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Aurora_Sunset
08-03-2015, 05:49 PM
On a regular basis, I dream of being a traveling street performer. Like, for reals. I wish I could do something that I could perform on the street...

Selina M
08-03-2015, 06:57 PM
I want to move to a new state but I'm scared to do it. Le sigh. I always come up with some kind of "but it's too hard" logistical thing, or say I need to stay closer to my parents (my dad is not doing so well, though he hasn't been for like 6 years, and my mom has zero family here and only like 2 friends).

I keep thinking I'll settle for travel dancing and I always chicken out or find an excuse not to go.

charlie61
08-03-2015, 07:27 PM
Me, every second prior to hanging out with a friend: Ending my life is the only logical option in this situation.

Me, hanging out with a friend: "OMG, so good to see you, I've been looking forward to this for weeks!!"

#socialanxiety

Aniela
08-04-2015, 03:12 AM
I am anxious as fk abt my vanilla job. Between sm mistakes that I've made, & office politics … anticipating a sitdown today that should have happened ystrdy but didn't bc ystrdy was an all-around flustercluck & the thought of it just makes me want to burrow back down in bed & nvr come out. I am hoping the fact that I don't have a history of starting problems w/ others will be enough to cushion me here …

Legz541
08-04-2015, 03:21 AM
I'm not making shit for money lately (by my standards anyway). This is a confession rather than just a statement because its embarrassing to me. Ugh. I wish I didn't let how much money I'm making directly affect my self esteem.

Glamourmilf
08-04-2015, 10:51 AM
I'm not making shit for money lately (by my standards anyway). This is a confession rather than just a statement because its embarrassing to me. Ugh. I wish I didn't let how much money I'm making directly affect my self esteem.

I confess I feel the same way. Esp. lately. I've been hanging out with a friend who has a sugar daddy, AND collects rent from a house she's renting out to someone...AND food stamps, and cash from the govt.
All she does is lay on the couch complaining how bored and lonely she is.
When I try to tell her how lucky she is, and explain what I have to do to make peanuts compared to her, she still doesn't get it.
All this to say that there is no reason why that lifestyle can't be mine.
I'm sooo tired of the struggle to make, and keep lots of money.

lynn2009
08-04-2015, 11:10 AM
I confess I feel the same way. Esp. lately. I've been hanging out with a friend who has a sugar daddy, AND collects rent from a house she's renting out to someone...AND food stamps, and cash from the govt.
All she does is lay on the couch complaining how bored and lonely she is.
When I try to tell her how lucky she is, and explain what I have to do to make peanuts compared to her, she still doesn't get it.
All this to say that there is no reason why that lifestyle can't be mine.
I'm sooo tired of the struggle to make, and keep lots of money.

Well your friend is going to get in deep, deep doo-doo if she ever gets caught. Which I suspect she will whether she owns the house she is renting out or is illegally subleasing. Find comfort in that you're not risking jail.

SnuffleUffleGrass
08-04-2015, 01:18 PM
Well your friend is going to get in deep, deep doo-doo if she ever gets caught. Which I suspect she will whether she owns the house she is renting out or is illegally subleasing. Find comfort in that you're not risking jail.

Yeah, I never took welfare when I was stripping. My home state eviscerates people when they catch them doing welfare fraud (court trials and jail time.)

SimoneGray
08-04-2015, 01:23 PM
I confess that I've never had an orgasm with a sexual partner...yikes. I think my body is physically retarded sex wise.

michele11
08-04-2015, 01:50 PM
I have a rental property I've rented out 14 years and they changed by laws and it sits empty for 3 months now after I spent 15k on it 3 years ago to fix my last tenants destroying it. I have a sick cat I paid a lot of money for who's eye I've been trating for 3 months at the cost of almost 1400. I have a kid I take care of too. My wrist was reinjured to the point I can't put any weight on it and was set back to were I was 1 month after surgery. I could go on and. See what real life problems are peope.

michele11
08-04-2015, 02:05 PM
I ordered food from a guy i use to dates deli and he says" this michele". I really don't wanna see him so I say, "Your not delivering my food?" He says probably. Really he delivered it last time. Usually he doesn't because we don't like each other. But last time he was trying to chat me up. I really don't wanna see him with blotched up spray tan and being delayed 2 days for a flight home. Oh well amd my daughter hated answering the door!

michele11
08-04-2015, 02:56 PM
Seriously. He did show up and tells me he personally wanted to thank me for my business. lmao. Um I got free food when we dated and that was in 09 and I just started ordering from him a few months ago when I get home from trips. then he asks about my daughter then proceeds to tell me his new wifes 10 ty old is horrible. Lmao. The Syrian player is married?!? He still was trying to chat me up, looking me up and down and I acted dissinterested so he tells me that. Ok. I doubt he's married.

carmen_b
08-04-2015, 05:18 PM
I wish we had love hotels in my location. We have an occassion coming up and I'd love to rent a room a fantasy room at one.

michele11
08-04-2015, 06:04 PM
^ Sounds like it would be nice. I want to go on those trips the housewives all go on. The resort retreats in other countries. It looks so nice. They stay in a beautiful retreat on the island and have a chef cook nice meals and go to yoga, get massages, just relax. Even just for 4 days of my life I'd like to relax and do something fun/nice. Their most stressful thought is which room they get and who they share it with.

ScarletKitten
08-04-2015, 07:14 PM
I swear this site is worse than a strip club dressing room sometimes. So. Much. Drama. SMH.

Glamourmilf
08-04-2015, 07:24 PM
^ Sounds like it would be nice. I want to go on those trips the housewives all go on. The resort retreats in other countries. It looks so nice. They stay in a beautiful retreat on the island and have a chef cook nice meals and go to yoga, get massages, just relax. Even just for 4 days of my life I'd like to relax and do something fun/nice. Their most stressful thought is which room they get and who they share it with.

I was just thinking that last night when I watched the OC housewives on their trip to... Morica? I forgot the island name, but it was the one where the rooms were individual hut suites in the water.
So pretty, and relaxing. ( of course, NOT being with those ladies would be the relaxing part). Lol

michele11
08-04-2015, 07:43 PM
^ Omg. I don't know why they hang around each other. Lamo. I know a lot of it's staged. I damn near had a panic attack listening to an episode getting ready when bravo was on. yeah they've been to on on orange county and atlanta ad shahs of sunset. The one to the philipines was so nice.

carmen_b
08-04-2015, 08:15 PM
The resort thing sounds so nice!

xStacey
08-04-2015, 10:06 PM
I confess that I've never had an orgasm with a sexual partner...yikes. I think my body is physically retarded sex wise.

Same here, been masturbating since a young age, I always come when I'm by myself but with a partner, N E V E R!! :(

OliveJardin
08-04-2015, 10:41 PM
I confess that I accidentally opened my ex's bank statement, thinking it was mine, and almost had a heart attack because it was basically empty!

I have to also confess that it was a relief to see that, in fact I was not enabling his dead beat ways after all, he is still broke and unmotivated. I do wish him the best, but it really is true that people do not change until they decide to (obviously, he is happy mooching of family the way he did me-which is pretty sad).

Glamourmilf
08-04-2015, 11:00 PM
^ Omg. I don't know why they hang around each other. Lamo. I know a lot of it's staged. I damn near had a panic attack listening to an episode getting ready when bravo was on. yeah they've been to on on orange county and atlanta ad shahs of sunset. The one to the philipines was so nice.
I agree about some of the fights being staged, and having anxiety hearing it. I keep it on mute and just look at the fashion, jewelry, and makeup styles. My male buds that live in the OC call the enclave that they live in COTA DE CUNTY! They tell me its all fake, but who knows?
I know the Shahs of Sunset cast is real cause one of my best gal pals lives near Reza and that real spiritual chick...forgot her name.

michele11
08-04-2015, 11:05 PM
Oh Asa. Love her. She does not give a fuck. Haha.

Glamourmilf
08-04-2015, 11:10 PM
Oh Asa. Love her. She does not give a fuck. Haha.

Oh yeas Asa! Thankx for the remind. She has a line of caftans that are pretty. Her cranky mom is a hoot,dont you think? Ps, when is that show coming on again?

SnuffleUffleGrass
08-05-2015, 07:39 AM
Iranians in California are awesome...they are truly Original Gangster.

michele11
08-05-2015, 02:53 PM
^ I'm not sure Glamourmilf it just went off. I missed most of the reunion but my confession....if bitchy Asafa and Bobby broke up I'll take him. He is sooo fine. I hate to admit though she treats men just like me. Lol.

Glamourmilf
08-05-2015, 05:25 PM
I hate to admit though she treats men just like me. Lol.[/QUOTE]

I can relate, cause so do I!! Lol!

lynn2009
08-05-2015, 07:13 PM
I am stress and bored eating myself into oblivion this week.

carmen_b
08-05-2015, 08:07 PM
^ I just realized I was doing a little of the same. :/

SimoneGray
08-06-2015, 02:59 AM
I am stress and bored eating myself into oblivion this week.

Me too...but I confess that my stress eating started when my medical problems did way back at the end of June and it hasn't stopped. I hate myself for eating now, its sad.

amberlly
08-06-2015, 04:21 AM
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SimoneGray
08-06-2015, 06:15 AM
I confess I am writing erotic fiction in my free chat time on cam and its totally all with my crush in mind. Its so much fun.

Vyanka
08-06-2015, 11:20 AM
Shit, somebody had say it.

:)

SnuffleUffleGrass
08-06-2015, 01:29 PM
Evil confession- my co-worker has to skip work for a few days for a funeral & I'm so glad we get a break from her. She's nuts- she constantly complains about being broke and overworked yet is gonna spend money on driving several states over for this funeral. what the hell. Anyways, just thrilled I don't have to see her damn face for a few days, yay

Selina M
08-06-2015, 01:39 PM
I would really like to start camming. Driving to work every day is getting to be irksome. That sounds so lazy but I like living in the boonies so a drive to a decent club is a long ways, and there's ALWAYS traffic. Then if you have a shitty day it's like "great I just put 40-80 miles on my car for that".

Been thinking of how to possibly go about camming without having my face blasted everywhere... I know it's possible to only show mouth up, or to do makeup/wigs really well. I could wear long sleeves or use derma blend on my tats. Hmmm...

Cashmere Star
08-06-2015, 02:45 PM
so I actually had the guts to contact the author's agent to see if I can share some of my art online and they said no.

brb crying all the way to the club and grinding on guys to let off steam

BarbieNYC
08-06-2015, 08:52 PM
Im back in queens paying high house fees and I gotta say I really missed being around fake asses and good trap music.

The shit I was hearing in non urban clubs was killing me. I dont understand half the shit these local rappers are saying but this is some ass clapping throw some money music

Glamourmilf
08-06-2015, 11:53 PM
I would really like to start camming. Driving to work every day is getting to be irksome. That sounds so lazy but I like living in the boonies so a drive to a decent club is a long ways, and there's ALWAYS traffic. Then if you have a shitty day it's like "great I just put 40-80 miles on my car for that".

Been thinking of how to possibly go about camming without having my face blasted everywhere... I know it's possible to only show mouth up, or to do makeup/wigs really well. I could wear long sleeves or use derma blend on my tats. Hmmm...

I dont show my face, and I do very well in the camming world.
They dont come for the face, you can believe ME, as I am living proof.
I dont even show my face in most of my clips stores either.

Selina M
08-07-2015, 12:31 AM
I dont show my face, and I do very well in the camming world.
They dont come for the face, you can believe ME, as I am living proof.
I dont even show my face in most of my clips stores either.

See I thought that would be ok! But the more I read CC here, the more threads I see that are either like "Nope you have to show it" or "Even if you don't show it you'll still get outed somehow".
I don't care about friends knowing, but I'd like it to be very questionable if it's me, in case anything ever pops up on a tube site in 5 years.
Do you mind if I PM you?

ava$
08-07-2015, 01:03 AM
Today is my mom's birthday and I haven't even got a present or even a card. She says she loves and appreciates everything she gets, but I can see her micro-expressions that really show she didn't like something. She is really hard to shop for.

Confession: I really hate these occasions of the year (Birthdays, Christmas, weddings etc.) where you are expected to shop for gifts for other people and if you don't get them a gift you are made to feel like a pariah. If it were possible I would make a contract with everyone saying "You don't have to ever get me a gift for any occasion and I won't get you a give either unless we really want to and we are completely fine about it either way. I still love you, you still love me". That would relieve a lot of stress, but the economy would probably go into a tailspin because of the lack of guilt buying.

I know right, i feel the same about the gifts, my parents have everything n its just too much to shop for them, me n my bro have this agreement u mentioned since we were kids but it still applies.lol
My confession: I have been fired from my recent club for no reason at all and in the contract it states they don't have to give me one, I have no clue wtf to do with myself!! Im so scared :(

ava$
08-07-2015, 01:13 AM
I dont show my face, and I do very well in the camming world.
They dont come for the face, you can believe ME, as I am living proof.
I dont even show my face in most of my clips stores either.

Really? I don't either but I only just started cam on chaturbate and mfc, Ive only done it like 2weeks and don't make too much but I don't do much either, I sit there with my cleavage out and wait for enough tips to show boobs, etc. I don't go outta my way either I only sit there while I have to be on my computer anyways like posting to ebay or checkn emails, etc. And I find people on mfc get so into askn me for the face, like why tf do u wanna c my face so damn bad, they say its against the rules and apparently it is when I read the rules but Im sure others do it 2

Cashmere Star
08-07-2015, 01:20 AM
I am 22 and I want a baby girl. I've had baby urges since I was 17. I don't even like kids, but if I ever found one under the bridge or something I'll probably keep the kid. What the fuck is wrong with me? It's not like I can support a kid either.

Glamourmilf
08-07-2015, 11:19 AM
See I thought that would be ok! But the more I read CC here, the more threads I see that are either like "Nope you have to show it" or "Even if you don't show it you'll still get outed somehow".
I don't care about friends knowing, but I'd like it to be very questionable if it's me, in case anything ever pops up on a tube site in 5 years.
Do you mind if I PM you?

sure pm me.

michele11
08-07-2015, 11:24 AM
Omg. Haha. My neighbor I walked over and fucked on mothers day was outside and I needed to ask him something( second time I talked to him since and for the same reason) to cut my grass. I never paid him last time because I didn't see him and well he lives 3 houses down but it's far in here ( huge lots) and i kinda thought , ya know. So he asks how I am , blah , blah ( I'm in my car) and he sees i'm in a rush ad he pinches my cheek and goes ( in his polish accent) " ok munchkin, I'll get it done soon". Bawahaha.

Glamourmilf
08-07-2015, 11:26 AM
Really? I don't either but I only just started cam on chaturbate and mfc, Ive only done it like 2weeks and don't make too much but I don't do much either, I sit there with my cleavage out and wait for enough tips to show boobs, etc. I don't go outta my way either I only sit there while I have to be on my computer anyways like posting to ebay or checkn emails, etc. And I find people on mfc get so into askn me for the face, like why tf do u wanna c my face so damn bad, they say its against the rules and apparently it is when I read the rules but Im sure others do it 2
I do show from nose down, so maybe that's why I am never hassled about it.

charlie61
08-07-2015, 12:05 PM
All right guys, move it to camming connection.

michele11
08-07-2015, 04:23 PM
Omg. seriously. My neighbor is cutting my yard and banging on my back slider. I don't open that! I haven't opened it in years WTF! Abd I'm in my pajamas. Like I don't want anymore contact. I know what tht pinch on the cheek and calling me munchkin was. Great now I'm thinking there is some wild animal in my back yard or something. It's a huge conservation area.

xStacey
08-08-2015, 10:17 AM
I am binge watching My Little Pony.

michele11
08-08-2015, 02:41 PM
jesus my mothers at it again. Wanting to rent my property to own. Fist of all =. I told her NO years ago. And right now I have an attorney since they capped rentals and they're saying I can't rent it. I told her i want 1200. She's all why so much. We'll give you 5000 and rent to own. Um no. If i don't move back in it in 2 years I'm selling it. And i was getting 1150. I'm not taking 1000 and she has a mobile home. I'm glad I have my dads business acumen and don't jump into things like her and my sister ad she can't afford it I know this!!! Then I get bombarded( yes she can't call her daughter) on facebook about what she should do about shaving her 25 yr old cat. I said google places. She says well you have two cats I thought you'd no. I just got 2 persians after being petless for 3 years. OMG.

SimoneGray
08-08-2015, 02:50 PM
I'm listening to every single old song Drake ever made and thoroughly enjoying that. Everyone teases me for liking his music so much but I don't care :p

Elektra Luxx
08-08-2015, 02:59 PM
Omg. seriously. My neighbor is cutting my yard and banging on my back slider. I don't open that! I haven't opened it in years WTF!

I love it when a guy cuts my yard and bangs my back slider! I mean it's a little uncomfortable at first, but if he goes slow and uses enough lube it starts to feel good. Wait...are we talking in code here?