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whirlerz
01-23-2016, 10:16 PM
Ok, I confess that there may definitely be something physically wrong with me! Oh my GOD. I am SO sorry to my room mate because my farts right now are RANCID as fuck! I am not even kidding, they have literally stunk up the entire house and this house is BIG. It just smells like hot garbage in the whole place! My intestines feel SO bad and I dont know what I ate. I didnt have any dairy and its just awful! This happens to me a lot lately and I dont know what to do! Going to get blood work soon I guess..
You might wanna see a gastroenterologist! I have IBS & had to stop most dairy, fried foods. Also I had to cut down on protein, & eat smaller meals. Eating a fresh grapefruit helped me, a couple times a week. Or some ginger tea? Also, try papaya/pineapple enzyme tabs, they're chewable & help w/digestion.
Also, Ozium Spray..get it from auto supply stores, or Target in the automotive section. It reduces airborne bacteria, it's not just an odor masking spray
miss.a.p1600
01-23-2016, 10:25 PM
Noticed an average looking DILF staring at me with bedroom eyes while at the gas station. I was even more curious when I see him walk to his BMW sedan.
I'm going to attract a wealthy DILF if it's the last thing I do.
whirlerz
01-23-2016, 10:38 PM
Noticed an average looking DILF staring at me with bedroom eyes while at the gas station. I was even more curious when I see him walk to his BMW sedan.
I'm going to attract a wealthy DILF if it's the last thing I do.
I mean, yeah, that's 2 of 'em now? I read somewhere that gas stations were good to meet wealthy guys!
MistressX
01-23-2016, 10:49 PM
You might wanna see a gastroenterologist! I have IBS & had to stop most dairy, fried foods. Also I had to cut down on protein, & eat smaller meals. Eating a fresh grapefruit helped me, a couple times a week. Or some ginger tea? Also, try papaya/pineapple enzyme tabs, they're chewable & help w/digestion.
Also, Ozium Spray..get it from auto supply stores, or Target in the automotive section. It reduces airborne bacteria, it's not just an odor masking spray
Omg thank you! I am so afraid I have IBS but I get diahrreah all the time from seemingly nothing. Like I cannot pinpoint what it is. I hate it! I had pinworms a few years ago and ever since then I have been suffering. Someone told me a parasitic infection even after its gone can trigger IBS and then you have it forever! Dont know if thats true but omg its so bad lately... I will look for Ozium spray for sure
I dont eat big meals either. I'm gonna get some blood work done soon and rule out anemia and vitamin B-12 deficiency and then if nothing then off to a G.E. I go..
sweetcrush
01-23-2016, 11:38 PM
I like soccer player too. :) I once hooked up with this soccer player from new england revolution. He's one hell of sex machine.
Omg yesssss. He had a nice one. He was very rough too, which I dig. And such a nice ass :( he thinks I'm a whore
:( :( :( :( :(
baer45
01-24-2016, 01:12 PM
Omg yesssss. He had a nice one. He was very rough too, which I dig. And such a nice ass :( he thinks I'm a whore
:( :( :( :( :(
Yes. All the soccer players have nice butt. I figure those muscles get exercised in the practice and games. I call that dude a sex machine for a reason. :) He could repeat the same pounding motion for good five minutes without a break. And... when I asked him to move faster, he could actually move faster. I am not saying faster is always better, but it's nice to have that option. My experience was not very rough... well, i was pretty drunk and he was not. So I might just not remember the rough details. Enough sharing, I am a good girl. :P
Glamourmilf
01-24-2016, 05:35 PM
I'm feeling like such an asshole, but I'm really scared to volunteer at the free clinic. My nursing license is expired and I can't lift over thirty pounds, so the only position I could get is drawing blood. Most of the people who go there have hiv. I'm so wanting to help but I just don't want to endanger myself.
Not that You asked, but my thoughts on whether You should do this, or not....:no::no::no:
SweetJulia
01-24-2016, 09:02 PM
Thanks Glam. It's not like I haven't been around hiv before, it's just that here it'd be ALMOST EVERY PATIENT and a lot are homeless and don't get the chance to shower often after they get small injuries, plus my hands get shaky when I get low blood sugar and it's too busy there at times to eat, etc.
Ok, my confession for today: I went out at four am for cigarettes cuz I didn't want to walk two blocks. Lost my parking space and the best I could find was thirteen blocks away. I'm seriously considering taking a cab to get it.
baer45
01-24-2016, 10:52 PM
I've been watching wentworth since yesterday you guys mentioned it. I couldn't believe Bea planned the jail break and succeed.
Just finished all of three seasons. Franky will be back on season 4 i guess.
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Glamourmilf
01-24-2016, 10:58 PM
Thanks Glam. It's not like I haven't been around hiv before, it's just that here it'd be ALMOST EVERY PATIENT and a lot are homeless and don't get the chance to shower often after they get small injuries, plus my hands get shaky when I get low blood sugar and it's too busy there at times to eat, etc.
This has disaster written ALL over it. And you're going to 'volunteer' at this place? Yikes!
miss.a.p1600
01-25-2016, 10:33 PM
My confession is I am hungry and I wish some IHOP would magically show up at my doorstep right about now.
Glamourmilf
01-25-2016, 10:37 PM
My confession is I am hungry and I wish some IHOP would magically show up at my doorstep right about now.
I've always wished they delivered. The fluffy pancakes, gooey syrup. Damn, now I want IHOP!
baer45
01-25-2016, 11:12 PM
I just watched the most unsettling and sort of disturbing movie. Lamb (2015) , who the hell makes a movie that a grown man run away from life with a 7th grade girl he met in a parking lot? Feeling creeped out is unavoidable!
Legz541
01-26-2016, 02:19 AM
I've called into work the last 2 nights in a row...I'm not sick. Just don't feel like working.
kaninchen
01-26-2016, 11:08 AM
I ate the tops off of two cinnamon rolls and threw the rest away. Whatever, it's not my fault they're bland at the bottom.
whirlerz
01-26-2016, 07:47 PM
I ate the tops off of two cinnamon rolls and threw the rest away. Whatever, it's not my fault they're bland at the bottom.
You know, that's why they have 'muffies' (muffin tops) @ Panera Bread, delicious, & just the good part. :)
Aurora_Sunset
01-26-2016, 09:15 PM
I just responded to a W4W ad on craigslist after stalking that section for the past month...
Looking to expand my girl/girl horizons this weekend! eek!
sweetcrush
01-26-2016, 09:21 PM
Yes. All the soccer players have nice butt. I figure those muscles get exercised in the practice and games. I call that dude a sex machine for a reason. :) He could repeat the same pounding motion for good five minutes without a break. And... when I asked him to move faster, he could actually move faster. I am not saying faster is always better, but it's nice to have that option. My experience was not very rough... well, i was pretty drunk and he was not. So I might just not remember the rough details. Enough sharing, I am a good girl. :P
Oh yea he was good at fast and faster. And his accent was super hot too omgggggggggggg. He was pretty drunk tho. I was kinda sober. He bought me a beer. He bruised me (again, I was ok with it) and once they completely fade, he will too
CocoaCaramelBBW
01-26-2016, 10:00 PM
Sometimes I wonder why I got married..majority of the time I wanna share.:dreams:
baer45
01-26-2016, 11:07 PM
Oh yea he was good at fast and faster. And his accent was super hot too omgggggggggggg. He was pretty drunk tho. I was kinda sober. He bought me a beer. He bruised me (again, I was ok with it) and once they completely fade, he will too
Don't spoil him though. I had about 2 months "relationship" with that guy and suddenly he decided to ignore my texts and calls. I guess he moved to someone new. So I moved on too. 6 months later, he texted me and wanted to hang out. No thanks, Your expiration date was 6 months ago.
sweetcrush
01-27-2016, 07:12 PM
Don't spoil him though. I had about 2 months "relationship" with that guy and suddenly he decided to ignore my texts and calls. I guess he moved to someone new. So I moved on too. 6 months later, he texted me and wanted to hang out. No thanks, Your expiration date was 6 months ago.
Same!! He just ignores my text. I've only sent 2 messages and he never responded so I'm letting it go. But he'll remember this pussy and come around,p. By then I'll be better.
It's good to feel I'm not alone :hugs:
Prettyglitter
01-27-2016, 07:55 PM
I feel like I can't relate to my peers anymore. Im just not interested in what they're interested in. I don't like guys my age anymore. Yes they are cute but I'm so used to MORE that I'm just not into even giving them a chance. I don't even get dressed up unless I'm going to benefit from it.
kaninchen
01-27-2016, 09:11 PM
LOL I just had way too much fun putting makeup on my boyfriend. He was like, "It burns omg!!!" I just laughed. I'm the worst girlfriend ever.
xStacey
01-27-2016, 10:37 PM
I really miss working. Although I like what I am studying, am doing very well and interviews for a "real" job are happening next year (already), I sometimes find myself wondering if I am diving in too quickly. Initially, I started stripping to pay for my studies and my goal was to make as much money in a short amount of time to get myself through uni and get out as soon as I can. I am thinking about the 80-100 hours weeks in the corporate world and I already miss the freedom and excitement of sex work. I am not sure I am ready to leave yet...
SexxiLexxi
01-27-2016, 10:39 PM
I kind of want to downgrade on what typw of place we move into next. It's first to save money. BUT to also be able to have an extra two bedrooms...one to dedicate to camming and the other for a nursery because I really want to start having kids. But my hubby doesn't know all that......just that we'd be able to save money better if our rent was only $660 for 3 bedrooms instead of $800 for a 1 bedroom apartment that doesn't ever feel there is enough space.
miss.a.p1600
01-27-2016, 11:42 PM
Looking for a new dentist. Must admit the new dentist must be hot and single. So far everyone I've searched either has no picture, has a picture but they're ugly, has a picture and hot but effin married. *sigh*
Glamourmilf
01-28-2016, 12:20 AM
Looking for a new dentist. Must admit the new dentist must be hot and single. So far everyone I've searched either has no picture, has a picture but they're ugly, has a picture and hot but effin married. *sigh*
Lol! I thought that I was the only one who needed a hot dentist.
My first dentist as a kid was a molester...he sexually molested my mom, my sis, and me. And one of my first jobs was as a dentist's assistant. He was a total perv, and kept trying to fuck me. I quit.
Hot dentists are a prerequisite. If they're gonna be in my mouth, ..well, you know the rest.
The small town I now live in is slim pickins, to say the least.
As an adult hot dentists
ScarletKitten
01-28-2016, 02:51 PM
^^I always get a female gyno. I would never pay a man to look down at my pussy and proceed to stick something up inside me. No fucking way. Females only.
charlie61
01-28-2016, 08:32 PM
Moving on...
SweetJulia
01-28-2016, 09:43 PM
I could give a shit how bad it snows bow that I'm home, but I was terrified driving cuz we're supposed to get the ass end of a bad storm that hit or will hit the east coast.
Glamourmilf
01-28-2016, 09:43 PM
I confess that I gave in to a craving for KFC for lunch and ending up buying their chocolate chip cake. Sooo good!:cloud9::yummy:
Aurora_Sunset
01-28-2016, 09:46 PM
I just legitimately cried over my lost stripper heels.
Like, those weren't just my "favorite heels." They were my first heels. They were the heels I wore to every audition in a new place, to every first shift, that were always in the bottom of my bag even if I thought I wouldn't need them that night.... They were the heels where I was like, even if they break, even when I'm 60 years old and retired from all things sex work and I've sold everything else... I'm going to have these on a hook in the back of my closet as a momento... the shoes that started "it all."
I could keep something else, but it's not the same. And I understand they're just an object, and it's not as though I'll forget all about stripping just because I don't have this specific pair of shoes, but... it's nice to keep certain important things and think that when I'm old and gray, I'll be able to go through a box or catch a glimpse of an "antique" and be able to hold that specific object and say "Man, remember when I used this?" I know things are just things, but...
Any of my friends would think I'm crazy if I told them this, so I figured the only place I could voice it was here. It's so damn stupid to cry over a pair of stripper shoes.
NatalieCentro
01-29-2016, 11:16 AM
I really miss working. Although I like what I am studying, am doing very well and interviews for a "real" job are happening next year (already), I sometimes find myself wondering if I am diving in too quickly. Initially, I started stripping to pay for my studies and my goal was to make as much money in a short amount of time to get myself through uni and get out as soon as I can. I am thinking about the 80-100 hours weeks in the corporate world and I already miss the freedom and excitement of sex work. I am not sure I am ready to leave yet...
Try the adult corp world. All these companies need execs. Check out xindustryjobs.com... they won't mind your stripping either.
xStacey
01-30-2016, 01:43 PM
I constantly have this strange feeling that I don't belong in the vanilla world...
kaninchen
01-30-2016, 02:27 PM
Try the adult corp world. All these companies need execs. Check out xindustryjobs.com... they won't mind your stripping either.
Am I internetting wrong or does this site literally have only like 8 listings?
miss.a.p1600
01-30-2016, 02:32 PM
Notice one of my neighbors moving - thank gawd!!!! That bitch was ruining my feng shui.
I also notice she's pregnant and I assume her broke ass boyfriend knocked her up. yuk! I saw the dude driving around in a base model car dressed like some poor college student. Well hopefully the dude takes care of them. Definitely not someone Id procreate with, I can't believe she procreated with that dude but to each her own.
Good riddens hoe!
Aurora_Sunset
01-30-2016, 02:51 PM
It's super nice out today, and I opened my balcony door and could hear my neighbors playing cute guitar music.
I then hooked my computer up to the TV and started blasting Rob Zombie. #sorry
DonaDiabla
01-30-2016, 03:42 PM
I guess that I need to stick to those healthy Caribbean and Latin American dishes because American junk and fast food is just doing a number on my body. But the sad part is, I have not been eating tons of junk nor fast food. I have been eating salads, healthy stir-fries, shrimp and red snapper dishes. :)
Glamourmilf
01-30-2016, 07:55 PM
I constantly have this strange feeling that I don't belong in the vanilla world...
Welcome to the dark side.:D It's more fun, and definitely more profitable.:strip::cheers:
xStacey
01-30-2016, 09:14 PM
I did a two-hour cam show last night for my current boy toy and had so much fun lol. It was my first time, makes me want to try camming.
MistressX
01-30-2016, 11:08 PM
I saw a 1985 lincoln limosine today for sale. I think my friends would have to stage an intervention..
baer45
01-31-2016, 02:53 PM
I constantly have this strange feeling that I don't belong in the vanilla world...
There must be some factors other than money drawing you to this profession then. Keep studying hard, it's always nice to have a back up plan.
charlie61
01-31-2016, 07:12 PM
2016 has been a kick in the face so far. Random bad stuff coming out of nowhere. Anyone else in this boat? Ugh.
kaninchen
01-31-2016, 07:59 PM
^ Yes girl. One month in and I'm ready for 2017.
JGB2009
01-31-2016, 11:22 PM
I did a two-hour cam show last night for my current boy toy and had so much fun lol. It was my first time, makes me want to try camming.
LOL that's exactly how I got started doing camming. I'm like I already do this for free so I might as well get paid for it.
JGB2009
01-31-2016, 11:24 PM
I feel so lonely lately when I work at night. I miss my real life chat buddy. My chat buddy got a job so now they go to bed early. Now I'm just so bored.
QueenBitch
02-01-2016, 12:41 PM
me and a couple of friends got drunk last week and decided it was a perfect time to go to a church. we got kicked out twice. out of the same church. we're still laughing about it and I do not feel bad in the slightest. trying that again soon.
carmen_b
02-01-2016, 02:08 PM
Yes. :(
2016 has been a kick in the face so far. Random bad stuff coming out of nowhere. Anyone else in this boat? Ugh.
tuesdaymarie
02-01-2016, 08:36 PM
^I think you should rehome her. You don't like her and have hit her. I think you're justifying your behavior because you "saved" her from a kill shelter and loved your other pet a lot, but you've been abusive toward her and are suggesting God has a plan regarding this..? You're an adult human, capable of reason. If you can't figure out how to not abuse and resent a special needs animal, I honestly don't think you should own a pet. I'm probably going to get shit for being "mean," but replace dog with kid and there's no question that this is abuse.
I had a confession, but I'm just over humanity after reading that and am going to go to sleep now...
Gia2608
02-02-2016, 10:11 AM
^^^ Thanks. I do not think anyone would take her TBH, she's a lot of work. Plus, before I took her she was in a kennel for over 6 weeks because the people that were supposed to be fostering her (she went through several fosters) would get aggravated and give her back to the rescue league. I agree I didn't wait long enough to take her before losing my other dog. However, I do love her and I do want her. I think I just needed to vent last night. She had busted out of the bathroom where I placed her (with a baby gate in the door way) to dry after her bath and peed under my desk (where my laptop charger and iPhone charger were) and the urine soaked all the way to my curtain which I had to take down and wash (after just washing all of the curtains three days previously). I walked her for about 3/4 miles right before her bath so she had been out not even an hour before this. She did all of this because she got angry I left for 45 minutes to the grocery store. Right now she is chewing my pillow...
I am going to take her to a trainer. I have worked with her to teach her to sit and stay using hand signals. I need to teach her a few more commands and maybe the trainer can work with me to try to help the dog from being so nervous. As far as my hitting her that ONE time, I struck her on her butt with an open hand because she escaped my back yard. She weighs like 85 lbs. She does this thing where she goes all the way to the back fence and runs full speed and then charges at the metal gate and uses her head and upper body to pop it open, then she continues running from there. Mind you, I am outside in the yard while she does this 99 out of 100 times. I usually get to the gate before she does and am able to stop her but not this time... she ran all the way across the street and almost got hit by a car. I hit her because I was angry and scared. And I am not making excuses or justifying my behavior. I said that I knew it was wrong and that I felt horrible about it. It will never happen again and it is not abuse. If my kid ran in the street, directly in the path of an oncoming car I'd smack their ass too. And, this is a confessions thread, not a judge people because they are admitting to their worst moments thread.
Getting rid of her would be more damaging to her in the long run, I just really need to learn to be more patient. It will be a good thing for both of us. I also find that if I take her to get adequate exercise every day (I walk her about 3/4 to 1 1/2 miles every morning) she is a lot more calm. If I still feel like this in a few months I would consider trying to find her a new home but I would never take her to a shelter. She has been there too many times and not one person who ever took her from the shelter (or even fostered her before me) kept her so she would likely get bounced around again until she ended up at the kill shelter again.