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SweetJulia
11-17-2015, 01:28 PM
Last one, I promise. I hate having a round face and huge head. Without contouring, I still have the face of an overweight ten year old, no matter how much weight I lose. Anyone know if facial Lipo exists?

tempest666
11-17-2015, 03:27 PM
Last one, I promise. I hate having a round face and huge head. Without contouring, I still have the face of an overweight ten year old, no matter how much weight I lose. Anyone know if facial Lipo exists?

Yes. Another SW member who I won't name had it and they look great! (Hope you're reading this "Beautiful ")

xStacey
11-17-2015, 06:02 PM
I am starting to feel really tired. Since the beginning of the semester, for only one class I read a little over 2000 pages (just finished the 3 books we had to read for that class today) and I have 6 classes this semester. Can't wait for the finals to be over... last exam on December 21 :/.

MyButter
11-17-2015, 07:57 PM
I have a massive crush on one of my coworkers. I get the warm fuzzies every time she smiles at me and I think that her husband might be the luckiest man alive.

wednesday86
11-17-2015, 08:02 PM
I miss everyone and all my friends suck so I'm drinking alone.

SimoneGray
11-17-2015, 08:17 PM
I really wish more people were accepting. These last two months I have had so many "friends" turn out to be the most bigoted people ever and it saddens me so much.

Cashmere Star
11-17-2015, 08:31 PM
Last one, I promise. I hate having a round face and huge head. Without contouring, I still have the face of an overweight ten year old, no matter how much weight I lose. Anyone know if facial Lipo exists?

Is your face "puffy" by chance? Not to diagnose you but I have this problem myself where my face looks overweight no matter how skinny I am. I was wondering if I have hypothyroidism because along with the puffy face, I am tired most of the time as well. Here are some examples of before/after treatment for hypothyroidism:

http://180degreehealth.com/hypothyroid-face/

http://misslizzy.me/my-success-story-with-hypothyroidism-adrenal-fatigue-and-weight-loss/

http://imgur.com/TT3Odsg

http://hypothyroidmom.com/from-hypothyroid-to-healthy/

http://www.stopthethyroidmadness.com/hypothyroid-photos-before-after/

Just throwing the idea out there.

baer45
11-17-2015, 09:39 PM
My college years were rough. I was just EXHAUSTED all the time from trying to work and do school. This time isn't easy for people! I don't remember it too fondly other than some outdoor adventures and a few friends. I probably should have started dancing way back then but maybe I was too young to deal with it. I find it odd that it never occurred to me until I was out of school. :/

I just miss being young and naive.

lynn2009
11-18-2015, 02:19 AM
I don't know how I ever graduated college. Honestly. The class I'm taking now is online and the instructor does such terrible lectures I just keep my computer open and logged in while my eyes glaze over and I'm just now going through the powerpoints to write down notes for the last few weeks (at 4:20am, because I passed out at 7pm and woke up at 1:30). And I skipped class last week to go home to put one of the dogs to sleep so I have to finish the last powerpoints tomorrow and I reviewed an assignment that is due on Thursday and I have no idea how to answer any of it, fuck.

kortneykay
11-18-2015, 02:28 AM
I recently cut ties with a once toxic, and forever bigot and fundamentalist immediate family member and confessed that I've been a sex worker off and on since I was 15, lol. Feels great and I'm ready for the next stage in my journey event though they claimed I'd be a failure and end up in a crack house and not a mansion. I confess all the fucks I had that morning had already been donated to charity before they came over.

QueenBitch
11-18-2015, 06:48 AM
It's come to my attention that I have the most disgusting socks on the planet. I own 4 pairs of socks and only do laundry like every 6-8 weeks...

Ya'll can do the math...

Even when I finally wash them, they're still stiff cuz they're just too far gone at that point.

I'm hella disgusting.

I feel so much better now because I do this too hahaha. I really need to do laundry actually ugh. why. I can't keep buying new socks and panties... or can I...

simone87
11-18-2015, 09:49 AM
i haven't bought a new bra in 3 or …4 years..and i only have one!! yikes. i think i just hate how small my boobs are so maybe in the back of my mind i'm like "fuck you, you dont even need a bra, you aren't deserving!". think i need to go buy one today

miss.a.p1600
11-18-2015, 10:11 AM
^^^yes treat your boobs to something fancy.

I confess I don't want to be around my family members for the holidays I'd rather be on a remote island - preferably a nude beach - somewhere with a hot guy giving me a backrub while I'm sipping chilled coconut water.

Now I'm going to have to be fake and schmooze up to people I don't really know or like. *sigh*

Genoveve
11-18-2015, 07:21 PM
I just bought a dress that I know will never be worn. I have a rule where I'm not allowed to buy any dress clothes what-so-ever because I never go out, there's been so many times where I fell in love with something dressy, bought it, and it ended up hanging in my closet with the tags on it until it eventually went out of style and I didn't like it anymore because I never go out(I don't even like going out). But I fell in love with this crazy skimpy red 'dress' covered in fringe, I know it won't fit right and even if it did it's too skimpy for me to ever feel comfortable wearing in public but it was only $80 and I love it so much that I find it to be worth the $80 just to get some cute pics of me in it. I also confess that even though I have approx. 2500 chokers I just bought 2 more. I need help. At least I DO wear my chokers all the time.

whirlerz
11-18-2015, 07:36 PM
Gen., have u thought about selling on Ebay? There's also Wallopop, (sp.) I never used that though, supposed 2 be free to sell. Just an idea..

OMG , my confession's I'm scared shitless, stuck in a mall pkg lot, cause of Just. F'n Bieb!!
Extremely poor traffic mgt., people running every.damn.where, COPS w sirens-light, everywhere! :'(:O

miss.a.p1600
11-18-2015, 07:42 PM
Watching this show with these wealthy clients who hire personal shoppers. I totally would love to hire a personal shopper and tell them I have no budget then spend what most people make in 3 months.

I got some serious hustling to do.

Genoveve
11-18-2015, 08:05 PM
Gen., have u thought about selling on Ebay? There's also Wallopop, (sp.) I never used that though, supposed 2 be free to sell. Just an idea..

No I'm too lazy. I put them in those clothing donation bins.

whirlerz
11-18-2015, 10:22 PM
Well, that's Kind of you..I just donated a bunch of stuff too.

I'm sooooooo glad to be bk after that rotten gridlock, terrifying situation!

Glamourmilf
11-19-2015, 12:14 AM
I just bought a dress that I know will never be worn. I have a rule where I'm not allowed to buy any dress clothes what-so-ever because I never go out, there's been so many times where I fell in love with something dressy, bought it, and it ended up hanging in my closet with the tags on it until it eventually went out of style and I didn't like it anymore because I never go out(I don't even like going out). But I fell in love with this crazy skimpy red 'dress' covered in fringe, I know it won't fit right and even if it did it's too skimpy for me to ever feel comfortable wearing in public but it was only $80 and I love it so much that I find it to be worth the $80 just to get some cute pics of me in it. I also confess that even though I have approx. 2500 chokers I just bought 2 more. I need help. At least I DO wear my chokers all the time.

I can sooo relate to all of this. I realized how bad it became when I recently moved. Yikes!
Replace the chokers with rings, and its me to a T.
I have the Jewelry home shopping station on 24/7. I just sit there and comment that I have everything already. But I love how beautiful it all is.
Truth be told...wearing jewelry is annoying on my skin. Pisses me off! But i keep buying it. Argh!

whirlerz
11-19-2015, 09:37 AM
Is that the place that sells loose stones too? I bought 2 aquamarines once, but returned 'em. I have taken jewelry making, I should revisit that.

wednesday86
11-19-2015, 10:38 AM
I confess my boyfriend's schedule is starting to take a toll a little bit. I now understand why so many residents are single. He texts me once in the morning, and calls me once at night before he passes out. I might get to see him one day a week if I'm lucky and he's exhausted and/or studying for most of our time together. It's barely a relationship right now and it kinda sucks. i'm going to try to stick it out though because he really is amazing and I'm hoping these crazy hours won't last forever.

baer45
11-19-2015, 10:49 AM
I confess my boyfriend's schedule is starting to take a toll a little bit. I now understand why so many residents are single. He texts me once in the morning, and calls me once at night before he passes out. I might get to see him one day a week if I'm lucky and he's exhausted and/or studying for most of our time together. It's barely a relationship right now and it kinda sucks. i'm going to try to stick it out though because he really is amazing and I'm hoping these crazy hours won't last forever.

Just the first 4 years.

wednesday86
11-19-2015, 11:03 AM
Just the first 4 years.

or 2 more years, in his case. next year is supposed to be lighter but we'll see.

charlie61
11-19-2015, 11:28 AM
I confess my boyfriend's schedule is starting to take a toll a little bit. I now understand why so many residents are single. He texts me once in the morning, and calls me once at night before he passes out. I might get to see him one day a week if I'm lucky and he's exhausted and/or studying for most of our time together. It's barely a relationship right now and it kinda sucks. i'm going to try to stick it out though because he really is amazing and I'm hoping these crazy hours won't last forever.

Think of it as a long, laborious birthing process. Except instead of a baby, at the end, you get a fucking *doctor*.

$.$

I'm being silly - I'd never stay with someone for money. But money sure don't hurt, amirite?

Selina M
11-19-2015, 11:43 AM
I confess my boyfriend's schedule is starting to take a toll a little bit. I now understand why so many residents are single. He texts me once in the morning, and calls me once at night before he passes out. I might get to see him one day a week if I'm lucky and he's exhausted and/or studying for most of our time together. It's barely a relationship right now and it kinda sucks. i'm going to try to stick it out though because he really is amazing and I'm hoping these crazy hours won't last forever.

Shit is gnarly. They're supposed to cap hours at 80/week but many hospitals make them lie. I don't know how good for the brain that is either. Europe does a longer residency but they work more normal hours. It's insane they expect them here to have no life outside of work.

Glamourmilf
11-19-2015, 12:07 PM
Is that the place that sells loose stones too? I bought 2 aquamarines once, but returned 'em. I have taken jewelry making, I should revisit that.

Yes! It's called JTV. I also watch Hsn, and Qvc when they have jewelry shows.
I swear it's porn for me...I can't get enough! I love taking out my 5 jewelry boxes and playing dress up.
I need to be around beautiful things, or I get depressed.
I even look at Pinterest when I'm on a PSO call, just to keep my sanity. Lol!

charlie61
11-19-2015, 12:14 PM
Shit is gnarly. They're supposed to cap hours at 80/week but many hospitals make them lie. I don't know how good for the brain that is either. Europe does a longer residency but they work more normal hours. It's insane they expect them here to have no life outside of work.

It's literally the reason I didn't go to medical school. That and the $250,000+ student debt bullshit. I'd have an aneurysm within the first year.

wednesday86
11-19-2015, 01:17 PM
Think of it as a long, laborious birthing process. Except instead of a baby, at the end, you get a fucking *doctor*.

$.$

I'm being silly - I'd never stay with someone for money. But money sure don't hurt, amirite?

haha! well I honestly don't really care about the doctor/money thing. I would like him no matter what he did as long as he made a decent living, but yep, definitely doesn't hurt! I only wish he would tell me cool stories about weird medical stuff and patients he encounters but it seems like the last thing he wants to talk about is work when we hang out. Oh well.

SimoneGray
11-19-2015, 03:05 PM
My period is really late. And I haven't had unprotected sex. WTF.

tuesdaymarie
11-19-2015, 04:17 PM
4-I pay hundreds in late fees every month cuz I pay everything late so I have all the money I can in case one of my cats gets sick.

Have you looked into Care Credit? After one of my pets needed an unexpected and urgent $3,500 surgery, I keep an account open with them. They have a lot of no-interest finance deals with any purchase over a certain amount with any medical provider partnered with them (which is a lot of places). Could save you a bundle and keep you sane!



I am really excited because I finally got approved for a tubal ligation as a childless woman under the age of 30. I thought I'd feel apprehensive or something, but I'm so relieved and happy.

Genoveve
11-19-2015, 05:26 PM
I confess that I don't like any of Adele's songs.

SweetJulia
11-19-2015, 05:42 PM
Have you looked into Care Credit? After one of my pets needed an unexpected and urgent $3,500 surgery, I keep an account open with them. They have a lot of no-interest finance deals with any purchase over a certain amount with any medical provider partnered with them (which is a lot of places). Could save you a bundle and keep you sane!



I am really excited because I finally got approved for a tubal ligation as a childless woman under the age of 30. I thought I'd feel apprehensive or something, but I'm so relieved and happy.

Is it credit based?

Glamourmilf
11-19-2015, 06:43 PM
I am really excited because I finally got approved for a tubal ligation as a childless woman under the age of 30. I thought I'd feel apprehensive or something, but I'm so relieved and happy.

Congrats!
I'm so happy for you!
I had it done, and so happy that I did!

tuesdaymarie
11-19-2015, 07:06 PM
Is it credit based?

Yes, it's a credit card specifically for medical procedures (from plastic surgery to dental visits to the vet), but each new procedure can be eligible for special financing offers. So when we did our kitty's surgery, we had up to 18 months to pay it with no interest, or we could have agreed to a longer payment period with a moderate interest rate.


Congrats!
I'm so happy for you!
I had it done, and so happy that I did!

Thank you! I feel like I'm finally living the dream of the women in my family. My grandmother didn't want children, but she had them later in life (compared to women during that time). My mom became accidentally pregnant with my half brother in her early twenties. She was going to get her tubes tied years later, then she got with my father, and he told her not to. She always says she doesn't regret having kids and that we're the best things that happened to her, but I clearly recall her threatening suicide and wishing for her own death when I was little. She actually got an offer when she was in her twenties to work at one of the best strip clubs in Houston around then, but she passed on it to be... motherly, or something? I can't help but think of how much more independent and happy she'd be if she hadn't had four kids (plus two miscarriages)... I'm still on her insurance and planning to tell her of my decision soon. I'm hoping she'll be happy for me, but our relationship is difficult, and I'm afraid this will turn into a "what did I do to make you hate your childhood so much" rant.

wednesday86
11-20-2015, 10:59 AM
Sometimes when I get bored I read the craigslist personals for the lawls...So tempted to email some of these guys and troll them. Why am I evil?

SimoneGray
11-20-2015, 11:01 AM
^^ Hahaha omg me too...I literally want to do that all the time. My Tinder account exists for the sole purpose of trolling hehe.

kaninchen
11-20-2015, 01:19 PM
I have a Yandy package that's scheduled to be delivered today! It's taking literally 100% of my self-control to not go check the mail every 30 minutes. Something about new work clothes makes me act like a 5 year old on Christmas morning who thinks they're gonna get a pony.

Glamourmilf
11-20-2015, 01:48 PM
I have a Yandy package that's scheduled to be delivered today! It's taking literally 100% of my self-control to not go check the mail every 30 minutes. Something about new work clothes makes me act like a 5 year old on Christmas morning who thinks they're gonna get a pony.

Lol! I'm the same way! I just had a toy delivered last week, a clit sucker, and new wig delivered yesterday.
Thankfully, I can see the mailbox from my window, and I go trotting out there as soon as the mailman puts it in, usually dressed in my pink robe with sunglasses to match. Lol!
He just smiles and waves, as I do this every week when my work checks are scheduled to arrive.

carmen_b
11-20-2015, 02:30 PM
I am tired of arguing with my partner about international travel . I'm trying to figure out what to do. :/

kaninchen
11-20-2015, 02:40 PM
Lol! I'm the same way! I just had a toy delivered last week, a clit sucker, and new wig delivered yesterday.
Thankfully, I can see the mailbox from my window, and I go trotting out there as soon as the mailman puts it in, usually dressed in my pink robe with sunglasses to match. Lol!
He just smiles and waves, as I do this every week when my work checks are scheduled to arrive.

Your username is no lie because this is seriously such a glamorous scenario!

simone87
11-20-2015, 04:43 PM
………..

Glamourmilf
11-21-2015, 12:18 AM
Your username is no lie because this is seriously such a glamorous scenario!
Woops! Guilty as charged! Cause God forbid neighbors should see me without makeup on. Lol!

QueenBitch
11-21-2015, 02:55 AM
I agreed to walk my bf's dog this morning but I kinda hate him... he's really annoying to walk with, he wants to kill every dog he sees and has this strange thing with little kids... he has bitten a child before and I honestly just want the dog to disappear because he's dangerous. now it's pouring rain and I have a cold so I'm putting it off but I'm not gonna take him out for longer than 15 minutes. I always feel shitty about it because I love animals, but ugh... do. not. want.

Glamourmilf
11-21-2015, 09:06 AM
I agreed to walk my bf's dog this morning but I kinda hate him... he's really annoying to walk with, he wants to kill every dog he sees and has this strange thing with little kids... he has bitten a child before and I honestly just want the dog to disappear because he's dangerous. now it's pouring rain and I have a cold so I'm putting it off but I'm not gonna take him out for longer than 15 minutes. I always feel shitty about it because I love animals, but ugh... do. not. want.

I know how You feel. My last dog was like this. Who knew a Maltese could be such an asshole? I had 3 of them, and they were all sweathearts.
It got to be too much, so luckily a friend of mine took him.

xStacey
11-21-2015, 05:57 PM
I wish the man I love would love me back... It hurts so much to know my feelings will never be returned, but I still can't let go after all those years.

baer45
11-21-2015, 08:42 PM
Sometimes I just can't drag myself out of pets store. I would alway donate money to animal shelter.

miss.a.p1600
11-21-2015, 11:15 PM
I wish the man I love would love me back... It hurts so much to know my feelings will never be returned, but I still can't let go after all those years.

Boy can I relate.

I fantasize about the ex giving me orgasms. He is the only man, so far, whose penis I enjoyed.....then I feel pitiful for even thinking about him like that. He was emotionally abusive to me and I think [email protected] am I a masochist? I did love him too as it was more than just sexual. But He would have to give me unrestricted access to his highest limit credit card for me to ever consider giving him the time of day.

Ive been celibate for a while and the dudes I had after him weren't good enough. I haven't dated in a long time and I wonder will I ever find someone good enough AND can give me sexual pleasure I desire for so long. *sigh* I need to test out more penises and find another guy worthy of falling in love with so I can get this character out of my mind for good.

wednesday86
11-22-2015, 11:28 AM
I had a dream I was pregnant again and had a baby girl named Lucy...it was so real, and now I've woken up with baby fever again!! Gah!

miss.a.p1600
11-22-2015, 11:48 AM
^^^Ive had baby fever for years! I really want my pretty mixed baby that looks like halle berry's daughter. It sucks though cause now I really feel the biological clock ticking. Plan B is I am getting with a dude who is rich, ready for marriage, AND a ready to create a family with me cause I refuse to waste anymore of my youthful childbearing years on dudes who don't know what they want or really want to play the field. I hate having to waste time sifting through tons of a$$holes to find the right person. I wish the universe would make it easy for me and the right guy would just show up.

If this fails Im going to be f*cked and go to plan Z: get rich myself, hire nannies, and pay a dude for some type of sperm/father/custody arrangement.

*Sigh*

lynn2009
11-22-2015, 03:46 PM
Theres a couple of blue members that I constantly want to throw something at