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DonaDiabla
02-19-2016, 02:39 PM
I confess that I am so surprised that one of my ex roommates asked for help into get into the adult industry. However, this chick was quite squeamish about anything sexual or nudity back in the day. Now, she is begging for me to help her as cam model because she is not making enough as freelance makeup artist. Recently, she also wanted to be a stripper and she is pretty happy about getting into the adult industry.She believes that stripping is just one huge party where you dance to get paid. Also she believes camming is just being cute and talking to guys on cam. Geez, I hope she makes it but I am unsure because it still seems like men make her uncomfortable :( What a pity she does have that black barbie doll thing going for her. But men always made her uncomfortable....I am sure if she could be a proper sex worker.
whirlerz
02-19-2016, 03:05 PM
Well, here w/sd @ the pool..I guess later on's the' big event' lol..
Not looking forward to the allowance talk, & just wish this'd be over
Vyanka
02-19-2016, 04:00 PM
I confess that I am so surprised that one of my ex roommates asked for help into get into the adult industry. However, this chick was quite squeamish about anything sexual or nudity back in the day. Now, she is begging for me to help her as cam model because she is not making enough as freelance makeup artist. Recently, she also wanted to be a stripper and she is pretty happy about getting into the adult industry.She believes that stripping is just one huge party where you dance to get paid. Also she believes camming is just being cute and talking to guys on cam. Geez, I hope she makes it but I am unsure because it still seems like men make her uncomfortable :( What a pity she does have that black barbie doll thing going for her. But men always made her uncomfortable....I am sure if she could be a proper sex worker.
A lot of naive girls seeing stripping as these damn misleading music videos like Rhianna's throw it up, or glamorous like the Lady Marmalade video. Which...(((Gag))).
She's in for a rude awakening. Lol. Advise her to waitress or bartend in a S.C. instead. Or massage girl. She doesn't sound like she has "thick skin" for it.
Selina M
02-19-2016, 04:14 PM
Girls, I am really struggling. Same thing. I'm sitting at work trying not to cry. Trigger alert for anyone with depression.
I've been doing LoA and it works for everything in my life, so I'm applying it to dealing with this. I go through a couple of good days and then I'll hit a wall.
I've seen him twice since, both times bc of "inspired action", and I get the impression that we are both really having a hard time with this. I know he is barely eating still and the house is full of alcohol bottles, plus going out partying. I am only truly okay when I am with him. We spent both those nights laughing and he ended up cuddling and calling me baby and holding me as tight as he could. Otherwise it's like a battle to keep on a positive note. I won't lie that I have wished someone would t-bone me and fought urges to drive into a mountain. I've taken to drinking myself, even at work, and living on caffeine otherwise. I feel like someone has ripped a piece of my core out. I feel like I'm feeling his pain a lot of the time as well, like empath style.
I've been through breakups but none like this.
absolutelyadorable
02-19-2016, 04:18 PM
Well, here w/sd @ the pool..I guess later on's the' big event' lol..
Not looking forward to the allowance talk, & just wish this'd be over
Stay strong bb!! :-*
ScarletKitten
02-19-2016, 04:45 PM
Girls, I am really struggling. Same thing. I'm sitting at work trying not to cry. Trigger alert for anyone with depression.
I've been doing LoA and it works for everything in my life, so I'm applying it to dealing with this. I go through a couple of good days and then I'll hit a wall.
I've seen him twice since, both times bc of "inspired action", and I get the impression that we are both really having a hard time with this. I know he is barely eating still and the house is full of alcohol bottles, plus going out partying. I am only truly okay when I am with him. We spent both those nights laughing and he ended up cuddling and calling me baby and holding me as tight as he could. Otherwise it's like a battle to keep on a positive note. I won't lie that I have wished someone would t-bone me and fought urges to drive into a mountain. I've taken to drinking myself, even at work, and living on caffeine otherwise. I feel like someone has ripped a piece of my core out. I feel like I'm feeling his pain a lot of the time as well, like empath style.
I've been through breakups but none like this.
I'm so sorry love. I feel your pain. I've been crying all damn day. I tried to break up with my bf last night, but it seems impossible to do so. Our lives are too intertwined. If I left him, I would have nowhere else to go. I am just so lost and confused and a fucking mess right now.
I wish I could drink with you. Love hurts so damn much.
Maybe you guys can make it work. It sounds like you two love each other still. Try not to give up hope. I know it's confusing as fuck, and there is never a simple answer. But with time, maybe a light at the end of this shit tunnel will shine somewhere along down the line....damnit now I'm rhyming. I've been writing lyrics, so I'm just in that mindset at the moment. lol
*hugs* Selina. Let's have a broken heart party.
LilLadyLux
02-19-2016, 04:51 PM
Give yourself a lot more time. You left for a reason. Breakups always hurt, but you will have those beautiful feelings again I'm the future with someone who isn't so toxic! Feel the hurt and the pain, keep focusing on breathing and you can make it through this.
Genoveve
02-19-2016, 04:54 PM
I've seen him twice since, both times bc of "inspired action",
Inspired action isn't automatically a good thing, you can feel inspired to punch someone in the face for instance. With the LoA and inspired action what's usually recommended is that you get into a very pure, positive place and THEN take your action. Get happy and THEN. If you're not sure whether the action you took was taken from a purely positive place or not you just have to look at the results from it; do you feel better after the action was taken or do you feel worse?
I think it's worth noting that when you two were together you were both unhappy, and now that you're not together you two are still unhappy. The opposite of a win/win situation.
Selina M
02-19-2016, 05:21 PM
It was taken from a positive place; I've definitely ignored some ideas that were from a bad desperate place. These were the kind I couldn't ignore and other things lined up to make it happen. I felt better having gone over.
I'm aware of the unhappiness thing. We were definitely fighting a lot but it was stemmed from our own issues we need to heal. I want to be like "See, splitting up did nothing except make us miss each other."
Charlie, sorry if this turns into a thread jack. Scarlet I will PM you.
miss.a.p1600
02-19-2016, 05:42 PM
Selina m I can totally feel you. The worst break up I had made me feel like I was going through heroin withdraw cold turkey and I never did heroin. It was rough! But it eventually passes and you'll be back to a better you.
My confession is I let the kid watch a PG show while I napped on the couch only to wake up to a damn commercial for Baby Sitter Black Book on Lifetime and first thing they say is "you can get paid for sex" .... Wtf?!?!? It's about these high schoolers who turn their baby sitting business into an escort business. *sigh* I do not want the kid getting any ideas. And I'm pissed these commercials on the PG shows are like nc-17 it's ridiculous! Between this commercial and the damn Viagra commercial "make sure your heart is healthy for sex" - I just want to throw the tv out the window. I don't know if I'm being a prude but I'm just not ready for the kid to know about various xxx type topics yet.
DonaDiabla
02-19-2016, 06:02 PM
Hang in there, whirlerz :)
Well, here w/sd @ the pool..I guess later on's the' big event' lol..
Not looking forward to the allowance talk, & just wish this'd be over
DonaDiabla
02-19-2016, 06:03 PM
Thanks Vyanka,
I think I would tell her about being a bartender or waitress in the strip club :)
A lot of naive girls seeing stripping as these damn misleading music videos like Rhianna's throw it up, or glamorous like the Lady Marmalade video. Which...(((Gag))).
She's in for a rude awakening. Lol. Advise her to waitress or bartend in a S.C. instead. Or massage girl. She doesn't sound like she has "thick skin" for it.
Glamourmilf
02-19-2016, 10:33 PM
I am way too attracted to paramedics.
And fireman.
miss.a.p1600
02-20-2016, 01:48 AM
^^^Last time I saw a firetruck with about 4-5 firemen, I got excited thinking I was going to see some hot DILF's jump out the truck and I would conveniently come up with some excuse to get 'rescued' but no. I was sadly disappointed, they were all old with balding hair and spare-tire stomachs, just not at all what I envisioned.
My latest confession: I just started watching Cinemax again. I used to watch in my late teens for the really good movies and the late night erotic shows.
Now watching this show called Working Girls in Bed and its interesting. One woman said she's a third generation prostitute (what she referred to herself as) and her mom, aunt and grandma all worked in a brothel at one point in time. Its a hot show. Will definitely watch the other episodes as well.
whirlerz
02-20-2016, 09:33 AM
Jeez, what anight, short- changed & walked out of my 'date' w / headache & some cat litter I didn't want/need? Yea, it was that crazy, & so was I for letting it happen:(
whirlerz
02-20-2016, 10:40 AM
Selina m I can totally feel you. The worst break up I had made me feel like I was going through heroin withdraw cold turkey and I never did heroin. It was rough! But it eventually passes and you'll be back to a better you.
My confession is I let the kid watch a PG show while I napped on the couch only to wake up to a damn commercial for Baby Sitter Black Book on Lifetime and first thing they say is "you can get paid for sex" .... Wtf?!?!? It's about these high schoolers who turn their baby sitting business into an escort business. *sigh* I do not want the kid getting any ideas. And I'm pissed these commercials on the PG shows are like nc-17 it's ridiculous! Between this commercial and the damn Viagra commercial "make sure your heart is healthy for sex" - I just want to throw the tv out the window. I don't know if I'm being a prude but I'm just not ready for the kid to know about various xxx type topics yet.
Ms p, I have to say, I laughed myass
[email protected] this, but sympathise to^
Glamourmilf
02-20-2016, 11:09 AM
Jeez, what anight, short- changed & walked out of my 'date' w / headache & some cat litter I didn't want/need? Yea, it was that crazy, & so was I for letting it happen:(
What the hell? Cat litter? Short changed? If you dont want to say here, please Pm me or text me. How did this go so south?
baer45
02-20-2016, 12:35 PM
Selina,
Time is the only medication you need to relieve your pain. Before your break-up, you had seriouly considered all the possible solutions to save that relationship. You had compromised but it didn't work out. It's normal that you feel so much pain as there is a huge hole in your life. After all , you two had dated and lived together for so long. From my experience, the pain from a break up is temporary. Keep going back to your ex or revaluate your decision might not help you to move on to a new life. I always suggest three things for the ladies in your situation: Be wise, Be strong, Be active. You know, getting new friends, new hobby, even a new part time job will help. You are an intelligent woman, we believe/support you to do what's right for yourself.
B
whirlerz
02-20-2016, 12:42 PM
What the hell? Cat litter? Short changed? If you dont want to say here, please Pm me or text me. How did this go so south?
Aww, thanks!^ Right now, due to the fact I forgot my damn charger, phone's @ like 20%..I'm charging w/it off so it goes faster..I will be in touch!
Yea, continuing along the above..this guy should'va paid me well over what he did! Of course, I really almost had to take what I got, since my current sd shorted me this past wk as well. Now he's pissed & not answering bk my text, cause I didn't agree to see him twice last wk.
So, what/ev. I got paid something, & tbh, I'm really over these fucks.>:(
Vyanka
02-20-2016, 01:56 PM
Aww, thanks!^ Right now, due to the fact I forgot my damn charger, phone's @ like 20%..I'm charging w/it off so it goes faster..I will be in touch!
Yea, continuing along the above..this guy should'va paid me well over what he did! Of course, I really almost had to take what I got, since my current sd shorted me this past wk as well. Now he's pissed & not answering bk my text, cause I didn't agree to see him twice last wk.
So, what/ev. I got paid something, & tbh, I'm really over these fucks.>:(
Sorry to hear. :(
Glamourmilf
02-20-2016, 06:31 PM
Aww, thanks!^ Right now, due to the fact I forgot my damn charger, phone's @ like 20%..I'm charging w/it off so it goes faster..I will be in touch!
Yea, continuing along the above..this guy should'va paid me well over what he did! Of course, I really almost had to take what I got, since my current sd shorted me this past wk as well. Now he's pissed & not answering bk my text, cause I didn't agree to see him twice last wk.
So, what/ev. I got paid something, & tbh, I'm really over these fucks.>:(
Don't know what's worse. What u go through with those SD's. OR sitting on cam for the last 5 hours with guys asking me to piss, shit, and puke in their mouths.
It's a toss up, for sure.:-\
charlie61
02-20-2016, 07:16 PM
Girls, I am really struggling. Same thing. I'm sitting at work trying not to cry. Trigger alert for anyone with depression.
I've been doing LoA and it works for everything in my life, so I'm applying it to dealing with this. I go through a couple of good days and then I'll hit a wall.
I've seen him twice since, both times bc of "inspired action", and I get the impression that we are both really having a hard time with this. I know he is barely eating still and the house is full of alcohol bottles, plus going out partying. I am only truly okay when I am with him. We spent both those nights laughing and he ended up cuddling and calling me baby and holding me as tight as he could. Otherwise it's like a battle to keep on a positive note. I won't lie that I have wished someone would t-bone me and fought urges to drive into a mountain. I've taken to drinking myself, even at work, and living on caffeine otherwise. I feel like someone has ripped a piece of my core out. I feel like I'm feeling his pain a lot of the time as well, like empath style.
I've been through breakups but none like this.
How would it make you feel if he were doing well post-breakup? The situation as it is reeks of codependency.
:hug:
tuesdaymarie
02-20-2016, 07:54 PM
I'm fucking stupid. The ex I responded to a few months ago through email because he wanted closure and promised to never contact me again (drum roll fucking please) contacted me again. I should've known better. Not responding this time. It's like he fucking listens to Adele's "Hello" and decides he wants to make his own goddamn music video (to tell me he's SAWR-AY FOR BREAKIN' MAH HEART!), but I am just really tired of rehashing the same shit.
absolutelyadorable
02-20-2016, 08:07 PM
Jeez, what anight, short- changed & walked out of my 'date' w / headache & some cat litter I didn't want/need? Yea, it was that crazy, & so was I for letting it happen:(
Cat litter?? This might be a sign to get a cat :)
I kid, I kid. Hope it wasn't a TOTAL clusterfuck though!
baer45
02-20-2016, 08:50 PM
hmm...Whirlerz has a peculiar taste of sugar daddy.
baer45
02-20-2016, 08:52 PM
Don't know what's worse. What u go through with those SD's. OR sitting on cam for the last 5 hours with guys asking me to piss, shit, and puke in their mouths.
It's a toss up, for sure.:-\
Don't ever do that. They can record everything and if you will be posted naked on internet, you'd better not be shitting.
Glamourmilf
02-20-2016, 11:06 PM
Don't ever do that. They can record everything and if you will be posted naked on internet, you'd better not be shitting.
Of course i never would do those things. My point was that these were the kind of guys that came into my chat room today. I.E. i didnt make any money either.
DonaDiabla
02-21-2016, 12:06 AM
Oh I am sorry to hear that, Whirlerz. But forget those cheap asses. Big hugs:hug:
Aww, thanks!^ Right now, due to the fact I forgot my damn charger, phone's @ like 20%..I'm charging w/it off so it goes faster..I will be in touch!
Yea, continuing along the above..this guy should'va paid me well over what he did! Of course, I really almost had to take what I got, since my current sd shorted me this past wk as well. Now he's pissed & not answering bk my text, cause I didn't agree to see him twice last wk.
So, what/ev. I got paid something, & tbh, I'm really over these fucks.>:(
DonaDiabla
02-21-2016, 12:11 AM
Sorry about that, Glamourmilf :( Those guys sounds like insufferable asses.
Of course i never would do those things. My point was that these were the kind of guys that came into my chat room today. I.E. i didnt make any money either.
miss.a.p1600
02-21-2016, 01:31 AM
Confession for the day:
Nice woman I've met a few times who is a friend of a family member spoke to me and said I was pretty. I don't know if she was being sincere or not since I still don't know her that well but I accepted the compliment, especially considering I've been feeling down about looking like what I think is a plain ordinary and sometimes frumpy when Im in a rush or haven't done laundry or whatnot. Well I complimented her back, I thought I was being genuine but maybe she didn't think so, and she laughed - I don't know if she laughed because she thought I was not being genuine with a compliment or just didn't think she was physically attractive. Oh well. Did my extrovert and family duties now back to my woman cave and doing what I want to do - read books and eat cheesecake!
whirlerz
02-21-2016, 08:17 AM
Wow, w/this new sd..he texts me this morning & wants me to come over? Nope. He's not a bad guy really, but sooo draining..lol I covered my ass for not coming over tomorrow as well
DonaDiabla
02-21-2016, 08:20 AM
Well, I am glad to see it all worked out for you :)
Wow, w/this new sd..he texts me this morning & wants me to come over? Nope. He's not a bad guy really, but sooo draining..lol I covered my ass for not coming over tomorrow as well
BarbieNYC
02-21-2016, 09:27 AM
Everyone knows about my mom problems on this thread. I haven't spoken to her since I've cut her off and I feel sad to say but I don't miss her one bit or even think about her. I know I shouldn't but I still feel like a bad child.
But on the other end of the spectrum you have my dad who leaves me on my own to do whatever I want. Which works well for living in his house but I've only asked him to help with one thing since I've moved back home and that was my $456 college tuition for the semester. This man makes $200/hr yet I have to take the bus everywhere and he has been Pressuring me to sign up for financial aid even though I tried explaining to him that I'm still too young that I have to use his income on the application.
So my dad is complaining about a $456 tuition and making my stepmom and I share a car even though there are three cars in the house. And she couldn't go to school this semester because I needed to use her car and I feel so bad for taking the little bit of freedom and social interaction she had away from her.
I just really thought moving back home would help me move forward in life but I just remember why I left and started dancing in the first place. Because the only thing worse than having parents who don't have the means to help you are parents who do, but don't want to help you out. I don't know how my stepmom can live with such a cheap man. She deserves every penny she's gonna get when he passes away for putting up with all his nonsense. And I hope she finally spoils herself.
baer45
02-21-2016, 10:32 AM
Of course i never would do those things. My point was that these were the kind of guys that came into my chat room today. I.E. i didnt make any money either.
I had read many posts in Cam forum about good income for less work. I didn't follow the suit because it just againsts my rule of working in sex industry, I want to stay low profile. Plus, like you said, weirdos everywhere, I can't handle the hassle.
baer45
02-21-2016, 10:40 AM
What exactly is the difference between a long time regular client and a sugar daddy?
SimoneGray
02-21-2016, 12:05 PM
I confess that I fail so hard as a vegan. I have given it a good, hard try, done ALL the nutrition things, tried my very best to eat varied foods, etc, but without animal protein, my severe anaemia kicks in and I just have ZERO energy to do things. But, if I eat animal protein at least once a day, I feel great. I guess I'm 90% vegan lol, because dairy I can definitely do without, as is the case with most other animal products. But not meat...I need that stuff.
carmen_b
02-21-2016, 12:57 PM
I wish my town had a better infrastructure for food delivery. All we have is pizza. :/
It's good for the wallet I guess but I really want a nice brunch to come to me.
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-21-2016, 02:14 PM
^^^Last time I saw a firetruck with about 4-5 firemen, I got excited thinking I was going to see some hot DILF's jump out the truck and I would conveniently come up with some excuse to get 'rescued' but no. I was sadly disappointed, they were all old with balding hair and spare-tire stomachs, just not at all what I envisioned.
My latest confession: I just started watching Cinemax again. I used to watch in my late teens for the really good movies and the late night erotic shows.
Now watching this show called Working Girls in Bed and its interesting. One woman said she's a third generation prostitute (what she referred to herself as) and her mom, aunt and grandma all worked in a brothel at one point in time. Its a hot show. Will definitely watch the other episodes as well.
LOL!!!! I lived next to a Volunteer Firemen Firehouse...all the guys were scraggly looking typical Montana dudes. It was hilarious. The cover boy version of the hot fireman is a hardbody but these stinky skinny dudes would run around in the summer playing football next to the station in skanky looking gym shorts and tees.
IMO I see nothing wrong with many women in a family tree being working girls. In some cultures it's considered normal or unsurprising.
My confession- I might ditch out of work tonight, I have a cold. hmmm.
baer45
02-22-2016, 12:44 AM
My confession: Today I went to a nice hotel to visit a client. On my way out, I saw there was party with lots of food. I invited myself in and pretended I knew some of these people. On my defense, I was really hungry.
charlie61
02-22-2016, 01:14 AM
Sometimes I wish I could fast forward my life to make sure everything ends up being okay.
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-22-2016, 07:52 AM
My confession: Today I went to a nice hotel to visit a client. On my way out, I saw there was party with lots of food. I invited myself in and pretended I knew some of these people. On my defense, I was really hungry.
I've done that before. One of the perks of dressing well & being at a hotel. My go to story is that someone met me in the hotel bar & invited me over.
baer45
02-22-2016, 11:11 AM
I've done that before. One of the perks of dressing well & being at a hotel. My go to story is that someone met me in the hotel bar & invited me over.
Make no mistake, I was just being a cheapskate. :D
I like your go to story. I might have used that once or twice in the past for other purposes. Now, not that I am teaching your girls bad stuff. LOL, it's really easy to blend in a party with good food. And it's fun.
1. You have a go to story. What I used this time: I am the new public relationship intern...
2. You observe. You find that guy (prefer not married) who looks like a talker or likes to brag about stuff. Note 1: Remember who he has talked with before you went over.
3. Chat with him, get his name, work title, what is he working on? What's his the most successful work project? Just ask some details while you enjoy cocktail shrimps.
4. Eat. The information you just got is sufficient for you to pretend you are a "coworker" of "that guy" and you are relevant. Note 2: Try to avoid the people in Note 1.
5. Pretend you just get a call and step out of party. Note 3: Name tag. You always "left" your name tag in bathroom or hotel room. NEVER ask for a new one.
6. Just in case you get caught. Tell them you are looking for a job. You need to establish the connections to get a job.
My sister in law works for a catering company. She told me usually 50% of the food was wasted in a party like this even it was paid for.
BarbieNYC
02-22-2016, 09:02 PM
I feel like my life is falling apart and I need to drop out of school.
My dad just picked me up from school and complained about having to do it twice a week. I can't take the bus home at night because the walk to the bus stop through campus is very dangerous and secluded at night and my last class is way at the other end of campus. It already takes me two hours to get to a school that's only twenty minutes away in the morning and he can't take two days out of his week to make sure his daughter gets home safe.
He is still pressuring me about my tuition and told me to eat rice and beans every day because we don't have the luxury of eating out. All I asked was if he could go thru the drive thru cuz I hadn't eaten all day. Apparently $4 tacos for his daughter is too much.
I'm just sad and embarrassed that I am venting about this but I really think he might be the cheapest man alive. And now I'm at home eating rice and beans. I'm going to have to dance while living at home and save up and get out because I just feel very sad about having to live like this. It's not even that bad I don't want him to spoil me but I don't understand why he feels the need to make me struggle. He had to struggle in order to become successful but I just thought usually you don't want your kids to go through that
lynn2009
02-22-2016, 09:10 PM
I confess I'm on a facebook death spiral of sadness and I know it's dumb but I can't help it.
miss.a.p1600
02-22-2016, 10:51 PM
hungry as f*ck. And there is no good food *sigh* must drag self to grocery store stat!
and I can't wait till next episode of bachelor. I hope he ends up with that lady whose the single mom cause she's a milf and her kids would have a young hot step dad.
carmen_b
02-22-2016, 10:59 PM
You live with him ? I'd just sneak and dance for all luxury money ( including take out which you'll have to eat elsewhere it sounds like ).
I feel like my life is falling apart and I need to drop out of school.
My dad just picked me up from school and complained about having to do it twice a week. I can't take the bus home at night because the walk to the bus stop through campus is very dangerous and secluded at night and my last class is way at the other end of campus. It already takes me two hours to get to a school that's only twenty minutes away in the morning and he can't take two days out of his week to make sure his daughter gets home safe.
He is still pressuring me about my tuition and told me to eat rice and beans every day because we don't have the luxury of eating out. All I asked was if he could go thru the drive thru cuz I hadn't eaten all day. Apparently $4 tacos for his daughter is too much.
I'm just sad and embarrassed that I am venting about this but I really think he might be the cheapest man alive. And now I'm at home eating rice and beans. I'm going to have to dance while living at home and save up and get out because I just feel very sad about having to live like this. It's not even that bad I don't want him to spoil me but I don't understand why he feels the need to make me struggle. He had to struggle in order to become successful but I just thought usually you don't want your kids to go through that
tigershoes
02-23-2016, 12:33 AM
Life has lately involved some mildly public failure and a lot of interactions where I can tell that the others are jockeying, looking for an advantage and ready to screw me over. I miss sex work. Even though it seems like a mercenary profession, I felt like the overt initial exchange actually allowed me to make a long series of genuine connections with people. Now, the only deep or real connection I have with anyone is with my fiancé. I can't talk to him about this stuff, though, as he's a guy who enjoys scheming and doesn't understand my point of view at all.
I just want peace and love and a hippie farm with a nightly drum circle, but for this lifestyle to make financial sense for me into old age.
charlie61
02-23-2016, 12:35 AM
I confess I'm on a facebook death spiral of sadness and I know it's dumb but I can't help it.
#me...
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-23-2016, 10:16 AM
I feel like my life is falling apart and I need to drop out of school.
My dad just picked me up from school and complained about having to do it twice a week. I can't take the bus home at night because the walk to the bus stop through campus is very dangerous and secluded at night and my last class is way at the other end of campus. It already takes me two hours to get to a school that's only twenty minutes away in the morning and he can't take two days out of his week to make sure his daughter gets home safe.
He is still pressuring me about my tuition and told me to eat rice and beans every day because we don't have the luxury of eating out. All I asked was if he could go thru the drive thru cuz I hadn't eaten all day. Apparently $4 tacos for his daughter is too much.
I'm just sad and embarrassed that I am venting about this but I really think he might be the cheapest man alive. And now I'm at home eating rice and beans. I'm going to have to dance while living at home and save up and get out because I just feel very sad about having to live like this. It's not even that bad I don't want him to spoil me but I don't understand why he feels the need to make me struggle. He had to struggle in order to become successful but I just thought usually you don't want your kids to go through that
My parents struggled way hard so that's mostly why they offered zero help when I got old enough. Some people are super old school. My advice, it's easier to live independently & go to college. Have your privacy & not have to listen to parental opinions.
simone87
02-23-2016, 06:53 PM
I must be ovulating hard core..All I can do is look at pics of cute puppies and babies and make obnoxious squeeling sounds. I love my cat but it's more like he's a part of the family than a cute "pet" if that makes any sense haha. I'm seriously considering adopting some cute lil critter to satiate this baby fever. Puppies aren't going to give me stretch marks I keep telling myself.