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whirlerz
10-02-2016, 02:39 PM
It's all good, have fun for yourself!^:)

Me: nervously looking @ phones, after getting f*ck'd by Boost M/F, & this other phone I bought (on its way bk now) on ebay, for like $115, was 50. @ Best Buy!!:O

whirlerz
10-02-2016, 02:47 PM
Dang! I'm missing out potentially hot dilfs.

I need to get out more that's for sure.

Hahaha, I just saw him & kiddo again, awhile ago in pool. I took a dip too.
Niiiice.:cupid:

Anna_X
10-02-2016, 03:25 PM
I'm so pleased about my latest breakup - it's been holding me back in both business and life for months.

That - feels - so - GOOD, having got it out.

miss.a.p1600
10-03-2016, 06:54 AM
There's so many DILFs in the airport I don't know where to begin. In my head, every dude i see, I'm like yes I'd fuck you, mmm nice arms, total husband material, I'd totally have a baby with you, and on and on. I need to develop an airport hustle.

whirlerz
10-03-2016, 07:40 AM
& yea, that's totally possible, I need to do the same thing..
There's all kinds of bars, restaurants, etc to do your 'shopping' in :)

seashell
10-04-2016, 07:04 AM
I just bought my flight to Prague!!! I'm officially going for my TEFL course to teach English abroad! :D And somehow I scored a half-price ticket, only about $650 instead of $1300!

Feeling ecstatic right now. I haven't told very many people about this, gonna announce it on facebook today. :)

whirlerz
10-04-2016, 08:13 AM
There's so many DILFs in the airport I don't know where to begin. In my head, every dude i see, I'm like yes I'd fuck you, mmm nice arms, total husband material, I'd totally have a baby with you, and on and on. I need to develop an airport hustle.

Also: Check out the places nearby the airport too

Aurora_Sunset
10-04-2016, 06:52 PM
1) I'm over my FWB. He's a good friend, but I never should have taken it physical. It's just lame and bad every time, no matter how much I try to coach him. It's not worth it anymore. He also whines constantly about wanting to be over here far more than he already is, no matter how many times I lay down a blunt (and, frankly, bitchy) reminder that we're not anything serious. So it's like, dude, that's not how "friends" works, even with the benefits. Stop making it weird.

2) I think I really have a thing for a good friend... I rejected him, multiple times, a couple years ago, and honestly, I stand by that for the time period. He was super inexperienced and immature when it came to relationships, and needed some real-world experience to knock him out of this Disneyland fantasy that the first girlfriend he ever had/had sex with was absolutely going to be his future wife. Well, he went off, had a serious gf for a year and a half, and they just broke up. He didn't associate with me during their relationship, because apparently she was hella jealous of me and pictures she had seen on facebook. Now we're talking again, and he seems like he really grew up, and all his really good qualities are able to come through now. He was always one of my best friends - it was just his immaturity that kept me from seeing him as a dating prospect. Now, I feel super into him, but... he's trying to get over that relationship now; we haven't really hung out in over a year so we're still awkwardly trying to transition back into that; and who knows if he's officially moved on from his feelings for me and me trying to start anything would just be cruel and/or super awkward and backfire. I don't want to lose him as a friend again. The past year and a half without him around sucked...

After I sorta had this epiphany on Sunday, he randomly chatted me up last night as just a casual "hey what's going on?" thing for the first time since we reconnected. Then I ran into his sister at the animal shelter today, and I've only run into her twice in alll these years. Feels spooky. And a little mocking of the universe.

miss.a.p1600
10-04-2016, 07:28 PM
I wish I could instantly replace that last dude with another better looking and richer dude but I am not going to do a rebound. *sigh*

It pisses me off my mind keeps replaying the good times. Note to self: it was just an illusion. Must send all defective men back without sympathy or guilt. Must make room to receive better.


Also: Check out the places nearby the airport too

Our airport is strangely located in the hood. Mostly industrial areas and low class residential/ commercial areas. Not any quality places nearby. Everything is inside.

Next time I go which is in a few days I'm going to dress subtly hot. Can't be too obvious lol. I plan to do some self hypnosis beforehand; go a couple hours earlier than flight to have time to do a mild airport hustle which consists of doing some cafe/restaurant/bookstore hopping and scouting for potentials. I'm going to give myself bonus points if I can actually attract a dude to talk to me or hell I might even talk to him.

I'll report back on my experiment.

BarbieNYC
10-05-2016, 10:07 PM
The valet at work is absolutely in love with me and trying so hard to get out of the friend zone. He is an absolute sweetheart and has really been there for me as a friend.
He has even offered to help me out a couple of times financially when I've been in a pickle but I always refuse.

It really sucks because I definitely feel like i'm leading him on. I haven't done anything romantic with him and I don't say sweet things or anything to lead him on. I think he is just lonely being here alone from another country. It bugs me when we hang out and he pays for the meal. If I were romantically interested in him, I wouldn't care. But I try really hard to establish friendship boundaries and he doesn't get it.

now he is starting to do little things and comments like call me his princess and send me romantic smileys. And it just makes me so uncomfortable. I really love him as a friend but I just can't bring myself to like him like that

Also this makes me really sad. All I ever wanted was my ex to care for me like this and instead I have a nice guy who is trying to and I don't want him. Also I remember the pain of caring for my ex just like that and him not even giving me half of the care and attention back. And I dont wanna put this guy through that hurt. It really sucks.

seashell
10-06-2016, 01:53 AM
It pisses me off my mind keeps replaying the good times. Note to self: it was just an illusion. Must send all defective men back without sympathy or guilt. Must make room to receive better.

Word. I need to remind myself of this sometimes.

Amy Lee
10-06-2016, 09:49 AM
My confession is that I am suffering from major depression and anxiety and will possibly be checking myself in to a facility next week. My dogs are my life but I have no one to rely on and no one to watch them so I may need to give them back to the humane society that I adopted them from. I don;t know when this is going to stop. I have prayed and prayed and at this point I am just tired. I called in 3 days sick (unpaid) from my vanilla job because I just don't feel I can do it.

Amy Lee
10-06-2016, 09:51 AM
Have any of you ladies ever had a car repossessed? Did you make it through?

lynn2009
10-06-2016, 10:31 AM
Have any of you ladies ever had a car repossessed? Did you make it through?

Your best bet with creditors is always going to be contacting them proactively and trying to work out a new loan agreement ( smaller monthly payments in exchange for longer term and higher interest rate). Good luck.

seashell
10-06-2016, 12:53 PM
My confession is that I am suffering from major depression and anxiety and will possibly be checking myself in to a facility next week. My dogs are my life but I have no one to rely on and no one to watch them so I may need to give them back to the humane society that I adopted them from. I don;t know when this is going to stop. I have prayed and prayed and at this point I am just tired. I called in 3 days sick (unpaid) from my vanilla job because I just don't feel I can do it.
Sorry you're going through that! There's nothing wrong with doing what you have to do. I've known people who checked themselves into hospitals for treatment with severe depression, and they came out in a much better state.

Hope you feel better soon!

seashell
10-06-2016, 02:14 PM
Today's confession... I think it's because of my period, but I've been obsessed with an ex-bf recently. I just can't stop thinking about him. The other night, I dreamed about his female best friend, who I was jealous of, and I heard her voice for the first time in my dream.

Dammit, subconscious. Does this really need to invade my life day *and* night? Lol

miss.a.p1600
10-06-2016, 10:44 PM
Omg a show with this dude going through farms, orchards, forests to find and cook fresh food. Totally hot!!!! He went with this mushroom expert to find mushrooms to cook. Why do penises look like mushrooms?

lynn2009
10-07-2016, 06:26 AM
I'm so unmotivated going to work anymore, it's almost 9:30am and I am still in bed.

xStacey
10-07-2016, 08:47 AM
Oh my god, from now on I will swallow my pride and just say I don't work while studying in law even if people think I have it easy and it's the reason why my marks are so good, because I don't have to work, and my parents probably pay for everything and I was born in a rich family, when it is not at all the case.

I rarely talk about work and if I say I work, people rarely ask questions or I just say at a bar, they see I don't really wanna talk about it they stop. Some will ask oh which one and when I reply downtown they don't probe for more because they see I don't wanna talk about it but this time, I was at a wine course and the girl said oh you don't wanna talk about it ? I said not really. Omg so awkward. I have 2 more of these wine courses but I told myself oh at worse I won't see them again after.

But guess what ?! They were both siblings pretending they didn't know each other, at the end they said while laughing they were siblings but I wasn't sure if they were joking or not because during the break she went to see him and said oh I think I know you I saw you somewhere. I searched them on Facebook, the girl asked me oh you're in law so you know X person, I found her and the guy has the same family name as her, so they're really brother/sisters. Not only that, but THEY'RE ALL in the same family as a classmate I met this summer -_-........ The world is too small.

I don't wanna take any more risks saying I work at my previous firm and then meet someone who actually works there and says oh but you haven't been here for the last three years ?! or saying I work at a bar and not willing to disclose where. I'll just say I don't work at all although I really hate saying I don't work... Will have to find other excuses to explain why I'm always so busy, running out of time or unavailable -_-

So embarrassing, cannot stop thinking about it.

xStacey
10-07-2016, 08:53 AM
Separate post but related to the previous one... Ugh now I understand why law professors kept saying the law profession is a very small world, with clients, everyone, that you only have one reputation...

I am not a very social person and I hate people, I make an effort selectively with some people and when I do they like me... Ugh, now I really have to be extra careful with everyone I meet, not be a bitch, be nice, social and be careful about everything I say ... It will be draining at first, but I will get used to it hopefully...

seashell
10-07-2016, 01:20 PM
^I feel ya. I used to be a teacher, and we had to be very careful about what we said/how we presented ourselves at all times. You have to be cordial and make small talk with everyone, although after you do it for a while, it gets easier. I'm an introvert with limited people skills, which often showed, but you'd be surprised how many people (including extroverts) dislike or struggle with this stuff.

I hate constantly lying about camming/stripping, but I do it pretty well at this point. Lol. Get your story straight and stick to it. Try not to care about peoples' opinions of your fake story... it's fake, right? If they are worthwhile people, they will get to know you beyond the surface.

Aurora_Sunset
10-07-2016, 06:56 PM
It's one of my bucket list items to work in a haunted house. I keep forgetting to look into it until it's already October and everything is full and they've been practicing for weeks.

Aurora_Sunset
10-07-2016, 08:32 PM
I'm insanely jealous of the people I know who can eat like shit, drink like a fish, never work out, and are still skinny as shit... I know, I know, they're probably not internally healthy, but I spent so many years surrounded by people who were "gifted" like that, that I'm so damn jealous of it.

xStacey
10-07-2016, 09:35 PM
Lol ok I confess I stalked my ex again on Facebook because I was bored. Such a loser, he changed his profile picture and there's 19 likes, 17 are from men LOL, his single fuckboy friends who are just like him and 2 ugly girls.

BarbieNYC
10-08-2016, 02:17 AM
Drunk and thinking about fuckboy ex. Resisting the urge to text or call him. Give me strength ladies

Valet got insanely jealous when a dancer offered to give me a ride home. He was super busy with drunk customers and someone who locked their keys in their car so she offered to get me home sooner. He got like a crazy stalker reaction to someone else taking me home. I am starting to get worried now.

Velveteen.Rabbit
10-08-2016, 06:31 AM
I could probably find a husband among the patrons of Jumbos Clown Room

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-08-2016, 07:53 AM
I could probably find a husband among the patrons of Jumbos Clown Room

Take it from me...LA douchebaggy men are a special breed. You might earn anything you get out of a marriage like that. Try Silver Lake first

We had a rabbit like you
10-08-2016, 08:15 AM
I'm getting freaked out at the thought of having another human being exit my body this winter, and I'm sooo sick of hearing "your body was made for this!" Cause I fucking beg to differ. It fucks your body alllll up, my pelvic floor was ripped open and I went into shock, I do NOT think our bodies were made for a watermelon to exit a tiny little cervical hole. in fact I read that the baby was supposed to stay in for a year but after nine months the female body cannot contain it anymore.
I think humans are some strange experiment and we haven't fully evolved to where we should be yet.

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-08-2016, 08:16 AM
I'm getting freaked out at the thought of having another human being exit my body this winter, and I'm sooo sick of hearing "your body was made for this!" Cause I fucking beg to differ. It fucks your body alllll up, my pelvic floor was ripped open and I went into shock, I do NOT think our bodies were made for a watermelon to exit a tiny little cervical hole. in fact I read that the baby was supposed to stay in for a year but after nine months the female body cannot contain it anymore.
I think humans are some strange experiment and we haven't fully evolved to where we should be yet.

I completely agree

seashell
10-08-2016, 09:00 AM
I'm getting freaked out at the thought of having another human being exit my body this winter, and I'm sooo sick of hearing "your body was made for this!" Cause I fucking beg to differ. It fucks your body alllll up, my pelvic floor was ripped open and I went into shock, I do NOT think our bodies were made for a watermelon to exit a tiny little cervical hole. in fact I read that the baby was supposed to stay in for a year but after nine months the female body cannot contain it anymore.
I think humans are some strange experiment and we haven't fully evolved to where we should be yet.

Pregnancy scares me sooo much. You're not alone.

I saw a documentary on the subject of human evolution a while back. It claimed we haven't fully evolved to handle standing up, which is why back pain is so common. And the standing position is part of why our birth process is so difficult and shorter in length than it should be... Can you imagine if human babies were born as highly functioning as other animals, like baby deer, which can walk straight out of the womb? We would have a completely different society.

MyRealNameIsWeird
10-10-2016, 08:47 AM
I'm getting freaked out at the thought of having another human being exit my body this winter, and I'm sooo sick of hearing "your body was made for this!" Cause I fucking beg to differ. It fucks your body alllll up, my pelvic floor was ripped open and I went into shock, I do NOT think our bodies were made for a watermelon to exit a tiny little cervical hole. in fact I read that the baby was supposed to stay in for a year but after nine months the female body cannot contain it anymore.
I think humans are some strange experiment and we haven't fully evolved to where we should be yet.

I hear you. I've done almost everything "right" and luckily missed out on a load of pregnancy symptoms, so when they ask about my health everyone's complimenting me and saying how "it's almost over now" and "the hard part's done" and I'm like "wtf, no, I wasn't scared of morning sickness constipation or stretch marks, I was scared of the bit at the end where you shove 7lbs out your vag". The "hard part" my ass... I've had thickened lining on my periods before and THAT fucking hurt to pass. I'm preeeeetty sure childbirth is going to hurt a fuck ton more than that. The weirdest part is a load of this is coming from MUMS. They should know that turning down a coffee hurts less than childbirth. Why do they lie to me.... :/ :(

Selina M
10-10-2016, 12:38 PM
Last night I went to my hometown. My friend and I went to get burgers. They call our food out... And the girl who gives it to me is this chick who was just a huge bitch in high school (thought she was hot shit/better than me & always told people I was trying to steal her boyfriend).

Made it better that I was dressed nice with full stripper makeup and jewelry and expensive handbag. This girl went absolutely pale when she saw me. Her face was priceless.

I'm a terrible person but... That felt GOOD. This bitch is still stuck in Bumfuck Egypt, flipping burgers, long since left by said boyfriend. Karma, man.

Velveteen.Rabbit
10-10-2016, 01:08 PM
Take it from me...LA douchebaggy men are a special breed. You might earn anything you get out of a marriage like that. Try Silver Lake first

Silverlake was the first place in LA I ever moved to lol

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-10-2016, 06:31 PM
Last night I went to my hometown. My friend and I went to get burgers. They call our food out... And the girl who gives it to me is this chick who was just a huge bitch in high school (thought she was hot shit/better than me & always told people I was trying to steal her boyfriend).

Made it better that I was dressed nice with full stripper makeup and jewelry and expensive handbag. This girl went absolutely pale when she saw me. Her face was priceless.

I'm a terrible person but... That felt GOOD. This bitch is still stuck in Bumfuck Egypt, flipping burgers, long since left by said boyfriend. Karma, man.

Yes it's glorious when karma kicks a field goal.

Velveteen.Rabbit
10-10-2016, 09:37 PM
NOTE TO SELF/EVERYONE:

Neverrrrr use your bra as storage if you have implants. Omggg one time I put a phone charger USB cord in there because I ran out of space in my bag, and then forgot about it so I slept overnight with it in there. Thennnn last night I took change to a vending machine to buy a bottle of water only to figure out the vending machine was broken/full of change and wouldn't work, so I put the coins back in my bra and forgot about them til morning when I changed.

Omggggg both times I got weird bruises in the shape of the items, and my boobs are SO itchy in those areas!!! I even got a rash from the phone cord, hopefully that doesn't happen with last nights coin incident too, ughhhh. I disinfected my boobs both times in the morning and put natural lotion on, but it won't stoppp!

Has this happened to anyone else before??

It kinda freaks me out because if this is what's happening on the OUTSIDE of my body with the implants/foreign objects, then what's happening on the inside of my body????

seashell
10-10-2016, 11:14 PM
Today's confession... I can't stop watching this cheesy music video. Alex Turner from the Arctic Monkeys/The Last Shadow Puppets is a goddamn sexy beast! ;D


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VPsyynjHpbY

seashell
10-11-2016, 12:31 AM
NOTE TO SELF/EVERYONE:

Neverrrrr use your bra as storage if you have implants. Omggg one time I put a phone charger USB cord in there because I ran out of space in my bag, and then forgot about it so I slept overnight with it in there. Thennnn last night I took change to a vending machine to buy a bottle of water only to figure out the vending machine was broken/full of change and wouldn't work, so I put the coins back in my bra and forgot about them til morning when I changed.

Omggggg both times I got weird bruises in the shape of the items, and my boobs are SO itchy in those areas!!! I even got a rash from the phone cord, hopefully that doesn't happen with last nights coin incident too, ughhhh. I disinfected my boobs both times in the morning and put natural lotion on, but it won't stoppp!

Has this happened to anyone else before??

It kinda freaks me out because if this is what's happening on the OUTSIDE of my body with the implants/foreign objects, then what's happening on the inside of my body????

Never happened to me, but I know that seems scary! D: I wonder if it would've happened regardless of the implants, though? The USB cord and coins are probably dirty by nature, so it makes sense that your skin would have a reaction. If you had silicone/saline leaking, there would probably be other symptoms.

Velveteen.Rabbit
10-11-2016, 01:32 AM
Never happened to me, but I know that seems scary! D: I wonder if it would've happened regardless of the implants, though? The USB cord and coins are probably dirty by nature, so it makes sense that your skin would have a reaction. If you had silicone/saline leaking, there would probably be other symptoms.

I did it before without implants a few times and that never happened. I've had mine for going on 2 years now.

BarbieNYC
10-11-2016, 02:35 AM
The ex deleted all traces of me from his social media. I am absolutely heartbroken, but I have to keep reminding myself it is for the best.

I am so so grateful for the support I've received on this site but also for the support I've received from girls in the club. As soon as the girls found out what happened, I got numerous invites out for Halloween, girls had their customers buying me drinks and tipping me on stage. Many told me stories of their breakups and how they got over it and it made me feel so much better. I definitely saw a ton of similarities between their relationships and mine. And I also got a whole new perspective and appreciation for getting out when I did as some of their stories made my relationship look like a cakewalk. Even the ice Queens at work had words of comfort and past experience for me

One girl actually sent me messages with little motivational pictures to help move on. We went shopping, she took me to the gym with her, we ate lunch, and she even took me to work.

I honestly feel like crying from the amazing support I've received. Yes we are each other's competition but nothing brings women closer together than helping someone get over relationship with a fuckboy.

Funny thing is, today I lost my phone. It was nice to get a new phone and start over. I had a good shift at work and I know I'll be okay:)

*edit found my phone but am still keeping the new phone as a present to myself and for a fresh start

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-11-2016, 06:37 AM
NOTE TO SELF/EVERYONE:

Neverrrrr use your bra as storage if you have implants. Omggg one time I put a phone charger USB cord in there because I ran out of space in my bag, and then forgot about it so I slept overnight with it in there. Thennnn last night I took change to a vending machine to buy a bottle of water only to figure out the vending machine was broken/full of change and wouldn't work, so I put the coins back in my bra and forgot about them til morning when I changed.

Omggggg both times I got weird bruises in the shape of the items, and my boobs are SO itchy in those areas!!! I even got a rash from the phone cord, hopefully that doesn't happen with last nights coin incident too, ughhhh. I disinfected my boobs both times in the morning and put natural lotion on, but it won't stoppp!

Has this happened to anyone else before??

It kinda freaks me out because if this is what's happening on the OUTSIDE of my body with the implants/foreign objects, then what's happening on the inside of my body????

I got contact rashes like that after I had an serious illness related to my hormones & uterus. I also know that happens to people with autoimmune disorders. This whole topic has been debated on here actually.

Velveteen.Rabbit
10-11-2016, 09:29 AM
I got contact rashes like that after I had an serious illness related to my hormones & uterus. I also know that happens to people with autoimmune disorders. This whole topic has been debated on here actually.

I have all of those right now fml. Do you have a link to the thread?

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-11-2016, 09:30 AM
There are several different ones going back several years if you search discussions about implant complications they will come up.

Velveteen.Rabbit
10-11-2016, 03:53 PM
There are several different ones going back several years if you search discussions about implant complications they will come up.

Oh yeah I started a lot of those I think lol. I thought you meant there was a recent one

Velveteen.Rabbit
10-11-2016, 10:39 PM
The ex deleted all traces of me from his social media. I am absolutely heartbroken, but I have to keep reminding myself it is for the best.

I am so so grateful for the support I've received on this site but also for the support I've received from girls in the club. As soon as the girls found out what happened, I got numerous invites out for Halloween, girls had their customers buying me drinks and tipping me on stage. Many told me stories of their breakups and how they got over it and it made me feel so much better. I definitely saw a ton of similarities between their relationships and mine. And I also got a whole new perspective and appreciation for getting out when I did as some of their stories made my relationship look like a cakewalk. Even the ice Queens at work had words of comfort and past experience for me

One girl actually sent me messages with little motivational pictures to help move on. We went shopping, she took me to the gym with her, we ate lunch, and she even took me to work.

I honestly feel like crying from the amazing support I've received. Yes we are each other's competition but nothing brings women closer together than helping someone get over relationship with a fuckboy.

Funny thing is, today I lost my phone. It was nice to get a new phone and start over. I had a good shift at work and I know I'll be okay:)

*edit found my phone but am still keeping the new phone as a present to myself and for a fresh start

Panoch let's go on a fun daytime adventure while I feed you an alcoholic smoothie and you rub cortisone cream on titty rash #2. I will caress your long blonde locks and you can caress my titty rash while I hypnotize you into becoming the lesbian you always say you want to be.

xStacey
10-12-2016, 07:40 PM
Can't wait to be done with mid-terms and return to work next week-end ! I am actually really excited, I miss my good clients and working sporadically makes it really fun going back to work, it's like partying while making a lot of money (and I really need money).

I never attend parties during the reading week or holidays to celebrate the end of exams although they sound pretty fun (this semester it's the Great Gatsby themed), but it's usually on a Friday or Saturday night and I am too eager to return to the club to celebrate with my regulars instead and it's also the only week-ends I have some time to work.

BarbieNYC
10-13-2016, 03:38 PM
No wonder I dated losers. My dad is the ultimate fuckboy.

My stepmother and I are currently putting together new dining room chairs and if I weren't here to help, my poor stepmother would have had to figure out the English instructions by herself.

I straight up asked her why my dad wasn't doing it. And she couldn't answer me. He was just chilling on the couch relaxing while she struggled.

Ugh I've dated losers but at least all of them could put furniture together if I asked them to. Maybe I'm old school but it really bugs me that he didn't even attempt to put the chairs together himself. Or pay someone to do it.

I hope I dont end up with a white collar guy. If I do, I hope he knows how to help around the house. I always pictured myself with a construction worker or blue collar worker. My dad pays for everyone to fix things. I want someone who can do it himself.

Ugh who knew chairs could be such a trigger lol

buttonpop
10-13-2016, 05:00 PM
I confess that I need to work on myself a bit. I've noticed I have been much less charismatic lately. Years ago I was very outgoing, witty and opinionated and would dominate conversations. I would talk about myself a lot. I've reeled this back A LOT and spent the last 1-2 years really stepping back and doing more listening than speaking, and only really answering questions. I think there's a balance between the two that I haven't found yet however, because I find myself more and more having conversations solely about the other person and I end up leaving dates and new friendships without having said a single thing about myself. I've gone on 3 dates with this one guy who hasn't asked me about my work so I haven't told him I'm a dancer yet. Its starting to feel deceitful even though I would easily tell him if he only asked me what i do for work.

Its becoming almost a self conscious thing-- i think people aren't interested in hearing me talk unless they specifically ask me about something. but its leading to me being very awkward in conversations and shy. I need to get a bit of my old dominant charisma back. i used to have this amazing magnetism about myself that attracted people to me. I was great at carrying the weight of conversations and meeting new people because I would just start talking about whatever I wanted to instead of waiting for the other person to ask me questions. It also made me domineering and intimidating, which I'd like to avoid falling back into. I think there's a happy balance in there somewhere...

baer45
10-13-2016, 07:27 PM
I watched the new HBO show westworld. But I am too stupid to follow what it's about.

DonaDiabla
10-13-2016, 09:04 PM
Westworld seems to be about androids learning about the meaning of life. They have been designed to be human's entertainment but suddenly they revolt after one android learns they have been created for human entertainment :) Ooooh, I hope that I am saying it right :)



I watched the new HBO show westworld. But I am too stupid to follow what it's about.

baer45
10-14-2016, 07:48 AM
Westworld seems to be about androids learning about the meaning of life. They have been designed to be human's entertainment but suddenly they revolt after one android learns they have been created for human entertainment :) Ooooh, I hope that I am saying it right :)

Can human be killed by androids in westworld? It looked like it can be in the our world.