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SweetJulia
01-10-2016, 11:11 AM
This is SO petty, but when I was twenty I had a 'job" interview for a permanent makeup apprenticeship at a salon owned by the lady who did my lips and her sister. The sister interviewed me and was disgustingly digging in her ears The entire time. At the end, after she gave me the job and said she'd call me with a schedule. She stood up to shake my hand and I wouldn't. It'd be one thing if she only used one for nauseating treasure hunt, but she'd used both. So it's not like I could give her my left so she'd give me hers. I never got a call from them and I'm sure that's why, cuz she looked shocked. I don't care, if you can't have manners enough not to do that for a twenty minute interview, you'd probably do it all day once I started. People either do it all the time in public or never do it, just realized my close friends all fall in the second group. I know I sound nuts, but I've been dying to vent on that for years lol.

whirlerz
01-10-2016, 11:48 AM
Gross, I stopped reading early, but got the gist. I once had an interview where the guy picked callouses off his hands, & THAT made me ill..

Selina M
01-10-2016, 01:11 PM
^^ You need to say something...at least just express concern...she will thank you for it later, even if she hates you now for saying something. Just make sure you can be there for her and she feels comfortable to talk to you should he start doing something or doing drugs again. You're not a shitty friend at all, this situation is literally one giant red flag

I have :shrug: Not 2 weeks ago she was saying he'd failed the school drug test. He had initially kicked on his own and despite relapses has refused to seek professional help or even go to an NA meeting. I suggested that maybe it was time for him to seek help and she should send him to the outpatient place my fiancé went to... And she went "I'm not sending him anywhere, I have washed my hands of it, this is HIS problem."

:banghead: He lives in your house (which he then brings shit into), and you're planning to legally tie yourself to him. Ergo, his drug problem is also YOUR problem now.

I haven't really got a clue what else to say to her. Maybe my fiancé can talk some sense into her, she listens to him on this stuff a little better than me. Maybe it's intervention time.

22lligm
01-10-2016, 03:26 PM
I feel like such a fat ass. I'm laying on the couch watching the Simpsons and waiting for it to be a decent time for me to order pizza lol. Today is definitely the definition of a Lazy Sunday. I didn't wake up till like noon.. took my dog out around 2pm.. now I'm on the couch with a blanket thinking about pizza toppings and what movie I want to watch lol. I've been doing good at work & eating healthier lately and I plan on working a lot again this coming week.. so I will do whatever the hell I want today (which is nothing lol).

ScarletKitten
01-10-2016, 09:15 PM
My bf just went to work a little while ago. This is his new job. I feel all panicky and my heart hurts because I'm not used to being apart from him this much. I am very glad that he is working and making money now, but fuck. I feel all alone in this country, all alone in this house, far away from everything and everyone I know, and I miss him so much I could cry. I'm being a total baby right now, I know. If I don't occupy myself with something I'm gonna go crazy.

baer45
01-11-2016, 02:07 PM
I just love the show Shameless so much! I have to rewatch it twice before my appointment.

missmercedes
01-11-2016, 03:49 PM
I confess that I have a really gross habit of picking the skin off my lips. I've been doing it since I was a kid and am honestly addicted to the sensation, it feels unlike any other pain. I've only recently realized that on some level it is a self harming behavior, even if my lips always heal up nice and plump and pretty. Anyways, i do it most when I'm stressed or anxious and my lips look soo nasty rn! yet I don't even care. at least it's really easy to hide on cam with lipgloss or whatever ..

My other confession is that I sexually spoil my bf. I prefer giving bjs to receiving head, but he only gives me head maybe once to every 15 times I blow him. it doesn't usually bother me because I'm very very satisfied by our sex and always cum like 3-5x. But today he wanted to finish in my mouth after we had sex and I ended up blowing him forever (rolling my eyes at him as i did it, lmao) and his balls smelled so bad! Omg , they never smell but they really did today. Hahahha....ew :eek:

absolutelyadorable
01-11-2016, 03:54 PM
I really REALLY don't want to go back home this weekend.......but I got suckered into it and now I'm dreading it. FML. And I'll be stuck there till Sunday night.

MistressX
01-11-2016, 05:02 PM
Gah, I took Jimmy out when I wasnt supposed to! I have no insurance! I cringe to think what would have happened if I got into an accident.. But he's going on non-op soon and that was pretty much my last outing with him. Needed to spend some quality time.. Now I feel guilty lol

BadBitch
01-11-2016, 09:48 PM
I give customer's the middle finger while on cam. I'm smiling and chatting while secretly flipping them off.

SimoneGray
01-11-2016, 09:51 PM
I am a bit addicted to food related reality tv. Cooking shows are my jam.

Genoveve
01-12-2016, 12:26 AM
^Speaking of cooking confessions, I just ordered Kris Jenner's cookbook. There's these homemade brownies that I always see on their show or on their instagrams when they're cooking for big occasions and I need to know how to make them, they always make me drool.

Nina_
01-12-2016, 12:33 PM
My ex of 5 years who has 9 felonies is a piece of shit, began to treat me like shit, and I am finding out while we were on a break, he fucked another girl and has been lying to my face about it for 2 straight years. I didn't even find out from him. He is now selling coke, and I'm very tempted to call his probation officer and tell her. I don't ever want to be a snitch, but he's driving me to that point.

Nina_
01-12-2016, 02:22 PM
I think I'm just gonna go Carrie Underwood on his car.

carmen_b
01-12-2016, 04:07 PM
I think I've officially had some great outsourcing SUCCESS ! :)
I definitely am Pro Outsourcing now when I really wasn't sure I agreed with the whole thing when I started it.
It's the wave of the future I suppose .....

JGB2009
01-12-2016, 08:45 PM
I just blocked my daughters dad on facebook. We don't speak on there but I don't wanna be tempted to look at his profile ever again!!!!

SimoneGray
01-12-2016, 08:47 PM
Sometimes I wonder if I weren't to watch all these documentaries on the dangers of obesity etc, if I would just let myself go completely and not give a fuck...sometimes I wonder if the only thing holding me back from negative things is the fear of consequences and not rational thought...eh

Nina_
01-13-2016, 08:05 AM
So if anyone read my previous posts here on the last page about my piece of shit ex, I feel great right now! I couldn't completely ruin his car since he stays with his grandma now that I've kicked him out of MY apartment (loser), so I didn't wanna make too much noise. My lawyer pal also advised me not to do any destruction over $100 cuz that would be a felony. I'm not too worried, my ex would never go to the cops. But I took the lawyer's advice.

It was executed perfectly. My sis and best friend were on the lookout for me. They live two streets away and showed me the alley way for a fast getaway. I still wrote on his window with permanent marker, "You fucked [insert her first and last name here] and she had chlamydia. PS - felons shouldn't carry guns & sell coke." Then I quickly stuffed this stupid (but really nice) hand crafted card that he sent me while I was in prison lol, under one of his windshield wipers. I'm sure his heart sank when he saw that.

I then kneeled down to the left back tire, inserted the pocket knife I brought, and heard the air coming out, so I stabbed it up several more times out anger. Then it was done, I hurried down the block into the alley and met up with my girls. It was freezing outside the whole time but my adrenaline allowed me to not feel it whatsoever. I felt SO invigorated. It doesn't come close to the emotional damage he's caused me, but it's something.

Mission accomplished.

Edit: and I'll do it again, too.

wednesday86
01-13-2016, 09:57 AM
I dropped my classes because I had to, but I also wanted to. Nothing but relief. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I really don't have the energy to take these random bullshit classes with everything else going on. I can just focus on my other goals :) From now on if I take a class it will only be for things I'm interested in.

baer45
01-13-2016, 12:20 PM
Watching movie The Adulterer, it gets awkwardly scary.

kaninchen
01-13-2016, 08:39 PM
I had ice cream and moscato for dinner.

baer45
01-13-2016, 09:44 PM
8, 27, 34, 04, 19 and 10

I am pretty sure i have purchased this ticket before, but not this time. Damn.

whirlerz
01-13-2016, 10:06 PM
I'm reading some books about financial stuff, & the housing crisis..really having a hard time getting thru, it's just hurts to read that stuff:'(

BadBitch
01-13-2016, 10:10 PM
Gave a freeloading troll my attention today. I feel like shit and really regret it.

Likethis
01-14-2016, 12:39 PM
I miss being a kid.

Everyone I love was alive. The future seemed kind of bright, like it would all work out and we would all be happy.

wednesday86
01-14-2016, 01:47 PM
I let my son watch way too much tv today...I'm just so damn tired and have a headache that won't go away. He's in a really clingy/hyper stage and the only thing that keeps him out of my hair for a few minutes is his cartoons. I'm a bad mom today. Whatever

whirlerz
01-14-2016, 05:05 PM
I haz a tiny, lil' blk spider, he showed up in my tub..when the housekeeper comes to clean, I put hims in a styrafoam cup w/ a lose lid in a drawer so he'll be ok.
I name him Herman/Hermana if it's a girl. :)

Genoveve
01-14-2016, 05:34 PM
^^Omgggg I had a praying mantis perched on my door for a while a few months ago and I named 'him' Herman.

whirlerz
01-14-2016, 05:42 PM
^^Omgggg I had a praying mantis perched on my door for a while a few months ago and I named 'him' Herman.

Cool! They actually sell them, they eat other bugs & are beneficial!

tuesdaymarie
01-15-2016, 06:21 PM
Alright, alright y'all. I'm a little tipsy so here goes with the confessions:

There are some really awesome girls on here I'd love to be friends with IRL. I miss having girlfriends.

I have crippling doubts about my ability to become a professional writer, but every time I seriously explore another career path, I realize I would just spend my time trying to write around it anyway.

RE: the above, I often wish I had a passion for something much more mundane. Like accounting or computer science.

My oldest kitty is a little sick, and I would totally trade the lives of many humans to cure her. As it is, her current condition will cost around $1,600 - $2,000 to cure. So I guess there will be no sacrifices. For now. Or maybe only a few, just in case? Kitties >

OliveJardin
01-15-2016, 06:32 PM
My oldest kitty is a little sick, and I would totally trade the lives of many humans to cure her. As it is, her current condition will cost around $1,600 - $2,000 to cure. So I guess there will be no sacrifices. For now. Or maybe only a few, just in case? Kitties >

^Sorry to hear about your cat :'(, I hope she gets better. Hugs x

Vyanka
01-15-2016, 07:04 PM
Alright, alright y'all. I'm a little tipsy so here goes with the confessions:

There are some really awesome girls on here I'd love to be friends with IRL. I miss having girlfriends.

I have crippling doubts about my ability to become a professional writer, but every time I seriously explore another career path, I realize I would just spend my time trying to write around it anyway.

RE: the above, I often wish I had a passion for something much more mundane. Like accounting or computer science.

My oldest kitty is a little sick, and I would totally trade the lives of many humans to cure her. As it is, her current condition will cost around $1,600 - $2,000 to cure. So I guess there will be no sacrifices. For now. Or maybe only a few, just in case? Kitties >


I hope your kitty gets well too. Maybe the vet has payment plans or care credit can cover it.

Selina M
01-15-2016, 07:38 PM
I bought a crockpot and am way too excited. Take that, promisers of kitchen gadgets that don't deliver.

tuesdaymarie
01-15-2016, 07:38 PM
Thank y'all. We're bringing her into the specialist Monday, and they're supposed to begin treatment within 24 hours. The original estimate was for $3500-5k, so the $2k bit is actually good news. She'll have to be hospitalized for around a week. I'll be a stressed out wreck, but I'm ultimately thankful her condition is curable, and that I live close to specialists able to administer the treatment, since a lot of vets aren't licensed to deal with the materials (radioactive stuff). I wish all pet owners were willing and able to enlist specialists like this for their animals.

whirlerz
01-15-2016, 07:47 PM
Awww, best to you & ur Kitt!!!!
I went to a self-publishing 1 day workshop @ my library, I would like to publish something.

MistressX
01-15-2016, 08:10 PM
I was feeling sorry for myself because I sat on cam like a derpdy derp making less than $30 in an hour, felt sorry for myself so I plopped a GIANT glob of super duper chocolate on chocolate fudge ice cream and now I cant even finish it because I'm not really big on sweets LOL.. There is just a pile of fudge starig back at me, slowly melting. And now I feel ill!

charlie61
01-16-2016, 01:07 AM
I find gay men so fucking sexy.

Always nice to find a good movie on Netflix - August was decent.

SweetJulia
01-16-2016, 07:39 AM
TuesdayMarie, did you look into CareCredit? They finance up to two grand, as long as a bill is over two hundred bucks. I had a scare with my female cat a week or two ago, it was a great help.

JGB2009
01-16-2016, 01:50 PM
All I wanna do is sleep and not be bothered by no one.

I got to get myself together because I have been in a terrible mood most of the week....

wednesday86
01-16-2016, 03:39 PM
I confess that I'm so excited about camming...cannot wait for February to get here so I can start. I've been reading the cam forums constantly, watching every video and documentary on camming I can find, reading up on fetishes and erotica to prepare myself....but it's making me wonder if normal things I do like smoking a cigarette or blowing up a balloon is secretly turning on some passerby.

tuesdaymarie
01-16-2016, 05:00 PM
TuesdayMarie, did you look into CareCredit? They finance up to two grand, as long as a bill is over two hundred bucks. I had a scare with my female cat a week or two ago, it was a great help.

We've had it since one of our cats broke her leg really badly while we were still in college. Her surgery was $3500! We wouldn't have been able to pay for it if we hadn't opened accounts. I've kept my account open ever since then. I use it whenever I have a medical bill, then just pay it off the next bill cycle or within the promo period, so over the years they've upped my limit to like $8.5k. It's a really useful account, IMO. They must make a killing off of people who don't pay off their promotional purchases within the interest-free window though. Despite having a good credit score and having had an account with them for years, my interest rate is still crazy high.

Mini confession: I have baby rabies... but for a puppy. My sister ended up with one when a friend of a friend asked her to take him, and he's fucking adorable. Given that my kitty is older and unwell, there's no way I'm adding a new name to my cuddle roster right now. But logic nearly flew out the window entirely when that little mutt gave me kisses.

Glamourmilf
01-16-2016, 07:10 PM
I confess that I really love my subscription to 'Seventeen' Magazine!
Whenever being a 'grown-up' becomes too much, (which is a lot lately), I retreat into my bedroom to read it. With a snack and a soda, I find reading it calms me down almost instantly.
I love my Vogue, and Cosmo, but not when I'm anxious or overwhelmed.
I also learn the 'lingo' that younger peeps are using, and it helps me on cam, since most of my custies are 18-25.
Like this new term- 'Fetch'= I must have it.
And #OOTD= Outfit of the day.:)

whirlerz
01-16-2016, 07:26 PM
I find the 'younger' mags seem to have better makeup tips, some of the clothes are better^

Glamourmilf
01-16-2016, 08:33 PM
I find the 'younger' mags seem to have better makeup tips, some of the clothes are better^

Yes! Exactly! I get way more ideas of what to wear and how to do my makeup there, than in Vogue. In Vogue, most of the clothes don't 'translate' to off the runway very well.

MistressX
01-16-2016, 09:21 PM
I confess that I really am feeling like I need to break up with my boyfriend. He really isnt attentive at all and we live 300 miles apart. No matter how many times I tell him what I need (like I actually spell it out for him) and he says he will be better, he doesnt get better. Is he just dumb? I am starting to really feel like I should not have left my ex for him. The guy adored me and I fuckin treated him like dirt. Now this guy.. Man I dont know. He just doesnt care and I'm starting to feel like I felt when I dated that godawful wannabe rockstar .. and that is BAD.

kaninchen
01-17-2016, 01:53 AM
Lately I've been really overwhelmed by negative self talk. To counter it, I've been coming up with two or three positive things about myself each day. Today I went with two customer compliments, so all day I was reassuring myself that I have perfect nipples and that I smell like marshmallows.

baer45
01-17-2016, 12:38 PM
Life is not all about rainbows and sunshine...it only takes one customer who has bigger man boobs than mine to remind me that.

Genoveve
01-17-2016, 07:54 PM
I finally bought a nose hair trimmer, been meaning to for forever.

Aurora_Sunset
01-17-2016, 08:41 PM
I've become obsessed with completing stupid paid surveys online while watching TV. It's such a pathetic amount of money, but the concept of being able to make any money while I would otherwise just be drooling in front of the TV is super awesome right now.

ScarletKitten
01-17-2016, 10:40 PM
I miss New Orleans so much. I was crying today because of how much I miss the people down there, the jazz music in the streets, the Creole culture, the Mississippi River, and the magic of the city. I met some amazing people there. I wonder now what the fuck I'm doing here. Why did I leave the South to come freeze my ass off up here? Hardly any sunlight up here. I understand seasonal affective disorder now. I get it. I got that wintertime sadness.