind the poor me story: "I didn't have any money or support. I just wanted to make money on my own" or being like "yeah. So? I'm an adult and this is a legal and profitable way for me to make money". Then proceeding to be an extremely successful, well educated, and well rounded person that just so happened to strip once upon a time. I mean, it would be nice to rub it in their faces LOL. But I'm also thinking about how potentially awkward it would be w d wondering if they actually disown me for this? Idk. Idk. It's a lot to think about but at the end of th day, it's my life. And this feels right even though I'm terrified.

I'm in this place now actually...I really want to give dancing a try just to see how it is but I am so worried about people who know me finding out..like I just have this feeling I will enjoy it a lot but I'm being held back by my reluctance to be outed

Genoveve
07-22-2015, 06:41 PM
I confess that today I am in full on weeping, meltdown mode. Sigh.

It's just temporary. I'm not attempting to invalidate what you're going through but I promise you it will pass over. :grouphug:

amberlly
07-22-2015, 06:52 PM
I am so over my friends being uptight and looking down on me for making different choices. They get the amazing grades, corporate jobs and are on the fast track. Seriously they have done so well. I am genuinely proud.

BUT I made different choices and things are not so cut and dried for me. My creative career needs some serious money and time investment but it will be awesome!! They all nod and make condescending comments. UGH. Go jump.

I have so many ideas, knowledge and potential but I am also scattered and struggling. Sex work is my saving grace. Its more fault tolerant than corporate work. I SUCK AT DOING WHAT I AM TOLD. If I don't agree then I walk off and do my own thing.... As you can imagine that goes down really well in a vanilla job.

Confession I am planning to go and see my school tutor who helped me structure my essays to make some goals and structure for my creative work. She is amazing and $30 an hour.

Cashmere Star
07-23-2015, 03:20 AM
I don't know what my friends who are going a more conventional path think of me, if they thought otherwise they probably won't say it to my face. To be honest I don't tell anyone about my creative stuff. They simply know that I do it, or suspect that I do it, but I never bring it up or show anyone in real life.

I think if your friends are douchey enough to be condescending to your face, you should get new friends.

btw... I wish I didn't have to wear clothes. I feel so unconfident in how I dress, like I wonder if there's something weird about it. Why can't I just wear sexy bikini like in the clubs lol or just not wear clothes at all? Most of my job consists of being naked anyway (stripping, figure modeling).

baer45
07-23-2015, 09:53 AM
I am so over my friends being uptight and looking down on me for making different choices. They get the amazing grades, corporate jobs and are on the fast track. Seriously they have done so well. I am genuinely proud.

BUT I made different choices and things are not so cut and dried for me. My creative career needs some serious money and time investment but it will be awesome!! They all nod and make condescending comments. UGH. Go jump.

I have so many ideas, knowledge and potential but I am also scattered and struggling. Sex work is my saving grace. Its more fault tolerant than corporate work. I SUCK AT DOING WHAT I AM TOLD. If I don't agree then I walk off and do my own thing.... As you can imagine that goes down really well in a vanilla job.

Confession I am planning to go and see my school tutor who helped me structure my essays to make some goals and structure for my creative work. She is amazing and $30 an hour.

I see you are struggling about your career, I mean besides sex work. One should always be honest with what she wants to do in the real life. People come from different backgrounds, some of us have good education, and some of us don't. Some of us chose sex work because we dislike a normal job in the office and demand more pay for the effort we put in. Some of us don't have other choices. Everybody lives a different life. If you know your potentials, know your dream, you should focus on that. Sex work is just one way to get quick money. It should not interrupt your career goal in other fields. The money you earned today can be used for your training that you need to jump to the next level. The point is, do what you want to do, and be who you want to be. Don't compare yourself to your friends too much.

Let me tell you something about the corporate work. It SUCKS. It takes a lot of effort to climb the corporate ladder. You start as an entry level employee in the office. The first 3-5 years you will be working for practically EVERYONE. Your earn is pity. You are the dog in the office. Sometimes the only way to get people to teach you stuff is to do shit for them. 5 year later, if you are lucky enough, you will be promoted as a manager/director. (HR and the head of your department have a chart that they evluate the protential and work performance of every employee. If they don't like you, you'll never get LUCKY. If you are older than 35, you are done as well. Corporate likes young slaves). So after about 7 years, you have the opportunity to go higher level to AVP. You are in charge of a team, you are the boss now. Not really. This really is the hardest part of climbing the corporate ladder. You should expect work consumes your overtime, holidays... upon your daily work, you will be checking your blackberry, iPad after 9:00pm, you will be replying emails at 1:00am still. Every mistake your team made is on you. The pressure is rocky high. What's your next level? it's VP. You might never see it happens, because only 30% of the AVPs can make to VPs. Then you have SVP, EVP, CFO, CEO, etc... You've got to be really good at office politics and charming, hardworking, smart, a bit of knows everything... When your work-life balance is totally screwed and you are in mid-30. Your boss expects too much, but promises too little. You start to think, god damn it, it will be much easier if I can just suck my boss' dick and get a quick pass. Then you are back to square one again. How do I know about this? I worked for big firms as a contractor all the time. My regulars are pretty high up in the management in their firms. My classmate from graduate school are experiencing all this. There is only one fast track: Work, work work!

amberlly
07-24-2015, 03:06 AM
Thanks for wise words lovelies!

I confess I have spent lots of my sex work $$ on creating the foundation for my creative vanilla career. Courses, supplies, internships.

xStacey
07-24-2015, 07:45 AM
Skydiving in two weeks :)

baer45
07-24-2015, 08:48 AM
Skydiving in two weeks :)

Is this your first time?

xStacey
07-24-2015, 08:52 AM
Is this your first time?

Yes!!

baer45
07-24-2015, 08:54 AM
I am packing for my camping trip next week. Is it crazy if I bring 6 flash lights with me?

baer45
07-24-2015, 09:00 AM
Yes!!


I assume you mean a tandem dive. You will have a lot of fun :). I did it last year and it was great. here are some tips not that you asked for them:

1)Write a note as your will if you don't already have one. Skydiving should be very safe, the death rate is almost nothing. But it wouldn't hurt to leave your bank information to your love ones.

2) Be the first one to jump. If you are on that plane already. There is no way to go back (people will tell you it's okay. It's not once you are already on the plane). Might as well be the first one to jump. Honestly, watching other people scream and disappear from the gate under stress is not very comforting.

3) Take some medication for the motion sickness. CVS has it for cheap. After the free fall, you will be hanging in the air for about 3-5 minutes. If it's windy up there, you will spin in circle. It could get scary...

4) oh, Wear a pair of jeans. You probably will land with your butt and whole legs as your instructor tells you. Don't wear shorts, slippers, heels for so many obvious reasons.

Genoveve
07-24-2015, 11:01 AM
I confess that I am a fan of matching outfits. My one friend and I tend to dress really similar and whenever we go out together we purposely wear matching outfits, and I don't mean matching as in 'color coordinating' I mean we actually wear the same exact outfit. I have another friend that dresses similarly to me and I took her shopping yesterday and we got multiple matching pieces too. :biggrin:

charlie61
07-24-2015, 08:51 PM
I always forget that Coyote Ugly is baaaasically a stripper movie. It's a good one for pre-work motivation!

SimoneGray
07-24-2015, 10:06 PM
I confess that I realised today that 90% of the shows I watch are all crime/detective related...always wonder why I'm so fascinated by that stuff to begin with considering I have no inclination to become a police person nor a crazy criminal/killer

Cashmere Star
07-25-2015, 04:26 AM
Alright, community college isn't working for me anymore... The classes are ok, the teachers can be ok, but I don't think this "saving money" thing is working out for me. I think I'll do a lot better in a university with more rigorous peers. I am becoming depressed, unmotivated, and lonely in community college. I wonder if it's just me... I am thinking of applying to a local university, then just take the bullshit classes at community college.. or idk. I'll figure it out. All I know is that I need to try out university.

Prettyglitter
07-25-2015, 06:40 AM
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LaurenAus
07-25-2015, 09:05 AM
Dated a guy all of last year while I was teaching abroad. He owned a tutoring agency and gave me extra work. Things ended badly with a fight and I always felt guilty about our last words to each other. Randomly had the urge a couple weeks ago to email him an apology...this is months after I'm back from being abroad. Get an email from his WIFE this morning saying she found the email because he was using her computer and wanted more info and that he had a 6 year old son. Did not know about either of them...now the lies he told me are all starting to make sense...wow...

whirlerz
07-25-2015, 10:39 AM
Aww, sorry Lauren, that sucks!^.

I'm considering a mini strip trip this upcoming week - I'm feeling really stale. It's a long drive, but eh, may be worth it (if I can get hired).

MyRealNameIsWeird
07-25-2015, 10:52 AM
I confess that I realised today that 90% of the shows I watch are all crime/detective related...always wonder why I'm so fascinated by that stuff to begin with considering I have no inclination to become a police person nor a crazy criminal/killer

You never start out with the inclination to become a crazy criminal, but shit happens and when it happens, you'd better be prepared to cover tracks. That's my excuse, anyway.

amberlly
07-25-2015, 12:02 PM
..............

xStacey
07-25-2015, 03:33 PM
I'm always fighting with my parents, I feel so depressed. I'm at work right now but not in the mood to hustle.

Selina M
07-25-2015, 09:16 PM
Alright, community college isn't working for me anymore... The classes are ok, the teachers can be ok, but I don't think this "saving money" thing is working out for me. I think I'll do a lot better in a university with more rigorous peers. I am becoming depressed, unmotivated, and lonely in community college. I wonder if it's just me... I am thinking of applying to a local university, then just take the bullshit classes at community college.. or idk. I'll figure it out. All I know is that I need to try out university.

I thought that too, but university was actually 10x worse. The kids were all lazy as fuck because their parents were paying for it. Many didn't work or do jack shit except occasionally go to class and party. Most kids in CC that I met were paying for it themselves, or at least are working part time for their spending money... they were more 'world mature' than the university kids.
I've had way better experiences in the smaller university classes or in CC classes as far as education quality too. It's generally not just the professor reading a powerpoint. There's more engagement. Kids aren't falling asleep or playing Warcraft on their laptops.


Ok my confession: I was super pissed earlier about getting a C on this exam (it's probably a low B after the essay part is graded though). BUT honestly I have not been applying myself as much as I should have been. I got wrapped up in my other class and the rest of life and blew this class off after getting a 93 on the first test. That's hard to admit that it's at least partially my own fault, but I guess it's a sign of 'academic maturity'.
Sooo I still have a 90% in the class and hopefully if I bust my ass on the next 5 weeks of assignments and get an A on the last exam, I should still get my A overall.

tuesdaymarie
07-25-2015, 10:58 PM
I found out my boyfriend exaggerated the truth to me during a fight as an emotional trump card, and I am a bit pissed... or hurt, or some dumb fucking emotion. But the fight happened a week ago, and he has been better about the issues that we were bickering about, so I am torn between confronting him about the exaggeration or dropping it in the interest of moving forward. I normally feel like he is my best friend, but it has been difficult to talk to him for the last few weeks. I know his work shit is contributing, but this is lame as hell. The top quality I have always wanted in a partner is the ability to always talk to each other, so it hurts me that I have to weigh whether it's better for me to censor my thoughts with him right now.

amberlly
07-26-2015, 01:25 AM
.................................................

Prettyglitter
07-26-2015, 09:38 AM
I can't stand a dirty ass person.

Aurora_Sunset
07-26-2015, 09:55 AM
I'm realizing more and more that there only so many different types of men... Like, I'm constantly running into men who may not be identical to someone else I've met but have basically the same look, same way of talking, same way of fucking - hell, some of them even have the same job! If I'm not careful, I constantly refer to them in my head as someone else. I'm convinced that, given enough time and enough access to different men, I could find damn near everyone's twin/triplet and beyond.

This is both fascinating and kinda depressing.

I guess the same probably holds true for women, but I don't spend nearly as much time meeting new women to see as much of a pattern.

LaurenAus
07-26-2015, 11:45 AM
UPDATE: His wife was so graceful about the situation--I sent her a respectful email coming out with the whole truth. She responded saying she has no idea how she's going to tell her family, and he still denies he did anything wrong, but that she's going to start a new life without having to live with this liar. This situation has been pretty emotionally heavy. I hate that he's done this to both of us but it disturbs me even more that for the past five years her life has been a lie. I wished her the best.

Genoveve
07-26-2015, 12:05 PM
So after my breast aug I won't be able to drive for 2 weeks, and this is the first time that I don't live walking distance to a bunch of shops and restaurants soooooooo.......I actually have to stock my house with at least 2 week's worth of groceries and I confess that I have NO idea how to do that. I go to the grocery store every day for food for that day, sometimes I go twice a day, I've even done 3x a day. How am I supposed to know what I will want to eat over the course of weeks???

tuesdaymarie
07-26-2015, 12:19 PM
^I was driving like five days after my BA. Are you sure it'll be a full two weeks? I would stock up on meats, frozen veggies, and protein shakes.

I hate being in glasses so much that I am living off low-carb homemade dark chocolate chip cookies and cold-brew coffee today, while having a Supernatural marathon with my cats. I feel like I can hardly function with glasses, so I don't want go anywhere. The dangerous part is that I am only 24 hours into my mandatory 10 days of no contacts, and I have already added fraxel sessions to my cosmetic procedure wishlist. Someone should just put me in a coma for the next 9 days so that I don't find any further things to fix about myself.

Genoveve
07-26-2015, 12:33 PM
^^I'm having major pocket revision done and an internal bra so I really need to not be moving so everything can heal into place.

Btw I'm getting my first fraxel session in September! All on my jaw and chin(zit beard as my friends and I call it....). They said 4 sessions is how many most people end up getting, my one friend had horrible skin and after just one she looks crazy amazing.

And just a thought, it's probably the first 24 hours of your no-contact period that will be the toughest. Hopefully you'll get more and more comfortable over the course of the 10 days.

tuesdaymarie
07-26-2015, 12:39 PM
^Oooh, okay, that makes sense. I hope it goes well! I mostly want fraxel because I read that in some cases it can reduce pore size. The ones on my nose are big enough to park an RV in. I've tried pore-filling primers, patting my makeup instead of swiping, etc, but they're still cavernous even on the best days. I'll trade you lip implant before/afters for fraxel photos!

MyRealNameIsWeird
07-26-2015, 01:00 PM
So after my breast aug I won't be able to drive for 2 weeks, and this is the first time that I don't live walking distance to a bunch of shops and restaurants soooooooo.......I actually have to stock my house with at least 2 week's worth of groceries and I confess that I have NO idea how to do that. I go to the grocery store every day for food for that day, sometimes I go twice a day, I've even done 3x a day. How am I supposed to know what I will want to eat over the course of weeks???

You may not like it if you're used to freshly cooked foods and I'm still unsure whether you blocked me, but these are my tips:

Canned and frozen fruit and vegetables.

Make a few stews, pies and cakes and freeze beforehand.

Boxes of cake mix and boilable noodles (not pot noodles, there are healthy options that are just rice and tapioca and are really quick to make).

My go-tos when I'm really busy or not feeling well are:

1: Jam pie. Roll pastry out. Add jam. Add lid. Bake.

2: Noodles. Boil noodles. Add tahini, soy sauce, black pepper and a few veggies.

3: Pre-frozen stew. One protein, one starch, three or more vegetables, two seasonings. Boil and freeze.

Using assorted herbs and spices adds variety to otherwise plain meals. Take care.

Genoveve
07-26-2015, 01:17 PM
OMG Tuesday I have a confession relating to you, it just hit me. .....So whenever something cracks me up I save it, like I will screen cap a funny text exchange on my phone or if I see a really funny post on here I will take a pic of it on the screen with my phone and save it....so I keep all these funny things on my phone for entertainment. I just realized one of them was from you, it's of you on here saying "Hello, dear neighbor. I noticed you have a Slipknot sticker on your vehicle. I too enjoy such musical stylings." :rotfl::rotfl::rotfl:

Which is funny because I was listening to a little Slipknot last night, full circle moment LOL.

Aurora_Sunset
07-26-2015, 05:38 PM
After months of a being in boring, not really going out, I-hate-men funk, I've been in a mood all week to go out with girlfriends, get drunk, and pick up guys. I'm afraid if I don't act on it soon, I'll revert back to my normal mood and miss my window for summer partying. Unfortunately, the one female friend I have around here who's single (actually, I think she's currently my ONLY single female friend) is broke as fuck so never wants to go anywhere. :(

SimoneGray
07-26-2015, 05:46 PM
^^ Maybe tell her you'll cover for her if you can? I also have a friend like that who is an actress so her money isn't as constant as mine but I love her dearly and will cover her drinks etc if I want her around.

My confession is that I am not sure if I should get a kindle or stick to ordering/buying actual books. Where I live I can't get a Kindle Direct membership which I want, so I'm not sure if its worth it then overall or not.

baer45
07-26-2015, 07:34 PM
Is it just me that the second season of true detective is boring so far?

Selina M
07-26-2015, 08:26 PM
My temper and spoiled brat side get more outta hand the longer I'm a stripper.
I don't put up with any bs or do things I don't want to do, and anyone who dares argue either gets cussed out or cold shouldered. I go from zero to "You stupid motherfucker fix this shit right now" in an instant. I don't mind stomping on people if it benefits me. I'm greedy and selfish with $$. I've also expanded my range of sailor vocabulary, with a lot of crude references and slang picked up at work, and I easily sink into what could be called "ratchet as fuck" when I'm really angry.

... I'm not sorry.
Everything seems to be much, much easier this way. I used to be such a nice girl, always a people pleaser, "let's help the world!", "money isn't everything!" and now I'm pretty sure I would sell a select few of my (equally mean) family members to be a corporate fat cat billionaire.

OliveJardin
07-26-2015, 10:47 PM
I confess that half way through my hr Yin yoga session I remembered that...I hadn't turned my phone off-I was praying like hell it wouldn't go off, no body wants to be "that" person ::).

sexsells
07-26-2015, 11:06 PM
i confess i have touched the hardest pecs my hands have ever come across before on a man, they're legit rock hard!...i just touched his chest intermittently during our date last night. he loved it hahahaha.