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charlie61
08-27-2015, 06:15 PM
I confess that I'm 27 and I still abhor the taste of alcohol. Like, I can sip on Apothic Red without retching, but that's about it.

SweetJulia
08-27-2015, 08:36 PM
I'm so glad money came through so I wouldn't have to take on a cam client I had a bad feeling about. Aside from being Indian-yeah, they're the dame in cam land-I had a bad gut feeling and when I've ignored them, I've always regretted it.

wednesday86
08-28-2015, 10:03 AM
I confess I have not touched my ebay business in over 6 weeks. I have a closet full of inventory to list and I would make extra $$...but I'm making good money dancing it just doesn't seem worth the effort. "Hmm I could list some stuff on ebay since it's my day off.....but......Netflix....."

Aniela
08-28-2015, 10:27 AM
I have been having short cycles of DTs since ystrdy afternoon at the mere thought of going a mere 36hrs w/o being able to love on my puppy dog whenever I want. #animalseparationanxiety

Selina M
08-28-2015, 02:19 PM
I really don't handle being an adult well. Legally I'm 24 and have been one for 6 years, but I didn't have to act like one.

I moved out when I was 19, but wasn't on leases so I didn't deal with any office BS. My first apt that was mine, I only stayed at for 3 months, and then moved in with my ex, who owned his house. The last year of having my own apts, in my name so that everything comes down on my head, has been hell for my anxiety and stress levels.

I really am considering telling my SO that he has to get his own apt down here, and that I'm moving home and will just stay a few nights a week. I miss the crap out of my family. I miss looking out the kitchen window and seeing my horses. I miss the even larger disposable income, where I wasn't paying $500/month for the privilege of living in a box and getting told I can't do things. I wish I could just work at a restaurant a few nights a week and not have to worry about anything except my phone bill.

wednesday86
08-29-2015, 11:08 AM
last night I met one of those customers who was actually my type...As in if I wasn't married, and hadn't met him in the strip club I could see myself dating them. Cute Asian game designer that speaks French fluently...I mean come on. He isn't nearly as hot as my husband though (although speaking French adds 10 hotness points obviously.)

Aurora_Sunset
08-29-2015, 11:44 AM
I keep having sex dreams about Ramit Sethi.

SimoneGray
08-30-2015, 06:21 AM
So I've had a crush on this guy since February, let's call him Z, but I think he doesn't feel the same way about me so I've kinda relegated him to the flexible end of my friend zone.

Recently there was another guy who messaged me, lets call him P and I thought I might be interested in, only problem is that he is basically a carbon copy of everything that I've gone for before in terms of job and lifestyle. I don't know much about his personality though so I am reserving judgement on that and making sure that I get to know him first before I write him off.

Anyway, yesterday I ended up spending the whole day with Z and it was so damn awesome. Like we are insanely compatible in every way and its so comfortable to be around him. I'm not sure if he was giving off any signals, there were a few times when I thought there might be something but he's also just a really nice person so it could have been that.

Sitting on facebook in the early hours of this morning and I saw a photo of P out and about and yea just everything I have gone for before...so nice, but not really super fitting with me. I guess I've learned that some things you just can't fake or try make fit. There are some people who will be better for you than others. Why oh whyyyy do the guys I always like because they are different never like me back? And what I am supposed to do exactly? Just relegate myself to nothing because Z makes me insanely happy but will probably not wanna be with me and P is just boring because I've been there done that type of person before? This always happens and guys are hard to meet when you sit shut up in your apartment most of the week.

wednesday86
08-30-2015, 12:25 PM
Sometimes I wish I could be even just a little bit attracted to white guys. I would make so much more money. I actually had 3 cute Asian customers over the weekend and emptied their pockets because my flirtation was legit. It would be nice to not have to completely fake interest 99% of the time.

carmen_b
08-30-2015, 12:50 PM
^ I'm the opposite! I only like white guys ( generally ) in my personal life so I have to "fake it " in the club / massage parlor for any other race pretty much unless the guy is BIG ( like ... a freak of nature tall asian guy or really fit local guy ). Attraction is weird and there are very few white guys where I am . Luckily I pounced quickly on an appropriate specimen soon after moving here.
I think part of sex work is just being a fast " sorter " so if you seem to have more luck with one race ... it's easy to keep going to that race for your break and butter.

Glamourmilf
08-30-2015, 06:57 PM
I confess that I really enjoy watching Taylor Swift.
Never really paid attention to her, until a few months ago. I listened to her on a talk show, and I find her very likable.
Just watched an SNL rerun, and she is sooo funny! She can act, she can sing, and shes quite the comedienne.
Can't wait to see her on the VMA's later tonight.:iloveyou:

amberlly
08-30-2015, 07:54 PM
I like Taylor Swift too! Her outfits/performance in her blank space music vid are amazing.

charlie61
08-30-2015, 07:58 PM
I confess that I really enjoy watching Taylor Swift.
Never really paid attention to her, until a few months ago. I listened to her on a talk show, and I find her very likable.
Just watched an SNL rerun, and she is sooo funny! She can act, she can sing, and shes quite the comedienne.
Can't wait to see her on the VMA's later tonight.:iloveyou:

Yessss. I confess I've watched her Bad Blood video like 50 times. Wish it were twice as long! That video has some great visuals.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcIy9NiNbmo

BarbieNYC
08-30-2015, 08:45 PM
I am starting to get hit on by asian and white men so it means im getting skinny again hahaha nooo i love being vegan but there goes my fat ass again.

I started bartending and it is such a nice break from dancing. Im not gonna be one of those dancers turned bartenders that acts snobby cuz i will always respect the hustle but im so happy to be getting out of burnout

OliveJardin
08-31-2015, 06:24 AM
I confess that I am anxious about leaving my cat while I go interstate for a few days :'( (it's the 1st time I've left him since I got him a year ago. He has behaviour/mental problems and I don't trust him with anyone lol. I know he's a cat, not a child and it's silly).

whirlerz
08-31-2015, 09:37 AM
I confess that I am anxious about leaving my cat while I go interstate for a few days :'( (it's the 1st time I've left him since I got him a year ago. He has behaviour/mental problems and I don't trust him with anyone lol. I know he's a cat, not a child and it's silly).

Awww!^ I always considered my bunnies my babies, all of 'em! I mean, I took Santa photos & all w/them

I'm a lil' anxious about this motel I'm in, stayed here b/4 & liked it, but Idt the mgr likes me, I think last time she had me leave..she told me it was cause they had too many long term'ers, but Idk

michele11
08-31-2015, 02:58 PM
i confess I want this kitten and know it's my soul mate. I love her. no one understands. The breeder is keeping her but puts up 1000 pics and I get mad. It makes me mad. I never loved a cat like this. i'd buy her sight unseen. Just like men, you know your soul mate. This little girl is mine. I don't care if it;s weird. I cried wen i watched her video yesterday....

Selina M
08-31-2015, 03:54 PM
Go get the kitten Michele, hahaha. You knew you were gonna.

I have noooo bullshit tolerance. Like, none. It makes me a ticking time bomb. I think most people that get on my bad side think I'm outright insane. It's like, I'll try to be civil and nice and then somebody lies to me or gives me attitude, and I just explode and raise hell. I was too nice for too long and now I just can't do it. It's usually easier to be scary and loud and make a scene than to play peoples little games.
It's all been piling on for like a week now between the apt harassing me, my horse twisting his foot wrong and limping around, the crimson tide, etc, and I've spent 3/5 days pretty much either full of rage or sobbing. I feel like a nut job.

absolutelyadorable
08-31-2015, 04:12 PM
I confess that I am anxious about leaving my cat while I go interstate for a few days :'( (it's the 1st time I've left him since I got him a year ago. He has behaviour/mental problems and I don't trust him with anyone lol. I know he's a cat, not a child and it's silly).

Why silly? Pets are family! :)
Sending lots of good vibes to you and kitty, maybe try boarding at your vet? I had to do that once and I was a nervous wreck but they were really good with my little furball.

absolutelyadorable
08-31-2015, 04:20 PM
Awww!^ I always considered my bunnies my babies, all of 'em! I mean, I took Santa photos & all w/them

OMG I want to do this with my bf and my cat! I've been telling him since our first Christmas together that I wanted to take pictures of the 3 of us for a card. ^________^

Prettyglitter
08-31-2015, 06:41 PM
I think I'm exclusively interested in older men as is 30 and up but preferably 35-40. It's so weird because I used to be that person that thought it was kinda weird cause it's like dating my parents. But after dancing and just meeting older men, they're way more aligned to what I want now. I like successful men that have life experiences and wisdom to talk about. Men they can provide and help me when j need it and show me new things. I love that they already have everything together and no time to play little games and they know how to treat a woman. The ones I talk to love appreciate youth, beauty, and intelligence and they want to show me that they appreciate it. The ONLY thing I don't like about them is I would feel weird partying with them and sometimes I feel like we can't relate. but I'm also at a point where I don't find the same things fun as most girls my age. I hate drinking, hot ass house parties, over priced clubs, boring kick backs, and the number ONE thing I hate is being pursued by guys that can't take care of me (read: 90% if guys my age). It's so weird but o just get irritated when guys try to flirt with me and I hate the thought of getting dressed up to pay to go out and be harassed lmao. And no I don't want to watch Netflix and chill!!!!! I'm so jaded now lol. Fly me out, make dinner reservations, get my nails done, and surprise me sheesh. I wonder if I'll change my mind later because I know people my age are just starting out and getting their feet wet but it's like I just don't have the patience anymore. I can appreciate a young respectful man I'm just not interested in a relationship w them.

Elektra Luxx
08-31-2015, 07:12 PM
I think I'm exclusively interested in older men as is 30 and up but preferably 35-40. It's so weird because I used to be that person that thought it was kinda weird cause it's like dating my parents. But after dancing and just meeting older men, they're way more aligned to what I want now. I like successful men that have life experiences and wisdom to talk about. Men they can provide and help me when j need it and show me new things. I love that they already have everything together and no time to play little games and they know how to treat a woman. The ones I talk to love appreciate youth, beauty, and intelligence and they want to show me that they appreciate it. The ONLY thing I don't like about them is I would feel weird partying with them and sometimes I feel like we can't relate. but I'm also at a point where I don't find the same things fun as most girls my age. I hate drinking, hot ass house parties, over priced clubs, boring kick backs, and the number ONE thing I hate is being pursued by guys that can't take care of me (read: 90% if guys my age). It's so weird but o just get irritated when guys try to flirt with me and I hate the thought of getting dressed up to pay to go out and be harassed lmao. And no I don't want to watch Netflix and chill!!!!! I'm so jaded now lol. Fly me out, make dinner reservations, get my nails done, and surprise me sheesh. I wonder if I'll change my mind later because I know people my age are just starting out and getting their feet wet but it's like I just don't have the patience anymore. I can appreciate a young respectful man I'm just not interested in a relationship w them.

I felt much the same way until about 6 months ago. I was only interested in older men because they know what they want and have their life together. Then my bf happened. He's younger than me and I can't live without him.

He has a way of helping me get my life together. If it was completely up to him we would be living together and picking out china patterns, but I keep him at arms length and keep frustrating the shit out of him and throwing a wrench in his plans for us.

Anyway my point is that you never when love is going to hit you on the skull with a big club and drag you to his cave and want to make sweet love to you.

BTW, It has been bought to my attention that I am no longer to attend drinking parties, hot ass house parties, over priced clubs or boring kick backs unless I am accompanied by said bf. Non-compliance will lead to serious consequences including but not limited to termination of the relationship with said bf.

whirlerz
08-31-2015, 07:20 PM
OMG I want to do this with my bf and my cat! I've been telling him since our first Christmas together that I wanted to take pictures of the 3 of us for a card. ^________^

Well, DO it! Check around, there's got to be some pet store that does it..mine does the Easter Bunny photos too!

wednesday86
08-31-2015, 07:32 PM
I confess that I can't get into my 'stripper groove' until I've been rejected for a dance/VIP. After I've gotten the first "no" I relax and I'm fine. Some weird psychological stuff must be behind this.

simone87
08-31-2015, 07:40 PM
i love my cat so much, since i've been taking a break from work we've really bonded, he sleeps outside my door and wakes me up in the morning with little kitty kisses.
so this evening my bf leaves the damn door open and my cat gets out and i go to retrieve him and he hisses at me 3 times and then scratches me hard enough to break the skin. he's never hissed at me before, ever, i'm his favorite human. i was really hurt and pissed, like wtf

Genoveve
08-31-2015, 07:51 PM
I confess that I can't get into my 'stripper groove' until I've been rejected for a dance/VIP. After I've gotten the first "no" I relax and I'm fine. Some weird psychological stuff must be behind this.

Maybe because once the 'worst thing that can happen' happens it's smooth sailing from there on out. With myself there's been times in life where I've hit rock bottom and there's no big crash, instead it's like 'Welp what I was terrified of happening happened....time to deal with it,' and then I just go about calmly fixing it.

22lligm
09-01-2015, 01:40 PM
Idk if this is a confession but OMG my Dallas trip was a huge success!! I was sad I had to fly back yesterday I definitely DEFINITELY want to move there! I came home and told my fluff ball of a dog that she better get ready to be shaved soon lol

baer45
09-01-2015, 01:56 PM
I have accumulated quite a lot of amex reward points. Thinking of planning a trip includes most of the major cities in US with those points. Just thinking...too lazy to write it down on paper yet.

lynn2009
09-01-2015, 06:48 PM
I need to get wasted

baer45
09-01-2015, 09:22 PM
I am looking forward to watching Downton abbey final season, although i skipped season 4 and 5

SamanthaSugar
09-02-2015, 12:03 AM
I have no problem tipping and I would consider myself a generous tipper but sometimes tipping at Starbucks bugs me b/c it's already so overpriced. Sometimes when I'm feeling stingy I give them my debit card even though I have cash on me just so I don't have to tip. I've never told anybody that before.

Selina M
09-02-2015, 01:38 AM
^ ME TOO. I resent tipping coffee shop employees, hair stylists, pretty much anyone I know does not make the $5 min. wage. It's not my job to subsidize their pay. I'm always the one who breaks the 'pay it forward' chain at Sbux because I think it's absolutely idiotic and nobody is benefiting, and most people are participating out of guilt. They look at me like I'm an evil witch, but eff that. I ordered a $4 drink, I'm not paying for the woman behind me and her 3 kids $20 order.
I like my hair stylist bc I straight asked her about tipping and she said she appreciates it, but she set her prices where they are at a profitable level and she feels fairly compensated without expecting tips. She's at least $20 cheaper on everything than even the lower end salons, so there's apparently an absurd profit margin on that stuff already. Fuck those places that charge me $140 for roots and a cut, and then get butthurt when I don't tip.

/rant

michele11
09-02-2015, 06:31 AM
Go get the kitten Michele, hahaha. You knew you were gonna.

I have noooo bullshit tolerance. Like, none. It makes me a ticking time bomb. I think most people that get on my bad side think I'm outright insane. It's like, I'll try to be civil and nice and then somebody lies to me or gives me attitude, and I just explode and raise hell. I was too nice for too long and now I just can't do it. It's usually easier to be scary and loud and make a scene than to play peoples little games.
It's all been piling on for like a week now between the apt harassing me, my horse twisting his foot wrong and limping around, the crimson tide, etc, and I've spent 3/5 days pretty much either full of rage or sobbing. I feel like a nut job.

No. This one the breeder is keeping. My mom said I need help. Spouses/ people are soul mates not animals. I don't belive that now. I never loved a cat like this never seeing it irl. I can't even look at her pics or videos anymore.:'(

OliveJardin
09-02-2015, 06:40 AM
I confess that I have eaten soooo much today, nothing "bad", just a lot of boredom induced grazing lol. Feeling guilty :'(.

Likethis
09-02-2015, 06:53 AM
I'm letting my eyebrows grow, I'm only taking the few hairs between them, I want to see how thick they can get and if I can pull it off.

Tsepmet1
09-02-2015, 07:33 AM
Feeling like who I am just isn't good enough.

Was told that my resting bitch face is so fierce, that it makes everyone around me uncomfortable, even in their own homes. Even when I say nothing!

Maybe I should just live under a rock and only come out to go to the farmer's market.


God, I'm so fucking emo.

whirlerz
09-02-2015, 08:04 AM
No. This one the breeder is keeping. My mom said I need help. Spouses/ people are soul mates not animals. I don't belive that now. I never loved a cat like this never seeing it irl. I can't even look at her pics or videos anymore.:'(

I was like that w/my last bunny..I emailed them like 3x's asking to please 'put her on hold'. I'm sure they got sick of me

Dakota Pink
09-02-2015, 09:30 PM
Ugh, I haven't worked in a SC since before I was married b/c I got so ill and put on so much weight. Today was my wake up call. I lost my vanilla job in April from downsizing and my husband was trying to sell his corvette today (which I'm so against). I got a second chance... During his test drive today with a potential buyer the car broke down, hahaha. I'm not letting my illness take over my life again. I'm getting my weight and health under control, and I'm going back to the job I love to pay our bills and fuck a vanilla job. This is the chance I needed, thank you LOA, I hope to be topless soon!

SamanthaSugar
09-02-2015, 11:23 PM
I'm so envious of people who have families and who are married. I feel like it's an exclusive club and I'm not good enough to join. I've been single for about 1.5yrs and I hate it! Makes me feel empty, alone and sad not having a man in my life. I date and I do put myself out there and it just seems like there's nobody out there for me, absolutely no one! When I go out I do get a lot of male attention and I at least give my # out to one guy that I've met, but they never call me. Why do guys ask for ur # and never call. WTF!!
Sometimes I ask myself what's the point of killing myself at the gym, eating clean and spending a ton of cash on making myself look as possibly good as I can, seems to not be really working maybe I should just say fuck it and eat whatever I want and let my body turn to shit, I'd prob get the same result!
Hard day to day, thanks for listening
Ck

Aniela
09-03-2015, 09:50 AM
I'm so envious of people who have families and who are married. I feel like it's an exclusive club and I'm not good enough to join. I've been single for about 1.5yrs and I hate it! Makes me feel empty, alone and sad not having a man in my life. I date and I do put myself out there and it just seems like there's nobody out there for me, absolutely no one! When I go out I do get a lot of male attention and I at least give my # out to one guy that I've met, but they never call me. Why do guys ask for ur # and never call. WTF!!
Sometimes I ask myself what's the point of killing myself at the gym, eating clean and spending a ton of cash on making myself look as possibly good as I can, seems to not be really working maybe I should just say fuck it and eat whatever I want and let my body turn to shit, I'd prob get the same result!
Hard day to day, thanks for listening
Ck

IME they do it to boost their own ego -- 'W00T this random chick digs me enough to give me her number! Proof Positive that I'm Tha MAN!!' That kind of guy would probably not treat you right even if he did call you back & you guys managed to kindle smtg, bc he is all abt himself.

Keep doing your own thing, making yourself happy. Stop looking so hard. I think this is an area where you could apply the 'quickest way to find smtg is to start looking for smtg else' principle. (Can't tell you how often I rely on this principle to find my car keys lol) Focus on your other goals, whatever they are, & let the relationship stuff come as it will.

My confession: I swear if I ever hear either my sister or her husband even hint at ingratitude or shit talking towards my dad after all he has done for them this past wk+, it will be ON. Sm1 will be getting bitchslapped. She is a textbook narcissist & he is so braindead his ring size is larger than his IQ. Fk 'keeping the peace' if they ever have a snide comment abt my dad after this wk.

SamanthaSugar
09-03-2015, 11:49 AM
^^You are so right, thank you for that! Gawd I don't know what my problem is lately but my mind set is changing right now!!

Selina M
09-04-2015, 12:01 AM
Sooo a few weeks ago, we canned the October wedding. While I *was* mildly hurt by it (my tack being, don't put a ring on it if you ain't ready to go to the courthouse ASAP), I fought with him and made a really huge dramatic thing out of it... while secretly being relieved (I didn't feel like dealing with people enough to go through with a giant party in the near future, and I wouldn't have had some things I wanted).

I think it was just wanting to get my way. I would have probably won the fight, and then said "I've decided" I want to wait. Spoiled Brat Syndrome :P

On another note, I kind of want to get legally married this year, for a multitude of practical reasons, but I'm afraid people will find out and get all butthurt and 'how dare you have a wedding when you're already married on paper'. Le sigh.

wednesday86
09-04-2015, 11:48 AM
I'm so envious of people who have families and who are married. I feel like it's an exclusive club and I'm not good enough to join. I've been single for about 1.5yrs and I hate it! Makes me feel empty, alone and sad not having a man in my life. I date and I do put myself out there and it just seems like there's nobody out there for me, absolutely no one! When I go out I do get a lot of male attention and I at least give my # out to one guy that I've met, but they never call me. Why do guys ask for ur # and never call. WTF!!
Sometimes I ask myself what's the point of killing myself at the gym, eating clean and spending a ton of cash on making myself look as possibly good as I can, seems to not be really working maybe I should just say fuck it and eat whatever I want and let my body turn to shit, I'd prob get the same result!
Hard day to day, thanks for listening
Ck

I read the books Why Men Love Bitches, Why Men Marry Bitches when I was a teen. I always knew I wanted to get married but dating was beyond my understanding. I also read a blog called The Feminine Woman which has improved my relationship and $$ at work (although if you're a feminist it might offend you so beware.) I've been married twice at the age 29...Not saying that's necessarily a good thing but I do know how to get commitment from a man. I learned it like someone would learn to play piano or train for a marathon. Some women are naturally gifted at it and some have to work at it.

wednesday86
09-04-2015, 11:54 AM
I confess that I skipped a class yesterday for no good reason. I just didn't feel like going....and now I'm paranoid that it's going to set me back for the entire semester and I'm going to fail. It's an easy class. I don't why I can't relax about it.

charlie61
09-04-2015, 06:42 PM
As many issues as I have with dancing, I have to admit... When I dance, life is good. Money and short hours make a *huge* difference in quality of life.

(and I'm simultaneously thankful that I'm in school and won't be dancing forever)

jadey23
09-05-2015, 05:13 PM
I've been feeling really left out lately -- I have a tight group of friends that I've been super close to and hang out with frequently for the past 8-10 years ... some of us have since moved to LA and some stayed back in our hometown -- a bunch of them have really taken to doing coke and do it all the time and they've stopped inviting me places either because they're just gonna be busting lines all night (which I've never given them any problems about, I just hang out and drink) or they don't invite me to lunch the next day (probably bc they're all still recovering at the same time -- still I would like to just be invited!)

I just feel like we're all growing apart, except they're all in their own world together, and I'm not allowed to be in it anymore bc I don't share the same experiences or habit :(

Serena-Shields
09-05-2015, 07:05 PM
My hot friend from my last job just messaged me on Facebook and I am DYING yes please let's get married

charlie61
09-06-2015, 04:05 AM
I watch Grace and Frankie on Netflix after work every week (over and over). It relaxes me.

tuesdaymarie
09-06-2015, 08:22 AM
@jadey: that happened to me when I was younger--all my friends doing coke and ditching me. Coke turns most people into totally selfish dicks. I recently read a study that said cocaine makes users unable to pick up on others' emotions too, which makes sense. Please don't cave and do that shit. I've lost so many people to cocaine addictions, and it is not worth it. Stay true to yourself, even if it means being a little lonely while you find your place.

Aniela
09-06-2015, 08:51 AM
@jadey: that happened to me when I was younger--all my friends doing coke and ditching me. Coke turns most people into totally selfish dicks. I recently read a study that said cocaine makes users unable to pick up on others' emotions too, which makes sense. Please don't cave and do that shit. I've lost so many people to cocaine addictions, and it is not worth it. Stay true to yourself, even if it means being a little lonely while you find your place.

Agree 100%, Jadey. Sounds like the universe is holding up a flashing neon sign w/ your name on it: 'Time to branch out & find sm new friends!' Always better to be a little lonely but safe, than 'following the herd' & finding yourself placed in a compromising or straight-up dangerous situation. :hug: