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Velveteen.Rabbit
05-23-2016, 02:13 PM
I went through a similar thing last year...I was on social media way too much and had a personal crisis of sorts because I felt like all my friends/contacts were GOING PLACES and I was going nowhere very slowly and painfully. Then, I met up with some of them. Its amazing what you find out when you actually talk to people. Some that had fancy jobs with "bells and whistles" were self medicating on anxiety meds because even though the pay was great, the work environment was toxic. Those that had taken fancy holidays had come back broke, like baked beans and toast and broke. Those that had new cars also had the debt that comes with it. Some that seemed to have these amazing jobs in entertainment, rubbing shoulders with celebs etc were actually not getting paid enough to make rent.

Not everyone was having a bad time, but what that taught me was to take everything on social media with a pinch of salt. In my experience, the people who feel the most need to put every detail of their lives up and "curate" themselves are often the ones who have the most shit going on behind the scenes. Don't let them worry you, just take a breath and do you. Chances are wherever you're at is a lot better than most people around you.

People in LA use this as basically a personal marketing technique to find other like-minded individuals in order to collaborate and cross-promote their industry. I think it's a great tool. So I don't find that to be completely accurate. Some are that way, but most are just marketing their personal brands to find other like minded people and network to get more gigs. This may only apply to big cities though, where it's like covert theatrics.

It is most definitely true that people pretend their hobbies are their full time supporting careers, at least here. There are lots of models and musicians where it would appear that they support themselves off that, but really they work day jobs at restaurants, optometrist shops, even retail. Or sexwork. But most don't talk about it unless you actually know them in person. They don't put it not because they're ashamed, but rather because it doesn't fit in with their personal marketing image. And that's okay. I mean, should I list my parents names and home address too on Facebook since there's a section for those and it's true? Lol. It's not wrong or anything, just unnecessary. Other people may care about this, but stay in your own lane. People do not need to live by other people's standards.

Aurora_Sunset
05-24-2016, 01:09 PM
One of my friends is apparently bouncing around and needs a place to stay. I offered my place, but I honestly REALLY hopes it doesn't come to that. I only have a one-bedroom, she has mountains of shit and is a messy person, and she doesn't know I escort so I wouldn't be able to entertain clients at home for who knows how long. I also drink way too much when she's around. She's a good "party friend" but not really someone I want chilling in my space for an indefinite period of time.

Velveteen.Rabbit
05-24-2016, 06:03 PM
One of my friends is apparently bouncing around and needs a place to stay. I offered my place, but I honestly REALLY hopes it doesn't come to that. I only have a one-bedroom, she has mountains of shit and is a messy person, and she doesn't know I escort so I wouldn't be able to entertain clients at home for who knows how long. I also drink way too much when she's around. She's a good "party friend" but not really someone I want chilling in my space for an indefinite period of time.

Ugh I can't with party friends anymore. At the end of the day I just find them so useless. Who actuallwants has time for such vapid relationships? Like why do people like them? This is a real question

charlie61
05-25-2016, 07:36 PM
I told myself I was going to have a classy mini-wine-and-cheese night to decompress after work. But let's be honest. I'm crashed on my bed, propped up on a pillow, gulping red moscato in front of project runway. This wasn't supposed to happen until saturday.

SimoneGray
05-25-2016, 10:36 PM
^^ Can I join you? lol that just sounds perfect. Also Muscato...yum.

I confess that today was the first time I used my hustle to get free shit. I was at this local vegan cafe and this guy who I think was the owner/manager kept hitting on me. He was ok, but just kept talking and seriously not taking the hint that I just wanted to get my takeout and leave. I think he told the kitchen to actually halt my order because he was talking to me as it took so long to come. This annoyed me no end. In any case, I ended up turning on the charm and got my pizza free. Because fuck dudes and their agendas. Seriously.

TheOutlier
05-26-2016, 10:12 AM
I cancelled going to male heavy convention next month, for vacation. I said it was because of "too busy with work". But really, right now I find sitting at home with Netflix, cat, and hummus relaxing, not being around a bunch of men.

Velveteen.Rabbit
05-26-2016, 11:49 AM
Man I love the fuck out of my city but sometimes it attracts some of the most delusional people that I once considered my friends.

I lost a friend recently who couldn't be respectful of my time. I cancel my work appointments that day and we had only planned going this event for like 9 months, then she goes the day before we are supposed to go. She has no plans to go the day we scheduled for. I call her out, tell her to be respectful of my time and now she doesn't want to be friends. Fine by me.

She told our mutual friend that I only want to be friends with her because she raises my social status. What the actual fuck LOL. I died. It's not even true, but who is that narcissistic to actually think that way and say it out loud? So I thought about things. I met her when she was a shy redhead. A year later she has my same exact hair and hair color, probably by chance, has become a domme after I introduced her to the right people, and I accompanied her to a club audition so she has that too. I started taking her to shows, and even paid for her before she was making money in adult.

So basically I hook her up with all these life enhancing things, she starts spamming pics on social media, starts boning Dave Navarro (he tries to bone every Sexworker so big deal lol), and then dating a big celebrity's son and just starts going off the narcissism deep end. I then remembered how often this year she would talk about how every guy is so obsessed with her, and how she can't stop her thousands of friends requests on Facebook. It's just bizarre. And so gross.

I am actually horrified I didn't catch this sooner, but it was definitely just a gradual slide. When I compared her to when I met her, she completely 180d. This happens sooooooo much in LA, I hate it. Everything gets to people's heads and they suddenly feel like they're so important and special when all they are is another random broke girl who takes pretty pictures to put on social media. It's fucking obnoxious.

kaninchen
05-26-2016, 05:26 PM
I love my cats but they can be really annoying.

chanzep
05-27-2016, 11:28 AM
Hate the fact that its a major deal not to go to work now grr.

Melyssax
05-27-2016, 01:32 PM
In the mood for some coffee .... but I have none =(

kaninchen
05-27-2016, 04:59 PM
I hate to be a Debbie Downer, but I'm really stuck in a nihilist depression right now. I just feel like, climate change is gonna turn the world into a desert, colistin-resistant bacteria is gonna kill everyone, Trump is gonna get elected, and even eating a vegan diet requires enormous amounts of inhumane cruelty because of the animal products used in fuel for trucking as well as labor abuses regularly endured by agricultural workers.

What's the point of life? I feel like everything is ugly and horrible.

Glamourmilf
05-27-2016, 05:54 PM
I hate to be a Debbie Downer, but I'm really stuck in a nihilist depression right now. I just feel like, climate change is gonna turn the world into a desert, colistin-resistant bacteria is gonna kill everyone, Trump is gonna get elected, and even eating a vegan diet requires enormous amounts of inhumane cruelty because of the animal products used in fuel for trucking as well as labor abuses regularly endured by agricultural workers.

What's the point of life? I feel like everything is ugly and horrible.

Not to mention that when Trump gets elected,he'll see to it that all adult businesses will come to a screetching halt.

kaninchen
05-27-2016, 07:16 PM
^ Seriously?? Why?

Glamourmilf
05-27-2016, 08:08 PM
Because he's a staunch Republican who is coming across as saving our country from itself.
He doesn't really like women, that's clear...it's too involved an answer to put here.
Do some digging around..you'll see why.
One day the internet access to porn will just be scrambled, with no logical answer.

charlie61
05-27-2016, 08:57 PM
noooo politics. nonononononononono.

baer45
05-28-2016, 07:19 AM
I like orange one better than the lying pantsuit.

No politics here. Maybe there will be a section in the forum dedicates to politics discussion.

Melyssax
05-28-2016, 11:27 PM
Guilty pleasures of Haagen Dazs ice cream / Martin episodes after a long day on cam.

charlie61
05-29-2016, 08:23 AM
Guilty pleasures of Haagen Dazs ice cream / Martin episodes after a long day on cam.

There's no better feeling than earning a break! Love it!

baer45
05-29-2016, 02:52 PM
A girl caught me checking up her boyfriend 's ass in the hair salon 20 minutes ago.

Aurora_Sunset
05-30-2016, 08:40 AM
Honestly, my biggest motivator for getting a vanilla job soon isn't even so much because of burnout (I'll continue to do sex work on the side), but it's because I want to be able to not lie to my family or even strangers every time I talk to them. Last night, I started talking to a guy at a bar and just told him that I'm currently a student because I'm just sick of making up a story every time I meet someone new. And just got off the phone with my mom where I pretended to get a new job for the summer because my "old job" didn't have compatible hours with my schooling, and now I have to pretend to go through the quitting process, the re-learning process, pretend not to have very much money over the summer as I work at a "lower-paying" job, and... I just feel shitty and am so sick of jumping through stupid hoops to pretend my life is some sort of menial struggle that it's not. I want to just have real stories to tell about work.

Velveteen.Rabbit
05-30-2016, 11:31 AM
Honestly, my biggest motivator for getting a vanilla job soon isn't even so much because of burnout (I'll continue to do sex work on the side), but it's because I want to be able to not lie to my family or even strangers every time I talk to them. Last night, I started talking to a guy at a bar and just told him that I'm currently a student because I'm just sick of making up a story every time I meet someone new. And just got off the phone with my mom where I pretended to get a new job for the summer because my "old job" didn't have compatible hours with my schooling, and now I have to pretend to go through the quitting process, the re-learning process, pretend not to have very much money over the summer as I work at a "lower-paying" job, and... I just feel shitty and am so sick of jumping through stupid hoops to pretend my life is some sort of menial struggle that it's not. I want to just have real stories to tell about work.

Lol same! My life became 500x easier when I entered back into the vanilla world. No matter how much you try to defend the adult industry, no one will ever change their mind about it.

I didn't realize how much it affected my health either. Like just repeatedly battling people about it or having to lie about it (like to landlords or people it's not appropriate to tell). I felt SO much stress lifted off my shoulders when I started nursing stuff. Stress I didn't even know I had. Best decision ever! And yeah you can still do both. Best of both worlds!

Velveteen.Rabbit
05-30-2016, 11:32 AM
You guys I stopped liking a guy who was a great catch because he drinks milk and it disgusted me. Lmao. I hate being so picky, but I have to admit it's funny.

missmercedes
05-30-2016, 07:02 PM
I've been trying to quit smoking weed for a while now, bcuz it just doesn't bring me the same enjoyment anymore. It's like a black hole for my $$$$, I just can't do it anymore. Last night was the last straw for me...

Idk if any of u have ever experienced depersonalization, but I had the scariest experience of my life last night.... my boyfriend and I went to smoke with a friend. I've only been smoking maybe once a week or so for the last 3 wsks, as opposed to about a gram a day for the past forever. So my tolerance is way down. I had also had a beer before we went to his house. I hit the bong waaay too hard and started having a panic attack...I've been that high only a couple times before (even tho I've been a daily smoker for about 4 years now) and I always have a panic attack when I do get that high. I haven't really spent much time around the friend we were with and I was so fucking uncomfortable I couldn't tell my BF what was happening to me inside, but I felt like I was fucking dying. I was having the strongest feelings of panic and anxiety and couldn't find the words to tell my BF we had to go, RIGHT NOW. Then it went from terrible, to horrifying. I had never experienced depersonalization/derealization before, only read about it and how it can happen in heavy weed smokers. Omg yall...I looked over at my man, the love of my life, the guy I feel more comfortable w/ than anyone. The person i literally spend 24/7 with...And i didnt recognize him....I knew who he was, but it was like i was so disconnected from reality, from myself, my life, everything. It only lasted for a few min but I never wanna feel that way again. I've never felt that scared in my life, even when I had a gun pointed at my head....

Melyssax
05-30-2016, 07:06 PM
^^ I don't smoke but you sure no one laced it?

amberlly
05-30-2016, 07:37 PM
You guys I stopped liking a guy who was a great catch because he drinks milk and it disgusted me. Lmao. I hate being so picky, but I have to admit it's funny.

I get it. I hate milk too.

missmercedes
05-31-2016, 04:06 PM
^^ I don't smoke but you sure no one laced it?

I'm 1000% sure, it came from a trusted close friend who wouldn't hurt a fly. I think it was a combo of my ADHD meds wearing off, drinking on empty stomach, smoking too much + panic attack.... I've read similar stories on this forum for ppl trying to quit smoking, ppl who smoke copious amounts and have issues w/ anxiety or depression can deff experience mild symptoms of psychosis like depersonalization from weed. Its fucked up!

Selina M
05-31-2016, 07:36 PM
ppl who smoke copious amounts and have issues w/ anxiety or depression can deff experience mild symptoms of psychosis like depersonalization from weed. Its fucked up!

Girl, that's why I don't smoke hardly at all. I have anxiety and one of my nastiest meltdowns was depersonalization for like 8 days straight. Awful. If I do smoke... it either has to come from the dispensary with THC content/indica listed, or bf has to smoke it first and tell me if he's 'head' or 'body' high, and then I only take one very small hit. I've had a couple of nasty "Holy shit is this real" episodes and the effects have lasted for a couple days, where I felt like I was living in a movie and shit. It's scary!

Confession: Went to Disney Store to buy friend's baby something. Didn't buy her a stuffed character, because I knew I'd want to keep it. Ended up buying her a swimsuit... and still leaving with a Jack Skellington mug for myself.
This is slightly 'embarrassing' because A) Disney Store, and B) we have literally one "real" drinking glass, the rest are my ridiculous coffee mug collection. I can't seem to buy a 4-pack of glasses at Target for $10, but I'll buy a singular mug with a character/place/quote on it.

Genoveve
05-31-2016, 08:22 PM
So I was complaining before about my friend who has been so upset about how she has not been making money at the club anymore and how she was so bummed about having to go out and get a normal job because of it, and I was talking about how it frustrated me because there's plenty of things she could have done to up her club income but she was never willing to do any of it. Well she was at the club today and this is what she told me happened:

Okay so there's this regular who has been going there for years, long before when I even used to work there, and he has NO life. His only hobby is going from club to club to club to club to shoot the shit with girls and gossip with them all about them all. He is annoying as fuck, rarely spends money but he will run errands for girls and stuff and help them out with random shit, he's honestly been on the scene for so long that everyone pretty much puts up with him and accepts him as one of the girls(lol). He especially wastes my friend's time a lot because she is very bad at being rude. Like she doesn't know how to say 'You know what, I have to go,' and so he hangs around her for forever and never gives her any money. She cannot stand him for said reasons. I have told her a million times, tell him to fuck off. Who cares if he gets offended? Like that's someone you WANT to offend because then he will actually leave you alone. But for whatever reason she can't do it.

So she is working today and this guy is wasting her time for a while and then wastes this other girl's time for a while, then my friend sees him give her a $20 before he leaves. My friend texts me about this and she's livid, this guy has been wasting her time and giving her no money for YEARS and yet this girl who has only been there for like a year he gives money to. My friend is like 'WTF' and I was just like "Well, she probably told him to give her money." Like hello, you have TRAINED this guy to waste your time for free for years, what do you expect? Like really??? No one forced her to entertain him for free for years and now she's upset? Soooooo many times she would complain about him wasting her time and annoying the shit out of her to me and I would say "Tell him to fuck off," and she never would, this is all her fault. I know this is a long rant that I wish I could tell her but I know it won't make a difference if I do.

Velveteen.Rabbit
06-01-2016, 06:12 PM
I'm happy my fav youtuber Channon Rose is getting so much exposure now. She's ex-pornstar Randi Wright who has since gone on to live a normal life. She reminds me a lot of myself in many ways, like all her crazy stories from the past. I discovered her around the time I knew for sure I wanted to transition out of adult work and focus on vanilla and I swear watching her vids really helped give me the push I needed. That was over a year ago but it's crazy how something so random can impact you.

LaurenAus
06-01-2016, 08:35 PM
Honestly, my biggest motivator for getting a vanilla job soon isn't even so much because of burnout (I'll continue to do sex work on the side), but it's because I want to be able to not lie to my family or even strangers every time I talk to them. Last night, I started talking to a guy at a bar and just told him that I'm currently a student because I'm just sick of making up a story every time I meet someone new. And just got off the phone with my mom where I pretended to get a new job for the summer because my "old job" didn't have compatible hours with my schooling, and now I have to pretend to go through the quitting process, the re-learning process, pretend not to have very much money over the summer as I work at a "lower-paying" job, and... I just feel shitty and am so sick of jumping through stupid hoops to pretend my life is some sort of menial struggle that it's not. I want to just have real stories to tell about work.

lol'd so hard

lynn2009
06-01-2016, 09:38 PM
It's almost 1am and I really need to shower and sleep or at least let myself pass out (lights on, teeth not brushed, this is my usual style) but I know work is going to suck balls tomorrow and I don't want to wake up.

lynn2009
06-02-2016, 03:54 AM
It's almost 1am and I really need to shower and sleep or at least let myself pass out (lights on, teeth not brushed, this is my usual style) but I know work is going to suck balls tomorrow and I don't want to wake up.

Oh my god just checked my email from home and I already want to cry.

DonaDiabla
06-03-2016, 08:26 AM
Mega confession:

What is up with guys from cam and pso sites wanting to meet? I have working in this industry for 13 years and it is getting really bad with these requests. Seriously, this is a creative career to me.....I am not hard-up for penis. Luckily, I straighten guys out for this crap :)

carmen_b
06-03-2016, 09:13 AM
Yes!
This is a HUGE factor of why I mostly kept my day job going part time. My year of full time sex work was so much more stressful !
Honestly, my biggest motivator for getting a vanilla job soon isn't even so much because of burnout (I'll continue to do sex work on the side), but it's because I want to be able to not lie to my family or even strangers every time I talk to them. Last night, I started talking to a guy at a bar and just told him that I'm currently a student because I'm just sick of making up a story every time I meet someone new. And just got off the phone with my mom where I pretended to get a new job for the summer because my "old job" didn't have compatible hours with my schooling, and now I have to pretend to go through the quitting process, the re-learning process, pretend not to have very much money over the summer as I work at a "lower-paying" job, and... I just feel shitty and am so sick of jumping through stupid hoops to pretend my life is some sort of menial struggle that it's not. I want to just have real stories to tell about work.

Velveteen.Rabbit
06-03-2016, 04:48 PM
Yes!
This is a HUGE factor of why I mostly kept my day job. My year of full time sex work was so much more stressful !

It's true. I swear I'm like why on gods earth did I ever leave vanilla for Sexwork thinking the easy money made it worth it? I didn't even realize the mounds of secret stress it caused me to build up.

Velveteen.Rabbit
06-03-2016, 07:10 PM
^^^ I SWEAR your money triples when you don't need a customer's money at all to make a living. They can sense these things. And theyll give you more.

And honestly? Adult work is way more fun when it's sneaky.

LizzyMe
06-03-2016, 08:06 PM
^^^ So True!!

Melyssax
06-03-2016, 09:23 PM
I most likely would have made my weekly goal by now if it wasnt for shark week ;// ffffffffffmmdjkeff .... I'm sorry but im not going to work feeling sick as a dog, was just in too much pain with little relief from midol #PlayingCatchUp

Velveteen.Rabbit
06-05-2016, 09:40 AM
I'm just so happy at the place my life is in right now. The more you really focus on your hobbies, the more you network with like-minded people. Since I've been doing that really hard for like a year and a half now, I've grown quite the great support system of like-minders.

TheWeirdOne
06-05-2016, 10:16 AM
I can't stand my friend's makeup. She plasters her face viciously and without any tact. Her eyelashes are literally glued 1/3 halfway up her eyelid, and she just looks like a drag queen. Idk how else to make comments about natural makeup, blending, etc. She is insistent she looks hot because all the guys tell her she's too pretty to be here. I know I sound like a bitch but I almost wish I could post a pic. I subconsciously think she's on drugs because it's hard to believe anyone would believe that shit looks ok. I mean like foundation inside a hot pink lip liner outline, not blended. Ok rant over. Sorry. Like those YouTube meant to be funny videos makeup tutorials that are a mess. She posts about 6 selfies a day and they aren't cute, the most recent, you could see a huge gap between her natural lash line and her eyelash, like a gap of skin. I mean how does someone not get it? You've been stripping for a while, there's no fckng excuse.

kaninchen
06-05-2016, 10:05 PM
^ Sorry, I know you're just venting, but there are trans women on this forum who may not feel very welcome if people are using slurs referring to them.

TheWeirdOne
06-06-2016, 09:59 AM
^ Sorry, I know you're just venting, but there are trans women on this forum who may not feel very welcome if people are using slurs referring to them.

Honestly idk why else to say it. If you have a better word for the look I'm trying to describe id like to know. I wrote drag queen, Is that offensive too?

22lligm
06-06-2016, 11:09 AM
Drag and trans aren't the same though .. Drag is like ru Paul's drag race I don't think it's offensive. Or is it ..? Lol idk

TheWeirdOne
06-06-2016, 11:58 AM
Drag and trans aren't the same though .. Drag is like ru Paul's drag race I don't think it's offensive. Or is it ..? Lol idk



Yeah i originally wrote tranny. I wasn't trying to be offensive. I have many gay friends and I attend their drag show charity events. I've never had any of them tell me I can't use the word tranny or drag queen. I don't want drama on this forum, I wasn't trying to offend anyone.

kaninchen
06-08-2016, 11:36 AM
^ The only kind of drama I want to see on SW is the kind where customers make ridiculous posts and then we drag them for it, lol. I actually really don't like speaking up about stuff like this because I don't want to come across as a holier-than-thou bully and I really hate to make people feel shitty when they're not trying to be rude.

I'm not qualified to tell you if/how drag performances are transmisogynistic because that's subject to debate within the trans community. Here are some links though:

http://www.glaad.org/transgender/allies

https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/37zu3n/why_is_the_word_tranny_considered_offensive/

https://www.reddit.com/r/ainbow/comments/2mqbm0/do_you_consider_drag_culture_to_be_transphobic_if/

https://genderterror.com/2014/05/28/drag-counter-culture/

*wipes sweat off forehead* Anyway, my confession for the day is that I ate a bowl of ravioli for breakfast even though I'm on a diet and I have a bunch of fresh fruit I should have eaten instead.

lynn2009
06-08-2016, 03:17 PM
Last Thursday I locked myself out of the car, I lost my month old smartphone over the weekend and found it in my lunch bag at work on Monday. And then today I was totally convinced my car was stolen or towed when I must have been the spaciest person ever this morning and parked it somewhere else then I have been for the last two months. I mean, I feel like this level of idiocy is impressive.

whirlerz
06-08-2016, 03:29 PM
Yea, I just applied for admission for school I couldn't find my keys, they were i. the other bag i carried
I had to lock storage rm w cheap $ store lock, who knows what I did w the other one, buried in some crap :(

Aurora_Sunset
06-08-2016, 05:53 PM
I used to be so socially awkward that I still internally pat myself on the back when I remember to do something socially appropriate. Like if someone asks what my hobbies are and I make the effort to say "What about you?" after answering. Like "Yeah! You go girl. You totes remembered how civil conversation goes. You are so good at being normal! I bet everyone is noticing how normal you totally are! Weee!"

miss.a.p1600
06-08-2016, 06:06 PM
There is this one DILF at the kids school (actually quite a few DILF's there) that is really nice and he seems like a good father. I confess that I have lusted over him (but only after he was subconsciously flirting with me first, or maybe he was just being nice - idk). Anyways this is so wrong because he is married and I avoid married dudes in real life like the plague cause I don't want to have to blast Bertha Ball N Chain to smithereens if she tries to come after me cause her man is extra thirsty plus I don't want negative karma if/when I get married.

Well, I figured he may talk to me at this event both him and his wife were at. I talked to the wife first and sadly had to give him somewhat of a cold shoulder. I didn't hold a conversation with him like usual. Hi and Bye is all you'll get this time.

Now needs new object of affection. *sigh* I guess I will give this online dating thing a whirl again. I'd give anything to be on the bachelorette and have multiple men vying for my attention.

DonaDiabla
06-09-2016, 06:06 AM
I confess that I follow some urban models on Instagram and they seem a great source of information into the urban adult demographic. Since I am camming on Rude.com; this helps me a lot.However, some of their fans are very critical of their fashion and makeup choices. I mean I saw tons of guys from that scene bitching about chicks' nail polish and jean selections. Some guys on rude did the same thing to me. They complaint that I did not wear neon green or blue leopard print during my show.::)However, tons of the models have a upbeat attitude about it and are pretty nice girls.:D