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Glamourmilf
10-07-2015, 10:33 AM
I confess that the thought of getting old and sick petrifies me!:geezer:
I already have health problems, and when people find out they brush it off because I 'look so healthy', and am 'too young to feel like that.' (their words, not mine). I keep my pains to myself. it's boring to listen to.
I have felt this way since childhood, when visiting my ill grandparents in nursing homes.(they were all over 60 even when I was born).
I've been around too much illness in my family, and have seen way more than any young girl should see. I think that's why I feel this way. Can Anyone else relate?
Being around old people is a drag, and boring, because they are constantly complaining about their aches and pains, and latest dr.'s visits, surgeries, etc.:wheelchai
I vow to NEVER be that way, no matter what. I plan on being active and work around young people till the day I die. I love their enthusiasm, and how they see the world with fresh eyes.

My Mom used to say..."If you want to LOOK Young, hang out with old people. If You want to FEEL young, hang out with young people."
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charlie61
10-07-2015, 04:51 PM
Considering how long I've worked in sales, it's taken me a surprisingly long time to learn how to effectively use sales people without being an asshole and dismissing them completely. All you have to do is let them know how much you're planning on spending, what you're looking for in general, and what they'd recommend. Like, if you just expose your fucking budget, that solves so many problems. I don't know why it took me so long for this to click for me. They're often good people who genuinely want to help you find the right match.

wednesday86
10-09-2015, 10:43 AM
I came across my husband's profile on pof and all I thought was "He needs to take that (one) picture down..He looks weird in that one and no one will go out with him." Not even a hint of jealousy...Like i honestly hope he finds a nice girl who can put up with his bullshit. It makes me wonder how long I've really been out of love, and how long I've been in denial.

Vyanka
10-09-2015, 11:27 AM
I want to quit dancing. I don't feel like it's worth it anymore, lately. Idk. I'm feeling like this right now, but who knows in a few days I'll go back to loving it again. Lol. I'm just afraid of going through a deep depression when I quit. I tend to think a lot, especially stressful shit and stripping seriously is like my anti-depressant. I don't think about anything that will bring my spirit down, bc my mind is too busy scanning the room and hustling. It doesn't give my mind time to think about "stuff", bc I'm constantly thinking time is money. I also love how my body stays toned. I can't imagine sitting on my ass for 8 hours for 5 days, letting my body go into mush. Ugh.

miss.a.p1600
10-09-2015, 12:26 PM
I came across my husband's profile on pof and all I thought was "He needs to take that (one) picture down..He looks weird in that one and no one will go out with him." Not even a hint of jealousy...Like i honestly hope he finds a nice girl who can put up with his bullshit. It makes me wonder how long I've really been out of love, and how long I've been in denial.

Whaaaaat!

Must have been easy to find his dating profile online. From what I understand pof profiles can be searched/indexed via Google and are basically open to the public viewing.

I cringe thinking about quite a few of dudes from my past (people do complete 180's sometimes) so much I'd like to remove them from my memory so I can't dare bring myself to search online dating profiles of them.

wednesday86
10-09-2015, 01:44 PM
Whaaaaat!

Must have been easy to find his dating profile online. From what I understand pof profiles can be searched/indexed via Google and are basically open to the public viewing.

I cringe thinking about quite a few of dudes from my past (people do complete 180's sometimes) so much I'd like to remove them from my memory so I can't dare bring myself to search online dating profiles of them.

Haha i wasn't even looking for him. I was searching for the drs profile so i could look at his pics but my husband met the search criteria of asians between 30-40 yrs old. Well I'm glad he's moving on because I'm sitting in the train station about to go visit my new squeeze ��

Jay12
10-09-2015, 02:11 PM
As much as I want a female president, I hate Hillary Clinton. Sometimes when I recall Bill's infamous " I did not have sexual relations with that woman", I think he's referring to Hillary.

I hate her too. I think Susana Martinez, Olympia Snow, Elizabeth Warren, or Nicky Haley are much more qualified for the position. Honorary mention to Condy Rice. Diane Feinstein, Nanci Pelosi and Sarah Palin are other ones that I dislike as much as HRC.


I know this is politics related, sorry.

Aurora_Sunset
10-10-2015, 08:47 AM
While some lament being single on Valentine's Day or Christmas, honestly, the one time of year I actually want a relationship is Halloween cuz I want to dress up in cute couple costumes. The one year I tried that with my ex, his only responsibilities were literally to go to the costume shop down the street and buy 2 cheap things, and then wear the costume. He had a week... and didn't do it. So I ended up looking like a lame jackass in half a costume that didn't make any sense. The next year, my best friend and I wore a matching set of costumes and fucking rocked it. But she moved away :( I just want to rent a boyfriend for Halloween to dress up with me, then go away. I wish there were viable male escorts where I lived...

wednesday86
10-10-2015, 03:36 PM
So I got it on with the doctor guy and he told me he loved me in the middle of it...and after his friend called and he referred to me as his girlfriend. And he bought me a toothbrush and stuff and said i could leave some of my clothes at his place...so i apparently I'm in a relationship.

Selina M
10-10-2015, 04:51 PM
So I got it on with the doctor guy and he told me he loved me in the middle of it...and after his friend called and he referred to me as his girlfriend. And he bought me a toothbrush and stuff and said i could leave some of my clothes at his place...so i apparently I'm in a relationship.

Um.. I know it's none of my biz and you said you've been out of love with your husband for a while, but don't you think this is a bit... fast?

wednesday86
10-11-2015, 12:07 AM
Um.. I know it's none of my biz and you said you've been out of love with your husband for a while, but don't you think this is a bit... fast?

Yes i do. He's doing it. I mean I don't really want him seeing other people and I don't want to see anyone else so i don't mind being exclusive but I'll just try not to marry this one for a few years lol. I honestly don't know what to do in this situation. I told him I'm not ready to say the L word yet...but what else can I say? "No stop liking me so much!" It seems like every time I tell him I want to take it slow it just eggs him on.

miss.a.p1600
10-11-2015, 08:16 AM
I'm hungry as a motherf*cker and only food I have means I have to stand over the stove and cook it. Times like this I want to hit the intercom like "Sandra (my robotic housemaid) I want a breakfast burrito" and 3-5 min later I'm eating good.

*sigh*

Now I must go and forage for breakfast and coffee until my lazy a$$ makes it to the grocery store. Better to eat before hitting the grocery cause a hungry stomach will ruin my budget grocery planning.

I must cook more.

Aurora_Sunset
10-11-2015, 08:52 AM
I really am totally happy being single, and don't even desire sex, when I'm away from men that I actually like. I can't even picture myself with anyone, either emotionally or physically, unless I actually like someone in the moment. But yesterday, I ran into my neighbor who I used to have a major crush on (but he has a gf now), and one of my exes also contacted me cuz he was in town (but I had plans with friends already), and, combined, this actually revved up feelings and made me feel really lonely. I ended up flirting with this guy that I would probably think is unattractive in the light of day, and making out with him briefly outside a bar.

It's not that I need a man, and it's not that I'm staunchly single out of a hatred of men either. I just really only like a few men out of the hundreds I meet, and those are the only ones who can inspire actual emotions and lust in me. But I can never "get" those guys, so I end up either suppressing everything and not even thinking about dating or sex, or I get so upset about it that I act out in totally inappropriate ways.

baer45
10-11-2015, 11:11 AM
I hate her too. I think Susana Martinez, Olympia Snow, Elizabeth Warren, or Nicky Haley are much more qualified for the position. Honorary mention to Condy Rice. Diane Feinstein, Nanci Pelosi and Sarah Palin are other ones that I dislike as much as HRC.


I know this is politics related, sorry.

Yes, be careful when you talk about politics here, i received a warning before. However, I feel hatred for her personality. she's mean, phoney, a liar, power hunger... And the worst, she's always trying "represent" us...like "it's about time for America to have a female president...", yes, any woman but you. You don't know a god damn thing about our female working class.

baer45
10-11-2015, 11:15 AM
Yes i do. He's doing it. I mean I don't really want him seeing other people and I don't want to see anyone else so i don't mind being exclusive but I'll just try not to marry this one for a few years lol. I honestly don't know what to do in this situation. I told him I'm not ready to say the L word yet...but what else can I say? "No stop liking me so much!" It seems like every time I tell him I want to take it slow it just eggs him on.


I am with Selina on this one. not that I don't think your newly found love isn't a nice catch. He should really go slow on you, you just got divorced...did I see word "babe" somewhere also? ARe you sure?


What I would say in a situation like this:
I understand that you are very fond of me, and I can tell you that the feeling is mutual. I have no trouble to get physical with you, But as you know that I am a very delicated person at the monent, would you be patient with me and let me pace myself?

buttonpop
10-11-2015, 11:56 AM
I just really only like a few men out of the hundreds I meet, and those are the only ones who can inspire actual emotions and lust in me. But I can never "get" those guys, so I end up either suppressing everything and not even thinking about dating or sex, or I get so upset about it that I act out in totally inappropriate ways.

This is so true for me its unreal. I usually have to rely on exes for casual sex because I need there to be some level of connection to even get aroused. Now that I'm living in a new city where I know nobody, i'm going crazy. I dont have time for a relationship, and haven't met anyone I remotely like, all I want is sex, but I can't have casual sex with people I don't know or like.

meanwhile i'm literally crawling with sexual frustration.

Genoveve
10-11-2015, 12:33 PM
I need there to be some level of connection to even get aroused. Now that I'm living in a new city where I know nobody, i'm going crazy. I dont have time for a relationship, and haven't met anyone I remotely like, all I want is sex, but I can't have casual sex with people I don't know or like.

meanwhile i'm literally crawling with sexual frustration.

Same. Same same same.

charlie61
10-11-2015, 01:34 PM
Yes i do. He's doing it. I mean I don't really want him seeing other people and I don't want to see anyone else so i don't mind being exclusive but I'll just try not to marry this one for a few years lol. I honestly don't know what to do in this situation. I told him I'm not ready to say the L word yet...but what else can I say? "No stop liking me so much!" It seems like every time I tell him I want to take it slow it just eggs him on.

We should move this conversation to your thread so we can all stay updated on your dating progress! I have to say that it's a HUGE red flag to me whenever someone professes feelings for me that don't match up to the time we've spent together. Huge turnoff, huge no-no. Like, bro, you've known me for five minutes... y u so desperate / emotionally immature? That's 'move on' material for me.

DonaDiabla
10-11-2015, 04:18 PM
Honestly, I just love October.So many of my customers this month want to talk about blood drinking, slasher fantasies, and having sex with creepy things. Yuck, just keep paying for my time...perverts! Seriously, my customers always think out of the box and I must love them for that.

Aurora_Sunset
10-11-2015, 07:45 PM
I brought Mexican leftovers to the hotel I'm staying at tonight, but no silverware. Because I paranoidly feel like I'd be a nuisance if I just went to the front desk and asked for a plastic fork, I'm using the two stir sticks in the little "coffee packets" as makeshift chopsticks for a goopey burrito.

LaurenAus
10-11-2015, 10:26 PM
I really am totally happy being single, and don't even desire sex, when I'm away from men that I actually like. I can't even picture myself with anyone, either emotionally or physically, unless I actually like someone in the moment. But yesterday, I ran into my neighbor who

It's not that I need a man, and it's not that I'm staunchly single out of a hatred of men either. I just really only like a few men out of the hundreds I meet, and those are the only ones who can inspire actual emotions and lust in me. But I can never "get" those guys, so I end up either suppressing everything and not even thinking about dating or sex, or I get so upset about it that I act out in totally inappropriate ways.

Very true for me too :/

22lligm
10-12-2015, 11:56 AM
I'm finding it impossible to feel sorry for people who come on here for advice for a stressful life situation, argue with logic, don't take our advice, and come back a month or two later with the same problems.

Seriously!

xStacey
10-12-2015, 05:48 PM
I have a huge crush on my family law teacher. He's so smart, handsome and nice! He's a celebrity in his field, considered the best in the province, always appears on TV, his resume is 45 pages long (I stalked lol). He's not cocky at all, I sent him an e-mail on Friday night and wasn't expecting him to reply so quickly but he asked for my number and called me on Saturday at 8 pm and spent 30 mins on the phone to answer my questions. The exam is on Tuesday and Monday morning at 8 am I sent him an e-mail because I wasn't sure if he wanted me to call him directly although he called without hidden number and told me not to hesitate if I have any other questions and he called me right away at 10 am although it was a holiday here :lovestruc

I could barely focus on what he was saying the first time he called me I was paying attention to his voice oh my god he has such a sexy voice...

amberlly
10-12-2015, 06:14 PM
There is this really annoying thing goes on at work - the support staff announce how they would never sell themselves ever. Repeatedly.

The faux innocence gets annoying.

lynn2009
10-13-2015, 02:06 AM
I just got a really creepy text from a local phone number that I recognize but can't remember who it is :/ all I keep thinking of that it is my old disposable cell phone number in which case that is ENDLESSLY creepy because that hasn't left my apartment since March by this point.

audrey_k
10-13-2015, 10:32 AM
Even after not stepping foot in a strip club for over a year at this point I still think constantly "that would be a good song to dance to" and have the urge to write it down. Old habits die hard.

lynn2009
10-13-2015, 06:52 PM
This is probably too bitchy and horrible for most people to ever think, much less admit to but I literally cannot go a single day without at least one homeless person harassing me on the street for money, not to mention the dozens of others that I pass, or a train token and it drives me insane. I consider myself a generous person, I donate, but not on the street so I always ignore them and I can't even walk 1.5 blocks to the drug store without at least one total stranger bothering me. And pretty often when I walk past they will should 'god bless you' or something and it's so fucking obnoxious, as if they are doing me a big favor by forgiving my heartless self. Honestly, shut the hell up.

Glamourmilf
10-13-2015, 10:58 PM
This is probably too bitchy and horrible for most people to ever think, much less admit to but I literally cannot go a single day without at least one homeless person harassing me on the street for money, not to mention the dozens of others that I pass, or a train token and it drives me insane. I consider myself a generous person, I donate, but not on the street so I always ignore them and I can't even walk 1.5 blocks to the drug store without at least one total stranger bothering me. And pretty often when I walk past they will should 'god bless you' or something and it's so fucking obnoxious, as if they are doing me a big favor by forgiving my heartless self. Honestly, shut the hell up.

You know what? I had that happen every damn day at my last apartment in the city. They even slept in front of my building, and would piss all over it.(
I was working nonstop to try to keep up with my very expensive apt., that I became resentful of them harassing me for money each time I walked past them.
I would think to myself.. "If I have to suck and fuck dick to survive, so should You!" Harsh maybe, but idgaf.
I was thinking about this just yesterday, when there appear to be homeless people everywhere in this new town I just moved to.
I just hope they mind their business and leave me the f..k alone!
I'm soo NOT in the mood for their shit anymore!

Selina M
10-15-2015, 06:27 AM
Apparently I have started tying my self-worth to how much I make at work. I have to be good at everything I do and I will drive myself bonkers until I am. Even though I know it's the club that sucks ass and not me... Can't turn off the anxiety brain.

So here I sit, having gotten up at 5am after interrupted sleep all night and taking a bath, in which I first thought about how quaint and Sylvia Plath/person destined for the nuthouse that looks, and then seriously contemplated whether I am actually good at being a stripper and whether I shouldn't just quit.

It makes me feel like a fail as a stripper because I hate talking to guys for more than 5 minutes (and even that is a stretch sometimes), and I don't want to sell rooms because I don't want to entertain that person for an hour. I would rather just do a few $20 dances for each guy and work in a lapdance-factory style club. On any given shift lately, my brain goes "if you were good at this you'd go sit with those guys at the bar and charm them and sell them dances, but you SUCK so you choose not to approach them" Even though deep down I know they're time wasters anyway. Shit like that.

baer45
10-15-2015, 01:51 PM
Apparently I have started tying my self-worth to how much I make at work. I have to be good at everything I do and I will drive myself bonkers until I am. Even though I know it's the club that sucks ass and not me... Can't turn off the anxiety brain.

So here I sit, having gotten up at 5am after interrupted sleep all night and taking a bath, in which I first thought about how quaint and Sylvia Plath/person destined for the nuthouse that looks, and then seriously contemplated whether I am actually good at being a stripper and whether I shouldn't just quit.

It makes me feel like a fail as a stripper because I hate talking to guys for more than 5 minutes (and even that is a stretch sometimes), and I don't want to sell rooms because I don't want to entertain that person for an hour. I would rather just do a few $20 dances for each guy and work in a lapdance-factory style club. On any given shift lately, my brain goes "if you were good at this you'd go sit with those guys at the bar and charm them and sell them dances, but you SUCK so you choose not to approach them" Even though deep down I know they're time wasters anyway. Shit like that.

That's one of those things that I dislike stripping. You have to be good at "selling" yourself to customers. A lot of them are assholes. I was never comfortable to talk to people in order to sell them something. I like to talk with people and figure out what's going on in their mind. Selling is never my strong suit. Being an escort, you don't have to sell people things since they already decided to buy your "stuff". Talking is just one simple step to eliminate awkwardness if it's the first date. I would talk with people and take notes in my mind before we remove our clothes... I write down the things people tell me and intentionally mention those things in the next appointment. You would be surprised how those gentlemen appreciate that you remember their shit. Sometimes my clients ask me to work for them in real life. The truth is, I am still not good at selling anything. But I keep myself interesting.

Selina M
10-15-2015, 03:11 PM
That's one of those things that I dislike stripping. You have to be good at "selling" yourself to customers. A lot of them are assholes. I was never comfortable to talk to people in order to sell them something. I like to talk with people and figure out what's going on in their mind. Selling is never my strong suit. Being an escort, you don't have to sell people things since they already decided to buy your "stuff". Talking is just one simple step to eliminate awkwardness if it's the first date. I would talk with people and take notes in my mind before we remove our clothes... I write down the things people tell me and intentionally mention those things in the next appointment. You would be surprised how those gentlemen appreciate that you remember their shit. Sometimes my clients ask me to work for them in real life. The truth is, I am still not good at selling anything. But I keep myself interesting.

Yeah I dunno, I can sell, but I don't enjoy it in the club setting. I would be happier selling cars or something... would certainly eliminate the "But what do I GET" thing. Plus if a guy walks onto a car lot, you know he's interested in buying something, not just there to hang out in the lobby... strip clubs are 80% weeding the bullshit customers out from those who actually came in intending to spend money.

Honestly I think I just hate the variable income and accompanying mental stress. I can pay a bill, not have anything due for 2 weeks and still be like "Ok but we gotta think about this next bill" because it's so unpredictable in most clubs here. It's exhausting. So is talking to the asshats. I used to be really nice, albeit quiet with resting bitch face, but now I'm just an ice queen bitch because I'm so drained from being all charming to strangers at work. It takes me days to recover, so I don't wanna talk to ANYONE outside work.

I think I would do better financially and mentally as an escort. They book you, the $$ is paid upfront, then you can then focus on making the hour enjoyable for the guy without having to be on guard about is he wasting your time or going to rip you off. I'd be much more inclined to care about people's bullshit if I had already been paid for it instead of having to care, THEN try to get paid for it.

baer45
10-15-2015, 04:02 PM
Honestly I think I just hate the variable income and accompanying mental stress.

I think I would do better financially and mentally as an escort. They book you, the $$ is paid upfront, then you can then focus on making the hour enjoyable for the guy without having to be on guard about is he wasting your time or going to rip you off. I'd be much more inclined to care about people's bullshit if I had already been paid for it instead of having to care, THEN try to get paid for it.

unstable income is certainly stressful. My transition from dancing to escorting was really quick after I finished my college degree. I believe I was also under my friends influence. The point I want to make is, even work as escort, your income is also unpredictable unless you have enough regulars. Hopefully you would have enough savings before the rainy days. Escorting could achieve that.

Before one gets into escort business, she should fully assess the possible outcomes. Pros and cons. I have had hard time before, which was no less stressful than how you feel right now. Escorting also complicates the relationships a great deal. There are so many variables...

add:A friend of mine, is also an escort. She's beautiful. She works in a car dealership as a financial manager. I guess someone can find sort of balance, having a full time or part time vanilla job.

Elektra Luxx
10-15-2015, 09:44 PM
Selina M and baer45, great little chat. I would definitely subscribe to a thread where you two ladies discuss the little ins and outs of our business.

Elektra Luxx
10-15-2015, 09:49 PM
I guess someone can find sort of balance, having a full time or part time vanilla job.

Having an 8 to 4 vanilla job to fall back on makes escorting way less stressful. Well, financially less stressful.

Glamourmilf
10-15-2015, 10:14 PM
Note to self: Must get new iPhone, Apple Watch, and Mac ... Stat!

I just watched a presentation on the Apple watch a couple of days ago. So many cool features. I def want one too.
When ru getting yours?

miss.a.p1600
10-15-2015, 11:25 PM
I just watched a presentation on the Apple watch a couple of days ago. So many cool features. I def want one too.
When ru getting yours? Sweet! I probably won't be getting one till around Christmas. Argh! I have to wait.


I guess I should post another confession. I like when the mail delivery guys are hot! I enjoy seeing them [email protected] near sprinting as they try to meet all their deliveries in time and using their muscles to lift heavy packages. I wish they had their shirts off with their chests oiled up.

Glamourmilf
10-16-2015, 01:36 AM
Sweet! I probably won't be getting one till around Christmas. Argh! I have to wait.


I guess I should post another confession. I like when the mail delivery guys are hot! I enjoy seeing them [email protected] near sprinting as they try to meet all their deliveries in time and using their muscles to lift heavy packages. I wish they had their shirts of with their chests oiled up.

^^I enjoy that too!
Im prob gonna get my apple watch at xmas too. Or if someone gets it off my wishlist.

audrey_k
10-16-2015, 06:20 PM
I'm so happy in my job right now, I love what I'm doing and my boss is tough but she's really taken me on as her protege and is super focused on my development and has me doing a ton of really senior and interesting tasks and not just junior bullshit. There's a million things I love about having a regular full time permanent role.

But I am DYING to just take a couple weeks off and dance. I just have no desire to dance in London, I hate it. It sucks because if I could just dance a few nights every month or even couple of months it would make me so happy. I miss making a huge chunk of cash, I miss dancing on a pole, I miss the rush of making a big sale with a customer. What I miss the most of the USA right now is having good decent clubs with good potential to make money and flexible scheduling. Even if I found a place I could stand here, no one is going to let me work every other weekend. I don't want to go back to dancing full time, but I would love to do occasional shifts. I hate the way dancing is in this country.

Elektra Luxx
10-16-2015, 07:46 PM
I'm currently going through a extremely wild phase in my life. I'm doing everything to the extreme lately. I have a multi-hour, multi-client appointment tomorrow night and I'm wishing that I hadn't made the commitment. Did you ever do something because you thought it was going to make you edgy, rebellious, non-conformist, but afterward it just felt wrong no matter what kind of spin you put on it to tell yourself it was what you wanted to do in the first place?

So here's the math. Me + lonely + sadness + too much time to think = do something you regret

OliveJardin
10-17-2015, 02:08 AM
My Mother just called to tell me that a family member just passed. I confess that I wish I didn't know at this moment and could have dealt with it when I'm not going to have to put up with a weekend crowd and a long shift. The worst part is that my Father is away atm (out of ph reception) and won't know for a few days. He was very close to the deceased and is going to take it terribly as he is also battling cancer :'( :'(.

simone87
10-17-2015, 01:35 PM
on my birthday night i woke up at like 5 am and couldn't get back to sleep because it hit me that its been 10 years since i turned 18 and i felt panic stricken and depressed at the same time..for a second i wished that i would wake up and it would still be my 18th birthday instead..until i realized how shit my life was until around age 24 and why the hell would i ever wanna go back to that hell. i know i can still pass for 23 so i'm not going to care how old i get, all that matters is how i look and feel.

SweetJulia
10-17-2015, 04:21 PM
Is it too late to get out of it? If you're really uncomfortable and don't need the money, put your mental health above the guys you we're gonna see. I've always regretted reckless sex, except once.
I'm currently going through a extremely wild phase in my life. I'm doing everything to the extreme lately. I have a multi-hour, multi-client appointment tomorrow night and I'm wishing that I hadn't made the commitment. Did you ever do something because you thought it was going to make you edgy, rebellious, non-conformist, but afterward it just felt wrong no matter what kind of spin you put on it to tell yourself it was what you wanted to do in the first place?

So here's the math. Me + lonely + sadness + too much time to think = do something you regret

baer45
10-17-2015, 08:52 PM
I stepped on dog shit with barefoot on the grass while I was doing yoga in the park this morning. And i had an appointment this afternoon. He has a feet fetish.

xStacey
10-18-2015, 03:43 AM
I want to be fucked like a little slut.

lynn2009
10-18-2015, 06:08 PM
A couple nights ago I started looking at homes for sale via foreclosure because I think that's my best shot at a house soonish and then tonight that escalated into looking at real houses for sale and there's one for 310k but it's sooo pretty with a big yard for all the babies and all the dogs to play in and I'm like I MUST HAVE IT IMMEDIATELY.

whirlerz
10-18-2015, 06:20 PM
A couple nights ago I started looking at homes for sale via foreclosure because I think that's my best shot at a house soonish and then tonight that escalated into looking at real houses for sale and there's one for 310k but it's sooo pretty with a big yard for all the babies and all the dogs to play in and I'm like I MUST HAVE IT IMMEDIATELY.

IKR? ^:yes:

buttonpop
10-19-2015, 04:23 PM
The dry spell I've been complaining about on here for the last few months? Apparently its over. with a bang. (literally).

Somehow the universe brought me 2 cute dudes who were both AMAZING in bed in one day. Thats right, i hooked up with 2 guys in one day (not at the same time-- one in the morning and one at night (with a shower in between)).

i've been asking the universe to bring me some relief for weeks now. apparently it was coming in the form of a slow moving flood. hahah.

Damn i love being a lil slut. Now I have to figure out how to navigate the fact that they both like me. can someone explain to me how casual dating works???

Elektra Luxx
10-19-2015, 09:47 PM
I fighting the urge to go to my ex-bfs apartment right now. Just show up unexpectedly.

Elektra Luxx
10-19-2015, 10:24 PM
Have you ever written several paragraphs just completely trashing someone on this forum because they are so self-righteous and diluted and they posted something that really just pissed you off to no end!!! And all you had to do was press the "Post Quick Reply" to post it, but instead you pressed "Cancel" button just because you want to avoid the inevitable shit storm!!!

No? Nope, I never feel like that either, just checking.

Aniela
10-20-2015, 03:15 AM
Have you ever written several paragraphs just completely trashing someone on this forum because they are so self-righteous and diluted and they posted something that really just pissed you off to no end!!! And all you had to do was press the "Post Quick Reply" to post it, but instead you pressed "Cancel" button just because you want to avoid the inevitable shit storm!!!

No? Nope, I never feel like that either, just checking.

It may not be the most kosher use of the 'Restore Auto-Saved Content' button, but that is an option …