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whirlerz
04-20-2016, 05:16 PM
So lonely.

I hear ya

chanzep
04-20-2016, 05:36 PM
^ me 2, I hope I can make some friends in this town when I get a job I like.
My cold has stated back up and its my fault for eating crap!.

chanzep
04-20-2016, 05:38 PM
But im not all mad. being sick gives me good excuse not to go to steakhouse job and not look bad.

Elektra Luxx
04-20-2016, 08:31 PM
Now that I have my own car again, I literally have no idea how I was functioning without one. Having my own car = freedom, independence, empowerment.

I love my car because it is all the things you mentioned. Plus, it's my office, my changing room, my storage, my bulletin board, my file cabinet etc. It's my baby

charlie61
04-21-2016, 02:01 AM
I can't imagine a more stressful situation than being with someone who's in recovery.

DonaDiabla
04-21-2016, 05:04 AM
I confess that being a non-nude webcam findom on speciality and foreign websites is a risky thing but it works for me.However, I will push myself to create better and better shows. I will be coming toward the end of my adult industry career in a few years and I need to go out with a bang.

xStacey
04-21-2016, 06:20 AM
Omg I'm so exhausted, I've been studying around 20 hours every single day, I haven't showered in 3 days, the next exam is in 3 hours. I think I'm gonna study 2 more hours and nap 30 mins at the library before the final. 1 more week of hell, can't wait to be done.

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-21-2016, 07:46 AM
Omg I'm so exhausted, I've been studying around 20 hours every single day, I haven't showered in 3 days, the next exam is in 3 hours. I think I'm gonna study 2 more hours and nap 30 mins at the library before the final. 1 more week of hell, can't wait to be done.

You can do it, I am proud of you!

miss.a.p1600
04-21-2016, 09:47 AM
Discovered a show called secrets and lies mostly because I enjoy watching Ryan Phillipe on screen. He's a totally hot DILF. I can't believe Juliette Lewis, who is usually a good actress, sucks horribly in her role on this show.

Upon further research i find out Ryan is not coming back to the show for a second season and I am pissed.

whirlerz
04-21-2016, 09:52 AM
Check out the movie, Breach, he's in that, excellent thriller/drama based on a true story of FBI traitor.^
There's also another movie w/him, it's loosely about Bill Gates

baer45
04-21-2016, 10:49 AM
I am selling my car. Common sense finally kicks in. Goodbye my G37.

chanzep
04-21-2016, 03:20 PM
Discovered a show called secrets and lies mostly because I enjoy watching Ryan Phillipe on screen. He's a totally hot DILF. I can't believe Juliette Lewis, who is usually a good actress, sucks horribly in her role on this show.

Upon further research i find out Ryan is not coming back to the show for a second season and I am pissed.

There's a season 2?

miss.a.p1600
04-22-2016, 06:51 AM
^^^thats what I've read online but I guess we will see. There's supposed to be some video clip that previews the upcoming season. I haven't looked for that preview but I do hope there is a second season of Secrets and Lies and if so I hope Ryan comes back. If not then it better be just as good and have another hot male lead actor.

Aurora_Sunset
04-22-2016, 06:55 AM
My older sister used to be kind of the "rebel" of the family. I was the "good kid" and everyone was always telling me not to be like her. Nowadays, she's finished her MBA, has a serious boyfriend that she's discussed marriage and kids with, and in a few months, they're planning to move to the Virgin Islands for a couple years just for a break before coming back and getting more serious about a new career. Meanwhile, I've never even remotely used my bachelor's degree, haven't gotten out of my college town despite a constant yearning to travel, and, well... you all know my deepest darkest secrets.

Of course I didn't want my sister to be a perpetual fuck-up or anything, and I'm super proud of her for coming around and doing so well for herself, but it's a depressing kick in the gut to have the tables turned so drastically.

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-22-2016, 08:56 AM
Icy cold cruel confession- I am enjoying the facebook cold war between my former boss at one of my regular jobs & her former husband. (She dicked him over & tried to play-mega victim during the split, which I didn't fall for & I know that pissed her off.) Normally I wouldn't dwell on old shit like this but I ran into her at our co-worker's wedding reception & she completely grossed me out. Moral of story- her first husband really dodged a bullet there.

baer45
04-24-2016, 05:49 PM
I got turned on watching youtube video of people using power tools. like impact driver etc. I want to get a compact drill /impact driver combo kit. Maybe i will make myself a wood chair. I know i am bored.

Elektra Luxx
04-24-2016, 07:37 PM
I had such a great weekend with my bf and his little girl. We spent the entire weekend together. We went to the zoo, then had a little picnic by the water. I told my bf that I love his little girl. He made it clear when we got together that he was coming out of a long term relationship with the baby mama and is not looking for a exclusive relationship. I'm okay with that for now.

Aurora_Sunset
04-24-2016, 08:09 PM
Tried expressing my feelings about sex work to a vanilla friend and she just... doesn't get it.

I know she's trying, and I appreciate it, but it's not quite right...

Elektra Luxx
04-25-2016, 05:07 AM
I think I know what I want to be when I grow up. I want to work with kids. Maybe physical or speech therapy for kids with autism or Asperger. I'm going to contact my advisor for some direction.

carmen_b
04-25-2016, 08:32 AM
Agreed! Just IGNORE situations that aren't offering you results and seek those results elsewhere !!
Why don't you just do something to the guy who you like but who's giving you the cold shoulder, instead of some innocent guy who doesn't deserve it? It just sounds like bad karma will keep getting perpetuated and that's not right

baer45
04-25-2016, 08:36 AM
Good for you!

DonaDiabla
04-26-2016, 02:06 AM
I confess that I wanted my cam name to be Celler Dweller but that does not sound sexy :) Plus, imagine all of the creepos that I would get but still it is a badass name.

miss.a.p1600
04-26-2016, 06:47 AM
I'm really horny and would do anything to come home to a hot rich husband who can fulfill my sexual desires.

*sigh*

In due time....

tigershoes
04-26-2016, 09:29 AM
uh...I disagree. Sorry, i disagree.

Yeah, I mean for the particular program I'm going for. There's a very thorough background check after you graduate.

baer45
04-26-2016, 11:40 AM
Yeah, I mean for the particular program I'm going for. There's a very thorough background check after you graduate.

After I graduated, I was interviewed by FBI for a position. Back then, I have not started escorting yet and could have got away if I didn't tell them about my dancing history.

LizzyMe
04-26-2016, 08:37 PM
I believe in astrology and I used to do others peoples zodiac charts for them.
Your rising sign, moon sign, and zodiac sign all counts.

If you go to www.chaosastrology.net you can get a free profile for yourself.
It's like 16 pages long. Click on free reports!
www.astro.com is another good one!

Have Fun!

tigershoes
04-26-2016, 09:17 PM
After I graduated, I was interviewed by FBI for a position. Back then, I have not started escorting yet and could have got away if I didn't tell them about my dancing history.

That's good, but in the career I'm going into, there's hell to pay if anyone finds out later on that I didn't fully disclose various stuff, including to my school. So, it's the smart choice. It also ended up being fine with them, as it should be.

Velveteen.Rabbit
04-27-2016, 11:29 PM
I'm addicted to newness and fun. But it also gets old and repetitive. Then I have to find a new way to entertain myself. This is bad because it's hard to keep up, but life would be way worse if I had the same mundane hobbies. I thrive off energy. I thrive off newness. I thrive off chaos, but only if it's the positive kind or I'll immediately walk away.

This would make it sound like I'd be the ideal sexworker, but I'm creeped out by pervs now and they exhaust me. I'll probably quit for good soon after I finish school. After being around so much positive and fun energy on my own terms this last year, it just makes it hard to be around creepers I'd rather avoid.

Velveteen.Rabbit
04-27-2016, 11:32 PM
HTTPS://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JgVO4stIEgI

LOL I just listened to this song 29 times in a row. Does anyone else do this? ;D}:D:D

miss.a.p1600
04-28-2016, 07:05 AM
^^^lol! Well thats quite an engaging video, and the song is cool too. ......... and hey whats in that pipe? lol!

Yeah the kid has been listening to the same 2 songs over and over for the past 3 days. I may need to introduce some new songs for variety i guess.

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-28-2016, 07:57 AM
I confess that I wanted my cam name to be Celler Dweller but that does not sound sexy :) Plus, imagine all of the creepos that I would get but still it is a badass name.

haha that is awesome. My Myspace name used to be "Celadora" ( a reference to the movie "Donnie Darko" & the word in Spanish.)

Glamourmilf
04-28-2016, 10:36 AM
I'm addicted to newness and fun. But it also gets old and repetitive. Then I have to find a new way to entertain myself. This is bad because it's hard to keep up, but life would be way worse if I had the same mundane hobbies. I thrive off energy. I thrive off newness. I thrive off chaos, but only if it's the positive kind or I'll immediately walk away.

This would make it sound like I'd be the ideal sexworker, but I'm creeped out by pervs now and they exhaust me. I'll probably quit for good soon after I finish school. After being around so much positive and fun energy on my own terms this last year, it just makes it hard to be around creepers I'd rather avoid.

This, so much! ^^^Preacher/ choir

SimoneGray
04-28-2016, 12:02 PM
I'm kinda fascinated by "Catfish"...do people not realise that the internet is the last place you want to fall in love/build serious trust with someone? Like do people not see the signs?

Glamourmilf
04-28-2016, 12:09 PM
haha that is awesome. My Myspace name used to be "Celadora" ( a reference to the movie "Donnie Darko" & the word in Spanish.)

Everytime I hear 'cellar dweller' I can't help but think of the creepy guys on cam who are still living in their mom's basement. Lol!

Aurora_Sunset
04-28-2016, 07:37 PM
I love cleaning the lint out of the lint-trap in the dryer. Whenever I do laundry in a communal space, I always hope that the person before me didn't clean it out after their load.

whirlerz
04-28-2016, 08:17 PM
I love cleaning the lint out of the lint-trap in the dryer. Whenever I do laundry in a communal space, I always hope that the person before me didn't clean it out after their load.

Haha, I thought I was the only one!

Glamourmilf
04-28-2016, 10:57 PM
I believe in astrology and I used to do others peoples zodiac charts for them.
Your rising sign, moon sign, and zodiac sign all counts.

If you go to www.chaosastrology.net you can get a free profile for yourself.
It's like 16 pages long. Click on free reports!
www.astro.com is another good one!

Have Fun!

Thank You for posting these links. I just read my chart, and it was spot on!

xStacey
04-29-2016, 06:07 AM
LOL so I had some time on hands and I was really curious. I haven't spoke to my ex since my last post but I was wondering, what other girls on OkCupid have more than me. I searched for his profile awhile ago, and he's always online multiple times a day every single day. My online dating experience wasn't extraordinary, I received plenty of messages but from a guy I would consider meeting maybe 2-3 times a year. I thought maybe men had an easier time since there's so many attractive women in my city. My ex dates and sleeps with anyone.

I saw he was looking for women between "18 to 36" I thought he might be having plenty of choice. I searched for Women looking for Men between 18 to 36 within 100 km of my area, it took me 10 minutes to go through the list and only two were average-looking, the rest is not even worth talking about... LOL and I am not saying that because I am jealous, I can admit when another woman is good looking. I was wrong there's a loooot more men on online dating sites than women, I was surprised. I had a really hot friend who registered on POF for a only a couple of days, got bored and deactivated his account, said there's nobody interesting.

My ex is probably on other dating sites but oh well, if that's what he likes, girls who are barely a 5, no wonder they're so easy to sleep with (his words). I am no longer jealous thinking about the other girls he's seeing LOL

At this point, he probably pays for women too, I wouldn't be surprised, he has the means, I don't even wanna know.

xStacey
04-29-2016, 10:51 AM
LOL so I had some time on hands and I was really curious. I haven't spoke to my ex since my last post but I was wondering, what other girls on OkCupid have more than me. I searched for his profile awhile ago, and he's always online multiple times a day every single day. My online dating experience wasn't extraordinary, I received plenty of messages but from a guy I would consider meeting maybe 2-3 times a year. I thought maybe men had an easier time since there's so many attractive women in my city. My ex dates and sleeps with anyone.

I saw he was looking for women between "18 to 36" I thought he might be having plenty of choice. I searched for Women looking for Men between 18 to 36 within 100 km of my area, it took me 10 minutes to go through the list and only two were average-looking, the rest is not even worth talking about... LOL and I am not saying that because I am jealous, I can admit when another woman is good looking. I was wrong there's a loooot more men on online dating sites than women, I was surprised. I had a really hot friend who registered on POF for a only a couple of days, got bored and deactivated his account, said there's nobody interesting.

My ex is probably on other dating sites but oh well, if that's what he likes, girls who are barely a 5, no wonder they're so easy to sleep with (his words). I am no longer jealous thinking about the other girls he's seeing LOL

At this point, he probably pays for women too, I wouldn't be surprised, he has the means, I don't even wanna know.

I tried different ways to search and ended up finding some good-looking girls, but either they are not active and haven't been online in the last 2-3 months, are into women, or not into white guys, or not looking for casual sex, so that leaves around 2-3 lol. So I don't get it, why is he on that app 24/7?

Velveteen.Rabbit
04-29-2016, 03:09 PM
I think a lot of sexworkers have an inborn need for performance art. I just realized today that music replaced my drive for sexwork and that's why I lost all interest in boring camming, etc. I just reconnected with a guy I had a strong connection with last year, and realized this when we reconnected.

Once I started hanging out with local musicians like seeing shows, dating them or other music lovers, just being fully immersed in that world, I no longer had any passion or drive to do adult work other than for cash reasons.

It didn't used to be that way for me. I used to love being a domme performer. Now my heart is elsewhere and once I'm done with my nursing program, I will still have a high quality of life and will pretty much be over adult work. I'm still fond of adult, I just feel like I've outgrown it for bigger goals.

Velveteen.Rabbit
04-30-2016, 06:17 PM
To wake up excited each day to work on things/projects, and to actively be challenged while working toward big goals is one of the most rewarding feelings possible.

whirlerz
04-30-2016, 07:19 PM
I'm sick to death of my 'sd', put that in quotes, cause really, he's not a true sd, altho he's helped me & I'm grateful..
He acts like an ass..this waitress gave us shitty service, she's waited on us before & done the same..
I said he shouldn't tip so much (he usually give 10.00, way more than 20%) so he said he'd give less, then proceeds to tell me he's giving her the 10, & tells her good service? Riiight, anything to make me look like an ass
I mean it's small stuff, but really he's just..ignorant, I can't even explain.
I have a date w/a potential guy this Thrus, I can't wait, even if it doesn't work @ least I get out to meet someone that can hold a convo

miss.a.p1600
04-30-2016, 08:06 PM
Get another (better acting) sd so you can ditch that one?

Im not the husband chasing home wrecker type and never slept with a married dude, but today I got slightly aroused thinking about how I wish I could pay a wife 1 million dollars to sleep with her husband for one night.

Genoveve
04-30-2016, 09:04 PM
I think my one gf and I are about to get into some really depraved hijinx together. Not with each other though, that would be weird.

lynn2009
05-01-2016, 05:57 PM
I'm not gonna lie, I really miss the good days of dancing. I miss having good customers, men telling me I'm beautiful and paying me to just sit and talk...

charlie61
05-01-2016, 06:02 PM
I'm not gonna lie, I really miss the good days of dancing. I miss having good customers, men telling me I'm beautiful and paying me to just sit and talk...

I'd pay good money to own a "highlights reel" of all of the good times dancing - easy-money nights, great customers, makeup on point, stage shows when people just can't get enough of you...

Aaaaaah.

SexxiLexxi
05-01-2016, 08:49 PM
I am so nervous about starting the whole camming thing again. We've got to move by the 12th and have yet to get a place and yet I'm nervous about camming. It's probably because I'm quite a shy person so I'm a little apprehensive about completely failing.

baer45
05-01-2016, 09:39 PM
I am so nervous about starting the whole camming thing again. We've got to move by the 12th and have yet to get a place and yet I'm nervous about camming. It's probably because I'm quite a shy person so I'm a little apprehensive about completely failing.

I was peeking at the cam section. Don't those cam websites take most of your earning? like 60%? and some girls receive huge tips from their bfs in order to get people tip more. Camming money seems good for most of the girls here.

Elektra Luxx
05-01-2016, 11:44 PM
It was such a pretty day today. Me and the bf (just us) went on a day trip out of town. We ate in his SUV on the way, took a nature hike, sat by the water and did some fishing. In the SUV on the the way home I asked (in a playing around way)

Me: Are you seeing anyone else?

Him::Taken aback, confused look::

Me:: a look of "just asking silly willy"::

Him: Why?

Me: Just asking, we're just talking and I was just wondering.

Him: Are you asking because I said I don't want a commitment right now?

Me: Not at all. Just asking. (Me inside: OMG!!!)

Him: You need to relax and stop over thinking things. No, just you my dear.

SexxiLexxi
05-01-2016, 11:51 PM
I was peeking at the cam section. Don't those cam websites take most of your earning? like 60%? and some girls receive huge tips from their bfs in order to get people tip more. Camming money seems good for most of the girls here.

I don't know about all of them. I do know that SM only gives you 35%. I thought long and hard about whether or not I should...decided maybe in the future. But right now, I'll be doing token based sites.