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baer45
08-27-2016, 04:07 PM
Maybe it's not a great idea to watch Conjuring 2 all by myself, even in a sunny day like today.
Genoveve
08-27-2016, 04:15 PM
^^I started watching the movie It home alone last night.
miss.a.p1600
08-27-2016, 07:36 PM
Spending a Saturday night "alone".....well at least I have bachelor in paradise to keep me entertained.
Also, I know it's dumb but I was trying to keep my "body count" low. I think I have surpassed being able to count the number of dudes on two hands. Oh well. I'm on a mission for orgasmic peen and to sleep with a man from every race.
whirlerz
08-27-2016, 08:11 PM
I read the book "Deliver Us from Evil" (it's a movies too) about a cop who assists in exorcisms, he 'clears' the home while a priest does the rest.
I mean, really, scary.
baer45
08-27-2016, 09:05 PM
^^I started watching the movie It home alone last night.
I watched conjuring 1&2 , insidious 1,2 now I am on insidious 3. Horror movie day, all by myself. Couldn't believe I am so brave.
KaraLynn
08-27-2016, 11:56 PM
Sometimes I stay in hostels when I go to expensive areas to save money......I'm in a room with a group of people from somewhere in Europe but I'm not sure where. They woke up at 6 AM, turned on all the lights, blared loud music from their phones, and talked to each other as loudly as they can. I was so annoyed I contemplated doing the same thing when I came in at 3 AM later. Knowing my luck, I'd get kicked out for it (even though it's perfectly okay to do the same thing to me) so instead I got my revenge by using their shampoo and face wash in the shower even though I have my own. Take that cunts.
BarbieNYC
08-28-2016, 04:32 AM
I came to NY for a few days and stayed with my on/off again bf of 3 years. We were inseperable and our last night went out to a concert. I was strong and didn't choke up when I said goodbye this morning.
But I'm currently sitting in the airport listening to the artist from last night and bawling my eyes out in the corner because I realize this relationship is doomed. I need to let go and move on. I really tried to do it and go out this summer and work and forget about him but after dating around and being traumatized by dating nowadays it only makes me want to be with him even more. And we just fit so good together but everything is against us and I need to stop delaying the inevitable.
It's just a sad situation. I'm gonn throw myself into work and school to hopefully get my mind off of him
Velveteen.Rabbit
08-28-2016, 01:15 PM
I came to NY for a few days and stayed with my on/off again bf of 3 years. We were inseperable and our last night went out to a concert. I was strong and didn't choke up when I said goodbye this morning.
But I'm currently sitting in the airport listening to the artist from last night and bawling my eyes out in the corner because I realize this relationship is doomed. I need to let go and move on. I really tried to do it and go out this summer and work and forget about him but after dating around and being traumatized by dating nowadays it only makes me want to be with him even more. And we just fit so good together but everything is against us and I need to stop delaying the inevitable.
It's just a sad situation. I'm gonn throw myself into work and school to hopefully get my mind off of him
Come home so we can be busy together. I'll be your gf, the panocha master
charlie61
08-28-2016, 02:03 PM
I have serious job-related ADD. After I've learned a position and have been doing it for a few months, I'm like, okay, what's next? Ready to do something different and move on. I know dancing exacerbated this tendency, so I'm fighting it hard now. I NEED a 1+ year job on my resume if I want to open doors to better options. The reason I struggled to find a job in the first place is because I tend to change industries dramatically every two years. I need consistency if I want to be taken seriously. I'm not entitled to anything. I need to prove my worth and exercise patience. So difficult for me. Sooo difficult.
Velveteen.Rabbit
08-28-2016, 04:38 PM
I have serious job-related ADD. After I've learned a position and have been doing it for a few months, I'm like, okay, what's next? Ready to do something different and move on. I know dancing exacerbated this tendency, so I'm fighting it hard now. I NEED a 1+ year job on my resume if I want to open doors to better options. The reason I struggled to find a job in the first place is because I tend to change industries dramatically every two years. I need consistency if I want to be taken seriously. I'm not entitled to anything. I need to prove my worth and exercise patience. So difficult for me. Sooo difficult.
This is exactly my problem. I have to be planning for what's next. You just need to find the right industry where you have stability as well as autonomy... Maybe something in sales or something where you rope in clientele so you're never bored? I figured out that is the key for me. I think once I finish nursing school I'm going to focus on building my clientelle and knowledge base, as well as art stuff forever. You just need to find what's fulfilling. I'll probably have to have a baby so I have something else to channel my energy into.
SnuffleUffleGrass
08-28-2016, 04:48 PM
Funny confession....I've been compulsively watching movie clips with my favorite actor in them because he's the only thing keeping my sex drive going
SnuffleUffleGrass
08-28-2016, 04:59 PM
last week i went out with this male model whos the only guy i've found attractive in the last 4 months. he ended up having a ton of red flags including serious unmedicated mental illnesses and a history of cheating, which he told me on the first date as if it was no big deal. I told him I couldn't date him (due to his lack of mental stability) but if he waited 2 weeks for my test results to come back i would maybe consider a FWB thing because holy shit, this guy was so sexy and nobody else has been able to turn me on all damn summer.
then out of nowhere he texts me a bunch of crazy gibberish including "i'm not saying youre an object to me, but thanks for the two blue round ones" or some bullshit. I texted him back saying he just blew his chance and to delete my number. he begged me for forgiveness, said he was just trying to get a reaction out of me and didn't mean it. i didn't reply. he actually showed up at my front door last night trying to apologize, freaked me the hell out, i dont know just how unstable this guy is. I told him to leave and he did, I really hope he doesn't come back. I was actually a little afraid for my safety. I pushed a bookcase against the door and slept with a knife, probably unnecessary but I can be a little paranoid when it comes to men reacting badly to rejection.
ugh seriously. why couldn't he just keep a lid on the crazy for one more week so I could fuck him and get my sexual frustration out. the first guy i've found remotely attractive in ages.
the fact that i find no men attractive anymore, except for male models, is making question my sexuality.
Omg. A good friend of mine (male) said mentally ill males often handle high libido ....badly due to impulse control issues. Fuck. I think guys have avoided saying things to me like this guy's blue ball statement because they think all Latin women can find a relative to beat up a creeper. I'd bet you literal cash this guy has been beaten up over matters like this. Ugh
Stevie710
08-28-2016, 06:11 PM
I didn't know where to put this but I have a great confessions that I've never ever ever told anyone and it still makes me laugh til this day.... When I first started performing, I had a few random local fans who would send me fan mail on facebook... and I was still young and naive, so I'm surprised that nothing crazy ever happened to me when I was younger BUT I had a few experiences with submissive men that blew my mind ahah.
Well I guess this is 2 confessions in one. So long ago, I dwell'd into the land of the sugar bowl.. I was freshly single and my friend had joined SA and asked me to be her "chaperone" a few time. I would take her to a public place and sit in the corner with a coffee and a book while she was on her meeting and eventually I got the balls to set up my own profile so I used SA and met a guy who was a doctor, married, had kids. He lived about 3 hours from me and he wanted to meet up, so we arranged a meeting in a public place at a mall. (I went by myself) He wasn't an attractive man and he wasn't an ugly man, tall, skinny, average looking.. We walked around the mall and then he took me to dinner downtown at a super nice intimate high class venue with a live band, gourmet food in Nashville. I wasn't even old enough to drink yet.. I think I was 19 at the time.. YEAH. Well, anyway at the end of the dinner he took me back to my car. Super nice guy, didn't make a move, I leaned in and kissed his cheek, he never touch me, super respectful, VERY quiet.. and he said, You're going to need some gas money and he handed me a wad of money and I seen a bill was a $100 and I was happy. I said thanks I'll see you again soon. I was like shew that was easy, when I stopped to get gas I counted my money and was shaken up he had given me $450. When I got home, it was super late and had gotten an email from him saying he had sent me another gift to my paypal. He sent me $650 on there. I went to go pay my apartment's rent and it had strangely been paid. Well, I kept trying to stay in contact with him, and he slowly lost touch. A few months had passed and I sent him an email asking to meet up again. I get a reply saying that he has found a new mistress/domme and she has forbidden him to meet with me. I was still 19 and I replied with haha Tell your mistress to teach me! I want to learn! and I never received an email back.. So this guy was a submissive and I HAD NO IDEA. After that, I went out to dinner with a few more gentlemen but this time they were in the same city. All of them were pretty much looking for prostitutes and I don't knock the profession but that just isn't for me, so I quit the site.
Fast forward -- A local fan explained to me that he wanted to bow to my every wish and wanted to perform tasks for me and that he was a submissive and in return he would give me an allowance, gifts and etc. I had just moved into a new apartment and had 2 roommates who were male, and so I felt comfortable allowing this guy to come over. I still had boxes I needed to move and so I made him carry them upstairs for me and made him clean my new place for me. Later after he carried my belongings upstairs and stuff I made him get on all fours and let me ride on his back around my bedroom hahaha, he was a little shy himself and I was alittle bit too. I was still new to all this "domme" stuff and only had knew a small amount of fetish work, I knew about bettie page and stocking fetishes and a small bit of BDSM but these men were looking for humiliation and bratty dommes and MAN if I KNEW BACK THEN WHAT I KNEW NOW, I could have had both of those men eating out of the palm of my hand. Jeez.. When I didn't know what I was doing I had submissives coming out of the wood work throwing themselves at me but now they're hard to find. lol.
I miss those good ole days haha I seriously wish that first guy would have been upfront about it, i would have done my research and stuff. But Yeah, I've never told anyone about the second one.. The first one I told to one girlfriend but I haven't told anyone else. Both these experiences just blow my mind and make me laugh.. especially me being SOOO YOUNG TOO. I can't believe that I was so lucky in both experiences. Today people are crazy AF, I had a super horrible experience earlier in the year around Late Jan-Early March that I had never been in a situation like that before in my life but we learn from our mistakes and stuff.
Sorry for this being so long, I didn't expect to make this long of a post lol
miss.a.p1600
08-29-2016, 07:52 AM
I really want to have orgasms today and would be nice for a man to help me with that but at this rate it's looking like self satisfaction today.
seashell
08-29-2016, 10:09 AM
Today is Day 1 of mission "Hiding from my roommate mother that I quit my vanilla job."
I quit last Monday, but she was out of town all week. Rather than be honest with her, I chose to leave the house for 8 hours today and pretend nothing has changed. Heh. In the future (tomorrow) I intend to work the dayshift at the SC, but for now... Running on 3 hours of sleep after working last night... I'm taking naps in my car and learning to code on my laptop at the library.
Thinking I'll tell her I switched to part-time and started doing Uber.
miss.a.p1600
08-29-2016, 12:05 PM
I wish I could go out trolling for d*ck like how men go trolling for p*ssy.
I may have to see what's up with one night stands. Never done it but maybe I could try. I want to get paid for f*cking though lol.
We had a rabbit like you
08-29-2016, 12:19 PM
So had my 20 week ultrasound, and it's another boy and I was kinda hoping for a girl but I'll of course never tell him that.
And I am NOT getting pregnant again, so that ship has sailed lol I'll just have to suck it up
charlie61
08-29-2016, 04:07 PM
Porn is so brutal and rape-y and scary to me these days that I've started relying on cartoon porn to get off. Like, I was just trying to find some hot, sensual, missionary stuff on tumblr the other day, and every single gif had women crying, looking pained, and getting pounded by men looking like they're trying to kill their sexual partners with their penises. Jesus fucking christ. I'm not kink shaming, but there seems to be a serious lack of balance in porn right now.
Genoveve
08-29-2016, 05:56 PM
^^I only watch cartoon porn because real porn is too traumatic for me to watch, I have heard way too many awful behind-the-scenes stories from porn actresses to ever be able to find it entertaining.
miss.a.p1600
08-29-2016, 06:47 PM
Porn is so brutal and rape-y and scary to me these days that I've started relying on cartoon porn to get off. Like, I was just trying to find some hot, sensual, missionary stuff on tumblr the other day, and every single gif had women crying, looking pained, and getting pounded by men looking like they're trying to kill their sexual partners with their penises. Jesus fucking christ. I'm not kink shaming, but there seems to be a serious lack of balance in porn right now.
I know everyone has their likes and whatnot but for me....
That's why I like the female friendly porn. It has more intimacy and real orgasms.
I used to watch (and be negatively influenced) by porn that was created by males for males. Basically the man getting pleasure and not caring whether the woman got off, woman faked orgasms, typical "bimbo" comes to service the man anyway he wants, woman stretched in uncomfortable non orgasmic positions just for the camera (aka men watching), etc. And to believe I had sex like this for years!!! Cause I, unbeknownst to me, used this whack porn as an educational tool.
Never again.
Velveteen.Rabbit
08-29-2016, 11:08 PM
I'm trying new things and I like it. I've been really out of my comfort zone for like 6 weeks, whew
miss.a.p1600
08-30-2016, 06:17 AM
I would do just about anything for male affection and intimacy right now. *sigh*
I thought I had some potentials on match but the dudes seem flakey (messaging all
[email protected] day like this is some pen pal sh*t, asking to meet me but can't call first, wtf is wrong with these dudes?!?) They are going to get it together or I'm going to another online site. I'm going to have to do something drastic like add new hot photos or just take down my profile for a bit and try another site/method.
miss.a.p1600
08-30-2016, 06:21 AM
I'm having a mind orgasm in anticipation for Bachelor in Paradise
Glamourmilf
08-30-2016, 07:45 AM
I wish I could go out trolling for d*ck like how men go trolling for p*ssy.
I may have to see what's up with one night stands. Never done it but maybe I could try. I want to get paid for f*cking though lol.
I know You already know my thoughts on this, (my thread in CC).
I have no problem having a one nite stand, but, I quit having them 5 plus years ago because the guys were bad in bed.
I even make it easy for them, by telling them what turns me on. But, they don't listen.
And heaven forbid I pull out my vibrator to use while with them!
Maybe it was L.A. guys.
Idk.
I'm willing to try again though, with guys outside of the city.
miss.a.p1600
08-30-2016, 04:04 PM
^^^yeah like 95% of dudes I've encountered are intimidated by vibrators and dildos. To them it's like having a real dick in the room or something. Men are weird.
So today, I was so horny I had to masturbate twice. *sigh* Although I really would prefer a real man to help me. I guess I will have to wait till I find a worthy dude.
Stay strong. Must resist....
Elektra Luxx
08-30-2016, 08:22 PM
Everyone's confessions are so serious. This may be the most disturbing confession I've ever made. So here it goes. I really like Olive Garden. I really like the food, drinks, atmosphere. Even the service was good today. I don't know why it gets a bad rap. I've been to expensive Italian restaurants and yes the food is good, but I still like Olive Garden.
Another confession: I'm a happy drunk. I had half a glass of red wine and I was feeling good. I was laughing, cracking jokes, flirting with the waiter, dancing in my seat to the jazzy music playing.
I've been feeling really blah for weeks since I walked-in on my ex-bf (the good-looking one) cheating on me with his neighbor. It felt really good to get out and have some fun.
SnuffleUffleGrass
08-30-2016, 08:24 PM
Everyone's confessions are so serious. This may be the most disturbing confession I've ever made. So here it goes. I really like Olive Garden. I really like the food, drinks, atmosphere. Even the service was good today. I don't know why it gets a bad rap. I've been to expensive Italian restaurants and yes the food is good, but I still like Olive Garden.
This is an awesome confession.
My confession- I'm drunk posting!!! LOL
SnuffleUffleGrass
08-31-2016, 04:26 PM
Ok truly awesome funny confession- I was offered the chance to do mushrooms BUT I won't because my health problems are so bad & I am so stressed out I am sure the trip will turn into a bad trip. Tripping balls would also be a waste of time as I am already slacking on a bunch of things I was supposed to do days ago.
I'm sure I'll share here if I shroom out but I doubt it'll happen. I'm no fun lol
xStacey
08-31-2016, 09:11 PM
I miss having great sex and discovering a new body, but I haven't met anyone worthwhile for casual sex. Don't wanna go back on online dating sites and sleeping with people in my school or in my field is not a great idea since it's such a small community. I don't have time to invest in a relationship and I'm not interested in one, and I don't want to have the reputation of the "lawyer whose pants are easy to get into". Ugh. But I barely have time to meet anyone outside of my field -_- Maybe I should take the advice to go study at medical school libraries lol
Glamourmilf
08-31-2016, 09:45 PM
^^^yeah like 95% of dudes I've encountered are intimidated by vibrators and dildos. To them it's like having a real dick in the room or something. Men are weird.
So today, I was so horny I had to masturbate twice. *sigh* Although I really would prefer a real man to help me. I guess I will have to wait till I find a worthy dude.
Stay strong. Must resist....
You go girl!
#ThankGodForHitachi or #Fingers
SexxiLexxi
08-31-2016, 11:10 PM
I haven't told my s/o I've been approved on SM ... yet. *sigh*
Mainly because I'm already stressed out about how the fuck we're gonna pay rent for next week....I covered this week & last week....He has been laid off now going on 3 weeks & awaiting a job call and life is tough.
I have to get my lady balls up and just get the fuck on cam!
BarbieNYC
09-01-2016, 10:36 PM
I really pray I have the strength to cut him off for good this time. I am on.day 3 of going ghost on my bf (hopefully now ex)
The last straw was when I told him about a cheap flight from ny-la that he should book to visit me and he chose to buy his brother $180 shoes. His brother is a hs dropout who doesn't work and constantly asks him when he gets paid so he can buy useless shit. Actuallt everybody in that damn leech of a family is always asking him for money or when he gets paid. They never have money for food or rent but always have the latest phones and designer things. Ugh hood rich and he is hood santa claus.
I didn't even argue. I just calmly hung up and decided that I deserve better after three long faithful loyal years.
The kicker? Is that the flight was $10 less than the shoes.
carmen_b
09-02-2016, 01:33 PM
^ Ha. Shoes aside, I've actually ditched a man for not traveling so I just agree with this 100%.
But the shoes thing .... so silly.
Aurora_Sunset
09-02-2016, 08:20 PM
I watch Don't Trust the B---- in Apt. 23 whenever I'm feeling down. I'm on my 3rd run through the 2 seasons on Netflix.
It's not that it's a particularly "good" or clever or well-written show. I don't think it deserved to be cancelled, but I can't exactly justify its "brilliance" to people.
But watching it gives me a "fuck everyone" boost and makes me feel good about focusing on me. I'll never be "Chloe" but I can revel in that depiction of extremism for awhile.
seashell
09-02-2016, 08:50 PM
I started doing art again, and it is really boosting my mood. Pastel pencils + oil-based colored pencils = BLISS!
My confession is that since I live with my mother and have little privacy, my art studio is my bathroom. XD But you know what? It's working out rather well. My easel fits in there and I have a perfect little countertop for my laptop and art supplies, thank you very much.
Selina M
09-02-2016, 11:20 PM
I'm spending Friday night ordering pizza & wings, drinking beer, and shooting random videos for C4S. It's actually quite hilarious. I hope this ends up making some money because God, is it entertaining.
Oh, and I enjoy the Dominos 'pizza tracker' thing a bit too much. It tells you when they leave the store with your pizza so I have it timed and will go stand on the stairwell to meet the guy. It takes a lot of the weird anxiety out of the person-knocking-on-the-door part and prevents Excitable Dogs Epidemic from starting. Win.
Oh, oh and: Would it be too weird if I put in the instructions that the money will be on the door, just leave the food and knock? Or is that borderline anti-social hermit? :D
SexxiLexxi
09-03-2016, 01:20 AM
Oh, and I enjoy the Dominos 'pizza tracker' thing a bit too much. It tells you when they leave the store with your pizza so I have it timed and will go stand on the stairwell to meet the guy. It takes a lot of the weird anxiety out of the person-knocking-on-the-door part and prevents Excitable Dogs Epidemic from starting. Win.
I LOVE that fucking tracker!!!! I can put my dogs in their cage at the right time for when they knock on the door and I don't have my Shiba Inu under my feet, doing his crazy ass circles. Makes my life SO MUCH easier!
...Great, now I want pizza :/ lol
Aurora_Sunset
09-03-2016, 06:25 AM
Oh, oh and: Would it be too weird if I put in the instructions that the money will be on the door, just leave the food and knock? Or is that borderline anti-social hermit? :D
Omg, I had this exact thought last night when I ordered pizza. They make late-night delivery so easy for anti-social people who are home alone, don't want to go out, don't want to put on real clothes, and don't even want to pick up the phone so they use the computer... but then I have to actually answer the door and interact with the delivery guy? Ew lol
miss.a.p1600
09-03-2016, 09:34 AM
The kid has play date and this child's father is totally f*ckable. I totally would be thrilled if they had an open marriage. Sucks he's married to Bertha ball n chain. They both seem really nice. I had a vision of him eating me out while I was with that dude I used to date. And once I had a vision of him while I was in the depths of a self induced orgasm. He's not even that hot but he's nerdy, nice, lets the wife have her way, and just the type of dude I'd want to marry or at least date.
Glamourmilf
09-03-2016, 10:31 AM
The kid has play date and this child's father is totally f*ckable. I totally would be thrilled if they had an open marriage. Sucks he's married to Bertha ball n chain. They both seem really nice. I had a vision of him eating me out while I was with that dude I used to date. And once I had a vision of him while I was in the depths of a self induced orgasm. He's not even that hot but he's nerdy, nice, lets the wife have her way, and just the type of dude I'd want to marry or at least date.
Go for it! I hope u get it on with him.
*Normally I'd say, "Close your legs to married men"( a la Nene).
But,... let's just say, in recent days, I've had an epiphany.
We had a rabbit like you
09-04-2016, 10:29 AM
It's sept 3 and my house is completely decked out in leaf garlands, pumpkin candles, jack o lanterns, and spooky shit. I'm making pumpkin custard and picking apples too!
My husband is like "halloween is two months away babe" and I'm like "I know!! I only have two months to enjoy and prepare, it's not enough time!"
Idgaf, fall is like when my essence is at its peak. Lmao.
miss.a.p1600
09-04-2016, 10:49 AM
Well if pumpkin spice lattes are already out, Labor Day is here, then might as well get in the Halloween / fall spirit now.
whirlerz
09-04-2016, 11:39 AM
Well if pumpkin spice lattes are already out, Labor Day is here, then might as well get in the Halloween / fall spirit now.
Right^!
Luv pumpkin anything, I saw a receipe for the S'bucks pumpkin lattes..
Also love pumpkin muffies (just the muffin tops) @ Panera
SimoneGray
09-04-2016, 02:15 PM
I've had junk every day this weekend. My skin and body hate me. Back to veg and good stuff tomorrow.
xStacey
09-04-2016, 07:21 PM
I blocked my ex everywhere (social media, phone number, e-mail) and haven't talked to him in three months. I still think about him, but I no longer miss him or want to talk to him... I'm really proud of my progress.
It was so difficult at first, I would check his Facebook, Instagram and online dating profiles several times a day and constantly stalk him to resist the urge to contact him. I felt like such a freak and wasted so much time... I still look at his Instagram and online dating pages from time to time but not as often anymore. I even created a dummy account to stalk his Facebook, it used to be public but now everything's private but I would check every single day to see if he added anyone (he rarely adds friends on Facebook and if he adds a pretty chick he's sleeping with her). Today, I really wanted to unblock him on my dummy Facebook account just to see if he added anyone but I didn't and I'm so proud of myself. I know how ridiculous it sounds but I would block, unblock, block, unblock all the time and when someone's just unblocked, you have to wait 48 hours before you could block them again so I would keep going back multiple time a day to stalk... It was an obsession and really affecting my mental well-being because although I wasn't talking to him and he wasn't manipulating me anymore, he was still constantly on my mind, I knew it was bad but I couldn't stop.
I'm telling myself I made a lot of progress since. I still remember texting him, spamming his phone, calling him multiple times in an hour because I wanted to talk to him, he was ignoring me deliberately and constantly hurting me. After almost five years, I finally realize it will never work between us, he will never treat me right and I have to stop wasting my time. I never thought I would be able to walk away, every time I tried he pulled me back. It's difficult but I'm making progress, soon I won't be thinking about him and won't be stalking him at all anymore.
I did not unblock him on Facebook, because even if he did not add anyone, he's probably seeing someone and sleeping with plenty of girls anyway, and if I discover something I don't like or he did add someone, I will be so hurt and constantly stalking her, but I'm not even talking to him and he's no longer in my life... Why risk getting hurt again ? ... I sometimes think about him but he hasn't updated his Instagram page in months and he doesn't really add new pictures or update his online dating profile, so I feel safer checking those pages although I should stop because those creepy habits don't benefit me in any way... Yeah it's nice to see he was online several times a day, it means he's not dating anyone seriously but it's not too surprising, he always cheats on everyone he dates and he's always single.
I feel crazy just writing this out, but I never told anyone lol...I'm not always like this, he's the first guy I fell in love with when I was 18 and I never really got over it, I think it's time lol. Don't want to be like this over him at 30. With other guys, if it doesn't work out it's goodbye and I quickly forget about their existence. Don't know why it took so long with him...
When I told him during the summer we were taking a break and if I ever contact him before Fall (September back to school), to not reply, he agreed "for the summer". The last time we saw each other, I made sure the sex would be memorable and it was so amazing... LOL he's probably still waiting for me to come back, but it won't happen this time.
rareaspasia
09-05-2016, 08:22 AM
I've had junk every day this weekend. My skin and body hate me. Back to veg and good stuff tomorrow.
Same. I look chubby and old. Green smoothies for the next week!
seashell
09-05-2016, 02:38 PM
I talked to my mom about the fact that I want to teach English in Europe, since we share an apartment and my leaving would affect her. She said she was okay with taking my cat, and with me leaving my belongings behind. I was worried she would try and talk me into staying... But she gave me the green light. I am so, so grateful to have her in my life.
My plan is to teach English and cam on the side for extra income, which should be great because the cost of living in Prague, where I want to teach, is very low. If I were to move out of this apartment and stay in the US, it would be much more expensive and I'd have to choose between teaching and sex work. Eastern Europe seems to have a different mentality than North America in that regard.
Plus I'm secretly hoping my family (okay, and ex-boyfriend) will be proud of me for using my degree.
And Prague has a CASTLE! A freaking castle! I just... the wanderlust has taken hold.
miss.a.p1600
09-05-2016, 02:38 PM
Tried to help my dad set up wifi on his phone but instead of giving me his phone (cause he was paranoid I'd look at his nekkid pictures) I had to show him how to do it himself.
Why do people always think you're gonna scroll through their pictures?
Who gaf! Last thing I want to do is see my dad a$$hole naked so I'd purposely avoid the camera roll for that reason and im not that nosey I wouldn't look at people's pics without asking.
Genoveve
09-05-2016, 03:03 PM
^^Sounds just like my dad LOL.
BarbieNYC
09-05-2016, 11:40 PM
Went hiking with my overweight pitbull for Labor Day. I feel like such a bad dog mom. When I first got her we would go hiking every day. Then I moved to NY and left her with my parents and now she has gotten used to this sedentary lifestyle. We had to take it slow but she made it to the top. She is currently snoring at my feet. I need to start taking her more, both for her health and mine.
Also the ex contacted me today upset because I guess his little brother got into a fight with some asian kid at the park and the kid was the little brother of this hardcore Chinese gang member. Honestly his little brother has always had a smart mouth so I feel like it was only a matter of time before he pissed someone off. I didn't know what to say. Now my ex says he has to go to the park with some guys to settle the situation and i'm thinking in my head wtf. This isn't west side story. Also his little brother is a scrawny boy whereas he is a huge looking guy. I feel like the Chinese gang would go easy on his little brother but not my ex because he is so intimidating looking.
This whole situation has me going WTF. I definitely dodged a bullet with that family. I'm just praying nothing bad happens