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michele11
08-08-2015, 03:03 PM
^ Haha. It was actually because my neighbors tree is ruining my roof. I'm glad I found that out so now Monday( I have to be all un comfortable cuz we fucked) and go out back ( in my backyard I haven't gone in in years) for him to show me what's going on. I hope it didn't damage the shingles already. I don't wanna put out 20g for a new roof!
michele11
08-08-2015, 03:05 PM
I'm listening to every single old song Drake ever made and thoroughly enjoying that. Everyone teases me for liking his music so much but I don't care :p
When I was 15 my mom grounded me and took away my boom box. I don;t remember this but she says I screamed and cried and said" music is my life". Ha. Little did we know how much it would have to do with it.
KaraLynn
08-08-2015, 05:24 PM
I'm realizing how pessimistic I can be. Things are going well in my life and I'm always worried something is going to come around the corner and fuck it up. I wish I could stop thinking like this and enjoy having things go well, I guess this is from past experience. I wish I can find a way to cure it.
SnuffleUffleGrass
08-08-2015, 07:03 PM
I'm realizing how pessimistic I can be. Things are going well in my life and I'm always worried something is going to come around the corner and fuck it up. I wish I could stop thinking like this and enjoy having things go well, I guess this is from past experience. I wish I can find a way to cure it.
It's hard. I often felt like Wylie Coyote when I was young, it always seemed like some boulder was gonna fall out of the sky and squash me. I cut problem people out of my life & it's been peaceful since then....
charlie61
08-08-2015, 07:06 PM
I'm realizing how pessimistic I can be. Things are going well in my life and I'm always worried something is going to come around the corner and fuck it up. I wish I could stop thinking like this and enjoy having things go well, I guess this is from past experience. I wish I can find a way to cure it.
There's a TED talk on this topic by Dr. Brown. She calls it "foreboding joy."
Cashmere Star
08-08-2015, 07:31 PM
I am going to vamp up my beauty so it can be one of my many keys to opening the locked doors in life.
whirlerz
08-08-2015, 07:40 PM
That sounds goood..I guess I'm doing the same, I ordered a 'discovery' (trial sizes) good skin care kit.
absolutelyadorable
08-08-2015, 07:41 PM
whirl!!! :P
whirlerz
08-08-2015, 07:41 PM
Hey^!
KaraLynn
08-08-2015, 08:13 PM
There's a TED talk on this topic by Dr. Brown. She calls it "foreboding joy."
oooo interesting. I need to check that out.
michele11
08-08-2015, 10:47 PM
Let the fun begin. I just told a breeder who was like I'm sick of the advertising of cats on facebook but I'll do it anyhow and put my website as a comment how it's bullshit because people who know absolutely nothing about Persians are driving up prices as well as breeders who don't know what a show quality cat is and advertise as is. Lmao. My phones blowing up. I'm sure she figured out I was referring to her! Last night her people didn't show up to pick up the last in the litter. She said she had a 20 people waiting list and funny, she's got him for 1300 in her website. What happened to the 20 people waiting list. Also he is not show. I'm defriending most my american breeder friends. I can't stand their superior attitudes. It took the cake the other night when one told me she couldn't let me have one of her solvers when she had literaly people all over the world wanting him. Ok great. My friends in other countries who breed do not act like that! Also I don't say I dance. I could afford their ridiculous prices but i know better. Omg, she is clueless. All she responded with was you ready to add another:) I should respond back.....not at 1300.... Haha. facebook is hillarious tonight, My sisters ex f buddy is like a wacko conspiracy theorist and me and one of his friends always make fun of him. I made a snarky comment and his friend says" I wonder why Michele has not invited me over for a weekend of flavor yet. lmao. If he wasn't in Ny I'd get me some Greek cock. lmao. Ok I'm ammusing myself at this point and need to be in bed.
xStacey
08-09-2015, 10:52 AM
I wish I could afford to spend $40 000 CAD ($30 000 USD) on a rhinoplasty with Dr. Toriumi, he's supposedly one of the top 5 surgeons in the world and his before/after pictures look amazing!
lynn2009
08-09-2015, 11:34 AM
Migraines are an acceptable excuse to blow 5 dollars on a coffee right?
DonaDiabla
08-09-2015, 02:12 PM
I will start my doll and carebear collection soon :) In addition, I will be saving up for a nice condo soon.
SimoneGray
08-09-2015, 07:14 PM
I confess that I totally rage quit on cam, opened a bottle of wine, am now a third of the way through it and am dancing around in my apartment to Avril Lavigne like I'm a teenager again. Fuck yes.
carmen_b
08-09-2015, 07:48 PM
Google " Upper Limiting " via the Hendricks Institute. There is a lot of free info about it on their site ( one of my fave self improvement strategy sites ).
I'm realizing how pessimistic I can be. Things are going well in my life and I'm always worried something is going to come around the corner and fuck it up. I wish I could stop thinking like this and enjoy having things go well, I guess this is from past experience. I wish I can find a way to cure it.
4everresolutions
08-09-2015, 09:02 PM
I STILL sleep with a teddy bear. I don't HAVE to, I just like to.
She separates my big ol' nasty tits and stops them from sweating when I sleep on my side. Yeee.
SweetJulia
08-09-2015, 10:51 PM
I'm really thiking about getting back into phlebotomy and getting an MLT license vs psychology. I'm a really good phlebotomist, but basically to get a job in my area, you need to attend a school with job placement, even if it means repeating a course. I've gone to school for it twice, first time mediocre grades and great job placement. Second time, cheaper and shorter schooling, but no job placement. Finished first in class, 98 percent average, even got national certification. No job placement=no job. So I may just crawl back to the first school, for what will hopefully be the last time.
michele11
08-09-2015, 11:28 PM
Omg. so my neighbor I waled over and fucked on mothers day cut my grass the other day. heard him banging on my back sliding door. I don't open that. So I got his number from his ex wife( she knows nothing about it) to see what he wanted. I was thinking there was some wild animal in ,y back yard. anyways. He just messages me. Stop watching tv or my eyeballs are going to fall out. Omg. Is he spying on me. Like I said in earlier confessions he's my neighbor but out properties are huge and he's pretty far. Creepy and i have to see him tomorrow because he's cutting my tree that fucking up my roof. Well I hope it hasn't damn it I was conflicted about asking him to cut my grass as I've only talked to him once since the situaltion. Ugh and he pinched my cheek and called me munchkin. Ok It aint happening again. it wasn't good! But he is sexy and all I have to do is walk on over. Ugh!
Glamourmilf
08-10-2015, 12:10 AM
I STILL sleep with a teddy bear. I don't HAVE to, I just like to.
She separates my big ol' nasty tits and stops them from sweating when I sleep on my side. Yeee.
I still sleep with my teddy bear too! I love him so much! AFTER being a ' sex bomb' all day while working, he's soothing to be with.
I'm staying at my friend's place for a while, and realized the reason I'm having a hard time sleeping is because I didn't bring 'Teddy' along with me.:-[
wednesday86
08-10-2015, 12:14 AM
tonight a guy bought a CR and 10 minutes in said "I'm done; I'm leaving" tipped me and ran out. It was very strange...has never happened to me before. He paid $250 for that room. My manager said he probably came in his pants....I really want to believe he just didn't like me or something, because eww! It was a very vanilla lap dance...no touching boobs or anything. I was barely even grinding on him WTF? So weird. My confession is, as he was leaving all I could think was "I wish I could stay in here by myself and just drink on his tab." The CR is cozy! I don't think we're allowed to do that without the customer though? I should have asked lol
michele11
08-10-2015, 12:41 AM
OOH. He did not like the comment " are you spying on me.?" He's all " No I was just walking back from our neighbors and warching the neighborhood!" " I am not like the neighbor on the corner"( names our street and corner one ans adds) Like the night the guy hit your mailbox. i was kidding for crying out loud.
Prettyglitter
08-10-2015, 07:29 AM
^ lol I definitely think he was spying. And I also think you have a crush :P
LAQUEEFA
08-10-2015, 08:09 AM
I think this site should be for strippers only, and women wanting and planning on becoming a dancer. They already want to know everything about you in the club. Im not trying to gain any customers off this site, creepy to me actually.
michele11
08-10-2015, 09:43 AM
^ lol I definitely think he was spying. And I also think you have a crush :P
Haha. No. When I had sex in may with him I was going on a year and a half. I confess years ago I would masturbate while I could see my neighbors through my door but they couldn't see me ans fantasizing me walking over anf fucking them (back when I masturbated like every day. Lol. Now I know what he packing. It's not even that. I'm not sure if him and the wife have ever been with anyone else since they came from Poland.It as obvious he had 1 way:-\. He is sexy though. With his polish accent and swearing all the time and blue as blue eyes. Badboy type but not real bad boy. plus me and es wife are frirnds.:O I had 3 hours of sleep and I gotta go deal with him soon. Lol.
absolutelyadorable
08-10-2015, 10:34 AM
ARRRRRRGH so I fucked up a PSO call.......he's an olddddd reg that I hadn't spoken to in a while, and he wasn't giving me much to go with anyway but ugh I feel like my mojo is off. And it's Monday. Fuck all this shit. I'm completely unmotivated but I really wanna stay on today. FML
I started dancing at a new club in my area I used to dance at years ago and its so hard to get dances w guys that are quality, like 7 of them came in their pants after a song or 2, or they said they did, wtf I think this club is a bit 2 rachet for me anymore, I just can't!!
LAQUEEFA
08-10-2015, 11:26 AM
^^What kind of loser comes in his pants after 2 songs! What are these indian guys? They are the only ones I give air dancers too.
absolutelyadorable
08-10-2015, 11:45 AM
Lmaooooo horrible
Cashmere Star
08-10-2015, 04:07 PM
I am broke as fuck, horny, on my period, and $1200 into credit card debt HOW THE FUCK DID THIS HAPPEN :(
michele11
08-10-2015, 05:06 PM
Why does mt sister want to come over again? Two times in less than a week! I said what are we going to do? I don't have a movie or anything. She's all that's what people do MICHELE . They go to friends houses and stuff. Oh I must have been on a dungeon too long. Last thing i want after " entertaining" on trips is interation with others. At least for 2 weeks! Omg. She begs to come and I rush to eat and now she's tired and not coming! I deal with this all my life.
LaurenAus
08-10-2015, 05:31 PM
I wish I could afford to spend $40 000 CAD ($30 000 USD) on a rhinoplasty with Dr. Toriumi, he's supposedly one of the top 5 surgeons in the world and his before/after pictures look amazing!
If you dig further he has super unhappy patients all over the web whove had their noses overbuilt with rib in super unnecessarily long surgeries performed by him. Also hes has interns perform surgeries as well which has also screwed up peoples results. Id recommend make me heal as a source of info for rhino surgeons
SnuffleUffleGrass
08-10-2015, 06:05 PM
Why does mt sister want to come over again? Two times in less than a week! I said what are we going to do? I don't have a movie or anything. She's all that's what people do MICHELE . They go to friends houses and stuff. Oh I must have been on a dungeon too long. Last thing i want after " entertaining" on trips is interation with others. At least for 2 weeks! Omg. She begs to come and I rush to eat and now she's tired and not coming! I deal with this all my life.
LOL we think the same.
Dumb confession- I got some earth-shaking news & I am glad I am one beer into a 3 beer beer binge. If I wasn't drunk I'd be on the phone yapping & I don't need to do that right now. Ughhh I hate sitting on secrets....
Cashmere Star
08-10-2015, 06:23 PM
I just got slapped with a $35 overdraft fee from my bank account. What the fuck is wrong with me? I feel like a "stupid stripper" :(
michele11
08-10-2015, 06:35 PM
^ get the protection. I eat like crap. Boxes of cheezits and goldfish in one siting and a choclate cake. I was doing this every night in between trips so I started going to this heath food store that carries these fitlife meals since i don;t cook it's better way to eat and be healthy. I get 5 meals a week, 5 bags of protein chips and 5 lenny and larrys cookies( which by way are as good as a home made cookie). Anyways. I want snacks!!! I justify it by the fact i'm 5feet 6 112. But I want to be healthy and not eat that crap every night. But I'm going to get snacks as much as ( i'm in my pajamas.) and don;t wanna go. I'm cheddar goldfish and a chocolate dessert damn it!
SnuffleUffleGrass
08-10-2015, 06:38 PM
Yep overdraft protection is awesome.
Drunk confession- I am soooo homesick right now. I am actually considering moving back home. It depends on whether or not my boyfriend will marry me this year, as dumb as that sounds. I could go either way, so I'm not stressing about it. I need more beer.....
Cashmere Star
08-10-2015, 06:42 PM
I am so horny I am thinking of just talking to one of the guys at the gym and asking him out. Is that too desperate looking? :s The reason why I haven't done it is because I don't want to shit where I eat.
michele11
08-10-2015, 07:54 PM
^ No. I'd do it.
SimoneGray
08-10-2015, 08:10 PM
I confess I'm watching "Hot Girls Wanted" after avoiding it for ages. I have zero idea how to feel about this...it's basically reinforcing my belief that not everyone can cut it in the sex industry. It also made me feel sad for all the naive women out there who go in unknowingly.
xStacey
08-10-2015, 08:32 PM
If you dig further he has super unhappy patients all over the web whove had their noses overbuilt with rib in super unnecessarily long surgeries performed by him. Also hes has interns perform surgeries as well which has also screwed up peoples results. Id recommend make me heal as a source of info for rhino surgeons
Yes I just read his reviews on Yelp and other websites earlier today and was so surprised to read all the horrible reviews! Crooked nose, slanted to the left, testing out new procedures on patients without their consent (this is why he makes them return every month after the surgery for a follow-up up to a year post-op, not for their well-being but to see how his tests turned out). The worse is once he fucks up a nose, pretty much no surgeon can fix it because his methods are so "innovative" no doctor knows what he did! He even told a patient "once I touch a nose it's over, no one can do anything about it. If you don't like your nose don't look at yourself in the mirror and just go on with your life." :O I'd be so pissed after spending $40k on the surgery!! Patients who were unhappy with their surgeries and written about them on the web have been harrassed for years and he apparently makes patients sign a form about how they won't talk or write about their surgeries now (not sure if true).
I read 400 pages on Purse Forum about rhinoplasties, the search for a good rhinoplasty surgeon is harder than I expected. I understand even the best surgeons make mistakes but it really scares me when reviews go from extremely horrifying to too amazing. I'm satisfied with the BA I got 4 years ago, I researched my surgeon thoroughly, he has mostly good reviews, nothing bad had been written about him, some patients were unhappy with their consult and the doctor's personnality but nothing unsatisfactory about his work itself.
Well, at least I'll save $40k, can probably find a better surgeon for a better price. When I think about it, I was obsessed with Dr. Toriumi after seeing pictures of the work he had done on ONE asian patient, but can't find before/after pics of other asian women he operated on?? Maybe he's not that experienced with asian noses afterall... Sorry for the threadjack, I'll PM you :)
snowdahlia
08-10-2015, 08:53 PM
i've been so depressed lately over camming. the bad days are really bad and the good days make up for it, but they aren't as often as they used to be. i hope it's just a summer thing. i've been wondering if i'm just a bad cam girl, if i should just quit, if it'll always be like this, etc. i stayed on tonight and felt the life draining out of me for less than minimum wage. this has been happening way too often lately. i don't know if it's me or the summer or a combination. i love camming when i'm in pvt making money orwhen i have a lot of guys (potential $$$) to talk to in free chat, but i can't love it with no one in my room! i feel so sad.
SimoneGray
08-10-2015, 08:59 PM
^^ I confess I've been melting down lately about this. July was rough and there hasn't really been a reprieve so far.
carmen_b
08-10-2015, 10:02 PM
I just started it!
Man it is just bizarre how the girls live together in that house while working. It's a scene I just couldn't stand but I'm old ( by comparison to the 18-19 year olds there ).
I confess I'm watching "Hot Girls Wanted" after avoiding it for ages. I have zero idea how to feel about this...it's basically reinforcing my belief that not everyone can cut it in the sex industry. It also made me feel sad for all the naive women out there who go in unknowingly.
Cashmere Star
08-10-2015, 11:21 PM
oh my god the website for the club I last worked at is down. I guess it's true, the club did get shut down after all... I am going to drive over there just to check because I am depressed and I have nothing better to do.
edit: Ok just came back and yeah... they're closed. gotta find a new club I guess rbgshfsdfsdhgsdfh
michele11
08-11-2015, 12:26 AM
I'm pricelining vacation packages all over the world. I did it like 6 years ago and I can go anywhere ( pretty much for what I pay to go on work trips). I can go to Denmark for 2 weeks in jan for 1500 including flight. Sydney, Qeensland for 2500 and London for 1600. I'd like to see multiple places like my neighbor. She went to france then Germany , then poland. I'd like to do that. If i do Denmark I can take a train to Amsterdam. This is fun.
michele11
08-11-2015, 08:10 AM
Haha two in a row. I think my sisters child hood friend is obsessed with me. lol. She started messaging me on facebook a few months ago. She calls and wants to come over and told me the other day everyone she shows my pics to never guess my age and today she said I should dance by Jenna because I look like Jenna Jameson. That's my daughters name./:O
Aurora_Sunset
08-11-2015, 09:31 AM
I've been freaking out the past few days cuz my dumb ass wrote on my calendar that 3rd quarter tax estimates were due on Aug. 15th instead of Sept. July sucked so much ass for income that I was like "What!? No!!! I need another month to get back to where I need to be financially!" I do have another month.... Calm the fuck down, Aurora...
wednesday86
08-11-2015, 09:42 AM
I'm so excited about school starting next week, taking classes and getting my brain back out. I've been so bored the last month I'm actually looking forward to homework.
carmen_b
08-11-2015, 04:17 PM
I'm SO travel hungry right now too! I've protected Sept 15 -30 and Oct 15-30 for a trip! I'm so proud of myself for protecting the dates.
( I have a tendency to accept projects and never keep my schedule open which has held me back from adventures the last year or two )
It will have to be a HUGE pay off to get on my calendar for one of my protected dates! I am leaning towards just keeping BOTH open! I'm thinking Thailand even though I know its rainy season.
It's TIME!
I'm pricelining vacation packages all over the world. I did it like 6 years ago and I can go anywhere ( pretty much for what I pay to go on work trips). I can go to Denmark for 2 weeks in jan for 1500 including flight. Sydney, Qeensland for 2500 and London for 1600. I'd like to see multiple places like my neighbor. She went to france then Germany , then poland. I'd like to do that. If i do Denmark I can take a train to Amsterdam. This is fun.
charlie61
08-11-2015, 04:22 PM
I'm so stressed about this wedding next week. The brides left everything very open-ended and gave almost no direction to those of us who are in the wedding. So I'm on my own for my dress, hair, and makeup. Arrrgh!!!