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carmen_b
09-17-2015, 10:02 PM
This is going to sound so evil but I wish my bf would travel for his work for a few days or a week or so. I think our relationship is great in part to our time apart but I'm the one always traveling for work and I've just got this desire to have the house to myself for a few days.

carmen_b
09-17-2015, 10:06 PM
Selina : does he not drive ?

baer45
09-17-2015, 10:29 PM
^ I have been trying to bring it up and resolve it... twice this week I've said something about it, I explained what I said above and everything. He just gets sad and quiet, leave for a while, and then comes back and sadly tell me that i have no idea how much he loves me. That's not fixing anything though. I can't help but feel the damage is done and I'm not a forgiving person when you do something like, oh I dunno, cancel a wedding because you're being a scared pansy.

/threadjack

Some guys are either retarded or full of shit, take your pick. They will claim we don't understand how much they love us, meanwhile their actions tell a different story. It's not rocket science for two people who are supposed to share life together find a way to express their feelings in an explicit way. My ex for instance, was acting the same way. I called his horseshit and we broke up. He fixed his problem as soon as we split. Go figure how much he loved me.

baer45
09-17-2015, 10:34 PM
This is going to sound so evil but I wish my bf would travel for his work for a few days or a week or so. I think our relationship is great in part to our time apart but I'm the one always traveling for work and I've just got this desire to have the house to myself for a few days.

Easy. call his boss and tell him you have a crush on him. Give him the wrong address and ask him to come over WHEN your bf is not around.

carmen_b
09-17-2015, 10:50 PM
^ Hahaha.
Sadly , that would probably work brilliantly but I don't want another dude here either !
Creative!

carmen_b
09-17-2015, 10:51 PM
Selina : Take the dog if things get to that! I miss my fur baby I shared with my ex more than anything!
I should have put up more of a fight to keep him.

Selina M
09-18-2015, 12:54 AM
Selina : does he not drive ?

He got his license revoked for a year. He's supposed to get it back in about 2 weeks thank Jesus. He's good about using the bus/light rail but I do get sick of driving when we go somewhere together.
And I'd feel hella bad taking the dog (he is the dog's 'main person'), but it might be in dog's best interest... he has to be reminded to take him outside a lot and God forbid he goes back to his old lifestyle (which is not one for dogs, or kids, or the fainthearted).

And you should totally do the boss thing, hahaha. I can just see your bf all confused, like "He keeps sending me out of town for a week! Why?!"

Edit: Baer, you're being sigged :rotfl:

wednesday86
09-18-2015, 02:21 AM
Ok this is kind of gross but I got my period during a VIP and bled all over this guy's khaki pants. My confession: i pretended to be embarrassed but I actually thought it was funny and didn't really give a fuck. Somehow it felt like payback for all the assholes I've had to deal with over the years. I know it's not logical but I felt triumphant. lol!

Elektra Luxx
09-18-2015, 11:26 AM
I gave my bf too much control over my life and I don't like it. I have to check in all the time and ask permission. We talked about it and he feels that since we are a couple that he has the right to know where I am all the time. I'm not doing anything and I'm not planning too. I told him you either trust me or you don't. He doesn't. So I'm breaking it off with him today after work. I'm scared shitless because I don't want to be alone, but I can't live like this. We don't do anything together anymore. He comes to my apartment, we have sex and he leaves. I just can't do it anymore.

simone87
09-18-2015, 03:29 PM
so they were going to hire me back ( of course they recognized me) but said they had to ask the female manager who fired me. and of course she said no because she's had a hate hard-on for me since the day i started and she's always been on a witch hunt for any girl who even sits on a customer's lap.
so now i have to drive into the city to try and find clubs. i'm feeling sooo much disgust and hate for her right now. it took so much courage for me to go in there, shoulda saved my time and adrenaline

Money_Worshipper
09-18-2015, 03:44 PM
When I started stripping at 20 I was a virgin and nobody ever saw me naked until I went on stage to do a show. For 2 years of stripping I was a virgin until I met my first bf. To this day though I'm 25 and only had sex with 2 men. I'm a bit of a sexual prude. I only have sex when I'm in a relationship

whirlerz
09-18-2015, 04:00 PM
Well, I just took a big giant leap (for me) & verified myself on Airbnb..I know they need to know I'm not some serial killer, but I hate putting all my shit out there (even though it mostly already is).
I booked a camper, yes a camper lol. I don't need a lot, it looks ok from the pics, & got good reviews. It's a couple w/older kids (they're in a house). It's hard to find decent affordable place on there, @ least in my area.
I book 1 nite to see how I like it, & if I do, they've a decent-ish weekly rate.
This motel's killing me $-wise although it's one of the cheapest, it's skangy AF here, & today I reached for an air purifier I'd plugged in & got a mild shock. I looked @ the outlet good, & it's way loose & dented up. I won't use it again, of course, & I told the front desk lady & she said 'someone would be up' to take a look..so far they haven't::), so Idk.
I made my Airbnb booking for Mon. so we'll see.

baer45
09-18-2015, 04:28 PM
I gave my bf too much control over my life and I don't like it. I have to check in all the time and ask permission. We talked about it and he feels that since we are a couple that he has the right to know where I am all the time. I'm not doing anything and I'm not planning too. I told him you either trust me or you don't. He doesn't. So I'm breaking it off with him today after work. I'm scared shitless because I don't want to be alone, but I can't live like this. We don't do anything together anymore. He comes to my apartment, we have sex and he leaves. I just can't do it anymore.

A Hot girl like you should not afraid of being alone. You need a bf that understand and respect you, you don't need a non-paying customer.

Elektra Luxx
09-18-2015, 04:33 PM
I don't care anymore. I'm done with guys! I'm going eat what I want, anytime I want. I'm going let myself get fat, let my hair get all scragally, I'm not going to shave anymore, I'm not going to brush my teeth or bathe!! Men fucking suck big hairy ass! I'm going to sleep all weekend. I hate guys.

baer45
09-18-2015, 04:55 PM
I don't care anymore. I'm done with guys! I'm going eat what I want, anytime I want. I'm going let myself get fat, let my hair get all scragally, I'm not going to shave anymore, I'm not going to brush my teeth or bathe!! Men fucking suck big hairy ass! I'm going to sleep all weekend. I hate guys.


Now you are just being emotional. Getting unattractive is just going to make yourself depressed. You keep yourself clean and beautiful not for men, fuck them, you do that for yourself. You feel happy when you are in shape, take care yourself.

Ladies, for your own good:
1. Be financially independent. The only way that you could have choices in life.

2. Be emotionally independent. You aren't someone's pet or punch bag. Draw a line whenever is needed and tell men to fuck off if they don't respect you.


At last, Elektra, if you are really done with guys, we can ... You know what, I don't believe you, :p you will miss dick not for long. :)

PinkiePie
09-19-2015, 05:38 AM
It's been almost a year since I quit stripping for my vanilla job.
I went into a massive depression when I first quit, I couldn't talk to anyone about it properly and so I drank a lot and cried a lot, and became a bit of a miserable asshole.

Now I'm in a better place, I like my job, it's well paid, and I just bought a nice apartment in London and took a great vacation.

I know that I shouldn't do anything to fuck up my relatively good state of mind, but I have another couple of weeks vacation coming up, and I've been talking to the manager of my favourite club about going back to work just for those two weeks.
I'm scared I'll get depressed again when those two weeks are up and I have to go back to my regular life, and so it's probably a mistake to go back, but God, I'm so excited about putting my heels and fake eyelashes on again!

xStacey
09-19-2015, 05:31 PM
Watched Cinderella last night, it was so good :heartbeat :lovestruc

Prettyglitter
09-20-2015, 02:26 AM
I don't want to dance anymore. I hate it now and it makes me feel bad about myself. I don't know what's going on, I've never felt so consumed or defined by it. I'm thinking of changing my number and starting over. I may need a few weeks of not dancing so that I can gather my thoughts about how to keep my sanity.

Elektra Luxx
09-20-2015, 02:49 PM
Now you are just being emotional. Getting unattractive is just going to make yourself depressed. You keep yourself clean and beautiful not for men, fuck them, you do that for yourself. You feel happy when you are in shape, take care yourself.

Ladies, for your own good:
1. Be financially independent. The only way that you could have choices in life.

2. Be emotionally independent. You aren't someone's pet or punch bag. Draw a line whenever is needed and tell men to fuck off if they don't respect you.


At last, Elektra, if you are really done with guys, we can ... You know what, I don't believe you, :p you will miss dick not for long. :)


baer45, I may be open to a relationship with a woman. Maybe if she was nice, around 5' 7", nice ass and enjoys cuddling while watching Netflix.

It's going to be very awkward tomorrow at work. There was a lot of colorful language and metaphor when I last spoke to my bf, but I didn't cry until after he left.

SimoneGray
09-20-2015, 02:57 PM
^^ Sending strength your way. Breakups suck, always.

I confess that I am binge watching Criminal Minds when I really should be working.

amberlly
09-20-2015, 03:37 PM
Another meme.

Hugs Elektra. I still think your fabulous x

baer45
09-20-2015, 03:44 PM
baer45, I may be open to a relationship with a woman. Maybe if she was nice, around 5' 7", nice ass and enjoys cuddling while watching Netflix.

It's going to be very awkward tomorrow at work. There was a lot of colorful language and metaphor when I last spoke to my bf, but I didn't cry until after he left.

I am convinced that i am too old for netflix and chill... i am seeking amazon prime and commitment.

Be strong and be cool. Even if you guys can't work things out, you two aren't enemies. Don't say anything you will feel sorry later.

baer45
09-20-2015, 03:59 PM
Couple months ago, I was looking for a part time vanilla job. One HR asked me to beef up my resume that I sent to her. I did add some details of my work experience in a hurry. Fast forward to today, after I applied 30 part time positions out of boredness. I found 2 typos on the details I added. It bothers the hell out me how reckless I was.

wednesday86
09-21-2015, 07:57 AM
I internet stalked a customer using just his first name to see if he was telling the truth about where he worked (pretty well known gaming company.) I found him and his personal facebook..I feel like a creepy detective now.

SimoneGray
09-21-2015, 01:52 PM
I confess that for the first time in a really long time I want a relationship to materialize with me and someone else. Problem is, I'm scared that now that its something I want, its not going to happen.

Selina M
09-21-2015, 08:18 PM
There are gnats everywhere in my kitchen and I don't know why. I'm guessing from leaving the door open (the dogs like to go in and out onto the balcony) and having left dishes in the sink.

The confession is that they're even there at all because it makes me feel gross, like my house is dirty. My clean freak friend came over once and was disgusted at an empty yogurt container on an end table, and that kind of stuck with me, that maybe we live like filth or something... we really don't but ugh.

Bought a sticky sheet and put it on the cabinet over the sink. Maybe that will help.

Genoveve
09-21-2015, 08:36 PM
^^^it's the dirty dishes. I'll get gnats in sink even if there's only 3 dishes sitting in there that were rinsed off really good before they were set down. Plus if the dishes are clean but there's still bits of stuff in the sink or drain they will come for that. They're like the ants of the sky you can't leave a morsel out if you don't want them to come I think.

I haven't seen a gnat in forever but the other day I tied up a clear bag that I had been collecting my trash in for 2 days and once I did I saw gnats in it, so even if they're not in the sink I think they will hang out in other spots.

carmen_b
09-22-2015, 01:17 PM
Step one of my " Carmen Overhaul " is complete. New glasses that are less ugly than the others.
Holy crap, now shaving, hair ( which I need to decide on color or just highlights ), and nails.
This is so much work.

Aurora_Sunset
09-22-2015, 01:50 PM
I keep having dreams about hooking up with a now-married guy that I used to semi-date. I know I can't control the dreams or anything, but normally I would force myself to stop fantasizing when I wake up, but I haven't lately. A part of me dreams that he got married SO quickly (which he did) that it'll fall apart in a few years and he'll come crawling back, if only for attention. I don't even like him that much anymore, and married guys are always off-limits in my mind (at least in my personal life). But I can't help indulging in this fantasy.

wednesday86
09-22-2015, 09:41 PM
There are gnats everywhere in my kitchen and I don't know why. I'm guessing from leaving the door open (the dogs like to go in and out onto the balcony) and having left dishes in the sink.

The confession is that they're even there at all because it makes me feel gross, like my house is dirty. My clean freak friend came over once and was disgusted at an empty yogurt container on an end table, and that kind of stuck with me, that maybe we live like filth or something... we really don't but ugh.

Bought a sticky sheet and put it on the cabinet over the sink. Maybe that will help.

I first read this as "goats" not "gnats" (don't have on my reading glasses.) Lol! I was like "Why are there goats coming into her kitchen? Does she live on a farm?"

miss.a.p1600
09-22-2015, 10:04 PM
There are gnats everywhere in my kitchen and I don't know why. I'm guessing from leaving the door open (the dogs like to go in and out onto the balcony) and having left dishes in the sink.

The confession is that they're even there at all because it makes me feel gross, like my house is dirty. My clean freak friend came over once and was disgusted at an empty yogurt container on an end table, and that kind of stuck with me, that maybe we live like filth or something... we really don't but ugh.

Bought a sticky sheet and put it on the cabinet over the sink. Maybe that will help.

Once you remove the things that cause gnats, try raid for flying insects- kills them within seconds.

My confessions is I want a insta-baby, but I don't want to give birth I just want the pregnancy for big boobs and the baby to magically appear and be 6 months old cause newborns freak me out as they're so delicate.

And I'm on a mission to get an insta-husband. *sigh* I wish I was in the Indian culture so my family could arrange a marriage for me and just take out all the unnecessary time and hassle of dating. Well I don't know if I trust their tastes though. :-\

Cashmere Star
09-23-2015, 06:47 AM
For some reason I keep getting a baby urge and I want to get married n shit. I need to get my degree first though, even if I don't get a job in the field right away, at least get that degree...

I am also losing my dreams, am I depressed? Here is my actually confessional confession, and I am posting here because fuck it, why not. One of the reasons I got into stripping (and trying to get into sugaring) is because I am transgender, though I repress it. It sounds unhealthy as fuck, and it is. But none of the options make me happy anyway, so I might as well go for the one with most bang for the buck. I want to make the best out of being a woman, and milk it as much as I can. I want to take advantage of my powers and privilege as a woman and use it towards what I believe in. I take care of myself and invest a lot of time into being the best woman I can be, physically, personality wise, to be a woman with traits that will open gates and get somewhere. For something above myself because I seriously believe that I will never be happy looking at myself anyway. I look at the mirror at my dolled up face and well dressed form and I tell my reflection, "I tried my best with you. I hope you protect me and take me where I want to go"

It also destroyed a lot of relationships and burnt bridges. I've been made fun of, threatened, some thought I was too standoffish, and friendships withered away. I can talk to people fine, but friendships stagnate because there's only so much faking I could do. I'll eventually get tired of it, and retreat to be alone to recoup myself from this feverish dream. I can't connect with people on a genuine level because they will never REALLY know me, it's mostly me listening to them and helping them while I try to deflect their inquiries about me with superficial information. Everything I do and say is fake because there are very real dangers when the truth comes out. My whole existence is drag, my whole existence is getting ready on stage, like stripping. At least while stripping I get paid.

It is very, very lonely. How am I supposed to function when I don't even have my basic emotional needs met. To be acknowledged, to just have someone know that I exist. The person inside, not the facade and the social shield. All I need is just one person, even that is so dangerous both physically and emotionally. So I just keep working towards things that are fulfilling, because I go for fulfillment not happiness.

baer45
09-23-2015, 11:32 AM
Something is bothering me lately.

Every year I get a contractor job in vanilla world to sharpen my skill set and social security tax reason. As I am sending out resume this year, One of my client told me that his company MIGHT have a position openning but I need to appy it through a third party company (like headhunter company). He will personally tell the hiring manager's boss to pick me up. I talked with one head hunter company and they are agree (of course) to represent me for this position. But as salary matter, they agree to pay $50/per hour on W2 or $70/per hr on Corp to Corp 1099 basis.
I don't know much about Corp to Corp as I have never done it. My friend told me that I need to apply for a LLC or S-corp as business identity, which means the headhunter company contract with my OWN company. And I have to pay salary to myself and do all the tax, 401k, social security, shit. eh... W2 is easier since others will do tax for me.

Are u still with me? I told this story to one of my longest history regular client also consider a friend/advisor of mine. He told me that he has a corporation set up two years ago for his international partners. The corporation hasn't been running for the past but it just started last month. They are hiring people but expecting a profit loss for the first year. But it has great future as his partner will bring in millions dollars to invest in America. How is this related to my issue? He told me the headhunter company could pay me through his corporation and he would give me all my salary back without deducting the tax.( What!?). According to him, my income will be considered as his company's income and the tax for my salary could be easily balanced with all the expenses. It sounds very risky for me. Not saying that he will steal money from me, obviously, if I stop working and he won't get paid. It seems he's doing me a big favor here but does it sound fishy to you guys? How about I request a quarterly check from him?

PS. the position is in 9-month term. Not sure I want to have a Va-cation for so long.

Selina M
09-23-2015, 12:46 PM
^^^it's the dirty dishes. I'll get gnats in sink even if there's only 3 dishes sitting in there that were rinsed off really good before they were set down. Plus if the dishes are clean but there's still bits of stuff in the sink or drain they will come for that. They're like the ants of the sky you can't leave a morsel out if you don't want them to come I think.

I haven't seen a gnat in forever but the other day I tied up a clear bag that I had been collecting my trash in for 2 days and once I did I saw gnats in it, so even if they're not in the sink I think they will hang out in other spots.

Yeah I think it is. I've enacted the strict policy of all dishes in the dishwasher every night before bed. I'm gonna have to get an actual trap with the smelly stuff to attract them.

Wednesday, I wish they were goats. At least goats are cute and would eat all the stuff.

Genoveve
09-23-2015, 12:54 PM
I first read this as "goats" not "gnats" (don't have on my reading glasses.) Lol! I was like "Why are there goats coming into her kitchen? Does she live on a farm?"

OMG and I read this as 'ghosts' not 'goats' last night and was like 'I wonder why she thinks ghosts are more likely in kitchens when you live on a farm?' Clarification only happened when I read Selina's reply lol. Are we going senile???

charlie61
09-23-2015, 02:29 PM
Fruit fly trap. Get a small bowl out and fill it with apple cider vinegar (more fun than balsamic because you'll be able to do a body count). Add a couple of drops of dish soap and stir gently (reduces surface tension so the flies can't escape). Cover with plastic wrap and secure with a rubber band. Poke a few holes in the top that are large enough for the flies to crawl into but not so large that they can easily escape. Place bowl in area of need.

You can tap the flies down into the mixture if they've crawled inside and are just hanging above the liquid (if you're impatient and sadistic like me).

xStacey
09-23-2015, 02:36 PM
My ex from 3 years ago (best sex I ever had) is newly single and I am really considering sleeping with him again once mid-terms are over.

amberlly
09-23-2015, 06:40 PM
Something is bothering me lately.

Every year I get a contractor job in vanilla world to sharpen my skill set and social security tax reason. As I am sending out resume this year, One of my client told me that his company MIGHT have a position openning but I need to appy it through a third party company (like headhunter company). He will personally tell the hiring manager's boss to pick me up. I talked with one head hunter company and they are agree (of course) to represent me for this position. But as salary matter, they agree to pay $50/per hour on W2 or $70/per hr on Corp to Corp 1099 basis.
I don't know much about Corp to Corp as I have never done it. My friend told me that I need to apply for a LLC or S-corp as business identity, which means the headhunter company contract with my OWN company. And I have to pay salary to myself and do all the tax, 401k, social security, shit. eh... W2 is easier since others will do tax for me.

Are u still with me? I told this story to one of my longest history regular client also consider a friend/advisor of mine. He told me that he has a corporation set up two years ago for his international partners. The corporation hasn't been running for the past but it just started last month. They are hiring people but expecting a profit loss for the first year. But it has great future as his partner will bring in millions dollars to invest in America. How is this related to my issue? He told me the headhunter company could pay me through his corporation and he would give me all my salary back without deducting the tax.( What!?). According to him, my income will be considered as his company's income and the tax for my salary could be easily balanced with all the expenses. It sounds very risky for me. Not saying that he will steal money from me, obviously, if I stop working and he won't get paid. It seems he's doing me a big favor here but does it sound fishy to you guys? How about I request a quarterly check from him?

PS. the position is in 9-month term. Not sure I want to have a Va-cation for so long.

I would be cautious of mixing your money with a regular long term client. Setting up your own corp to get paid through would have the initial set up costs yes - but if you plan to do corporate work in future you could use it again? And it would allow you to manage your money, tax and stay 100% independent and in control.

lynn2009
09-23-2015, 06:52 PM
Something is bothering me lately.

Every year I get a contractor job in vanilla world to sharpen my skill set and social security tax reason. As I am sending out resume this year, One of my client told me that his company MIGHT have a position openning but I need to appy it through a third party company (like headhunter company). He will personally tell the hiring manager's boss to pick me up. I talked with one head hunter company and they are agree (of course) to represent me for this position. But as salary matter, they agree to pay $50/per hour on W2 or $70/per hr on Corp to Corp 1099 basis.
I don't know much about Corp to Corp as I have never done it. My friend told me that I need to apply for a LLC or S-corp as business identity, which means the headhunter company contract with my OWN company. And I have to pay salary to myself and do all the tax, 401k, social security, shit. eh... W2 is easier since others will do tax for me.

Are u still with me? I told this story to one of my longest history regular client also consider a friend/advisor of mine. He told me that he has a corporation set up two years ago for his international partners. The corporation hasn't been running for the past but it just started last month. They are hiring people but expecting a profit loss for the first year. But it has great future as his partner will bring in millions dollars to invest in America. How is this related to my issue? He told me the headhunter company could pay me through his corporation and he would give me all my salary back without deducting the tax.( What!?). According to him, my income will be considered as his company's income and the tax for my salary could be easily balanced with all the expenses. It sounds very risky for me. Not saying that he will steal money from me, obviously, if I stop working and he won't get paid. It seems he's doing me a big favor here but does it sound fishy to you guys? How about I request a quarterly check from him?

PS. the position is in 9-month term. Not sure I want to have a Va-cation for so long.

I would let the headhunter company pay me and give me a W2 but I am lazy and it's what I'm used to

amberlly
09-23-2015, 07:09 PM
I watched that will smith movie with Margot Robbie. Forgotten the name but I loved the clothes she wore in it!

Will Smith plays a conman and he tells her to "There's no room for heart in this game. That shit will get you killed." And on the con "Never drop the con. Die with the lie."

That spoke to me.

wednesday86
09-23-2015, 08:16 PM
I am so excited to go to work tomorrow! I can't remember the last time I've felt like that. I just had so much fun last weekend. I wish I could work tonight but I have to get up in the morning for class. Weird...

baer45
09-23-2015, 08:21 PM
I watched that will smith movie with Margot Robbie. Forgotten the name but I loved the clothes she wore in it!

Will Smith plays a conman and he tells her to "There's no room for heart in this game. That shit will get you killed." And on the con "Never drop the con. Die with the lie."

That spoke to me.

Focus.

Elektra Luxx
09-24-2015, 11:44 AM
I've been talking to family about my breakup and it turns out nobody particularly cared for my ex-bf. They thought he was cold, arrogant, standoffish, possessive, know it all. Everyone thought he had to much control over me. My grandparents said I didn't visit as much and when I did visit I didn't stay long. I told them that he didn't really get controlling until recently, but they told me they thought he was that way from the beginning. I'm like "What"? I asked "Why didn't somebody tell me something"? My grandmother and my mom considered approaching me, but my grandpa told them that i was a grown woman and could my my own decisions. It was like they were talking about someone else. OMG!!! When did I turn into this mindless, zombie sex slave.

22lligm
09-24-2015, 11:53 AM
I found the most perfect apartment complex in Texas and I'm trying to see if I'll be approved! It's literally the best complex I've ever heard of for dog owners. I'm ready to move like next month if I get approved. I also met some nfl player thru Instagram (lol) and he's been texting me a lot. We hungout the other night and it was actually pretty fun. He's just my age (23) so he's really.. REALLY.. immature I think. I don't remember the last time I had a thing or even talked to a guy who was my age. Usually they're at least 4 years older than me. That 4 year difference makes us both mentally at the same level lol. This guy seems like a teenager with ADHD. But he's hot and we had fun so I'll keep talking to him for now.

I'm really excited to move though I'm going back for my third trip next week I think and I'll go visit the apartment and work more. I feel more at home in that city than I do in my own for some reason.

Oh and one thing that really has been annoying the shit out of me.. I've told girls I work with that I flew to Texas alone for the first time and that I loved it. So now theres a girl who actually moved there just recently and she was blowing my phone up with questions. "Where's the fingerprint place?" "when does it close?" "when do clubs open?" "which one did you like?" "what do i wear?" "ok i'll wait for you to come here to audition!" Like WTF?! I know I had questions but damn I figured out most of this shit on my own. She's even in Texas right now and won't audition until I get there? Hell no. I did it myself now it's your turn.

Cashmere Star
09-24-2015, 12:25 PM
She's even in Texas right now and won't audition until I get there? Hell no. I did it myself now it's your turn.

yeah what the hell

baer45
09-24-2015, 03:28 PM
They thought he was cold, arrogant, standoffish, possessive, know it all. Everyone thought he had to much control over me. .

If your family described him accurately. You should have ditched his ass a long time ago. Relationship is like a continuously negotiation, how could you always on the losing end but were not aware of how controlling he was? Some girls are passive in life, I am not. I could pretend to be. When someone is constantly wrestling me on stuff that I disagree, I would keep distance... I hope you learned a lesson here. A man who really loves you is the one who can put himself in your shoes before he acts. Go stay with your family for a few days, and you will get over this breakup like piece of cake.

baer45
09-24-2015, 03:32 PM
I would be cautious of mixing your money with a regular long term client. Setting up your own corp to get paid through would have the initial set up costs yes - but if you plan to do corporate work in future you could use it again? And it would allow you to manage your money, tax and stay 100% independent and in control.


I would let the headhunter company pay me and give me a W2 but I am lazy and it's what I'm used to

Maybe i am way ahead of myself, but I will wait until the vendor release the job details. If I do 1099, I won't be able to claim unemployment insurance. So I'll wait. for now.

SnuffleUffleGrass
09-24-2015, 04:31 PM
HILARIOUS confession- I started my period early & it's really heavy. We were gonna go watch "Black Mass" at the theater but I don't want my achey-ness to take away from enjoying the movie. Oh well.

SimoneGray
09-24-2015, 04:57 PM
I confess I just easily polished off way too much KFC. It was so damn good though.

miss.a.p1600
09-24-2015, 07:28 PM
I confess I just easily polished off way too much KFC. It was so damn good though.

Mmmmm...crispy or grilled? Reminds me of when I ate a whole box of Krispy Kreme in one sitting....those things were so f*ckin good and warm and sweet and melted in my mouth.....now I'm having memories of a mouth-gasm!

I confess. I need an intervention from SW. Why am I on this b*tch all the [email protected] time? Like I work here or something. Please pry the keyboard away...force me to log off and erase the password.