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Elektra Luxx
03-20-2016, 09:05 PM
Channel it into respect and pride for his strength. Like, because he's such a strong, manly man, he can take what you're delivering. Oh yeah? Not enough for you? You want more? My man takes it good. Fuck yeah. You take what I give you. That's right!
Ooooh, Charlie? Put on some spiky leather and latex and you're ready for a new career.
charlie61
03-20-2016, 09:07 PM
Ooooh, Charlie? Put on some spiky leather and latex and you're ready for a new career.
Dancers talk dirty, too!! It's one of my specialties. One of the tools I use to make far more money than my coworkers while giving half of the contact. :D
AnoniCat
03-20-2016, 09:13 PM
Channel it into respect and pride for his strength. Like, because he's such a strong, manly man, he can take what you're delivering. Oh yeah? Not enough for you? You want more? My man takes it good. Fuck yeah. You take what I give you. That's right!
Command him to give it to you in a certain position and if he tries to initiate anything, stop him with something along the lines of "did I tell you to move/ that I was done? Just for that get on your knees and lick my pussy" Ask him questions while he's going down on you and then act like he's not speaking clearly "what was that? I asked you a question, speak up" etc but then when he stops to answer the question yell at him, "did I tell you to stop?" My normally dominant ex used to love when I'd randomly do that sort of thing
Elektra Luxx
03-20-2016, 09:19 PM
Dancers talk dirty, too!! It's one of my specialties. One of the tools I use to make far more money than my coworkers while giving half of the contact. :D
I love dirty talk. I'll bring the wine.}:D}:D
Once you get going it just flows out.
SweetJulia
03-20-2016, 09:20 PM
I just spent 20 minutes on dollforum.com trying to will myself not to judge as I read about how some guy had to send his doll in for hip surgery after just 1 year. But don't worry, he's had the doll now for 4 years and she's doing great....
The psychologist in me is intrigued by the relationships these guys form with their dolls. But then I stumbled on the thread where they thought it cool and sexy to take photos of the dolls sitting on the toilet, like from the movie Eyes Wide Shut....
"There is absolutely nothing wrong with loving your doll. They ask nothing from you yet they give you everything in return. I freely admit that I am deeply in love with my beautiful Jenny and can think of nothing nicer than to spoil and pamper her. She is always in my thoughts. I must say that your Julia looks gorgeous, an absolute darling. She deserves all the love you can give her."
I feel dirty. And I can't wipe the, "Omg, you're freaking me out" look off my face.
Has to be named Julia, huh lol....
SweetJulia
03-20-2016, 09:49 PM
My ex with whom I have a love/hate relationship, really made me suffer but also brought a lot in my life.... wants me to hurt him in bed. I've always preferred being dominated but he keeps trying to convince me to slap him and be aggressive with him, saying I might even enjoy taking out some frustration on him lol. I've never done that before and he has such a pretty face :( I need some inspiration.
A lot of guys are like that-it's trickier than normal domination talk, but you catch on quick. My first adult job was as a prodomme, started a month before I turned nineteen. PM me if you want advice. My confession-I so got pulled over by a cop younger than me. No ticket, didn't even run my license, but I feel so old now.
Legz541
03-20-2016, 11:51 PM
Even though I had just started my period I didn't wanna pass up a new booty call. Well....damn softcup started leaking midway thru. I convinced him that his dick was just sssooooo big he tore me a little but I could handle a little pain. Fortunately, dude wasn't scared of a little blood, threw a towel under me and finished the job. I proceeded to LMAO all the way home:)
SimoneGray
03-21-2016, 12:15 AM
I confess that I can't remember a time that I was ever truly horny...like, ever. How do people actually crave sex? The concept is so alien to me.
Elektra Luxx
03-21-2016, 05:26 AM
I confess that I can't remember a time that I was ever truly horny...like, ever. How do people actually crave sex? The concept is so alien to me.
To me it feels like having a constant anxiety. It feels like you have all this pent up energy. Like you could run a marathon. And my brain is in a frenzy, going a mile a minute. I can't think straight. Sometimes I feel like slave to the feeling and it becomes my one focus until satisfied. But I'm hyper-sexual, always have been.
Cashmere Star
03-21-2016, 11:56 AM
I don't want to be a stripper anymore.
Why? All because of the late night schedule. It's fucking with my sleep. Otherwise, as much as I appreciate the job (because of flexibility and the rate of return for the hours put in), I love having a consistent normal sleeping schedule and waking up before dawn to see the sunrise. Mornings are beautiful. And the late night shifts are fucking with my school performance too.
I thought about sugaring but the seekingarrangement websites are full of bullshit and salt. I am probably just bad at talking to people online and doing this whole thing all wrong but fuck it I rather not deal with it. I give up. If I am going to use my youth and beauty I rather just do it on guys in real life and have a couple of actual boyfriends. Fuck it.
miss.a.p1600
03-21-2016, 02:21 PM
I think this dude at this restaurant is flirting with me but I'm not sure if he's just being nice or trying to flirt lol! I would do him but I can't because he is not wealthy :(
carmen_b
03-21-2016, 03:01 PM
They do ! For me though ... Not in times of stress. My libido has DIED in the last 5-6 weeks ( big life change ). I'm hoping to re-boot it soon!
I confess that I can't remember a time that I was ever truly horny...like, ever. How do people actually crave sex? The concept is so alien to me.
LegoMoney
03-21-2016, 03:42 PM
I HATE how much dancing affects my personal life. How I'm pretty sure it had something to do with my once awesome boyfriend breaking up with me this weekend. He cancelled me meeting his mom, and won't return my text messages. He won't tell me why its over, but I'm pretty sure it's about my job.
I hate the worry I hear in my sister's voice when I tell her about the sometimes very dangerous places I work. She tells me to "just quit." She doesn't understand.
But, then I remember that it was MY dollar bills that put groceries on the table to feed me and my boyfriend when we needed food. And then I think of how my sister has almost $1500 in disposable income at the end of each month after bills, but won't help me with a very much needed $200 car repair. So, today I'll muster the courage to wipe the tears that stream down my face as I write this. Knowing that if I don't love me in spite of stripping, no one will. So until I don't have to do this anymore, I accept it. My first shift this week will be Wednesday.
Legz541
03-22-2016, 12:41 AM
Reading a newbies thread about being denied by Sapphire Vegas made me feel like total shit. Triggered the feeling of them rejecting me my first time there. Even though they hired me for all shifts 2 days later when I tried again that sick feeling of rejection stays with me. I'm generally VERY thick skinned but this got me for some reason. Maybe because it was my first and only rejection in 7 years of dancing. IDK, fuck...I'm going to blame it on PMS.
Im doing other things now to make money that don't include my body so I stopped working out for a whole week and ate wtf ever i wanted, I loved it but I'm over it now, I don't wanna let myself go completely, just a break was good.
SweetJulia
03-22-2016, 05:13 PM
Even though I had just started my period I didn't wanna pass up a new booty call. Well....damn softcup started leaking midway thru. I convinced him that his dick was just sssooooo big he tore me a little but I could handle a little pain. Fortunately, dude wasn't scared of a little blood, threw a towel under me and finished the job. I proceeded to LMAO all the way home:)
The Jade and Pearl sponge tampons feel like vaginal tissue, according to reviews. Throw in lube and condoms, he won't have any idea.
Selina M
03-22-2016, 06:59 PM
I was bored... so I went to the grocery store. Wow.
There was SOME sense behind it; I've been staying with whatever-the-fuck-he-is a few nights a week and I'm sick of eating takeout... but still. Most girls would go to the mall or something.
ScarletKitten
03-22-2016, 07:50 PM
I wanna fuck the Prime Minister and the President at the same fucking time. And fly in Edward Snowden from Russia, let's make this an orgy. }:D :-* :cheers: :rotfl:
lol, I'm not even that horny, it would just be fun to fuck all 3 of them.
wednesday86
03-23-2016, 08:14 AM
This girl I was good friends with in middle school died last night in a car wreck. She posted something on fb 2 days ago about getting ready for Easter that I liked and we talked about. Now she's gone. Just like that. She was my age and has a 6 year old daughter. I'm really torn up about it even though I haven't seen her face to face in years. I guess because it's so sudden...The other people I've known who died had a bad drug problem, or were really old, or had been sick for a long time, but this is just a horrible slap in the face.
MyRealNameIsWeird
03-23-2016, 08:51 AM
This girl I was good friends with in middle school died last night in a car wreck. She posted something on fb 2 days ago about getting ready for Easter that I liked and we talked about. Now she's gone. Just like that. She was my age and has a 6 year old daughter. I'm really torn up about it even though I haven't seen her face to face in years. I guess because it's so sudden...The other people I've known who died had a bad drug problem, or were really old, or had been sick for a long time, but this is just a horrible slap in the face.
So sorry to hear! I hope you have people to stay around and something invigorating to drink, to keep your mind alert and not let it gnaw at you too bad. There's nothing more you can do at times like this.
Vyanka
03-23-2016, 09:13 AM
This girl I was good friends with in middle school died last night in a car wreck. She posted something on fb 2 days ago about getting ready for Easter that I liked and we talked about. Now she's gone. Just like that. She was my age and has a 6 year old daughter. I'm really torn up about it even though I haven't seen her face to face in years. I guess because it's so sudden...The other people I've known who died had a bad drug problem, or were really old, or had been sick for a long time, but this is just a horrible slap in the face.
Omg. How aweful. I'm so sorry to hear. Especially her child. :'(
ScarletKitten
03-23-2016, 02:47 PM
This girl I was good friends with in middle school died last night in a car wreck. She posted something on fb 2 days ago about getting ready for Easter that I liked and we talked about. Now she's gone. Just like that. She was my age and has a 6 year old daughter. I'm really torn up about it even though I haven't seen her face to face in years. I guess because it's so sudden...The other people I've known who died had a bad drug problem, or were really old, or had been sick for a long time, but this is just a horrible slap in the face.
I am so sorry to hear this! That is tragic. I feel really bad for her daughter. :'(
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-24-2016, 09:39 AM
This girl I was good friends with in middle school died last night in a car wreck. She posted something on fb 2 days ago about getting ready for Easter that I liked and we talked about. Now she's gone. Just like that. She was my age and has a 6 year old daughter. I'm really torn up about it even though I haven't seen her face to face in years. I guess because it's so sudden...The other people I've known who died had a bad drug problem, or were really old, or had been sick for a long time, but this is just a horrible slap in the face.
Sorry to hear this. Yeah life is unpredictable & the shock of sudden deaths is really hard to accept. I spent a few months near tears after the sudden death of someone I knew. It just bothered me that in a world full of crappy/selfish people, someone like him had to get "called home".....
People tend to have very different reactions to deaths like that. I talked about the topic with a widower I dated & I was actually surprised at some of his opinions. I wish you the best.
wednesday86
03-24-2016, 11:34 AM
Thanks everyone! She was a really sweet person. The whole situation sucks, but I think her mother (who is also a wonderful lady) is going to take care of the little girl. The dad isn't in the picture. I'm trying to figure out where to send flowers since I can't make it down for the funeral. It's just a reminder to hug your kids close and tell the people you love how you feel because tomorrow is never promised.
Elektra Luxx
03-24-2016, 08:40 PM
I had a terrible day at work today. The guy I'm seeing wanted to come over, but told him that I'm not up for company and I just wanted to sleep. He asked if he could bring me something to eat and then he would leave. OOooookkayy. I knew he wouldn't leave. He bought me a grilled chicken wrap and some Italian mineral water, my favorites. He rubbed my temples, neck and shoulders and massaged my feet. We took a nap together and watched some TV. He's a good guy.
baer45
03-24-2016, 08:41 PM
He asked if he could bring me something to eat and then he would leave. OOooookkayy. I knew he wouldn't leave.
liar liar, pants on fire.
Elektra Luxx
03-24-2016, 08:44 PM
liar liar, pants on fire.
I'm not lying. What's so hard to believe?
baer45
03-24-2016, 08:47 PM
I'm not lying. What's so hard to believe?
his pants. you don't even wear pants.
Elektra Luxx
03-24-2016, 08:51 PM
his pants. you don't even wear pants.
Neither of us had anything on, but that's another post.
baer45
03-24-2016, 08:54 PM
http://i.ebayimg.com/00/s/MTAwMFgxMDAw/z/nUsAAOxyCGNTKMAP/%24_35.JPG
Glamourmilf
03-24-2016, 11:20 PM
Thanks everyone! She was a really sweet person. The whole situation sucks, but I think her mother (who is also a wonderful lady) is going to take care of the little girl. The dad isn't in the picture. I'm trying to figure out where to send flowers since I can't make it down for the funeral. It's just a reminder to hug your kids close and tell the people you love how you feel because tomorrow is never promised.
I'm so very sorry for Your loss. ^^^^Best advice, right there.
22lligm
03-25-2016, 10:22 AM
It's only been a little over a month and I already want to quit my vanilla job and go back to dancing! I can't get used to being broke and the long hours. Ugh! It is nice to make money a different way but if the hours were shorter I would be happier. Not sure what to do.
Selina M
03-25-2016, 03:38 PM
I am the worst weak little bitch ever. I'm starting to think I really need a regular therapy visit. And a regular job that forces me to go to it and wastes a lot of time so I don't think so much.
lynn2009
03-25-2016, 08:06 PM
fucking shit I deleted facebook again and before that I unfriended two exes but then I decided to marathon Gilmore Girls which is relationshipy and sad and I found one ex's CV online and why is he the biggest fucking overachiever on the planet??? my god 3.95 out of an ivy league phd and 8 publications and invited talks ughhhhhh he's also amazing in bed and the sweetest guy ever WHY IS HE DATING FAT GIRLS
Genoveve
03-25-2016, 09:59 PM
^^Maybe he's come to prefer some thickness?
I confess that I have become obsessed with youtube bloggers, if that's what they're called. I have 4 that I watch religiously now, I don't even know why.
Glamourmilf
03-26-2016, 12:40 AM
I confess that I have become obsessed with youtube bloggers, if that's what they're called. I have 4 that I watch religiously now, I don't even know why.
Vloggers is what youtubers are called.
I watch a couple of L.A. girls, just to see the familiar places they go to. Most of them are driving and talking (filming). Don't know how they do that. L.A. driving is so hectic. one glance away from the road, and wham.
charlie61
03-26-2016, 12:52 AM
I am the worst weak little bitch ever. I'm starting to think I really need a regular therapy visit. And a regular job that forces me to go to it and wastes a lot of time so I don't think so much.
This is legit, girl. Some people are great with free time - they take up new hobbies, start side businesses, bike down cobblestone streets with baguettes in their baskets - and others, like me, use the time to stew, obsess, and sleep too much. I'm trading in my school plans for a straight job (who knows how long it'll take me to find one). I'm over this free-time shit.
22lligm
03-26-2016, 02:03 AM
^ I'm glad I'm not the only one! Lol I thought with my free time I would be super productive but I'm FAR from productive. I need things to keep me busy or I'll just lay around in my apartment all day.
charlie61
03-26-2016, 02:26 AM
^ I'm glad I'm not the only one! Lol I thought with my free time I would be super productive but I'm FAR from productive. I need things to keep me busy or I'll just lay around in my apartment all day.
It's always so funny to me whenever I see a post from one of those truly motivated, free-time-exists-to-make-me-more-successful people. They're all like "Got an extra five minutes in the morning? Start writing a book!"
The busier I am, the more productive I am. I do NOT do well with abundant free time. These days, I'm working twice a week for 4 hours, so I'm a literal piece of shit 99% of the time. I *need* the structure that comes with having full-time work.
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-26-2016, 05:59 AM
Bitchy horrible confession- I was unfortunately reminded today of someone who hurt me really badly many years ago (a guy.) I'm so glad his evil ways back then became a built-in penalty & caused him to not find the happiness he sought for over a decade. He did it to himself. (I just shared this because I'm sure a few people who stalk my facebook will think some posts are about them, but NO...It's this horrible a-hole from many years ago that few people know about. TL ; DR - Karma does happen sometimes.)
Elektra Luxx
03-26-2016, 09:02 AM
Some people are great with free time - they take up new hobbies, start side businesses, bike down cobblestone streets with baguettes in their baskets - and others, like me, use the time to stew, obsess, and sleep too much.
LMAO!!! That's so me.
wednesday86
03-26-2016, 11:57 AM
I'm writing 3 books right now...One is a werewolf sweetheart romance...One is dark, vampire horror, and one is non-fiction. I keep thinking I'm "almost done" but the more I work on them, the more I need to write...and edit...and re-write...I love writing but good lord. This is taking forever. I'm not willing to publish them until I feel like they're "finished" though.
SimoneGray
03-27-2016, 05:06 AM
^^ I would love to buy and read your work :) let us know when its out there! I confess that I wish I could make a living off purely writing...it would be nice
wednesday86
03-27-2016, 11:17 AM
^^ I would love to buy and read your work :) let us know when its out there! I confess that I wish I could make a living off purely writing...it would be nice
Thanks! I will let you know when it's out. :) Will probably be at least another month or two before I finish any of those.
It's very possible to make a living writing especially if you can write erotica-even better if you can write erotica series. Just pump those stories out, have nice covers and promote the living shit out of em. Maybe you could even use your cam persona to drive traffic to your books? I'm moving away from erotica now though because it's about as interesting as data entry work (to me.) it's all very predictable and I'd rather focus on writing stuff I actually enjoy.
Velveteen.Rabbit
03-27-2016, 12:25 PM
Bwhahaha I love how my posts about myself/my own life apparently upset people so much that they seek out my defunct cam profile I changed the name of and mass tag me with hateful tags to try to hurt me lolllll. It is totally from this site because I've been retired for a bit now. Like hello people if I really disliked something about myself I would change it lol. So it's either true, captain obvious, and I like it. Or is not true, so I still don't care, captain obvious. The good thing about confidence is that no one can take it away lol
Aurora_Sunset
03-27-2016, 12:45 PM
I order delivery when I don't want to get dressed to go out to get food. But then I put on makeup and make sure my hair is cute after I order it...
I just... don't want to look like the single woman with multiple cats who orders delivery in my pajamas when they show up at my door.
LaurenAus
03-27-2016, 04:32 PM
yayyyy someone who I thought was so incredibly annoying on this forum has finally been banned ::does a happy dance::
Glamourmilf
03-27-2016, 10:15 PM
I order delivery when I don't want to get dressed to go out to get food. But then I put on makeup and make sure my hair is cute after I order it...
I just... don't want to look like the single woman with multiple cats who orders delivery in my pajamas when they show up at my door.
When I lived in L.A. it was amazing how many delivery guys were hot hot hotter! Most were models/actors.
I always felt like I should have makeup and hair done.
I had the biggest crush on my FedEx driver. Just when I got up the nerve to hit on him...he quit.
wednesday86
03-28-2016, 05:46 PM
I confess that I hate making decisions about anything, especially when it comes to school and career and all that crap. I would love to hire a professional decision maker who just told me what to do.
I was all excited about the stupid phlebotomy thing, but it turns out I'm almost finished with my other degree (like 4 classes away from finishing..) so now I'm thinking I might as well finish...but that's another 6 months before I can even use it...and who knows if I'll even get a job because it's in liberal womyns basket weaving. Maybe I'll do both. I don't know. My head hurts.
xStacey
03-28-2016, 05:59 PM
I am feeling miserable and suicidal.