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miss.a.p1600
07-08-2016, 10:22 PM
^^^^What
[email protected] that's scary. Some idiot ran a red light and almost t bone me but the higher powers told me to look before I turned (I was turning left on a green light so I had the right of way) and I slammed on the brakes cause i could see these jackasses out my peripheral vision. I was so shaken up cause I was that close to severe danger/injury and possibly death.
Are you okay? I'm assuming you're not in bad physical shape if you're posting here.
LeggingsQueen
07-08-2016, 11:41 PM
Soo an x b/f who cheated on me has been trying really hard for another chance. He was really great in bed but I don't get back with cheaters. So much thirst it was crazy. I know deep down he just wants some pussy because he broke up with another girl. Well he doesn't know I escort so I figured that after my 8 pm appointment I'd text him up for a late night booty call }:D I was so busy thought I didn't have a chance to shower. Ooops. :O
Elektra Luxx
07-09-2016, 12:44 AM
I finished the last 2 macro-economic assignments and now all I have to do is study for and take a final exam before 10:00 pm Sunday night. I feel much better.
Cashmere Star
07-09-2016, 04:15 AM
I've actually thought about dropping my physics class next semester. But I didn't, because I am too old for this "but it's haaaaard" bullshit. It will always be hard, and I better grit through it. Now that I am physically better (almost no menstrual pain), I have no excuse to not take classes and dance at the same time. There are single mothers with full time jobs putting themselves through school, there are med students who strip 3 in the morning and run to class next morning, so I should not have no excuse.
but its haaaardd
BabyWillow
07-10-2016, 07:05 AM
^^^^What
[email protected] that's scary. Some idiot ran a red light and almost t bone me but the higher powers told me to look before I turned (I was turning left on a green light so I had the right of way) and I slammed on the brakes cause i could see these jackasses out my peripheral vision. I was so shaken up cause I was that close to severe danger/injury and possibly death.
Are you okay? I'm assuming you're not in bad physical shape if you're posting here.
Thanks for asking. I'm totally fine, just minor back pain. Considering I had a spinal fusion several years ago it's a blessing.
It's just been an expensive ordeal, so now I'm considering auditioning at a club down here (which was not the plan, and and my fiancé will hate the idea) but I have too much anxiety when my savings is low, and I can't find another job that will work with my day job's hours.
We had a rabbit like you
07-10-2016, 06:21 PM
I'm completely mystified at all these women who say they loved being pregnant and "glowed" and it was the best time of their lives. I fucking hate it, this one and the last pregnancy were some of the most miserable times of my entire life. I haven't made it to work in God knows how long because I can't eat anything from nausea and I can't keep awake. I feel so useless and frustrated and miserable..my hormones are out of whack as well and severe depression is comng back. There hasn't been one day in over three months I've felt normal.
I feel like so many women feel they are betraying their kids by admitting it or jinxing themselves if they don't say it was such a great time. This doesn't make me a bad mom or mean I love my kid(s) any less. I'm just being honest
miss.a.p1600
07-10-2016, 07:54 PM
I'm such a closet gold digger.
Velveteen.Rabbit
07-10-2016, 07:55 PM
LOL I was texting with a friend today whom I normally dish all my dating drama too, so she knows them all via what I've told her. I told her The guy I'm serious about isn't very book smart and it's new for me (instead, he's very socially smart and seems to be someone that everyone loves and gushes about). She was like "well every guy you've dated that is more book smart than you has turned out to be a sociopath so this is probably a good thing" and then I thought about it.
OMFG she's right. This is why I can't date a doctor (not that I'd ever want to, I'm a musician lover and those 2 take lots of time so they don't usually overlap). The one time I did date a guy in med school, he was a total narcissist and also a pathological liar. Probably a sociopath too. And I think many people in positions of power probably are either narcissists or sociopaths or they wouldn't have been successful enough to get that far.
rareaspasia
07-10-2016, 08:18 PM
I've been so fucking busy lately that I barely even have time to eat which has caused weight to start dropping off and I love it.
Same. I have sooo much going on that I keep forgetting to eat. I'm taking an antidepressant that kills my appetite and I'm fine with that. The boyfriend worries though because I was anorexic when he first met me, years before we got together. I'm past that and could stand to trim up a little more but I don't want to worry him, so I need to get better about remembering to eat, but damn do I love feeling skinny.
xStacey
07-10-2016, 08:43 PM
I am not ready to enter the professional world. I've always wanted to try escorting and travel all over the world, I know I don't want to do it for the rest of my life but at least for a little while. I wouldn't be able to once I start working with 80 hours weeks, and I wouldn't leave my career to escort... I've always been intrigued by the lifestyle.
charlie61
07-10-2016, 09:26 PM
Gay men are some of the worst misogynists I've ever encountered.
xStacey
07-11-2016, 10:02 AM
It's very likely I might be going to South Korea this summer for a rhinoplasty at the end of July/beginning of August! I am still researching but pretty set on the doctors I am planning to consult. I would have preferred to get it done in Canada or the US but it seems like the doctors in South Korea are the best for the result I want to achieve since I am asian and want a dramatic change. People in my school will talk but I am doing it for myself.
Hopefully two weeks will be enough time for the swelling to subside, and I want to take a week off for vacation before school starts :)
miss.a.p1600
07-11-2016, 12:34 PM
Feeling stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Aurora_Sunset
07-11-2016, 03:53 PM
Every once in awhile, it would be nice to be sober when I have my first kiss with someone...
#drunkenho
miss.a.p1600
07-11-2016, 06:04 PM
I want love AND money. Why can't I get both? Maybe I'm too greedy? I either get the players who are rich or the nice middle class guys that only spend money on their wife.
My middle class match date asked me to take my profile down. I don't know what this means but now I'm kinda scared. I kind of like him. Or maybe I'm just curious and horny. All I know is no mixed baby for me right now. My uterus is sad.
FML!
miss.a.p1600
07-11-2016, 06:36 PM
Hope you're okay. Yeah people can be idiots sometimes and they don't realize what they're saying.
kaninchen
07-12-2016, 08:39 AM
I'm tired of Europe and I wanna go home. It's super beautiful and everything is delicious and fun, but I already have social anxiety in the U.S. and it's almost unbearable here. Like, I can communicate but not as well as I'd like to and I can't do my charming funny stripper persona that I usually do around strangers and I feel like SUCH a weirdo because of the different table manners. I know it's all trivial but it's still exhausting and I miss my cats!
Caseycurvaceous
07-12-2016, 09:05 AM
I feel yall on the europe front
I moved here to Copenhagen from Liverpool Uk for a boy, a boy who i am in two minds about these days!
He lets me cam , is kinky and delightful at times but i cant help thinking i wanna be free, get fit and work in clubs around the world as i travel.
sigh!
xo
baer45
07-12-2016, 11:52 AM
I want love AND money. Why can't I get both? Maybe I'm too greedy? I either get the players who are rich or the nice middle class guys that only spend money on their wife.
My middle class match date asked me to take my profile down. I don't know what this means but now I'm kinda scared. I kind of like him. Or maybe I'm just curious and horny. All I know is no mixed baby for me right now. My uterus is sad.
FML!
That means he wants to be exclusive or at least cut your tie with other guys. Do you want to? or are you still wondering?
miss.a.p1600
07-12-2016, 12:51 PM
^^^^ idk. I'm so f*cking confused.
He claims he wants to be settled and whatnot but I don't know if he's trying to use me for "free" sex - he's already slick pressed me for sexual intimacy and I'm not going lol - especially since I know he's only spent $100 on me and I've spent over 12+ hours with him. Yes I'm calculating lol! Not even the lowest streetwalker would give it up for that.
He's acting like a biotch right now and I guess pissed at me for some reason I think for turning down his last minute offer to meet him for lunch.
Men are f*cking annoying right now. Why can't dudes just stfu and play their cards right?
miss.a.p1600
07-12-2016, 02:55 PM
What have I gotten myself into?!? This dude talking about he wants to spend a lot of time together - well f*cker I want to spend all of your cash but I don't see hardly any of that yet.
Y'all see me out - save me!!! lol. Imma blink once for no and twice for yes. Most likely Ill blink twice.
BabyWillow
07-12-2016, 07:21 PM
I moved to South Florida about 2 months ago and started a new lifestyle that is pretty boring. I'm an associate account manager for some landscaping company, and I stick out like a sore thumb. The person I interviewed with told me I would be working with a design team, but I'm working with maintenance crews...
I hate to sound vain, but as a young, beautiful, 5'11, blonde female, I'm really out of place trying to manage these crews and no one in the office takes me seriously. In fact, the enhancement manager told me to bring my gym bag because he wants to go to the gym during the day (he's like a mentor and I spend most days working with him). I thought he was kidding, but he started slamming drawers when he found out I didn't bring my gym bag. The mans crazy, and I really hate the idea of going to the gym when we are both well aware we're not supposed to be going there during the work day.
I'm trying to find better employment, but it feels hopeless and overwhelming because I'm not from around here and the job markets are saturated enough down here. ugghhhhh
xStacey
07-12-2016, 08:31 PM
Okay... I'm booking consultation for a rhinoplasty with plastic surgeons for July 25 in South Korea, meaning I might be leaving next week-end, I still have to book my flights and have additional research to do ahh!! I am not sure if I am ready for this, and am stressed out!! I have never been this far and will be alone on the other side of the world. I am really scared of having a botched job. I am also looking for a dramatic difference so I am not sure how my friends and family will react, I know classmates will talk. I've been talking to someone who have a lot of experience with plastic surgery who said it's always a good idea to fly there to consult with multiple surgeons and get different opinions, then go back to your home country to digest all the information, think about it, research some more before booking the surgery and flying over there again... Many people don't have this luxury, take a couple days to consult and then book the surgery the same week.
Ugh we'll see how confident I feel after the consult, if I'm ready I'll go through the surgery if not maybe I'll enjoy my week off, I heard Seoul is a really fun city (not just for plastic surgery) and think it through before getting it done another time.
Velveteen.Rabbit
07-12-2016, 10:04 PM
I want love AND money. Why can't I get both? Maybe I'm too greedy? I either get the players who are rich or the nice middle class guys that only spend money on their wife.
My middle class match date asked me to take my profile down. I don't know what this means but now I'm kinda scared. I kind of like him. Or maybe I'm just curious and horny. All I know is no mixed baby for me right now. My uterus is sad.
FML!
I think because men don't incentive to commit anymore and the more money he has, the more he can "buy" time with multiple hot girls instead of being looked down upon for not being married, like in previous times.
Where women are at right now is much better for overall equality of the sexes, but it also has fucked over basically majority of women who are traditional in the marriage and kids sense. Men are who likely to commit now are those with less options (who are working class, poor, ugly, overweight) versus men who are hot and/or wealthy having 837483747 sexual partners to choose from aka not committing.
I think about this all that time.
Velveteen.Rabbit
07-12-2016, 10:11 PM
Summer science classes. Neeeeever agaaaaain
xStacey
07-12-2016, 10:39 PM
I want love AND money. Why can't I get both? Maybe I'm too greedy? I either get the players who are rich or the nice middle class guys that only spend money on their wife.
My middle class match date asked me to take my profile down. I don't know what this means but now I'm kinda scared. I kind of like him. Or maybe I'm just curious and horny. All I know is no mixed baby for me right now. My uterus is sad.
FML!
I noticed men with money are often players, they will spend a lot of money easily on women they first meet but they don't want to commit, they cheat... Some of them don't even spend, they easily get girls who think the guy will eventually spend because he has a lot of money lol. I've been seeing the same guy for over two years now, it started out an open relationship, I never expected more.
He's middle class, at first I thought he was really cheap, he would sometimes foot the bill but not always so we would do 50/50, he did not bring me to extravagant places and his gifts were okay but nothing wow compared to my ex, that was one of the problem I had with him.
We are still not official although he really wants me to be his girlfriend, I said I am not ready. I kept seeing him because he's really good looking, a very nice guy, honest and would never hurt me and treats me really well despite not going to five stars restaurants or paying for everything all the time. I did not have any expectations but the more he falls in love with me, he starts spending more, now he takes me to nicer places and pays for everything when we go out on a date, for my birthday this year he spent more than he used to... I think with middle class guys they are more willing to spend money on a woman they love, as opposed to a guy who has money to throw around to impress them so he can easily get into their pants.
Also, the guy I'm seeing keeps inviting me to his family events and wants to introduce me, I've always had trouble with commitment... I keep declining and I know his family own a pretty big business, so he's starting to tell me about his grand mother who has a lot of money and his female relatives who love to spoil with gifts new women the guys in the family bring... His grandmother's birthday is in the Fall, she wants to go on vacation for two weeks and is paying for everyone in the family, he also said if you would let me introduce you she would probably invite you and pay for you. His parents own a boat and he says we could borrow it but he needs to introduce me to his family lol. He keeps trying to convince me but I am not sure about our relationship and I don't want to hurt him since he treats me so well compared to other guys I've been with but might have more money... I don't know if I am ready yet, so despite the promises of gifts and vacation I still haven't accepted. I was also seeing my ex on and off, just stopped talking to him a little over a month ago so it's not fair to him...
If you want a relationship and love, maybe you should give the middle class man a chance :) It might take some time but if he really likes you he will spend. If it's not too serious you can still go out with some rich guys and see where it leads lol
Cashmere Star
07-12-2016, 10:44 PM
Okay... I'm booking consultation for a rhinoplasty with plastic surgeons for July 25 in South Korea, meaning I might be leaving next week-end, I still have to book my flights and have additional research to do ahh!! I am not sure if I am ready for this, and am stressed out!! I have never been this far and will be alone on the other side of the world. I am really scared of having a botched job. I am also looking for a dramatic difference so I am not sure how my friends and family will react, I know classmates will talk. I've been talking to someone who have a lot of experience with plastic surgery who said it's always a good idea to fly there to consult with multiple surgeons and get different opinions, then go back to your home country to digest all the information, think about it, research some more before booking the surgery and flying over there again... Many people don't have this luxury, take a couple days to consult and then book the surgery the same week.
Ugh we'll see how confident I feel after the consult, if I'm ready I'll go through the surgery if not maybe I'll enjoy my week off, I heard Seoul is a really fun city (not just for plastic surgery) and think it through before getting it done another time.
You should research and talk to people here: http://forum.purseblog.com/forums/asian-plastic-surgery-cosmetic-procedures.277/
xStacey
07-12-2016, 10:54 PM
You should research and talk to people here: http://forum.purseblog.com/forums/asian-plastic-surgery-cosmetic-procedures.277/
Yes! I've been spending so much time reading on PF I've been on SW less lately... I much prefer SW lol
I've read pretty much all the threads with 400-600 posts, only one left, but the problem is it's always the same clinics that comes up, some of them with horrible stories, there's also A LOT of promoters, luckily I found a couple of members who are not (but we never know)... It's hard to find out about the clinics locals go to, especially with over 500 clinics in Seoul and I cannot read or speak Korean :/ I was still able to shortlist three clinics... I am still researching.
Ahh I wish I were caucasian it would be so much easier. I see amazing before/after pictures from well renowned surgeons in Canada and the States when it comes to caucasian patients, but with asian patients it doesn't even come close to the before/after of korean surgeons... But it is frightening travelling abroad for surgery, the idea of being in a foreign country alone, and the possibility of a bad outcome :/...
The surgery for caucasian patients seem so much more simple too... No need for alarplasty or implant to raise the bridge, there is so many conflicting views about the different type of implants on realself and PF that I have to read medical journals on PubMed... It's pretty interesting but I really wish it could have been easier.
LegoMoney
07-13-2016, 07:44 AM
Ahhh.... The love vs. money issue..... I have stories, but not enough mental energy to talk about them right now.. lol
Confession: I've been to work 2 times in the past two weeks. Money got stolen from my dance bag the last time I worked and I didn't like the way management handled it. As if I needed another excuse, I decided not to go in for a few days. I'm broke as hell. Car insurance overdue, need to re-register my car. I plan on working the next 5 days straight to make up for shit. The money sucks so bad right now during the summer, I just have no motivation to go in.
I just want to get on my boss shit. Buy that Benz I've been eyeing. Completely update my wardrobe with designer shit. If I go back to vanilla work plus dance, I know I can get all this done within several months. I just have no motivation. I've spent the past two weeks clubbing, popping bottles with dudes, smoking weed, and just hanging out. After all my years of grad school, I must admit that just kicking back for awhile feels great. I gotta get back on my shit tho. Try and find a vanilla job plus work at least 3-4 days a week. I've been thinking about moving to bigger cities. Better club options, better "find-a-rich-guy" options. Time to get off my ass and back to work. :-/
miss.a.p1600
07-13-2016, 03:02 PM
The dude asking me about Facebook friending and was like 'hmm i wonder why you Facebook account didn't auto populate?" Well hoe, no its not going to auto populate cause i got that sh*t on lockdown and its going to take a lot for you to get if you ever do. Bahahahaha
Aurora_Sunset
07-13-2016, 04:26 PM
Sometimes I feel like I'm the weird outsider who doesn't show emotions. But other times, I swear that, in my own little stoic way of doing things, I actually care WAY more than people who put on some big emotional show and claim they care, but don't actually back it up.
miss.a.p1600
07-14-2016, 09:05 AM
You all are right. I knew it deep down anyways. I have to figure out a way to ditch this dude. I am too nice for my own good. But I know I have to do it because the longer I wait the harder it will get. I've only known him for barely a couple of weeks and I can already see a laundry list of flaws that annoy the f*ck out of me. His flaws outweigh any positive qualities he has. I'm going to get some weed and wine to celebrate the end. I'll report back as soon as I do it. Ugh! This sucks.
Rip match date #1 - the end of our dating relationship is quickly approaching
Velveteen.Rabbit
07-15-2016, 06:40 PM
I don't understand people that constantly complain about their body type as if they will wake up one day and have a completely different one. I'm not talking about "I want a boob job" or "I need to lose 10 lbs or tone up" but like girls who are curvy and want to be runway lanky or girls who are spinners and wish they were really thick. I've just seen so many of them lately and at this point I just tune out and stop responding when they go on those rants.
It's weird because our society STILL thinks that the tinier you are, the healthier you are, but it's so not true. We all have different metabolism rates and areas that out genetics have predetermined us to carry fat in. You can even get lipo but your fat will go somewhere else.
OMG also, so my nursing buddy (the preg one) is a black girl who is ultra tiny and lanky. We both have boob jobs Bc she told me about hers. Well there is this is this girl in our class that always tells her she is so tiny and thin. She comments on her waist and that she should eat more, but says it as if it is a compliment. It gets to my nursing buddy because she already told me she hates taking off a jacket because her arms are so tiny. She brings food to class too but barely eats it (she talks about it) because she has health problems.
How are health stereotypes still alive in the year 2016?!?
Cashmere Star
07-15-2016, 06:47 PM
Sometimes I feel like I'm the weird outsider who doesn't show emotions. But other times, I swear that, in my own little stoic way of doing things, I actually care WAY more than people who put on some big emotional show and claim they care, but don't actually back it up.
I noticed that it's usually the stoic "strong" ones who have a very tender side to them. I think most people have different facets to them that balance everything out.
JenniferNorth
07-15-2016, 07:48 PM
It's weird because our society STILL thinks that the tinier you are, the healthier you are, but it's so not true. We all have different metabolism rates and areas that out genetics have predetermined us to carry fat in.
I wish EVERYONE got this. No matter how much I exercise, I will always have athlete's legs (IE not tiny thighs). I think muscles are beautiful, and people need to understand there is not ONE ultimate body...no, there cannot be only one. Ugh. Sorry, it's just been on my mind.
chanzep
07-15-2016, 07:59 PM
Going thru a shit time right now and the stage is calling me, don't get me wrong I know how shit the club can be but sometimes in hard times it made me feel better the attention the money the vibe and the sisterhood I felt.
JenniferNorth
07-15-2016, 08:00 PM
Sometimes I feel like my intelligence is just getting flushed down the toilet or something...I don't know, sometimes I just feel so dumb. I think it's because all my endeavors right now don't seem to require much in the way of brain power.
Cashmere Star
07-15-2016, 09:17 PM
I am starting to prefer my stripper perfumes to my brand name ones...
We had a rabbit like you
07-16-2016, 10:27 AM
My subconscious is getting pretty active lately..last night I dreamed of when I first started stripping five years ago (it was actually July so exactly five years ago, my conscious didn't even realize that) and I woke up feeling old and missing 2011. Which is stupid cause it's only been five years, I'm only 28 for gods sake and I think I probably look better..but I just feel it was forever ago when I was young and excited and made a lot.
I think I'm really struggling w taking a break from stripping. It's been a part of my life for so long
whirlerz
07-16-2016, 01:19 PM
Sooo..driving in my car, I talk to myself & say stupid stuff lol..
I was gettin out of my car @ gas station, there was Range Rover parked nearby I thought it may belong to gs owner..
Any way I said "Raannjjj Rovah" as I was getting out a little too loud
& out of the gs comes its owner, a young guy..he heard me, &
[email protected] me quizzically:-[:-[:-[:O
SimoneGray
07-16-2016, 06:01 PM
I'm craving a tropical island fling with an outrageously hot boy...I cannot wait for winter to be over so my brain can stop doing shit like that to me. Lol.
xStacey
07-16-2016, 09:51 PM
Ugh... The more I research the more I doubt if I am ready for rhinoplasty. I had details to sort out and was planning on booking my ticket this week and leave on Friday but now I am not so sure. I need pretty invasive procedures for the result I want to achieve, alarplasty I heard 80% of the time nostrils come out uneven and it's very difficult to have natural looking nostrils, and I want a sharp tip but for the dramatic change I want I am not sure closed rhinoplasty would be possible and I really don't want open rhinoplasty, I scar easily and it's more invasive. I am also scared of having implant to raise my bridge...
It would be so much easier if I were caucasian I could just go to any well known surgeon in Canada or in the States. My rich regular who sees a lot of high-end escorts recommended Grigoryants, he has glowing reviews and the before/after are amazing but he has no experience with asian rhinoplasty. One girl on a forum actually went to consult him and he was honest he does not have enough experience with asian noses and told her to consider going to South Korea.
There is one clinic a plastic surgery junkie (lol that's how she calls herself she had many procedures done) recommended for the style I am going for, the before/after are amazing but I wasn't able to find more info about that clinic on Purse forum, or english websites.... I tried using google translate to try to find some info in Korean but wasn't able to find anything besides ads :( There's over 500 plastic surgery clinics in Korea and not all of the doctors are board-certified to do surgery.... The website seems leggit it says the head surgeon graduated from Seoul National University (the best med school in the country and one of the best in the world) and is board certified but there is no way for me to verify the information, they can write whatever they want... And I know some clinics photoshop the before/after, some of them even pay models to take pictures with their doctors... The language barrier really bothers me even though it is possible to consult and speak to the doctor in English, I have access to very limited information :(
Some people I talked to were very happy with their result but one girl said when she returned people were unable to recognize her, such as her taylor, hair stylist... lol I am little scared of that, people in my program gossip so much.
I am insecure about my nose but I am still pretty attractive, I am really scared of having a botched job and having people gossip and talk behind my back. I wouldn't mind if my nose job looked perfect and people talk but if it goes wrong... I would want to hide in my apartment indefinitely.
I am also afraid of the recovery, some people come out looking amazing after two weeks but others have to wait months to look normal... And it takes up to a year to see the final result :(.... Ahh....
Vyanka
07-16-2016, 10:41 PM
Ugh... The more I research the more I doubt if I am ready for rhinoplasty. I had details to sort out and was planning on booking my ticket this week and leave on Friday but now I am not so sure. I need pretty invasive procedures for the result I want to achieve, alarplasty I heard 80% of the time nostrils come out uneven and it's very difficult to have natural looking nostrils, and I want a sharp tip but for the dramatic change I want I am not sure closed rhinoplasty would be possible and I really don't want open rhinoplasty, I scar easily and it's more invasive. I am also scared of having implant to raise my bridge...
It would be so much easier if I were caucasian I could just go to any well known surgeon in Canada or in the States. My rich regular who sees a lot of high-end escorts recommended Grigoryants, he has glowing reviews and the before/after are amazing but he has no experience with asian rhinoplasty. One girl on a forum actually went to consult him and he was honest he does not have enough experience with asian noses and told her to consider going to South Korea.
There is one clinic a plastic surgery junkie (lol that's how she calls herself she had many procedures done) recommended for the style I am going for, the before/after are amazing but I wasn't able to find more info about that clinic on Purse forum, or english websites.... I tried using google translate to try to find some info in Korean but wasn't able to find anything besides ads :( There's over 500 plastic surgery clinics in Korea and not all of the doctors are board-certified to do surgery.... The website seems leggit it says the head surgeon graduated from Seoul National University (the best med school in the country and one of the best in the world) and is board certified but there is no way for me to verify the information, they can write whatever they want... And I know some clinics photoshop the before/after, some of them even pay models to take pictures with their doctors... The language barrier really bothers me even though it is possible to consult and speak to the doctor in English, I have access to very limited information :(
Some people I talked to were very happy with their result but one girl said when she returned people were unable to recognize her, such as her taylor, hair stylist... lol I am little scared of that, people in my program gossip so much.
I am insecure about my nose but I am still pretty attractive, I am really scared of having a botched job and having people gossip and talk behind my back. I wouldn't mind if my nose job looked perfect and people talk but if it goes wrong... I would want to hide in my apartment indefinitely.
I am also afraid of the recovery, some people come out looking amazing after two weeks but others have to wait months to look normal... And it takes up to a year to see the final result :(.... Ahh....
Have you seen the show "Botched", on the E! chanel? Love that show. Anyway, one of the plastic surgeons did a nostril reduction on Tiffany Pollard. Google her before after surgery. She looks great. Looks natural.
Cashmere Star
07-17-2016, 04:00 AM
I think I am oblivious to guys liking me or something. I always thought I never get hit on, I never get cat called, guys never approach me or hint at anything. But now that I think about it, it's like.. maybe they did, and I was just too stupid to notice.
"All the guys look at you when you enter the room"
"what?"
"They do."
"what i do, did I act weird?"
"no it's because you're gorgeous!"
"remember that guy who recognized you at the store?"
"yeah what about him"
"he likes you."
"how can you tell?"
"girl, he RECOGNIZED YOU FROM THE GYM. and then he talked to you. He's interested."
that ugly duckling syndrome.. and i still dont feel pretty.
Selina M
07-18-2016, 10:55 AM
Once again, same as last year, I get offered a vanilla job... and when it comes to signing the contract, I absolutely panic and really want to just bail and keep dancing. Last year I bailed on a signed contract even.
It's SO stupid and frustrating. I was pretty ok until I read the handbook that said I get 10 'medical leave' days that they can ask you for Dr. notes, and only 2 'personal' days with no questions asked. Then I started feeling like an animal trapped in a cage and ran to calculate how many hours of dancing would I need to equal their salary + matched money.
I feel like I 'attracted' these jobs, and things have lined up so as to allow me to do them. But I also know we can 'attract' stuff that isn't necessarily what we should be doing. Argh.
We had a rabbit like you
07-18-2016, 11:48 AM
I hate Pap smears, especially if done by a man..I have to just hold my breath and keep myself still, it just feel so violating to me like it really feels like I'm being assaulted even though I know that's not their intention. I can't help it. Had one today for the first time in years and the feeling was even stronger..years of having to fend off hands in that area I felt so creepy and I just don't want to go through it again I can't imagine what rape victims must feel w rape kits
charlie61
07-18-2016, 01:02 PM
Once again, same as last year, I get offered a vanilla job... and when it comes to signing the contract, I absolutely panic and really want to just bail and keep dancing. Last year I bailed on a signed contract even.
It's SO stupid and frustrating. I was pretty ok until I read the handbook that said I get 10 'medical leave' days that they can ask you for Dr. notes, and only 2 'personal' days with no questions asked. Then I started feeling like an animal trapped in a cage and ran to calculate how many hours of dancing would I need to equal their salary + matched money.
I feel like I 'attracted' these jobs, and things have lined up so as to allow me to do them. But I also know we can 'attract' stuff that isn't necessarily what we should be doing. Argh.
Does getting a straight job feel like medicine (something you don't really want to do/take, but you know it's good for you) or like poison (something you don't want to do/take because you know it's going to hurt you)?
baer45
07-18-2016, 01:27 PM
Once again, same as last year, I get offered a vanilla job... and when it comes to signing the contract, I absolutely panic and really want to just bail and keep dancing. Last year I bailed on a signed contract even.
It's SO stupid and frustrating. I was pretty ok until I read the handbook that said I get 10 'medical leave' days that they can ask you for Dr. notes, and only 2 'personal' days with no questions asked. Then I started feeling like an animal trapped in a cage and ran to calculate how many hours of dancing would I need to equal their salary + matched money.
I feel like I 'attracted' these jobs, and things have lined up so as to allow me to do them. But I also know we can 'attract' stuff that isn't necessarily what we should be doing. Argh.
We all do the same. We compare salary and schedule flexibility. Besides that, we want to be respected. As sex workers, we work for ourselves. But in vanilla world, you could be working underpaid and/or somebody's bitch in the office.
xStacey
07-18-2016, 03:45 PM
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xStacey
07-18-2016, 03:50 PM
I think I am oblivious to guys liking me or something. I always thought I never get hit on, I never get cat called, guys never approach me or hint at anything. But now that I think about it, it's like.. maybe they did, and I was just too stupid to notice.
"All the guys look at you when you enter the room"
"what?"
"They do."
"what i do, did I act weird?"
"no it's because you're gorgeous!"
"remember that guy who recognized you at the store?"
"yeah what about him"
"he likes you."
"how can you tell?"
"girl, he RECOGNIZED YOU FROM THE GYM. and then he talked to you. He's interested."
that ugly duckling syndrome.. and i still dont feel pretty.
I was an ugly duckling too lol so funny when people tell me now "you're the sexiest nerd I ever met!" (although this statement is far from the truth, a lot of nerds are really hot lol)