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_Avery_
08-14-2010, 06:22 PM
I don't smoke in my house, but I am right now.
I don't feel like getting dressed to go outside. I'm lazy today.
AngelEyezXYZ
08-15-2010, 03:29 AM
I confess that I'm a bit confused about passion/love and what is "normal". I've been with this dude off and on for about 3 years. Sometimes the passion is there, sometimes (like tonight) sex feels like a chore. Like, wash dishes, do laundry, vacuum the carpet, have sex. I do love him but I feel like that intense "I'm soooo in love with you and see this amazing future with you" thing fluctuates a lot, and is currently fading. I don't know if this means we're not right for each other, or if couples go through emotional ups and downs or what. But he's laying next to me, sleeping peacefully at 6:30am and I'm just not very happy right now. Hmmm... #sometimesidratherbesingle
malayataylor
08-15-2010, 03:41 AM
^^OOOh! Do you have a link to the dress? I wanna see!
I was thinking the same thing! May we see this amazing dress?
Oh oh
http://www.saksfifthavenue.com/main/ProductDetail.jsp?PRODUCT%3C%3Eprd_id=845524446377 405&FOLDER%3C%3Efolder_id=282574492708015&bmUID=iFNkpmu&ev19=14:10
http://www.saksfifthavenue.com/main/ProductDetail.jsp?PRODUCT%3C%3Eprd_id=845524446369 346&FOLDER%3C%3Efolder_id=282574491979183&bmUID=iFNkxmP&ev19=15:3
I was shocked they had these online because I bought them from the actual store. I will be wearing either one of those. The rest of the dresses I got were from Silvania which is a not "high end" store but it's funny the dresses look very very expensive.
The models on the saks site have no shape at all but those dresses look killer on me!
I was thinking the second dress .. they're both classy but still really short ;D. I will be rocking 5 inch pumps with either one (the shoes shown are hideous to me. I wonder how many dirty looks I'll get from oldies at the airport :( ..... ;D;D lol
P.s you should see the boobage in the second one..
Harleigh HellKat
08-15-2010, 03:41 AM
I know the feeling... I'm not sure if mine is mood swings or what but it's very confusing. I listened to a friend's essay on love and philosophy tonight and it really opened my eyes. Basically because love is intangible we as humans are never able to FULLY understand it. It's not a shape or color... It's a made up word for something we feel that is totally unexplainable. Gah I wish I could just copy and paste it! Such a good essay.
_Avery_
08-15-2010, 08:39 AM
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Harleigh HellKat
08-15-2010, 10:15 AM
Wow... I can definitely relate to that. Does he drink? I dated a guy and lived with him once that drank (and did coke behind my back) and he had major anger issues that the drinking and drugs brought out. He was very threatening and would blow up over little things. He constantly thought I was conspiring to cheat on him or something also, and called me names.
Anyway... I just wanted to say he shouldn't be taking his stress out on you. What do you think it stems from?
_Avery_
08-15-2010, 11:06 AM
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DirtyLittleSecret
08-15-2010, 11:14 AM
_Avery_ :grouphug:
I hope things get better!
(Come to PA!)
My confession:
I was a total bitch for the 1st time in like forever and it felt SOOOOO good. There is this girl who i'm not even really friends with who just grates my nerves. After her post on fb last night, i couldn't take it and finally said something. Not only did it feel good but other people agreed with me. I just can't be friends with someone who thinks getting black out drunk every week & bragging about it is more important then her son. I mean, once in a while cool, hell i'm not an angel. But every day or every chance you get...well someone has to say something! And it was me. Oh well. :snooty:
(Note: I'm not against having a drink at night or even during the day. Hell if i liked beer i would have one every night in comfort of my apartment. But when one needs to get black out, don't remember where i was drunk every day...AND has a young kid. I just can't as a mom myself tolerate it.)
malayataylor
08-15-2010, 11:24 AM
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Sounds like a recipe for disaster to me.. hubbyz? bf?
Harleigh HellKat
08-15-2010, 11:28 AM
Avery where ya traveling to?
_Avery_
08-15-2010, 11:32 AM
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Harleigh HellKat
08-15-2010, 11:38 AM
Does he have mood swings? Depression? I go through my bf's mood swings a lot... it's not as bad as what you described, but he does become distant and sad a lot. He rarely ever yells, but loses his patience sometimes, then 10 minutes later he's manic-happy. Docs don't know what's wrong with him.on
Maybe your husband is bipolar? Has he ever seen a doctor for mood swings, anxiety, or depression? I mean, none of those things are an excuse for him to YELL at you, but it could explain his behavior.
Kellydancer
08-15-2010, 11:40 AM
I did something possibly heinous. I created a profile at a free online dating site just to get attention. No, I'm not interested in dating someone else (I love a guy with issues) or using a guy, just love the attention I receive when I post my photo. I actually hate online dating but love getting responses.
_Avery_
08-15-2010, 11:51 AM
Does he have mood swings? Depression? I go through my bf's mood swings a lot... it's not as bad as what you described, but he does become distant and sad a lot. He rarely ever yells, but loses his patience sometimes, then 10 minutes later he's manic-happy. Docs don't know what's wrong with him.on
Maybe your husband is bipolar? Has he ever seen a doctor for mood swings, anxiety, or depression? I mean, none of those things are an excuse for him to YELL at you, but it could explain his behavior.
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malayataylor
08-15-2010, 11:55 AM
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:hugs: I hope you feel better hon. You're usually so happy and upbeat all the time. Sounds like you need to get away from him for a while.. :(
Harleigh HellKat
08-15-2010, 11:58 AM
I second that. You should come to the East coast and hang out with us. :D
I don't like the comment he made about you leaving and not seeing your kid. That's really controlling.
malayataylor
08-15-2010, 12:01 PM
^ Ditto!
Come hang out with me and Hareligh!
That sucks that he's acting like that though.
He needs professional help!
Harleigh HellKat
08-15-2010, 12:15 PM
Yeah. People often don't realize they need professional help and become defensive. Maybe you could talk to his family about his mood swings?
charlie61
08-15-2010, 12:36 PM
Oh oh
http://www.saksfifthavenue.com/main/ProductDetail.jsp?PRODUCT%3C%3Eprd_id=845524446377 405&FOLDER%3C%3Efolder_id=282574492708015&bmUID=iFNkpmu&ev19=14:10
http://www.saksfifthavenue.com/main/ProductDetail.jsp?PRODUCT%3C%3Eprd_id=845524446369 346&FOLDER%3C%3Efolder_id=282574491979183&bmUID=iFNkxmP&ev19=15:3
I was shocked they had these online because I bought them from the actual store. I will be wearing either one of those. The rest of the dresses I got were from Silvania which is a not "high end" store but it's funny the dresses look very very expensive.
The models on the saks site have no shape at all but those dresses look killer on me!
I was thinking the second dress .. they're both classy but still really short ;D. I will be rocking 5 inch pumps with either one (the shoes shown are hideous to me. I wonder how many dirty looks I'll get from oldies at the airport :( ..... ;D;D lol
P.s you should see the boobage in the second one..
Yeah, the models in the links don't really rock those dresses. I bet your skin color / figure makes them look insanely hot though! Super pretty!
malayataylor
08-15-2010, 12:39 PM
Yes charlie It looks soo damn good on me.. well those models have absolutely NO body at all.
Confession: I just told male escort Armand Chase how hot I think he is via email lol .. MMMM so fucking dreamy that Man!
charlie61
08-15-2010, 12:40 PM
^^Aaah!! I wonder if he'll respond?
malayataylor
08-15-2010, 12:44 PM
^^Aaah!! I wonder if he'll respond?
I know!!!!!!! I'm like smiling so hard right now .. Hahaha all he has to say is "I think you're hot too and I'll melt" or even a "thank you" and I'll just die just the thought of him acknowledging my email lol Yes I actually sent pics.. ;D I'm wayy too bold! *sigh* I'll wait and see what happens. I really hope he responds!
charlie61
08-15-2010, 12:59 PM
I know!!!!!!! I'm like smiling so hard right now .. Hahaha all he has to say is "I think you're hot too and I'll melt" or even a "thank you" and I'll just die just the thought of him acknowledging my email lol Yes I actually sent pics.. ;D I'm wayy too bold! *sigh* I'll wait and see what happens. I really hope he responds!
Lol that's awesome! Then again, you probably aren't the first girl to send him pictures... :P
Glamgirl
08-15-2010, 01:47 PM
I am considering joining weight watchers this week, i need to lose 2 dress sizes before my bday end of oct and i feel this may give me a kick up the bum to do it!
Harleigh HellKat
08-15-2010, 04:21 PM
I hate cleaning up after stupid guys. I literally just put my BF's beer bottles in the floor and I DARE someone to trip over them. I'm not cleaning it up, because guess what? I don't drink beer. They were in my way when I was trying to cook, so I put them in everyone else's way.
malayataylor
08-15-2010, 04:34 PM
Honestly even though I have a bf, I'm expecting Armand to write back and say he'd do me for free. That alone would be a huge ego trip! lol! I'll keep hoping! :-) hahaha!
sananeko
08-15-2010, 04:47 PM
I am bored out of my mind... The doc told me no sex for two weeks before the surgery and I know they are going to say wait one week after.. I mean come on.. I'm in the middle of moving and got flooded in for some time.. All my work is at the other house and I'm stuck here with three books and beads with no string.. If I can get the tv back up that might keep me busy for an hour or so.. When this is all done I'm going for another night of dancing.. I need to get my ass back into shape again..
_Avery_
08-15-2010, 05:51 PM
Feel better. :)
Went and did some "retail therapy". Typing from my new lap top now. :D
Gonna go cam in a bit. :)
malayataylor
08-15-2010, 05:52 PM
Feel better. :)
Went and did some "retail therapy". Typing from my new lap top now. :D
Gonna go cam in a bit. :)
GOOD FOR YOU!!
Retail Therapy works for me too!
jennsweet
08-16-2010, 08:32 AM
retail therapy is about to kick in here myself! i confess today is my bday! and even though im getting TONS of stuff from family/bf/friends/customers... i will be dropping probably $1500 on myself. clothes, new camera, new phone, VS for the bf, snaz for work:) it's my bday........ and i can do w/e the fuck i want!!
malayataylor
08-16-2010, 08:47 AM
A girl I went to high school with wrote on her facebook status how broke she is and how she can't wait to graduate to start making money and I just thought to myself "Aren't you a smart mfer" *gives pat on the back*.
charlie61
08-16-2010, 08:53 AM
A girl I went to high school with wrote on her facebook status how broke she is and how she can't wait to graduate to start making money and I just thought to myself "Aren't you a smart mfer" *gives pat on the back*.
I know, right? They can judge all they want, but we're the ones laughing all the way to the bank!
malayataylor
08-16-2010, 09:09 AM
I know, right? They can judge all they want, but we're the ones laughing all the way to the bank!
Right! I know!!!!!! ;D
pixierocksonthepole
08-16-2010, 10:49 AM
I am going to be printing up a bunch of copies of my resume and sending them where ever I can mainly MI and IL. But I need work badly and my husband needs a better job. Any girls know of any good salons hiring? Anywhere...
chanzep
08-16-2010, 05:12 PM
Fuck! I really can't sleep.. I'm in my living room dancing to this song .. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_495kLzE9E4&feature=related Couldn't help it! lol
I loovvvee that song!
malayataylor
08-16-2010, 05:14 PM
I loovvvee that song!
Really?!?!?!? omg! :-) Great taste!
I'm getting really sick of my one main regular. He usually comes in once a week or every 2 weeks, sometimes more, and always spends $200 - $700 per visit.
I feel mean saying it, but he is really starting to repulse me. The smell of his cologne, his breath, bleh. Tonight driving home I couldn't wait to get into the shower and get rid of his smell.
I wish that money didn't completely suck in this city so that I could avoid him and not feel bad passing up an easy $400. :(
carmen_b
08-17-2010, 12:19 AM
NEw guy is next to me snoring. It's been ... Eh,,, 5-6 dates. No intimacy, but fooling around. He still doesn't know I'm a stripper. I've got to tell him. Someone tell me exactly how !!
Or should I ? Blech/I hate that he falls asleep so fast and doesn't tickle my hair/back . During our little fool around session.... We discover we are both subs anyway so what do we do with that? ;(
I'm getting really sick of my one main regular. He usually comes in once a week or every 2 weeks, sometimes more, and always spends $200 - $700 per visit.
I feel mean saying it, but he is really starting to repulse me. The smell of his cologne, his breath, bleh. Tonight driving home I couldn't wait to get into the shower and get rid of his smell.
I wish that money didn't completely suck in this city so that I could avoid him and not feel bad passing up an easy $400. :(
I soooo know how you are feeling.... I just turned down a customer who drops stupid money because I could no longer deal with his pervish comments and bad breath, he also repulsed me.
Kellydancer
08-17-2010, 12:33 AM
I am completely sick of my life. I am unemployed and can't find a job to save my life. The guy I love is being a jerk again yet I put up with it because there aren't many single over 40 guys and I keep hoping eventually he'll commit to me. My biggest fear is being unemployed and a spinster as I age. I've seriously been considering ending it all if things don't go my way. While I hate thought of suicide I hate the thought of being a spinster without a job even more.
carmen_b
08-17-2010, 12:42 AM
Kelly:
You mentioned some singles sites before. Why not go on a couple dates? Just a couple dates with some new people (says the idiot who can't even tell the person next to her she is an entertainer ).
Kellydancer
08-17-2010, 12:49 AM
Kelly:
You mentioned some singles sites before. Why not go on a couple dates? Just a couple dates with some new people (says the idiot who can't even tell the person next to her she is an entertainer ).
I don't do online dating anymore. Nothing but bad experiences. Plus on most sites all that's on there are dads and perverts. I gave the guy in question an ultimatum (basically told him he will lose me if he doesn't treat me better) so I'll see how he responds. I just could be overreacting because I just saw wedding photos of a couple who are related to former family friends and the couple are ten years younger with jobs I'd love. Then I try to tell myself that at least I am much better looking but it's hard to say that when I'm feeling down.
Jessie_tinydancer
08-17-2010, 01:07 AM
I'm getting really sick of my one main regular. He usually comes in once a week or every 2 weeks, sometimes more, and always spends $200 - $700 per visit.
I feel mean saying it, but he is really starting to repulse me. The smell of his cologne, his breath, bleh. Tonight driving home I couldn't wait to get into the shower and get rid of his smell.
I wish that money didn't completely suck in this city so that I could avoid him and not feel bad passing up an easy $400. :(
hahaha this makes me think of this totally disgusting regular my friend had. The guy had a beard that we swore had bits of food in it since the early 1970's. She would always look at me when we walked in and be like, "ohhh god help me..."
iwannastrip
08-17-2010, 01:47 AM
My confession:
I don't know what I'd do without my dog! I want to start dancing next spring, but here in BC that requires traveling to different clubs/cities basically every week - and I'm sure I'll be able to bring my dog with me (plus it wouldn't be fair to him). He's my baby and I'm going to be so choked having to leave him while I'm out of town :(
malayataylor
08-17-2010, 03:43 AM
I haven't heard from my bf since yesterday morning. The last I heard he was stuck in Belgium at the terminal. He said he was gonna take a nap and call or text me when he got up and didn't. I was supposed to pick him up yesterday at 10 but since I didn't hear from him I didn't bother (he said he'd call when he got in town) No one in his family has heard from him either...
:( I'm really worried right now.
Jessie_tinydancer
08-17-2010, 06:30 AM
^ maybe he's in the air...
Jessie_tinydancer
08-17-2010, 06:32 AM
My confession... Im in a foul mood. I hate Veterinary Histology. It makes me want to jab my eyes out. It all looks like squiggly lines and dots to me and I really dont care about it. Is it really necessary for me to know the varying thicknesses and consistencies of Tunica's? :(
malayataylor
08-17-2010, 06:35 AM
^ maybe he's in the air...
Nope he just wrote me via fb.. he's in ATL right now waiting for a flight here.. Um the conversation was not a good one. He's being so rude. Stupid mfer! (long story)
malayataylor
08-17-2010, 06:43 AM
getting back with an ex is not a very smart idea. C'mon Malaya you know better.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH UGH ok i feel better now
charlie61
08-17-2010, 07:57 AM
^Don't be the stereotypical sex worker who's dating an asshole!!!