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malayataylor
08-17-2010, 08:51 AM
^Don't be the stereotypical sex worker who's dating an asshole!!!
I AM!
and I just broke up with him for the 5th time in a year and 3 months. You won't believe why! He has some major issues.. omg! This is just a disaster. NOOOOOOOOO why did i let him back into my life!
anouk.oui
08-17-2010, 09:11 AM
last night my flatmate and i dropped acid and spraypainted nonsensical images incl caricatures of our new cat onto the wall. and i managed to convince our landlord it was done by the illustrator friend of mine who stroryboarded star wars and red planet and how its gonna do wonders to increase his property value
_Avery_
08-17-2010, 09:48 AM
Delete.
My confession... Im in a foul mood. I hate Veterinary Histology. It makes me want to jab my eyes out. It all looks like squiggly lines and dots to me and I really dont care about it. Is it really necessary for me to know the varying thicknesses and consistencies of Tunica's? :(
Sigh....I have to take Animal Histology this year as a degree requirement and I'm dreading it. I also don't feel like going back to school at all. I just keep telling myself it'll be worth it once I'm done.
Ha, seems like we're all in pissy moods lately.
pixierocksonthepole
08-17-2010, 10:29 AM
I am completely sick of my life. I am unemployed and can't find a job to save my life. The guy I love is being a jerk again yet I put up with it because there aren't many single over 40 guys and I keep hoping eventually he'll commit to me. My biggest fear is being unemployed and a spinster as I age. I've seriously been considering ending it all if things don't go my way. While I hate thought of suicide I hate the thought of being a spinster without a job even more.
I think I may have a friend that could do good for you. ;D
Kellydancer
08-17-2010, 11:04 AM
I think I may have a friend that could do good for you. ;D
A single 40 year old man? I know they are hard to find and it frustrates me. I think last night I was frustrated because I saw wedding photos of this one couple and it upset me because I really want to marry the guy I love, but he's playing games. I gave him a subtle ultimatum because thing have to go somewhere. He either has to commit to me or I won't speak to him.
pixierocksonthepole
08-17-2010, 11:32 AM
A single 40 year old man? I know they are hard to find and it frustrates me. I think last night I was frustrated because I saw wedding photos of this one couple and it upset me because I really want to marry the guy I love, but he's playing games. I gave him a subtle ultimatum because thing have to go somewhere. He either has to commit to me or I won't speak to him.
He is 37 but close enough!! and I have known him for 5 years. He is a great person. So if in the end this isn't working for you, let me know. :)
Kellydancer
08-17-2010, 11:41 AM
He is 37 but close enough!! and I have known him for 5 years. He is a great person. So if in the end this isn't working for you, let me know. :)
Thanks, I will let you know. He sounds nice. I am definitely looking into other options. I could be overreacting but we'll see.
**Sincerely**
08-17-2010, 12:07 PM
I have been *MAD* @ my boyfriend for 3mos now. There i said it.
Harleigh HellKat
08-17-2010, 01:01 PM
i'm mad at mine too. over something stupid, but i don't care. i'm still mad.
malayataylor
08-17-2010, 02:27 PM
WOW! A provider just called me to get a reference and we talked for quite a while. My day's been going pretty shitty! She actually cheered me up. I guess local providers aren't that bad..
I am considering moving when my lease is up (March).
I want to move to a bigger city. It would also be a good move business wise.
I'm thinking up north.
charlie61
08-17-2010, 04:15 PM
I am considering moving when my lease is up (March).
I want to move to a bigger city. It would also be a good move business wise.
I'm thinking up north.
How exciting! Where up north?
malayataylor
08-17-2010, 04:48 PM
How exciting! Where up north?
I'm thinking either Boston or NJ! I imagine NJ is just as expensive as NY but I have booked a two day trip(NJ )next week to find out!
I can't wait till my lease is up! Not because I hate where i live now but I do want a change.
charlie61
08-17-2010, 06:53 PM
I'm thinking either Boston or NJ! I imagine NJ is just as expensive as NY but I have booked a two day trip(NJ )next week to find out!
I can't wait till my lease is up! Not because I hate where i live now but I do want a change.
I respect that you have the balls to just move like that. Not to mention you're willing to leave your client base for entirely new territory!
malayataylor
08-17-2010, 06:57 PM
I respect that you have the balls to just move like that. Not to mention you're willing to leave your client base for entirely new territory!
Make sense.. My clients usually are out of towners anyway (Usually from NJ or NY) That's telling me something. I'd make double what I make now THERE. :)
Being that this is cheapcarolina .. I'd be doing myself a big favor.
anouk.oui
08-17-2010, 07:09 PM
everybodys asking me when i plan on quit smoking but i have no intention of doing so
DirtyLittleSecret
08-17-2010, 08:28 PM
Make sense.. My clients usually are out of towners anyway (Usually from NJ or NY) That's telling me something. I'd make double what I make now THERE. :)
Being that this is cheapcarolina .. I'd be doing myself a big favor.
OMG, YOU, the wonderful powerful Malaya near PA! *squeals like a school girl*
Seriously though, most NY-ers live in PA and work in NY. Just saying. :)
malayataylor
08-17-2010, 08:39 PM
OMG, YOU, the wonderful powerful Malaya near PA! *squeals like a school girl*
Seriously though, most NY-ers live in PA and work in NY. Just saying. :)
:rotfl:
LMFAO @ Powerful!
Im powerful when it comes to everything but my relationship.. sucks!
OOh girl! I've heard sooo many great things about PA! hmmmmmm. I will have to do my research of course.
Is it expensive to live there? I imagine it is.
malayataylor
08-17-2010, 08:50 PM
Lotsa rich white suburbs out where I am though... and scatterd all over PA
:O This was all you had to say! OMG! Sounds like heaven! I'm looking up places there now!
Ladies, Speaking of Philly, This is what came up on the search for philly vip escorts http://www.eros-philly.com/sections/philadelphia_vip_escorts.htm $500 an hour is pretty standard up there for VIP.. So I'd be able to charge 6! OOOH heaven here I come! I will visit first of course before I make my decision but thank girls!
miamia4me
08-17-2010, 09:19 PM
It's not super expensive but not really cheap...I would think middle to middle high. Lived in PA all my life and even though I drive into NYC a lot, I would seriously NEVER live there. As I am sitting here I hear no cars, no horns...just the light sound of crickets in the woods. It's not a bad place at all.
malayataylor
08-17-2010, 09:28 PM
It's not super expensive but not really cheap...I would think middle to middle high. Lived in PA all my life and even though I drive into NYC a lot, I would seriously NEVER live there. As I am sitting here I hear no cars, no horns...just the light sound of crickets in the woods. It's not a bad place at all.
Thank you!
Yeah Philadelphia looks like a very smart move! NYC is too saturated and way too overpriced. Upscale living in Philadelphia is ALMOST same as charlotte pricewise but not a huge difference. I figure I should take a work vacation and check it out. It just looks perfect for business and my personal life right now!
pixierocksonthepole
08-18-2010, 09:26 AM
My husband and I made a deal a long time ago when I retired from dancing. He promised to not join the Marines and I promised not to dance again. I miss dancing. But I would never go back into it unless he joined the Marines. I hope he sticks with the Army. I don't want him in the Marines, ever if I can help it. Even if it means never dancing again in a club.
malayataylor
08-18-2010, 09:41 AM
My husband and I made a deal a long time ago when I retired from dancing. He promised to not join the Marines and I promised not to dance again. I miss dancing. But I would never go back into it unless he joined the Marines. I hope he sticks with the Army. I don't want him in the Marines, ever if I can help it. Even if it means never dancing again in a club.
Why is that if you don't mind me asking? Why don't you want him in the marines I mean? I'm just asking because I have dated a Marine and he was fucking nuts.. ( Like mentally disturbed)
jennsweet
08-18-2010, 11:06 AM
^ya the army/marine guys are a little too whacked out for me too... in my exp, they've always been a little off and im afraid of how their brains are wired.
charlie61
08-18-2010, 01:24 PM
Why is that if you don't mind me asking? Why don't you want him in the marines I mean? I'm just asking because I have dated a Marine and he was fucking nuts.. ( Like mentally disturbed)
Yeah, I've dated 2 Marines, and they were both crazy. They were very respectful towards women (though slightly immature), but otherwise crazy. Emotional intimacy problems like woah.
jennsweet
08-18-2010, 03:11 PM
um, this probably goes without saying, but the 2 marine guys i was with for a while were both mental nutcases... but 2 of the hardest bodies ive ever been with. did you guys notice the same?
malayataylor
08-18-2010, 03:15 PM
um, this probably goes without saying, but the 2 marine guys i was with for a while were both mental nutcases... but 2 of the hardest bodies ive ever been with. did you guys notice the same?
hell yeah!!!
Both you and Charlie are dead on! Nutcase is an understatement.
Harleigh HellKat
08-18-2010, 09:47 PM
Mine is ex army. He has a lot of issues. I used to want to go into the military but I'd never even consider it now. Much respect to those who can.
pixierocksonthepole
08-19-2010, 05:51 AM
Why is that if you don't mind me asking? Why don't you want him in the marines I mean? I'm just asking because I have dated a Marine and he was fucking nuts.. ( Like mentally disturbed)
My ex that I was with for 4 years was a Marine. He is beyond a nutcase. He has some serious mental and emotional issues he needs to figure out. He broke me. Literally traumatized me. I don't think my husband will do that, it just terrifies me. I know my husband is a great man but I know he deserves a better chance than what the Marines will give him. He just got out of the AF and is looking to join the Army. I'm okay with that. I know plenty of Army people that are sane and not wrecking people's lives. He wants to make it a career. I just want to live the rest of my life with him, not a psycho.
_Avery_
08-19-2010, 09:48 AM
I confess,
it may sound stupid, but I was looking up spells last night.
I found a beauty/attraction one.
I tried it.
OMG, last night was AMAZING at work!! :D
it was nice to laugh at my husband with hundreds in my hand after he was laughing at me. :P
Maybe it WAS all in my head, but that's okay. Whatever works. :)
malayataylor
08-19-2010, 10:08 AM
I confess,
it may sound stupid, but I was looking up spells last night.
I found a beauty/attraction one.
I tried it.
OMG, last night was AMAZING at work!! :D
it was nice to laugh at my husband with hundreds in my hand after he was laughing at me. :P
Maybe it WAS all in my head, but that's okay. Whatever works. :)
:O I've done that in the past too I admit!
... BUT I was trying to but a hex on someone that pissed me off! I don't know if it worked but I haven't seen her in a while.
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My confession of the day: So I picked up my boyfriend from the airport. I looked like ummm.... a billion bucks heh ;D The teasing worked... but didn't last for long I JUST COULDN'T HELP MYSELF DAMN!
We had the most awesomest (Yes I said awesomest) sex ever and he's taking me shopping later woot woot! LOL!
P.s we did talk and we'll be starting couples counseling next week. I'm still shocked that he agreed to it.
carmen_b
08-19-2010, 11:40 AM
+1. That army boys are nuts. Mine dated me for 6 months then vNished. He would talk about hating his choice to join , but then re-up. He was a great kisser though. ;(
nuts! Totally nuts yep !
carmen_b
08-19-2010, 11:43 AM
It was only my 2nd time being intimate with new boy. He didn't get me off. I iz sad. ;(
I don't even take long and I played with him forever. I know he works long hours ... But .... Ahhh ... Frustrating. I'm a night owl and have to remember some peoples bodies shut down. Next time ... No visiting or movie. If it's past 10 .. To bed we go !! ;(
malayataylor
08-19-2010, 12:51 PM
*sigh* Harleigh and I are hanging out today again.. but at my place! I'm excited!!!! wooooooooooot!
siliconedoll
08-19-2010, 02:14 PM
My confession- I prefer watching porn and masturbating to actually having sex myself/:O
charlie61
08-19-2010, 02:44 PM
My confession- I prefer watching porn and masturbating to actually having sex myself/:O
Meeeee tooooo.
carmen_b
08-19-2010, 05:16 PM
Sugar daddy ( lite daddy , nice meals ect. ) is really pushing this high school reunion thing. Ugh. I get new outfit but I'm still hestitant. I can sort of see having me in his arm for business dinners, but this just feels a little overkill. Thoughts? I'm bored right now and he wants to hit the mall in 45 min. :/
carmen_b
08-19-2010, 05:41 PM
My best friend says no on reunion.
_Avery_
08-19-2010, 05:59 PM
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ARGHHH! I hate that message, and how random it is.
Oh, and I'm not a fan of FB instant messaging. Wish there was a way to turn it off.
princessjas
08-19-2010, 07:01 PM
Yeah, back in Vegas. I had a bad habit. :-[
one of the reasons we decided to move...to get away from it. Plus, my husband couldn't find a job out there.
Didn't think it would be in the middle of nowhere, but it's out here too. Finally found a club though were I am "safe" from it.
Staying clean. :)
Congrats on staying clean! I know how hard it is as I'm an alcoholic who fights it constantly (managed to go 10 yrs sober before divorce stress and the ex buying my fav vodka for me found me, now I'm starting back at square one, sober and fighting to stay that way). I also wouldn't have suspected you had a problem with substance abuse, but then I get that all the time from peeps. It isn't always the obvious stuff that overtakes your whole life.
princessjas
08-19-2010, 07:03 PM
Sugar daddy ( lite daddy , nice meals ect. ) is really pushing this high school reunion thing. Ugh. I get new outfit but I'm still hestitant. I can sort of see having me in his arm for business dinners, but this just feels a little overkill. Thoughts? I'm bored right now and he wants to hit the mall in 45 min. :/
Wanting you as arm candy just seem natural! I mean, this is a WAY bigger deal than a business dinner! Been there done that.
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08-19-2010, 08:55 PM
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ARGHHH! I hate that message, and how random it is.
Oh, and I'm not a fan of FB instant messaging. Wish there was a way to turn it off.
You can turn it off. Just click on the chat box. Select options then select go offline. Without doubt I always have some lame person I added for god only knows why trying to talk to be but cant carry on a conversation at all.
carmen_b
08-19-2010, 09:18 PM
Yeah... But ... I could do this ad a favor to him ( plus $200-$300 outfit for me ) .. But it's Saturday. ID miss primo work day and dinner with friends to go.
carmen_b
08-19-2010, 09:20 PM
Oh fuck fuck fuck!
I was supossed to mention I dance at lunch and pussied out!
How EXCACTLY do I ? Someone write a script? I'm fucking terrified!
It's been 6/7 dates plus a movie or two at my house. :(
I'm thinking of sending him a text saying " remind to talk to you about something. It won't affect you at all so don't get nervous ". That just sounds stupid but I ALWAYS fail in person and might need to be coerced.
fantasiarene
08-19-2010, 09:22 PM
I freaking LOVE my new club! Okay so that's not really the confession but this part is. I've been bouncing back and forth in my head about moving to Tulsa even moreso than before. Not because of my job since I love it so much, but because I want to leave my abusive boyfriend. I'm so tempted to just pack up everything with a friend's help and leave without saying a word but I'm scared. I need a new car and I don't have a place to stay. It would only be temporary (6-12 months) but I just need to leave. I'm afraid I'll do or say something to piss him off so bad that he'll lock me out and change the locks so I can't get back in. Ugh I'm so stupid for staying this long (7 1/2 years).
On the other hand the guy I've had a crush on knows I like him. Don't know if that's a bad thing or not. Maybe something will come of that someday.
fantasiarene
08-19-2010, 09:26 PM
oops was accidently reposted
carmen_b
08-19-2010, 09:26 PM
This is the text I've composed:
Remind to talk to you about something . It won't affect you in any way , but I'm not sure what your tolerance is for keeping secrets is ( you'd have to be good at it ).
I can't work another shift with out coming out with it.
carmen_b
08-19-2010, 09:29 PM
Fantasia : Leave !!!!!!
It's seems so hard ( no abuse , but 7 year relationship here... Well small bouts of hitting .. But I was instigating and that was the worst spots).
Leave !! I did 8 months ago and I'm doing well!!
carmen_b
08-19-2010, 09:40 PM
Ok I sent this :
Whats your tolerance for keeping secrets? Good or bad at it?
fantasiarene
08-19-2010, 09:41 PM
the bad thing is every time I've tried to leave, the most recent was staying in a hotel for 2 weeks, I've gone back. I know things won't get better. He has hit me in the past. I don't know what I did to get hit but that was back in Sept 2005. I always said if someone hit me I wouldn't go back...well...I did on that one. Being out of his house is when I'm the happiest.