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whirlerz
11-11-2015, 03:58 PM
Yea, Idk either. I wanna see BlacK Sabbath tho.
Aurora_Sunset
11-11-2015, 04:15 PM
She's a cat....
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To be fair, a large portion of the ticket price goes to the local animal shelter and ASPCA.
whirlerz
11-11-2015, 04:17 PM
Awwwwwwwww! I thought it was some rapper, lol. That's Sweet!
Genoveve
11-11-2015, 04:40 PM
^^I thought so too.
miss.a.p1600
11-11-2015, 05:23 PM
I totally want to star on The Real Housewives franchise. Yes there is drama but they are slightly more classy than the other reality shows starring well off women like the basketball wives and football wives.
Now only thing to do is find rich husband, specifically with hollywood connections, so I can qualify for the show.......:D
whirlerz
11-11-2015, 05:24 PM
I'd watch you Ms. P. Yes, love the show! It's still on?
miss.a.p1600
11-11-2015, 05:51 PM
Awwww you are too kind! Yep. My fav is Orange County and Beverly Hills. I also liked watching the Atlanta one cause seeing Nene and Kim Zolciak go at it was hilarious. I haven't watched in a while though. The other ones like New York and New Jersey were lame.
lynn2009
11-11-2015, 07:14 PM
old boyfriend-ish is getting married next week. married guy says forget him and i'm a prize. wah.
Elektra Luxx
11-11-2015, 07:24 PM
I talked to my mom today, it's for sure, my grandpa definitely has cancer. The doctor took 6 photos of during his endoscope and all 6 show bleeding. He bleeds so much every time he makes a bowel movement that the doctor told him to double his dose of iron medication. He is very depressed. I thought my grandpa was 83, but he's only 80, which I think is still young. (fyi, my grandma is 66) I'm afraid for my grandpa, but the family is going to stay positive for his sake.
A little good news to share. I grandpa had a CT scan (not sure what that is) today. The doctor scaned his abdomen and pelvis and cancer did not spread. "Big Whew" So he is still scheduled for surgery to remove the cancer from his colon.
I want to just give my grandpa a big hug and never let go and we both cry, but i don't want to upset him with this overt showing of affection. I just have to be normal and say things "so when are you getting up off your lazy butt old man".
Selina M
11-12-2015, 09:35 AM
I'm spending lab downtime reading the DSM-IV and diagnosing friends and family with mental disorders.
Also trying not to judge the 37 year old girl that works in here. She's dating the much younger grad student also working in here, and is super possessive. He fucked up paperwork the other day, I said "aw he's adorable" and she went "yeah, he's mine" and then proceeded to talk about it for the next hour. I'm over here like "ummm I'm engaged, don't worry".
Meanwhile I can tell she's smothering him, running around campus to get him food, doing his homework, etc. and he flirts with me when she's not around. It's like he's not nearly as invested in the relationship. Want to say something but keeping my mouth shut.
wednesday86
11-12-2015, 09:50 AM
^wtf! Ew!
wednesday86
11-12-2015, 09:59 AM
Sometimes I wish I didn't like my bf so much so I could tell him to buy me stuff and give me money. I have no problem with that with other guys..I even made my first husband buy me stuff constantly and take out a second credit card just for me to shop. I never had to work. I made him spoil me financially to make up for being an asshole...but if I have feelings and really care about a guy, I never ask for anything besides food and back rubs.
kaninchen
11-12-2015, 10:45 AM
Sometimes I wish I didn't like my bf so much so I could tell him to buy me stuff and give me money.
OMG I know! I feel like this is one of those problems that only sex workers can understand. My boyfriend likes to take me shopping but I always hem and haw, like, "Oh, no, umm, you really don't need to buy me that, it's okay, you can just buy me this $3 pair of socks, that's all I need." Whereas when other dudes have taken me shopping I'm just like:
http://media0.giphy.com/media/TJKm32CqAr0CA/giphy.gif
baer45
11-12-2015, 11:42 AM
Sometimes I wish I didn't like my bf so much so I could tell him to buy me stuff and give me money. I have no problem with that with other guys..I even made my first husband buy me stuff constantly and take out a second credit card just for me to shop. I never had to work. I made him spoil me financially to make up for being an asshole...but if I have feelings and really care about a guy, I never ask for anything besides food and back rubs.
So did you marry someone who you did not love so much? :smiley_sh
QueenBitch
11-12-2015, 12:24 PM
So did you marry someone who you did not love so much? :smiley_sh
I see nothing wrong with that :p people get married for all kinds of reasons
baer45
11-12-2015, 12:51 PM
I see nothing wrong with that :p people get married for all kinds of reasons
LOL, i am just jealous and teasing her for that. I've come close to a marriage twice in my life. Those were the good times.
charlie61
11-12-2015, 01:57 PM
omg i know! I feel like this is one of those problems that only sex workers can understand. My boyfriend likes to take me shopping but i always hem and haw, like, "oh, no, umm, you really don't need to buy me that, it's okay, you can just buy me this $3 pair of socks, that's all i need." whereas when other dudes have taken me shopping i'm just like:
http://media0.giphy.com/media/tjkm32cqar0ca/giphy.gif
...literally!!
wednesday86
11-12-2015, 02:23 PM
So did you marry someone who you did not love so much? :smiley_sh
I loved him at first, but I got sick of him fast. Lol
Edited: I wouldn't even say I really loved him...I liked him a lot through the first year of our relationship. I was 19 when I married him and had no idea what I was doing. By the time we got married and moved in together I was over it.
baer45
11-12-2015, 03:26 PM
I loved him at first, but I got sick of him fast. Lol
Edited: I wouldn't even say I really loved him...I liked him a lot through the first year of our relationship. I was 19 when I married him and had no idea what I was doing. By the time we got married and moved in together I was over it.
Poor guy. lol
SimoneGray
11-12-2015, 04:21 PM
OMG I know! I feel like this is one of those problems that only sex workers can understand. My boyfriend likes to take me shopping but I always hem and haw, like, "Oh, no, umm, you really don't need to buy me that, it's okay, you can just buy me this $3 pair of socks, that's all I need." Whereas when other dudes have taken me shopping I'm just like:
http://media0.giphy.com/media/TJKm32CqAr0CA/giphy.gif
This is so true!! For me I know that when I'm working I have no issue draining men because most of them are chauvinist, abusive assholes anyway and in my mind they deserve having their money taken by me as punishment for that. The minute someone IRL or on cam proves themselves to be decent, I have a hard time taking their money even if they are willing to give it. Even worse if someone IRL loves me and I love them back. There's a layer of respect I have for them that I do not have for customers that makes it impossible for me to ask for big things.
QueenBitch
11-12-2015, 04:25 PM
I get like that too. I could be broke and I would still not borrow money from someone who insists that I can. random dude on cam; why the hell is that money not in my account yet? it's mine. give it up. now.
ScarletKitten
11-12-2015, 04:37 PM
I love Canada. I love the pines, the clean air, the Tim Horton's at every corner, the way people are so polite here, and the Canadian beer is fucking amazing! lol. Best beer I ever had, and I usually don't care about beer. Also, Trudeau is fucking awesome. What's crazy is that voting day was several days after I arrived here. Even before people voted, I knew that Trudeau would win. I am psychic! lol. The only things about Canada I don't like are the dark, doomy winter skies and the food prices are too damn high. Oh well, can't have it all!
I do miss the South, though. And I go through Mexican food withdrawals. It's so difficult to find good Mexican food here!
Genoveve
11-12-2015, 04:52 PM
I took a bunch of glamour shots of my crotch today and I'm bummed that I don't a guy who will 'appreciate' them to send them to. Such a waste of good pics.
charlie61
11-12-2015, 05:01 PM
I took a bunch of glamour shots of my crotch today and I'm bummed that I don't a guy who will 'appreciate' them to send them to. Such a waste of good pics.
Save em so that when you next have a guy, you'll have some pics locked and loaded even if you're sitting there in sweatpants with a bush! :D
Genoveve
11-12-2015, 05:15 PM
Believe me that's exactly my plan.
Elektra Luxx
11-12-2015, 08:33 PM
Yesterday after vanilla work, I stopped by Baskin Robbins to get a pint of peanut butter and chocolate ice cream. I put in the back seat of my car until I got home. Fast forward to this morning. It's been a little cool in the morning so I've been wearing a light jacket. I go to put my jacket in the back seat of my car and I guess what's still back there. Yup, my pint of peanut butter and chocolate. Just from Baskin Robbins to home I COMPLETELY forgot about my pint of ice cream. OMG, what's going on with me. I've been in my head so much lately.
wednesday86
11-12-2015, 10:02 PM
I have eaten nothing but cinnamon raisin bagels for the last 2 days.
miss.a.p1600
11-12-2015, 10:34 PM
I took a bunch of glamour shots of my crotch today and I'm bummed that I don't a guy who will 'appreciate' them to send them to. Such a waste of good pics.
Lol! I do the same thing. Whenever I get a fresh wax, I feel the need to show it off but ugh! I'm celibate and have no one to show so I take pics. Then I'm like "I must save these in case I want to sell them online". I like charlie 61 idea too.
My confession is I want to move to another city. I'm tired of living this lifestyle and I want something new and refreshing and more lucrative. I'm just scared and I guess it's the fear of leaving some imagined comfort zone.
miss.a.p1600
11-13-2015, 09:54 AM
I realize I think you are right baer 45
I changed my mind about my Instagram revenge plan for the ex. I fact I've blocked him on Instagram and Facebook
I'm not going to even be thinking about him. I'm just going to drop it. I'm going to be happy and live my life. Focusing on him while trying to get some kind of happiness revenge is still what it is ... Focusing on him - which is going to ruin my happiness. I don't want to waste time or energy or allow him into my brain for anything other than getting money from him which is all he's good for now.
I'm going to let karma handle my lightweights on this one.
Thanks for helping me see the light.
xStacey
11-13-2015, 10:48 AM
I love Canada. I love the pines, the clean air, the Tim Horton's at every corner, the way people are so polite here, and the Canadian beer is fucking amazing! lol. Best beer I ever had, and I usually don't care about beer. Also, Trudeau is fucking awesome. What's crazy is that voting day was several days after I arrived here. Even before people voted, I knew that Trudeau would win. I am psychic! lol. The only things about Canada I don't like are the dark, doomy winter skies and the food prices are too damn high. Oh well, can't have it all!
I do miss the South, though. And I go through Mexican food withdrawals. It's so difficult to find good Mexican food here!
Welcome to Canada!
SimoneGray
11-14-2015, 06:51 AM
I confess that I have a chronic weakness for older men. Like 10 years and up. I just can't with these fuckboys in their 20's.
Cashmere Star
11-14-2015, 11:57 AM
I wouldn't mind dating an older man, but I often suspect/wonder what has to be going on with a 30+ year old man if he's willing to tolerate a 22 year old.. like why can't he get women his own age/maturity?
SimoneGray
11-14-2015, 11:59 AM
^^ they are not perfect, that's for sure. And there are other issues. On the whole though they have their shit together and are way less likely to lead you on since they have little time for games and BS.
baer45
11-14-2015, 07:15 PM
I realize I think you are right baer 45
Truthfully, I think you have already revenged, by focusing on your own happiness and giving clear signs that you have moved on, he doesn't matter anymore. That's going to hurt, like, a, Bitch! :)
of course, the most important of all, I am right.
http://f1.fsc.szene1.at/fijn/101643/fijn_101643.jpg
xStacey
11-15-2015, 06:28 PM
I am watching the smurfs, it's so good lol
wednesday86
11-15-2015, 08:10 PM
I quit last night. Couldn't even go in for my last shift. I'm simultaneously elated, excited, and scared shit-less.
Aurora_Sunset
11-16-2015, 06:56 AM
I just woke up from a dream where I was dating around all these guys, and then a girl. I picked the girl and was super happy. I woke up right before it turned into a sex dream :( but it was the best dream I'd had in a long time.
wednesday86
11-16-2015, 11:50 AM
I just woke up from a dream where I was dating around all these guys, and then a girl. I picked the girl and was super happy. I woke up right before it turned into a sex dream :( but it was the best dream I'd had in a long time.
Haha! I had a dream I was dating Eminem and he was blowing my phone up constantly texting me..and was actually a sweet guy but super clingy...I don't even know...I like some of his music but I'm not a huge fan. Where does this stuff come from?
Selina M
11-16-2015, 12:55 PM
I had a small meltdown last night. I knew I had misplaced my DL. Bf tried to take me out to dinner bc he knew I was unhappy with him and had a bad week.
Forget I don't have my DL, order wine, and get carded. I said "shit I lost it earlier" and made a last dig through my wallet. The server was rude anyway (didn't wanna be there) and he just went "no id?" And smirked at me.
Literally fought off tears at the table, and ended up storming out. Ive been dealing with adult bullshit all week and I can't even get a fucking glass of wine without being carded. Then I look back in as bf is telling him we're leaving and the guy is laughing. I ended up crying and yelling for the next hour, I was so frustrated with everything.
#notcapableofadulting
Aurora_Sunset
11-16-2015, 01:19 PM
Then I look back in as bf is telling him we're leaving and the guy is laughing.
What a fuckwad. I'm not one for making a scene, but he would have deserved to be reported to a manager. I bet they wouldn't be happy to know that their waiter's shit customer service lost them a table.
Aurora_Sunset
11-16-2015, 01:54 PM
It's come to my attention that I have the most disgusting socks on the planet. I own 4 pairs of socks and only do laundry like every 6-8 weeks...
Ya'll can do the math...
Even when I finally wash them, they're still stiff cuz they're just too far gone at that point.
I'm hella disgusting.
Selina M
11-16-2015, 02:37 PM
What a fuckwad. I'm not one for making a scene, but he would have deserved to be reported to a manager. I bet they wouldn't be happy to know that their waiter's shit customer service lost them a table.
No they won't I'm sure. It was the other location of the restaurant my bf works at, the one that's always hiring new servers... like literally once a month they're looking for new people. Gee, I wonder why ::)
I fully intend to write a nasty review.
Also LOL on the socks thing. I also do that bc I only wear socks with riding boots 9/12 months.... they're not 'dirty' after 1, 2 hour use... then I forget how many times I've used them until they're disgusting.
DonaDiabla
11-16-2015, 09:24 PM
I can not wait to graduate from my paralegal program because I am done with college. Actually, I enjoyed my time at my university because it allow me to grow as a student. However, I am in my 30s now and I would like to move on from the college experience. But hey, I love being a college girl :)
miss.a.p1600
11-16-2015, 10:22 PM
I'm going to leave the club here pretty soon. I'm giving myself 6 months or less - preferably way less - to get the fuck outta here. Or I'm giving y'all my address and someone can come slap the shit out of me.
I've known for a while the money is not good enough for the sh*t I deal with and the lifestyle I want. I need a house and a new car - a luxury one. This club is not going to cut it. I don't know why I've wasted my time here. None of the girls have luxury cars except myself and maybe one or two other dancer. There's rarely any whales. Nobody makes it rain on stage anymore. I'm over it!!! I've been in denial for years and I feel f*cking stupid. I gotta move on to bigger and better.
baer45
11-16-2015, 10:55 PM
I cleaned my old storage room today. sometime it is just sad to feel the nostalgia. I have gone through all the notes and homeworks that I had done back in college. You won't believe how much stuff I had read and studied. There was a page that I worte how much i had in debt as of that day. And I believe I started dancing not to long after that :). 4 years for a bachelor's degree and 4 more years for two master's degrees. Life is so aleatory. I thought i have the ability to predict who i was going to be but I was so paranoid. Only one thing is for certain, which is I will never get those days back. I was crying when I threw my college stuff away. As a matter of fact, I had a good cry. Just wish there was someone to comfort me though.
baer45
11-16-2015, 11:01 PM
I had a small meltdown last night. I knew I had misplaced my DL. Bf tried to take me out to dinner bc he knew I was unhappy with him and had a bad week.
Forget I don't have my DL, order wine, and get carded. I said "shit I lost it earlier" and made a last dig through my wallet. The server was rude anyway (didn't wanna be there) and he just went "no id?" And smirked at me.
Literally fought off tears at the table, and ended up storming out. Ive been dealing with adult bullshit all week and I can't even get a fucking glass of wine without being carded. Then I look back in as bf is telling him we're leaving and the guy is laughing. I ended up crying and yelling for the next hour, I was so frustrated with everything.
#notcapableofadulting
fucking asshole. You just can't catch a break.
carmen_b
11-17-2015, 12:05 PM
My college years were rough. I was just EXHAUSTED all the time from trying to work and do school. This time isn't easy for people! I don't remember it too fondly other than some outdoor adventures and a few friends. I probably should have started dancing way back then but maybe I was too young to deal with it. I find it odd that it never occurred to me until I was out of school. :/
I cleaned my old storage room today. sometime it is just sad to feel the nostalgia. I have gone through all the notes and homeworks that I had done back in college. You won't believe how much stuff I had read and studied. There was a page that I worte how much i had in debt as of that day. And I believe I started dancing not to long after that :). 4 years for a bachelor's degree and 4 more years for two master's degrees. Life is so aleatory. I thought i have the ability to predict who i was going to be but I was so paranoid. Only one thing is for certain, which is I will never get those days back. I was crying when I threw my college stuff away. As a matter of fact, I had a good cry. Just wish there was someone to comfort me though.
SweetJulia
11-17-2015, 12:49 PM
1-I seriously feel guilty for thinking Lady Gaga isn't pretty.
2-If I found an air dance club where an average shift was 500, I'd go back to dancing in a heartbeat.
3-As soon as I turned thirty, I lost thirty pounds. I know I'm technically underweight, but I love not exercising and being able to eat whatever I want without gaining weight.
4-I pay hundreds in late fees every month cuz I pay everything late so I have all the money I can in case one of my cats gets sick.
charlie61
11-17-2015, 12:58 PM
^That's one of the main reasons I support lady gaga. When was the last time a female artist became as successful as she is without being insanely conventionally beautiful? Even someone like Katy Perry, who is an attractive woman but more average-looking without her glitz, underwent a major overhaul before she became popular.
SweetJulia
11-17-2015, 01:25 PM
I know, and she's a good pop artist, amazing even, but I just hate feeling insecure and don't want her to read this and feel bad. This reminds me, I confess I'm so grateful for my looks and wish my self esteem wasn't so dependent on making great money.