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carmen_b
11-02-2015, 05:27 AM
Can you believe adult stores / vibrators are illegal in Thailand ?!?
Haha. I was quite shocked. I assumed Id be able to buy one here and have a sexy souvenir - ha.
This is one of those " it'll be funny later " things. These old creeps can get blown at a fraction of the cost at home and I can't even get a vibrating egg.
carmen_b
11-02-2015, 05:32 AM
Some of my most rugged friends say it was terrible. Others just say they would never go back. There's honestly at least 50 countries on my list WAY above it ...
A friend of mine asked me to travel with her to India. I was like, hell no. There are Japan, China, South Korea, Singapore, hongkong, taiwan in Asia I would consider to visit. The other places are as dangerous as amazon to me. Just go watch movie "no escape" and "the art of killing" if you disagree with me.
baer45
11-02-2015, 08:42 AM
Some of my most rugged friends say it was terrible. Others just say they would never go back. There's honestly at least 50 countries on my list WAY above it ...
India? I met one guy when I was working for an insurance company. His fiancee is indian, naturely he went to india with her. They stayed in a four star hotel and the bathroom was so dirty that he had to walk to a nearby five star hotel to do his business. The worst, local food didn't agree with his stomach...
Another my slutty friend went there. She told me india has some most erotic temples she has ever seen. And yes, it's risky for white female to walk around in india as newspaper advised.
wednesday86
11-02-2015, 09:30 AM
I've been having baby fever really bad lately. I want to hold every baby I see and get all warm and fuzzy when I see one on tv or pictures. My little boy won't let me snuggle him like he used to because he's in that Independent phase. I never thought I would want another one, but maybe I just didn't want another one with my lazy ass ex. Someday....
charlie61
11-02-2015, 11:32 AM
I literally cannot believe I'm dancing regularly again (and have been for over six months). I thought dancing was something I'd leave behind, permanently, after my four-year stint from 18-22. But I'm doing it again. I feel so much healthier this time around, in every way. And I'm so thankful for how things have worked out so far. Coming back has helped me let go of so many negative dancing-related emotions that had lingered after my first retirement.
xStacey
11-02-2015, 12:29 PM
I have to stop talking to my ex and stalking his Instagram and Facebook. It's been three years and I still can't get over him. This has to stop because it's not going anywhere beside hurting myself. Even during the time we stopped talking, I still checked his Facebook and Instagram daily, which made it even harder to forget him. I know this is creepy but I am so obsessed with him and I still have feelings for him. This really has to stop. He doesn't treat me well and all he does is hurt me but I can't get over him :(
whirlerz
11-02-2015, 03:35 PM
Can you try a codependent group hon? I know exactly what you mean, I was that way about an ex-'friend'. It took me awhile. But now I work on the healing, & be aware to NEVER let that happen again, it's so damaging, I can't tell you.
simone87
11-03-2015, 10:25 AM
so the club i'm at now, i discovered last week that is the norm for girls to give hand jobs at the bar, and its what guys expect. i'm just feeling so tired and beaten down right now about it, i think its because i took such a long break and i got "soft" again..just like with your knees, your psyche toughens up, but right now its aching just like my joints. the guys are so nasty. i had an old man pull his dick out and rub it along my leg!! i was like "Wtf are you doing?" "oh, just fucking your leg". what are you, a pomeranian humping my calf?? fucking gross. *sigh* i just dont know
Glamourmilf
11-03-2015, 10:32 AM
so the club i'm at now, i discovered last week that is the norm for girls to give hand jobs at the bar, and its what guys expect.
Huh? Jeesus! Wtf! I can't even.
What ru going to do? Find another club?
baer45
11-03-2015, 10:39 AM
The infamous strip club peer pressure. /cue dramatic music
Vyanka
11-03-2015, 10:39 AM
so the club i'm at now, i discovered last week that is the norm for girls to give hand jobs at the bar, and its what guys expect. i'm just feeling so tired and beaten down right now about it, i think its because i took such a long break and i got "soft" again..just like with your knees, your psyche toughens up, but right now its aching just like my joints. the guys are so nasty. i had an old man pull his dick out and rub it along my leg!! i was like "Wtf are you doing?" "oh, just fucking your leg". what are you, a pomeranian humping my calf?? fucking gross. *sigh* i just dont know
Damn, that is aweful. And how is this place not even shut down yet?
simone87
11-03-2015, 11:08 AM
i have no idea, i guess the girls are just "descrete" about it, at least that's how they put it..i had no idea until one told me that's what's going on, i just didn't know why all these guys at the bar though it was ok to try and touch me. i had one guy last night buy me a drink and then try and grab my thong region and when i jumped back he just got up and walked over to the next girl. sorry to thread jack!! i'll be quiet now haha
kaninchen
11-03-2015, 06:29 PM
^ OMG. That place sounds scary! Stay safe.
kaninchen
11-03-2015, 06:31 PM
My confession is that I ate soy hotdogs for both breakfast and lunch.
Me:
http://media.giphy.com/media/3oEdv3qg9jPjBoqjyE/giphy.gif
SimoneGray
11-04-2015, 01:08 AM
I confess that I cannot wait for 2015 to be over. Literally worst year of my entire life. I also however feel that somehow my ability to adult has left this year and maybe that's why things have been so bad.
Glamourmilf
11-04-2015, 01:13 AM
I confess that I love to stay up way past my bedtime. The daytime is just too noisy and distracting to me.
SweetJulia
11-04-2015, 05:19 AM
I confess I'm gonna buy a used fur coat today. I'm so anti-fur and love animals, so I'm reasoning that I'm supporting the charity that collected the clothes and exploiting whoever bought it for tons of money and donated it.
wednesday86
11-04-2015, 09:53 AM
I really want to sell my tv, all my stuff, take my son and just move to China or somewhere and teach English, and escape. I know my ex would never let me, but I can dream. Maybe I'll just go wander around southeast Asia for a month or so. I need an adventure badly.
Glamourmilf
11-04-2015, 11:51 AM
I confess I'm gonna buy a used fur coat today. I'm so anti-fur and love animals, so I'm reasoning that I'm supporting the charity that collected the clothes and exploiting whoever bought it for tons of money and donated it.
Do it! I love buying used furs from the stores that give to good causes. I only get to wear it a month or so ou of the year, but whatevs.
Vyanka
11-05-2015, 07:53 AM
I've been drinking a lot at work lately, due to stress. I need to quit. I don't need alcohol to make money. I'm not trying to be one of those ppl that depends on it to socialize.
I must get some penis over the wknd. At least that doesn't cause liver damage. :D
Aurora_Sunset
11-05-2015, 08:41 AM
I think I'm going to start writing fanfiction again. I have so many half-finished stories (from years ago), and when I read through I'm like "holy shit, I used to write fiction really well!" But I can't write like that these days unless I get into a specific groove... So I've spent the last few days getting high, watching anime, and reading fangirl fanfiction to get back to that mindset.
I've never been against nerdy things (obviously), but I've never felt like the kind of person who was into it all because it's an "escape." But that's how I feel lately. Doing all this reminds me of how simple my life was in high school when I first started writing, and I like having that feeling back for a few hours.
miss.a.p1600
11-05-2015, 10:34 AM
I'm not usually the one to gloat in other people's misery but these f*ckers deserve several seats on the misery express.
So I Found out the ex and his homewrecking now ex wife have been going through divorce. I can't help but want to laugh in both their faces. bwahahahah!
If I had her number I'd call her up like "how does it feel to know your husband been f*cking you and the entire female community - raw- and your 'save a marriage' baby backfired? Too bad there's physical proof of his infidelity. Don't walk, run to the nearest std clinic. Too bad the lies you've been told from day 1 are just now becoming divorce worthy but I guess money makes you lose your mind."
Then I'd call his a$$ like "hey dude, looks like your captain save a hoe plan backfired and look at you now. Wack a$$. Enjoy your miserable life with your disgruntled ball and chains!"
Haha stupid hoes!
kaninchen
11-05-2015, 11:34 AM
I've spent the last few days getting high, watching anime, and reading fangirl fanfiction to get back to that mindset.
I totally want to be your best friend.
Glamourmilf
11-05-2015, 12:13 PM
[QUOTE=miss.a.p1600;2817144]I'm not usually the one to gloat in other people's misery but these f*ckers deserve several seats on the misery express.
So I Found out the ex and his homewrecking now ex wife have been going through divorce. I can't help but want to laugh in both their faces. bwahahahah!
If I had her number I'd call her up like "how does it feel to know your husband been f*cking you and the entire female community - raw- and your 'save a marriage' baby backfired? Too bad the mistress baby is same age as your baby lol!!! Don't walk, run to the nearest std clinic. Too bad the lies you've been told from day 1 are just now becoming divorce worthy but I guess money makes you lose your mind."
Then I'd call his a$$ like "hey dude, looks like your captain save a hoe plan backfired and look at you now. Wack a$$. Enjoy your miserable life with your disgruntled ball and chains!"
Tiss no better feeling. Go ahead and gloat.
When my first fiance cheated on me with his ex, AND got her prgnant and married her.......
I was only 20 yrs old, and felt so hurt, humiliated, and betrayed......
I used to meet him in shady motels and fuck the holy hell out of him.
Felt sooooo gratifying. I hated him, so I felt nothing. It was knowing that she was waiting at home with what became 3 screaming brats, while he was out cheating on her.
miss.a.p1600
11-05-2015, 12:52 PM
Thanks so much girl! My situation quite similar. However if I ever let him experience physical pleasure with me again (which chance of that is a million to one because I don't get aroused by him anymore and my walls would probably go dry) then it would only be for him to
[email protected] but last I remember he wasn't really good at that.
Lol @ her waiting around for him and loosing her mind with them kids
Glamourmilf
11-05-2015, 01:21 PM
Lol @ her waiting around for him and loosing her mind with them kids[/QUOTE]
Ikr? Plus, she lost her figure almost immediately after the 1st kid, yet mine was tight as a drum!
miss.a.p1600
11-05-2015, 01:38 PM
Lol @ her waiting around for him and loosing her mind with them kids
Ikr? Plus, she lost her figure almost immediately after the 1st kid, yet mine was tight as a drum![/QUOTE]
Omg why I'm I crying laughing. Our experience is surprisingly similar. my kid saw his now ex naked by accident and said her titties are hanging real low like grandmas titties plus she apparently hacked off all her hair - did you ever see a classic movie with Angela Basset where she cut all her hair off after she found out her husband of many years left her and her kids for a young tight blonde.
QueenBitch
11-05-2015, 01:50 PM
so my "best friend" (lol. just. LOL.) had been lying to me for a fucking year. I ditched her a couple weeks back because I kept discovering more lies and she was really jealous of my boyfriend and fucked him over for something important. so I was done. everything she told me was a fucking lie. I did EVERYTHING for her. She even lied about a suicide attempt. she and a couple other friends all chipped in to get me a new speaker for my birthday and she had the money...and kept it.
that's just the tip of the iceberg unfortunately. I wish I could fuck her over now, yada yada it's not nice blabla. well I'm not very nice when you piss me off. I have SO MUCH DIRT on her. if I were to talk to her boyfriend she'd be out on the street in 10 seconds. I'm not even exaggerating here. man I wish I could ugh.
I'm just gonna bide my time. either she'll fuck it up herself, or an opportunity will present itself :)
and don't give me any of that shit about negative energy and whatnot. I take great pleasure in fucking people over if they did me wrong. like it makes my entire week. I'll be cackling for days straight.
baer45
11-05-2015, 02:18 PM
I got three calls from three different countries to ask for the same person. Someone must bave had this phone number before. It made me wonder, who was this Alisa? was she dead? was she part of the international scam? or was she a CIA handler?
xStacey
11-05-2015, 02:54 PM
My law school experience improved dramatically once I stopped trying to be friendly and socialize with people I despise and don't get along with. I applied what I learned at the SC, ignore, ignore, ignore, ignore and do my thing. People probably think I'm snobby or antisocial but I am not a hypocrite and pretending is way too draining.
buttonpop
11-05-2015, 04:45 PM
I think I'm going to start writing fanfiction again.
What do you write fanfiction about?
I feel like it would be a really great way to practice what I wanna do for my career, which is write for tv, because fanfiction is all about creating storylines that are in line with already developed characters, yes? Im curious and know nothing about that world.
Glamourmilf
11-05-2015, 05:35 PM
Ikr? Plus, she lost her figure almost immediately after the 1st kid, yet mine was tight as a drum!
Omg why I'm I crying laughing. Our experience is surprisingly similar. my kid saw his now ex naked by accident and said her titties are hanging real low like grandmas titties plus she apparently hacked off all her hair - did you ever see a classic movie with Angela Basset where she cut all her hair off after she found out her husband of many years left her and her kids for a young tight blonde.[/QUOTE]
Do u remember the name of the movie? I love Angela Basset! She's on American Horror story.
charlie61
11-05-2015, 06:34 PM
A'ight pookies. Get a room. ;)
Glamourmilf
11-05-2015, 06:47 PM
Im beginning to think that Aileen Wuornos was misunderstood.:-\
22lligm
11-05-2015, 09:45 PM
I'm struggling trying to figure out a schedule and which clubs to work at since theres so many. I've been so tired too since clubs are open so much later and I've been drinking during my shifts so I'm sure that doesn't help at all. I think these first few weeks will be a little rough patch since I'm figuring everything out, still need some furniture, and I'm already flying home in two weeks for thanksgiving so I'll miss like a week of work. I love the holidays but this isn't the best time for me! But I do love my apartment and my area so much I can totally see myself living out here a lot longer than just a year. Idk what my confession is I'm just trying to figure all this shit out lol. I wish I could work everyday and not get tired but that's impossible. I can barely even work two days in a row! Back home I was mostly working dayshifts so I think it made it easier to work more days in a row but once I work a really late nightshift it just kills me for some reason.
Oo and I started reading the Total Money Makeover book by Dave Ramsey and its so motivating and has a lot of good info. I don't know anything when it comes to finance & it lays out the basics really well and in a non complicated way. It's made me want to stop using credit and pay strictly in cash. It's also motivating me to work a lot and save everything I can. I definitely recommend! (This is probably for the book club thread) I'm glad I'm out here though I feel like I'm in my own little bubble where I'm strictly focused on myself & my finances. No more wasting time!
Elektra Luxx
11-05-2015, 10:32 PM
My grandpa had an endoscopy of his colon and the doctor found something. They scheduled him for surgery in 2 weeks.
Me: "Wow, that's quick. This came from nowhere, good thing they found it".
It turns out that he's been bleeding for months.
Me: Months!!! What do you mean months?!! This is the first I've heard of this! Ahh, Hello?!! Why didn't I know about this?
Grandparents: "Oh, we didn't want to worry anyone".
First instant reaction, worry. Then, "I'm fucking pissed" because they didn't say anything, but I'm a worrier, so passed quickly. My mom is the same way. We just hold each other and just cry. My grandma and my sisters don't show worry, they're like "Okay, what's the plan of attack." So I'm thinking it must be serious because they told everyone. Last year around this time, he had a heart attack and he almost died. I'm worried.
miss.a.p1600
11-06-2015, 11:30 AM
Omg why I'm I crying laughing. Our experience is surprisingly similar. my kid saw his now ex naked by accident and said her titties are hanging real low like grandmas titties plus she apparently hacked off all her hair - did you ever see a classic movie with Angela Basset where she cut all her hair off after she found out her husband of many years left her and her kids for a young tight blonde.
Do u remember the name of the movie? I love Angela Basset! She's on American Horror story.[/QUOTE]
yeah it was Waiting To Exhale.....the scene where her husband walks in and announces he's leaving her for his secretary is classic! She goes off...snatches the woman up, talks trash to him, sells all his sh*t for $1 and burns the rest of his possessions, then she goes and asks the beautician to cut her long hair (in black culture long hair, especially natural, is prized) the beautician wouldn't do it so she grabs the scissors (straight Britney Spears style) and chops if all off herself.
You know a woman is going through something when she cuts her long hair into super short style.
Here is part of the scene I'm talking about
http://youtu.be/ZGwV4mrOCJo
kaninchen
11-06-2015, 12:14 PM
^ OMG I need to watch this!
My confession: I'm so tired of men! I don't want this to come off as some humblebrag, like, "Waaahh, poor me, I always have boyfriends and it's saaaddd!" But I've seriously hardly ever been single for my entire adult life. I think the longest stretch was maybe 3-4 months when I was 20 and another few months when I was 25. I started seeing my current boyfriend two weeks after I left my last one and we made it official two months later.
It bugs me because my reflex is to always put my relationship first, no matter how hard I try not to. I know that's my own fault, though. So, here I am again, barely working because I'm prioritizing spending evenings with my boyfriend over being in the club. He wants me to move in with him but I'm not really ready, even though I haven't spent the night at my place in over a month. Meanwhile all my plants are dying and I'm washing dishes and doing laundry in his apartment like some Stepford Wife. Ugh!
I wish I knew how to balance my living my own life and being in a relationship. I always lose myself around men and I hate it!
whirlerz
11-06-2015, 02:53 PM
I despise movies where a wm cuts her hair off UGH!!
Today I went to rwturn a pr obooties, end up getting another pr in leather so cute & Ideserve them
charlie61
11-06-2015, 03:03 PM
I don't know how cam girls manage to make any money after the website's cut + taxes. If you're on SM where your cut is only like 40%, and then you pay taxes up to 30% of that money... Don't know how you ladies do it!
lynn2009
11-06-2015, 04:02 PM
........
charlie61
11-06-2015, 05:36 PM
*deleted* :-*
wednesday86
11-06-2015, 06:17 PM
I really, really wish I could enjoy dancing again..I miss loving it. I miss how confident I used to be and how I actually looked forward to work, and some nights I never wanted it to end because I was having FUN. I wish I could wave a magic wand and not be completely burnt out.
It's like my love for my husband and my love for my job died all at once. Overnight I became a different person. I think I was using the club as an escape (from him) and now I don't need that crutch anymore...or something...Or maybe I am just burnt out.
charlie61
11-06-2015, 07:26 PM
I really, really wish I could enjoy dancing again..I miss loving it. I miss how confident I used to be and how I actually looked forward to work, and some nights I never wanted it to end because I was having FUN. I wish I could wave a magic wand and not be completely burnt out.
It's like my love for my husband and my love for my job died all at once. Overnight I became a different person. I think I was using the club as an escape (from him) and now I don't need that crutch anymore...or something...Or maybe I am just burnt out.
Dancing is always harder when you're with someone who loves you for you, IME.
Some humor for ya? : https://www.stripperweb.com/forum/showthread.php?145064-You-know-you-have-stripper-burn-out-when
Selina M
11-06-2015, 08:20 PM
I really, really wish I could enjoy dancing again..I miss loving it. I miss how confident I used to be and how I actually looked forward to work, and some nights I never wanted it to end because I was having FUN. I wish I could wave a magic wand and not be completely burnt out.
It's like my love for my husband and my love for my job died all at once. Overnight I became a different person. I think I was using the club as an escape (from him) and now I don't need that crutch anymore...or something...Or maybe I am just burnt out.
I think it stops being fun when we accept it's a job. Sure we can enjoy the good aspects of it, but I don't think it's ever happy-giddy-fun-time after that.
wednesday86
11-07-2015, 08:56 AM
I think it stops being fun when we accept it's a job. Sure we can enjoy the good aspects of it, but I don't think it's ever happy-giddy-fun-time after that.
I do better when I think of myself as a "professional" and embrace it as my "career." That usually lasts about 6-8 months before I want a "career change" and start thinking silly things like "I'm too smart for this. I need a job where I can use my brain!" I'm picking ebay back up again, but in the meantime, I think I'm going to look for a vanilla job. That usually makes me want to RUN back to the pole after a couple weeks. haha
Selina M
11-07-2015, 10:18 AM
^ I do better financially when I treat it as a job, but I get sick of it that much quicker.
I do that with everything though. I think my longest tenure at a vanilla job was a year and a half, and probably bc it was my half-brother's place and he let me do whatever I wanted basically. My one summer job that began in May, I was completely over/disengaged by August, and called in sick and left early the next 2 weeks until it was done.
/threadjack
Cashmere Star
11-07-2015, 12:10 PM
I am so shitty on the pole. I've technically been dancing for a year but since I go so rarely (like whenever I need money) I am forever a noob lol
Glamourmilf
11-07-2015, 12:25 PM
I think it stops being fun when we accept it's a job. Sure we can enjoy the good aspects of it, but I don't think it's ever happy-giddy-fun-time after that.
This reminds me of something one of my best friends told me...(may he rest in peace).
He loved to cook. Loved to go grocery shopping for all the ingredients. All of which i despise.
He could go on and on about cooking, and his eyes would light up.
I asked why he wasn't a chef?
He said that if he HAD to cook, he'd hate it.
DonaDiabla
11-07-2015, 05:44 PM
I am really, really happy about the holidays. I can not wait to make a small and light Thanksgiving meal. :)