View Full Version : Confessions Thread!
charlie61
01-17-2016, 10:44 PM
I miss New Orleans so much. I was crying today because of how much I miss the people down there, the jazz music in the streets, the Creole culture, the Mississippi River, and the magic of the city. I met some amazing people there. I wonder now what the fuck I'm doing here. Why did I leave the South to come freeze my ass off up here? Hardly any sunlight up here. I understand seasonal affective disorder now. I get it. I got that wintertime sadness.
It sounds like your heart knows where it belongs. Now you just have to make sure that your wanderlust won't rear its head again once you find your way back down south. Is your nostalgia real, or are you forgetting about the downsides of living there? Or, is it more that you're struggling with living in such a new climate, so your instinct is to return to what's familiar? Questions like that might be helpful. :)
Selina M
01-18-2016, 12:05 AM
I miss New Orleans so much. I was crying today because of how much I miss the people down there, the jazz music in the streets, the Creole culture, the Mississippi River, and the magic of the city. I met some amazing people there. I wonder now what the fuck I'm doing here. Why did I leave the South to come freeze my ass off up here? Hardly any sunlight up here. I understand seasonal affective disorder now. I get it. I got that wintertime sadness.
Did NOT know you lived there! I've always wanted to go. I feel this pull, ever since I read Anne Rice's books. I'm French too, and have always loved seafood & spicy stuff, so it just seems like I'd love it. Everybody always says how dangerous it is though :/
Aurora_Sunset
01-18-2016, 08:55 AM
1) A few weeks ago, my friends and I drunkenly called an Uber to take us home from a bar, and accidentally got into someone else's Uber. The driver realized it after we were already pretty far from the bar area, and kinda slowed down like he was just gonna make us get out in the middle of the street in the middle of nowhere when one my friends was like "Really, dude? You can't just leave us out here." So he not only took them back to her apartment but then kept going clear to the other side of town to drop me off at home too. I was so drunk, I didn't really comprehend what was happening until the next day. That should have easily been like a $30 ride for this guy, who instead, made nothing and couldn't take anymore calls during critical "bar closing" time because he ended up taking care of our incoherent drunk asses. I feel so badly about this and wish I knew who it was so I could pay him.
2) About a month ago, a friend and I went to an interfaith memorial service for homeless people and her rabbi was there. Without thinking about it, when she introduced me, I automatically stuck out my hand for him to shake. He seemed to hesitate a moment before finally taking it, and in that second, it clicked that that can be considered a faux pas. Ever since then, I've worried that I offended him and embarrassed her, and they just didn't want to embarrass me by correcting me.
My ultimate confession is that these are fairly minor things that happened long enough ago that I should just get over them, but they keep rattling around in my brain, like I need to "do" something about them...I need to just let things go.
Elektra Luxx
01-18-2016, 10:23 AM
^^I constantly relive past embarrassing things and past mistakes and feel the same feelings all over again. You're not alone.
kaninchen
01-18-2016, 01:30 PM
^^I constantly relive past embarrassing things and past mistakes and feel the same feelings all over again. You're not alone.
Just this morning I was beating myself up over an embarrassing mistake I made. Then I realized that it happened literally EIGHT years ago. WTF brain?
Btw Elektra your abs in your signature are fierce!
baer45
01-18-2016, 02:45 PM
Comments in "Butt plugS while dancing" thread make my ass twitch.
MistressX
01-18-2016, 02:53 PM
Deleted even though there's a post quoting me lol
Genoveve
01-18-2016, 04:06 PM
I miss New Orleans so much. I was crying today because of how much I miss the people down there, the jazz music in the streets, the Creole culture, the Mississippi River, and the magic of the city. I met some amazing people there. I wonder now what the fuck I'm doing here. Why did I leave the South to come freeze my ass off up here? Hardly any sunlight up here. I understand seasonal affective disorder now. I get it. I got that wintertime sadness.
NOLA is my favorite city! Are you in a city in Canada or out in the boondocks?
Aurora_Sunset
01-18-2016, 04:09 PM
Quick question, how is shaking a rabbis hand a faux pas? Just curious, I know nothing about the subject
In some stricter Jewish traditions, and amongst a lot of rabbis, even if they have a slightly more contemporary congregation, there are rules against men and women who aren't married having casual physical contact like hugging, shaking hands, etc. However, there is a Jewish law that says you shouldn't embarrass people, so some rabbis decide that this law trumps the rule if an unsuspecting, non-Jewish woman offers their hand to shake. It's better to break the rule and be polite rather than embarrass them by refusing their handshake. (Exceptions can also sometimes be made for things like business meetings in a culture where it can be very rude to refuse a handshake).
The thing is, I knew this, but since it's not like I intearct with rabbis often, it just slippped my mind until that moment of hesitation on his face. I'm sure it's not like it's the first time it's happened to this guy, and he probably didn't dwell on it, knowing I'm not Jewish. But considering I should have known better, I feel bad if I embarrassed my friend by doing that.
Elektra Luxx
01-18-2016, 05:28 PM
My grandpa is refusing to eat and do his exercises. All he wants to do is sleep. I hate to say it out loud because it makes it real, but I think he's giving up.
charlie61
01-18-2016, 05:32 PM
My grandpa is refusing to eat and do his exercises. All he wants to do is sleep. I hate to say it out loud because it makes it real, but I think he's giving up.
It sounds like his body knows that it's time. What's painful for the living can be peaceful for the dying. We all have to face our own endings. :hug:
carmen_b
01-18-2016, 07:02 PM
Have you brought the idea up to them both ? :)
Quick question, how is shaking a rabbis hand a faux pas? Just curious, I know nothing about the subject
My confession for today is that I am in Vegas right now with my boyfriend because he's having eye surgery. Things are so much nicer when we are together in the same space. I feel so guilty about wanting to break up with him. I really love him and there's lots of things we need to work on but I really don't want to give up on him. But at the same time I know I'm stringing my ex along, who is hoping he'll get me back. I feel bad about that too. Why can't I just have both of them?
MistressX
01-18-2016, 08:53 PM
Deleted because of possible self incrimination lol
Serena-Shields
01-18-2016, 09:53 PM
A REALLY hot client from not too far away just gave me his number in PVT, and I'm half tempted to text him tbh. Bad Serena.
BadBitch
01-18-2016, 10:05 PM
A guy came into my room not too long ago and tried trolling me. It didn't work.
As I was going through my SM messages today, I came across a message from him from a few months ago. He gave me his email and phone number. I plugged the number into FB and there he was. I'm tempted to post an ad on a gay site and use his number.
MistressX
01-18-2016, 10:20 PM
A guy came into my room not too long ago and tried trolling me. It didn't work.
As I was going through my SM messages today, I came across a message from him from a few months ago. He gave me his email and phone number. I plugged the number into FB and there he was. I'm tempted to post an ad on a gay site and use his number.
Do it! XD
kaninchen
01-19-2016, 12:23 PM
I've been helping my boyfriend strategize for his upcoming performance review/raise because I told him it is literally my job to convince men to give me money, after all. In the course of doing this, I found out that the median income in this area for his education, experience, and job title is $180k, but he's making half that and doesn't think he'll be able to get much more than a 5% raise and paid travel to Europe.
Making 50% of what you're worth is unfathomable to me, especially at that level. Like... I can't even... Just, what??
I told him he shouldn't even bother trying to get a raise, he should just quit and work for another company will pay him the salary he deserves.
My confession is that I may have had my own interests in mind when I made that suggestion. :propeller :devil:
Prettyglitter
01-19-2016, 02:11 PM
Quitting dancing but it's bitter sweet. Found someone who makes dancing not worth it. Sad because I'd love to dance every now and then but it feels like a betrayal.
wednesday86
01-19-2016, 02:42 PM
I think 98% of babies and kids are ugly. I even thought my son was ugly when he was born, but I still loved him...my little ugly baby <3 I'm glad he's cute now though.
BadBitch
01-19-2016, 10:27 PM
I think 98% of babies and kids are ugly. I even thought my son was ugly when he was born, but I still loved him...my little ugly baby <3 I'm glad he's cute now though.
Puppies are WAY cuter! Haha!
BadBitch
01-19-2016, 10:28 PM
Do it! XD
I just might! Muah ha ha!!!
SimoneGray
01-20-2016, 11:33 AM
Someone posted a clip of the Spice Girls performing live on Facebook and now all I want to do is watch the damn Spice World movie, and put my hair in pigtails...ah those were the days.
Legz541
01-21-2016, 03:42 AM
I have no REAL friends anymore. Tons of acquaintances but no legit friends. It sucks lately. I know stripping has something to do with it because pretty much all I do is eat, sleep and work. If this is how it's going to be, I might as well move to another city that has higher earning potential.
DonaDiabla
01-21-2016, 07:17 AM
I really do not understand why people want to abuse animals. Animals have brought such joy and beauty into my life. :)
baer45
01-21-2016, 08:25 PM
I went on a date with this guy. It was okay until he lied in front of me about things. I, after a little thinking, confront with him. He then said to me with a straight face:"whatever, people lie, that's all". Not even a slice of emotion of getting caught.
Thank god, uber got there soon enough.
tuesdaymarie
01-21-2016, 08:34 PM
I'm probably staying home from work tomorrow to take care of my kitty who is back from the specialist... I figure I can't ever take maternity leave now that I've double knotted my tubes, so fair is fair, right?
ScarletKitten
01-21-2016, 09:13 PM
I went on a date with this guy. It was okay until he lied in front of me about things. I, after a little thinking, confront with him. He then said to me with a straight face:"whatever, people lie, that's all". Not even a slice of emotion of getting caught.
Thank god, uber got there soon enough.
Wow. He's a textbook psychopath.
baer45
01-21-2016, 11:09 PM
Watching the new movie "Freeheld" made me sad.
Vyanka
01-22-2016, 01:42 AM
I really do not understand why people want to abuse animals. Animals have brought such joy and beauty into my life. :)
Me either. That's the sorry ass human race for you. I found out today, there's a pet dumping area not too far from where I live. For fuck sakes....
kaninchen
01-22-2016, 11:34 AM
Me either. That's the sorry ass human race for you. I found out today, there's a pet dumping area not too far from where I live. For fuck sakes....
The fact that things like this exist makes me so ill. My mom works in a veterinary clinic and she has so many horror stories about the myriad ways people abandon pets. I don't understand it at all... Is it really that hard to take them to a shelter? Why do so many people think animals are disposable?
brb giving all my cats treats and hugs
Aurora_Sunset
01-22-2016, 04:14 PM
A part of me can't help but wonder if my ex disrespected me like he did partly because I met him in the SC. Like most of the time, he was an amazingly supportive SO in regards to dancing, but after I'd quit for awhile and then wanted to go back, it sorta started coming out that he was more uncomfortable with me returning. He would've never said anything to my face because he knew he'd catch all sorts of hell for it, but he always seemed to justify acting shady with his ex by arguing about things I'd done that made absolutely no sense. Like "Oh, so you can run off and hang out with so-and-so all the time, but I can't hang out with her?" even though the last time I'd hung out with so-and-so was 3 months earlier WITH him... But he'd always try to make me feel like I was being unreasonable by getting mad because I had "done" something equally bad. So I wonder if a part of him justified being shady with another woman because "after all," I was off grinding on dudes laps all night.
It shouldn't matter because it was ages ago, but still...
Glamourmilf
01-22-2016, 05:59 PM
I'm addicted to watching the Weather Channel. I mentioned this a while back. I think my obsession started way back when I was constantly traveling, and needed to be on weather watch.
Lately, it calms me when I'm getting dressed to go out.
This snowstorm coverage has me glued to the t.v.
I'm so digging it!:snow::umbrella:
miss.a.p1600
01-22-2016, 08:06 PM
After unloading groceries, I was returning my shopping cart to that thing that collects all the carts in the parking lot. At the same time a hot DILF pulls up in a porche, smiles at me and says "thanks". I smiled back but then Im like why is this fucker thanking me? But I guess he though I was moving the cart specifically for him. Im like oh well. Ill enjoy the brief encounter anyways.
whirlerz
01-22-2016, 09:07 PM
After unloading groceries, I was returning my shopping cart to that thing that collects all the carts in the parking lot. At the same time a hot DILF pulls up in a porche, smiles at me and says "thanks". I smiled back but then Im like why is this fucker thanking me? But I guess he though I was moving the cart specifically for him. Im like oh well. Ill enjoy the brief encounter anyways.
Ooh!^
Shoulda said, "my pleasure Honey"!:sly:
whirlerz
01-22-2016, 09:10 PM
The fact that things like this exist makes me so ill. My mom works in a veterinary clinic and she has so many horror stories about the myriad ways people abandon pets. I don't understand it at all... Is it really that hard to take them to a shelter? Why do so many people think animals are disposable?
brb giving all my cats treats and hugs
I'm on tumblr, there was a story about a dog dropped off by the side of the road..rain or shine, through all kinds of weather, he stayed out looking for his 'owner(s)'..people built him a little shelter, but he wouldn't go in it..
Finally, a shelter picked him up (he really wasn't allowing people to get close to him either). I believe he's adopted into a home now.
OMG, it's sickening..seriously I want to win the lotto so I can just run a big shelter/sanctuary right away.
charlie61
01-22-2016, 09:18 PM
Okay guys, enough with the non-confessions regarding animal abuse. Hella depressing and also off-topic.
simone87
01-22-2016, 09:39 PM
I just discovered " wentworth" on Netflix which is a prison drama set in Australia I believe and it's SO MUCH BETTER than Orange is the new black. Just the first episode delivered more action than the entire 3rd season of Orange. It's seriously so good, but it's wicked dark and a lot more twisted..OITNB is more of a comedy i think, but idk how this show hasn't gotten more attention
baer45
01-22-2016, 09:56 PM
I just discovered " wentworth" on Netflix which is a prison drama set in Australia I believe and it's SO MUCH BETTER than Orange is the new black. Just the first episode delivered more action than the entire 3rd season of Orange. It's seriously so good, but it's wicked dark and a lot more twisted..OITNB is more of a comedy i think, but idk how this show hasn't gotten more attention
But..but.. i like comedy.
chanzep
01-22-2016, 10:51 PM
I just discovered " wentworth" on Netflix which is a prison drama set in Australia I believe and it's SO MUCH BETTER than Orange is the new black. Just the first episode delivered more action than the entire 3rd season of Orange. It's seriously so good, but it's wicked dark and a lot more twisted..OITNB is more of a comedy i think, but idk how this show hasn't gotten more attention
Used to watch this show in the Uk its so good.
chanzep
01-22-2016, 10:52 PM
Thinking of eating Ben N Jerrys for dinner instead of healthy food cooking, im hungry I need food now!.
simone87
01-23-2016, 04:34 PM
I confess I've never been close to an animal before my cat..It always puzzled me when ppl cried over pet deaths or get super emotionally invested because I grew up on a small farm, and never allowed myself to form relationships with any of the animals because they were used for food..it just kinda hit me that that's why, it was like a defense mechanism. Now I'm letting myself open up a bit more in that dept , now I can see myself crying if he died
kaninchen
01-23-2016, 04:55 PM
I haven't worked in a month and the only reason I'm considering working next week is because I want to go shopping and get lip injections. I wish I still had the crazy Protestant work ethic I had when I was younger. Maybe it's never coming back! Maybe I just need to read Booker T. Washington again.
carmen_b
01-23-2016, 05:18 PM
Now that my partner is a freelancer too instead of working a regular schedule, it's driving me a little crazy. I know it's a huge learning curve and I have a routine of regularly getting out of the house OFTEN ( at least 25 hours a week and only 15 or so I do at home ).
I'm not bothered too much yet but I want to get AHEAD of what could be an issue and I want to see him establish his own " out of the house " thing. I'm dying to have the house to myself for a day! God, someone just come get him for 8 hours or so! :/
I'm so desperate for some time alone.
chanzep
01-23-2016, 06:06 PM
^ I feel ya, I get like this too, there was a stage in my last job that on my day off Thursday my hubby would be off too used to drive me mad, I only wanted the daytime to myself and see him after his job in the evening me time is important.
Vyanka
01-23-2016, 06:17 PM
Okay guys, enough with the non-confessions regarding animal abuse. Hella depressing and also off-topic.
My bad. Forgot it was "confession" thread. Just my introverted ass loves animals more than humans. My passion is rescuing as much as I can, so it comes out. My bad.
lynn2009
01-23-2016, 06:25 PM
I may or may not be honest to uncle Sam and I don't care.
sweetcrush
01-23-2016, 06:26 PM
I confess that I am totally obsessed with a soccer player who basically rejected me. He was probably the sexiest guy I've ever been with. I met another time waster OTC at his hotel. I had never met anyone OTC since I started. We didn't do anything sexual and as I was walking out the soccer player grabs me to have a drink with him.
Eventually he ask what I was doing at his hotel and I told him the truth. We still hooked up, it was so good, but the text have stopped and I'm really bummed out. I want to text him but I don't want to seem crazy. I thought I knew better than this. I thought I was over hooking up and catching feelings. :(
baer45
01-23-2016, 07:33 PM
I like soccer player too. :) I once hooked up with this soccer player from new england revolution. He's one hell of sex machine.
MistressX
01-23-2016, 09:46 PM
Ok, I confess that there may definitely be something physically wrong with me! Oh my GOD. I am SO sorry to my room mate because my farts right now are RANCID as fuck! I am not even kidding, they have literally stunk up the entire house and this house is BIG. It just smells like hot garbage in the whole place! My intestines feel SO bad and I dont know what I ate. I didnt have any dairy and its just awful! This happens to me a lot lately and I dont know what to do! Going to get blood work soon I guess..
SweetJulia
01-23-2016, 10:02 PM
I'm feeling like such an asshole, but I'm really scared to volunteer at the free clinic. My nursing license is expired and I can't lift over thirty pounds, so the only position I could get is drawing blood. Most of the people who go there have hiv. I'm so wanting to help but I just don't want to endanger myself.