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Elektra Luxx
11-20-2016, 08:08 PM
Is it appendicitis?
Okay, home now. My little brother is feeling better, but the doctors couldn't narrow the problem down. It was not appendicitis, but he was a lot of pain and went away slowly. He scared the crap out of me. My parents showed up.
I was suppose to see my friend today, but he canceled because he wasn't feeling good. So a stressful day.
miss.a.p1600
11-21-2016, 03:40 PM
Happened to look up and see a Kind of hot DILF......smile at me. Well I'm not feeling 100% attractive so I can't relish this moment like I want to.
This other guy left his infant inside the carrier, on a tabletop. Makes me nervous to see that knowing anyone could accidentally bump into the table and knock it over.
BarbieNYC
11-21-2016, 09:04 PM
I made a bad financial decision today. I worked this past weekend and made a comfortable amount of money to hold myself over until finals were over.
And then I finally decided to listen to my favorite artist who I haven't listened to since the breakup. my ex and I went to his concert our last night together. I looked up his tour and he so happens to be in LA in february so I bought the tickets even though I shouldn't have.
I'm not regretting it. I really wanna see him live again. It just means I gotta work again this weekend lol :)
Elektra Luxx
11-21-2016, 10:32 PM
Just found out my friend with MD and in a wheelchair has been given one month to live and he wants to see me before he dies. He has always had deep feelings for me and I don't know what to do because I never felt the same way. I tried to be nice to him and he took it as I had feelings for him. I'm kind of freaked out. Should I spend all my time with him until he ....? I love him as a friend and I'm willing to spend time with him, but what if he wants me to be intimate with him? What do you say to a person with only a few weeks to live? I'm seeing him this afternoon.
Heard from my friend and wants to get together when he is feeling stronger, but he wasn't specific. I'm feeling stressed the situation.
lynn2009
11-21-2016, 10:59 PM
Heard from my friend and wants to get together when he is feeling stronger, but he wasn't specific. I'm feeling stressed the situation.
Whoever replied to you first is right, you can be supportive for him but need to set your own boundaries. You do not ever owe anyone anything, even if he is terminal. If men mistake kindness for affection that is their problem. If you are not up for it, don't see him.
(Also you need to clean out your pms :) )
miss.a.p1600
11-22-2016, 07:16 AM
Heard from my friend and wants to get together when he is feeling stronger, but he wasn't specific. I'm feeling stressed the situation.
I'd pull an Anna Nicole. Get a wad of cash or Have him sign over something of major financial value and then afterwards for the grand fanale, only show him boobs, nothing more.
But yeah try not to stress. A real friend won't press you for something your not comfortable with. For all you know he might not even want anything sexually intimate. He may just want to hold hands or hug. Idk.
If he wants something sexual then he can always pay someone else to help indulge his fantasies before the end. Win win for both of you as you won't be pressured into something you're not feeling and he can enjoy last moments of life.
Elektra Luxx
11-22-2016, 08:36 AM
I'd pull an Anna Nicole. Get a wad of cash or Have him sign over something of major financial value and then afterwards for the grand fanale, only show him boobs, nothing more.
OMG!!! Hustle him and flash my boobies!!! I almost spit the water I was drinking. That was so funny!!! We have kissed on the lips after our dates. He's a normal guy in that I've caught him cop a quick feel during hugs, but I couldn't hustle him.
Aurora_Sunset
11-22-2016, 02:58 PM
My new job really isn't on top of keeping track of where I am in my precepting, and they're just kinda relying on me to get ahold of the proper people regarding when I think I'm done and getting myself scheduled again... Because I'm so far behind on schoolwork, and also don't want to risk working Black Friday when the Gilmore Girls revival airs, I'm just not emailing anyone this week until Friday to talk to them about scheduling...
I WILL, but I mean, if they're not gonna care enough to keep up, I'm going to take advantage of the holiday break time this week.
baer45
11-22-2016, 03:51 PM
OMG!!! Hustle him and flash my boobies!!! I almost spit the water I was drinking. That was so funny!!! We have kissed on the lips after our dates. He's a normal guy in that I've caught him cop a quick feel during hugs, but I couldn't hustle him.
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xStacey
11-22-2016, 08:19 PM
I am really happy during the first year of law I didn't spend much time studying with classmates, sharing study methods or talking to them much in general because I was so stressed out and I study better alone... My first year went extremely well so there's a little less pressure although it's still very intense and competitive, but I've been talking more with classmates and if I were still a first year I would be freaking out right now.
I spend a lot of time after every class organizing and summarizing my notes, sometimes it would take 6-8 hours because the teachers talk really fast, there's a lot of complex material and I sometimes end up with 15-18 pages of notes for a single class without much space and the law professors don't give power points so the notes you take are super important. This semester I had a lot of take-home exams, I spend a lot of time on them, I am very detail-oriented and meticulous. Whether it's worth 10% or 50% I spend as much time as necessary (okay maybe not the best way to prioritize but I can't help it). So, because of all of this, I am behind in my classes and some readings, and I rarely have time to study until the end of the semester. But since I spend so much time synthesizing my notes and when I read I take more time because I write down a lot of notes, I end up getting very good marks although the last couple of weeks are very stressful and intense because I am catching up, reviewing material and actually studying for the first time. It's a little ridiculous when I think about it, I am always last-minute but it's not that I am fooling around I am just as busy, it's just I spend a lot of time on each task and I don't just study right away.
I talk to some people and they're done with their essays 2 weeks ahead, or they say they've already started reviewing for the exams they're totally ready and they've read everything and I still have to finish my essay (far from being done) before I can actually catch up on my readings and then start studying... It's stressful but I am not freaking out, but I know my past self would have....
Well surprisingly, I am on the dean's list and they're not, so I must be doing something right. It's just funny how some people pre-judge and think you're failing because somehow you're always last minute and doing all-nighters at the end of the semester lol. I am waiting till I secure the competitive internship I want this winter to open my LinkedIn account before I list all my prizes, accomplishments and GPA lol. The people who are acting so cocky wouldn't be as much haha. A girl was telling me about how she's almost done with her essay and said I guess you haven't even started ? Haha.
baer45
11-22-2016, 08:44 PM
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lynn2009
11-22-2016, 09:29 PM
I spend a lot of time after every class organizing and summarizing my notes, sometimes it would take 6-8 hours because the teachers talk really fast, there's a lot of complex material and I sometimes end up with 15-18 pages of notes for a single class without much space and the law professors don't give power points so the notes you take are super important.
Could you secretly record your lectures? Not worth getting caught?
xStacey
11-22-2016, 10:38 PM
Could you secretly record your lectures? Not worth getting caught?
Oh we can record, some people listen to the recordings all over again but I don't wanna sit through another 3 hrs... I type really fast so I just write down everything. Most of our exams are open-book so it's super important that our notes are well-organized... and as I summarize I'm learning the material and if there's something I don't understand it takes a bit longer but at the same time it's kinda like reviewing although I'm not actually studying... But that's also the reason I can get away with cramming my notes 2 days before the exam and getting A+ because they're my own and I spent so much time on them.. some people rely on upper years notes and don't take any while in class they just stare at their computer and listen, but it's not the same level of processing.
It doesn't always take 6-8 hrs LOL but I also incorporate jurisprudence and doctrine in my notes so it takes forever!!!!!
It's just really different... when I was in psych we would just study the PowerPoint the teachers gave us and it's fine I barely took any notes but in law it's different. I didn't understand at first why notes are so important LOL but it's always about asking for upper years notes, asking your classmates for their notes if you missed something or to compare, some people giving fake notes so students get bad marks....
seashell
11-23-2016, 11:52 AM
I confess that I just spent the past few hours writing a sad love song on ukulele. Because Prague is dark at 4:30pm, my wifi isn't working, and I was too chicken to leave my scary apartment by myself, lol.
Velveteen.Rabbit
11-23-2016, 01:57 PM
Watching Dolly Parton performance vids from the late 60s. I love that era and Dolly so much
We had a rabbit like you
11-23-2016, 07:57 PM
I really want to temporarily (hopefully) leave my husband and take a little break..I signed up for life with an adult male, not a pissy little bitch. Idc if you're "stressed" you think I'm not??
But my son is in school here so I really can't until xmas vacation wtf. idk how much more I can take without exploding. He needs a wake up call
lynn2009
11-24-2016, 09:24 AM
The last three months or so I've been volunteering Sunday mornings at a stray cat spay/neuter clinic. I signed up when I got my cat's stuff at PetSmart. I applied for a new cat pretending I lived at home (which another volunteer told me to do) to avoid rental fees anyway the woman who does adoptions just called me asking me how I've met the cat (it was on my application) and I said I volunteer at the clinic thinking that would be the end of it. But she asked if the cat would be living with my parents since she doesn't think I drive an hour to clean cages every week. And I was so tired and surprised by this, when honestly I'm not super eager to get another one yet anyway, I didn't know how to answer so I pulled a Trump and just hung up the phone. Really embarrassing and probably one of the rudest things I've ever done but I was like they're clearly not giving me the cat and I'm tired and busy.
charlie61
11-24-2016, 12:48 PM
I really want to temporarily (hopefully) leave my husband and take a little break..I signed up for life with an adult male, not a pissy little bitch. Idc if you're "stressed" you think I'm not??
But my son is in school here so I really can't until xmas vacation wtf. idk how much more I can take without exploding. He needs a wake up call
I really do believe that women are far better able to handle long-term emotional stressors than men. Men seem more limited...they are equipped to cope with short-term stressors that have clear solutions.
seashell
11-25-2016, 07:07 PM
I don't know how I feel about my former friend-with-benefits being distant. I expected it, since I moved away and our relationship was mostly sexual, but I was kind of hoping the friendship part would stay alive. He was the person I spent the most time with before leaving home, and despite all the new people I've been hanging out with in my TEFL class, there's definitely a void in my life.
victoriavein
11-25-2016, 09:52 PM
my husband thinks i'm still camming locked in our room, but i'm really surfing the net, reading, and eating my secret candy stash.
Aurora_Sunset
11-26-2016, 11:40 AM
I need to do more schoolwork... but at this point, most of the things I have to do are things I should do to ensure my discussion/participation grade but not absolutely mandatory so I'm having a really hard time motivating myself to do them... I'm just burned out and ready for these particular classes and the semester to be over.
miss.a.p1600
11-26-2016, 11:44 AM
Meeting men in real life that have sex fetishes i consider weird.
baer45
11-26-2016, 03:51 PM
my husband thinks i'm still camming locked in our room, but i'm really surfing the net, reading, and eating my secret candy stash.
Love it.
whirlerz
11-26-2016, 04:19 PM
Well, it took me hoursss but finally done touching up my roots..& Fuck the salons I called, trying to get an appt..although I did cancel an appt for tomorrow, cause she told me they use the old standby for scalp sensitivity, Sweet n Low sugar sub. Which's fine, except it doesn't work for me. I have my own product from Sally's but since they don't know it, they won't use it? & I'm just supposed to deal w/a burning scalp, sure thing::)
Also, I wish there was some fast way to get ahold of Yelp, a lot of these places didn't even list their business hours?
Love the one, that's mostly in a foreign language too.
miss.a.p1600
11-26-2016, 11:32 PM
Watching a video of this woman cleaning. Wth?!? But i am hypnotized and must keep watching lol. She reminds me of a young suburban house mom. Totally hot. And make me want to go deep clean my place ... while cutely dressed and while filming myself.
seashell
11-27-2016, 01:33 AM
I did snapchat video for the first time yesterday, just watching my guy friend jerk off. LOL. It was hot, but the camgirl side of me was judging the hell out of the film quality. Like, all I can see is a giant dick/hand and some tiny feet in the background. lulz
whirlerz
11-27-2016, 12:28 PM
For some reason, (well I was on a news page) & saw "Dangerous Countries to Viist" & I've been reading & doing research on it for hours.
North Korea, for one, which's a total dictatorship, & there's a US advisory not to go there. You must get a 2nd passport, enter from China, they may or may not allow your cell, (if they do, you must allow them to install their mobile service which lets them monitor everything on your phone) & you're assigned someone that watches you constantly & tells you when to eat & sleep?
A US college student was recently sentenced to 15 yrs hard labor, for tearing down a banner, sometimes they let people go after a short time, if someone of importance goes there.
14 US citizens have been detained in the last 10 yrs
charlie61
11-27-2016, 01:44 PM
My partner and I have started the process of looking for a house. And all I want is out.
Aurora_Sunset
11-28-2016, 07:24 AM
Every time I have to get up super early for work and sleep at someone else's place, whether it's my friend or my boyfriend, they always get up along with me and make me coffee to go while I'm getting ready.
Here's the thing.... I don't like drinking coffee in the morning before work. I will drink coffee occasionally because I like the taste, but I actually don't like caffeine and do not use it to get going in the morning. My body doesn't handle caffeine well and basically just physiologically mimics having anxiety, which is the last thing I need at an already stressful job that's even more stressful due to being new. It would also make me have to use the bathroom, which I avoid as much as possible on the ambulance because you really never know when you'll get a chance for a bathroom break.
I have told both of these people this multiple times, but since they're coffee maniacs, I don't think they understand any other way to help me out early in the morning. They clearly so desperately want to do something to help me out when I have to be up stupid early that I've given up on the "I don't drink caffeine" lecture and just take the coffee.
I never drink it.... I either pour it out outside in the grass before getting in my car or I drink some of it cold on my way home.
Velveteen.Rabbit
11-28-2016, 02:46 PM
^^^ Slightly OT but what does it mean if you have occasional anxiety in general, but drinking coffee/caffeine calms you down, helps you focus, and energizes you? I find it so crazy that people have completely different reactions to the exact same substances, even if they have the same issues (for example anxiety). It's so interesting. And I suspect, very genetic.
whirlerz
11-28-2016, 08:35 PM
I got so engrossed in reading about N.Korea that I forgot I'd signed up for an Ebay seminar tonight, found out about the time it was over w/
whirlerz
11-28-2016, 11:31 PM
Lol. I now have 3 books (1 already on hold) @ the library..1 about N.Korea, 2 - I just requested, about the US Pueblo (a navy ship seized & still over there), & about a guy that was second generation & escaped prison camp there.
I mean, when I get on a topic, that's it I don't stop..:banghead::hyper:
seashell
11-29-2016, 09:00 AM
^^^ Slightly OT but what does it mean if you have occasional anxiety in general, but drinking coffee/caffeine calms you down, helps you focus, and energizes you? I find it so crazy that people have completely different reactions to the exact same substances, even if they have the same issues (for example anxiety). It's so interesting. And I suspect, very genetic.
Not exactly sure, but this is really common with kids who have ADHD. Their parents will give them caffeinated beverages, like diet Mountain Dew, to keep them calm and focused. Caffeine mimics what ADHD meds do.
Vyanka
11-29-2016, 11:19 AM
Confession... I pulled an evil hustle last night and got my money right away through PayPal. Mua ha ha
whirlerz
11-29-2016, 11:26 AM
Be careful..just saying, I did that once & they A/hole insisted on a refund..I had to do it, or he'd report me & I'd be in all kinds of shite.
Vyanka
11-29-2016, 08:07 PM
Be careful..just saying, I did that once & they A/hole insisted on a refund..I had to do it, or he'd report me & I'd be in all kinds of shite.
I know. This is the first and last time I do this. I'm not getting emotinally attached to the tip, in case that happens. Lol. It was a customer my coworker called me over to, to do vip with together. It was her customer. Since I hooked her up in the past, she returned the favor.
I'm happy with the hours we did, great if that tip goes smoothly. It was his first time there, so since the club doesn't allow us to get large tips from first time customers, so we figured to do it through PayPal. It's still pending.
It's a good idea with a trusted customer. No dealing with bullshit hosts, plus the extra fees clubs charges just to run a tip. Plus it'll be all mine, none of that percentage taken away.
Aurora_Sunset
11-30-2016, 07:49 AM
I have to put together a Powerpoint presentation for tomorrow, and, honestly... it's been so long since I needed to use Powerpoint (certainly haven't used it since all the new upgrades to Microsoft Office) that I really don't know how anymore. Like, I got all the pieces on there, but I have no idea how to make it pretty or how much is too much to add to a slide, where to find graphics, how to time things to not all pop up at once... It's embarrassing, but I just don't know anything about the program anymore. I think I'm gonna have to ask a friend for help tonight.
seashell
11-30-2016, 11:16 AM
I confess that right now, I am totally overwhelmed by life. I keep forgetting my class schedule and showing up to the wrong place, I am re-wearing dirty clothes because I've been too tired to do laundry, I'm spending all my free time doing homework or camming... and all I want to do is sleep. Ugh.
Velveteen.Rabbit
11-30-2016, 11:25 AM
I have to put together a Powerpoint presentation for tomorrow, and, honestly... it's been so long since I needed to use Powerpoint (certainly haven't used it since all the new upgrades to Microsoft Office) that I really don't know how anymore. Like, I got all the pieces on there, but I have no idea how to make it pretty or how much is too much to add to a slide, where to find graphics, how to time things to not all pop up at once... It's embarrassing, but I just don't know anything about the program anymore. I think I'm gonna have to ask a friend for help tonight.
Youtube tutorials
baer45
11-30-2016, 09:19 PM
One of things that always bother me at this hour. I want some late night snacks but I already brushed my teeth.
miss.a.p1600
11-30-2016, 10:08 PM
Watching YouTube videos .......... again. And I am hypnotized again lol.
Ok. I'm working myself up to make my own vids.
Some of these people have borderline porn videos. I mean highly suggestive. Hair video of woman squirting white substance (conditioner lol) on her hair. A breast feeding video with women playing with their lactating breasts. And more.
lynn2009
12-01-2016, 07:02 PM
Someone cut me off in traffic today and I followed them for about ten minutes after I would've usually turned off for my complex.
JGB2009
12-01-2016, 10:20 PM
So like I do this dumbest thing ever. Never have told anyone, but when I go to a store and happen to see cigarettes or alcohol, I try and find the brand of cigarettes and alcohol my daughters dad buys......its like a game and I have to find it. Weird I know, but that's what I do. Have been doing it for years.....wondering will I like do it 4 ever.
BarbieNYC
12-02-2016, 02:18 AM
You guys I'm kind of in shock right now. My ex called me and pretty much confessed his love for me, how he wants to get married, and move to California to be with me. How he is done with new york.
I'm just like whyyyy after all this time. -_- I'm still kind of processing everything. It was really hard to hear. Has anyone else had this happen? Where your ex pops up randomly out of nowhere and wants you back? So awkward
Velveteen.Rabbit
12-02-2016, 12:10 PM
You guys I'm kind of in shock right now. My ex called me and pretty much confessed his love for me, how he wants to get married, and move to California to be with me. How he is done with new york.
I'm just like whyyyy after all this time. -_- I'm still kind of processing everything. It was really hard to hear. Has anyone else had this happen? Where your ex pops up randomly out of nowhere and wants you back? So awkward
Motherfuckers can't handle being ignored or rejected lol
seashell
12-02-2016, 12:20 PM
You guys I'm kind of in shock right now. My ex called me and pretty much confessed his love for me, how he wants to get married, and move to California to be with me. How he is done with new york.
I'm just like whyyyy after all this time. -_- I'm still kind of processing everything. It was really hard to hear. Has anyone else had this happen? Where your ex pops up randomly out of nowhere and wants you back? So awkward
Eep. That's a lot to take in. I guess it depends if you're still interested in him...?
Aurora_Sunset
12-02-2016, 01:50 PM
You guys I'm kind of in shock right now. My ex called me and pretty much confessed his love for me, how he wants to get married, and move to California to be with me. How he is done with new york.
I'm just like whyyyy after all this time. -_- I'm still kind of processing everything. It was really hard to hear. Has anyone else had this happen? Where your ex pops up randomly out of nowhere and wants you back? So awkward
Agreed with "he wants you when you're the one rejecting him." I've had an ex pop up out of nowhere and declare that he loves me after years of jerking me around and using me. I didn't take it seriously because he was dating someone else (who he was cheating on), and it really pissed me off that he would say that. Same ex got all bent out of shape when I got a new boyfriend and he was still dating the same girl, and he called me up saying that he couldn't believe it and that I should dump my bf, and if I dumped my bf, he would totally dump his gf in a heartbeat to be back together with me. But then a week later, he couldn't even keep lunch plans before moving...
Ignore him and block him. I can't remember specifics but you've posted about a lot of shady shit he's done. He probably just ended something with some other girl he was with back in New York and now is trying to deal with that. Most likely wouldn't even follow through with his proclamations if you were like "Ok, totally! Fly out here and marry me tomorrow." He just wants validation.
lynn2009
12-02-2016, 03:23 PM
shady shit he's done.
He didn't take good care of the dog :(
whirlerz
12-02-2016, 04:34 PM
Dear uppity a/holes that speed down a certain road & heavily tailgate my ass:
You're not out in the country, & I know there's going to be some type of speed trap set up, since today there was an accident involving a mail truck, (hot to mention other speeders) the state-ies patrol that way, & you're asses are gonna be toast.
Can wait,& have a great holiday!
BarbieNYC
12-02-2016, 05:35 PM
Thanks ladies needed to hear this. It was just all so surprising. Never had this happen before.