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SnuffleUffleGrass
03-01-2016, 12:26 PM
I confess I peeked at my relative's fb messages & his mother made a rude joke about strippers to him. I respect her much less now. She's failed at a lot in life so I guess I should not be that pissed off though. Disses from losers have to be forgotten.

miss.a.p1600
03-01-2016, 01:09 PM
Yep, pretty sure they can't call it a fuck the star suite though- it's be way funnier if they did though.

lol! I'd be so pissed if I let the bachelor get some action and I didn't win. I'd instantly be like "uh before we go in this fantasy suite, I'm going to need to know whats up with your wallet cause just in case I get voted off, I'll be damned if I leave empty handed"

lynn2009
03-01-2016, 10:16 PM
I really need to cut ties with this friend from college soon, or at least straight up tell her I need a break. I was browsing some cheap real estate again (I know I'm a great student) and I was finding some places I liked so I sent her links and she immediately was FUCK MY LIFE THE SHITTY STUDIO I LOOKED AT EARLIER WAS OVER 1700. I'm basically dead inside but her fucking constant pissing and moaning and screaming is still too much for me.

whirlerz
03-01-2016, 10:27 PM
Yea, that's toxic shit right there^

Lol, my sd text meI have black mold in mycar , whichad black interior?
Sure, pal::)

Glamourmilf
03-01-2016, 10:59 PM
Yea, that's toxic shit right there^

Lol, my sd text meI have black mold in mycar , whichad black interior?
Sure, pal::)

Lol! Black mold in his car.
Question: Is he on any medication?

DonaDiabla
03-02-2016, 05:23 AM
I confess that this preppy customer is very hot. However, he reminds me of a cross between Dorian Gray and Casanova. He is a smug and arrogant man but he is paying me every week...so I have no problem with him financially. :)

SimoneGray
03-02-2016, 05:42 AM
^^ Lol my confession actually relates to this...

I confess that I have no problem with men financially, but I do have a problem with the ones that want to support me or give me things. Maybe its because I felt so financially disempowered in my previous relationship that now I am ok TAKING money from them, but that's how it must feel...else it feels like they are being condescending.

SweetJulia
03-02-2016, 06:20 AM
Question: Is he on any medication?
Seriously-took the words out of my mouth! On to my-far less thrilling-confessions:
1-I haven't washed my car in months, I just wait for it to rain now.
2-Lately, I've been totally zoning off while people talk for longer than a minute, but have the best way to get out of it! "I'm listening, it's just that you remind me so much of this friend I lost touch with-personality wise if it's a guy-and I'm just realizing how much more fun I have with you-she and I NEVER used to talk like this! Works like a charm ;)
3-I'm seriously wanting someone to cast a spell to keep Cleveland at a sunny 60-70 degrees year round. It can't be that hard, can it?

BambiCutie
03-02-2016, 06:48 AM
Been getting up super early, working out, eating healthy and staying positive however..still not on.. I've been stuck deciding what to do with my freaking hair, its sometimes so unmanageable! :(

whirlerz
03-02-2016, 06:48 AM
Lol! Black mold in his car.
Question: Is he on any medication?

No, in my car, he has a new car

My confession? He seems irritated that I'm still sick/:O I guess we're done?
I left a swim suit there when we went to the health club, I'm going to ask for it bk, send him a prepaid envelope.
Also, my throat, & this cough, this natural cough medicine seems to be helping.

Glamourmilf
03-02-2016, 10:08 AM
^^^ Lack of sleep yesterday made me read that wrong. But my question still stands..Is he on any medication?
Not that that would be an excuse for his behavior. Just an explanation of sorts.
You know what I mean?

Aurora_Sunset
03-02-2016, 11:45 AM
It's weird that I don't notice my need for social interaction until I'm in front of people. When I have social obligations, they wear me out. But if I hermit up for a week or two, I clearly need to be around people at some point. But I don't realize it. And then all of a sudden, a friend will contact me and I can't shut up because everything I've been holding in for a week is pouring out.

Leading into my real confession: A few weeks ago, I had an appointment after not really seeing anybody for almost 2 weeks. I overstayed that appointment by an hour and a half, just talking, because I was like "omg, human interaction, I don't want to leave!" Then I felt super embarrassed after I left.

carmen_b
03-02-2016, 12:48 PM
^ I do things like that ! It really is a FINE line / balancing act sometimes because if I'm alone too much, it's miserable and if I'm around people too much, it's Exhausting!!

whirlerz
03-02-2016, 01:03 PM
^^^ Lack of sleep yesterday made me read that wrong. But my question still stands..Is he on any medication?
Not that that would be an excuse for his behavior. Just an explanation of sorts.
You know what I mean?

Aw, it's ok,, &again sorry bout the no sleep, ugh,,
I reached the conclusion that he's a mean, bitter man, Idk if I told u the details on that..

My confession, I kinda miss his mean ass..he could be witty/funny sometime, but he also made me cry so I gotta watch that I stay away from abusive ppl

Glamourmilf
03-02-2016, 05:44 PM
Aw, it's ok,, &again sorry bout the no sleep, ugh,,
I reached the conclusion that he's a mean, bitter man, Idk if I told u the details on that..

My confession, I kinda miss his mean ass..he could be witty/funny sometime, but he also made me cry so I gotta watch that I stay away from abusive ppl

He sounds like every husband that all of my girlfriends have ever married for money.

Selina M
03-04-2016, 05:33 PM
Have completely lost all my mojo at work. It's pathetic. My regulars are the only reason I can pay any bills :/

baer45
03-04-2016, 10:39 PM
Have completely lost all my mojo at work. It's pathetic. My regulars are the only reason I can pay any bills :/

sport a new look. new hair color. the source of your mojo is your confidence. cheer up girl!

DonaDiabla
03-05-2016, 05:28 PM
I confess that I hate seeing dick pics. I am sorry but I am just not that impress by seeing a penis unless it is made out of gold or something :). I know for work that I have to pretend to be impress but in my personal life...I am just not impressed :)

baer45
03-05-2016, 07:01 PM
watching house of cards makes me think about Clintons.

Glamourmilf
03-06-2016, 02:15 AM
I confess that I hate seeing dick pics. I am sorry but I am just not that impress by seeing a penis unless it is made out of gold or something :). I know for work that I have to pretend to be impress but in my personal life...I am just not impressed :)

I agree. So gross. In just the past 2 days, I've had to guess the penis size of dozens of cam custies, when they turn on their cam.
Little did they know I was watching my tv monitor, and not even looking at their disgusting dicks.
I'm so glad im a woman, and not have my entire existence revolve around my genitalia.

Legz541
03-06-2016, 02:32 AM
I want to have a hot one night stand with a random sexy guy. I've been so "good" lately and its boring. The catch is that I live in a college town and can't stand even getting thru a couple drinks with these 21-23 year olds I meet all the time. No, i'm not impressed that you're a beer pong champ and "look at dat ass girl" is not an attractive pick up line.

wednesday86
03-06-2016, 03:53 PM
I love my husband but I wish he would go out with his friends once in a while so I could get some REAL alone time. I've been practically begging him to go spend time with his friends...they all think I'm making him stay in...Nope. He turns into a homebody when we're together....and yes it annoys me too. I would love a few hours of solitude which I haven't gotten in at last a month. Fingers crossed he'll go somewhere this week. UGH

carmen_b
03-06-2016, 11:50 PM
^ It can be really hard to ask for this ! I'm that way. I NEED time to myself ( not just a room but the entire house ) .
I'm not sure quite what to advise but I can tell you my favorite hiding spots in a pinch. I am really LOVING these Korean spas for ladies near me. It's all clothing optional and you can lounge around all day and sauna / hot tub ect.
That's where I usually go hide ( bonus because no one speaks English so they chat with each other but not to me at all ).
:)
I have more too I can post soon.

BarbieNYC
03-07-2016, 09:48 PM
^^carmen_b I love the Korean spa. Unfortunately more and more people are discovering them and I've been having to deal with the rudest American customers at the spa, especially on Friday and Saturday nights. Girls taking pictures in the locker room and in the naked part of the spa. There was a girl even facetiming with someone. People being drunk in the co Ed areas. It's such a shame. And this is at multiple spas I rotate.

I snuck away for the weekend to work and it was so worth it. I went from worrying about being homeless to making more than enough money to move out. I will always be thankful I became a dancer because how many jobs can get you out of a pinch in two days worth of work

whirlerz
03-07-2016, 09:57 PM
Yay, Barbie!^

Ok..I need to confess this: I came thisclose to texting my now former sd..like really, why:-[?
Ugh, after the way he treated me..:-\
Anyways, I didn't, but I wanted to, then I kept going bk to when he texted me I have blk mold in my car::) to try to put a spin on why I was coughing so much (bronchitis duh).
I also listen to a voicemail he left.
I seriously need to gtfo of my area for awhile, for change of scene.

wednesday86
03-08-2016, 07:41 AM
I keep having dreams about my ex boyfriend, the doctor. No idea where it's coming from...I haven't seen, heard from, talked to or thought about him in ages...I do hope he's doing alright though. He's a good guy.

Tsepmet1
03-08-2016, 08:59 AM
I confess that my absence has been due to be cam outed.

Even for someone with skin as thick as mine, who was stripper outed many years ago, it's still a rough experience. I have the stress rash to prove it.

A wonderful experience for someone who had to battle depression all winter.

whirlerz
03-08-2016, 09:55 AM
WB, Tsepmet!

Ok. I got t/b friends w a [email protected] my motel, we've been hanging out a bit..this morning I find out he's on the verge of being ki kicked out. He's a diabetic & is trying to sell a small co. he owns..Anyway he didn't ask, but I offered to help him out. He said he'd pay me bk, he's waiting on a loan also
So now Im waiting on my sd @ the restaurant, we'll see what happens

Update: I just now gave him the $, he thanked me profusely & promised to pay me bk next wk

chanzep
03-08-2016, 03:04 PM
I could really do with a week alone at home and off work, i luv my hubby but have had no alone time for weeks and im lazy so don't want to work, just catching up with shows eating and walking to the gym for a few days sounds nice.

chanzep
03-08-2016, 03:07 PM
I feel guilty for feeling this way, i love my life way more now than when i was alone.

Elektra Luxx
03-08-2016, 04:03 PM
Did I mention that the guy I'm seeing is really good looking? Did I mention that he's not looking for relationship? BTW, no benefits yet. Lots of kissing. Well not lots, some kissing. Am I in the friend zone?

Vyanka
03-08-2016, 06:29 PM
Did I mention that the guy I'm seeing is really good looking? Did I mention that he's not looking for relationship? BTW, no benefits yet. Lots of kissing. Well not lots, some kissing. Am I in the friend zone?

You guys just met, no? Maybe he wants to see where it goes??

Elektra Luxx
03-08-2016, 08:55 PM
You guys just met, no? Maybe he wants to see where it goes??

You're right. I'm always rushing or forcing things instead of just letting things play out naturally. I'm like "Well, we had great weekend and he spent the night and his daughter likes me and blah, blah, blah". I have to stop being so needy.

Brat_Katt
03-08-2016, 11:39 PM
I wish I wouldn't develop this sense of feeling "bad" whenever I stop working in the adult industry. Every single time! Never fucking fails! I get appalled at humans to the point of vomiting from being so revolted. Then when I go back to dancing or whatever my jaded self is back. I want that back! FULLY!!!! I truly hate being highly sensitive. I will rationalize it all out again but once you've stopped working and are just surrounded by truly nice genuine people I'm taken aback of hateful people and I'd prefer being the Diva I am to the complete extent.
Working on this again LOL
Bought more books and re reading some old favorites to make me stop caring so damn much.

wednesday86
03-09-2016, 11:04 AM
I've been so stressed out lately and it's showing. I feel like I've aged 10 years in the last 6 months. :(

SnuffleUffleGrass
03-09-2016, 06:34 PM
I've been so stressed out lately and it's showing. I feel like I've aged 10 years in the last 6 months. :(

I know the feels. I hope you can get in some self care to offset the stress.

ScarletKitten
03-10-2016, 04:13 PM
Did I mention that the guy I'm seeing is really good looking? Did I mention that he's not looking for relationship? BTW, no benefits yet. Lots of kissing. Well not lots, some kissing. Am I in the friend zone?

Sounds like he just wants to play. Give him some time. He might develop feelings for you overtime and want more. :)

SnuffleUffleGrass
03-10-2016, 08:00 PM
I confess I made my fwb come by oral sex...I'm so happy I made him happy. He said he hadn't had that in 4-5 years & was pretty ....uhh relaxed. He's leaving on a cross country trip tomorrow & I'm happy he came to see me.

Elektra Luxx
03-11-2016, 06:32 AM
I confess I made my fwb come by oral sex...I'm so happy I made him happy. He said he hadn't had that in 4-5 years & was pretty ....uhh relaxed.

This so true. It's one of the best feelings. It made me feel so good, to make my ex-bf cum. He'd be so happy and relaxed, he'd fall asleep immediately.

Glamourmilf
03-11-2016, 09:36 AM
I confess that I hate going over to friend's houses. Especially for dinner, etc.
Can't believe how filthy people can be. How dirty their homes are!
Not to mention the 3 little pigs I live with. Disgusting.:yuck:

whirlerz
03-11-2016, 09:56 AM
Im trying to get over the emotional abuse/bs I went thru..also my bronchial infection
Im trying i have gratitude its not worse

whirlerz
03-11-2016, 10:07 AM
Also, was trying to be nice to my 'neighbor' @ motel, gave him a possible lead to sell hisco.to which he responds by telling me "he wants a serious buyer"::)..yea yea I KNOW!
Then, he texts me to see if I wanna help him sell some really stupid ass t shirts, & he Knows Im sick. Is every damn man just pushy & rude AF?>:(
Oh, he expects me to drive both of us, & do it foe free?

AlenaRoza
03-11-2016, 10:25 AM
Having depression and anxiety sucks. I hear and read so many stories about other people with my exact problems, and can totally relate and not feel so alone for like a day, but the next day I feel like I'm the only one with these problems. It's an odd feeling.

Most of my issues were from drinking. Hadn't gone more than a day without alcohol in a year and a half (I'm sure some longer breaks occasionally). I woke up last Monday and something clicked in my head and today is day 12 of sobriety. I went through withdrawals like crazy and it was the most terrifying week of my life. So I'm almost to 2 weeks and I'm still not fully in the clear. Life is kind of a blur, but I have no cravings and if I did, I wouldn't give in. It's like a diet.. when you start to see the progress, the thought of giving up occurs less and less.

I have no friends now, haha, but the ones I did have were really party-only friends. I did attempt to go out with them a few nights ago, sober, and could not believe how hard it was to get a word in edgewise. I was interrupted and ignored for about an hour and decided to go home, no one even noticed lol. Honestly I love being at home with my cats and watching movies, taking care of my body, cleaning and having my anxiety cut down by like 80%. Definitely need half an ativan here and there but other than that things are getting better. Even split the halves into .25 mg.

Don't think I have anything else to add but if you're going through the same ordeal, I feel for you and feel free to PM me if you wanna talk about it. :) It gets better

lynn2009
03-11-2016, 06:52 PM
...........

wednesday86
03-12-2016, 07:33 AM
I confess I'm actually really proud to live in Chicago after last night when the Trump rally got shut down. I actually got tears in my eyes watching footage of the protesters and wish I could have been there in person. I'm not that big into politics. I don't even know who I'm going to vote for yet, but Trump is a racist, misogynist asshole and I'm glad Chicago stood up to him and told him to get the fuck out.

Glamourmilf
03-12-2016, 10:10 AM
I confess I'm actually really proud to live in Chicago after last night when the Trump rally got shut down. I actually got tears in my eyes watching footage of the protesters and wish I could have been there in person. I'm not that big into politics. I don't even know who I'm going to vote for yet, but Trump is a racist, misogynist asshole and I'm glad Chicago stood up to him and told him to get the fuck out.

I watched that horrific mele. I'm just worried that other cities will copy, and lots of innocent people will be hurt.
Also worried that if Trump makes president, that this will happen all over.

baer45
03-12-2016, 01:15 PM
I had a horrible dream yesterday. In my dream, I was buried under a loose pile of bricks. surprisingly, I could still breath through the gap among bricks. and those bricks weren't crushing me with the weight. I could hear people walking by and talking. But I was helpless.

ScarletKitten
03-12-2016, 04:28 PM
I had a horrible dream yesterday. In my dream, I was buried under a loose pile of bricks. surprisingly, I could still breath through the gap among bricks. and those bricks weren't crushing me with the weight. I could hear people walking by and talking. But I was helpless.

Do you feel overwhelmed by responsibilities and/or stress in your life? Or, it could be a metaphor to feeling isolated/lonely. I love dream interpretation.

Genoveve
03-12-2016, 05:23 PM
Meanwhile last night I dreamed that a big section of a city was destroyed by a sandwich. Like I was watching aerial footage of the situation on the news and there was a huge sandwich sitting on and crushing a chunk of the city. ?

whirlerz
03-12-2016, 05:48 PM
The last & final time I was w/my secondary sd, I dreamt (@ his place) that I had filled in 2 outdoor pkg spaces with white paint by my storage place, & was planning to go there before the office opened & removed the paint? I had this dream like twice one time after the other..
I had a few weird dreams when I was w/him, glad I'm away from that cheap, mean, crazy fuck.