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Velveteen.Rabbit
04-11-2016, 01:30 PM
The Lisa Frank tarot card deck tho
charlie61
04-11-2016, 02:19 PM
After taking a couple of weeks off of dancing, I've re-realized how nice it is to not be dancing. My body feels better, my mind feels more clear, I feel motivated to advance my life and goals, and I waste far less time in front of the TV. I'm able to wake up before 10, which leaves me plenty of time to have a relaxing morning before starting my daily activities.
While it's a fantastic stepping stone, I feel like dancing limits my motivation to pursue other opportunities that could be of long-term value. If I hadn't started dancing during college, I might have felt more motivated to pursue a concrete career path rather than feeling free to study subjects that didn't lead anywhere. I also don't like feeling like my body doesn't truly belong to me - my partner has to be careful in how he touches me, and I have to be careful to not get 'too muscular,' etc.
Yeah, I'm ready to step back into the vanilla world.
tuesdaymarie
04-11-2016, 05:11 PM
After undertaking a massive edit, I entered my first screenwriting contest last night. Now I'm just terrified of rejection, failure, or--most terrifying--getting a realistic shot at my dream and still feeling desperately unhappy. Yay?
ScarletKitten
04-11-2016, 06:29 PM
Charlie, I relate to everything you just said.
I'm also too in love to be dancing anymore. I cried myself to sleep the other night, thinking about continuing dancing. I only want the one I love to see my naked body and touch me. I don't want any other man to have that privilege. I'm waaaaaay too in love. I've made so much emotional and mental progress lately, that I fear dancing at this point in my life will undo all of that. I always have dancing as a back-up plan in the future. But for now, I'm sticking with vanilla world too. I've wrestled with this back and forth, but the answer is crystal clear to me now.
So I'll be back working in a coffee shop or floral shop as soon as I get back to the States. I'd rather make less money but be mentally/ emotionally healthier and happier. I'm cutting out the baggage and dead weight out of my life. I refuse to financially support a man ever again!
Elektra Luxx
04-12-2016, 05:41 AM
Damn girl ! I hope some professional specialists can help you.
I'll be okay. This happens every couple of years since I was little. Fortunately or unfortunately, my family knows the signs and routine. This is also when the current bf runs for the hills, but I don't think I've acted too weird. I've been able to keep in control and seek the medical attention I need to keep from going of the deep end.
wednesday86
04-12-2016, 07:32 AM
After taking a couple of weeks off of dancing, I've re-realized how nice it is to not be dancing. My body feels better, my mind feels more clear, I feel motivated to advance my life and goals, and I waste far less time in front of the TV. I'm able to wake up before 10, which leaves me plenty of time to have a relaxing morning before starting my daily activities.
While it's a fantastic stepping stone, I feel like dancing limits my motivation to pursue other opportunities that could be of long-term value. If I hadn't started dancing during college, I might have felt more motivated to pursue a concrete career path rather than feeling free to study subjects that didn't lead anywhere. I also don't like feeling like my body doesn't truly belong to me - my partner has to be careful in how he touches me, and I have to be careful to not get 'too muscular,' etc.
Yeah, I'm ready to step back into the vanilla world.
Yes! This! I'm disappointed in myself that I didn't do more with the money I made dancing. I did fine with saving, but I was studying Anthropology...Like wtf am I supposed to do with that? Lol! I could have spent money getting certified for a number of other vanilla job skills and I wouldn't be sitting at home looking for retail and server jobs. I feel like dancing stopped me from making any progress. It gave me TOO MUCH freedom and too many choices. Oh well...at least most of my gen.ed classes are out of the way.
My confession: I've realized that I suck at working from home. Maybe if I didn't have a crazy 2 year old running around my feet all day I could get more done...but really it's just an excuse. I have a hard time motivating myself for long...and I've realized I'm happier separating home life from work life. This is the the same reason I could never finish those "learn as you go" online courses. If there's no instructor to disappoint or grade me then I don't do shit.
baer45
04-12-2016, 08:00 AM
I'll be okay. This happens every couple of years since I was little. Fortunately or unfortunately, my family knows the signs and routine. This is also when the current bf runs for the hills, but I don't think I've acted too weird. I've been able to keep in control and seek the medical attention I need to keep from going of the deep end.
I hope you the best sister! Here, I'll play a song for you. You can listen and chill. Oldie but goodie, 90s.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-CucD3eZLI
Velveteen.Rabbit
04-12-2016, 10:39 AM
After taking a couple of weeks off of dancing, I've re-realized how nice it is to not be dancing. My body feels better, my mind feels more clear, I feel motivated to advance my life and goals, and I waste far less time in front of the TV. I'm able to wake up before 10, which leaves me plenty of time to have a relaxing morning before starting my daily activities.
While it's a fantastic stepping stone, I feel like dancing limits my motivation to pursue other opportunities that could be of long-term value. If I hadn't started dancing during college, I might have felt more motivated to pursue a concrete career path rather than feeling free to study subjects that didn't lead anywhere. I also don't like feeling like my body doesn't truly belong to me - my partner has to be careful in how he touches me, and I have to be careful to not get 'too muscular,' etc.
Yeah, I'm ready to step back into the vanilla world.
This this THIS!!! I started to feel like camming limited me. Dancing limited me because I couldn't control the foot traffic and thus profit so I liked camming much better. But the visibility of cam started to wear me down and it wasn't just me Bc I've met lots of ex cam girls who all feel the same. By the end, I was just over it. It kept me from pursuing nursing which I had thought about a lot, as well as starting a band which I had wanted to do for so long. I didn't want people in those worlds to discover my camming, which would have been inevitable because I saw it happen a million times before. Cam became unhealthy for me because of the self-limiting crutch it imposed. Other girls tried to push it on me when I was just done and wanting to succeed in other areas. Some even said well how else will you make this money? Life is not about money, I'm surrounded by artists who happily live cheap. I am so so so much happier now that I quit it. I think it's good for short term, but long term becomes hard because you have nothing to show for it once you finally do quit. Now I have the life I want, and have cut lose the girls who wanted me to remain unhappy with them.
Velveteen.Rabbit
04-12-2016, 10:42 AM
I'm going to bang the guy that sits next to me in class. We have absolutely nothing in common but we have intense sexual tension. He finally made his move via text which was really dumb and I had to make fun of him for, but then we talked it out and we are going to start dating. So much for my good on paper relationship thing I had going on. I just felt nothing for that guy, ever, despite our total compatibility. I am also now set to go on a date with that guy's brother whom is joining my band. Jesus take the wheel!
xStacey
04-12-2016, 01:37 PM
My eyes hurt. I cried too much over someone who isn't worthy of my tears, not just today or the last couple of days, or weeks, but for too many years. I am letting him go for real this time, and closing this chapter of my life once and for all.
I need to stop thinking about sex with my ex, ugh...
lynn2009
04-12-2016, 06:51 PM
I am feeling pretty disheartened by my take home final. It's take home so should be easy but there's a number of questions I am so confused on I don't even know how to form a question for the professor. I'm feeling like all I know how to do is memorize bullshit which is useless in the real world and I really need to get a decent grade on this to even remain eligible for the program.
wednesday86
04-12-2016, 06:58 PM
I am feeling pretty disheartened by my take home final. It's take home so should be easy but there's a number of questions I am so confused on I don't even know how to form a question for the professor. I'm feeling like all I know how to do is memorize bullshit which is useless in the real world and I really need to get a decent grade on this to even remain eligible for the program.
Is it google-able? I had to google my way through a lot of bullshit when my instructors didn't know to instruct properly.
lynn2009
04-12-2016, 07:13 PM
Is it google-able? I had to google my way through a lot of bullshit when my instructors didn't know to instruct properly.
Unfortunately no, I'm finding google to not be very helpful on this stuff. It's so contrived and there's only one source that really has the potential to be helpful and I find their website hard to navigate. I give up tonight, try again tomorrow...
charlie61
04-12-2016, 09:03 PM
I am feeling pretty disheartened by my take home final. It's take home so should be easy but there's a number of questions I am so confused on I don't even know how to form a question for the professor. I'm feeling like all I know how to do is memorize bullshit which is useless in the real world and I really need to get a decent grade on this to even remain eligible for the program.
I don't blame you. 99% of our education system focuses on teaching you that learning = memorization. So if you've learned nothing other than the skill of memorization, then you've learned exactly what school has taught you.
charlie61
04-12-2016, 09:13 PM
I have this paranoia that I've gotten "stupider" in the last year or two.
I think the truth is that a mixture of traumatic living (my partner's health, my career crisis, switching apartments every 6-12 months) and unhealthy coping mechanisms (watching too much Netflix) are the true culprits. I'm sure that as my life calms down, my brain will function more efficiently.
As a side note, I'm wondering if this is partly due to my low-fat diet. Even though I don't avoid fat, my intense focus on fruits, veggies, lean meats, and whole grains has naturally steered me away from healthy fats. So even though I eat a high-calorie diet (and I eat tons of food), I'm not getting enough fat.
A classic sign of not getting enough fat = not feeling full after a meal. Which is a chronic issue for me. I'll eat a giant meal and feel like I could keep eating.
So in the last few days, I've started adding more olive oil to my foods after cooking them. And I've added butter back into my diet, after not having it around for the last ten years. I already feel better. Skin feels more moisturized, I feel more alert, can concentrate more easily, etc. http://www.marksdailyapple.com/9-signs-you-need-to-eat-more-fat/
Sorry for the threadjack; just mentioning it in case it helps anyone else!
wednesday86
04-12-2016, 09:36 PM
^Yeah I remember that when I went on a raw food/paleo diet for a few months. I also became anemic and started getting sores on the corners of my mouth, had lower energy and my skin got really dry. I never felt full. Definitely something you have to watch out for.
My confession: I keep trying other forums when I'm bored but it seems like there is so much bitchiness and rudeness I can't deal with it (even on male dominated forums, like gaming forums.) You post something innocent and the claws come out...People just looking to be assholes for no damn reason..then I bitch them out back and leave forever because I'm immature. This is literally the only forum I've found that actually feels like a 'safe space.'
SimoneGray
04-13-2016, 12:31 AM
As a side note, I'm wondering if this is partly due to my low-fat diet. Even though I don't avoid fat, my intense focus on fruits, veggies, lean meats, and whole grains has naturally steered me away from healthy fats. So even though I eat a high-calorie diet (and I eat tons of food), I'm not getting enough fat.
A classic sign of not getting enough fat = not feeling full after a meal. Which is a chronic issue for me. I'll eat a giant meal and feel like I could keep eating.
So in the last few days, I've started adding more olive oil to my foods after cooking them. And I've added butter back into my diet, after not having it around for the last ten years. I already feel better. Skin feels more moisturized, I feel more alert, can concentrate more easily, etc. http://www.marksdailyapple.com/9-signs-you-need-to-eat-more-fat/
Sorry for the threadjack; just mentioning it in case it helps anyone else!
Take 1000mg of Omega 3's or 6's...I find it improves my brain function so much. Also, use butter, not a butter substitute if you eat that at all, I find I feel so much better when doing that as well.
lynn2009
04-13-2016, 05:28 AM
Oh fuck it's not even 8:30 in the morning yet and I already want to cry and hide in a closet. I'm still at a loss with an unfortunate amount of the final and now I'm five minutes into my work day and already I can see there's a bunch of problems.
BarbieNYC
04-13-2016, 09:07 AM
I am on a mini strip trip for spring break and it is not going how I expected.
we have to work at two different clubs because the two clubs we got hired at are better fits for me than for her. So she went to a better club and got hired and i'm happy for her but now we have the problem of working at two different clubs on opposite sides of the city with one rental car. Also with one car we have to coordinate when we are both going to work and it's looking like one of us will have to uber. Her club doesn't open until late but mine opens early and getting to my club that late isn't really an option.
It's no ones fault it's just you don't realize little inconveniences like this will affect your trip. I remember reading about the problems that may come up when taking a strip trip with a friend but yea it really does inconvenience things when you work two different clubs
seashell
04-13-2016, 09:32 AM
A guy I'm seeing is going to make me dinner at his house tonight, and mentioned to bring a swimsuit for the hot tub. My first thought was how skinny he is, and whether or not I will be repulsed by his body.
Well, this may be the determining factor of whether we reach date #5!
charlie61
04-13-2016, 11:09 AM
Take 1000mg of Omega 3's or 6's...I find it improves my brain function so much. Also, use butter, not a butter substitute if you eat that at all, I find I feel so much better when doing that as well.
Yes - I was already taking 2-3 grams of Omega 3s/day and was still having these issues! And absolutely, real butter. Hellz yeah.
Genoveve
04-13-2016, 11:17 AM
A classic sign of not getting enough fat = not feeling full after a meal.
Totes agree.
^Yeah I remember that when I went on a raw food/paleo diet for a few months. I also became anemic and started getting sores on the corners of my mouth, had lower energy and my skin got really dry.
I went on a bodybuilder-type diet once, ate nothing but lean protein and raw greens and had protein shakes as my snack and I got a crazy eczema-like rash all over my face. Never again.
carmen_b
04-13-2016, 01:32 PM
Definitely Uber !
I am on a mini strip trip for spring break and it is not going how I expected.
we have to work at two different clubs because the two clubs we got hired at are better fits for me than for her. So she went to a better club and got hired and i'm happy for her but now we have the problem of working at two different clubs on opposite sides of the city with one rental car. Also with one car we have to coordinate when we are both going to work and it's looking like one of us will have to uber. Her club doesn't open until late but mine opens early and getting to my club that late isn't really an option.
It's no ones fault it's just you don't realize little inconveniences like this will affect your trip. I remember reading about the problems that may come up when taking a strip trip with a friend but yea it really does inconvenience things when you work two different clubs
xStacey
04-14-2016, 07:06 AM
I am to the point of burning out. I have 4 final exams left but I can't focus at all, too tired, stressed out and depressed. I will be taking a break from SW until finals are over. I have too much to catch up on. I am sorry if I don't reply to my messages right away.
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-14-2016, 09:13 AM
I am to the point of burning out. I have 4 final exams left but I can't focus at all, too tired, stressed out and depressed. I will be taking a break from SW until finals are over. I have too much to catch up on. I am sorry if I don't reply to my messages right away.
Good luck and do what you gotta do.......
ScarletKitten
04-14-2016, 09:35 AM
Well, I know now that I'm officially immature, or fucked in the head, or something. I can't get the picture of him fucking someone else out of my mind. He keeps telling me about his past sexual escapades. Him and I were talking about camping together, and he mentioned that he camped before and had sex while camping. It's like, GREAT, now I can't imagine doing that with you anymore. That fantasy is ruined now. Thanks.
Now I just wanna get wasted drunk and go rub up on some strange men for money at the club. I'll just be a stripper whore forever. Fuck men and fuck love, right? Am I immature or what?? I need to get a grip. I'm still living with my ex for Christ's sake. I have no room to be this jealous. Or do I? I don't know! Fuck me.
Vyanka
04-14-2016, 11:51 AM
Well, I know now that I'm officially immature, or fucked in the head, or something. I can't get the picture of him fucking someone else out of my mind. He keeps telling me about his past sexual escapades. Him and I were talking about camping together, and he mentioned that he camped before and had sex while camping. It's like, GREAT, now I can't imagine doing that with you anymore. That fantasy is ruined now. Thanks.
Now I just wanna get wasted drunk and go rub up on some strange men for money at the club. I'll just be a stripper whore forever. Fuck men and fuck love, right? Am I immature or what?? I need to get a grip. I'm still living with my ex for Christ's sake. I have no room to be this jealous. Or do I? I don't know! Fuck me.
I don't think it's immature. I find comments like his rude. I remember when my exbf took me to Atlantis in the Bahamas, and while we were there he slipped out that he remembered a certain area, last time he was there with his ex. That shit annoyed me.
Then there was another time when I cut my hair short, he had to remind me that he hadn't fucked a girl with short hair in a while since his ex. He use to slip out comments of his ex a lot. I got fed up.
I felt disrespected. Thanks heavens I didn't stay in that miserable relationship.
chanzep
04-14-2016, 02:53 PM
Well, I know now that I'm officially immature, or fucked in the head, or something. I can't get the picture of him fucking someone else out of my mind. He keeps telling me about his past sexual escapades. Him and I were talking about camping together, and he mentioned that he camped before and had sex while camping. It's like, GREAT, now I can't imagine doing that with you anymore. That fantasy is ruined now. Thanks.
Now I just wanna get wasted drunk and go rub up on some strange men for money at the club. I'll just be a stripper whore forever. Fuck men and fuck love, right? Am I immature or what?? I need to get a grip. I'm still living with my ex for Christ's sake. I have no room to be this jealous. Or do I? I don't know! Fuck me.
No your not immature, when you move Countries and quit the club for someone and they don't treat you how you should it's normal to want to run back to a club, it's a safety net, trust me I know , imma waitress now but the stage calls me.
DonaDiabla
04-15-2016, 01:49 PM
I confess that I enjoy working in the vanilla world as well as the adult world. Working in both fields does has their challenges but I love it.:)
baer45
04-15-2016, 02:06 PM
I am not a heavy drinker but I do enjoy gin and tonic or good vodka. Yesterday I tried a little fireball cinnamon whisky. It tasted okay but I got a migraine afterwards. I probably will never drink that stuff again.
SweetJulia
04-15-2016, 03:53 PM
^I get the worst hangovers after one drink now, I used to work at clubs with twelve to seventeen drink minimums.
SimoneGray
04-15-2016, 10:12 PM
I'm not quite sure what to think about this, but I've kinda come to that point in my life where I need a substance related release. And by this I mean alcohol. I go these long periods without drinking or anything like that and then all of a sudden when I get the chance to, I'm so happy. I don't get motherless or anything, but I love the release and feeling of being tispy. Right now I feel so tightly wound, and next week I'm going on vacation and right now all I can think about is how happy I am about the fact that I'll get to drink again after 3 months of not.
I don't normally drink when I go out because I always have to drive myself and other people. It also kinda concerns me that I long for releases like this. Even though its not often, its still a concern.
LizzyMe
04-15-2016, 10:33 PM
I absolutely LOVE being single!!
Aurora_Sunset
04-17-2016, 12:01 AM
I will now proceed to freak the fuck out about how I decided to go to grad school but don't believe I can actually get into grad school.
lynn2009
04-17-2016, 06:54 AM
I will now proceed to freak the fuck out about how I decided to go to grad school but don't believe I can actually get into grad school.
I feel you
Aurora_Sunset
04-17-2016, 08:18 AM
I always keep a glass of water on my coffee table, and I now just accept the fact that one my cats likes to drink out of it. I know I shouldn't have let him develop the habit, but since I live alone now I was just like "fuck it, I don't care." But now every time someone comes over and witnesses it, I feel like one of those shitty pet owners that just didn't care enough to handle my cat's bad behavior. I truly don't care, but I know that other people are looking at me like I'm gross...
SweetJulia
04-17-2016, 09:22 AM
Mine do that and knock it over when they're done. Ya know, cost so far=two phones and one computer.
Genoveve
04-17-2016, 11:36 AM
I always keep a glass of water on my coffee table, and I now just accept the fact that one my cats likes to drink out of it. I know I shouldn't have let him develop the habit, but since I live alone now I was just like "fuck it, I don't care." But now every time someone comes over and witnesses it, I feel like one of those shitty pet owners that just didn't care enough to handle my cat's bad behavior. I truly don't care, but I know that other people are looking at me like I'm gross...
I share ice water with my cat all the time. I give him his own but he likes it as fresh as possible so every time I make a glass for myself he comes over and helps himself. He'll get this funny look on his face when he sees me set a glass down, he locks eyes with it and beelines to it never taking his eyes from it. I'm like 'Well damn if it's that serious you just go on ahead.'
baer45
04-18-2016, 10:58 AM
I will now proceed to freak the fuck out about how I decided to go to grad school but don't believe I can actually get into grad school.
Before you apply for it, think about what you are going to do with that degree? I was on the phone with a recruiter yesterday and he joked : everybody has a master degree these days!
tigershoes
04-19-2016, 04:07 PM
Just sent off an email disclosing my stripper/pro domme past to the school I want to attend next year. Yes, it's necessary ... woe betide you if it gets found during a background check later.
I don't think I'll hear back until tomorrow. I'm a fucking nervous wreck now, just took a lorazepam. Really worried that they will rescind my offer or my scholarship award. This is terrifying.
Aurora_Sunset
04-19-2016, 07:57 PM
Every time I think I want to get good at something, I end up seeing other people who are already amazing, thinking that I'll never get that good or ever be that devoted, and want to give up. "Motivational" videos don't motivate me - they depress me. I already feel this way about my pole class. It probably doesn't help that I feel secretly ashamed to be a former stripper yet way worse on the pole than so many people in class.
I know it's s totally childish logic but I don't know how to fix it. What makes it worse is that a good friend was once bitching about another friend of his who does the exact same thing, and then was like "I'm glad you're nothing like that" and I was just sitting there like "I've never heard myself described so accurately." The whole signing up for actual pole classes thing was actually supposed to be my way of trying to fight through it after that conversation, because it was something I wanted to shy away from for a long time. Now I'm scared I'm just gonna quit and hate myself for it.
Genoveve
04-19-2016, 08:12 PM
^^Learning to be okay with not being perfect is something I had trouble with for a long time. I'm a Capricorn and they say that we are hardcore perfectionists, which in itself is okay, however if we don't reach said perfection we are miserable. Definitely used to be true in my case.
Aurora_Sunset
04-20-2016, 05:43 AM
^^Learning to be okay with not being perfect is something I had trouble with for a long time. I'm a Capricorn and they say that we are hardcore perfectionists, which in itself is okay, however if we don't reach said perfection we are miserable. Definitely used to be true in my case.
Yeah, I've reached the point where I don't even try anymore. I say "Oh, I'll never devote X number of hours to this thing in order to get that good so why bother?" and just give up. I've basically resorted to the childish "I could if I wanted to be that serious about it, but I don't want to, so that's why I'm not doing it" defense. When really, it's the fear that no matter how hard I try, I'll never get that good, so I don't want to put in the effort and feel like a failure.
When I was growing up, things around me seemed to come really easily. Now it's like I can't handle it if they don't.
baer45
04-20-2016, 09:25 AM
Just sent off an email disclosing my stripper/pro domme past to the school I want to attend next year. Yes, it's necessary ... woe betide you if it gets found during a background check later.
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uh...I disagree. Sorry, i disagree.
Aurora_Sunset
04-20-2016, 10:03 AM
I feel terrible admitting it, but I will be so relieved when one of my friends moves in a couple months. I really do like her, but 80% of our "friendship" is me doing her favors. They're never-ending. The time I spend doing her favors every week literally adds up to having a part-time job... except I'm not being paid. I just want to be able to plan my week without getting "emergency" phone calls every other day because she just up and schedules things without asking, assuming that other people will drop their own lives and have her back retroactively.
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-20-2016, 12:33 PM
I feel terrible admitting it, but I will be so relieved when one of my friends moves in a couple months. I really do like her, but 80% of our "friendship" is me doing her favors. They're never-ending. The time I spend doing her favors every week literally adds up to having a part-time job... except I'm not being paid. I just want to be able to plan my week without getting "emergency" phone calls every other day because she just up and schedules things without asking, assuming that other people will drop their own lives and have her back retroactively.
I had a friend like that, it was kind of a relief when we stopped contact. I don't miss her enough to be that bothered, lol. #rudeconfessions
Genoveve
04-20-2016, 12:34 PM
Yeah, I've reached the point where I don't even try anymore. I say "Oh, I'll never devote X number of hours to this thing in order to get that good so why bother?" and just give up. I've basically resorted to the childish "I could if I wanted to be that serious about it, but I don't want to, so that's why I'm not doing it" defense. When really, it's the fear that no matter how hard I try, I'll never get that good, so I don't want to put in the effort and feel like a failure.
I would do the same thing, if I didn't think I would get as good as I wanted at something(which for me was always like expert level or higher lol) I just wouldn't do it. Now though I don't let that stop me from doing stuff, I just do whatever I want. I guess the shift is that I no longer consider not reaching perfection to be failure. And I don't care about failure anyway, even if I 'failed,' who gives a shit. So long as I'm having fun along the way is all that matters to me.
My confession is that I want my stuff that's sitting at the post office so bad but I'm too lazy to go get them. First world problems, my post office is like 2 min away too. I wish my area had that Postmates thing.
charlie61
04-20-2016, 01:28 PM
Now that I have my own car again, I literally have no idea how I was functioning without one. Having my own car = freedom, independence, empowerment.
lynn2009
04-20-2016, 02:04 PM
I feel terrible admitting it, but I will be so relieved when one of my friends moves in a couple months. I really do like her, but 80% of our "friendship" is me doing her favors. They're never-ending. The time I spend doing her favors every week literally adds up to having a part-time job... except I'm not being paid. I just want to be able to plan my week without getting "emergency" phone calls every other day because she just up and schedules things without asking, assuming that other people will drop their own lives and have her back retroactively.
Dude if I had the option of dropping the girl from college I hate I totally would.
Cashmere Star
04-20-2016, 05:03 PM
So lonely.