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Elektra Luxx
12-23-2015, 01:55 AM
You've got me curious. I googled her name and came out bunch of her nude pictures. Was she a porn star or some sort of? Those pictures aren't normal selfies, they look like she had a whole group of people taking pictures of her when she's having sex. You know, the light, the angle...that ain't iphone 6, probably iphone 16 won't do it that well. LOL

I don't think she was a porn star, but I don't know. Those pics look professional and hot!!! I suspect there were just some private pics of her and her SO. We all have pics like that stashed away somewhere, I know I do. LOL

SimoneGray
12-23-2015, 09:56 AM
I bought myself enough clothes today to replace half my Summer wardrobe and I don't even feel bad about it. Retail therapy is the best kind of therapy.

xStacey
12-23-2015, 08:11 PM
I hate buying gifts for men. I never know what to get them and it bores me to death trying to find something.

baer45
12-23-2015, 10:26 PM
I don't think she was a porn star, but I don't know. Those pics look professional and hot!!! I suspect there were just some private pics of her and her SO. We all have pics like that stashed away somewhere, I know I do. LOL

We know you do. lol

Elektra Luxx
12-24-2015, 07:19 PM
My younger sister is throwing up everything she eats, my parents are out of town, I'm here at the ER with her. Not how I expected to spend Christmas Eve.

lynn2009
12-24-2015, 07:54 PM
My younger sister is throwing up everything she eats, my parents are out of town, I'm here at the ER with her. Not how I expected to spend Christmas Eve.

I hope she's ok :/

baer45
12-24-2015, 08:14 PM
My younger sister is throwing up everything she eats, my parents are out of town, I'm here at the ER with her. Not how I expected to spend Christmas Eve.

Big sister, you did well. :) Merry Christmas to you.

Vyanka
12-25-2015, 12:25 AM
Damn. My cousin's gorgeous baby gave me baby rabies. He's so beautiful! Olive skin, blond hair, two tone blue eyes that look like marbles. OMG. I've never seen exotic eyes like that. Just frikkin beautiful.

Vyanka
12-25-2015, 12:40 AM
My younger sister is throwing up everything she eats, my parents are out of town, I'm here at the ER with her. Not how I expected to spend Christmas Eve.

Hope she gets better soon.

Elektra Luxx
12-25-2015, 11:17 AM
Thanks ladies for the good wishes and Merry Christmas. It turns out, my sister has been feeling bad for about a week. Plus, she had a holiday spat with her bf. (The three Escalante sisters are bi-polar bitches, pity the fool who sets them off) Anywhoo, he showed later when he found out we were in the ER. The ER doctors gave her an IV with dye and did some kind of scan of her tummy. They didn't find anything abnormal. They gave us the name of a specialist to call. Until then, anti-nausea meds seem to be working to make her feel better.

SweetJulia
12-25-2015, 03:25 PM
I'm so glad she's ok, but really hope they told her to ease back into eating gently. Only liquids at first, then bland food, then normal.

Elektra Luxx
12-25-2015, 06:47 PM
I'm so glad she's ok, but really hope they told her to ease back into eating gently. Only liquids at first, then bland food, then normal.

The doctors were thinking a blockage, which was the reason for the scan. A couple of days ago, she ate a salad thinking that fiber might help, but many hours later, she threw up undigested salad. My sister has had digestive issues before. We are planning on contacting an upper GI doctor on Monday.

Just a while ago, she was having car trouble. She woke me from deep nap, to go rescue her and she had her bf with her. His is a really nice, sweet, smart, good looking guy, but no long term goals. But he worships the ground she walks on, which to her is most important thing. I think he just turned 23, she is 19. He is not technically minded at all. I know more about fixing stuff than he does! So rescued them both.

simone87
12-26-2015, 04:04 PM
i wanna apply in rhode island so bad, but of course i'm super nervous that they will turn me away after driving all the way there. i feel like its my arms and chipmunk cheeks that make me look plumper than i am dammit. i know i can make money, its getting hired that might be harder. i also know that if you dont have that skinny big-boobed barbie body you need to balance it out with the barbie makeup and hair..a look that i really find aging,unflattering, and overdone IRL, at least on myself. i'm just not that type whatsoever. maybe i'll just do it up when applying and then switch to my normal girl next door look when I'm in

baer45
12-26-2015, 07:29 PM
OMG, the last episode of Downton Abbey was such a heart warming treat! I am very happy it ended this way. Good job Downton!

Aurora_Sunset
12-26-2015, 09:58 PM
The doctors were thinking a blockage, which was the reason for the scan. A couple of days ago, she ate a salad thinking that fiber might help, but many hours later, she threw up undigested salad. My sister has had digestive issues before. We are planning on contacting an upper GI doctor on Monday.


Sending good thoughts to you and your sister. :heartbeat

Me: I'm currently back on a kick about going to grad school. I've thought about it many times in the past, but for some reason, I tend not to think about the fact that it costs so much money until it slaps me in the face, and I'm like "Oh yeah... unless I am 100% committed to doing something specific with this degree, it's not worth it for merely the desire to go back and learn this stuff." I would love to get a Masters of Divinity though.

Elektra Luxx
12-27-2015, 12:28 AM
Sending good thoughts to you and your sister. :heartbeat

Me: I'm currently back on a kick about going to grad school. I've thought about it many times in the past, but for some reason, I tend not to think about the fact that it costs so much money until it slaps me in the face, and I'm like "Oh yeah... unless I am 100% committed to doing something specific with this degree, it's not worth it for merely the desire to go back and learn this stuff." I would love to get a Masters of Divinity though.

Masters of Divinity! I'm so impressed.

kaninchen
12-27-2015, 05:40 PM
I'm not wearing a bra today and no one can make me. *stomps feet*

miss.a.p1600
01-01-2016, 10:22 PM
Finally got the membership at the online dating site so I could have a bit of privacy. I will figure out how privacy works with online dating. But I swear if any guys Ive met at the club try to contact me or recognize me Im going to scrap the online dating site. I really would like to meet someone generous, mutual interests, and physically attractive. Now Im reluctant to show my face in the strip club again. Im really relying on my additional income sources to pull through so I don't have to go back to the club. At least not the club here.

miss.a.p1600
01-02-2016, 02:40 PM
I cried last night and was really sad finding out (through fucking facebook) about the guy I dated (who I also considered a friend and was somewhat intimate with) getting married.

I was sad because of all the guys I dated he was one of the few that treated me the best. He had a house, decent job, treated me good, and even kind of threw the idea of marriage out there but since he didn't have a ring I didn't take it serious.

Maybe I was too picky? He wasn't physically attractive in the face (I didn't want my future kids to be ugly) and he held me on this too high unreal pedestal. I was worried I'd just be arm candy to him. And he wasn't as open minded as me.

I couldn't love him at the time because I was still heartbroken from the douchebag ex.

Maybe I messed up? and now I have to start all over from scratch. And the guys on the online dating site are not hot as I was expecting. I'm scared to put myself out there emotionally and be hurt again. I don't want to waste my time.

Maybe I just need a sugar daddy.

baer45
01-02-2016, 07:13 PM
I cried last night .

I would give you hug if I could.

"It's OK, I got lost on the way
But I'm a super girl
And super girls don't cry"


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cpF7zmFJlyc

carmen_b
01-02-2016, 08:57 PM
You'd be surprised ! I had online profiles out and never got recognized even though I was SO hesitant to put anything out there .

Since you mentioned physical attraction often ( and I don't blame you as it IS a huge factor ), I'd recommend doing stuff like gyms / outings where you can mingle in person too along with the online thing.


Finally got the membership at the online dating site so I could have a bit of privacy. I will figure out how privacy works with online dating. But I swear if any guys Ive met at the club try to contact me or recognize me Im going to scrap the online dating site. I really would like to meet someone generous, mutual interests, and physically attractive. Now Im reluctant to show my face in the strip club again. Im really relying on my additional income sources to pull through so I don't have to go back to the club. At least not the club here.

xStacey
01-03-2016, 11:46 AM
I haven't been to the gym in a month, my diet has been so shitty and I am currently eating pizza. I spent my first week off working and my second week off being sick, school starts on Tuesday. I have to go back to the gym and eat healthy again once I get better... :(

I am not that worried about gaining weight honestly, my last semester was so stressful and during finals I barely had time to eat and drank more coffee in one day than the number of meals I ate.

Aurora_Sunset
01-03-2016, 07:43 PM
Bought a wireless selfie-stick...

Oh ho ho

It's on!

charlie61
01-03-2016, 09:54 PM
When I watch makeup pro tutorials on YouTube, it makes me feel like a child with fistfulls of crayons in my hands by comparison. I need to step up my makeup game.

Aurora_Sunset
01-04-2016, 01:07 AM
Nathan Fillion is my all-time favorite sexy celebrity crush. And I just sat and thought about it today and I'm technically only 4 degrees separated from him. So I haven't been able to get ridiculous random-meeting fantasies out of my head.

Elektra Luxx
01-04-2016, 06:13 AM
My grandpa is having colon cancer surgery on Wednesday. Nervous and worried.

SimoneGray
01-04-2016, 11:23 AM
I made out with a VERY cute guy from London on NYE. It's been ages since I did something like that and it was so so good.

kaninchen
01-04-2016, 11:37 AM
http://thumbs.ebaystatic.com/images/m/mB0Rll0-cCmJKU0A5MR_bSg/s-l225.jpg

Because I'm terrible and have awful taste, I really want these Pleasers to wear in my personal life. I mean, I never would, because in general I don't wear heels unless I'm getting paid, but I still want them. I bet they weigh like 9 pounds each. They're just so sparkly. :yummy:

charlie61
01-04-2016, 12:14 PM
http://thumbs.ebaystatic.com/images/m/mB0Rll0-cCmJKU0A5MR_bSg/s-l225.jpg

Because I'm terrible and have awful taste, I really want these Pleasers to wear in my personal life. I mean, I never would, because in general I don't wear heels unless I'm getting paid, but I still want them. I bet they weigh like 9 pounds each. They're just so sparkly. :yummy:

My ankles broke just looking at those.

(but...prettysparkly!!!)

22lligm
01-04-2016, 12:48 PM
My grandpa is having colon cancer surgery on Wednesday. Nervous and worried.

Hoping everything goes smoothly for your grandpa!

SamanthaSugar
01-05-2016, 11:27 PM
I've been known to take Ambien before bed then buy random shit on Amazon then forget about it until it arrives in 2 days. Today I recieved a bunch of Sprouting Trays to grow sprouts WTF???

SimoneGray
01-06-2016, 07:37 AM
My piece of shit ex is getting married. He spent 3 years fucking my life up and eviscerating me and now he is getting his happily ever after while I enter my 4th year alone. I just want him to one day feel how he made me feel, because right now I feel like he got off scott free.

I also have no idea why, but every guy I date seems to just come into my life, abuse me, fuck my shit up, go off, leave me in pieces and then find the girl of their dreams. I am so sick of being "the girl before The Girl". I also have no idea what I've done to attract human garbage. I am a generally good person who tries to keep her good energy aligned with the universe. I just wish someone would actually pick me for once, like really really pick me, not use and abuse.

I'm pretty terrified of dating right now and this news just makes things worse because I will not be the girl before the girl to yet another asshole

Genoveve
01-06-2016, 01:42 PM
My piece of shit ex is getting married. He spent 3 years fucking my life up and eviscerating me and now he is getting his happily ever after while I enter my 4th year alone. I just want him to one day feel how he made me feel, because right now I feel like he got off scott free.

I also have no idea why, but every guy I date seems to just come into my life, abuse me, fuck my shit up, go off, leave me in pieces and then find the girl of their dreams. I am so sick of being "the girl before The Girl". I also have no idea what I've done to attract human garbage. I am a generally good person who tries to keep her good energy aligned with the universe. I just wish someone would actually pick me for once, like really really pick me, not use and abuse.

You have no idea the dynamics of these new relationships of theirs though, there's a really good chance that they're not living 'happily ever after' and that their 'dream girls' aren't actually that. Even if you were facebook stalking them and seeing that things are looking great for them; appearances can be VERY deceiving.

I mean think about it, do you really think these douchebags do a complete 180, turn into perfect gentlemen and end up with a fairy princess? There's like no way.

kaninchen
01-06-2016, 01:49 PM
My boyfriend was showing me some old pictures and I feel a little guilty for thinking this, but he used to be super effing foxy. He's still cute, but when he was a buff, tan, 22 year old ski instructor... :propeller :drool: OMG! Why didn't I meet him 10 years ago? So unfair.

SimoneGray
01-06-2016, 02:08 PM
You have no idea the dynamics of these new relationships of theirs though, there's a really good chance that they're not living 'happily ever after' and that their 'dream girls' aren't actually that. Even if you were facebook stalking them and seeing that things are looking great for them; appearances can be VERY deceiving.

I mean think about it, do you really think these douchebags do a complete 180, turn into perfect gentlemen and end up with a fairy princess? There's like no way.

You are so right. Sadly I didn't have to do any social media stalking as he texted me himself, gushing about what a good fit for him this new girl is and how open minded she is....I always told him I didn't want to know about that part of his life. Also, I kicked him out of mine like 3 months ago. We hadn't spoken in 3 months and he broke his silence to do this nonsense. Ugh.

Genoveve
01-06-2016, 02:31 PM
^Exactly, and what kind of person would do something like that(get back at you for kicking them out of your life by ignoring your requests to not hear about their love life to brag about said love life)? An asshole. And trust me, the chick that he found to put up with him most likely ain't no prize.

ETA in fact, what kind of guy in a relationship even wants to keep in contact with an ex? An asshole kind. The new chick is NOT lucky to have him.

carmen_b
01-06-2016, 07:42 PM
Simone : He's just being a pest! Ignore ignore ignore. :)
It'll free up energy to find what YOU want !

Vyanka
01-06-2016, 09:00 PM
what kind of guy in a relationship even wants to keep in contact with an ex? An asshole kind.

:yes:

Girl, preach.

:yes:

SimoneGray
01-06-2016, 09:19 PM
Thank you all so much ladies, you are all right. I even got to talk it through and realised that it was a tiny hiccup in my otherwise wonderful life and I feel much better now. He has been blocked off every bit of social media etc so he doesn't catch me off guard again. Onwards and upwards.

miss.a.p1600
01-06-2016, 10:13 PM
I find myself hating when dudes ask my name and wanting to give dudes on the online dating site a fake alias - like how a dancer would do when meeting guys in the club. But if Im looking for a genuine connection I guess it would defeat the purpose to give a fake name? Overcoming the fear........baby steps.

miss.a.p1600
01-06-2016, 10:23 PM
My piece of shit ex is getting married. He spent 3 years fucking my life up and eviscerating me and now he is getting his happily ever after while I enter my 4th year alone. I just want him to one day feel how he made me feel, because right now I feel like he got off scott free.

I also have no idea why, but every guy I date seems to just come into my life, abuse me, fuck my shit up, go off, leave me in pieces and then find the girl of their dreams. I am so sick of being "the girl before The Girl". I also have no idea what I've done to attract human garbage. I am a generally good person who tries to keep her good energy aligned with the universe. I just wish someone would actually pick me for once, like really really pick me, not use and abuse.

I'm pretty terrified of dating right now and this news just makes things worse because I will not be the girl before the girl to yet another asshole

He will get his just deserts. Believe that.

I felt the same way about an ex (and other guys I dated). The ex lied to me, made a bunch of fake promises I naively believed, and abused me mentally before I came to my senses. I wanted him to hurt emotionally like how he made me feel hurt emotionally but I decided to forgive him and leave justice in the hands of the divine. Sure enough, Several scandals later, he is now washed up single, community dick, and his relationships are in shambles. I know he wishes he could be back with someone like me but he blew his opportunity. And I have better awaiting.

Maybe those situations, as sucky as they may have been, will prepare you for your future partner so you will know what to look out for when you date again in the future.

Elektra Luxx
01-07-2016, 08:22 AM
My grandpa is doing well after his surgery. The doctors gave him a colostomy, which may be permanent depending on healing. To complicate matters, he has renal failure, diabetes and heart problems. They also found diverticulitis that perforated his colon, but didn't have any pain or symptoms before because of his diabetes. He'll be in the hospital for 7 or 8 days depending on his progress.

whirlerz
01-07-2016, 08:38 AM
Well, thanks for this update..much healing & best wishes to him & you!^

MistressX
01-08-2016, 12:59 AM
I confess I've fallen deeper down the rabbit hole.. In 3 weeks time this beautiful girl will join my fleet :-/

438814388243883

I am officially a hearse hoarder!

baer45
01-08-2016, 09:12 PM
Sorry boys, British accent doesn't do anything for me.

Gia2608
01-08-2016, 09:31 PM
I confess I've fallen deeper down the rabbit hole.. In 3 weeks time this beautiful girl will join my fleet :-/

438814388243883

I am officially a hearse hoarder!


Do you do anything with them? You could totally make it into a business somehow if you wanted,

Selina M
01-09-2016, 09:06 PM
Confession: I looooove my friend dearly but I want to smack her in the head sometimes and be like "DO YOU EVEN SEE WHAT YOU'RE DOING?!"

I think she's in this massive hurry to do the "American dream" thing and is going to get in trouble. She met this guy, and moved him in within a month. He proposed last V day. Then she bought a $200k house in the suburbs (on a teaching salary) because his 10 year old kid wanted to move here (who then changed his mind after a month). Now she's sending out these cute little cards for their 'housewarming & engagement BBQ' (UGH GROSS, if I ever get that lame, march my ass back into a strip club).

Meanwhile, I like the guy but I just don't think he's husband material and I'd bet $1000 they get divorced. He was a heroin addict that was like 2 months clean when they met; he's relapsed several times and brought illicit drugs into their apt, pissed dirty on a school drug test & jeopardized that, and refuses to seek pro help. He's never contributed one red cent to their household bills. He bought her ring with borrowed money. He's gonna graduate from this trade school and probably make $10/hour. Yet she's prancing around all "LA LA LA domestic suburban happy bullshit!"

I feel like a shitty friend because I really, really don't want her to marry him, because I think she can do SO much better. I'm actually hoping he does something stupid enough that she'll realize he's not on her level.

SimoneGray
01-09-2016, 10:15 PM
^^ You need to say something...at least just express concern...she will thank you for it later, even if she hates you now for saying something. Just make sure you can be there for her and she feels comfortable to talk to you should he start doing something or doing drugs again. You're not a shitty friend at all, this situation is literally one giant red flag

BadBitch
01-09-2016, 10:43 PM
When I watch makeup pro tutorials on YouTube, it makes me feel like a child with fistfulls of crayons in my hands by comparison. I need to step up my makeup game.

YES!!!!!!

MistressX
01-09-2016, 11:28 PM
Do you do anything with them? You could totally make it into a business somehow if you wanted,

Nah, I just collect them. I have gone the hearse rentals route. I used to help my ex run a business called GraveRides. It was shit because we werent SAG so any music videos or movies we rented to (we rented to clint eastwood for jersey boys) would try to rip us off and not pay us. The coaches were almost always damaged in some way on party rentals or chauffeuring and what have you. Its just not worth it. Plus technically we weren't supposed to be renting at all without commercial registration/insurance which is 3 times the price of normal.

I just collect, fix and admire. I don't know how I'm ending up with 4. This one won't be the last, either. I still need a classic ambulance and something with actual fins to add to my collection... LOL