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MyButter
08-19-2015, 08:53 AM
^ I vote do it!
baer45
08-19-2015, 09:46 AM
I have a friend who is cocaine addict. When I met her, she was 110 lbs, now she's 70 lbs. I have very little tolerance for the drug users, and she keeps lying about being clean for the past 3 years. I mean, how possible is it that after three years you are still thin as a paper? I would never give her money again!
Prettyglitter
08-19-2015, 03:27 PM
We just broke up and Im ecstatic!!!!!!! I can do whatever I want now!!!!! YAY! I'm free to become my own person and explore adulthood without constantly having to consider another person in all my choices.
Aurora_Sunset
08-19-2015, 07:45 PM
We just broke up and Im ecstatic!!!!!!! I can do whatever I want now!!!!! YAY! I'm free to become my own person and explore adulthood without constantly having to consider another person in all my choices.
Yay for not considering another person! That's my number one reason why I'm not sure when I'll ever be ready for a relationship again...
Me: I know it's probably super insensitive to people who have actually struggled through addictions, but sometimes I sorta wish that anything made me feel good enough to be addicted to it. I have such a non-addictive personality and nothing ever makes me feel super super good or like I'm "escaping." I sometimes think about addicts and wonder "Gosh, I wonder what's that's like." But obviously, it's probably freakin' terrible in other ways...
xStacey
08-19-2015, 07:51 PM
The guys on AdultFriendFinder are awful, but I get messages from couples who look whoa :eye-poppi :drool:, especially the woman, fit, big fake boobs, exactly my type!! I really want to try out new experiences, but I am intimidated. I have never been with a woman or a couple, I usually decline bodyrub appointments requests from couples... I replied to one very tempting private message from a hot couple, they seem experienced and even stated it is possible to play only with the woman as the guy watches or only with the guy as the woman watches, to be continued...
Elektra Luxx
08-19-2015, 08:18 PM
to be continued...
OOOoooh! I love cliffhangers!!!
kaninchen
08-19-2015, 10:43 PM
Sometimes I feel like the only thing I really want out of life is to be hot and surrounded by beautiful things.
Aniela
08-20-2015, 08:35 AM
I'm thinking very seriously abt reporting my ex's drinking & drug use to his job.
Not bc I want to be vindictive … if I was just wanting to fk w/ him I wouldn't go thru his job to do it … but bc I would hope that being faced w/ the consequences would scare him straight & get him to fix his shit. He got booted from the Marines last summer bc he popped on a random drug test. Only reason he didn't get brig time was bc he was a reservist rather than active-duty, & he was fortunate to just get out on an OTH discharge. When he finally told me abt it, he said he had started doing drugs again bc 'he was so sure he would nvr get caught' He owes a certain coworker his job AFAIC bc this coworker is the one who talked me out of reporting his ass last yr when this mess all started unravelling.
So now he has lost his military career … he has lost me … & I know exactly how much dmg could result in reporting him to his civilian job, which is why I have been hesitant to do so. I also can't ignore the fact that while he is stuck in this depressed-drugging-destructive mindset, he is a liability. But I am going up to the DMV nxt wkend to visit a friend, & his company is based there. So now I am back in this back&forth debate w/ myself over whether to rat him out & hope for the best, or just keep sitting back & letting him destroy himself.
absolutelyadorable
08-20-2015, 09:05 AM
I've fallen back into my lack of motivation..ugh.
baer45
08-20-2015, 11:00 AM
I thought I was cheap to eat costco food sample for a quick snack. A lady just pulled out two big plastic bags in front of the soda machine and filled them with free ice. I could never do that.
SnuffleUffleGrass
08-20-2015, 11:13 AM
Sometimes I think I made a pact with the devil when I so willingly traded my loneliness and independence for companionship.
I have these feels
Glamourmilf
08-20-2015, 12:38 PM
I confess that I feel that all these years I might have been in the wrong careers
Everyone I have ever known, and everyone I meet tells me that I should be a stand up comedienne.
I don't even know any jokes!
Getting up on stage and taking my clothes off for strangers, I can do with ease. Camming and taking my clothes off for strangers, I can do with ease. Giving a sales presentation to a group of suits when I worked corporate job? I can do with ease.
Getting up on stage and telling funny stories? I'm mortified and don't ever think I could feel comfortable doing that!
Maybe if I could do it on say, a youtube channel? From the comfort of my home, without an audience? Idk.
Elektra Luxx
08-20-2015, 03:17 PM
Have you ever tried to act sexy and it just comes across as awkward and you feel like your blushing? Ha!! Me neither, nope just asking, never happen to me. Nope neevvver happened.
Aniela
08-20-2015, 06:44 PM
This is going to be a really fked up confession, just a headsup. Feel free to skip.
I feel less aversion to my ex's nephews than to my own sister's kids. There, I said it.
Nvr been a kid person to begin w/, & have already had pretty much everything go wrong for me kids-wise that can go wrong, but ... 'aversion' isn't really the right word, bc it's not that I dislike my niece & nephew. I don't dislike them at all ... but I see them as more a reflection of my sister's self-absorption than anything. My ex's sister ... she got knocked up by a longtime bf that ran out on her & has refused any support whatsoever, Idk if she will take him to court over it or what. But however she would have chosen to handle the unplanned pregnancy, I would have supported her decision. I see her as making the best that she could out of a bad situation. When I was up there to visit her a few wks ago, I wouldn't say I was entirely comfortable handling/interacting w/ her twins but it felt a lot easier, a lot more natural, than interacting w/ my niece & nephew.
But my own sister ... very hypocritical, very selfish, a control freak to the point of deliberately marrying a guy that's extremely good-hearted but also naive/slow, so that she can be in full control of the relationship. All for increased taxes but feels entitled to subsidies 'bc I have kids' even tho she's got a well-paying job. Literally an 'at-home vegetarian' for yrs: 'Nothing w/ feelings in our house for food' yet no qualms abt ordering pricey lamb or steak on sm1 else's tab. 'We need to spend more $$$$ to help the poor' while bitching abt having to actually pay those higher taxes ... in complete denial abt the strong links of mental illness & other physical illness running on both sides of the family, & won't even consider sm of the recent studies linking advanced paternal age to increased rates of autism, she saw nothing wrong w/ rolling the dice to have kids at all, not to mention at a later age. I think if she was really the altruistic, social-justice advocate she'd like to think she is, she would have adopted. Not only that, but I think she is borderline (if not outright, at least verbally) abusive to her husband, & it saddens me that the kids will be growing up w/ that dynamic & being affected by it.
Cashmere Star
08-21-2015, 04:41 AM
But my own sister ... very hypocritical, very selfish, a control freak to the point of deliberately marrying a guy that's extremely good-hearted but also naive/slow, so that she can be in full control of the relationship. All for increased taxes but feels entitled to subsidies 'bc I have kids' even tho she's got a well-paying job. Literally an 'at-home vegetarian' for yrs: 'Nothing w/ feelings in our house for food' yet no qualms abt ordering pricey lamb or steak on sm1 else's tab. 'We need to spend more $$$$ to help the poor' while bitching abt having to actually pay those higher taxes ... in complete denial abt the strong links of mental illness & other physical illness running on both sides of the family, & won't even consider sm of the recent studies linking advanced paternal age to increased rates of autism, she saw nothing wrong w/ rolling the dice to have kids at all, not to mention at a later age. I think if she was really the altruistic, social-justice advocate she'd like to think she is, she would have adopted. Not only that, but I think she is borderline (if not outright, at least verbally) abusive to her husband, & it saddens me that the kids will be growing up w/ that dynamic & being affected by it.
Sounds like her kids will be on https://www.reddit.com/r/raisedbynarcissists/ in a few years smh :(
anacol
08-21-2015, 07:19 AM
Yep time for me to quit being all about money and start traveling the world. if I don't you never know what could happen. So I better get to it because I want to go a bunch of places. I wanna see castles and history, culture.
You only live once. Money is great but there's other things that matter more in life. I've told you this. That's why I go everywhere, to everything and every place I've dreamed of since I was a kid. It's best to enjoy life while you can. If you work yourself to death, what would it have been for if you never got a chance to actually do things with the money you killed yourself to get? It's something everyone should think of.
michele11
08-21-2015, 10:08 AM
OMG! WTF. I'm in my fromt room singing and acting goofy at the top of my lungs. i hear boom, boom. I see my neighbor right by my window bundling up the trees. I know he saw me!!! How long does it take to do this! Now i feel he's just trying to get with me! Edit to add: I've never heard him speak polish. He just got a phone call and I heard him speak polish. Squee that was hot!!!
wednesday86
08-21-2015, 12:22 PM
I confess baer45 has the best sig gif ever!!! haha
I am also going through some weird confidence thing. I hate my hair and all my clothes and all my work outfits. I just don't feel cute and put together no matter what I do. I don't think I'm ugly or anything but I don't feel confident. I'm wondering if the break from dancing did this? Last night at work I was so shy about approaching customers...I hid in the corner talking to my regular and probably missed out on hundreds of dollars. Ugh!
xStacey
08-21-2015, 04:27 PM
Ate too much pastry and junk food this week, I have my period and was really in pain, needed some comfort food :/ With frosh week coming up, really not good for my diet.
SimoneGray
08-21-2015, 06:30 PM
I confess I totally love Demi Lovato's new track...like on repeat love it.
SamanthaSugar
08-23-2015, 12:04 AM
I miss my ex so much! I was at this little concert tonight by the beach and it was all couples and families. I felt so lonely and empty inside. Last time I spoke to him was around Thanksgiving of last year. I have no idea what he's doing or if he's with someone, it would kill me if he was. Now I want my friend who he knows fairly well to call him for some fake legal advice just to kinda see what he's been up to. Part of me really wants to know the other part of me wants to know 0.
Bigsoftandwet1
08-23-2015, 06:39 AM
I am 44 and have been seeing this younger guy(25) for about a year now.. we are not really in a relationship.. although i would love to be..i think of him all the time but i have factors in my way ( like my kids, other family member's, friends, society that would judge). He seemed to be very into me at the beginning but then started asking me for money... then it turned into every time he contacted me he wanted money.. masking it with oh i really miss u , when can i see u baby. He was and is really smooth..It bothered me at first but then it didn't so much, i kinda liked helping him out, but then i lost my job and it was hard for me to keep it up... i never told him that i lost the job cuz i didn't wanna loose him or make him think any less of me. Every time i give him money he disappears and i don't hear from him for weeks. Its hard for me because i really think i love him. I am secretly seeing him of course only one friend or 2 knows about him. I just want him so much but cant afford him. I always think of how many ways can i hustle to maintain my family and him... i think he cares for me a little but i know the real.. i was more of a sugar mama 2 him , but some how .. i still want him.. i find my self stalking his face book and getting mad because of other women.. i am not his friend can only see public posts by the way( i wish i could see his posts to friends)...He has given me some of the best sex i have had in over 8 or 9 years, i love how he looks, his kisses knock me off my feet and he is so charming... i want him so bad.. i know at one point he was trying to be with me at the beginning of our affair but i think me trying to be discreet turned him off of that notion... now im stuck in this zone... i don't think he even really thinks about me , although he says he does, i tell him that i love him and most of the time he says it back, or that he misses me like he says.. im just feeling like a failure and foolish but.. damn he is the best bad habit i ever had.. I don't know what to do...I even donated blood to help him out (he doesn't know any of this) meanwhile all my bills are months behind..wtf is wrong with me.. and he doesn't even talk to me or see me on the regular... its like a once a month thing now... it used to be every other day, or at least every week. Why can't i shake him?
Genoveve
08-23-2015, 10:35 AM
I confess that I just officially began my Halloween shopping.
whirlerz
08-23-2015, 10:38 AM
OMG, YES! I'm thinking of this too! I actually put on my RenFair 'dress'/costume I made up/designed from regular stuff I bought, including the all important head garland/wreath! I've been eyeing wild flowers for it too.
I LOVE COSTUMING^^!!
I've 3+ college credits in Fashion thru Ages, etc!
Every year the downtown theatre has a clear out costume/set/piece sale, people actually walk down the street afterward w/their Thor/what/ev costume/piece on!
We also have a block long store, Fantasy Costumes, they literally have everything, wigs & stuff too.
Sorry I get a little excited here.
Genoveve
08-23-2015, 12:48 PM
^^I have a ren faire costume too! I'll probably re-wear it for next year's Halloween. I actually don't think starting my Halloween preparations now is that crazy, in September Halloween will be 'next month' and it's almost September.
Glamourmilf
08-23-2015, 01:39 PM
I confess that I just officially began my Halloween shopping.
I confess that I have too! I started seeing the Halloween and fall displays about a month ago, and as I was thinking Wtf? But then, I couldn't help but give in and join in.
I'm soooo over this intensely hot summer, and am looking forward to the fall, esp. Halloweenie.42373
Elektra Luxx
08-23-2015, 02:04 PM
I am 44 and have been seeing this younger guy(25) for about a year now.. we are not really in a relationship.. although i would love to be..i think of him all the time but i have factors in my way ( like my kids, other family member's, friends, society that would judge). He seemed to be very into me at the beginning but then started asking me for money... then it turned into every time he contacted me he wanted money.. masking it with oh i really miss u , when can i see u baby. He was and is really smooth..It bothered me at first but then it didn't so much, i kinda liked helping him out, but then i lost my job and it was hard for me to keep it up... i never told him that i lost the job cuz i didn't wanna loose him or make him think any less of me. Every time i give him money he disappears and i don't hear from him for weeks. Its hard for me because i really think i love him. I am secretly seeing him of course only one friend or 2 knows about him. I just want him so much but cant afford him. I always think of how many ways can i hustle to maintain my family and him... i think he cares for me a little but i know the real.. i was more of a sugar mama 2 him , but some how .. i still want him.. i find my self stalking his face book and getting mad because of other women.. i am not his friend can only see public posts by the way( i wish i could see his posts to friends)...He has given me some of the best sex i have had in over 8 or 9 years, i love how he looks, his kisses knock me off my feet and he is so charming... i want him so bad.. i know at one point he was trying to be with me at the beginning of our affair but i think me trying to be discreet turned him off of that notion... now im stuck in this zone... i don't think he even really thinks about me , although he says he does, i tell him that i love him and most of the time he says it back, or that he misses me like he says.. im just feeling like a failure and foolish but.. damn he is the best bad habit i ever had.. I don't know what to do...I even donated blood to help him out (he doesn't know any of this) meanwhile all my bills are months behind..wtf is wrong with me.. and he doesn't even talk to me or see me on the regular... its like a once a month thing now... it used to be every other day, or at least every week. Why can't i shake him?
He may like you, but it sounds like he is using you. I'm truly sorry to say this.
Bigsoftandwet1
08-24-2015, 05:00 AM
He may like you, but it sounds like he is using you. I'm truly sorry to say this.
I know that you are right..I am not in denial about that.. I just hate that i can't seem to stop fucking with him... I am trying as of today though to stop communication, hell lately 'im the one who initiates any way
Aurora_Sunset
08-24-2015, 06:52 AM
I constantly lie to random strangers about still being in school, because I've never found a way to adequately explain that I graduated 4 years ago and just stayed in this college town without using my degree without feeling like I sound like a loser.
kaninchen
08-24-2015, 10:10 AM
I know that you are right..I am not in denial about that.. I just hate that i can't seem to stop fucking with him... I am trying as of today though to stop communication, hell lately 'im the one who initiates any way
Girl. Delete his number! You deserve better. There are always more available men to give you amazing sex without all this anxiety to go with it.
Bigsoftandwet1
08-25-2015, 06:11 AM
and the sad part is i know this to be true.. i guess ijust got sprung on him.. but im making those steps presently to do whats best 4 me.. i have deleted his number and i have not been calling him or texting for the last few days
Aniela
08-25-2015, 05:26 PM
'California Girls' by the Beach Boys is one of the songs on my vanilla job playlist (not my choice, it's a preselected thing that most of our stores are required to play during business hrs). I hear it at least 3x/shift, & every time it plays I think of audrey_k.
SimoneGray
08-25-2015, 05:28 PM
I confess that one of my cam custies reminds me in looks of someone I used to love a few years ago...he was such a gentle, beautiful person and this cam custie has a similar type of attitude and is great fun. Its weird and cool at the same time
Cashmere Star
08-25-2015, 06:29 PM
I wish someone would just make fun of me, wrestle me, and then have sex with me IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR ;_;
Selina M
08-26-2015, 01:27 AM
'California Girls' by the Beach Boys is one of the songs on my vanilla job playlist (not my choice, it's a preselected thing that most of our stores are required to play during business hrs). I hear it at least 3x/shift, & every time it plays I think of audrey_k.
Ooh whenever I hear reference of that "Secret Diary of a Callgirl" show/book, I imagine her as the main character.
Audrey, you're freaking beautiful.
amberlly
08-26-2015, 02:23 AM
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Tsepmet1
08-26-2015, 05:34 AM
I miss the pole.
michele11
08-26-2015, 07:25 AM
I'm sick of answering girls questions in pms and threads for them to start 10 more asking the same thing. Or go bring up a bunch of old threads asking the same thing, Why even ask if you seem to have the answer in your mind...
SimoneGray
08-26-2015, 07:35 AM
I feel supremely ugly today...like just looking at myself on cam I'm like...gross. it's so weird, I normally never feel this bad about myself, no idea what's going on today, totally wish it would stop though :(
Cashmere Star
08-26-2015, 07:48 AM
I feel supremely ugly today...like just looking at myself on cam I'm like...gross. it's so weird, I normally never feel this bad about myself, no idea what's going on today, totally wish it would stop though :(
*hug* You are not ugly you are fierce and beautiful, you'll get up in no time <3
22lligm
08-26-2015, 08:07 AM
I'm sick of answering girls questions in pms and threads for them to start 10 more asking the same thing. Or go bring up a bunch of old threads asking the same thing, Why even ask if you seem to have the answer in your mind...
lol i feel bad pm'ing you. I would be annoyed with a million questions too.
But anyway my confession is I'm traveling far to work for the first time tomorrow and I'm actually kind of nervous. The girl who I was gonna go with is being flakey so I just paid for my own plane ticket and hotel room without her. I'm gonna be taking Ubers everywhere but luckily the hotel is really close to most of the clubs I want to try so I hope it's not too bad. I almost wanted to back out of it but I reminded myself theres literally nothing new in my city and the monotony is driving my crazy. I just keep going over all the worst scenarios in my head haha hopefully its a successful trip.
wednesday86
08-26-2015, 10:29 AM
Maybe this is mean but when other dancers show me pics of their S.O most of the time I think "really? why are you dating this wigga who looks like he's on crack?" Am I the only stripper who likes pretty boys with all their teeth, nice clothes and their pants pulled up? Only one has a boyfriend that I can understand. He looks kind of Daniel Radcliffe, sort of nerdy with pretty blue eyes. I'm not into white guys but I get it.
audrey_k
08-26-2015, 01:03 PM
About five years ago I met this guy when I returned to university after being away for a year and fell SO hard for him. I had a very serious boyfriend at the time and we were friends for about nine months or so but there was always chemistry between us. When things got bad with my boyfriend and were coming to an end, he started to pursue me openly and we had an 'affair' I guess for a month or so before I broke it off with my boyfriend because I felt so guilty, and things were shit between us anyway. I was SO into this guy but realised pretty soon how incredibly fucked up he was (bi-polar, narcissist, IQ of 165 but no emotional intelligence whatsoever) and that he would never be ready for a relationship, but we stayed very close friends for the next year. I should have never stayed friends with him because I was still so in love with him that it was totally unhealthy for me, I dated other guys during that year but couldn't become serious with anyone because he was the one I really wanted. When I look back at that time I'm so pissed at myself for wasting so much of my life on him. But I honestly never thought he could ever be with anyone, he had so many walls up around him, he just used his intelligence to bounce off any personal question or remark anyone asked him, and it was like he had no conscience, he was a total narcissist. I don't even know why I was so into him now, I think it was how smart he was, he was good looking but not Leonardo Di Caprio or anything.
At the end of the year he graduated and moved across the country and I finally cut ties with him and moved on, we haven't spoken in almost three years now. But I would say the boyfriend I have now is the only guy besides him I ever could see myself getting married to, though with him it was more, I wish he was a different person in these five ways because then we could be married, and with my boyfriend there's no I wish. We're Facebook friends but he almost never posts on FB and I haven't thought about him in the past year I would guess. I was randomly on Facebook today and a photo of him popped up, I clicked on it and out of curiosity clicked on the girl and saw her profile photo of them together.
Three years I have not spoken to this guy and I haven't thought of him in a year, I'm happily with my new boyfriend who is better in every way than he is-- actually gives a shit about me, emotionally mature, better sex, not as smart academically but smarter in a business/real world way and way way more successful-- I can't even remember exactly why I desperately wanted to be with this person, and I'm looking at this photo thinking you fucking bitch, I hate you! (the only thing that makes me feel better is she's not that hot). If he was to walk up to my door right now and profess his love for me I would honestly turn him down, because I wouldn't give up my boyfriend for him, but I guess I just want him to stay single forever? I have exes who are remarried, have children, living with girlfriends, posting photos with different women every week and I honestly don't care but for some reason this gets to me, and we were only romantically together for a few months. I don't why of all the guys I like he's the only one I don't want to be with anyone else? Ugh I should just delete him from FB (but never going to happen).
carmen_b
08-26-2015, 01:24 PM
It'll be fine! Consider hostels too ( I know Ive already mentioned them tons on the site ) ! I like to have low cost accommodation mixed in with hotels .
lol i feel bad pm'ing you. I would be annoyed with a million questions too.
But anyway my confession is I'm traveling far to work for the first time tomorrow and I'm actually kind of nervous. The girl who I was gonna go with is being flakey so I just paid for my own plane ticket and hotel room without her. I'm gonna be taking Ubers everywhere but luckily the hotel is really close to most of the clubs I want to try so I hope it's not too bad. I almost wanted to back out of it but I reminded myself theres literally nothing new in my city and the monotony is driving my crazy. I just keep going over all the worst scenarios in my head haha hopefully its a successful trip.
michele11
08-26-2015, 02:42 PM
lol i feel bad pm'ing you. I would be annoyed with a million questions too.
But anyway my confession is I'm traveling far to work for the first time tomorrow and I'm actually kind of nervous. The girl who I was gonna go with is being flakey so I just paid for my own plane ticket and hotel room without her. I'm gonna be taking Ubers everywhere but luckily the hotel is really close to most of the clubs I want to try so I hope it's not too bad. I almost wanted to back out of it but I reminded myself theres literally nothing new in my city and the monotony is driving my crazy. I just keep going over all the worst scenarios in my head haha hopefully its a successful trip.
No I wasn't referring to you. You'll be fine. I'll make it a confession. I have bad anxiety and depression and I absolutely hate going alone. I went to a few cities alone and was terrified. But I force myself to do these things and I can tell ya. it always works out and it makes me stronger and gives me life experience.
22lligm
08-26-2015, 03:54 PM
Yeah Carmen I'm staying at a hotel this time just cause I'm nervous about traveling to a new city alone for th first time but maybe when I do it more and am more comfortable I'll look into that!
And thanks Michele that's how I'm looking at it too. I'll be really proud of myself once I'm back and actually did it haha.
Legz541
08-27-2015, 01:21 PM
But anyway my confession is I'm traveling far to work for the first time tomorrow and I'm actually kind of nervous. The girl who I was gonna go with is being flakey so I just paid for my own plane ticket and hotel room without her. I'm gonna be taking Ubers everywhere but luckily the hotel is really close to most of the clubs I want to try so I hope it's not too bad. I almost wanted to back out of it but I reminded myself theres literally nothing new in my city and the monotony is driving my crazy. I just keep going over all the worst scenarios in my head haha hopefully its a successful trip.
I COMPLETELY understand. My first out of state work trip was a solo trip to Vegas (also the first time I had been to the city). These terrible scenarios of me like getting kidnapped or not getting hired at a nice club and being stuck in some ghetto no money club. Moral of the story, I survived and you will too. Self pep talks do actually help. Remember you're independent, pretty, and damn good at your job.
My confession: At work I realized I've developed an unfortunate comfort zone. I've been at my home club 2 1/2 years now. Up until the last couple months the clientele has been primarily Hispanic with English as a second language. My hustle for this demographic is flawless.
The amount of white customers has been increasing steadily and for some reason I'm not quite as comfortable approaching these men. I'm worried eventually this will effect my money if I don't pull it together. Also, this makes absolutely no sense because my years of dancing previous to this club were at primarily white clubs. I feel like an idiot.
anonymous camgirl
08-27-2015, 01:39 PM
I feel like that sometimes too, For me I think it's having to stare at myself all day.. I feel sick of looking at the same thing all day long..LOL.. maybe that's what you are feeling. You must admit it's VERY odd to stare at yourself ALL DAY LONG!.. It's a no wonder I have developed some narcissistic tendencies.
I feel supremely ugly today...like just looking at myself on cam I'm like...gross. it's so weird, I normally never feel this bad about myself, no idea what's going on today, totally wish it would stop though :(
lynn2009
08-27-2015, 05:47 PM
So when I finally gave up on clubs around here I decided to use savings to pay off ~2000 I had left on a student loan that had a monthly payment of 90/month. And I have been TERRIBLE with money since I paid that off! I don't know what is wrong with me, it's not like that was a huge amount per month but I have been awful w/ shopping and eating out. Must stop.
baer45
08-27-2015, 06:09 PM
This might sound gay. Is it just me or Magic mike 2 the stupidest movie ever?