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xStacey
12-19-2015, 09:23 PM
I have always been very independent, everything I have, I worked hard for and no one really helped me. But secretly, I sometimes wish I had someone who takes care of me, spoils me, takes me shopping, travelling, buys me gifts :-[ I envy the lifestyle of some women I see on Instagram lol

baer45
12-19-2015, 10:33 PM
I have always been very independent, everything I have, I worked hard for and no one really helped me. But secretly, I sometimes wish I had someone who takes care of me, spoils me, takes me shopping, travelling, buys me gifts :-[ I envy the lifestyle of some women I see on Instagram lol

We all do. This world is unfair, from the start to the end.

Selina M
12-20-2015, 10:45 AM
Backstory on this: SO and I had a big fight last night (well, mostly me being pissed and him not getting why) bc his work said they were promoting him. They said they had to cross-train him into to-go counter to do so... ok fine... but he got his schedule last night and they have turned ¾ of his remaining pre-Christmas serving shifts (worth $80-$120) into 'to-go counter' shifts, where he gets $8/hour, taxed, and has to wait for a paycheck. So now he'll get maybe $25 each shift, after Christmas.
I'm pissed bc that's just asshole-ery, 'Oh we appreciate you so much, we wanna promote you, but here let's fuck you over the week before Christmas by taking away all your good shifts!"

Confession: Mostly I was upset because I've already bought him some small things and was planning to get him an expensive pair of dance shoes, the kind imported from London. Now I feel like I can't because a) he'll feel bad/inferior/whatever, and b) I'm willing to bet I get something I'm disappointed with, due to the now lack of funds. Then I feel like I'm being a spoiled bitch because I expect Christmas to be at least partially about gift-giving. My family equates spending money on people with love (they always try to find gifts the recipient will really like; it's not mindlessly spending money), and they don't buy into this "anti-Christmas because it's commercialized" thing.
And I feel like I can't vocalize this to anyone because they'll call me a gold digger. No. I'd be dating someone who wasn't a waiter in that case. Argh.

miss.a.p1600
12-20-2015, 11:31 AM
^^^^youre not a gold digger. There's nothing wrong with wanting quality for yourself and your family / boyfriend. And besides unless you're a cold hearted sociopath, the term gold digger is used just to oppress women and make them feel guilty for wanting improved economic standing.

I confess, the school where the kid goes is having construction done and I am surprised to see hot middle class looking DILF's.

carmen_b
12-20-2015, 11:53 AM
Selina : If this is the same guy you've talked about before , I would seriously just really think on things over the holidays . He might be a nice person but he seems absolutely DETERMINED to not more forward financially and you'll be waging this fight with him ongoing if you stay with him.
( just my two cents since I don't have the whole story but this seems to be an ongoing frustration )

Selina M
12-20-2015, 12:35 PM
^ I am seriously considering it. I know I sound like a broken record myself and I hate it.
I'm gonna base it off whatever I get for Christmas, and if he does anything in the next few weeks about going back to teaching at all (which was an easy way to improve his $$ situation). If a few more weeks go by and he doesn't even start going socially again, I'm done.

It is an ongoing frustration and I really don't need it in my life. I will miss him like fuck but y'all are right, I can't be with someone who has no desire to improve their financial situation.

Genoveve
12-20-2015, 02:41 PM
Confession: Mostly I was upset because I've already bought him some small things and was planning to get him an expensive pair of dance shoes, the kind imported from London. Now I feel like I can't because a) he'll feel bad/inferior/whatever, and b) I'm willing to bet I get something I'm disappointed with, due to the now lack of funds. Then I feel like I'm being a spoiled bitch because I expect Christmas to be at least partially about gift-giving. My family equates spending money on people with love (they always try to find gifts the recipient will really like; it's not mindlessly spending money), and they don't buy into this "anti-Christmas because it's commercialized" thing.
And I feel like I can't vocalize this to anyone because they'll call me a gold digger. No. I'd be dating someone who wasn't a waiter in that case. Argh.

I don't think it's out of line to want a partner that is financially up-to-speed with yourself. There can be so much disharmony in a significant imbalance.

carmen_b
12-20-2015, 02:48 PM
I can vouch that there are MANY men who are hustlers out there!!
Many many many !

Cashmere Star
12-20-2015, 02:57 PM
the term gold digger is used just to oppress women and make them feel guilty for wanting improved economic standing.

yea this. The only people who complain about golddiggers are cheap guys who want to only take take take and milk women for all their worth and bitter women who suffer from that crab mentality syndrome. This is my experience.


I confess, the school where the kid goes is having construction done and I am surprised to see hot middle class looking DILF's.

lol are they single doe?

Cashmere Star
12-21-2015, 10:15 AM
omg what have i done, there was a cashmere and silk top for $900 and its price went down to to $550... and then it went down to $400 including tax... so I bought it. The sales rep told me that I snagged the very last one lol. Now I am waiting for it to arrive and try it out. It's more expensive than my $300 ralph lauren coat. I don't have that much clothes so it's kinda ok but I also told myself I ain't spending till next year lol.. but the deal though...

Elektra Luxx
12-21-2015, 12:42 PM
omg what have i done, there was a cashmere and silk top for $900 and its price went down to to $550... and then it went down to $400 including tax... so I bought it. The sales rep told me that I snagged the very last one lol. Now I am waiting for it to arrive and try it out. It's more expensive than my $300 ralph lauren coat. I don't have that much clothes so it's kinda ok but I also told myself I ain't spending till next year lol.. but the deal though...

Don't feel guilty. You work hard, you deserve it and it sounds like a great deal. We have all spent too much on something we really want. It's okay to do something nice for yourself from time to time.

Elektra Luxx
12-21-2015, 01:01 PM
I scheduled vacation this week six months ago. I should be sunbathing topless on some beautiful, romantic beach in Mexico with a hot, sexy guy that's totally in love with me. Making endless, wild, passionate love in our condo. Drinking margaritas and ordering room service between our activities.

But since the universe has a sense of humor, I'm in my messy apartment, clothes and dishes pileing up. Babysitting my smelly, little brother. Eating too much homemade reindeer cookies, pizza, burgers and feeling bloated. It's okay, I love the goofy little kid.

22lligm
12-21-2015, 01:18 PM
My taste in guys just did a quick 180 out of no where lol. I was so into black guys for so long and all of a sudden I'm into white guys with facial hair. I think it has to do with that McGregor guy who won the UFC thing (he's so hot to me!) and any movie when Tom Hardy has a beard. Idk what it is about white guys with beards it makes me think of them chopping down a tree shirtless or doing some other manual labor :P Sexy!

And I've been eating pretty healthy lately but I am dying for some junk food so I ordered all this super unhealthy stuff from the grocery delivery service. They're going to think they're delivering to an obese person lol

baer45
12-21-2015, 02:46 PM
I scheduled vacation this week six months ago. I should be sunbathing topless on some beautiful, romantic beach in Mexico with a hot, sexy guy that's totally in love with me. Making endless, wild, passionate love in our condo. Drinking margaritas and ordering room service between our activities.

But since the universe has a sense of humor, I'm in my messy apartment, clothes and dishes pileing up. Babysitting my smelly, little brother. Eating too much homemade reindeer cookies, pizza, burgers and feeling bloated. It's okay, I love the goofy little kid.

Sometimes I do enjoy spending time with family more than sunbathing on the beach in Cancún. You will find something to do with your little brother which is fun.

baer45
12-21-2015, 02:52 PM
Everybody is spending money! Am I the only one who made a few bucks? I just sold a few items with double the price I paid for them. :D:D:D

baer45
12-21-2015, 02:54 PM
omg what have i done, there was a cashmere and silk top for $900 and its price went down to to $550... and then it went down to $400 including tax... so I bought it. The sales rep told me that I snagged the very last one lol. Now I am waiting for it to arrive and try it out. It's more expensive than my $300 ralph lauren coat. I don't have that much clothes so it's kinda ok but I also told myself I ain't spending till next year lol.. but the deal though...

Really live up to the user name are we?

Glamourmilf
12-21-2015, 02:58 PM
My taste in guys just did a quick 180 out of no where lol. I was so into black guys for so long and all of a sudden I'm into white guys with facial hair. I think it has to do with that McGregor guy who won the UFC thing (he's so hot to me!) and any movie when Tom Hardy has a beard. Idk what it is about white guys with beards it makes me think of them chopping down a tree shirtless or doing some other manual labor :

Same here! I used to be into black guys. But since I moved to the country a few months ago, I've been more attracted to rugged, bearded white guys also. I had one come to my rescue when my car broke down.
They are so manly. The black guys who are still persuing me seem so desperate.
The guys in the city that I moved from are so passive and feminine.
I find the black guys that have been pursuing me come off as desperate, and are mostly takers.
It's all I can do to deal with my hundreds of subs on cam, and on my pso lines. Yuck!

22lligm
12-21-2015, 03:12 PM
Same here! I used to be into black guys. But since I moved to the country a few months ago, I've been more attracted to rugged, bearded white guys also. I had one come to my rescue when my car broke down.
They are so manly. The black guys who are still persuing me seem so desperate.
The guys in the city that I moved from are so passive and feminine.
I find the black guys that have been pursuing me come off as desperate, and are mostly takers.
It's all I can do to deal with my hundreds of subs on cam, and on my pso lines. Yuck!

That's exactly how it is for me! The black guys that I've talked to in the past or are trying to talk to me right now are definitely more feminine like with their style & they always blow my phone up and it's such a turn off. But where can I meet these manly rugged bearded guys though?? Definitely not in the strip club I don't think lol and all I do is work these days. Boo.

Glamourmilf
12-21-2015, 04:16 PM
That's exactly how it is for me! The black guys that I've talked to in the past or are trying to talk to me right now are definitely more feminine like with their style & they always blow my phone up and it's such a turn off. But where can I meet these manly rugged bearded guys though?? Definitely not in the strip club I don't think lol and all I do is work these days. Boo.

I'm using LOA to attract the right guys. That might help you. Then you will always magnetize them to you, no matter where u are. Does that make sense?

miss.a.p1600
12-21-2015, 04:50 PM
I need to end this celibacy and get some d*ck! ASAP. This is sad when I'm afraid to see the ex cause I don't want to look obviously thirsty. And I don't want him getting the wrong idea. I just need a new object of affection plus some orgasmic peen.

charlie61
12-21-2015, 05:14 PM
SW be horny rn

22lligm
12-21-2015, 05:20 PM
I'm using LOA to attract the right guys. That might help you. Then you will always magnetize them to you, no matter where u are. Does that make sense?

Yeah totally I try to use LOA for other things but I never think to use it when it comes to guys. Ill try to imagine a lot of shirtless bearded men in my life :D


SW be horny rn

LOL I know

baer45
12-21-2015, 05:20 PM
I need to end this celibacy and get some d*ck! ASAP. This is sad when I'm afraid to see the ex cause I don't want to look obviously thirsty. And I don't want him getting the wrong idea. I just need a new object of affection plus some orgasmic peen.

delete. I read your post wrong.

baer45
12-21-2015, 05:27 PM
Yeah totally I try to use LOA for other things but I never think to use it when it comes to guys. Ill try to imagine a lot of shirtless bearded men in my life :D



LOL I know

I know a place is full of white men with facial hairs. A gun club. A lot of them are quite awkward though.

absolutelyadorable
12-21-2015, 06:57 PM
So, feel free to call me a wicked bitch for this one but.......whenever I see someone fall off their high horse, it makes me happy. Just to be clear, not when bad shit happens to genuinely good people or anything, but when someone who always brags about how good they've got it has to eat humble pie, it's awesome.

Cashmere Star
12-21-2015, 07:11 PM
hey are we talking about guys now?

personally when i hear "white bearded guys" I can only think of unshaved hipsters at art school lol. Speaking of manly, I admit I get a little hot thinking about guys who do manual labor, though I would never tell anyone in real life lol and I doubt those kind of guys would fit in with my hectic and bizarre lifestyle.

and the hell is loa? law of attraction? oh and the real question is how do I use this to my advantage???


I know a place is full of white men with facial hairs. A gun club. A lot of them are quite awkward though.

I thought about joining a gun club, no money though and I need to pay for my classes first. I have no idea what to expect.

ok for my confession: I live double lives and in my present, day to day life, I form superficial connections with people, always keep everyone at arm's length, and on the surface it seems like I am socially doing okay. On the other hand, I also live another life online, being more true to myself but since I don't associate with people face to face, it's impossible to make any real friendship or connection. That sting of loneliness when I open up my email and see no new messages after I try to engage with people. damn

baer45
12-21-2015, 07:24 PM
I thought about joining a gun club, no money though and I need to pay for my classes first. I have no idea what to expect.



What are you looking for? firearm experience?

Cashmere Star
12-21-2015, 07:30 PM
What are you looking for? firearm experience?

yea pretty much. actually shoot a gun for once, decide which one to keep at home for protection, maybe get some hunting buddies. *shrug* I was never raised on this type of stuff, not even sports or martial arts. I am also thinking of taking boxing and ballet classes.

baer45
12-21-2015, 07:44 PM
yea pretty much. actually shoot a gun for once, decide which one to keep at home for protection, maybe get some hunting buddies. *shrug* I was never raised on this type of stuff, not even sports or martial arts. I am also thinking of taking boxing and ballet classes.

I was raised up with guns. If you just want to have some firearm experience, you don' t need to join a gun club. If you check on gun forums and find the section of your area, guys own guns will be happy to show a pretty lady around the gun club. If you want to own a firearm...that takes a little more effort. You will need to practice with your weapon as it's pointless to own one but suck with it. So I do recommend joining a gun club in that case. Usually it costs a few hundred dollars to take care of initial join fee and first year annual fee. Of course, you might need a gun permit depends on where you live. That also costs money.

Cashmere Star
12-21-2015, 07:51 PM
I was raised up with guns. If you just want to have some firearm experience, you don' t need to join a gun club. If you check on gun forums and find the section of your area, guys own guns will be happy to show a pretty lady around the gun club. If you want to own a firearm...that takes a little more effort. You will need to practice with your weapon as it's pointless to own one but suck with it. So I do recommend joining a gun club in that case. Usually it costs a few hundred dollars to take care of initial join fee and first year annual fee. Of course, you might need a gun permit depends on where you live. That also costs money.

ah but I actually want to start a gun collection (in the future!!!) n talk to other gun people (preferably female friends), have some common ground... but at this point as I said, I don't know what to expect and I can only know what I want when I see it.

Vyanka
12-21-2015, 08:09 PM
22, Biker bars came to mind but there are usually 50+ yr olds.

My confession- I wish one of my good friends would dump her BF. He's a native from Dubai, my friend is Puerto Rican. It's not going to work out at all. His family will disown him if he marries her. I couldn't. The family does not and will not accept her at all. She's such a great girl. Smart, got her shit together, beautiful, and a total sweetheart. She's a dime! She's marriage material, yet these ppl won't accept her bc of cultural differences. SO LAME!

Been there, done that myself. It was a fkn waste of almost 3 yrs of my life I want back. Except her guy sounds nicer than my d-bag exbf.

Serena-Shields
12-21-2015, 08:34 PM
Glad I'm not the only horny one! I haven't had GOOD sex since..oh God. March? April? I swear I'm turning into a virgin. I hung out with this guy last week and when he tried to kiss me, I totally forgot how to do it! I felt like an alien!

Where have all my slut powers gone!?

Seconding the change in tastes. Last year it was white redneck boys (douche central), then it was nerds (booring) and now I'm fantasizing about british guys, mostly Idris Elba. Can't I just have him for Christmas?

baer45
12-21-2015, 08:55 PM
ah but I actually want to start a gun collection (in the future!!!) n talk to other gun people (preferably female friends), have some common ground... but at this point as I said, I don't know what to expect and I can only know what I want when I see it.

I am here to help. Always good to see another girl who's into guns. People don't know guns and ammo are good investment. Since Obama entered the white house, my guns value doubled, or tripled. Better than the money in the bank.

baer45
12-21-2015, 08:57 PM
I confess that I have a huge girl crush on Kristanna Loken. It's been a while.

Elektra Luxx
12-21-2015, 11:16 PM
I confess that I have a huge girl crush on Kristanna Loken. It's been a while.

I have a huge girl crush on Supergirl, Melissa Benoist. She looks so sweet and innocent, but I found some really racy photos of her. I felt bad that someone violated her privacy and posted those pictures of her.

lynn2009
12-22-2015, 02:23 AM
I got guilted into inviting a friend from college to my family's Christmas as her parents are traveling and I really really regret it. And she's coming to my place tomorrow to spend the night and we'll leave on Wednesday which means she'll be by herself in my apartment for a whole day. I'm just so tired, I feel like people never leave me alone anymore and I desperately want time to myself and to enjoy being home and the holiday without having to host anyone.

SweetJulia
12-22-2015, 05:57 AM
The longer I've spent in the adult business, the less disrespect I allow of me and my peers. This has, coincidentally, allowed me to earn much more money for far less time, effort, and stress. I just wish I could go back in time to when I was just a few months short of 19 and reveal this to my younger self. I allowed customers to take such advantage of me and I spent every waking moment thinking about what would happen to me at work, trying to convince myself it wasn't that awful, when it totally was.

baer45
12-22-2015, 10:12 AM
I have a huge girl crush on Supergirl, Melissa Benoist. She looks so sweet and innocent, but I found some really racy photos of her. I felt bad that someone violated her privacy and posted those pictures of her.

I watched a little supergirl. Couldn't stand it for more than 10 mins.

Glamourmilf
12-22-2015, 11:29 AM
I'm just so tired, I feel like people never leave me alone anymore and I desperately want time to myself and to enjoy being home and the holiday without having to host anyone.

:yes::yes::yes:This is EXACTLY how I feel.
I'm so glad that I live far away from everyone I know. They all told me that they're not coming out here, because it's too far. GOOD! Who asked you to come out, anyway?

Elektra Luxx
12-22-2015, 01:17 PM
I watched a little supergirl. Couldn't stand it for more than 10 mins.

You're right. The scenes without Supergirl have mature themes, but with Supergirl in the scene and the actress's acting style the scene turns sweet. The show is about girl empowerment. I would dare to say that the show's primary audience is girl tweens.

22lligm
12-22-2015, 01:55 PM
Adding to the horniness of SW..

I had sex with this guy I really like last night and I expected his dick to be tiny because he's white (I don't remember the last time I slept with a white guy so I assumed they all had small penises lol) and it was HUGE! I was shocked lol I almost asked him why it's so big. Like are you mixed with something? I'm confused. It was a nice surprise though lol.

Oh and he's close to my new type but he's not really manly lumberjack level.. but that's okay lol his facial hair and tattoos are hot.

whirlerz
12-22-2015, 02:10 PM
Yea, trust me there's a fair amt of BD white guys..this one awhile bk, he was hot, but damn, it was just too damn big, & we couldn't manage it. :(

Anywho, I love ordering random stuff off nordy's online, they have the best samples..:)

kaninchen
12-22-2015, 02:33 PM
I had sex with this guy I really like last night and I expected his dick to be tiny because he's white (I don't remember the last time I slept with a white guy so I assumed they all had small penises lol) and it was HUGE! I was shocked lol I almost asked him why it's so big. Like are you mixed with something? I'm confused. It was a nice surprise though lol.

I gave a skinny, awkward 18 year old white boy his first lap dance last week and his dick was ENORMOUS. I mean, you know, I could see the outline of it through his jeans. Usually I don't notice/don't care about customer boners, but his was like Mark Wahlberg in Boogie Nights. It was so surreal. Like, where did he get that from?! Was it real? Did he put a cucumber in his pants in some bizarre effort to impress all the dancers? Wtf is with this Twilight Zone dick?

xStacey
12-22-2015, 04:05 PM
I went holiday shopping today, didn't buy gifts for anyone but got plenty of stuff for myself.

Cashmere Star
12-22-2015, 04:09 PM
All I want for Christmas is sex... and some money.



Anywho, I love ordering random stuff off nordy's online, they have the best samples..:)

I got my $400 cashmere top from Nordies. I almost get all my clothes from Nordies, and if I hate something, I just send it back. I fuckin love Nordies!!!!

xStacey
12-22-2015, 04:17 PM
I haven't been to the club in so long my clip-in hair extensions have dust on them... Back to work tomorrow.

baer45
12-22-2015, 04:50 PM
You're right. The scenes without Supergirl have mature themes, but with Supergirl in the scene and the actress's acting style the scene turns sweet. The show is about girl empowerment. I would dare to say that the show's primary audience is girl tweens.

You've got me curious. I googled her name and came out bunch of her nude pictures. Was she a porn star or some sort of? Those pictures aren't normal selfies, they look like she had a whole group of people taking pictures of her when she's having sex. You know, the light, the angle...that ain't iphone 6, probably iphone 16 won't do it that well. LOL

tuesdaymarie
12-22-2015, 07:24 PM
I went holiday shopping today, didn't buy gifts for anyone but got plenty of stuff for myself.

I bought myself sooo much shit this holiday season, and I regret nothing.



I got my tubes tied today, and I thought I would feel conflicted or something, but I'm just so at peace with this decision. My 14-year-old cat has been lying on the couch with me all day, and my boyfriend stayed home with me, and after dealing with depression and a shitty family life for so long, it's nice to just feel content.

Selina M
12-22-2015, 08:07 PM
I buy books as gifts for people, and then read them before giving them out.

Cashmere Star
12-23-2015, 01:13 AM
I bought sheet masks online at 50% off, thinking "now my stash for the next few month is complete" then a week later there's a 60% off and after a long time debating I am like ".... alright, fuck it" and got another stash.

Here is the sheet masks website: http://www.leaderscosmeticsusa.com/