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fantasiarene
08-19-2010, 09:42 PM
Okay I just realized I posted that twice. Didn't think it went through the first time. Okay delete button it is.

carmen_b
08-20-2010, 12:27 AM
Get self help books! I don't know... I hope one day you'll see that you CAN leave!!

malayataylor
08-20-2010, 05:32 AM
My boyfriend and I finally had our big talk last night and everything is fine. It seems like he wants to work things out. After our talk...

He pretty much had his way with me and I enjoyed EVERY minute of it. ;D I think we had sex like 6 times yesterday and twice this morning (I woke him up at 5am ;D) Yes it was really f'ing awesome!

to top it off .. I have lots of $$$$$$$ coming my way today. ;D;D

p.s We're at Ihop right now and I'm on stripperweb. How romantic! LOL!

jennsweet
08-20-2010, 07:25 AM
a good fuck and some pancakes sounds good to me:)

Harleigh HellKat
08-20-2010, 11:15 AM
I just got dumped. It's not that bad of a thing, but I wanted to end it on MY terms. That's all.

_Avery_
08-20-2010, 12:12 PM
Delete.

Harleigh HellKat
08-20-2010, 12:16 PM
Ohhh my friend has that. His locks up for NO reason though! I hope yours doesn't do that.

_Avery_
08-20-2010, 12:22 PM
Delete.

pixierocksonthepole
08-20-2010, 12:57 PM
So I just found an old Bebe dress of mine and its hott. I will fit into it again. I thought I had actually given it away. Surprise!!!

carmen_b
08-20-2010, 03:03 PM
I was horny as hell and he was doing laundry at his place only two miles away. I am not good with this whole one boyfriend thing. Where's your pride man ? Come GET ME OFF. Don't expect monogamy from me if this trend continues. ;(

DirtyLittleSecret
08-20-2010, 03:28 PM
So i did it. After all these months of lurking and being chicken shit, i signed up for streammate. Yeah i know that's no biggie to you ladies but to me its pretty ballsy. I'm also gonna try putting effort into my mygirlfund account. Fuck, i only live once... i need to stop living vicariously through other ppl and just do it.
Now i gotta hunt someone down with a printer/scanner or wait till sunday to print it at my SO parents house (in a stealth like manner).

Harleigh HellKat
08-20-2010, 03:42 PM
I'm also about to do something very ballsy. I saved the number for a local 'tantra' center. I haven't called it yet, but I'm going to. I mean it. I'm gonna do it. For real. No turning back.

malayataylor
08-20-2010, 04:50 PM
I'm also about to do something very ballsy. I saved the number for a local 'tantra' center. I haven't called it yet, but I'm going to. I mean it. I'm gonna do it. For real. No turning back.

KEEP ME POSTED!!!

I hope it's not THAT place we talked about ... :)

malayataylor
08-20-2010, 04:53 PM
I'm happy today. I'm very happy. My boyfriend should be like this everyday. I really do believe that he missed me. 7 weeks without seeing each other was like death. Let's see what happens these next few days. I'm glad he's home.

I'm still going to focus almost all of my attention on work from now on and work on not being clingy (Yes I have this problem when it comes to him).

Harleigh HellKat
08-20-2010, 05:29 PM
No no different place lol! This one is in town and has a nice looking website.

malayataylor
08-20-2010, 05:42 PM
No no different place lol! This one is in town and has a nice looking website.

oOOH Thank goodness! Good! :-D

charlie61
08-20-2010, 05:48 PM
I'm also about to do something very ballsy. I saved the number for a local 'tantra' center. I haven't called it yet, but I'm going to. I mean it. I'm gonna do it. For real. No turning back.

Oh my gawsh!! I love it! You must update when you follow through!!!

Harleigh HellKat
08-20-2010, 06:35 PM
K will keep you guys updated.

New confession... I haven't done anything today because I just can't. I'm really depressed. My ex went out on a 'motorcycle ride' and now I get to sit at the house and wonder what he's really doing. I hate him. I hope he gets pulled over and gets a ticket for not having insurance or a tag.

Kellydancer
08-21-2010, 01:59 PM
I literally hit rock bottom yesterday (never thought I could) and came to a realization that I need to stop worrying about my guy and start worrying about my jobs. As in answer to my prayers I found and applied to over 200 jobs that fit me to a t! In a strange irony almost all these jobs are near him so maybe in time things will workout. If not, at least I'll (hopefully) have a job. I just want this job and guy depression to leave.

Harleigh HellKat
08-21-2010, 02:39 PM
I'm right there at rock bottom with you. I moved to a state where I didn't know anyone, and I'm stuck in BFE without a car of my own. And I just got dumped. But, it's like I said... once you've hit rock bottom there's no where to go but up. :D

Kellydancer
08-21-2010, 02:48 PM
Very true. Things will happen for both of us soon, I feel it. I've noticed that hitting rock bottom means good things are on the way.

carmen_b
08-21-2010, 04:45 PM
I just drove three hours to get to work and I just want to leave. I haven't told new boy I dance ( only that " I have a secret that won't affect him and it needs to be 100% kept a secret ". The guilt is affecting my money. I might just work a few hours and drive back to have the talk with him.

charlie61
08-21-2010, 07:54 PM
I just drove three hours to get to work and I just want to leave. I haven't told new boy I dance ( only that " I have a secret that won't affect him and it needs to be 100% kept a secret ". The guilt is affecting my money. I might just work a few hours and drive back to have the talk with him.

Damn girl...how do you even make it into work if it's 3 hours away? That's crazy! Did you pick the club b/c it's the only option?

As far as the boy thing goes, I'd take it in the complete opposite direction and pretend like it's not a huge deal. I mean, it's just your job, right? Unless you're jerking guys off at work, it shouldn't be that big of a deal. I get it that it is a big deal to people outside of the industry, but I think approaching it with that kind of attitude would help discourage the stigma of "it's a secret!!!"

So tell him another secret of yours since you already hyped it up, and then be like "Oh yeah, and I'm a stripper."

carmen_b
08-21-2010, 08:00 PM
I live in salt lake city ( stage only ). I travel to a few clubs ( inuding this one ). My day job would fire me ( I know it'd not legal to do so). It's a secret. I'm just so off . Maybe it's time to retire. Again. :/
I could bartend locally . I'll talk to him. I hope he's cool with it cause I did WELL last Sat and I don't feel done yet .
Please don't quote. Pulling my location from post in a few hours.

charlie61
08-21-2010, 08:06 PM
^ If you and he are meant to be together, he should be able to be okay with you stripping. I personally would never enter into a relationship where I'd have to change my job just to make the other person happy.

AngelEyezXYZ
08-21-2010, 08:34 PM
I confess that unless I'm getting fucked exactly the way I want it, I'm a total bitch and extremely unhappy. Well I got it how I like it today and I'm floating on clouds. ::sigh:: good dick is GOOD.

Harleigh HellKat
08-21-2010, 08:49 PM
^Lucky!!!!

I think my recent break up is going to prompt me to take my career to some interestingly different levels. :D I think I'll be able to do things I haven't before, and I'm more open minded and motivated now that I'm not blinded by love and all that crap.

jennsweet
08-21-2010, 09:03 PM
I confess that unless I'm getting fucked exactly the way I want it, I'm a total bitch and extremely unhappy. Well I got it how I like it today and I'm floating on clouds. ::sigh:: good dick is GOOD.


...um details plz! lol! my perfect fuck is a six pack, a perfect cock, hard fucking, choking, hair pulling, cuffs, spanking, and a pornstar cumshot. i don't really give a shit WHO the guy is, as long as he can meet those standards, we'll be just fine!

pixierocksonthepole
08-21-2010, 09:13 PM
I confess...twice so far today and I'm looking forward to the third. ;)

Almost like we are back in our apartment again. mmmhmmm.

carmen_b
08-21-2010, 09:38 PM
Told !!! He's ok with it!

pixierocksonthepole
08-21-2010, 10:30 PM
Told !!! He's ok with it!

YAY!!!! :party:

carmen_b
08-22-2010, 03:37 AM
^ Thanks for that. ;)
I left the club and started driving back and just called him! It went well. Then I turned around and went back to club for my monies. ;)

pixierocksonthepole
08-22-2010, 08:39 AM
Hopefully it turned out to be a great night ;D

Sia
08-22-2010, 04:06 PM
I finally had my first ever over $1000 night!!! I've come close before but it took a year before it finally happened. (Admittedly, I am a slacker....usually work 1 - 3 nights a week, 5 hours per shift.)

The club was awesome on Friday. Line ups to get into VIP, guys actually spending money. I hope it's a sign that this city will be back to normal for the fall/winter!

_Avery_
08-22-2010, 05:01 PM
Good job girl!! ^^

I miss nights like that, although, I have a good feeling it will happen again soon. :)
I probably could've came close last night, but was just irritable and bitchy all day.

I'm glad you finally did it. One of the best feelings ever!! ;D

Glamgirl
08-22-2010, 05:39 PM
I just had webcam sex with a cute germa guy i met in an adult chatroom!

malayataylor
08-22-2010, 05:44 PM
I just had webcam sex with a cute germa guy i met in an adult chatroom!

Did you get paid for it?

Glamgirl
08-22-2010, 06:26 PM
No it was just for fun :)

_Avery_
08-22-2010, 06:32 PM
Delete.

Glamgirl
08-22-2010, 06:38 PM
That bob would look really nice on you!

_Avery_
08-22-2010, 06:41 PM
I'm really, really considering it...I just know how I am, I'll figure out something I don't like about it when it's done...lol and then there's no turning back. Scary!!! :P

Sia
08-22-2010, 07:08 PM
I'm really, really considering it...I just know how I am, I'll figure out something I don't like about it when it's done...lol and then there's no turning back. Scary!!! :P

I like it how it is now!

I'm the same way.....I'll grow my hair out super long then cut it into a short pixie cut. I've done that twice now and regretted it both times, lol.

I say keep it long and buy a nice wig if you want a different style now and then. ;D

carmen_b
08-23-2010, 12:31 AM
Sia : You're giving me hope! I've been in the $900's , but still haven't hit G club and can't wait ( and of course want it to happen soon ... it just HAS to happen before I leave dancing ... got to ! ).

DirtyLittleSecret
08-23-2010, 12:41 PM
Confession:
Its getting to the point where i just hate everyone.
(The only exclusion is my daughter who is my world and really the only person i care about.)
I've become such a hermit and "social shut-in" that going out where there is people is just not worth my time. I get aggravated, annoyed and i really just see no point. Like i could be in a crowded room and i just don't want to be bothered. I feel almost invisible. I just have no desire to interact.
I mean, at my daughters birthday party all i cared about was my daughter. Everyone else was a blur. I see people my age w/ kids, going out and stuff and i just get angry and feel like the world has left me behind. So why put effort into a world that seemingly has no need for me?

Pure
08-23-2010, 01:53 PM
I feel God's presence all over me today. I am rested, energized, optimistic and I feel that I am fabulous and unstoppable. I know tonight will be a great night at work and even if it's not as profitable as I am forseeing it to be it doesn't matter... I KNOW Ima get mine in due time

J.D.
08-23-2010, 03:05 PM
I feel God's presence all over me today. I am rested, energized, optimistic and I feel that I am fabulous and unstoppable. I know tonight will be a great night at work and even if it's not as profitable as I am forseeing it to be it doesn't matter... I KNOW Ima get mine in due time

I know this feeling, I felt like this a few weeks ago, it was a great day!

_Avery_
08-23-2010, 03:14 PM
Confession:
Its getting to the point where i just hate everyone.
(The only exclusion is my daughter who is my world and really the only person i care about.)
I've become such a hermit and "social shut-in" that going out where there is people is just not worth my time. I get aggravated, annoyed and i really just see no point. Like i could be in a crowded room and i just don't want to be bothered. I feel almost invisible. I just have no desire to interact.
I mean, at my daughters birthday party all i cared about was my daughter. Everyone else was a blur. I see people my age w/ kids, going out and stuff and i just get angry and feel like the world has left me behind. So why put effort into a world that seemingly has no need for me?

I've been feeling the same way. Society in general is just starting to irritate the fuck outta me.
I'm not usually like that either. I'm usually very happy, and easy going.
Just every little thing lately...I feel like I'm about to snap!
My anxiety just takes a hold of me just THINKING about being in a public situation.
Just thinking about having to go to work in a few hours, my heart is pounding so loud I can hear it in my ears. :-\

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femmefatale88
08-24-2010, 12:34 AM
I have a crush on one of the bouncers, he is young (my age prob), a big tall guy, and has very bright blue eyes. He is kind of new, and I would have never looked or pay attention to him but it was the way he was staring at me while I was on the stage, with a deer in the headlights look, it was very cute. Prob cuz he is new to the stripclub scene. Anyways I want to talk to him so bad but can't seem to muster the guts! It's funny cuz I talk to 1000 of male customers with ease every day I work. Oh ya later on I find out he has a very deep voice - another reason to be crushworthy! I will prob keep my crush hidden though. Something about his eyes that when there is eye contact, that makes me a little bit nervous, its like his eyes are telepathic or something and pierce right through my soul.

jennsweet
08-24-2010, 09:11 AM
time to hug is biceps and say "...oh, look how big and strong, you're going to keep me safe?!" LOL

~it sounds like you might be doing your make up/getting dressed with him in mind before you go to work bc someone is crushing:):)

anouk.oui
08-24-2010, 09:39 AM
im beginning to forget about those times when making under 200 was downright embarassing and gay, not the everyday norm.