View Full Version : Confessions Thread!
whirlerz
03-28-2016, 06:07 PM
I am feeling miserable and suicidal.
Aww, what's wrong hin? Anyone you can talk to? There's a site call 7 cups of tea, they have online counselors
Feel better soon
SweetJulia
03-28-2016, 06:42 PM
I stepped in shit today and didn't even flinch. I hate this neighborhood.
MyRealNameIsWeird
03-29-2016, 01:24 PM
I have decided to give up on cam orgasms for good. Despite the fun, over the course of a day I find it often ruins my hustle and my show. I'd rather log off and masturbate myself numb between shows to drive a harder hustle, give fewer perks and control my custies more in shows. #SorryNotSorry
Aurora_Sunset
03-29-2016, 02:41 PM
What I say: "Sorry, I can't tonight. I'm busy."
What I mean: "I'll be binge-watching the newest season of Archer to hit Netflix today."
AnoniCat
03-29-2016, 10:12 PM
I order delivery when I don't want to get dressed to go out to get food. But then I put on makeup and make sure my hair is cute after I order it...
I just... don't want to look like the single woman with multiple cats who orders delivery in my pajamas when they show up at my door.
I do this. I also have to go outside to open the gate and my cat usually betrays me by running over acting all excited as soon as I have the food in my hands.
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-30-2016, 06:36 AM
When I lived in L.A. it was amazing how many delivery guys were hot hot hotter! Most were models/actors.
I always felt like I should have makeup and hair done.
I had the biggest crush on my FedEx driver. Just when I got up the nerve to hit on him...he quit.
Our UPS guy is as hot as the sun. However I don't have time to be messing around dating. I'm sure he's "delivering" joy to many women in this city.
miss.a.p1600
03-30-2016, 06:49 AM
^^^i know right! I love opening the door and a fine a$$ ups or FedEx delivery guy is on the other side. And most of them have good bodies (according to my X-ray vision lol) and seeing them lift those heavy packages and sprint to their trucks is quite a sight. Mmmmmm. Sadly usps delivery is mean ugly masculine looking woman. I guess if theyre a dude and they're even slightly hot they'll be working at ups.
This reminds me of a time I had to hire a tower and as soon as this dude hopped out the tow truck (yes he was kind of short) I instantly thought this man was a stripper lol! He was well groomed, nice body, and I am convinced he was moonlighting as a stripper and tow truck driver was his cover. I could not get the vision out of my head of him dancing in a thong to Genuine Pony song.
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-30-2016, 07:04 AM
OMG I confess I just had a stupid/funny realization. Due to Federal search & seizure laws, some people really are better off married. If you work in a slightly shady black market job, you might have to be able to put assets in your spouse's name. (In the movie "Goodfellas" Henry Hill admits most of his possessions were not titled in his name...kind of obvious since he was a known mobster.)
& Everyone knows usually people use blood relatives for this but these days it seems you might not be able to trust family like that all the way. Sigh.
BambiCutie
03-30-2016, 08:00 AM
I confess that regardless of hitting my arm and hip on the kitchen counter numerous times that I've yet to learn my lesson.. I now have a lovely bruise literally in the shape of a lopped eared bunny, haha!! :D
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miss.a.p1600
03-30-2016, 09:29 AM
OMG I confess I just had a stupid/funny realization. Due to Federal search & seizure laws, some people really are better off married. If you work in a slightly shady black market job, you might have to be able to put assets in your spouse's name. (In the movie "Goodfellas" Henry Hill admits most of his possessions were not titled in his name...kind of obvious since he was a known mobster.)
& Everyone knows usually people use blood relatives for this but these days it seems you might not be able to trust family like that all the way. Sigh.
That or put assets in a business entity. Hopefully spouse stay married but It would suck to give an ex half the assets.
If all else fails - burry shit in the ground where no one but you and a compass can find it lol
baer45
03-30-2016, 10:36 AM
I fucked 5 guys for money and 1 for pleasure last week. I am just a numb bitch and won't fall in love with anyone. So ya, I confessed.
wednesday86
03-30-2016, 11:01 AM
When I want to get laid but don't feel like making the first move, I act really cold and bitchy toward my husband. He'll try to hug me and I'll push him away and ignore him. For some reason that really turns him on. Works every time lol
Glamourmilf
03-30-2016, 07:32 PM
When I want to get laid but don't feel like making the first move, I act really cold and bitchy toward my husband. He'll try to hug me and I'll push him away and ignore him. For some reason that really turns him on. Works every time lol
Yep, I believe it.
That's been my m.o. most of my adult sexual life.:cold:
I am so fuckin sick of having to work for $$ I need someone to just hand it to me iv become so damn inpatient I'm over working for a few thousand here n there fuck that, I'm gonna need 50k here n there at least, lbs. I can't w myself i just can't smh. I need a real sd who just loves the shit outta me and lets me do wtf ever I want w minimal attention needs like i only call for $$ and we don't talk again till i want more kinda deal.lbs. good luck bitch good luck, damn y can't it be that easy. small $ just doesn't do it for me anymore, like i don't even wanna go outta my way for it id rather stay home or do wtf i wanna do, fuck y can't i win the lottery!!!
When I want to get laid but don't feel like making the first move, I act really cold and bitchy toward my husband. He'll try to hug me and I'll push him away and ignore him. For some reason that really turns him on. Works every time lol
lol i hate making the first move, I usually just get naked n pretend not to notice him like I'm changing or checking myself out or what u do w being cold n not liking him, that always works too. IDK why either. Guys always just ask for it, i think it sounds stupid for me to do that tho… "can i get some dick?'lol no bueno… The other day I was so horny idk why but after stopping dancing for like a month i got really horny and I was on the phone w my guy n was like " I need some penis!!" lmao, I don't do shit like that..
22lligm
03-31-2016, 01:15 PM
I quit my vanilla job lol that only lasted like a month and a half. But I do have an interview today for a waxing place right by my apartment. I just don't want to be a waitress anymore I feel lazy saying this but it's too much work lol. If I'm going to be limping in pain after a few shifts it's going to be for hundreds of dollars at the club and not 200 at the restaurant. A sitting down or at least standing in one place behind a counter day job sounds a lot better so hopefully I get hired.
MyButter
03-31-2016, 05:35 PM
I really don't want to go to class tonight. This particular professor is extremely scatterbrained and will drone on and on about random off topic stuff, and I always end up walking back to my car afterwards feeling like I've completely wasted 3 hours of my life.
carmen_b
03-31-2016, 05:52 PM
Ugh, I hate it when speakers aren't concise and just ramble ! ^
Aurora_Sunset
03-31-2016, 06:05 PM
Lately I have really chilled out about feeling like my life is stressful. And I want to say that's good - it's always good to feel grateful and like things aren't that bad, right? But I have so many friends who play the "one-up" game with "whose life is worse" any time I would complain to them, have felt pitied and shitty after being emotional around people, or am otherwise surrounded by so many negative people who drive me crazy that I adamantly oppose being anything like them, that at this point, I can't tell if I'm actually "over" my problems and more zen about them (cuz literally nothing has changed), or if I've just unhealthily numbed myself to ever feeling like I should feel bad.
But then OTOH I'm like, maybe I just really am reaching a state of status quo with the universe and why am I trying to fuck it up by thinking that I'm defective and looking for a problem?
wednesday86
04-01-2016, 06:18 AM
lol i hate making the first move, I usually just get naked n pretend not to notice him like I'm changing or checking myself out or what u do w being cold n not liking him, that always works too. IDK why either. Guys always just ask for it, i think it sounds stupid for me to do that tho… "can i get some dick?'lol no bueno… The other day I was so horny idk why but after stopping dancing for like a month i got really horny and I was on the phone w my guy n was like " I need some penis!!" lmao, I don't do shit like that..
haha I do the naked changing clothes in front of him bit too. The other day he was trying to play Call of Duty and took my shirt off, and he's like "Can you please put a shirt on? I can't focus and I'm getting killed" lol !!!
MistressX
04-02-2016, 01:05 AM
I've been binge watching the Wonderful World of David the Gnome because today I was on a nostalgic 90's nickelodeon kick.. And I just watched the last episode where they pass away and jesus fucking christ the feels, I just cant even right now! I was 5 or 6 years old when this aired and I did not really understand what was going on then but wow
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKttx8SgnHA
Genoveve
04-02-2016, 09:30 AM
^^I used to love that show back in the day. And Grimm's Fairy Tales.
ETA just watched the episode, the animals being sad are always the saddest parts. In the Last Unicorn the part that always made me cry was when the unicorn left the forest to go find other unicorns and the animals of said forest were sad and watched her go knowing that their forest was now unprotected.
LucyLenore
04-02-2016, 10:55 AM
I've been binge watching the Wonderful World of David the Gnome because today I was on a nostalgic 90's nickelodeon kick.. And I just watched the last episode where they pass away and jesus fucking christ the feels, I just cant even right now! I was 5 or 6 years old when this aired and I did not really understand what was going on then but wow
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKttx8SgnHA
OMFG I've been trying to remember the name of this series for years!!! thank you!!!! <3
xStacey
04-02-2016, 11:12 AM
I have been feeling unwell and my nutrition this week was so shitty, muffin, cakes, chinese food, frozen meals, cookies, chocolate and haven't been to the gym. I feel guilty ughh.
22lligm
04-02-2016, 11:17 AM
Omg I feel like such a terrible person right now.. but my friend told me last night this girl we both hungout with a couple months back saw everything I was texting to my sister when I was talking shit about her. This girl is my friends friend & I didn't know she was going but she is literally so annoying to me with the way she dresses and acts and so yes I was texting my sister talking shit about her when we picked her up. I was saying how she looked bad and I was embarrassed to be seen with her lol cause we were going to a concert. I feel so mean!! She got in the car sitting behind my friend and I and I totally remember angling my phone away from her so she couldnt see but I guess she was reading all of it. And to make everything worse she wasn't like 'omg what a bitch!' she was just sad and said like 'it sucks cause she's so much prettier than me'. OMG I'm so sorry. Poor girl. I'm a bitch. :(
Aurora_Sunset
04-02-2016, 01:33 PM
Not like it's something I want to start doing on a regular basis or anything, cuz I'm very much over the college party scene, but just once in the near future, I'd like to attend some rager house party again.
DonaDiabla
04-02-2016, 11:24 PM
In vanilla news:
I am so happy that my loan training went well. Everyone was very nice for now and I fit in like a glove.
SimoneGray
04-03-2016, 03:31 AM
I've been binge watching Project Runway lately...there's a part of me that really wants to go to design school now. I confess that I wish I wasn't always so attracted to things that are creatively inclined...they hardly pay off besides on cam in my experience.
lynn2009
04-03-2016, 09:27 AM
Know what's embarrassing? When movers move your bookcase and you totally forgot about your copy of Ho Tactics you hid back there.
charlie61
04-03-2016, 12:53 PM
I've been binge watching Project Runway lately...there's a part of me that really wants to go to design school now. I confess that I wish I wasn't always so attracted to things that are creatively inclined...they hardly pay off besides on cam in my experience.
On tv? I'd binge watch it too if I could find it online...
SimoneGray
04-03-2016, 01:30 PM
thewatchseries.to ...its the holy grail of streaming online. Just ignore all the processes to get to the vid, its all legit etc.
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-03-2016, 01:58 PM
I confess I'm really enjoying my fwb friendship with my guy & I slightly dread having to hit the road again. Thank the Universe I am in a mentally sweet spot that my dread isn't strong enough to stop me.
seashell
04-03-2016, 09:19 PM
I'm in the weirdest mindfuck situation right now... I'll be house-sitting for my ex-boyfriend for the next week, during which time I have a date with a new guy, AND I'm planning to return to stripping temporarily after several years away... at least for a week or two, until I have enough to pay off my credit card. (After that, I'll get my first vanilla job paycheck -- thank god)
WTF is my life. But I do have an exit plan and two new vanilla part-time jobs, so... pleeease let this all be temporary!
MyRealNameIsWeird
04-04-2016, 04:47 AM
When I want to get laid but don't feel like making the first move, I act really cold and bitchy toward my husband. He'll try to hug me and I'll push him away and ignore him. For some reason that really turns him on. Works every time lol
Wish I could get away with that. My sex drive is like 100000x his, so when I'm depressed or in a bad mood and just want to get laid he calms his dick down, shrugs it off and leaves me alone. Hints do not work on the man, lol.
SweetJulia
04-04-2016, 01:43 PM
Someone PLEASE tell me to stop exchanging insults with a cheap former customer for free. Writing a book about how much he sucks and why he's gonna have a miserable life isn't paying me or making me feel better.
charlie61
04-04-2016, 02:42 PM
thewatchseries.to ...its the holy grail of streaming online. Just ignore all the processes to get to the vid, its all legit etc.
The site is a little sketchy...I keep coming across links that pop up phishing sites that take over my computer until I force stop Chrome (in task manager).
SimoneGray
04-04-2016, 04:22 PM
^^ That shouldn't be happening...use the vidzi.tv links provided in every link page, those haven't given me any issues so far.
SweetJulia
04-04-2016, 04:36 PM
I've barely taken any days off this year cuz the longer I take off adult work, the harder it is to come back.
AlenaRoza
04-04-2016, 05:07 PM
i'm watching youtube vids about those world's tallest men y'know.. and i can't help but imagine their penis sizes :O
also i feel really weird cause i kind of find them attractive and wonder what it would be like to sleep with a guy like that :D
Velveteen.Rabbit
04-04-2016, 05:33 PM
I asked my guy why he liked me and one his answers, among others with actual substance, was: "because you look like ____" which just so happens to be one of the biggest inspirations for my current look right now. He doesn't know I even like her. Operation channel a look, complete! I am thrilled with all the work I've been doing on my body both plastic and otherwise, that it reminded him of her.
SweetJulia
04-04-2016, 05:41 PM
^I'm curious as hell who lol. I've had that frequently. When I had blond highlights, Kelly Clarkson-not a compliment, imho-and Jennifer Aniston. Bleach blond, Christina Aguilera. With my real hair color-Megan Fox and some of the more attractive Kardashians.
SweetJulia
04-04-2016, 05:54 PM
Someone PLEASE tell me to stop exchanging insults with a cheap former customer for free. Writing a book about how much he sucks and why he's gonna have a miserable life isn't paying me or making me feel better.
Seriously, someone please tell me to stop. Instead of working, I'm three long emails in, each getting three responses-another thing I hated about him. Plus, the idiot claims to work in IT but can't copy and paste? Also, he got into one of my emails and had the balls to ask my whole contact list for money? The smart ones knew it wasn't me, but still. My confession:I used what I thought was deep conditioner that turned out to be the color part of hair color. Thank God it was my color and not the peroxide part, I'm really attached to my hair. I had extensions for six years, grand total 36k. I went back to my real color and set to grow my hair out in 2010. Still had to use extensions til 2012 cuz I refuse to have hair shorter than my boobs. Those of you who can pull off shorter hair, I'm envious. I refuse to go shorter than waist length and grew out my layers. If I wasn't too lazy to style my hair when I need it, I'd love to throw in some layers so I have volume buy don't lose length. I'm really tempted to go to a beauty school twice a week for a shampoo and blow dry or set, it's literally so long I can't get to parts of it. Screw it, I'm going for it. It's so cheap, it doesn't make sense not to. With the ladies of SW as my witnesses, I will never wash or do my own hair again!
Velveteen.Rabbit
04-04-2016, 07:03 PM
^I'm curious as hell who lol. I've had that frequently. When I had blond highlights, Kelly Clarkson-not a compliment, imho-and Jennifer Aniston. Bleach blond, Christina Aguilera. With my real hair color-Megan Fox and some of the more attractive Kardashians.
Alertta Ocean before she went overboard on the plastic surgery lol. I used to ask guys I more seriously date which pornstars they're into because I'm friends with some IRL and it's just a curiosity thing, but then I stopped because I didn't want them to over sexualize me as a domme. So I don't even like getting those thoughts flowing. I've been working more on my body and look, and she was my body and hair/eye/skin inspo but I didn't tell anyone. Then for clothing I have other inspo.
Velveteen.Rabbit
04-04-2016, 07:53 PM
Veronika Black is so hot dear Jesus. Same with Alex from OITNB. I feel like I only watch OITNB for Alex and 2 Broke Girls for Max. Just to stare at them.
xStacey
04-04-2016, 08:00 PM
Alertta Ocean before she went overboard on the plastic surgery lol. I used to ask guys I more seriously date which pornstars they're into because I'm friends with some IRL and it's just a curiosity thing, but then I stopped because I didn't want them to over sexualize me as a domme. So I don't even like getting those thoughts flowing. I've been working more on my body and look, and she was my body and hair/eye/skin inspo but I didn't tell anyone. Then for clothing I have other inspo.
You must look hawt ;)
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-04-2016, 08:51 PM
i'm watching youtube vids about those world's tallest men y'know.. and i can't help but imagine their penis sizes :O
also i feel really weird cause i kind of find them attractive and wonder what it would be like to sleep with a guy like that :D
One of my exes is six foot seven & has a dick that was "meh" to me even though it was huge. My current squeeze is a short guy with an average length/girth & he makes me come all the time. TL ; DR G-Spot, he's hitting it right. (I'm petite so this might have something to do with it as well.)
carmen_b
04-05-2016, 03:22 AM
+1 for Alex. :)
Veronika Black is so hot dear Jesus. Same with Alex from OITNB. I feel like I only watch OITNB for Alex and 2 Broke Girls for Max. Just to stare at them.
Elektra Luxx
04-05-2016, 07:17 AM
Wish I could get away with that. My sex drive is like 100000x his, so when I'm depressed or in a bad mood and just want to get laid he calms his dick down, shrugs it off and leaves me alone. Hints do not work on the man, lol.
Any kind of emotional extreme triggers my sex drive, but it's the negative emotions that triggers it the strongest. Sadness, depression, anger, loneliness and I'm compelled to seek a release.
xStacey
04-05-2016, 07:20 AM
Any kind of emotional extreme triggers my sex drive, but it's the negative emotions that triggers it the strongest. Sadness, depression, anger, loneliness and I'm compelled to seek a release.
Same here... And unfortunately I always want it with the one who's causing me so much pain.
Elektra Luxx
04-05-2016, 07:28 AM
Same here... And unfortunately I always want it with the one who's causing me so much pain.
Me too. I think it's because I associate sex with love and vice versa.